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Date: Friday, June 1, 2007
Subject: BULLIES

I was watching AAA again yesterday nite.. When they were singing the song Kansha, it reminds me of the conversation that dajie, me and summer (and i think with nana and huat as well? lol) there is one epi on news zero abt the bullys.

I think that the letter that was sent to them was abt a sch girl was becoming sucidal cos she is always being bullied in sch. But the song, Kansha Kangeki Ame Arashi, gives her the strength to carry on her schooling.

this bullying incident reminds me of myself.. cos i was a victim of bullying in pri sch... sighh.. all becos i'm dark.. i was being called names that is very down grading... it carries on till sec sch.. i remember crying in sch when i being called this names.. i dunno how i overcome this thing, but i remember one day i just feel like giving up.. which was y i dun enjoy my pri sch and sec life.. i prefer my poly life..

For me, Arashi has a special meaning in my life.. Most of the crew noes that i started liking Arashi when i heard "A day in our life". But no one noes that the song indirectly helped me to get on with my life at that time.. only 2 of my closest poly frens who the problem i was gg through that point of time. although i dunno wat they r singing at that point of time, somehow i have a special connection with that song! weird rite!

So when dajie brought up the epi, reminds me all the whole thing all over again.. hence, when ppl ask me, y i am soo into arashi, i cannot tell them this cos they would just make more fun abt..sighhh...

Anyways, i have found a translation for "A day in out life" somewhere long time ago. when i read the translation, i was shocked la... well.. below is the translation, credits goes to the person who translated it, which i dunno who! LOL

A DAY IN OUR LIFE

Time flows in a circle and closes around a day.
You left ages ago.

Ah, my feelings won't reach you,
you won't come back anymore.
But I won't forget all night.

Yo, brighter than the sunlight,
how bright is your shine? Yeah!
Things I can't see because I'm too close,
things I can see because time has passed.

[I love you, even now, I have endless love for you One day... you will.... return to me]

The feeling when we're holding hands,
the courage to pull you near to me,
they make a noise and break away, my pulse rushes
A little more for my dear, beloved you.
I'm so close to being a new me.
I can reach. I can tell you. I can make it echo. Yeah!
The way I'm devoting my entire self to finding.
Besides just to get my self back
I'll find something new.
I'm sure we'll meet again by chance someday

The pain of the mornings when I think of you continues,
my heart still has a shield around it
Ride on, I don't need tranquil days now
Tick-tock, tick-tock the clock ticks away.
It's OK, just leave it.
Unchanging feelings are usually a straight line.
Unending emotions are already at a limit
I promise eternally that someday you'll be by my side again
I won't give it up, completely steady
A little more for my dear, beloved you.
I'm so close to being a new me
I can reach. I can tell you. I can make it echo. Yeah!
The way I'm devoting my entire self to finding.
Besides just to get my self back
I'll find something new
I'm sure we'll meet again by chance someday

Ah, the painful feelings wear on
Ah, now I can tell you everything
Your tears, your smiles, your everything
Holding hands with you by my side
I always want to feel that.
The way I'm devoting my entire self to finding.
Besides just to get my self back
I'll find something new
I'm sure we'll meet again by chance someday

Your tears, your smiles, your everything
Holding hands with you by my side
I always want to feel that
I'm sure we'll meet again by chance someday

Nunu blogged @ 12:00 p.m.

Date: Sunday, May 27, 2007
Subject: AAA loves A-crew!!!!!!

hahaha i think that the dvd this time is WAAAAAAAAAAY good!! and somemore viewing it with ur good frens is just icing on top!! My gosh!!!!

I can't believe i cried la!!!! i told my self that i was not there so i won't be touched BUT i forgot one thing.. the playlist is abt the same as the dome con!!!!! MY GOSH!!!!!!! everyone was tearing!!!!! except for dah! lol I noe ah mo cried at himitsu, ah na cried at sho's solo (if i remember correctly), dajie and huat cried AND shouted during right back to you perf, ah jo went mad at pikanchi double, ah sum cried somewhere at the end.. Me?! I cried at BLUE!!!! who not cry at that?!!!!! the perf in dome for this song is JUST SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!! I love this song ever since i heard it in HIG and to see them performed it is just MAGICAL!!!! ~kyaaaaaaa~

sighhh I back to ARASICK mode.... UWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa

会いたくて会いたくて！！！！嵐会いたいよ！！ *bawls*

Nunu blogged @ 09:49 a.m.

Date: Thursday, May 24, 2007
Subject: Another reshuffling...

sigh... me and my collegue have come to a conclusion tat we can nvr be too happy with wat we r doing.. and today, it is true.. Another big wave of reshuffling...

and guess wat?! They have to take my 'baby' away from me!!! S**t I dun mind if they take other things away but not my 'baby'. My 'baby' is the MOM uploading, which has been responsibility ever since i came into the company.. ever since the big 'issue' ... sighh...

and they replaced my 'baby' with monitoring of temp staffs..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTH!!!!!!!!!! YYY!!!! Y THEY HAVE TO DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!! URGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! not that i have anything against temp staffs.. BUT!!! Y me!!!!!!

I hate when they do this stupid reshuffling!!!!! I SERIOUSLY HATE THIS!!!!　最悪！！

Nunu blogged @ 11:39 p.m.

Date: Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Subject: .....AAA.......

i finally finished reading the oricon style!! the one that has Arashi in the Book in book. And the interview just cracked me up la! haha

There is this part when the reporter actually said tat Aiba-chan was so nervous that he has a leg cramp while he was on stage in Osaka dome!!! My gosh!!! that part was funny la!! I think that when Aiba-chan is toooooo nervous, its either he gets excited easily or that he will be having cramps! LOL

Ans this sentence from Aiba-chan really made me laugh la!! luckily i did not laugh so loud cos i was in the train on my way to work.

このエクササイズを毎日１時間ずつやって、今はムキムキですよ！

FAINTS!!!! my gosh!! he is still talking abt the the exercise that he is doing la!!!

Well... currently, i managed to curb down my anger in office to the minimum i can.. lately, work has been soo much!! but even if we said that we are very busy and packed in office, no new ppl are coming in that soon!! pissed!!! i dun wan to think of this... no one will seem to noe why my BU work is the worst... soo heavy!! sighh..

tmr Arashi Around Asia will be release!!!!! YAY!!! I'm looking forward to this DVD!!!! *jumps*

Nunu blogged @ 10:57 p.m.

Date: Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Subject: life... either u embrace it or you waste it

Sounds chim rite, my title?! LOL that is wat will happen to you after 2 days of course.. wat course? Proactive Time and Stress Management! LOL

let's just say that this course is like a wake up call for me! and the best part, the speaker/trainer is good. and he is well-known!!! WORLD WIDE!!!! hahaha

definately no more procastinating!

ALSO!! Today is my dad's 55th bade!! My gosh!!! my dad is already 55!! but he will always be the man in my heart (besides arashi la). He's my pillar of strength as well as my role model!! Although at times I might not be close to him, but he always has my interest in his heart. for example, the recent 日本 trip.. let's just say that I almost didn't make it.. He supports all the decision that i've made so far and I love him for being the Dad tat he is!! I hope my future guy will be as good as my dad!!

I LOVE U DAD!!! *muacks* All must watch the latest Arashi no Shukudaikun!!!!! I think that this show is getting better and better each week la!! maybe cos since the rating is falling, they had to do something to make it more interesting! and it works!!! *.*

AIBA-CHAN IS MECHA MECHA KAKOII IN THIS EPI!!!!!!! *major drool*

Nunu blogged @ 09:54 p.m.