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//Friday, September 26, 2003
//it's cute how you're so stupid =D

UPdated: PLAYLiST / LiNKS
The fourth week of school is officially over. Just.. much more to go. Let's see. I'm doing sooooo bad in my classes. I have a B in French. Yeah I know that it's not that bad but I'm supposed to be GOOD at French. Eesh. On the other hand, I got an A on the derivatives quiz in Calc!! =D My first A in there.. haha. Freakin, I have the lowest grade in that class -- an 85%. Wtheck there's only 2 B's in there; the rest are all A's. Ugh. I feel so stupid in that class full of IB-ers. And it's totally not cool that I have more homework than most IB people - according to Alice. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?! Yeah. I got a C on my last Bio test. I'm proud of that [even though I shouldn't be] and it brought up my grade!! I better get at least a B+ in that class. Dang I hope I raise my grades to at least B's by the end of the first six weeks. I don't wanna show my parents C's!! haha. Oh wells. I have almost a B in US History. Hmm this is most likely boring everyone because it's all about my horrible grades. But yeah.. get the fck out if you don't like it =) Hm today was cool. Went to Brea with Mindy and Mae. Cute PRETZEL guy!! Whoo! haha Mindy -- 'over there over there look look look behind meeee!' =D hahaha. Dang.. Mae spent all this money on her boy.. crazy ass girl. Hmm. Yeah and I got back and I was/still am hella tired. I don't like Alpha. Man where were all the chicks yesterday??! There were like 4 girls in that class. I was stuck with the boys.. lol. Okie dokes. Guess I'm done. JOiN REACTiON! hahah I'm Historian/Cabinet member of that club =D k bye!
scribbled at 10:34 p.m.

//Sunday, September 21, 2003
//irvine!

Whoo today was pretty tiight. Woke up at 9ish and went with my cousins Doris & Jason, my uncle, and grandma to UCI to help my cuz Doris move in and to visit my other cuz Steven. Dang.. going to Irvine just reminded me of how damn much I wish I was in college already!! I can't waitttt. Seriously, just like, the whole freedom/independence of it all. Not having to depend on my parents for everything.. making my own decisions.. partying till 8 in the morning.. hahaha. But yeah it was funn. THERE ARE SO MANY HOT PEOPLE IN IRVINE!!!. Haha and the food is good.. mm. Irivine is now in my top 5 colleges that I'd attend if I didn't make LA or SD. Yeaps. Then afterwards went to Jason's house then to work.. and I got to drive his t100 haha. It was cool.. but I still prefer my cool[er] car =) and.. PEGGY i am SO SORRY.. i seriously would have went if i'd driven there.. but i was stranded. i'll sooo make it up to you, PROMiSE! okies then.. I feel like going to sleep now even though it's only 8. Bleh.

hey.. i don't know if you're going to read this, but yeah. i'm really sorry about everything. i honestly had no idea and i thought that you did all that stuff because you didn't care, so that's why i thought it would be okay to tell you things. i know you said it's not my fault, but in a way i feel as if it is. i care about you and really value our friendship, but like you said, you might have been my friend for all the wrong reasons.. so i duno.. hopefully you'll get things sorted out and realize that your life right now is great as it is, even if a certain aspect is painful. i really want to continue our friendship rather than have you out of my life, because you're someone that's so close to me and the bond we have is unbelievable. i don't know what i can do or say to alleviate the hurt.. but i'm always going to be here for you, no matter what.
scribbled at 08:05 p.m.

//Friday, September 19, 2003
//when i move you move.. just like THAT

Hmm. So another long week of school has went by. So many tests, so little time to study. Yuck. Well I guess I had time. But I chose not to study.. smart me. How the hell am I gonna get straight A's. Oh yeah.. that's right. I'm NOT. Grrr. I hate bio it's so hard!! I know I just have to study [ like an hour a day! psh ] but I'm so not feelin' that. And for some reason US History is kinda hard to. As well as Calc, which is getting hella weird haha. Stupid derivatives. Hm yeah. I really wanted to go get Umi today after school but no one wanted to go.. haha. Rawrr. And yeah. I don't like Mondays and Thursday's either. Night lab until 8:30 on Mon, and Alpha until 6:30 on Thurs. Yuck! HMm. I haven't written in this for a week. And yet I have nothing to say. I really do have short term memory.. haha. But yeah. I wonder if I really should wake up every Sat. at 7am to study. Sounds like it would work.. but do I really have the stamina? We'll see haha. Ok wells. I think this is more than enough for now. THANKS ALICE FOR HELPiNG ME OUT!!!!! =D
scribbled at 11:01 p.m.

//Thursday, September 11, 2003
//yay for school.. not.

Hi! Man this week is so hectic. A test/quiz every single day of this week! I failed 2 of them already.. let's see if Shawna will fail her Calc and Bio test tomorrow! Today's US tests were aiights. Chapter 3 was sooo hard though. Rawwr. I don't think anything really interesting happened today. Ohh yeah. Mike hit his head while closing his trunk.. thanks for the entertainment =) Haha. And Jenn got locked out of her house and had to come use my phone.. dork! haha jk jk. Let's see. I hate Jacquot. Fcking BiTCH.. haha. Blah blah blah.. this entry is mostly me complaining and venting about how much homework I have and how many tests I have and how school can kiss my assss. Yup. I have to.. study for Calc, study for Bio, make a collage for Englishwrite a paper for french, and read for US. I really should get started. and I absolutely hate having to wake up so early in the morning when all I do after school is GO TO SLEEP. Well I guess it's good for my parking space.. not that much anymore since seniors get the 3rd row TOO! wtheck maan. Yeah.. today was kinda sad too, with the whole 9/11 motif around campus. The video was a nice touch, but they shouldn't have used the band as background music. It should've been like.. real songs sung by musicians. I duno. But yeah.. the whole incident seems more recent than 2 years ago.. well to me. Okie dokes. I don't think I'm going to achieve my straight A's this year.. but I'll try reallllly hard!! So yeah I should get started on my homework.. soon. Laates =)
scribbled at 02:40 p.m.

//Saturday, September 6, 2003
//I need a vacation.

Holy moly. School is harder than I thought. Well.. the first week of school is finally over, 3 and a half tedious days. Dang.. I don't think I can survive a full week of school. Hm.. my classes-
calc: This class is SO fckin early.. I have to wake up at 5:50 in order not to be late. Hildreth is pretty cool.. she's nice =) but my class is all IB-ers. For some reason, I got stuck in there. Me and Tiffany are the only AP students. Frick I'm gonna have the lowest grade in that class. So far the work isn't very hard, but it will only get more difficult from here on. Bleh.
publications: We have to do so much "training" work this year. It's all because of the newbies!! Haha. But being an editor does have its perks.. I just don't know what it is yet. Hm.. this year's Hoofprint is gonna rock!! Well at least Centerspread is =D I have my own cubby!
bio: Man.. Ms. Lin is such a fob, but she's pretty cool I guess. Her room is soo cold! Erg.I sense that this class will be tres difficile. Whee. I don't absorb anything.. =(
french: Gr.. can anyone understand Jacquot? Shes crazy with the verbs. No one remembers the damn VERBS woman! Man I didn't know how great M. DeShan was.. until NOW. I want DeShan back!! No fair.
english: Ms. Donee is freakin' crazy cool. I love that she's so sarcastic =) This is probably one class I'll enjoy this year. Yay English =) lol I'm such an english nerd.
us history: Hm.. this class doesn't seem all THAT hard. Mr. Nelson seems nice. And I don't even have to try that hard except for the AP test. =) And I did well on my first test!
*Junior year is gonna be hard. Boo. Well.. I guess I just have to work my ass off. I'm always tired after my classes and I just go to sleep. Haha.

Hmm.. wells on Friday night I went to DB's 'Welcome Back' dance. Me and Rachel got there around 9ish? and met up with Alex. Hehe it was pretty fun overall. The music kinda sucked. =/ Dancing on tables is FUNNN =D Hmm.. I danced with strangers too.. fun stuff.. even though I don't remember their names. Met some new people, saw some old friends [ MiCA & AUDREY! ]. Hehe and I got dowwwn with RACHEL[rachelle haha]. That is one crazy ass chick!! Whooo =) Then afterwards.. me and Rachel went to Denny's where I realized I did not have my WALLET. It wasn't in my car but luckily I had a 20 in there *whew* So after Denny's, around 12ish, we went back to DB to look for it. Fortunately.. it was under the bleachers [ thank goodness.. my driver's license and AE credit card were still there ] but my money was gone. Good thing it was only like 8$. But still.. it's like.. damn you go to DIAMOND BAR for goodness sakes. What the heck do you need to steal other people's money for?? Fcking retard. Heh.. well then I dropped Rachel off at her house and got home around 12:30ish. My legs were hella sore.. and I should've worn shorts so it would have been easier to get dowwwwwn ;D hahah. But it was coools. Man.. no cute guys that I saw.. well some but I didn't approach them haha.
Today.. I vacuumed the house, washed my car [with the help of my bro] and vacuumed my car. Then I was watching the 2nd LOTR and my grandma came in and was all "Is this E.T.?" HAHA that was pretty hilarious. I also read Chapters 1 and 2 for Bio although I kept almost falling asleep. Eesh. Too much work. Well yeahh.. guess I'd better get back to work.. or just go online =) even though AIM is becoming boring. Haha ok.. bye!
scribbled at 09:49 p.m.

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