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//Friday, November 26, 2004
//update on my life.

wheeeeeeeeee :)

UC apps: DONE as of november 20. yess i am a non-procrastinator like a lot of other people.
USC app: 85%-ish done. like the good girl i am, i did my essay on thanksgiving.

so anyway what's been going on in my life.. lots of SHOPPING from what i can remember. but anyway. last weekend.. i snuck out of my house for the very first time. it was easier than i thought it would be. the whole time i was out though, i was paranoid that my parentals would wake up and find me not there. thankfully, that didn't happen. but anyway.. that was fun.

so. THANKS FOR THANKSGIVING BREAK. i'm lovin' it. wednesday, i went to lunch at banana bay with diana, mindy, steph, & kat. fun timessss like always! after that, SHOPPED at brea with mindy and steph. oohwee i spent $100 like nothing. on good shiat though. i love love love my GUESS? jacket!!! =D at night, we had our early thanksgiving dinner with the relatives. yee my cousin doris came back!! i miss her like cuhrazy. thursday, just relaxed at home. did the USC essay and watched two movies: "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind" and "elf". eternal sunshine was so confusing.. and then at the end it's like 'ohh!'. but yeahhhh ehh. elf was good but i still don't like will ferrell that much. today was crazy.. i woke up at 6:46am for after-thanksgiving shopping. wil-to the-ber picked me up in his sexy car and we went off to glendale galleria. oh man it was pretty hectic. but anyway i managed to blow all of my money, once again. =/ i don't know how to control myself!! it's so sad. after shopping, wil&i went to lunch.. mmmmm pho. got home, then went to chris's house to chill. then came back home, took a nap, went to work. man today was fun. i missed you boys!! haha wilber.. winter break f'shoo.. keep me updated on your shit.

you guys.. i'm a shopaholic. seriously i spent like 300 these past few days. and most of it was on me; i only bought two presents. grr i need help. why can't i write my personal statement on my passion for shopping?? okay nm, there wouldn't be anything to write about, just "i love shopping and i can't control myself!!" yeah steph&i just had a conversation about shopping.. she got me excited.. haha. i feel so bad though.. because i don't need all these clothes.. my drawers and closet are seriously overflowing.. i have new clothes still sitting in bags on my floor.. wow what's wrong with meee?! i guess i just can't help it... oh well :P

RIP samar suleiman * even though I didn't know you.. nov.24.'o4 * guys.. please wear your seatbelts when you're driving.. you never know what could happen.
scribbled at 09:41 p.m.

//Monday, November 15, 2004
//...and this is my mood.

i always try to act confident, as if i'm in control. but honestly.. sometimes i don't understand the motives for certain actions i take. i really don't understand myself. i know that some stuff is wrong or reckless, but i do it anyway. why? i have no idea.

and sometimes.. i just set myself up for disappointment.
scribbled at 03:29 p.m.

//Thursday, November 11, 2004
//happy veteran's day

heck yeah.. 4 day weekend. soo this past weekend and yesterday have been eventful. hmm so on friday i saw the incredibles. that was such an awesome movie. one of the best movies i've seen in a while. saturday i went out with diana, steph, and mindy to scare the shit out of ourselves. if you've already read diana or steph's lj/xanga, then you'll know what we did. but basically we drove up&down diamond bar blvd.. by the 57 fwy [during the daytime] looking for those crucifixes [there are 4 i think] and that tombstone. diana actually got out and took a pic with the tombstone. afterwards, when we looked at it, we could see the shape of a face with eyes in her sleeve. it might've been a coincidence, but it was kinda eerie. we also went to the cooper house. okay now that was scary. we didn't get out of the car, but the whole atmosphere was creepy. scary signs and everything. but yeah. then last night, we went back to db dlvd and rAWR that was freakay. but yeah. after that i went to the drive-in movies with all the girls except christi, plus jenn's cousin. watched surviving christmas. the movie was better than i expected. overall a cool experience.. it was fun stuff man. we should do that again. then we went to diana's to pick our pictures for our senior ad. duude we need more pages haha.

so i'm glad we have a much-needed 4-day weekend. everything's just been overwhelming this month.. and now i just have a chance to chill. and also.. thanks to veterans i guess :) but anyway. tomorrow i get to go shopping with rachel & annie. i haven't seen these girlies in forever!! yay i'm excited :) AND i can't wait until thanksgiving break because not only do we have 2.5 days of school that week, i don't have mt.sac that tuesday&thursday!!! :D yessssss. this month is goood. next month and every month after that will be even better. can't wait can't wait can't wait.
scribbled at 05:18 p.m.