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//Saturday, November 29, 2003
//thanksgiving break..

so.. happy late thanksgiving! vacay is almost over =( how sad. my thanksgiving was pretty aiights. watched deliver us from eva, chilled at home.. played drinkin games with my bros, cousins, and their friends. lol. it was fun at first.. but then the day didn't end too well =/ it was pretty cool though. my bro's a fckin' crazyass bartender. haha. on friday it was JEEYOUNG's 15th BiRTHDAY! aw she's so young.. haha. went with alice and jee [helen you should've came..] to islands to celebrate. then we went to brea mall to shop. there were hella people there.. soo crazy. jee goes crazy in every store. it was funny.. like me and alice taking out our little sis. hehe. i was supposed to be christmas shopping but half the things i got were for myself. how selfish.. haha. got home around 6, and then went out with lawrence a little before 8. went to dinner at banana bay, then riverside to pick up some stuff. got back around 12 i think. haha.. riverside isn't as far as i thought it would be. maybe i'll go visit sometime.. if i feel like it =P today.. played scrabble with my bros, hahah. it was fun i won once =) my cousin brought over his rottweiler puppy. my dog got mad.. she tried to bite the puppy. haha. hm. started on my hw today as well. i'm just.. gonna leave my calc until tomorrow. i don't think that's a good idea especially since i heard it was hella hard.. but eh. i'm wondering whether or not i should drop by cj's later. especially because i'm driving.. hm. anyone wanna come with? haha. aighties well.. guess i'm gonna bounce for now. maybe i'll go shopping tomorrow..
but for now.. entertain yourselves with this quiz thang i jacked from peggy.. my jessica alba buddy ;D

layer one
name: shawna
birthdate: april 13
birthplace: westco
current: westco
eye color: dark brown
hair color: currently.. reddish brown
height: too short. =/
righty or lefty: righty
zodiac sign: aries

layer two
your heritage: chinese
the shoes you wore today: phat farms
your weakness: guys who can get to me.. um i duno?
your fears: failure, rejection, living life without happiness, dying without being happy.
your perfect pizza: always changes
goal you'd like to achieve: get into UCLA, have a career that i'd be happy with.
layer three
your most over-used phrase on aim: "haha" "i duno"
your thoughts first waking up: hit the snooze button..
your best physical feature: my.. i duno.. ass? lol
your bedtime: anytime after 12am
your best missed memory: hm.. a lot

layer four
pepsi or coke: neither.. WATER!
mcdonald's or burger king: erm.. jackinthebox.
single or group dates: single =P
adidas or nike: adidas
lipton ice tea or nestea: hmm.. nestea
chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
cappuccino or coffee: coffee.. spanish coffee =)

layer five
smoke: hell naw.
cuss: yeah
sing: along to songs
take a shower: haha.. NO.
have a crush: why yes i do
do you think you've been in love: think? yes
want to go to university?: of course
like(d) high school: ehh.. sometimes
want to get married: when i'm ready
believe in yourself: yeah when i'm in that motivational mood
get motion sickness: sometimes
think you're attractive: haha.. i can be?
think you're a health freak: at times
get along with your parent(s): yup, for the most part
like thunderstorms: yup they're fun
play an instrument: used to. are boys instruments? haha just MESSIN..

layer six
in the past month...
drank alcohol: haha.. yeah
smoked: nope no hell naw
done a drug: naw
had sex: no
made out: haha yeah
gone on a date: yup
gone to the mall: yup
eaten an entire box of oreos: nopes
eaten sushi: yeah
been on stage: haha yeah.. french camp
been dumped: nopes
gone skating: no..i want to! well i went LAST month..
made homemade cookies: mm.. no
gone skinny-dipping: nopes
stolen anything: haha no i don't think so

layer seven
ever...
played a game that required removal of clothing: nopes
if so, was it mixed company: see above!
been trashed or extremely intoxicated: hahah.. once or twice
been caught "doing something" with someone? naw
by yourself?: HAHA nasty no
been called a tease: =X.. maybe
shoplifted: yeah
changed who you were to fit in: no

layer eight
in a guy...
best eye color: doesn't matter
best hair color: brown
short or long hair: SHORT
height: under 5'10"
best weight: umm.. over 120 under.. 160?
articles of clothing: GQ'ed out haha.. or maybe thugged out
best first date location: somewhere public.. carnival, beach, something
best first kiss location: under the stars..

layer nine
# of drugs taken illegally: one?
# of people i could trust with my life: not many
# of cds that i own: too many
# of piercings: 2
# of tattoos: none but i want one or two
# of scars on my body: i duno.. hm.
# of things in my past that i regret: a lot.. but hey what's in the past can't be changed.
scribbled at 08:18 p.m.

//Monday, November 24, 2003
//mood*feelin' lazy..

ugh. no school for me today.. that means us.history test to make up tomorrow or somethin'. so yeah. this past weekend was french camp at big bear. it was hella cold up there. made me sick. i thought it would be crazy fun but.. it was aiights. they made us play stupid games and stuff. the most fun thing was the skits. me, alice, yvonne, and this other girl danced to "milkshake." lol it was fun. made a couple new friends too.. pretty tight. due to the freakin' cold weather, my sore throat came back too, and on sunday i couldn't swallow at all. oh yeah and we weren't supposed to be speaking english, and i got caught, so i had to do some stupid stuff.. haha. but it was okay.. the other people who got "punished" recieved more embarrassing punishments. there was a dance on saturday night too, and we could play our own music. so i gave them my cd, and i forgot which song was the first one.. and it happened to be "holidae inn" and the first line had PUSSY in it.. and i was like OH SHIT. -_- that was embarrassing especially since m. deshan was the one who put the cd in. ack. and then after they played a song on my cd, they didn't stop it and the next song was like "i say SHIIIT, DAAMN" =O holy crap. haha it was funny though. got nauseous on the bus ride home. hm. i don't think i'm gonna go to french camp again. at least not to the winter one. went to umi with my mom afterwards and my mom loves it now =) then i got home, knocked out, and woke up with a damn FEVER. man that sucked. so yeah just slept the whole time and woke up to watch alias. i didn't get any homework or studying done so i decided to skip school today. yuppers. this morning i went with my mom to go errand running, and she got a new phone =) i want it. i can't wait till june when i can get a new phone and errthang. wheee. i'm watchin' oprah right now.. it's her favorite things episode and she's giving out all these gifts to the audience!! dammn i wanna be there.. no fair. haha i keep thinking in french now.. and i keep wanting to speak francais. lol i'm such a nerd. hm. how cool.. this week i only have one and a half days of school. niiice. aights i'm hungry .. gonna grub on some jack-in-the-box [yumm] and then start homework [booo]. i need to go christmas shopping..
scribbled at 03:49 p.m.

//Saturday, November 15, 2003
//shake it like a salt shaka

It's another Saturday night, and I'm pretty satisfied with just chillin' at home. It's rainy nights like this which makes me long for someone to be with.. to hold me in his arms. Hmm.. well I don't know. Even though I'm not really looking for a serious relationship right now, I think I like this guy.. but I'm pretty sure he doesn't feel the same. Oh well. If it's meant to be then it'll happen. If not, that sucks, but I'll get over it. =) Dang but it's like.. I shouldn't even be tryin' to look for anything right now. The beginning of junior year, I told myself I was gonna try really hard to achieve straight A's, but then.. I can never keep promises to myself. I've been doing okay, but I really need to raise my grades. Which is why I should be doing something productive right now, like studying for the Bio test next friday that covers 4 chapters. Too bad I don't have my Bio book or notes with me right now. But yeah.. I keep tellin' myself that I'm gonna study.. work my ass off.. but stupid it never works. hm.
Last night.. I was bored and my buddy Lawrence was bored.. so we went to Alhambra to play pool.. which I am MASTER at.. haha yeah right I wish. Dang I was hella rusty.. long time no play. But yeah it was fun =) I allllmost won that one time.. I think. Freakin.. there was so much pressure! haha. Then afterwards we went to Garden Cafe and just talked about crap. Man.. spanish coffee is good. Got home around 1ish.. and I could NOT go to sleep until 5am. Never ever drinking anything with caffeine in it that late at night ever again. Slept for like.. 5 hours then I woke up. Dyed my hair again.. it was supposed to be brown, but for some reason it's kinda burgandy. Lame. Went to work.. it was crazy hectic.. there were 3 parties today. Ugh. Stupid obnoxious customers. Haha. Okay yeah. I'm gonna go.. maybe I'll go take a bath =) yay. Oh yeah.. I'm happy =D some- of you know why. =D Whee. Wells.. like I said.. i'm just that much closer.. and it's so surreal. I guess that just proves the cliche that.. you can do anything you set your mind to..
scribbled at 10:55 p.m.

//Tuesday, November 11, 2003
//pass that dutch ;)

hmm. it's been a while since i've crapped in here. i don't know.. it's so late - almost 2am. and i'm bored as hell.. can't go chill with danny, haha. so yeah. on saturday, chilled with Cj. watched in the cut which was a pretty crapass movie, but it was fun nonetheless. hollywoodknights was that night. that was fun.. we lost, but still cool. wesley was hot.. so was that tyler guy from 7th heaven. haha. after that i went with alice, diana, and mindy to life plaza to grub. dang.. can we say fob-infested? whoo it was cool though.. then we just chilled in diana's car. sunday.. worked, did hw, and at night watched alias with my new friend.. haha. the CIA agent is NOT gonna die! -_- haha. today was ghetto.. i can't believe lin gave us a fckin QUIZ during night lab.. can't she give us a break?? stupidass that i am, i woke up an hour before class. studied for 10 mins - then i failed the quiz. awesome. afterwards.. was supposed to eat out with a couple friends.. but for some reason they were stuck at the movies. so i was hella hungry.. called up Cj.. picked him up and went to the hospital where his friend was supposed to be.. but wasnt? haha. went to eat at applebee's.. then just drove around. haha that was fun.
random thoughts: recently, it seems to me like a lot of guys have only one thing in mind.. maybe it's just me. haha. just been having all this crap floating through my head.. i just need a break from all this madness. and yeah.
wells. can't really concentrate. playing online games with danny "tiger" lam. haha aw man.. gettin back to the old school jippii days. wells i'm off. peaces.
scribbled at 02:41 a.m.

//Saturday, November 1, 2003
//shawna's back =)

wow it's november already. 7 months till the end end end. and pitas deleted my super long entry last time.. dang. wells.. got my SATI scores back and i'm pretty happy with them but i still wanna take them over. school's been hectic. i've had to wake up early on saturdays for a whole month. today was my last one! for a while i hope. what's happened.. helen's party in dtown disney which was in the past entry.. that was fun! bruises everywhere uh huh. PSATs the next day which i bombed. and.. last saturday.. which was steph's party [moonbounce! fun stuff] and homecoming with allen. that was fun too! gettin down on the dance floor =) haha yup. mindy did my hair and it was pretty =D thanks! hm everything has been so long ago and i've forgotten.. ugh. oh yeah a couple of days ago i was taking a nap and i woke up late and it was all dark and i heard sounds downstairs, but i thought it was my grandma- she wasn't home. so i called ulysses and he came over with his dad and they were ARMED with a baseball bat and golf club [haha] and they searched the house but there was no one there. i felt like such a retard.. haha. but i SWEAR i heard a door open.. wtheck. oh wells. hm i'm raising my bio grade yay me.. and my us history grade too! yuppers. i've still got to post pics from the summer. so long ago.. maybe i'll do them now before i go to school for publications. okie dokes. lates =)
scribbled at 02:15 p.m.

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