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//Monday, March 29, 2004
//BEACH BUM

oohweeee.. i have homework but i'm honestly not sure what it is we have to do for french.. so i will update on how shitty last week was but how awesomely it ended. so the WHOLE WEEK was so bad.. for me and almost everyone i knew. for some reason, all the teachers collaborated together and decided: "let's all give 2 or 3 tests to the students this week because APs are coming up and they're still so stupid!" those whores. yeah. plus it was the last week before newspaper deadline.. and i had nada. raawwwr. so i somehow get through the week, with a minor breakdown i think on wednesday or thursday. freakn stressed like hell. gooood loord. worst week of my life. well.. friday was a little better. on saturday i took the SATs. that shit was HARD up the ass. i really really really wanted to break 1400.. and i know f'sho that i didn't break it. maybe i'll just have to live with what i got. even though i know that's good enough for a lot of people.. i feel like i'm always aiming higher.. but i duno if i can reach my goal!! shiiet. argh. but yeah. after SATs.. i went out to lunch at akasaka with diana.. then decided i would go to the beach with peggy. i got to her house a little after 2 and her bro's gf took us.. b/c i didn't wanna drive. =) yup. got there around 3:30.. it was pretty cold there.. and i was surprised that there wasnt a lot of people because it was supposed to be kinda hot that day. so.. it was all like college people there.. didn't really know anyone there. but i saw a couple of walnut `03 grads there. yup. lol it was hilarious.. me and peggy were playing in the water.. and she got her phone wet!! and while we were examining it.. my FLIP FLOP started drifting away in the water! and i began to go after it but i was in shorts and not in a swim suit.. and the tide started coming so i was like oh shit and ran back towards the land. and i was about to like.. take off my jacket and go in the water to get my shoe.. when peggy was like "SHAWNA!" and my shoe CAME BACK to me!!! =D lol i was ecstatic and we were laughing our asses off.. then peggy bent over and her ass was facing the ocean.. and this hugeass tide came up and went all up her shorts.. LOL .. funny shit. good times, good times. yup.. we were pretty much wettt.. and we went back.. they built a bonfire with all this FOOD.. i swear. there were sushi, pizza, fried chicken, soda, juice, chips, OYSTERS, and a whollle shitload of stuff. ahaha i ate like 4 oysters.. they were HUGE.. and soo good. peggy was embarrassed for me because i kept eating those damn oysters.. hey those guys made them for us, and it's not like we're ever gonna see them again! so yeah. peggy took like a whole tray of sushi too.. so PSH. yup. and we had this huge ass bonfire. it was like 10 ft tall and my flip flops were like 3 ft away from it.. and i wanted to get them but they were too close to the fire. so THEN they started smoking up like crazy.. and this guy ran to go get them.. but they were already burned.. booo. part of one looked like a toasted marshmallow. on the up side.. i get to buy another pair of white flip flops.. damn those were new, too. ok wells. we left around 9:30ish and i chilled at peggy's house for a little while. yeah.. that day i was so chill because i just wanted to relax and all.. after my whole school/stressful week. i was just sitting there staring at the bonfire.. it was so soothing and therapeutic. if it were summer.. i woulda been like so hyer and stuff.. haha. OH YEAH.. we saw a total of 2 hot guys there. hot guy #1 was a white guy in a truck.. oohwee. and hot guy #2 was a guy at the party.. he looked like this one guy peggy and i knew so we called him 'july'. lol. alrights. i need to sign up for SAT2's for may and pay the late fee. ugh. and do.. stuff. and get my acrylics [fake nails] taken off at 5. i haven't had time to take them off until today! eesh. okay. this is hella long. LATES.
PS: PEGGY.. omg our *guys* lol.. we're such GIRLS!!
scribbled at 03:27 p.m.


//Tuesday, March 23, 2004
//shawna has boogers and phlegm! yay

fcuk.. the intro for my research paper is so difficult. soo i'm taking a break. after like 1 minute of staring at the screen. =) hm. so this weekend was pretty chillls. on friday night, sharon chris josh jackie and some others came to visit me at work.. then i met them up at sharon's and we went ghosthunting. that was fun.. but kinda freaked me out a little. jackie drives like a crazy ass mofucker.. it was scary. on saturday, went to math tutor after missing it for 2 weeks, then went to the mustang invite to work at the concession stand, where i was dubbed pizza girl. yeeeah.. don't ask. around 4, i left and went home to get ready to go out with the girls for diana's birthday. got to chevy's and saw old people gettin their boogie on. it was hilarious =) but cute i guess. after we ate, we all went back to diana's house and watched resident evil. everyone's screaming scared me more than the movie.. lol. it was prettay good.. and around 1ish we all left the birthday gal. HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY, DIANA! on march 21st. us and our plans to watch rated-R movies months before we turn 17. =D funny. just wait exactly THREE more weeks for me.. i want to watch dawn of the dead with you and alice =) wow my birthday is coming up.. *hinthint* =) i'ma be 17. still young, but old enough to watch R movies legally. haha. so yeah this week is so fcukin crazyy.. i have 2 or 3 tests every single day. and then the grand finale, SATs, on saturday. i better break 1400.. or else.. i will be sad. i need sleep. just took the AP calc practice test earlier; it was tedious. i think it was easier than the first one we took. maybe it was because i was more alert this time. anyway. i have realized.. that you know you don't get enough sleep when you're in class wishing there was more time left in the period so you can get more napping time. yup. and when you fall asleep on the toilet in the morning. for some reason i'm extremely fatigued today. probably because i'm sick. wtf, i bet it was because marcus coughed his nasty germs all over my paper the other day. or something. ARGH. beware of shawna.. i'm gon get yo ass sick! =) k back to work PEACE.
scribbled at 06:57 p.m.


//Wednesday, March 17, 2004
//interesting..

i should be doing homework. instead, i took a quiz i discovered on alice's site. i am..

The Priss
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLDf)

Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.
Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.
These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.
You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.

some of that is iffy. but also interesting. hMM. alrightie thens.. back to homework =/ and tomorrow, back to normal days. UGH.
scribbled at 08:45 p.m.


//Tuesday, March 16, 2004
//late start days = blissful

i need to do my 25 notecards for my research paper, and i don't have sufficient resources. i lost my huck finn book; ms donee will be mad. just wanted to say: having late start days is AWESOME. i got to wake up almost 3 HOURS later than usual today [and tomorrow too!]. i wish we had a late start day every week. boohoo. and.. BIG UPS to my bro donny, who got accepted into a multitude of law schools, including Washington University, a top 25 law school, and Loyola in la. he better go somewhere on the west coast. haha. i'm so proud of him.. witnessing all of his accomplishments has motivated me to work hard in school. with that in mind, i must begin the tedious task of looking for resources. wow. i sound like a freakn nerd.
scribbled at 06:04 p.m.


//Sunday, March 14, 2004
//SADiES `04 * PIMP CREW ;D

currently// tired and dreading homework.

SO.. yesterday was awesome. i didn't go to math tutor because i overslept, but i went to alpha. then i went home around 4, curled my hair, did my makeup, etc etc. got to mindy's house around 6. i was supposed to go at 5, but i'm always late =) did christi's sexay makeup ;D and when everyone else got there, we all went to expose to take pics. DIANA! we missed you.. we wish that you could've came with us =( so yeah.. got there at 7 but didn't leave till almost 9. sadies was so freakin banginn. steph gettin jocked by all the guys [freaky deaky army boy], dancing with these random guys, crazy grindin goin on, et cetera et cetera =) lol it was crazy. damn i realized how much i miss dancing! now, more than ever, i want to go clubbin. thanks to jeff for those slow [and fast] dances ;D and most of all to my girls for bein the most bombass friends =) and and.. i got to see JON LU and GENE dance!! crazy shit right thurr. ;D that was fun. afterwards, i went with mindy, jenn, christi, and kat to denny's. ahaa that was freakn fun. we were being loud and crazy the whole time, throwing food at people [and getting attacked], doing a "cheer" for our scary-looking waiter HUGO[exclaimation mark] BOSS, laughing at every little thing.. those were good times =) haha. freakn.. i went out to my car for a second and kat put tabasco sauce in my orange juice.. it was spicy! loll.. fun stuff. then i got home around 1:30.. yeuuup. oh yeah.. most unexpected surprise of the night: i saw wayne shen at sadies! well.. more like after sadies, but i was whoaa wthell.. he got so tall, dang. mmhm so today.. picked up pics, cleaned my superduper messy room that will be unorganized again in a week, and went out to buy diana's birthday present. and.. got a little somethin somethin for myself too. =) yay. got to work around 4, and wayne just came to visit me! tiight. i finally gave him his christmas present. lolll. hm hm hm. alrighties. i have a bitchload of homework to do.. so i should get started. anyway, i really want to upload the sadies pics from yesterday, but netscape is being a bitch. bye!

EDIT [8:42]//OKAY so netscape is being good now =) here are yesterday's pics:
first pic.. =) close-up with the pimp hats us again =) and again last pic.. skandaluzz!
scribbled at 05:29 p.m.


//Tuesday, March 9, 2004
//UGH.

so fucking frustrated right now. just telling you what was on my mind.. you didn't have to get so angry and defensive. you're not the perfect person so don't play it off like i'm completely wrong. you think that you're 100% right and that i'm being unreasonable. what is there to GET? i told you that we've both grown apart and value different things, i'm taking the blame for whatever happened too. i don't always want to hear about your fucking problems; there's only so much i can take. i'm here for you but you seriously take me for granted. you even admitted it last time too, so i don't know why you're denying it now. i told you everything; what else is there to get? like i said, if you don't get it now, you're never gonna get it. it's cool that you joke around, but you don't know when it's inappropriate to say certain things.. you don't wanna talk to people anymore because you "don't want to hear that you're annoying." it's sad how you get mad just because i say things that you don't want to listen to and therefore don't accept. i guess it just further proves that you're still immature.
scribbled at 10:27 p.m.


//Monday, March 8, 2004
//shawna's fun fun fun weekend

ok ok i should be studying because there's probably gonna be a pop quiz in bio lab tonight. BUT this weekend was so awesome i thought i'd share before i forget a buncha stuff. =] haha. i haven't done something in a while so it was crazy this weekend =) ok it's kinda hard to type though.. my nails! so:

saturday: went to alpha to take my practice test and i saw a couple of people there who i haven't seen since october wow. and then i went to livewire to pick up peggy and surprise: RACHEL! lol that was crazy. so yup.. drove to el montE to get my nails did and eyebrows waxed. rachel shoulda got them tooo.. no fun! and yeah we went to lunch at this pho restaurant. deelish =) gossiped a lot and had girl talks.. about friends and guys and whatnot. then when we went to the counter to pay, i still had half of my food on the table AND THEY CLEARED IT! rawr i wanted to bring it home, too. hmm.. so yeah it was pretty late and i had to get back to work, so.. we had to leave =( but then it was hella fun! i love you girls.. we're like a trio now, haha. shOna, rachelle, and peggy [ we still need to give you a nickname! ] =D haha. but yeah work was as hectic as ever, with the addition of a drunk-off-their-asses group of adults. then diana, alice, and mindy came for a visit and ate.. and they got to see two grown drunk men fighting. lol. i missed it because it was outside, but they were walking to their car and saw it. darnit i wanted to see it. and i felt so like embarrassed and bad because it was diana's first time here and mindy and alice rarely come too, and they HAD TO WITNESS THE GHETTONESS. hahah but it was funny. sorry, guys =) then around 9, i went to diana's CRIB haha and watched a couple of movies with them. the audrey tatou one [he loves me, he loves me not] was freakn psycho! haha. and the 2nd movie wasn't thaat great. but yeah. i was gonna sleep over but then it was too much of a hassle. sunday: my mommy had a day off because she's not feeling too well right now =/ but then .. when she doesn't work, i don't work -- because or else she doesn't have anything to do or anyone to do something with. so yeah. we slept in, then around 3:30 left for south coast plaza where it was freakn hot. it was funnnnn. we went to victoria's secret beauty and i was looking through the eyeshadows, and this salesgirl would not leave me alone, so i let her do my makeup =) but it was kinda scary, because she was this really pretty hispanic girl with big eyes and she did my makeup like how she would do her own. i looked scary.. but it was just a little intense and dramatic. haha but then me and my mom did end up buying around 60 dollars worth of makeup [crazy!] but then we had giftcards so it was okay. and then GUESS. i saw these pants that i had wanted [60 bucks] but then my mom said no. i did get a jacket though.. yay! haha okay. and i made my mom buy these 50 dollar pants at express because she looked good in them! lol. and plus she deserves to splurge on something for herself instead of always buying shit for me. =) hMM.. left around 6:30 and went to that japanese restaurant on golden springs and lemon, jubei. it was pretty good there! but there was this gross old man who kept staring at me even though his wife was right there. i wanted to smack him it was siiick. but yeah. got home just in time for alias.. after that i had to crack down on the homework boo. didn't get to sleep till 1:30. yuppppppp so that was my exciting awesome weekend. hope ya'lls were good too =) hehe. and if you read all the way down to here, you're crazy but i love ya!
scribbled at 05:23 p.m.


//Friday, March 5, 2004
//feeling nostalgic =|

»is there anyone out there, 'cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe»
h0ly crap. this week has been soo freakn hectic.. my gawd. take yesterday for example. wed night i didn't even sleep till almost 2am. got less than 4 hours of sleep, then had to take the hard ass bio test, then 2 more tests, then after school i had to go to alpha, sit through 3 hours.. then got home around 7, and was doing calc hw until midnight. GOOD GAWD. i know that for some of you, it's like routine.. but hell no i ain't used to that shit. i was soo tired today.. and i went home and knocked out for 5 hours.. =D so that was cooool. and i didnt get to work until 7, 2 hours after i was supposed to be there. my mom was mad because she thought i went out and didnt tell her. hahah. i was gonna go to christi's house around 4:30.. but i was wayy too tired. ugh. right now.. just when it's beginning to get hard.. i feel like totally giving up. it's kinda like, 'FUCK school.' haha. i wish i were one of those people who didn't give a shit about school, just coasting through it and having the time of their lives. i guess short term that's cool.. like just having fun. but then in the long term, people who actually value their education and work hard in school are the ones who are going to be sucessful, not working at some $5/hour job at mcDs. so it's like.. no matter how much i just wanna slack off, i have enough self-respect to make myself try hard. even though this year it seems like no matter how much i work (and i guess reflecting back i haven't been pushing myself as much as i should), i'm not reaping the benefits yet. fucckn APs. they seem like they're gonna be hard as hell. =[ boo.
anyway, today at work was pretty crappy. it was soo fuckn busy. and there were these two mexican bitches that pissed me off so much. arrgh. the first one expected me to mop up the fucking ground for her because SHE spilled something, and i was like 'uhh i'm busy, the mop's in the back' and she looked at me and was like 'you want me to do it myself?' OMG. i was like ok you're a big girl you can't do it yourself? gawd. at least in the end i didn't have to do anything. and that other whore.. D:< i wanted to kick her ass. this is what happens to shawna when she's had a bad week and is cranky as fuck. hahah.
so yeah. even though this weekend i have a bunch of homework to do, hopefully it'll be a little more kickback and let me catch up on my rest. or.. just chill and not think about anything. tomorrow morning i'm going to alpha to take a practice SAT test, then going out with peggy [and maybe rachel] to el monte to have lunch and get my nails did =) sunday i'm gonna go with mindy to glendale galleria for a much-needed day of shopping. whee i'm extracited.
so i was driving today.. had some time to myself, and i was thinking about how when i was younger, all i wanted to be was older and in high school. now that i think about it, what the hell was i thinking? we spend our whole lives until we're like 18 wishing and hoping to be older, and then when we're actually at that age.. i duno. haha anyway that was pretty random, but right now almost every thought that comes into my head is revolving around school.
which reminds me: i really REALLY want to get the newspaper editor-in-chief[ EIC// the top editor of the newspaper ] but i'm not really sure anymore that i'm gonna get it. =| i got some pretty crazy competition.. argh. but getting that position is one of my top goals.. hope i get it *fingers crossed* heh. okay.. i think that this is a lot of babbling. i've been wanting to update, but i honestly never have the time anymore. my schedule.. besides school is: monday night labs, tuesday work sessions [publications], and for the next 3 thursdays, alpha. then friday nights i work and saturday mornings i have math tutor. goodness. i need some partying.

Someone buy Jackie a 6-speed Blender so he can make smoothies :) {requested by jackie to put in my entry. hope you're having fun in vegas w/o me, bitch!! haha)
scribbled at 10:52 p.m.





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BIO»
*my name is shawna. i`m a 16 year old whose birthday is on april 13. i am a chinese girl and am currently attending walnut high school c/o 2o05. i`m currently SiNGLE, SEXY, & FREE ;P
*things that make me happy are sleeping, shopping, strawberry almost anything, having fun, chocolate, people who make me laugh, achieving goals, & thongs.
*stuff that makes me pissed are stupid/conceited/annoying people, smokers, haters, waking up early, & people who try too hard.
some of my ambitions are to.. get in to a good college [specifically UCLA or UCSD], graduate in 3 years, become a successful psychologist [or something along those lines], live life without regret, and to be happy.
my color personality according to gURL.com*You're a complicated but flexible red and blue... According to color psychology, you're at times dominant and excitable, making sure that you get your way, but other times you may just be happy to let things happen without steering them along. Because you seem to be such a good judge of character, you manage both sides of yourself just fine, knowing precisely when to surrender control. Independent, thoughtful and generous, people seem to look to you for good advice, and you're probably happy to give it to them.


THINGS TO DO»
  • get a flat tummy <- never gonna happen!
  • make a new layout
  • update my 3 month old playlist
  • post up pics from forever ago
  • shop for sadies with the GiRLS
  • find a prom date =)



UPCOMING EVENTS»
march4begin to go back to alpha
march6outing with peggy
march13SADIES '04

march20finally [really] spring / mustang invite
march21DIANA's 17th BIRTHDAY!
march23calc practice AP test @3:00
march26publications field trip to USC
march27SATI's [ again =| ]
march29newspaper deadline


PLAYLIST»
  • b2k//badaboom
  • baby bash//sexy eyes
  • baby bash//suga suga
  • big tymers//this is how we do
  • busta//shorty [put it on the floor]
  • dido//white flag
  • dmx//get it on the floor
  • g-unit//stunt 101
  • g-unit//wanna get to know ya
  • jagged edge//walked outta heaven
  • jewel//fragile heart
  • loon//down for me
  • marques houston//pop that booty
  • me first&the gimme gimmes//leaving on a jet plane
  • missy//pass that dutch
  • murphy lee//wat da hook gonna be
  • tupac&biggie//runnin
  • wc//gangsta nation
  • wyclef ft. missy//party to damascus



LINKS»
my aa page// devilishlilbabe
my findapix// sh0rtiexskandaluz
alice// dilemma
mindy// milk `n cookies
helen// mizstique
jon// jons
christi// crazy_chrusti
peggy// supergirl
stephanie// step_0n_me
annie// cutiebbybunnie
jason// himynam3isjas0n
wilber// Fol313i
alex// ll_BaBeEgUrL_ll
christian// child_of_soul
david// davidxp1
allen// IPINOYIPIRIIIDIE
alice's blogger// beyondjaded


CREDITS»
credits go to alice and helen [my buttmuncher] for putting up with my endless questions. =D thanks a lot! also to melissa for helping me out with the linky stuff. and adobe photoshop too.
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