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//Tuesday, June 29, 2004
//photo fun at cue :D

soo, since i'm bored, i'm gonna write in this. haha man if i write in this, it's because i'm bored as haill. the past few days, my little cousins alisa&sabrina, ages 9 and 6, have been over at my work because their parents were helping us install some stuff. they're too freakn cute. alisa is soo shy, but if you give her something to do, she can sit there for like an hour doing it. sabrina is exactly the opposite; she talks a mile a minute and has ADD or something.. dude she starts doing something and like 10 mins later she gets bored. yesterday they were over for the whole day and i felt like a babysitter.. but i'm better with kids than i thought i was. except i can't handle them for too long.
last night i went to see WHITE CHICKS with my cousins doris&krios. duuude. it was the FRICKIN funniest shit, ever. not just like oh-haha funny, but like bust-out-laugh-yo-ass-off funny. =D i liked it a lot. after that, they wanted to go to CUE to take those asiany pics. haha man it was my first time there; it was scary. these are some of the pics that we took.. hahah.

MUAH! one two one two.. omg so fobby haha haha this pose is so cute we're all lined up! the border is BRIGHT.. hehe cuties :D
scribbled at 09:46 p.m.


//Tuesday, June 22, 2004
//stuck at home =/

omg i'm wayyyy too fckin bored. i wanna go out but not really.. went to la fitness last night + this morning.. damn does all of walnut high go there? last night i must've seen at least 15 people who currently go or went to walnut. DAMN. hahah. so yeah. because i am bored.. survey time

bold the things you do

01. My hair is still its natural color
02. I paint my toe nails
03. I get annoyed when i don't get to finish telling a story
04. I like to wear pink
05. Sometimes I wish I could do something really, really amazingly well
06. I drink a lot of water
07. I've never taken a hit of a ciggarette
08. I love fat people!
09. I'm such a health freak
10. I love taking pictures
11. I have really tiny wrists.
12. I can identify some close friends by smell
13. I'm far too nice
14. I hate when people confuse "your" and "you're" mann..
15. I think dorkiness is attractive
16. I've never had a fake screen name
17. I wish I had a pug
18. I miss middle school
19. I have pretty good eating habits
20. I have a hard time making up my mind sometimes
21. I wish my hair naturally curled
22. I can't live without chapstick
23. I wish I could sing
24. I like classical music
25. Striped pants are hot
26. I think Schylar is a really cool name
27. I usually don't get sarcasm
28. I wish I could look in a mirror and constantly be satisfied with myself
29. I shift between being sleepy and awake when I'm really tired
30. I hardly ever vaccuum
31. I hate racism and nazi's
32. I want him to hold me
33. I like watermelon flavored things
34. I'm a snob about grammar
35. I am a terrible liar
36. Old Spice deoderant smells WONDERFUL
37. I wish I knew how to speak in Italian
38. This "100 things about myself" list is harder than it looks
39. I am learning to be happy wherever I am
40. I have no idea what my school musical is about
41. I appreciate honesty
42. I need a manicure
43. I love Dr.Pepper
44. I twirl my hair
45. I love kissing
46. I don't own a cellphone
47. I want to learn to play harp
48. I'm not old enough to vote
49. I live in the past far too much
50. I need to remember to be a teenager sometimes
51. I want to see most of the world
52. Sometimes I wonder what's going on over in London
53. I hate being lied to unnecessarily
54. I believe in a thing called love
55. I go shopping usually once a week
56. Today is Wednesday
57. I've read more than a 100 books
58. I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme
59. I like feet
60. I like getting compliments
61. I want the world to see me
62. I think it's funny when girls wear so much makeup that their faces become incandescent
63. I hate seeing kids/people that think they're different because they like Slipknot, etc. and shop at Hot Topic
64. I have a fear of wearing too much perfume
65. I wear pants more than I wear shorts
66. I am tactful most of the time
67. I'm afraid of spiders.
68. I get too attached to some people
69. I'm usually on time
70. I forgive but I don't forget
71. I think way too damn much for my own good
72. My current relationship is teaching me a lot
73. I like salads from McDonalds
74. I read for at least an hour every night before bed
75. I talk to a lot of people I don't like because I hate being rude
76. I sing in the shower
77. Laughing turns me on
78. I wish I were asleep
79. I love reeses peanutbutter cups
80. I never have enough energy to do what I'm doing
81. I have a friend who has an outtie bellybutton
82. I have driven a car
83. There is no nailpolish on my nails
84. I am unafraid to change, but I don't think I realize the boundary between change and utter transformation
85. I wear brown, thin-rimmed glasses
86. Goodbyes make me sad
87. 5.6.7.8 comes after 1.2.3.4.
88. I love cuddling
89. I run when I'm bored
90. I wish I were more attractive to others
91. I worry too much sometimes about what people think
93. Compliments make me happy
94. I like long car rides with certain people
95. I drink a lot of orange juice in the morning
96. I wonder a lot who I'm going to end up marrying
97. I listen to the things no one else really cares about
98. I can't draw from imaginiation
99. TyPiNg LIeK diS anNoyes mEeeh UGH! but we all used to do it..
100. This took too long way too long.. but i'm bored.

scribbled at 09:38 p.m.


//Monday, June 21, 2004
//errand-running

hMm. summer boredom has officially started. *sigh. today was productive, though. woke up at 8am, and with my momma, i:
  • dropped off my car at the shop
  • went to the dentist to get a check-up
  • signed up at LA Fitness [finally!] - and saw tiffany there!
  • went to breakfast
  • shopped for necessities at target
  • bought pumas at shoe city
  • picked up my contact at the optometrist
all before 1pm. that was productive. just got back from picking up my car right now, too. my brakes don't squeak anymore, yay =) last night i bought one of my summer reading books online. kinda started reading their eyes were watching god, but i think i lost that paper.. i'm not sure what we're supposed to be looking for. hm. melvin finally came back from his camping trip. =) haha. alrights i'm bored as fck.. maybe i should go copy those CDs that allen let me borrow. i still wanna go to SANTA MONICA on wed. who can come with besides peggy?
*oh yeah. i never thought that i was like this.. but when i'm bored i eat. a lot. thank goodness for the gym.
scribbled at 03:32 p.m.


//Saturday, June 19, 2004
//summer is awesome.

wow so this week was most def. eventful. i think i'm supposed to be working right now but it's not too busy. so i shall update.. starting from wednesday because i don't remember anything before that.
wed: went bowling with a few people.. jackie&them.. haha it was fun. sharon got attacked by water balloons.. it was funny. but also sad.. haha. jackie drives like a lunatic.. i'm afraid of his driving. and he got a ticket.. HAh. that's what you get for doing 80 on random streets.
thurs: went to fullerton w/ tyler, then ate at CPK. the waiter gave us a lot of bread. yeayuh. worked out at 24hr fitness that night with peggy. man i almost died after 10 mins on the treadmill. i'm so weaksauce, it's not even funny. but at least we exercised for over an hour.. whee.
friday: beached with rachel&peggy.. met up rachel's friend there. on the way there, peggy gave me some wrong directions, and then she&rachel didn't know how to read a map. LOL that was hilarious. then, we got to huntington around 10:30, and were SO BORED. so we decided to go buy a boombox. drove to k-mart and got one and we were about to get in line when i realized that we should just call rachel's friend. turned out that he did have a stereo and was bringing it. -_- at least we bought a boogie board for peggy. leaving k-mart, i took a wrong turn, and instead of going south towards the beach, i went NORTH. hahah. so we spent an hour driving around.. ugh. met up rachel's friend, and surprise, surprise, i saw kevin there. haha what a trip. so anyway.. the whole day it was super gloomy, until around 4, an hour before we had to leave. but it was hella windy.. yuck. so yeah it was fun chillin' with the girlss =) [shOnna, rOchelle, peggstA!] hahah. that night around 10:30.. went to allen's cuz anthony's party. didn't really drink because i had to drive home. thanks for entertaining&taking care of me, allen! you're a true homie. damn he got these new subs... sweeet. haha.. it was fun. there was a grip of black people there.. and this black guy & white guy were battling.. it was tiight.
today: just got back from sharon&tiffanie's party. haha they have a moonbounce! it was funn.. my workout for the week. dang.. and steph barely got her license and already she gets to drive a bangin CLK around. no fair.. haha. oh well. checked my sat2 score. ahh fuck i have to retake it. so this fall.. i have to take my sat2's.. us history and math. grr. alrights. time to dick around. peeaces.
scribbled at 06:25 p.m.


//Tuesday, June 15, 2004
//reminisce

for some reason, i never feel like going in depth on my xanga. maybe because it's too impersonal, someplace where anyone can find your blog. i guess this is kinda the same thing, except a lot of people are too lazy to come anywhere else than xanga. so anyway.. here's my recap of junior year:
ACADEMICS// my grades totally sucked ass this year. i got my first C (gasp!) and will probably get another one in calc 2nd semester. it was fully because i thought i was smart and could take on three AP classes. i was proved so wrong. my teachers were okay; mrs. hildreth hated me though, because i was always late to her 0 period. but yeah. academically, my worst year.
EXTRACURRICULARS// pretty awesome. i was centerspread editor this year, and editor-in-chief for next year! i'm excited. junior honor guard. what else? i duno.. but publications was pretty big.
SATS// i'm done with SATones. even though i didn't break that one score, i surpassed my initial goal, so that was good. my sat2 writing score, that was a freakn miracle. i honestly don't know how i got that. hopefully i only have to retake my sat2 us history in the fall.
RELATIONSHIPS// this year, i've met a lot of new people and have also gotten closer to certain ones, namely my mom & diana. with guys, i've made a lot of mistakes that i most definitely learned from. hm.

so i guess.. overall, this year wasn't too bad. hell yes, it was tedious and i didn't suceed in many of my academic challenges, but i've matured from those experiences and grown from them [i know--AWWW.. shut up]. all through junior year i could not WAIT for it to be over, and now it finally is. i'm happy. and i cannot wait for SENIOR YEAR. wow, we're seniors. isn't that crazy? i still looka like a freshie though. why can't i grow?? boo. but yeah, in just a few short months that will be our past before we know it, we will be finding out which colleges have accepted (and rejected) us. after that.. wow. we're going to be graduating. i remember counting down the months until we got out of high school, and now we only have 1/4 of the way to go. time seriously flies by so fast. and as cliché as i know this sounds, cherish every moment of your life, because before you know it, tomorrow's dreams will become yesterday's memories. and yes i think i got that from somewhere, but whatever. and now i'm done reflecting and attempting to be deep. thank goodness =) time to upload pics. check it when i'm done! PICS
scribbled at 03:18 p.m.


//Monday, June 14, 2004
//new layout

yay NEW LAYOUT! obviously. haha so since i was bored today i decided to play with photoshop. and because i'm xanga-retarded and can't html anything there, i made a new layout for my pitas. oh yeah and because no one could read the old one, with my bad choice in colors. so yeah, this is more summer-y and reflects what's on my mind. oOhwee. i'll probably update here for a while. i like it.
scribbled at 09:17 p.m.


//Sunday, June 6, 2004
//diana and her spidey adventure

mh tennis girl: omg om gom gom gomg
mh tennis girl: there's a big giant spider on my backpak
mh tennis girl: I HATE SPIDERS
bitterswtSH0RTiE: HAHAHA
mh tennis girl: omfg
bitterswtSH0RTiE: killllllllllll it
mh tennis girl: eeeeeaklsdjfljalk;sf;ls
mh tennis girl: it's getting closer
mh tennis girl: where did it go?!
bitterswtSH0RTiE: KILL IT!
mh tennis girl: holy crap
mh tennis girl: NO
mh tennis girl: i hate killing spiders
mh tennis girl: or touching it
mh tennis girl: lkasjdlja;lsjfa sdfj;lajf
bitterswtSH0RTiE: hahah get your mom
mh tennis girl: aweofawejfa'skjdf
mh tennis girl: asjfda
mh tennis girl: sdfjasdfj
mh tennis girl: asdf
bitterswtSH0RTiE: STOP CALM DOWN
mh tennis girl: O.O
mh tennis girl: AT A CRISSIS LIKE THIs?!
mh tennis girl: OMG
mh tennis girl: IT'S SO CREEPY LOOKING
mh tennis girl: SHIT
mh tennis girl: I DUNNO WHERE IT WENT
mh tennis girl: OMG
mh tennis girl: THIS IS SO SCARY
bitterswtSH0RTiE: hahaha are you serious? bitterswtSH0RTiE: man if you dont kill it
mh tennis girl: EEE
mh tennis girl: SAY NO MORE!
bitterswtSH0RTiE: it's gonna crawl onto your pillow when youre sleeping
mh tennis girl: AKLSJDLFKAJLSKDFJASD


and this is only a taste.. haha. man diana i thought you were fearless!
scribbled at 09:47 p.m.


//Tuesday, June 1, 2004
//long lost friend

wow so i haven't blogged here in a long time. i kinda miss it. i updated a bunch of stuff on the side; the upcoming events, the stuff about me, and i took out the playlist and things to do. because i never update them. i think the playlist was like 4 months old. haha i have been xanga-fied. and my xanga is nowhere as nice as my pitas. hm so last night i was reading the 3rd book in the princess diary series. it was TOO CUTE. okay so mia [the princess] likes her friend's brother michael, and she sends him anonymous poems saying that she loves him and stuff. then there was this carnival where michael is in the computer club and he designs games, and he showed mia one that he made himself. and it's all pretty.. and then a banner pops up that says "roses are red/violets are blue/you may not know it/but i love you too." and he knew all along that she liked him.. and AW it was just so adorable. the only thing that irks me is that they use "love" so freely. everyone loves everyone. haha. but yeah for some reason, i just had to share that part because i looooooved it so much. ok and i need to start working on my calc project and french homework. oh yeah and call at&t to cancel my old phone thing. NEW NUMBER: ask me! yay i got rid of my dinosaur phone. oh yeah and CONGRATS again to MINDY who got her license last week! yay .. now only steph needs to get her license, and our whole group will be able to drive =)
scribbled at 02:29 p.m.





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*shawna. 17 years old. born on april 13. chinese. walnut high school c/o 2o05. taken.
ambitions: to get in to a good college [specifically UCLA], graduate in 3 years, become a successful psychologist/magazine editor, live life without regret, and to be happy.
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june5SATII math, yearbook distribution
june9my bro frank's 22nd birthday!
june9-10finals
JUNE10WE GET OUTTTTT YEEAH! graduation
june11andrew's par-tay
june18huntington beach
june19christi's 17th birthday! sharon/tiff's party
june24dtown disney
june30my bro donny's 23rd birthday!

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