[WHAT DOES YOUR NAME MEAN]? Gracious
[HOW OLD ARE YOU]? 16 almost 17!
[DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN 5 WORDS]? short, sarcastic, chill, realistic, fun
[WHAT ARE YOUR WORST QUALITIES]? too blunt at times, get annoyed real easily, impatient
[HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE YOU TO GET READY IN THE MORNING]? 30 mins

[DO YOU DREAM AT NIGHT]? yeah
[DO YOU REMEMBER YOUR DREAMS]? not really
[DESCRIBE ONE]? oh just one recently.. there was this really hot new guy at school and he asked me to formal! hahah

[WHAT TIME DO YOU GO TO BED USUALLY]? 12 or after
[WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP NORMALLY]? 6am
[WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE ON WEEKENDS]? 11 or after
[DO YOU FIND WAKING LATE NICE OR ANNOYING]? depends
[DO YOU SLEEP WITH ONE PILLOW OR TWO]? one

[DO YOU LIKE SCHOOL]? i abhor JUNiOR YEAR..
[WHAT'S YOUR FAVE SUBJECT]? publications and english
[MOST HATED SUBJECT]? math and bio and this year FRENCH
[DO YOU HAVE A FAVE TEACHER]? ms donee and mrs tan
[EVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER]? all my guy teachers are old fogeys
[ARE YOU A MATH AND SCIENCE PERSON OR AN ENGLISH AND DRAMA PERSON]? english but not drama

[DO YOU HAVE HEAPS OF FRIENDS]? i guess?
[DO YOU HAVE A BEST FRIEND]? yup .. ulysses
[DO YOU HAVE MORE GUY FRIENDS OR MORE GIRL FRIENDS]? same amt of both
[DO YOU EVER GET ANNOYED AT A FRIEND]? haha all the time..
[HAVE YOU EVER LIED TO A FRIEND]? probably
[HAVE YOU EVER STOLEN A FRIEND'S BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND]? hm don't think so

[DO YOU LIKE YOUR PARENTS]? most of the time
[EVER RUN AWAY FROM HOME]? naw
[EVER THOUGHT ABOUT IT]? when i was little
[DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS]? yeah
[DO YOU FEEL YOUR PARENTS SPOIL YOU]? my mom yes =D
[DO YOU HAVE BIG FAMILY GET TOGETHERS EVER]? from time to time

[DO YOU HAVE A RELIGION]? nopes.. agnostic
[DO YOU PRACTICE IT OR GO TO CHURCH]? naw
[DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD]? yeah
[JESUS]? sure..
[HEAVEN]? hm i don't know
[HELL]? haha
[IF YOU DIED TOMORROW WHAT DO YOU BELIEVE WILL HAPPEN TO YOU]? my soul will be stuck on earth.. haha jk i have no idea
[DOES DEATH SCARE YOU]? yupp..

[HAVE YOU EVER BEEN DRUNK]? yes
[TAKEN DRUGS]? once
[STOLEN]? yeah haha
[TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE]? hells naw
[LIED TO A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND]? yeah most likely
[GOTTEN INTO A FIGHT]? emotional not physical..
[ARE YOU MORE INNOCENT OR GUILTY]? hahh.. what do you think?
[WOULD YOU DATE A DRUG ADDICT]? naw
[HAVE YOU EVER HAD TO LOOK AFTER SOMEONE WHO WAS A DRUG ADDICT]? nopes
[ARE YOU RACIST]? try not to be
[ARE YOU DISCRIMINATORY TO ANYONE]? against stupid people yeah sure
[HAVE YOU BEEN A HYPOCRITE IN THE PAST]? yeah.. everyone has
[DO YOU HAVE AN OPEN OR CLOSED MIND TO OTHER PEOPLE'S BELIEFS AND FEELINGS]? open

[DO YOU WATCH TONS OF TV]? sure.. im stuck on reality shows right now
[HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN TO THE MOVIES IN THE PAST 12 MONTHS]? umm a LOT
[DO YOU LISTEN TO THE RADIO OFTEN]? only at home because all my CDs worth listening to are on the car
[DO YOU READ THE NEWSPAPER]? yeaps
[DO YOU READ MAGAZINES]? yupp
[ARE YOU A COUCH POTATO]? haha sometimes
[DO YOU USE THE INTERNET TOO MUCH]? hmm.. when im bored

[WHAT'S YOUR FAVE STYLE OF MUSIC]? hip hop, r&b
[DO YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT]? not anymore
[DO YOU SING]? not in front of people
[WHAT'S YOUR FAVE BAND]? dont have one
[HAVE YOU MET THEM BEFORE]? n/a
[NAME 3 CDS THAT YOU'VE BOUGHT IN THIS YEAR]? michelle branch, dido [for someone else]

[WHAT'S YOUR FAVE SPORT]? hmm.. bball, tennis, shopping =)
[WHAT'S YOUR FAVE SPORT TO WATCH]? bball
[DO YOU HAVE A FAVE TEAM OF ANY SORT]? lakers
[DO YOU PLAY ANY SPORTS]? i.. shop.. =)
[EVER WON ANYTHING FOR SPORT]? hm no..

[ARE YOU FUNNY OR SERIOUS]? depends on my mood
[CREATIVE OR NOT]? both at times
[LOGICAL THINKER OR LATERAL THINKER]? logical
[ARE YOU OUTGOING OR SHY]? outgoing
[ARE YOU LAZY OR ACTIVE]? hmmm.. lazy =)
[HAVE YOU EVER BEEN HYPERACTIVE]? yup
[ARE YOU A NATURALLY HYPERACTIVE PERSON]? no
[ARE YOU HAPPY WITH THE WAY YOU LOOK]? yeah for the most part
[WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE]? HEIGHT.. rawr
[DO YOU WEAR MAKEUP REGULARLY]? yup
[DO YOU HAVE A LARGE WARDROBE]? i dont think so but my mom thinks so =P

[YOUR ALL TIME MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT]? haha i cant remember
[EVER SNORTED DRINK OUT YOUR NOSE]? maybe..
[EVER GIGGLED LIKE AN IDIOT]? hahah sure
[EVER EMBARRASSED YOURSELF AND PRETENDED NOTHING HAPPENED]? lol yeah
[EVER TRIPPED IN FRONT OF SOMEONE YOU LIKED]? hmm.. probably
[EVER SAID SOMETHING REALLY STUPID]? i'm master of saying stupid things
[EVER SNORTED WHILE LAUGHING]? hahah noo
[EVER FALLEN OFF A BED]? while sleeping?
[EVER SLEEPWALKED]? haha once
[EVER SLEEPTALKED]? maybe.. how should i know i was sleeping

[WHAT'S THE WEIRDEST MEMORY YOU HAVE]? dont know.. i have short term memory
[DO YOU HAVE A GOOD MEMORY]? haha no
[WHAT'S THE COOLEST HOLIDAY YOU REMEMBER HAVING]? umm.. i think last vday

[WHO IS YOUR BEST GIRL FRIEND]? haha i don't have just one..
[DO YOU GET ALONG WITH PEOPLE EASILY]? if they dont piss me off
[WHO HAVE YOU KNOWN THE LONGEST]? hmm.. mindy and jenn?

//Thursday, January 15, 2004
//four day weekend yeeahh

all i gots to say is: FINALS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alright.. well actually there's more. but that was the first thing i wanted to say. i'm happy right now.. 4 day weekend and NO HOMEWORK!! hell yeahs. =) even though i have to do stuff for publications .. i'll try to get that done tomorrow.. so no worries. anyway.. i haven't been online since sunday night-- i'm so proud of myself. and although i was supposed to be studying.. i was like sleeping the whole time. and watching tv. OMG .. the OC has gotten so freakin stupid .. i hate oliver and marissa is stupid for being oblivious to ryan's feelings. hahah. alrights. let's see.. haven't blogged in almost 2 weeks.. nothing has really happened.. except last tuesday i went with tyler and alice to this really good thai bbq place on amar.. pad thai is freakn GOOD.. =) and over the weekend, i went to brea to buy miss jenn lam's bday present [btw, HAPPY 17th BiRTHDAY || jan13!!!] and i went to guess [my favorite store!! *hinthint* =P] and there was this cuteass denim jacket. it was originally 88 but on sale for 43 =D and i was freakn happy and then i went to pay for it and it only came out to 27!!!!!!! lol i was soo ecstatic you don't understand.. that made my whole day =) and then i got another jacket from wetseal.. cute stuff mann. hahah jackets make me happy =D

anyway.. finals were gay. calc was whatever -- i'm pretty solid in there. bio was the one i had to study for the most.. freakn arrgh. i think i got a C in that class.. =( french was pretty easy.. english.. whoo don't wanna think about it.. and us history i'm 4 points away from an A and he might give me an A.. just hopin and wishin =/

junior year sucks ass -- hi crackie i know you're reading thisss =)

edit// stole this quiz thing from alice's site:

You're just the happy go-lucky type. You might have
your pet peeves, but other than that, you're
mainly calm. Blending in with your
surroundings, you're the type of person who
everyone likes. Usually it's you who cracks
jokes at social gatherings - after all,
laughter is the best medicine. Sometimes you
pretend to be stupid, but in all actuality, you
could be the next Einstein.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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scribbled at 11:55 p.m.

//Saturday, January 3, 2004
//fuck.

HAPPY NEW YEAR! even though i'm like 2 days late.. =) hope all ya'lls new years were great.. mine was aiights. i kinda wanted to stay home and just chill but i went to my parents friends house for a party. i was hella bored at first but my long-lost friend from db -jocelyn- came back.. so that was cool. we took random funnyass pics with my digital camera. i haven't uploaded them and i'm sure i won't get them onto the site until at least a couple months. anyway, it was pretty fun. i'm depressed that break is pretty much over and i haven't done anything worthwhile. watched a grip of movies. saw some people. wanted to go clubbing real bad but it was a no go. i wish i were 18 already.. shiet. wells i'm pretty proud of myself because i finished my homework =) except for french, but i wrote it all out and i just gotta record myself. earlier i was so fucking pissed. i was in the middle of doing something at work, and my dad wanted me to change it. i didn't want to because i was almost done, and he starts bitching at me and yelling. i was like what the FUCK. whatever. i guess that's what i get for being a smartass to him, but he's an asshole most of the time anyway. then he acts so different towards customers like 5 seconds later. can we say FAKE as hell? but yeah i was just pissed the fuck off. blew off steam to pogi-- thanks. and now i'm done. and i wanna go out and do something. just don't wanna be stuck here.
scribbled at 09:01 p.m.

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