//Thursday, February 26, 2004
//life is BiTTER :(
omggg this week is so freakn crazy i swear. and it was supposed to rain all this week, and i was prepared for it too.. but it never rained!! wtheck. eh. yeah so this week has been seriously hell. i guess i deserved it though. i skipped out on half a day thursday, then i was out friday.. so i had like 4.5 days of break.. so then this week.. oh man. yesterday, i drank like all this coffee.. and i was up till about 2:30am.. then i almost couldn't fall asleep!! ack. staying up that late didn't even help that much.. i still didn't do well on my bio and us history tests.. AND the freakn article i spent like 4 hours on.. my advisor didn't like it! so today i spent another 2 hours on it.. i don't care if she likes it or not.. i ain't revising it again. psh.. haha. ugggh and i'm soo behind on the centerspread for the upcoming issue. good thing there's a work session this weekend.. man ya'lls don't appreciate the time and effort that publications puts into the newspaper.. we spend so much time on it.. and you guys don't even read it!! well some of you look at my page.. so i guess that's cool =) haha. but forreals.. the articles are interesting.. sometimes :P hahah.
so anyway.. like it says in my profile, life is sucking big balls at the moment. well.. it WAS. just like.. school mostly.. like 80%, then something else.. and just some people. i've already pretty much said what i needed to to that person though. and i duno. it's just kinda like.. don't take your friends for granted.. because you never know.. they might not be there the next time you need them.
but yeah.. onto other stuff. i realized that i tell some people things and then forget that i told them stuff. i have really short term memory. haha.. and i've been talking to jeff.. and it's so awesome how some people just make you feel better.. crazy =) haha so i'm talking to him.. and i just reached an epiphany! haven't had those in a while. soo.. it's kinda like a self-discovery thing. «i get this idea of how someones like.. and i form an opinion and no matter what that person does.. i still feel the same way.» hookay. i think that's pretty true most of the time.. hehe.
so. lent. i'm not catholic, much less religious, but i just want to try to give something up. i duno what i should give up though.. boys? acck.. too hard. haha. i think that.. i'll give up.. sleeping in on weekends and napping after school. ahh fcukit. it's too hard. i can't think of anything!! i dont have enough stamina. if you guys can think of anything.. tell me aiiights? alrighties.. i should stop procrastinating and do my homework! peeaces.
scribbled at 06:20 p.m.
//Saturday, February 21, 2004
//don't come near me-- i'll get yo ass sick.
yuck.. being sick sucks ass. so anyway. all i can remember about this week:
**i only had 2.5 days of school. how kickass is that?
**i had to go to detention. i felt so bad, lol. there were like 3 asians in there.
**i skipped out on 0 period on thursday. i had gotten to school and realized that i didn't have my homework, so i went home and got it and came back. =)
**going to the field trip to la boheme made me sick and gave me a killer headache. contrary to others' opinons, i thought it was pretty boring-- or maybe i was just hella tired, but i fell asleep for half of it. got home and crashed for 5 hours straight.
**missed school on friday. no one knew i wasn't there! how sad. hahah. hmm. woke up at 3.
**sharon, jackie, and jimmy came to visit me at work last night =D we took cool sticker pics. haha.
**went to steph's house afterwards. slept over. worked on sadies stuff. i didn't want to leave because i was so comfy there =(
and that's all i can remember. it feels like sunday. i still have homework to do that was due friday. blehhhhhhhhh. why is it not summer yet? or at least may.. after AP testing. fuck fuck fuck. k that's enough pour maintenaut. i haven't even used the computer for the whole week.. since monday. yay, go me. i'm becoming less and less dependent on the internet. =)
scribbled at 09:10 p.m.
//Monday, February 16, 2004
//can you feeeel the loooove toniggght ;D
awwwww man it's monday. the only good thing about this coming school week is that i only have 3.5 days of school.. boo ya! =D haha. on thursday, i get to go to la boheme with french people. it should be awesome =) but yeah. this weekend was soo hectic.. i need another day of rest.
saturday: started going to SAT math tutor with diana. omgawd good thing i'm going early because that mess is hard.. eesh. afterwards, we went to rubio's for lunch and that one guy was kinda cuute.. hm. thenn i got home around 1 and cleaned up the house for the girls. kat came over and we met up christi, steph and mindy (and later diana) for sadies shopping. went to a bunch of places and ended up at the mall. bought some stuff, and then we went to michael's where we spent like an HOUR.. and like 15 mins paying for everything. 80-some bucks.. crazy. hmm.. they all came over to my house at night and we watched ocean's 11, bridget jones' diary [always makes me laugh], and part of once upon a time in mexico [johnny SEXY depp!] we also worked on our sadies outfits. we're gonna be so cute =D lol. yuppp.. christi kat and mindy slept over and we kinda had a girl talk.. so fun and scandalous ;D haha. didn't sleep till pretty late (early?) i love you guys so much.. that day was so much more fun/awesome than being with some smelly boys and made me forget about stupid vday! -- mae and jenn.. next time ya'lls havta come!
sunday: woke up super early -- eesh. finished watching once upon a time.. and also finally watched kill bill. freakn crazyass shit. i loved it. even though the bloodiness was a little too excessive.. it was great. crashed for a little bit after that, then went to work, then left for alice's dinner party around 6:45. arrived at island's, where we waited FOREVER (like an hour) for tables. eesh. it was fun for the most part, except for some bitches who ruined part of alice's day. it pissed me off how people incorrectly assume shit and take it out on a totally innocent and undeserving person. i guess it just takes shit like that to realize how fake some people are. that jeff guy is pretty annoying, anyway. GASP oh no.. is he going to "drive over here" and "beat me up"? fucking losers who wanna be gangsters. sorry that you had to go through that.. wish i could've done something =/ but yes. it was all good again after thattt.. we love alice yes we do =D hehe. after dinner, around 10:30 we [me, alice, diana, mindy, jeff, jerry, jenn and jenn, and some others i forget] went to dtwon disney where we walked around. it was FUHREEEZING. but fun. kinda. me and minday wanted to go to SEPHORA but it was closed D= and we were sad. boo. anyway, we left and i got home around 12:30. HAPPY 17th BiRTHDAY, ALiCE!!
today: did hw. nothing really. and now i'm about to go out with ulysses. yay! gonna watch barbershop deux. it's gon be good. i can feeel it in my bones. and helen: you can do so much better. boys are stinky. and i'm ALWAYS here for ya, rain or shine. i love you hun!!!!!!
scribbled at 06:37 p.m.
//Sunday, February 8, 2004
//hm hm hm
mannn.. it's sunday. wells at least we get the next 2 mondays OFF. thank goodness. hmmm. first off, CONGRATS TO MAE AND KAT FOR GETTING THEIR LICENSE! yuppp. now theres just mindy and steph who don't have theirs.. hurry up girls =) haha. so yeah last night we went to "celebrate" [it was just an excuse to grub] at applebee's. after that i had to go back and participate in the family dinner we held in honor of my grandma's birthday. that was okaay but i wanted to leave because the girls were watching barbershop at mindy's house. so around 11 i left and went to mindy's house.. haha i barely remembered the movie from the first time i watched it. but yeah that was coool. today i went with my mom to pick up some stuff.. then we went to lunch at thai bbq. for some reason, it wasn't as good as i remembered it to be. damnit. the phad thai used to be soooo delish. what happened? maybe it was just today.. hopefully. lol ok. oh yeah.. on friday night these 2 guys came in to my work and one of them was freakn fiiiiiiiine. like awww damnnn hot. oohwee. he was this white guy with light brown hair and the most adorable smile.. i would bone him in a second.. shoot. loll jk. too bad they're not from around here. =/ i wish i had a pic.. mm mm mm mm mmmmmmm. haha aights.. i'll stop. i kinda think it's a good thing that i'm so busy and focused on school all the time. no time for guys.. so that's good. don't want one, don't need one, and most importantly, no time for one. yuppp. i duno where that came from.. it was random. but yeah. i don't want to become one of those girls who are so dependent on guys.. because that's hella sad. hahah. alrighty tighties.. i still have bio to study for. blehhh. better get a B in there at LEAST. i'm scared about the AP test for bio.. history and calc.. not so much.. but bio.. accck. oh yeah and SADiES is gonna be tiiight. just me and the girls =) it's gon be P.I.M.P f'sheezy ;D
scribbled at 05:04 p.m.
//Sunday, February 8, 2004
//
mannn.. it's sunday. wells at least we get the next 2 mondays OFF. thank goodness. hmmm. first off, CONGRATS TO MAE AND KAT FOR GETTING THEIR LICENSE! yuppp. now theres just mindy and steph who don't have theirs.. hurry up girls =) haha. so yeah last night we went to "celebrate" [it was just an excuse to grub] at applebee's. after that i had to go back and participate in the family dinner we held in honor of my grandma's birthday. that was okaay but i wanted to leave because the girls were watching barbershop at mindy's house. so around 11 i left and went to mindy's house.. haha i barely remembered the movie from the first time i watched it. but yeah that was coool. today i went with my mom to pick up some stuff.. then we went to lunch at thai bbq. for some reason, it wasn't as good as i remembered it to be. damnit. the phad thai used to be soooo delish. what happened? maybe it was just today.. hopefully. lol ok. oh yeah.. on friday night these 2 guys came in to my work and one of them was freakn fiiiiiiiine. like awww damnnn hot. oohwee. he was this white guy with light brown hair and the most adorable smile.. i would bone him in a second.. shoot. loll jk. too bad they're not from around here. =/ i wish i had a pic.. mm mm mm mm mmmmmmm. haha aights.. i'll stop. i kinda think it's a good thing that i'm so busy and focused on school all the time. no time for guys.. so that's good. don't want one, don't need one, and most importantly, no time for one. yuppp. i duno where that came from.. it was random. but yeah. i don't want to become one of those girls who are so dependent on guys.. because that's hella sad. hahah. alrighty tighties.. i still have bio to study for. blehhh. better get a B in there at LEAST. i'm scared about the AP test for bio.. history and calc.. not so much.. but bio.. accck. oh yeah and SADiES is gonna be tiiight. just me and the girls =) it's gon be P.I.M.P f'sheezy ;D
scribbled at 05:04 p.m.
//Wednesday, February 4, 2004
//the shawna makes a comeback =)
holy crap. i haven't updated this in forever mann. school's just been pretty hectic, although today is chill. so whats been goin down.. hm. i think about 2 weeks ago, me tyler mindy jenn christi and will (and diana as camera work) made a modern movie for the scarlet letter, but we were the REAL WORLD instead. it was SOO FREAKN AWESOME. me and tyler were freakin bitches hahah. it was fun. well i don't feel like recapping myself so i'll just take a little somethin somethin from mindy's blog:
"b-b-book", "where's my milk? (shake shake)", "that sure is a lot of cream!", "h-he", jennifer spitting on all of us, "if youre going to laugh, just drink your milk!", our awesome red roofed house that we could never find (shown in the beginning of the vid), "oh my god bella, look at his book......its so big!", crazy cow, 'goodbye to you', trying not to laugh too much during scenes, "turtle wax?? is this made out of turtles?",
"tyler: who wants milk?
mindy:...yo mamma wants milk.
tyler: my momma MAKES milk!",
yizzap. that was hella hella HELLA fun. mann. mindy we finally made another movie!! ever since our 8th grade harriet tubman one with kat. =D alrights. and nothing else really stands out.. except for on sunday i went shopping. that was freakin tight because ONE: i got to chill with pogi/ulysses, whom i haven't seen in forevers, and TWO: duh. shopping!! i got 2 pairs of pants, a top, flip flops, couple of panties, and my express sunglasses that i've been searching for ever since september!! i got those pinstriped pants too, that i've been wanting for like a YEAR.. serious. alrights. i was soo happy haha. shopping always makes me happy.. even if it's just for a day.
so.. school's been better. started off the semester pretty well except for calc.. but i think i can get that up. anyway, doin better in bio -- im sure i can get a B in there this semester. anyway i'm sick of school. bleh.
today.. i love wednesdays because i get out soo early =D i just slept for 2.5 hours.. then i went with ulysses, steph, & kat to the bball game at nogales.. vs. walnut. i finally saw that one guy everyone -- well, just peggy -- thinks is soo hot. he's actually pretty cute =) that drummer guy was kinda hot too.. lol. yupp. alrights wells. i'm gonna go. girls.. we need to go sadies shopping! and i need to find a prom date.. hmm. elaine hook me up with that af model friend of yours ;D haha aights i'm out peace!
scribbled at 09:22 p.m.
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