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//Tuesday, April 27, 2004
//sorrry =(

i think i'm neglecting this blog. poor pitas. but xanga is so fun. so prom was saturday. it was okay. i'm glad everyone had fun though =) sunday was march of dimes. walked [ran sometimes], got darker, and burned a bajillion calories. shopped at fashion island. got two cute skirts. just in time for this crazyhot weather. i like alice's 5series. uhh. i duno i'm burned out. i can't wait for after may 10th. damnn.

i'm just glad that this wasn't the first time and that i didn't go all out. besides, i still have next year to look forward to =)
scribbled at 07:09 p.m.

//Friday, April 23, 2004
//i have been xanga-ized..

aiights even though i gave in to the peer pressure and got a XANGA.. this is still my main blog. but i get so many comments there.. so exciting =D and there are REAL SMILIES! ahh. but anyway. PROM is tomorrow. i'm excited now =) hum. CAT6 testing started on tuesday and will end on monday. it's so gay; all i want to do is sleep. and ms. lin makes it worse- she rushes us to finish it so that we can write stupid bio essays. ahhh but i guess that it helps us a lot. so today is friday. this week passsed by pretty quickly. after school i decided to wash my car for the first time since december. go me. my already gangsta rav4 is hella pimp now ;D i washed it. vacuumed it. waxed it [so shiny!]. then i proceeded to fit in my mashimaro seat covers that my momma gave me [ok so that part is more FOB]. also put in the happy bunny car mats and license plate holder that alice, diana, and cathie got me. i love them! you smell like butt =D my rims are so bling bling.. ride is hella fresh. oohwee. man this whole week i've been eating so much.. i'm supposed to be eating less because of prom! aiya. and Editor-in-Chief interviews are next week. i'm afraid i won't get the position. scaryy. so yeah.. i need to get my ass off soon so i can go sleep early. i'm still going to math tutor tomorrow morning.. i have no idea why. hah anyway i'm out.. peeace.
scribbled at 09:20 p.m.

//Monday, April 19, 2004
//Throw rocks at boys!

daamn melvin's so sexayyy... ooh baby. So today was fun because melvin called me at 11:55 right when I got on lunch, but i missed his call :-( so then later he calls me back at 3 and we chat it up for about 3o mins. because of my bio lab tonight, i promised that i would study all day, but instead all i did was chat it up with other people online so now instead of throwing rocks at boys, you can throw rocks at me becuase i failed my bio lab test. teeheehee j/k. I named melvins fish today, we're going to call it fishy or flappy. we havent decided on which one yet. well melvin has to go eat his baked potato so ill stop updating here becuase i need to go home too. k peace beast. ~shawna.
scribbled at 09:11 p.m.

//Sunday, April 18, 2004
//my salsa salsa salsa

alright so because i'm a slacker i'm gonna update instead of doing my homework and studying. i think i've been doing a lot these past few days.. six flags was on thursday w/ melvin, alan, and lena. it was pretty cool. rode X, which was fckin awesome. melvin tried to drag me on goliath, but me being the weaksauce i am, i absolutely refused to go on it. umm.. had an interesting experience w/ the retard lady who worked at the food place. i don't feel like elaborating; let's just say that i thought i was on punk'd or some shit. uhhm. on friday night i went out w/ jackie, melvin, and a bunch of other peeps. we were supposed to watch kill bill 2 but then it was too late. rolled to this debut at the golf club, only to find out that we didn't know anyone there, so we left and went to this house party in baldwin park. stupid patrick kept on getting lost so like all 5 of our cars were like driving around aimlessly for a while. got to the party. ghetto ghetto ghetto. ghetto area, ghetto music, ghetto people. hahah. had to pay for that shit too. after like 15 mins me and melvin boned out. i got home like at 1am, an hour after i was supposed to be home. surprisingly, my mom was hella chill.. interesting. uhh. saturday was my friends' quinceanera thing. it's like a debut but for hispanic girls when they turn 15. so in the morning they had the ceremony thing at the church. it was a whole bunch of religious stuff, and it was just kinda weird b/c my mom and i both aren't religious. my mom was trying to do everything that everyone else was doing, though. what a poser =) haha. at night, their reception dinner was at the embassy suites in brea. pretty cool. my mom & i stood out because we were the only real asians there. the closest were filipinos. lol we seriously stuck out like crazy. but it was fun.. the dj sucked ass though. it was some middle-aged guy and his mom. fuckn sucked. played all this mexican/salsa music. finally played like a few hip hop-ish songs and i made my mom dance with me! it was funny. and then like they went back to playing the salsa crap.. and HAHA i danced like a mexican w/ my mom's friend loll. it was pretty fun but i got tired of just shakin my ass around. it was pretty funny; everyone on the floor was hispanic except for me. whateverss.. but yeah that was about it. knocked out at home until almost 1pm, when rachel called me. i made brunch for me and my bro.. part of it was this mac & cheese thing. when i gave it to my bro, he was like "uh shawna i can't eat this." i forgot that he was lactose intolerant. ahh haha. oh wells. and NOW.. i have to go do my homework like a good girl. fckin a.. =/ boo ok bye!
scribbled at 04:40 p.m.

//Wednesday, April 14, 2004
//yay i'm 17.. R-rated movies, anyone?

oOh damn. i wanna watch the OC but the TV is being used.. so i shall update. these past 2 days have been hella busy. here's a rundown of SD on monday, outs w/ melvin yesterday [my birthday! =D], and today:
monday: woke my ass up at 6:30 am, left the house a little before 7:30 w/ diana, mindy & kat. drove down to daygo and got there around 9:30. we first went to mission beach where we chilled and looked through random shops. the sand there is soo clean.. and it was so nice there, esp. since it was morning and not many people were there yet. afterwards, we visited the carnival thing right by the beach, which was like the santa monica pier. i got a henna tattoo on my lower back there.. it's pretty cute =) hmm.. then we drove down to seaport village. i had to keep my shirt up to let the tat dry.. and i got all this attention from random people.. it was kinda scary, haha. ate lunch at this place, i think it was called buster's. walked around there and chilled for a while, then went back up to UCSD, where diana's bro showed us around campus. i guess i was expecting it to be a little nicer, but i was kinda disappointed. hmm still good though. the whole thing just made me want to go off to college even more! daamn. hmm so after that we went to the UTC, the mall. shopped around there and i got 2 cute thongs =) for dinner, we drove down to prospect and ate at forever fondue, this expensive place. it was pretty alrights though.. though at the end there was a little drama with one of the girls, like always. haha. anyway, left SD around 9 and got home a little after 10. hella tired, and slept.
tuesday: happy 17th birthday to ME =) i was anticipating this day .. i was excited to find out where melvin was taking me because the whole day was supposed to be a surprise. so.. melvin came by to pick me up at 11 but ended up waiting 45 mins for me to finish getting ready. we went to downtown disney, with me guessing where we were going the whole time until we got to anaheim. chilled there for a little bit, took funny pics of melvin =) aha. afterwards, since he didn't have anything planned, we drove down to huntington beach. visited the downtown area and ate at BJ's since there was nothing else there. then we walked along the beach.. it was cute =) but then we saw a dead sea lion.. pics will be posted when i upload them.. ick. around 6:30, we left for an unknown destination at the time, dinner in LA. when we got into LA with those stupid mapquest directions, we were lost for a while. and in the beginning, i couldn't even help him look for the place since he wouldn't tell me where we were going. we finally end up at the westin bonaventure, this swanky hotel. dinner was at LA prime. gdamn, it was crazy niice up there, freakn high roller place. the management there treated us like royalty. it was awesome, seriously beautiful. mm.. and the steak. that was some good shit right there. it was the best steak i've ever tasted.. haha. so anyway.. after dinner we visited the bonavista lounge one story down, which revolved in a circle so that we could have a panoramic view of LA. it was niiice.. and they even made us nonalcoholic drinks. =) cool. then.. we left around LA around 10. hmm.. thank you to everyone who called me to wish me a happy birthday, for the presents, and an even bigger thank you to melvin, who made my birthday unforgettably fabulous. it was simply.. great. =D
today: i went with my mom to buy my prom dress at the jessica mcclintock store in montclair. duude.. the dressing room was one huge room where all the girls tried on clothes.. no little doors or stalls. haha it was ok though.. i got used to it. there were like 3 dresses i couldn't decide on.. but i finally chose this hot red dress. it's so pretty =) afterwards, we went to montclair plaza for some shopping. i bought.. a white shirt, a cuuuuute black minidress, and two pairs of shoes, red pumps for this saturday and white sandals w/ big chunky heels. =) yay.. content. but mann i don't have any time to do my homework and study.. but i did most of my calc hw today. so i was kinda productive. hm hm hm. six flags tomorrow w/ melvin, peggy's bro alan, and alan's gf. should be fun =) alrights. i'm pooped. maybe i'll upload my pics from SD and my birthday. maybe. okay.. byee =)
scribbled at 09:43 p.m.

//Sunday, April 11, 2004
//i'm bored now. can i go out?

ok so. i'm freakn bored right now. i'm waiting for it to be 10pm so that i can go watch alias. i wanted to go out, but i thought that i should chill at home, seeing that i've been out the past two nights. haha oh yeah, last night i went to watch jersey girl w/ melvin. chick flick! we wanted to watch the girl next door [haha the good girl] but it was sold out =/ so we had to watch jersey girl. it was okaaay.. better than those other 2 we watched. afterwards, we went to the park behind my house and chilled there until 1am, when i had to be home. yup. today i was supposed to go prom dress shopping, but the store i wanted to go to was closed.. who the hell celebrates easter? gawdd. so all i did was sleep the whole day away.. then at 7 mindy called me to go to steph's so that we could plan for san diego tomorrow. yay, hopefully it'll be awesome.. even though i have to wake up at 6. fucck haha. yup.. since i'm effin bored, i found a survey from the survey master herself, alice. read it, don't read it.

this is me.
Age: 17 IN TWO DAYS
DOB: APRIL 13
Height: ALMOST 5 FT.. HAHA
Hair color: RIGHT NOW.. I THINK BROWN-RED
Eye color: BROWN
Where do you live?: WEST COVINA
Do you like it there?: NOT REALLY.. I WANNA LIVE IN LA!
Why/Why not: THERE'S NOTHING EXCITING HERE.. UGH
School: WALNUT HIGH
family.
Do you have any siblings?: YUP. 2 BRO'S AND ONE SISTER
Do you like your family: SURE
Favorite relative: HMM.. DEPENDS =)
favorites.
Number: 13
Color: RED, SILVER, BLUE, PINK [i know.. me? pink?]; WHATEVER LOOKS GOOD TOGETHER
Car: NONE RIGHT NOW. MAYBE THE Z8, G35, IS300.. NOT LIKE I'M GONNA GET A NEW ONE ANYTIME SOON. 2 MORE YEARS =)
Season: SUMMER BECAUSE THERE'S NO [REGULAR] SCHOOL!
Day of the week: SATURDAY
Grade so far: 2ND GRADE. DUNNO.. IT'S ALL A BLUR
Sport: BBALL, TENNIS, FOOTBALL.. WHATEVERS
Class: PUBLICATIONS
Teacher so far: MRS. MURRAY [2nd grade], DONEE, TAN
Drink: THAI ICED TEA, STRAWBERRY BANANA SMOOTHIES
Candy: CHOCOLATE, GUMMI BEARS
Food: HM. PAD THAI, STEAK
Fruit: STRAWBERRIES, PEACHES, BANANAS
Veggie: CARROTS, MUSHROOMS..not a lot
Dessert: ANYTHING GOOD.. =)
TV show: ALIAS, THE OC, I LOVE LUCY
Radio station: 100.3, 105.9
Movie: TOO MANY
Word: NO. SHUT UP. =)
Animal: DOGS
Flower: I DUNO.. WHATEVER'S PRETTY
Ice cream: ANYTHING!
this or that.
Me/You: ME.. THAT'S RIGHT.
AOL/ aim: AIM
CD/Cassette: CD
DVD/VCR: DVD
Radio/CD: CD
Jeans/Khakis: JEANS
Car/Truck: CAR
Strong/Weak: STRONG
Upset/Pissed: PISSED
Tall/Short: TALL DAMNIT
Lunch/Dinner: DINNER.. BECAUSE I EAT TOO MUCH AT LUNCH
Gap/Old Navy: OLD NAVY
Britney/Christina: CHRISTINA
Love/Lust: LOVE
Gone In 60 Seconds/The Fast and the Furious: GONE IN 60 SECS
Inside/Outside: INSIDE
Lipstick/Lipgloss: LIPGLOSS
Silver/Gold: SILVER
Piercings/Tattoos: PIERCINGS
Football/Basketball: BASKETBALL
Lightning/Thunder: LIGHTNING
Do you get along with people easily? IF I CAN TOLERATE THEM
Why/Why not: BECAUSE I CAN'T STAND STUPID/SLOW PEOPLE. OTHERWISE, I'M CHILL
Who do u dislike the most? NO ONE PERSON.. =)
Do you do stuff even when your parents say no? HELL YEAH.. HAHAH
Did you ever take anything from a hotel? YUP!

scribbled at 09:28 p.m.

//Saturday, April 10, 2004
//shawna and rachel gone wild ;D

daaaamn. hahah ok i'm gonna update this before i forget. last night/this morning was definitely an experience. so anyway. since my GiRLS did not call me up, i was talking to my bitch RACHEL and we decided to go clubbin at this one new 16+ club that my friend told me about in dtown fullerton, aftershock. we got there around 11:30 and the bouncers were like "turn around so we can check blah blah blah." more like check you out! and then the owner came out, and he didn't even check for IDs.. and he was totally like lookin me and rachel up and down. i was like wtf.. pedophile. and yeah.. when we got in, it was like this freakn tiny one room thing and there were only like 2 people dancing. there was no one there.. it was empty as fucck. so rachel&i are just kinda dancing, to get our money's worth, and these two mexican guys come up to us and start grindin' on us.. and rachel was totally flirting with her guy, hahah. so anyway.. after that we just boned out because it was soo effin GHETTO there. Gdamn.. never ever ever go there! it sucks big balls. ugh. so yeah.. around midnight we were just chillin in my car, trying to call up people to find some parties to go to. =/ no parties. so i called melvin and we went to his house around 1. his friend leonard came over and then took all of us to uci to visit his friend. in irvine, we went to this party. haha.. first college party! but it was kinda dying down since it was already 2.. 2:30? i duno pretty late. so yeah. the host was fucking shitfaced and me and rachel drank with him a little. well.. I only took one double shot. but rachel's a fuckin alcoholic and she took like 5. yeah.. i have like no tolerance so i got pretty fucked up.. haha. i kept laughing at everything.. and i remember saying the stupidest shit ever.. i was such a fucking idiot. rachel was even more fucked up than i was though.. and she was a bigger idiot than i was. it was hilarious.. haha. i duno what we did after.. i think we went to some other guys house.. leo's friend. they blazed. did i do it too.. =P okay yeah i know i'm a dumbass, but hey i'm down to try anything once. and fuck, it's spring break.. i need to chillll. tasted like shit though. fun stuff! i duno why i'm putting all this shit in my entry. it's mainly for me.. so i can remember haha. umm.. so i duno.. we left irvine around 5am.. got back here around 6.. melvin couldn't get back in his house because his dad turned on the alarm =/ so we went to mcD's to grub and just slept in my car like bums for an hour. loll.. and melvin's bro would NOT wake up. ack. so like around 7:30 we went back and he tried getting back in until 8, when his bro finally woke up. after that.. me & rach left and went back to her house, where we crashed until .. 2 in the afternoon. LOL.. damn that was crazy. and when we woke up, rach was like "damn i wanna go to another party" so there's one on sunday.. maybe i'll go. hm hm. we went out for pho and i dropped her back off at home.. and now i'm at work. yup. missed math tutor this morning. oops. uhhhh yeah. hm.. melvin, thanks for taking care of me, not taking advantage. damn.. freakn sweetheart right here. and he's all mine =D haha. ugh.. sorry for acting like an idiot though. yeeah. i'm supposed to do some work today, but it's already 5 and pretty damn late.. i think i'll just work. and .. i duno chill maybe. OKAY.. now it feels like spring break! yeeeeah. now i gotsta bounce.. peeace.
things that i will never forget:

the overall crappiness of aftershock and the bums [and skanky mexican/white whores] that were there
those 2 old white guys following us to our car.. fuck that was scary.
me kinda hitting the car behind me as we left [it was on the street - parallel parking] and pulling a hit & run.
telling that college guy that we were freshmen at csuf
rachel busting out laughing when i said that
me & rachel going to the bathroom together.. we would have never done that in our right minds. =P
melvin trying to sneak back into his house.. poor baby!

fuccck.. rachel's the ultimate party girl.. let's do it again!
scribbled at 05:00 p.m.

//Friday, April 9, 2004
//SPRINGGGG BREAK!!!!!

IT'S SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahah. yeeeah. i was super excited about it.. still am, but then i realized that i have a shitload of stuff to do. oh well. i'm gonna try to do some of it tomorrow. anyway, this week i don't remember much, just that i think i've chilled with melvin like 5 days out of the past 7. danng haha. monday, wednesday, and yesterday.. i was there from like 2 to 11. lol.. fun stuff. he makes me so lazy. when i go there.. i feel so chill and relaxed =) it's awesome. so yeahh.. i'm glad it's spring break.. now we have more time to play! =D melvin's taking me out for my birthday, and it's supposed to be a surprise, right? then when i went to his house, his calendar just happened to be sitting there and i just happened to glance over it, and it was like: April 13 -- Shawna's birthday -- ice skating. lol it was funny.. he's so not sliccck =P haha. but yeah.. so now we're doing something else? it doesn't matter.. i can't wait =) and also.. san diego on monday for a little pre-birthday thing with the girls.. diana, mindy, kat, and steph. alice! you should come with us.. even though we're not staying there thaat long. yeah.. those are the two main things that i'm excited about this break. i really wanna go to frisco and vegas with jackie and them.. but then i know that i have so much to do w/ AP studying [am i REALLY gonna study though?] and the french project, as well as the publications editor application and junior honor guard app [wish me luck..] i duno if i'm gonna get either one! it's soo freakn competitive. argh. so. yeah. oh yeah.. since rachel's parents are out of the country.. we're gonna have some good old-fashioned partying. yeeah haha we gon go crazy =)
for some reason.. i'm easily irritated whenever i'm home these days. and there are certain people at school who annoy the hell outta me too. i feel like i'm only happy when i'm around melvin or a few of my friends. i think all this fuckin stress is overtaking me. thank god it's spring break.. i think i speak for everyone when i say.. it's time to unwind and just CHILLL. mmkays. i was supposed to go out w/ the girls tonight for dinner & a movie for kat's birthday, but then i overslept and i had to come to work. and now i'm waiting for them to call me or i might call them.. i wanna watch the prince and me. but then i don't really feel like going out anymore. hah i'm so indecisive. ok thens. peeeace.
scribbled at 09:34 p.m.

//Saturday, April 3, 2004
//surreal

mm.. avocado with soy sauce. today feels like sunday. maybe because yesterday felt like saturday. so anyway, yesterday i took the calc test [bommbed it] and then in publications we had a party. and stupid me, i ate ice cream. guess what that did? it made my stomach hurt like a bitttttttch. so after i took the bio test, i drove my ass home. that was around 10. so basically.. i had a free day. at work, danny jackie and eric came to visit and eat pizza. damn jackie comes every week.. it's like his second home. lol =) after they left, i went home and got changed.. blah blah blah and melvin came to pick me up to go out. we went to puente and watched secret window and too much of dawn of the dead. movies: sucked. big balls. company: awesome =D haha. around 12, we went to life plaza and just chilled there. time passed by so fast.. and before i knew it, it was almost 2. then i realized that my mom called me 4 times and left 2 msgs.. so i called her back. ack.. she was pretty pissed because i was out so late. i was like "yeah, im eating because i haven't eaten all day" and she was like "why are you eating so late??!" when she was NAGGING me the whole day to eat something. soo.. i had to go home =/ and when i did, she was waiting for me. ugh, scary. this is why i cannot wait to move out. i wish i could come home whenever i wanted to. yup. when i got home around 2:30, i realized that i had math tutor at 9:30 this morning. so i barely got like 5 hours of sleep. oh well.. i guess i'll knock out a little earlier tonight then. but today was pretty productive so far; i vacuumed the inside of my car.. the air inside is considerably more breatheable. i also looked over the SATII bio books that christi lent me. hm hm hm. and now.. i must work on my research paper. i promised myself that i would finish 3 [or was it 4?] pages by the end of this week [today!]. anyway, i'm off. peeeace.
scribbled at 03:21 p.m.

//Thursday, April 1, 2004
//uh oh..

damnn. i might have to go to rowland. and i SWEAR this isn't an april fool's joke. because like, today in 2nd period, i got called up to the office. they had found out that i used a different address because last week, i went home sick and i gave the nurse my house # to call my mom. i didn't even really think anything of it because that's what i always do. but i guess this time they cross-referenced it with my records and the numbers were different. and yeah the secretary was like, "you'll still be able to go here and everything, you just need to give us your real address." so i didn't even think anything of it. then i got home and i told my parents about it, and my mom is concerned because that happened to one of her friend's kids. like, they live in the rowland district but they went to diamond bar or something, and when rowland found out, they HAD to go back to rowland. and i was like, oh shit. and my dad said that the rowland district also called my house and left a message, saying something about my records? so.. i duno. i'm pretty sure that i can still go to walnut, because hello? i'm gonna graduate anyway next year. hm. hopefully nothing will happen. but now i'm kinda scared. and.. my bro left again yesterday =( how crappy. we didn't even get to chill! because i had stupid school. ahh no fun. anyway, i have 3 tests tomorrow, so i should start working. peace.

PS: MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 11 DAYS [april 13]!! *HINTHINT* =D

[EDIT] JUST KIDDING.. I FOUND OUT I'M SAFE. I WON'T BE FORCED TO CHANGE SCHOOLS, I HOPE.
scribbled at 02:41 p.m.