Tuesday, April 29, 2003
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I'm so BORED.. nothing to do and i wanna go to sleep but not really.. bleh. Being the nerd that i am, i already finished homework though i only had math. Haha. Yeah so i decided to update this crap like i don't already write in here almost every single day. =) Uhhh so last night i didnt get to sleep till 2.. and i was lying on my back and that thing happened to me again.. where i couldn't move because it felt like something was holding me down.. i duno it was freaky. but this time i didn't see any faces.. whew. Good thing since it was really dark and i wouldve freaked. Well yeah it's so weird. I must remember not to ever try to fall asleep on my back anymore.
CAT6 testing was freakin gaaay today. It was pretty easy and i had soo much time left over. I got to sit behind candice today =) yeah so we talked and i didn't have to be bored. Today was weird though. The schedule was all whack. Lunch was so early.. and it was weird having PE after lunch. There was basically no point in actually playing because we only played for like 20 mins and it was windy. Chem was fun because we didn't do anything in there and watched Iron Giant. Lol helen started getting scared =D haha.
Hmm i finally remembered to call finishline. Well my mom reminded me but still. They're going to mail me another pair. Daamn finally. Stupid finishline.
Oh yeah. AP US History test is on may 22. About.. 3 more weeks until i need to start researching? =)
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Monday, April 28, 2003
i want spring break to come back..
ahh. okay so yesterday was march of dimes at fashion island. i woke up at 5 and my mom wouldn't let me drive there alone so i drove with her. grr i was switching freeways and i saw the exit/merge sign on the left and i stayed on the left.. then 1/2 a mile later i see the exit on the right side!! wtf man. haha stupid signs. yeah so i got there a little before 6:30 and i called alice to see where they were. her response? "we dont have to be there till 7:30." RAWWWWWWWR. well yeah. me and my mom tried to go to sleep but couldn't. so we went to starbucks (yay!) and got coffee.. and sat.. and talked. my mom's so cool haha. so then we went back and she parked and i went.. and i found alice and cathie and them. haha me and alice started taking pics for publications and jennifer and cathie were not being cooperative!! >.< well yeah we took lots of pics of yvonne and james. lol =) hmm so we were walking.. and it was so lonnng. too many hills!! aids walk wasn't this bad. there were so many babies and dogs!! so cute haha. and i had to PEEEEEE so BAD. stupid coffee. haha and i didn't wanna use the portapotties and the gas station restroom. eww haha. well anyway we didn't finish the whole 6 miles.. went to the mall instead =) 4 miles is good enough.. lol. so i finally went pee =D. then i called my mom and she came in and we went to eat because i was HUNGRY. yup and then we went shopping but i didn't buy anything.. i duno i didnt really feel like shopping? but i got a bag.. it's so cute! and its for beaching =D yay. it's this red tommy bag.. hehe. okies then we left and i wanted to go to the beach so we were driving along but we couldn't FIND IT. we could see it though! but yeah we just went home. and on the freeway home, like a billion birds decided to "do us a favor" and shitted all over the windshield! fuckin birds. there were like 20 bird shit spots. haha me and my mom were like crackin up. yeah so i dropped her off at work then i went home and washed the car. wow my first time washing the car!! took me an hour and i still don't think it's clean enough. haha oh well. so then i was gonna go to sleep but i decided to take a bubble bath.. so relaxing =) then i took a shower and i cleaned out my drawers.. yess it's not overflowing anymore! and i found clothes that i haven't even seen in months.. wow. =) hehe so then i went to mac d's and got fries (haha jenn) and a fruit&yogurt parfait. man i had at least 3 of those in one week. crazyness. hm so i went to work and then around 7ish i just crashed because the freakin coffee wore off. slept for an hour and kenneth called me.. and i talked to him then hung up.. went home around 10 and watched dragnet which is a coool show. then i tried to go to sleep and i had a headache and i took medicine then fell asleep. =) then today.. uggggggggggh. i hate school.. well mostly just waking up early. duude i rushed through the CAT6's and slept for like.. an hour. it's not like i remembered anything about world history anyway.. the test was a big blank to me. haha ooh well. at least i wasn't as tired the rest of the day. i got interviewed for editor in publications. whoa it was craaaaaaazy. but then jina said i did a good job so yay? hm i hope i get it though. haha PE was funny.. mike is a freakin dumbass haha. and i learned how to finally serve better! yay. hm yeah. i came back and i slept for 3 hours.. then i talked to kenneth. and then i came online to research for the AP us history essay.. but i duno what happened. oh well. hm yeah i dont wanna go to school anymore. bleh. and i need to upload my vegas pics!!!
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Saturday, April 26, 2003
vegas trip and misc =)
vegas tripppp with mindy, kat, jenn, and kat's parents =)
monday: woke up and got to kat's house after 10:30 and thought i was late but then we didn't even leave till 11:30ish.. -_- well yeah i think we got there around 3ish.. and while we waited for our room we played pool.. fun fun. then at night we went swimming and soaked in the jacuzzi and i made a new friend! lol and we all played pool at night.. then i found out i didn't have my shower stuff and i called home and lots of people and i got charged for roaming.. raawr. well yeah we all went to sleep pretty late.
tuesday: hmm we went to the air force base because kat's dad is in the air force and it was pretty coo. took lots of pics in front of tanks and jets.. oohwee. then we went bowling and i bowled a 168!! =D haha it was pretty much luck though. theen we went shopping at the BX which is like a really huge walmart/target. soo cool haha. and kat got mad at us -_- then we went the the super market and then kat got unmad and at night i asked her why she was mad and she was like "i wasnt mad at YOU i was mad at jenn and mindy but i had to be FAIR and EVEN." RAAAWR! lol oh well. then we went to circus circus and i spent so much money.. but i won 2 really cute flowers and a ball and a duck!! lol then back at the resort we went to the little gym they had and i ran.. ommg im so outta shape. lol yeah that was pretty much it.
wednesday: haha i blanked out on what we did wed but mindy told me =) we went to.. fashion show mall and we shopped around.. then to caesar's palace and we ate at the cheesecake factory.. soo yummmmmy =) and thennnn... walked around caesars. yup then.. went home.. and i think we went to work out then night swimming. fun stuff! THEN i found my SHOWER STUFFFFFFF. and jenn was all "yeah i saw it this morning" THANKS for telling me!! lol =)
thursday: we all woke up super late because we didnt go out till 5:30ish.. and we all dressed up in our pretty dresses!! =D hehe. soo we went to bellagio first.. then to paris to eat dessert =) i ate a whole banana split yum! thenn we went to aladdin and that was fun.. then back to bellagio around 10 because we wanted to see jackies suite but that ended up not happening.. yuck. and we went back to the resort and while kats mom made dinner we went to play pool and there were 2 bitchy chicks and haha it was funny. yup and we ate dinner at midnight.. ahh so late.
friday: got up with jenn at 7:45 and we went swimming.. funn haha and then we all packed and stuff.. then left around 10:30. went to primm valley and i went on a shopping spree!!! =D haha everything was so cheap.. well mostly. yup then got some mac D's and the car ride home.. was LOUDDD. raawr. heh well we FINALLY reached walnut and my mother picked me up and kat got mad again! all jenn's fault lol. erf yeah. thenn at night i went to christi's and we went to applebee's for some dessert. then went back home.. and was muy sleepy.
today: went out with kenneth around 1ish to eat pho and gummi bears from baskin robins =) then i had to leave!! >.< and i went to the pomona church for NHS. i thought i was late because there was NO ONE there and right when i was making plans to go with kenneth i saw pauline and it turned out that everyone else got there later than I did. erg. sorry babe that we couldnt go out.. =/ heh well we just sorted out clothes for homeless people and we handed them out.. and we served them dinner =) it was pretty cool because i duno.. they were all so happy and it was like wow i felt good. hehe. welll then afterwards i was driving along and then there was a lot of traffic and lots of cops.. and then a po stopped me and i was like oh whaat? and he was like "can i see your license?" and i gave it to him and he asked for my name and addy and i was like craap dont ask for my insurance.. good thing he didnt! i think it was just a license check or something and i got a key chain! lol i duno maybe it was because i look young? but then they also stopped the car behind me and it was a middle-aged guy. shrug. well yeah i was pretty freaked out. hahah yeah then i went to jack in the crack and got me some chili cheese curly fries then went home and ate them and watched tv then went to sleep. and then i woke up around 8 and came to work. yuck. stupid customers.
and THEN tomorrow i need to wake up at 5 and be at fashion island at 6:30.. yucccccccck. and i wanted to visit kenneth at 4 but then my mom insisted on taking me and not letting me drive.. >.< i wanna see himmmmmm. raawr. heh well yeah i think this is long and i dont wanna type anymore so peeeeeeace.
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Friday, April 25, 2003
spring breaks almost over..
I'M BACK FROM VEGAS! i'm too lazy to update soo check later peeace.
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Saturday, April 19, 2003
..long day..
man today was pretty hectic.. well in the morning and at night it was.. afternoon it was BORING augh. okay soo i was supposed to go to westco mall with my mom to exchange my damn shoes that they got wrong! but then we both woke up late so i just went myself. soo my wonderful mother gives me wrong directions and i end up at the edwards cinema.. and i was like huhh and it ended up that i was supposed to turn on vincent not glendora. so yeah i got to the mall and i parked.. ahh so many cars! and then i went in from jc penney and i went to finishline and they WON'T EXCHANGE IT FOR ME!! okay long story behind it and i dont wanna explain.. but basically, FINISHLINE SUCKS. so yeah anyway i left and i COULD NOT FIND MY WAY OUT OF JC PENNEY. auugh. yeah well after 3 rounds around the store i just leave through another exit and yeah. soo i get back to work and i can't contact elaine because i wasnt sure if her thing was still on for tonight. and i finally talked to her.. and yeah. so i dropped off peggy's dvd at her house and go to mcD's and bought the fruit and yogurt parfait for me and elaine and go to her houseeeee. soo i get there and we're eating and then i drove us to quicklies to buy some boba! =D and then we went back to her house to wait for alex to get there. so she comes like 20 mins later.. and yeah we had a girl talk and haha it was weird because theyre both korean and elaine's parents were all speaking korean and i had no idea what was going on.. hehe. well yeah. we just talked.. and stuff it was fun.. im glad i got to know you guys better! and we need to chill again soon =) annd yeah ALEX if you see this.. i hope you feel lots better!! i love you!! soo around 10:30ish kenneth got home so i was gonna go visit him.. and so i took alex home and went to visit kenneth.. and we just talked for like 30 mins then i had to go.. i'm really glad that we can talk things out and be comfortable with eachother =) and yeah. soo it's like almost 12 and im TIRED and POOPED. dang on the drive back i was just bumpin' the music and speeding like crazy.. lol. ooh yeah we're going to prom we're going to prom! and i already have a dress =D yay! can't wait i'm excited =) okies well yeah. think i'm gonna go.. vegas in less than 2 days! yeeah. okies peeace!
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Friday, April 18, 2003
whee driving alone is funn
=) hm today my brother woke me up at 10:40ish i duno WHY.. grr. and then i couldn't go back to sleep so i just got up.. and then my mom came to give me the car so i dropped her off, picked up some leftover cheesecake from my bday =) yum, and then went back home. went out a little before 2 and dropped by walmart to pick up some hair stuff =) arrgh the parking lot was soo crowded! yeah then went to puente and met up christi and mindy.. then steph came, then kat, and jenn. mae you should've came!! you're too busy all the time.. =/ well yeah went shopping and i bought a cute top.. i didn't let myself try on a lotta dresses because first of all, i just bought 3, and 2nd, i pretty much tried them all on already last week. i wanted to go to westco!! haha but yeah no one could go if it was westco.. soo yeah. then around 5:30 me and jenn leave and i went to wilber's house because theyre watching a movie.. and i chill there with kenneth for a little while then head back to my parents restaurant.. =) hehe yay i love driving without my mom.. it's so fun and i can speed and no one can say anything! gotta watch out for the po's but otherwise it's coo. but there was soo much traffic on colima.. and i wanted to buy boba but then that wouldve cut down on my visiting kenneth time.. lol. and yeah i was gonna drop off ulysses' stuff at his house before i went out but then i didn't know rowland still has school today.. maybe tonight i can drop by. heh well yeah i think i should do my "risk" paper so i dont have to do it later on!! i'll just be chill the rest of the week.. i dont wanna research for the AP us history test.. yuck. okies then im out.. lates.
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Thursday, April 17, 2003
soak up the sunnnn =)
yeeeah it's finally spring break!!
man this week was so busy and arrgh except today was pretty damn cool. =D okay SO heres my whole entire week starting frommm..
monday!: ahh monday sucked big ass.. i hate mondays! okay yeah well i took the AP bio exam which i think i totally FAILED. like most of my fellow peers lol =) aannd then.. it was raining the WHOLE DAY mostly and it SUCKED. yuck because i hate rain! and i duno if it was monday YES it was but yeah. found out that THAT GIRL is talking sh*t about me again. wtf seriously.. i dont hate on her or anything and i dont DAWG her so shut the F up daamn. everyone thinks shes a bitch ANYWAY. soo yeah. hehe ulysses rocks!! check it out..
Xzibit 628: How deep is our bond if that's all it takes for you to be gone?
And always remember girl we make mistakes, to make it up I do whatever it take
I love you like a fat kid love cake
You know my style I say anything to make you smile
yup thanks 50 cent for helpin us out =) uh huh so yeah i think that was my day? and i had to do the stupid editor app for publications.
tuesday was a little better i think.. let's see.. started playing tennis and yeah i SUCK! =D hmm in english took the farenheit451 final which was EHH but i did okay.. thenn yeah went home slept and studied for tessts.
wednesday: hum. took the math test a day early.. think i didn't do that well because i didn't really study at all.. thenn in chem we did a lab and that was okay i guess. french was actually not as boring that day.. hmm. then after school i went to take the AP chem exam which was easier than the bio one but still harrd. omg haha i messed up on the answers.. like i skipped one in the 40's and i didnt realize it till i was almost finished with the test! ahh screwed me over damnit. oh yeah and then i decided not to take psych at sac this summer.. yeah imma be more free =)
today... dun dun dun i took my driving test!! ahh haha i was only going to tell some people about it but then i ended up telling a lot of people soo yeah haha at least i PASSED!! yeah.. SHAWNA'S GOT HER LICENSE!! and thanks daniel for wishing me luck! lol. first my day started out GOOD because there was no rain!! yes and thenn i didnt get the mean guy!! i got a nice white lady =) and my cousin had her too thats cool. soo yeah afterwards me and my mommy went to this chinese place to eat.. then i went to school around 10:30 and the office ladies WORKED ME!! >.< are they even allowed to do that?? haha yeah and then i went to take the chem test which i know i BOMBED BOMBED BOMBED. thanks to me being lazy and sleepy last night.. bleh. heh well at least i passed one thing today! =D im still happy about that! lol even though i missed quite a bit.. but hey still good! yeah now.. where should i go first? i was going to visit kenneth today but he and wilber are coming to visit me later! and we might go play pool i think? hehe soo yeah my spring break is pretty much fullll.. let's see..
tomorrow: shopping
saturday: elaine's house!
sunday: chill day
monday - friday: VEGAS!!!
saturday: pomona church for NHS
sunday: march of dimes (again for NHS)
i wanted to drive to fashion island for march of dimes but my mom wont let me because shes like "theres not gonna be anywhere to park!" heh so yeah. okay i need to grab a bite before ken and wilber come.. peace! and HAPPY SPRING BREAK!!! =D
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Sunday, April 13, 2003
yay =) i'm finally 16!
happy birthday to me.. lol. i'm 16 but it still feels exactly the same. hm. well, i'm one year older and somewhat wiser, i guess. hehe. thanks to everyone who made yesterday and today so extra special! i love you guys =D
yesterday: had my little party thing. hmm kenneth came over first and i got the sadies group pics. then christi came and she was ringing the doorbell and i didn't hear it -_- sorry! well yeah people started coming and we started watching a movie at around 6ish.. then more people came.. and then after the movie, we chilled and played gestures. lol. our team rocked man. yeeah JON- we WON so HAH =D. yay and christi and mindy threw all these red balloons down outta nowhere.. it was coool. hmm watched 8 mile and people started leaving.. booo. then more people came, and more people left. haha. thenn i opened my presents. thanks for everything guys!! =D i loove the presents! hehe.. then everyone except for mindy left and we started watching another movie around 1ish.. and then we both fell asleep during it. i still wanna watch white oleander damnit! gr. well yeah. hehe i had lots of fun yesterday.. boo on the people who didn't make it.. lol jk =)
today: man today was GREAT lol. well for the most part it was. mindy left around 10ish. my parents gave me my presents =) yay i finally got the conair hair rollers! wheee. then left the house around 12ish to go out with my mommy. we went around brea to find restaurants because we were going to shop there.. and first we were going to this french restaurant, la vie en rose, but then we saw the menu outside of the restaurant and it was like 45 dollars for ONE entree. soo we boned out and just went to red lobster because there was nowhere else to go.. and yeah. haha daang the service took FOREVER and the manager was all apologizing and she took one of the meals off the bill. score! (haha goal) we saved like 25 dollars.. lol. theen our waiter was all apologizing and my mom was like "yeah it's my daughter's bday today too!" and so i got ice cream! =D and he danced for me.. too bad it wasn't a hot guy lol. but he was really nice and he was like "blah blah blah you look like the sweet and innocent type" and i was like "uhhh" and my mom was like "yeah shes very sweet!" and i was like "uhhh" hahah. =) but yeah. then we went to brea in search of my DRESS that i couldn't buy from puente. annd.. no luck. then we went to windsor.. and we were looking through the dresses when i saw this really cute turquoise gown on the wall and i showed my mom, and i was looking through some other stuff when my mom comes up to me with the dress and it's like the PERFECT length! (cause im really short and it's hard to find stuff thats exactly right for me haha) and my mom was like "try it on for fun" and i did and it was SO PERFECT. sooooo i really wanted it and my mom bought it for me =D once again, sCORE! yay and then i begged her to take me to westco plaza before we went back to work to see if i could find my dress there, and she let me yay! and i was driving on the freeway and my mother gave me wrong directions and we ended up going past our destination. haah so anyway we get to westco and we walk into charlotte russe and THERE'S MY DRESS!!!! =D omg i was so ecstatic. and i tried it on but i think the person before me had really big boobs or something and it was big on the top so my mom went out to get me another one. and then we went to ring it up, the salesgirl saw that the tag wasn't there so she told someone to get the price for it. and when she rang it up it was only 20!!! DOUBLE SCORE! i saved $10 baby... lol. i think they got the wrong tag. =) yeah i told my mom i was gonna pay for it since she got me the 95 dollar formal dress. =) so i'm happy she's happy and the people don't have a damn clue =) hahah yeah. then i got back around 5ish. and i remembered that theres the damn AP bio entrance exam tomorrow. damnnnit. and i couldn't find my notes. so i had to go home and i finally found them. and they are SO LONG omg i don't think i'll be able to sleep tonight. grr. well yeah. hehe one part of kenneth's present to me was a GAP scent called "truly devoted" and he said he got it because of the name.. and i was like awww he's seriously soo sweet and thoughtful =D i'm glad to have him in my life.. hehe. okie dokes back to studying.. yuck. i've been typing for 20 mins already haha.. kay buhbye
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Saturday, April 12, 2003
GRRRR
ommg im so angry. i went to charlotte russe to get that PERFECT CUTE dress i wanted sooo bad. and they didn't have it anymore!! and the salesgirl said that someone just bought it earlier that day. i went at 11am!! OMG. grr on that person. well i went to papaya and i got this other dress, but still. it's not as pretty as the other one i REALLY really wanted. yeah i know it's a stupid thing to be stressin over considering the recent events.. but.. still =/ bleh. maybe they'll have it at the other charlotte russe in westco. well yeah. can't wait till tonight =) yeeah. it's gonna be cooool. okay now im gonna go finish farenheit 451 so i don't have any homework.
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Friday, April 11, 2003
yeeeah
open house: man. i went home after school to make my lemon tart thing. then got to school around 7:10. was supposed to just drop off the pie and leave. guess i was late because deshan wasn't in his room. soo i had to leave the pie with josh and mike and i went to tell my mom to just go home. on the car i decided to ask mindy to come with me. so i went to pick her up, and when i got back to school josh was like.. "i thought you left me here!!" lol sorry. well yeah. just basically walked around and stuff. saw the candlelight vigil for brandon flores. it was so sad. my heart goes out to all that knew him and everyone who is affected by it. =/ i duno. i had a mad headache when i got home. bleh. showered, talked to danny for a while, then fell asleep.
man today was so.. quiet. it was weird.. like 80% of the senior class was gone. good thing it was a minimum day, or else a lot more people probably wouldn't have came to school. in our classes we did NOTHING. in math we played a game because as ms dorn put it, it was "theraputic." in chem she kinda explained a little about part 2 but basically nothing. english, nothing. french.. we ate the left over stuff from open house. some of that stuff tastes like shit. after school, me, mindy, christi, and mae headed over to kat's house. christi and mae had to leave =/ feel better mae!! we're always here for you girl =D well yeah. just watched maury and PUNK'd =D omg i saw jessica alba on it! shes so sexy.. lol. fell asleep a couple of times. then we went to the mall around 4ish. ahhh it was so crazy. we went to anchor blue and i FINALLY got me some sunglasses. went to champs to see what size i am in the cortez's. =) yeah. soo haha.. we went to charlotte russe. and spent about an hour in there. lol it was soo fun! we got all these dresses and tried them on and it was so cool because we could all fit in smalls even though we're all different sizes. ommg there were 2 dresses that were soooooo cuute. i want them sooo bad!! i can't wait till tomorrow when my mom takes me to buy them! well at least one of them. it's SO cuuuute. it's a black tube dress and it kinda goes out at the waist and has white and red flowers on it.. it's $30.. i guess it's kind of expensive? but i don't have any NICE dresses besides the black one i wore for sujin's. =) so yeah. i think my cousin's gonna pay for half of it though for my birthday. whee =) haha yeah we went to papaya afterwards. and there was ANOTHER cute dress that i really wanted and kat and mindy said it looked really good.. but it's backless so i can't wear a bra with it.. =/ haha. maybe my mom will buy that for me too! lol. okay soo got back to work around 7ish and now i'm online. yeah.
my parentals aren't getting me a damn CAR! rawwr. well at least until a couple of months into my license. how the hell am i going to get everywhere without a car?? in the summer.. i need to take summer school, then psych at mt sac, then SAT classes in db. what the hell? ayyyy.
on a better note, my spring break is gonna be crazyy. going to vegas with kat, mindy, and jenn from monday till friday. =) yeeah haha. vegas here we come! and i still need to go to the BEACH. and ONE SEVEN too! =D man seriously, this is the last chance i'm getting for real FUN. because in the summer i'm gonna be crazy busy. then next year i'm really gonna concentrate on school because if things go the way i want them to, i'm going to have 3 AP classes and be an editor in publications. hopefully. yeah that's pretty much it. yay i'm gonna finally be 16 in less than 2 days!! yeeeeeah. =D can't wait for tomorrow! okies then im gonna go.. this is really long. haha byee
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Thursday, April 10, 2003
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Rest In Peace Brandon Flores
i can't believe something like this happened. it's really.. i duno. i mean i didnt even know him at all, but it's just like.. whoa. imagine how his family, his friends, and everyone who knew him feel. it sounds really selfish, but im really glad it wasnt someone i knew.. i duno. it's so sad..
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Wednesday, April 9, 2003
im a YAK! lol what's a vole?
my tummmmy hurts! gr. well yeah. yesterday, lexie and vanessa came over to my house and we did our french project. then they left and then i went to work around 10 because i still had to print something out. picked up taco bell on the way.. steak quesadillas!! soo gooood! man. haha today was pretty okay.. nothin special except in french vanessa didn't show up and we were like OMG we need to do our presentation! but then she came and it was all good. so hm. after school i went to mindys with jenn because i had nada hw! =) haha it was funn we watched harry potter and played with memory cards and TRICKED MINDY ;D lol that was great. jenn and mindy flew that dollar kite. hahah. hmm then got back around 6:30 and slept.. yeeeah. so tired. now i dont think im gonna be able to sleep tonight. not till around 1 i guess. blehhh. tomorrow's open house. and im making a lemon tart for french extra cred. haha yuck i need to buy ingredients. dont wanna =/ okies yeah.
i be da only 1: thanks shawna
i be da only 1: ur the coolest
ooomonstermikeoo: i'll miss u alot
Xzibit 628: haha you know why i came back? it's cuz you're tha only person i actually wanted to talk to today
Xzibit 628: yup..since you're one of tha things that really make me happy in life
awww i feel so loved =) okies buhbyee
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Monday, April 7, 2003 HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY KAT TOLEDO!
daamn it's hot
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Saturday, April 5, 2003
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i feel like hitting someone. or hitting something. i dont know why but i feel fucking pissed off right now. i was more pissed earlier.. but yeah. fucking customers are fucking inconsiderate and shit. i duno i almost cussed out this one old guy because hes such a dick and i dont like him cause he thinks hes so special and crap. argh. heh well yeah. i wanna talk to kenneth because i know he can make me feel better.. but im too lazy to call him. bleh. i want one of those punching bags. so then i can take out my stress on that. i was supposed to go to the gym with my brother this morning but i was tired because last night i stayed up really late watching episodes of sex in the city on dvd. haha. i love that show. and.. there was this one thing that carrie said that made me think.. "nothing matters before 'i love you.'" and i guess in a way it's true.. heh. i'm reading this book right now about this girl who ran away and it's just about her life on the streets.. and i wonder what it would be like to run away. i mean, everyone's thought about it.. but like.. where would i go.. where would i live.. that shit. i dont know. i cant wait to graduate so i can finally move out and be independent. fuck, id probably party and go clubbing and do all this random shit all day. haha. damnit i want a car too. im almost getting my license. hell yeah. i'm determined to pass. aight well im more calmed down right now. lates.
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Friday, April 4, 2003
ahhhhhh
omg.. haha that was GAY i was almost done typing the entry and RAWR i clicked a link and it ERASED it >=O gaygaygay. okay well anyway.. i forgot what i was saying.. but.. i just got off the phone with my babes =) and today we took a picture in english with arianne's cool polaroid camera!
yeeah. hm i'm glad this week is FINALLY over.. even though it passed by pretty quickly. nothing that interesting happened.. but i think i'm missing kenneth too much. and.. it sucks that we go to different schools. because.. yeah. i can never see him! rawwr. just one more week.. unless i decide to drop by his house to pick up the sadies group pics or he drops by my work! hehe.
yesterday i went with the girls (kat, jenn, christi, mindy, diana, and steph) to applebee's to celebrate kat's birthday.. because we're all busy over the weekend. yay it was fun.. THEY TRICKED ME AND JENN! >.< so mad.. hah. they made up their own game! ergh. well yeah it was cool i GUESS. heh. we saw alice and cathie and them too! =) then afterwards we (except jenn) went to see the king & i. it was pretty good even though i missed helen's line!! lol. i wanted to hear it tooo. and these really annoying people were sitting behind us. haha it was funny though, this girl behind us was like "why is there so much singing??" and her friend said "because it's a musical" and she was like "ohhh.." OMG haha stupidness. dang it was crazy cold tooo.. aish.
someone has been pissing me off lately.. well for a while now i guess.. and it's just like SHUT THE F UP.. even though i can't really say it to them because that person's a really good friend. soo yeah. whee i think i'm going with my bro to the gym tomorrow. i probably can't run over a mile anymore.. damn i'm so outta shape. haha well i'm gonna bounce now. peaces.
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Tuesday, April 1, 2003
this week started out good =) because my monday was pretty chill & stuff.. soo this week better be good! i'm dreading tomorrow though.. blehh math, chem, AND french. RAWR. i hope mr deshan is away tomorrow! grr on himmm.. haha. badminton is fun now! lol. yeeeah. i went to livewire today to talk to her people.. dang the hallways look like a hospital. craaazy. but the people are niice! and yeah i got a brochure.. and i got an unpleasant surprise >.< not cool man. i hope i don't see that person there. yeeah christi knows what i'm talking about. hah. i can't wait till tomorrow at school is over! =D okies well i can't think right now because i'm having an intelligent conversation with CHRISTI my tiiiiight homegirl! =D muahaha okies.. back to phone.. bye!
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