Tuesday, August 23, 2005

not feeling well today !!
Last nite I got home at 10.30 pm , after attending a year commemoration of my boss passing away. I thought I will be knocked out couldn't get myself out of the bed this morning , since I already had light fever last nite. The fact is , Thanks God , I still can go to the office , the fever has gone, but too bad my other friend is knocked out.

I was totally being sleepy head in the morning .. and I couldnt' do anything but waiting when I was scanning for virus , spyware etc..etc ... this computer is getting weird ... !!

about last week ,
the gath was at Plangi . This weekend I skipped Mangdu , because I had to go to buy medicines at Glodok first , then in hurry heading to Pasar Baru to get an invitation for my mom at her friend's place ... which I didn't quite remember the house ...!! than went straight to Plangi , and off coz I was too early !! So I took a tour along the mall , and ended up at Disc Tara and buy some albums. Later Endah , Tia and Dianne arrived and then other gals came ... this time I went home earlier coz my Mom was not feeling well.
malam nya ... ada acara 17-an di kompleks perumahan , ... mula2 males banget pergi nya , cuma gak enak hati aja ama Pak RT .. yang rumah nya cuma beda 2 rumah ... !! Akhirnya gw jalan juga ke tengah arena balai warga di dekat kantor pemasaran .... kyaaa ternyata rameeee banget !!! Panitia juga gak nyangka kalo yang datang banyak jugaaa ... dan sempat kenalan ama beberapa orang juga yang tinggal di blok2 lain .... Tapi berhubung juga gw gak punya anak and single ... ^_____^ acara nya lebih di tujukan ke acara keluarga - anak2 gitu ..karena mostly penghuni perumahan kan kebanyakan keluarga2 baru .. jadi mendingan I excuse myself setelah tanda-tangan absen .. yang penting 'kan gw udah hadir ..

on sunday morning and afternoon , gw ngeberesin rak cd , vcd , dvd , dan lemari buku !! Sebenarnya gak berantakan amat juga sihh , cuma keliatannya udah penuh aja . Jadi terpaksa di sortir dulu , mana yang masih mau di dengar , mana yang di simpan aja. Terus di sortir, mana yang japan , taiwan , korea , western . Disusun lagi menurut group / artist / dan genre music nya ... Sementara vcd di susun menurut groups / tv shows / compilasi.
siang nya , gara2 kesal dengan dvd player gw yang mulai ngadat lagi , keliatan harus siap2 anggaran beli dvd player baru !! dan juga karena bosan .. belakangan ini tontonan gw gak pernah beranjak dari KAT-TUN & QaF . dan bacaan juga , krn masih seputar FF BnJ . I had to get away !! I need to refresh myself !! Sejak pindah rumah , buku-buku masih ada sebagian besar yang belom di bongkar masih di plastik-plastik. Akhirnya I decided untuk disusun lagi dengan rapi , sorted by authors dan genre.
Jadi sekarang enak dan gampang kalo mau mencari sesuatu untuk di baca ato di tonton. and the next target will be my closet .. lemari baju juga harus di rapi-in !! tapi keburu udah terlalu sore .. and my nephew came to my place ... so I don't have enough time ...

Later when I thought about this action , I asked myself , am I in stressed mode ??! and I answered .." Yes 100% sure I am !! "
But still not sure what really causing it. Maybe because of the works , lately I'm so easily pissed off just because of a little annoyance . Easily losing my temper. And almost lost all my tolerances with others . In these few days , I thought a lot , and I realized I'm getting worse and ..THIS IS NOT THE REAL ME !! I had this stress underneath my conciousness. I had to sorted it out .. and I had to clear my mind . And I had promised myself ... that I had to hold my tounge from bursting out my anger and try to control my temper. I already had found my " Don't Sweat on Small Stuffs" book for a start to my own stress-healing theraphy .. I already put it beside my bed.

another thing , there's one local band that disctracted me , it's RADJA ... mula2 cuma gara2 dengar lagu "cinderella" nya , I made a special note .. nanti cari ah bajakannya ... sekedar pengen tau !! I don't trust local bands bakal jaminan mutu !! kecuali Peterpan !! At the same time an sms coming from Ridwan telling me , he just bought the album dan enak2 lagu nya !! So besoknya pas 17 agustus , di pasar ada tukang cd bajakan , yah beli aja !! Dan ternyata lagu ' Jujur' itu yang nyanyi RADJA ... *kasian deh gw .. gak tau* dan sabtu kemaren gw beli kaset nya ..... !!! Tapi gw gak minat cari tau sapa nama personil or liat lebih jelas orangnya ... ato liat video klip nya . .mendingan gw dengar lagunya aja deh !! ^____^ maap !!!

en juga beli album nya Anggun - Luminescence , satu-satunya penyanyi cewe yang gw suka suaranya. . ini juga bermula gara2 dengar lagu "in your mind" nya .. ternyata album nya OK juga ...

i left my shelter at 02:59 p.m.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

again ... mati listrik seluruh Jakarta .. !!
why didn't yesterday ???? bukankah lebih pas !! jadi semua orang pasang lilin di HUT kemerdekaan ke 60 !!
jam 10.30 tadi .. tiba2 mati listrik .... pas lagi sms ke Endah .. since today my outlook refused to send. pas sending sms eeh koq failed ... langsung berasa .. hmmm jangan2 mati listrik semua nya ... Endah laporan ternyata kantor nya juga mati listrik , I called home , our two other offices & factories ... kyaaa smua !!

at 2.30 pm listrik di kantor udah nyala lagi , tapi my home and 2 other offices masih belom juga ... spt nya di gilir !! I had prepared 2 boxes candles buat persiapan !! Maklum skrg tinggal jauhh di pinggiran kota , kalo dulu masih tinggal di Kota gak usah takut krn dekat dengan Istana Negara , so pasti gak bakal lama2 kalo mati listirk .

I supposed to add this entry this morning !! but since trouble with the compie and listrik mati .. baru sempat sekarang !!
HAPPY B'DAY PUTZ ..... wishing you all the best !!

-updated- Putz, glad u like the gift !! and thanks for all your efforts to convert those files .. thanks so much !! ... muachh..muachhhh... <3<3

and today also Fenny's b'day, HAPPY B'DAY , dear all the best to you , hope to see you soon ... miss you a lot ..

i left my shelter at 03:22 p.m.

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

i felt something goin' wrong with my compie ...
I've done the back-up last week , I guess , must do it again for the last updated files. it's not the work I worry , I used to save my works in diskettes. More worry about my inbox , my documents where I put so many FF files , pictures , clips . I just don't want the guy who fixed my computer running through my files and found those QaF pics folders ^___^ and BnJ FF ... and some emails where I shared some 'dirty' talks with the gals ...
this remind me to delete it after this !!!

Finally I've watched the last episode of QaF last season , yesterday .. At first I've told myself , I won't see it !! for me QaF ended at eps 10 , but later cicha suggested to end it at # 11 .... OK then it ended at # 11. But after a long distance talk on sunday with one of the gals ... got me curious about #13 ...... so I watched .. and make me feel sad for almost the whole day ... !!
Yah , I have to admit it , the writers had made it to be more meaningful rather than ended it with a grand-wedding ... it would make it more like an america latin telenovela ^_______^

Vq sent me a report about KAT-TUN , parading at Nissei Week at Little Tokyo , L.A last sunday !! And Sley linked us with those nice , clear pics from the parade. Maybe the boys were surprised to see they had many fans in USA , even the police had to take some fans off forcefully for getting too close to them . Jin looked nervous , and Kame .. this boy had been born to be a star , he seemed to enjoy showing off his charm .

And today ... I started to browse KAT-TUN again .. I had to find a nice pic of Jin !! for Putz b'day banner .. !! and this morning I even go earlier than usual , to send a special package for the special girl ^_____^ and waited for my special package too .. for my independence day off tomorrow .... !! off course ..another kattun and qaf stuffs .....

speaking of day off , last weekend , we had another gath, but most of the gals left earlier for another 'arashi day' at Ira's . Since I 'm not arashi fans , I plan to go home .... but Lila n Lely were coming .. so I wait with juju , sisca and pandha . even till almost 6.30 pm .. mostly we laughed and talked about this "yamada" guy .... Lila' n Leli 's new interest !!

i left my shelter at 12:22 p.m.