Friday, August 12, 2005

again this place look like a deserted blog !! it's been almost two weeks ...
I'm a kind of loosing interest to write down something here , and don't have much to write either and I don't have enough time !!

lately my annoyance to the old man in the office had pushed me to the limit .. few days ago .. I had yelled to him. Because my boss yelled at me , and it's all because of his fault . Not mine !! My Boss just lost his temper when I told him what that old man too cowardly to explain about one case to my Boss. He's the type of person who talks something behind , complaining everything behind other's backs. I've thought what he had complained was something true and my Boss seemed a little bit not aware about the case. So I told my Boss what the old man had in mind.
But the Boss is always the Boss !! The rules is the boss is never wrong !! He didn't accept and he can't yell at the old man , he yelled at me .. on the phone ... !! I knew and do understand .. he didn't mean it to me !! but I get emotional too. I hate it , when somebody put their wrath on me , when I'm just trying to help !! Thanks God , at the afternoon , me and my boss seemed to forget what we had yelled to each other .....

and the old man did again yesterday !! He had the habit of avoiding people . Taxation office was looking for him, we had a deal about the tax. And I dunno why he didn't pick the call. Later he called to ask me calling back the taxation people to make an apology he couldn't pick the call . What the hell !! he was at home !! he didn't pick the call at home , and I was in the office and he ask me to call for apologize .. doesn't it look so absurd !! He wanted to lie but he couldn't even make one reasonable excuse to lie !! I'm on my limit again .. but I still had my patience ... I told him better talk by himself and giving him one reasonable excuse .. that he was somewhere and forgot to bring his cell-phone .
Thanks God , he accept it ... and minutes later .. he called me back .. and being grateful for the advice .

and yesterday ... even I was in the very limit of my temper .... I still had time to copy-save , read and print some FF. Brian-Justin FF , and later Putz send me Akame FF .
I feel grateful .. at least ... I had something to calm my temper down.

And ..... I got KAT-TUN Kaizokuban last weekend .. it's an antidote to my QaF addiction ^______^
I stil love KAME <3

i left my shelter at 07:56 a.m.

Monday, August 1, 2005

I planned to type this first when I arrived in the office this morning , but some B/J FF had distracted me , and then had to prepare for Tangerang factory opening ceremony today , harus ngurusin tumpeng , kue2 yang datang pagi ini. Setelah beres urusan tumpeng , back to Monday morning business !!

And the old man I hated for bugging me with his useless craps ..strikes back !! when I have tons of works and I had to put it down,just for listening to him, questioning himself where he had put the document I had given him last week !! then I had to listen to him making a chronology about the document flow, which is I can easily give him another copy to replace it !! but he really liked to disturb and waste my time by saying those things over and over again !!

Not only that, my friend Vera will go to S'pore tomorrow , I had to fax the apartement rent receipt to her while she couldn't turn her brother's phone into fax .. and her cellphone was out of signal !! Great !! I almost lost my temper when i couldn't reach both numbers !! neither the fax or her cell.

Since Saturday ... every little things simply annoyed me .... maybe because of my PMS ...

On saturday , as just after I came out from the bathroom , having those sms in my inbox and had to reply one by one and suddenly I had two appointments at the same time at 2 different places. And this really made me upset !! Cause I dunno what to do , I have tried to re-schedule but .....can't help it ... there must be someone had to wait a little longer ...
Gomene Sita , had to make you wait for so long.
when Sita left , I went to Kino pick up my magazine then went to RP again to have my lunch.

when I stood lining for the cashier , I was standing in front of Korean food corner and a woman next to me asked me about those korean food , Oh no !! I had refused to join some of the gals at Korean Resto at EX , and now someone asked me about it just because she thought I'm Korean ^______^ ..
then comes the silly things , I sat there alone with my lunch , and a call came in from Lina .. and they were sitting just two tables from me !! I didn't even saw them !!

Last gath was breaking the record, I guess , to my surprise lots of newbies came. Mostly these new gals were still in highschool or their first year in university .. I just smiled and said to myself .. "what the hell I'm doing here ???"
Later joined Dewi the pretty young doctor to be .... who just landed from Surabaya. And I've made my own record for staying till more then 6 pm. On my way home I dropped Juju & Sisca near Juju's home , and my 'new official daughter in law' Phanda and Vq at CL .. .. then I drove home alone ...what in my mind was.. back home soon to read some B/J FF .

I was really distracted by those Brian - Justin FF , I found the site where I could find thousands of it. But I'm picky , I only download the best 25 .. and some almost like novel. I couldn't print it !! It could be 200 pages folio. Some writers are good. I like the writers who filled the missing link in the film with their own imagination . but I've read some trash too , which they made their own Brian & Justin by their own perseption .... which really not like Brian or Justin at all.
Even I had finished watched till season 4 , I still do re-run some of my fave episodes.

Now it seemed I had Johnnys hiatus for more than 3 weeks !! Not even browsing for their news or pics .. all I do now was browsing for some Gale , Randy pics and their FF .
*alert !! * this could be dangerous !! I didn't even watch Anego (full episode) , SC july , and Mintere shows. About Mintere , the shows were really really boring ..... , that's why Matsu Jun's charm didn't enough so they had to drag KAT-TUN along ... !! I only watched when KAT-TUN on camera , but when they' off .. I used the FF mode.

i left my shelter at 03:10 p.m.

Monday, July 25, 2005

my different new layout !! Thanks to Dianne <3 .. I love it !!
few weeks ago suddenly this came to my mind , really wanted to totally change the layout. Not using 'my shelter' header anymore and not using any boys pics.

I'm trying to write down something here .. but this old man , my senior in the office keep bugging me for this and that ..
for God sake, it's only 7.30 am . The office hour still not begin yet !! and He had to bother me with his stupid complaints no one ever wanted to listen except me !! And he just ruin what I had mind to write down in here !!

By the way ....
I had missed Marsa's b'day yesterday !! Omedetou Otanjoubi ....

I even forgot to make a b'day banner ....*sigh*

i left my shelter at 07:58 a.m.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

last saturday , Cicha lend me QaF series ...
and this Queer As Folk has been nominated for a 2004 GLAAD Media Award for Outstanding Drama series.

I must admitted I'm so distracted !! besides the 'good looks & good bods scenery' ^___^ the storyline was 2 thumbs up !!! and now I surfed the net just to find more about it and more pics . I'm hooked with Brian Kinney and Justin Taylor's relationship.

gara-gara series ini udah hampir seminggu stop nonton Johnnys padahal masih ada 'harta2' yang belom di liat sama sekali , first karena harus kejar tayang , krn dvd nya punya cicha, tapi sekarang gw udah beli koq. Jadi bisa lebih enjoy nontonnya !! Tapi sayangnya , kemaren pas beli , anak kantor yang di suruh beli , dia gak periksa2 lagi .. ternyata ada yang rusak / baret2 , terpaksa deh semalam gw harus ceki-ceki satu persatu dari 22 disc DVD plus 5 disc season 4 nya Cicha .... !!

still so many episodes to go since gw baru sampe season 2 episode 4. Lama banget deh kelar nya !! kalo sehari cuma bisa nonton 2-3 episodes aja.

i left my shelter at 09:19 p.m.