Thursday, April 21, 2005

udah lama juga ga apdet blog !! Yeah this' been a busy week for me. Beside the work , also i have finished writting 4 FF in just 7 days !!

First one was the worst , but i still like it , he..he.. it's my first FF and the first writting I've let other people read it . I just made it in one hour without a draft , the second , quite interesting , I tried to make the different version of Akame's and this one only took 2 hours to draft it. Third one is special order from Putri , her FF with Jin ... not bad I guess , my first 'straight' FF ^____^ , but this is the hardest one. It took 2 days to make the draft. and the 4th one is my fave , I even have done a little survey and research by inet .. ^___^ and it just took 3 hours to type it down without a draft. Dunno whether am I' being creative or crazy ?? ^_____^

I've sent those to the gals .. glad that they like it !! But I promised myself. I stopped for a while to refresh and rehab !!! it's not healthy for myself and my mind , for getting into 'yaoi thing' too much. Even I just do it for fun ... but ... I think I need to stop for a while .

hmm about last weekend ,
we had great time at Plangi , we just laughed when we saw Dianne's b'day gifts ,, it much to be YamaP's b'day gifts than hers. Her gift was only the nice bag , and the rest Doraemon thingy ( there's a lot ) belong to YamaP. and offcoz we had yaoi chat also. I had to learn from those sempais .. And I brought home a thick print-outs files to read. ^_____^
But I missed the sunday karaoke gath ... gomene .. duty came first ... !! had to take my parents to my relatives' place. And I had a fanfic to finished ... itu yang orderan-nya Putri.

I just hope this long weekend will be a great one too and can produce another nice writting too ...
oops i forgot I must to stop for a while .. but let's see lah !!

this an updated !!
tadi ada bagian yg gw delete aja , abis ga penting2 juga !!
gw lagi bete aja. Gw heran kenapa ada orang yang demen jadi fotocopy !! Maksud nya suka ngikutin orang lain , orang bikin apa ikut , orang pake / beli apa ikut !! orang ngapain ikut !! Udah gitu belagak seakan2 dia yang original nya lagi !! heehhh gw paling sebel orang kayak gini !! Tidak kah di sadari kalo mau di sukai orang bukan karena ngikutin orang lain tapi menjadi diri sendiri !!! Dulu ada temen gw spt ini , tapi gw udah terbebas dari nya sekarang alias udah jalan sendiri2 , Thanks God !! , ehh sekarang ada lagi di kantor .. en everywhere banyak juga yang model kayak gini !!! Bete !!

i left my shelter at 01:10 p.m.

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Friday, April 15, 2005

another FF & kudu rehab !!

Biarpun hari jum'at gw sibuk banget !! tapi today i feel so genki , ketawa mulu baca2 imel. Last nite I finished my 2nd akame yaoi FF , gile produktif amat gw tiap hari bikin FF , kali ini dalam 2 jam nge-draft nya. Ide nya muncul waktu siang nya gara2 baca satu FF yang weird banget. Sisca helped me with some ideas .. Dan akhirnya on my way home , di mobil gw matiin tape mobil , driving in silence bermacet2 tapi pikiran gw wandering kemana-mana ... karena lagi macet banget hampir 2 jam perjalanan jadi gw punya banyak waktu untuk cari ilham ... dan dapat satu ide yang lucu juga.

Dan tadi pagi udah gw shared with the gals .. I prefer this one either .. thanks for liking it and the critics. Sebenarnya I'm not proud with this, , nulis kok FF yaoi , tapi lucu aja.

Gw mesti rehab !!! Rehab !!! Dan tadi buku pesanan gw datang !! Moga2 bisa buat rehab otak gw yang udah terkontaminasi banget ... SILENT CRY nya Kenzaburo Oe . ini penulis jepang , yang pernah dapat Penghargaan Nobel Sastra thn 1994 , kayak nya tuh buku njelimet banget .. dan bahasa nya bahasa sastra pula .. semoga gw gak mabok baca-nya .. tapi ini penting buat REHAB booo !!

en siang nya lagi ..saat imel dari IJ masuk, dan gw gak bisa nahan ketawa !! Papa Marsa has another musical stage play "Boy From Oz". He will be playing the role of Peter Allen, the ex-husband of Liza Minnelli, who declared himself gay.
and Moccy inserted pic lawan main nya Papa yang bernama IZAM .. sumpeh begitu liat , ini perempuan apa laki-laki ??? Cantik bener !! Dan ternyata laki-laki beneran .. and they had Kissing scene ... *gubraak* Kalo akame yaoi gw rela banget ... tapi kalo PAPA MARSA .. NO WAYYY !!!

gw serasa mendapat 'tamparan' (minjem istilah Vq ) , gara2 selama ini gw menelantarkan , bahkan kali ini adalah pertama kali nya di myshelter gak ada pic Papa ^_____^
and then gw dapat another "tamparan' ( indah ) dari sley .. Papa's pics from Johnnys shop japan ... ( hontouni domo arigatou hunny !! )
kayak nya gw emang mesti kembali ngurus laki gw .... sebelum nanti beneran terjadi affair dengan si IZAM ^___^

i left my shelter at 05:06 p.m.

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Thursday, April 14, 2005

atarashi layout !!

Dianne, hontouni domo arigatou !! really love it !! Aduh kenapa sih pada bilang Kame looked like vampire di pics ini ??? Karena terlalu pucat ??? Untung leot nya gak di bikin bernuansa horor yah !! ^_____^

Last saturday was Dianne b'day !!
just only the 4 of us , the b'day girl , vq , me and sisca met at Red Pepper , even just only the 4 of us , but we really have a fun yaoi ff chat !!

Yesterday , I've made my first yaoi fanfic ^____^ got the idea while i was driving to the office , then type it down in about an hour. And this also my first time sharing my writting to the others. Send it to the gals. thanks for liking it and for the critics .. hope the next will be much better.

i left my shelter at 07:47 a.m.

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Friday, April 8, 2005

today , early in the morning , when I turned my HP on , already got an sms that make me smile. In these last 3 days i've been smiling over those sms and emails !! No .. it's been the 4th days now !!

I knew this sound weird , but i think i'm gonna share it here. It's a kind of new experience for me Last Tuesday , I browsed for some Kattun's news and pics , but I ended searching for fan-fic. Honestly I'm not interested in reading fan-fic before especially yaoi fan-fic. But dunno , maybe the devil got me already , I continue to read AKAME yaoi fan-fic.. ehh i just surprised I didn't get ill-feel !! ^____^

But now when I saw AKAME pics , I just can't help myself for not seeing it from a very different point of view !! Baka !! and there's one is my favorite fanfic. it's the most creative and hillarious. Which make me laughed everytime watching HA perfomance . Just can't forget the reason why it was performed only by Kame ^___*

Seemed now everything about AKAME , it always related to the FF , and we laughed it out loud everyday. I read in the Kattun forum, seemed Akame had a fight in SC April 3. (me so wanted to get that SC .. masih lama yahh nunggu patungan IJ nya ???? ) when I read the posted comments , I just cant' stop laughing and told the gals .. 'how come it was so like the fan-fic ???' Baka !!! maybe i was too much reading the ff ^_____^

OK Let's change the subject now !!
some messages i guess ..

LDianne ,
Tomorrow is your b'day & YamaP's b'day !! HAPPY B'day u both !!
Wishing u both all the best !!
this is the ealier greeting , I didn't make banner for you.. gomene .. you know why ??
coz in my folder , all YamaP pics are in his curly hair . me hated that.
c u tomorrow !!

Putri ,
hopefully I can send AKAME ^__* next monday .. hopefully too semoga mereka gak nyasar lagi. Cukup sudah Jin nginap 2 hari di kantor TIKI , dan Kame nginep di pos satpam semalaman !! Semoga kali ini karena jalan bareng jadi gak pake nyasar !!! heh I think , we need a brainwashed !!

Cicha ,
I missed u so much .. especially when we had 'that' topic . You're the expert !! Cek imel yah say , udah gw kirim semua nya tuh !! Enjoy and plis comment nya di tunggu !! Datang ke gath besok dong !!

some new visitors who had left messages in the tagboard ,
thanks for visiting and leaving messages. If you don't mind leave your url / email add so I can contact you back.

have a nice weekend !!

i left my shelter at 11:46 a.m.

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