Thursday, September 30, 2004
today is the 40th day , my Boss passed away. This morning , we went to Marina Pier , since his ashes was spread over the sea. We're just only 8 people , his two sons with their wives , their aunt , me and 2 friends.
We walked in silence till we reached the edge of the pier. It's cloudy & foggy around , bringing all the gloomy feeling , all prayed in silence then throwing flowers ... when those rose buds floating in the water ..and as the waves slowly brought them float further ... I felt so sad....and surely the rest ....
Still no one talked, as we walked back to our cars , everyone with their own thoughts and sad lookings.
No one ever know what will happen to our life. and we never know, when will we loose our beloved parents .
One of the biggest regret is ...when we just realized we haven't done much to our parents , but suddenly ... we didn't have any time or chance to do anything for them ...... just only regrets left.
Coz we've been too busy with our own life.....
....spend more times with your parents because they are not going to be around forever.........
i left my shelter at 05:14 p.m.
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Monday, September 27, 2004
Vicky's b'day celebration on saturday !! When I arrived there , Vicky already waited at the front door of Nanabantei , kiss-kiss & hugs !! Inside , Chica, Sisca & Dianne were already there ... and we are all with new haircut ^______^ The b'day girl almost .. almost in purple from head to toe ^______^ with stacks of gifts in purple wrapping too .. what a purple day !! Vq might forgot to have a dress code ...that everyone should wear something in purple too .... ^_______^
Later Juju came also with new haircut ....!!! and the last one show up was Ira . Endah was absent , she's in Jogya with her family ..but her b'day note was so touchy ..... pokoknya Endah banget deh !!!
then we had Yakiniku lunch .... so much fun ... !! ada cumi yg gak mateng-mateng !! ada cumi kecemplung di lemon tea .. *wink* !! Taking some pics .... blewing candles on the b'day cake !! All wishes come true , Vick !! Thanks for the great time and the lunch .. !!
From there we went to PI to Kino & Red Pepper ,later came joining us Jenn , Lina & Nova then we had the b'day cake time ^______^ till 5 pm . So sorry that I couldn't join them at Vq's place .... had another task from my Mom to buy something. I left PI with Lina.
this morning when browsing the galls' blogs .. I found quiz in Tia's ...
so I did a try ....... off coz with no cheat !!!

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i left my shelter at 08:04 a.m.
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Friday, September 24, 2004
today is Vicky's b'day !! Omedetou Otanjoubi !! Wishing you all the best , girl !!
My first meeting with her was a year ago in Energy concert , at first I didn't hang out with her except we regularly met at MI shop at the weekends. But later when I've known Joniz world , Vicky & Juju became my Senpai or Sensei ??? ^_____^
I still remembered one thing in my first meeting with Vicky. At Energy concert yang sepiiii dan menyisakan ruang kosong lapaaaang banget di kelas festival. Suddenly I saw Vicky cried. Quite suprised me , why she cried ?? something's bad happened ?? Rupanya , vq nangis karena sepi nya penonton di konser , kasian Energy ' katanya .. udah bela-bela-in datang tapi sepi penonton . ( blame the baka promotor yg jual ticket-nya lebih mahal drpd tiket concert Craig David !!! dan milih venue yg ke-gede-an !! ) ...then I felt , this girl mudah sekali tersentuh hati nya ^____^
She introduced me to V6 ... when I get struck by Masayuki Sakamoto's charms in J-Friends "love me all over " perfomance in the vcd she lend me. And the next days , she supplied me with every V6's vcds she had. Peng-racun-an yang sangat sukses , Vick !!! ^_______^ and I do thank you for that !!
And not just introducing V6 ... also to other joniz groups ... with her never ending supply vcds ..^________^ domo arigatou , girl !!!
many sweet things you've done to me and to us , girl ...
but once in your saddest time , i'm so sorry just couldn't give you much help.
Wishing you in the year ahead , you can achieve what you dream ... more happiness , good health ,
more success !! And just want you to know .. .you are a very very nice person indeed .
Omedetou Otanjoubi , Vicky-chan !!! Luv You ...and God Bless You !!
another banner !!!
( don't get sick of it .. since I had sent so many to you ... but this one is special .. you
must know why I pick this pic ..... ^_______^ )
i left my shelter at 07:27 a.m.
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Wednesday, September 22, 2004
second long weekend !!
on saturday , went to mangdu first before meeting the galls at Vq's place. At mangdu meeting my boss' wife. If you galls called me Mami ..then I called her , Mami !! she's just 2 years older than me , but she already had 3 sons ^____^ !! walking around Mangdu till 2.30 pm , then I went straight to Vq's place .. it's been too late to meet them at PI.
Arrived at Vq's , I checked her door still locked so I wait for them at the terrace , I'm about sms her , but from a far I could hear their laughter .... Vicky, Juju , Endah , Sisca & Cicha..
( have to put difference writting between their similar names ^______^ )
Cicha .. thanks cute omiyage-nya .... ^_____^ When we're waiting for Mama News Dianne .. I almost eat the whole pack Happytoos ...while Juju & Sisca opening their Tokio albums & singles package. Finally Dianne came , then we started to watch the new downloaded Yayayah program with Summary footage
till 6.30 pm , then went home with Sisca.
Vq , jangan bosen download & Juju jangan bosen convert -in !! Ju, thanks alot for inserting the Thunderbird PV in the vcd !! Bravo !! finally you could convert the file into vcd !!
Sunday morning after the church ...take a quick search at Carrefour then pick up my parents to my brother's place. I missed my little nephew ... a 3 years old boy .. but he could pick & change clothes by himself now !! After dropped my parents back home , I went to pasar baru buying a b'day gift .... then had my hair cut , much shorter now !! Kayaknya kita gak janjian mau potong rambut .. tapi hari minggu ini pada gunting rambut yahhh ^______^
Monday, another election day !!! We're gonna have a new President !! Just hope that everything will be better for everyone !! Even I have this little pesimistic feeling !! Tapi Bursa Efek dari kemarin positif banget naik terus point nya , tapi gak tau lah .. liat nanti aja bagaimana jadi nya Indonesia ini , asal jangan sering2 ada bom meledak lagi aja !!
this week's fave pic :
( Massu again ^_____^ too cute to resist !! )
i left my shelter at 08:00 a.m.
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Friday, September 17, 2004
what a day !! tons of works , tons of stress !! And photobucket down !! everytime I tried to get into my album , it's always said , page not found , it might had been removed , name changed or temporarily unavailable !! hell ... which one it might be ??? I opened cicha's , Vq's , there's nothing wrong with their pics ... !! till I opened the admin note that telling us , that they had problem with the disk .... uuuhhh..finally I could take a relieve breath !!!
Gomenasai , cicha & Vq , I didn't even reply your mails after lunch !! I've just finished my works at 6 pm !! Where are we going this weekend !! let's see .... hang out at Vq's place .. it will be much fun !!
lots of the new downloaded Yayayah programs , right Vick ?? Massu .. mami's coming !!
Speaking of Massu , mami's coming !! it's been more than a week , i didn't even watched anything about V6 I mean for the whole week no watching Marsa !!! Am I neglecting our dear Papa here ??
No...no.. ,I'm saving all my love for the upcoming new GeI vcds ^____^ !!!! this whole week I watch "hotman" .. duhh basi banget deh yahh !! In some other ways ... Sorimachi really looks like Marsa !!! Now I just do believe to what Sley had always been telling me !! How these two really look alike !!
I do like the little girl Nanami-chan !! I even looked for my photo around that age !! And found one ...!!
Galls, I will bring it tomorrow ... to show you .. do i look like nanami-chan when i was only 3-4 years
old ... the hair cut was really the same , the chubby cheeks.. ( which stays till now ...!! ^_____^ )
this morning found out about the arashi's anniversarry album !! uuhhh, they really didn't gave their fans to catch a breath !! after Iza Now , then the 3 versions single , Pikan**chi Double movie , Engimono ( aiba's ) , their anniversarry album , maybe the next their concert dvd !!!
So be ready to what V6 & avex will do with their "Page 9" !! Biasanya mereka paling 'sinting' dalam memeras kantong fans !! See .. the last 6 versions single & the 3 versions of summer-concert dvd .. make it 4 with the vcd version !!!! So be ready ....... !!!! Saved up !!!
Okay .. have a nice weekend !!
i left my shelter at 07:04 p.m.
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Two long weekends in a row , this was the first .
on friday nite , really have no mood watching any V6 or Jyannis vcds ... looked for something I haven't watched and found "Hotman" special , which already been in my rack for months but laid untouched. Kawaii Ninami-chan stole my heart ... and didn't get the relationship between all the characters since it's no subs .. then I sms-ing Dianne if she could lend me the dorama... but she didn't have it anymore , suggested me to call Sisca .... & she has it !! Thanks dear "daughter in law" and thanks for the TOK10 CD and my order too ..muach..muach .. you got Kame to stay longer at your place ^_____^
Saturday morning I wake up with one thing in mind "cleaning up my room !!" First the bookshelf and magazines rack , the next will be the closet and vcd rack. Nothing much to be sorted out in my bookshelf , I keep all those ... now more than 200 books , still haven't catched up updating my book list.
While sorting the magazines ... , i found a year 1988 magazine ... ( seumur sama Kusano tuh majalah !! ).
I even kept one of my mom's mode magazine around the 70-ies. Ini sayang mau di buang !!
I throw away those old Cosmopolitan , Movieline , Premiere , TIME , before US dollar got crazy up high in 1997 I used to subscribe or buy these foreign magazines . The next those asian entertainment magazines .. I decide to keep only My Idol magazines .. ( with F4 on covers .. dunno why !! just gak tega ngebuang nya .. abis cakep2 sihhh ^____^ .. and even magazines with Energy on covers .. dengan berat hati juga harus di buang !! Mungkin gak sampai hati .. kalo gak karena F4 ... gak kenal gw dengan jalur sutera and jyannis world !! Gak ketemu with my GC gall and my IJ fellow !!
jadi bikin ber nostalgia aja
Sebenarnya waktu suka F4 , gak joining any forum or milis , cuma hunting sendirian aja dari counter ke counter di mangga dua. Baru waktu suka Energy , ketemu tresia dan Ira setahun lalu !! joining Energy milis , helping translating Energy's book "wo de energy" , ketemu vicky , juju , endah and the others ....,
beberapa bulan kemudian pindah jalur ke j-pop ... ( dengar ken-hirai , the gospellers dulu ) .. terjerat di jurang joniz ama Nagase & tokio .. terjerembab dan bener2 terpuruk ama V6 ^______^
finished sorting out the magazines , took a shower then get ready for the gath with the galls . We cancelled to meet at MTA .. since so many rumours about MTA was unsafe .. we meet at CL then . The effect of the last week's bombing making people worried to hang out at the mall. CL's parking lot was half empty when I arrived at 1 pm. At normal state .. we have to make turn many times to get one free parking place.
I met Juju at the escalator , while Vicky , Dianne, Endah & Sisca already at KFC ( ..again...!!! ) This time we were not just sitting & chit-chatting but we're moving around , from My Idol Shop , WoM , FIP , Hero , Comic Festival , & the last Gramedia making HP strap ... so many HP straps actually !! ^_____^
at 6 pm we separated , Vicky, juju , endah went home with Dianne , they have another slumber party.
I went home with Sisca ... along with Sisca's Hotman Dorama and 3 Yayayah vcds , 1 News compilation vcds from Juju colaborated working on it with Vq .. domo arigatou gozaimasu !! I love these vcds . .especially Shige became a geisha ....and the swimfest ^_________^
Sunday morning , went to church .. wishing if the choir will be Delon's choir .. but too bad it wasn't !!! After the Mass , at the parking lot , when I was about to get in the car , suddenly some girls behind me saying to their friends .. " mau nonton Delon gak ??" making me turned my head , almost ...almost asking " nonton dimana ???" ^____^ tapi karena gak kenal .. akhirnya gak jadi nanya !! Then I went to Mangdu to buy some blank CDs and a local band Peterpan's album. Akhirnya dapat juga cd bajakan compilasi the best nya !!
On Monday .. cleaning up my room still goes on !! Lagi sibuk bongkar-bongkar ...listrik mati !! Hell .. !! At 1 pm went to Platinum at GMP , we had another gath .. Qisthy was in Jakarta. As usual the lunch became so blast with laughter and there'll always be someone to be the object of bullying ^_____^ !! From Platinum we moved to My Idol Shop dan cukup membuat toko kecil itu jadi rame & sumpek mendadak , karena kedatangan 10 orang yg sangat berisik !!
From MIS , we said goodbye to Qisthy yg jalan dengan Dita cs , then I went home too, while Vicky , Juju & Endah still go on to PI .. and I missed so many telenovela-like stories about some love affairs , forbidden loves , adulteries ^__________^ ....... wish I could be there with you all , galls !! ^o^
my fave pic of the week ... kawaii Massu ....( thanks to Vq !! )

i left my shelter at 01:55 p.m.
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