Monday, May 10, 2004

May 8,

Today’s plan is GC rame2 ke Glodok + Dianne & Endah. Itu surga dunia bajakan , sungguh mati walau rumah dekat banget sama Glodok tapi belon pernah masuk sampe kesitu .. tapi panasnya minta ampun !!! Akhirnya dapet juga The Outsiders series, while the others beli some doramas. Selesai hunting2 apa yang dicari, pindah ke gedung sebelah yang ber-ac, makanya DVD nya juga lebih mahal seribu perak karena pake AC ^__^ Chicha harus pulang duluan ( moga-moga gak telat yah Cha sampe rumahnya !! ) , Vq, Juju, Endah , Dianne and me lanjut to Vq’s place to watch NEWS dvd . Juga bareng Nova & Ditta, this my first time met Ditta. Astaga itu News banyak banget orangnya , susah ngenalinnya , kecuali Yamapi tentunya. Thanks to Dianne for introducing another jyannis boys , and thanks buat vcd-vcd nya yang udah ready dan siap ditonton malam ini ^__^

When I got home, Mom said I was late , I should be home earlier , krn harus pergi melayat ke my cousin’s husband yg meninggal krn lever cancer , he already had a lever transplant tapi cancernya udah kesebar ke paru-paru. Yah sudah, ‘kan masih bisa pergi besok.

Itu GeI special ke Onsen , bener-bener made me totally forget kalo malam itu ada F1 Catalunya qualifying. Ngeliat Marsa only just pake handuk di pinggang .. boro2 inget F1 ^__^ It’s fun & hentai !! Since gak ada Inochi & Go-kun , Nagano ditemenin entah sapa, Okada … ha..ha.. poor Okada ditemenin Oba-chan udah tua, gemuk , geniiit lagi. Papa with Ken-chan . Yang paling enak sptnya team Nagano yg dapet Onsen yang bagus-bagus dan mahal . Sementara Okada stress sama Oba-chan genit itu .. , pas dapet tidur 1 kamar dgn kasur bersebelahan , Okada gak tidur2 malah di luar kamar nelepon Nagano yang lagi makan enak. Gak tau ngomong apaan tapi jelas dia diketawain Nagano. Udahan nelepon tuh kasur ditarik Okada ke ruang lain jauh2 dari Oba-chan ^__^ Marsa & Ken-chan paling siaaall .. dapetnya onsen yang jauh nya minta ampun , Marsa harus nyetir berjam-jam , onsennya jelek lagi , dan kena badai salju pula . Buseeet deh di tengah hujan salju Papa marsa cuma pake handuk doang masih harus berendam di dalam kolam …. ??????

Abis GeI Sp onsen , lanjut ke V no Honou . Filmnya lucu banget !!! Kenapa Papa Marsa gak pernah diajak maen dorama ?? Actingnya OK juga . Waktu sama2 Okada ketakutan liat Morita Go yang dikira hantu Hayashi , dari ekspresi ketakutan gitu , tiba-tiba inget kalo harus ja-im , krn dia preman sekolah , suara dan ekspresi nya langsung berubah total jadi cool lagi !! Tapi begitu liat Go-kun lagi , gubraaakkss Papa langsung jatoh ketakutan sambil tereak-tereak ketakutan” baka tapi actingnya meyakinkan sekaliiii !!! ^__^ Tonite cuma nonton sampe disc 1 dulu !!

May 9 ,

Attending the morning mass , even Pastor bawa AFI di khotbah bahkan hapal nama2 akademia AFI 1&2 .. saking ngetopnya tuh AFI !! From church I went to Mega M Pluit , bought some books as a b’day present to my boss’ son. Hopefully he will not get bored this auntie always give books as a present ^__^
I found Hiragana & Katakana learning books . I just try to learn a little japanesse , Cuma supaya ada value added buat diri sendiri , supaya gak merasa sia2 , sudah rela menjebol kantong sedemikian parahnya untuk orang2 jepang ini .

At nite lanjut V no Honou , ini film lucu dan comical banget !! Go-kun demen banget angkat2 rok cewe ^__^ KAMISEN dengan tampang2 yang masih innocent nya … so kawaiii !! Lucu2 banget , salah satunya waktu Go-kun yang ganjen itu mau ngintip cewe mandi , ha..ha.. Kamisen yang masih bantet-bantet itu lompat2 biar bisa ngintip lewat tembok yang tinggi itu . Tau2 mereka di bentak Papa Marsa , dikirain diomelin krn gak sopan begitu. Gak taunya malah Papa yang lompatnya paling tinggi ke tembok itu untuk ngintip . Dan cewe yang di intip itu ternyata cewe galak yang melatih mereka , dan rupanya itu disengaja cewe itu , krn termasuk dalam salah 1 program latihan yaitu latihan lompat2 …. baka !! ^__^
Puas ketawaaa nonton film sinting ini … , sampe males nonton F1 .. krn yang menang juga udah pasti Schummy lagi ^__^ pola tahun 2002 berulang lagi . .nanti series belon kelarr udah ketauan juaranya . .sama sekali gak menarik , kalo yang spt tahun lalu ‘kan seru !!!

i left my shelter at 08:19 a.m.

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Friday, May 7, 2004

May 6 ,

Tonite things really cooling down. As usual watching vcds , lying down on the couch. But my mind not on the screen. I was thinking about what happened yesterday . Just only 3-4 meters and in a counting of minutes , I could loose everything. Losing everything , .. if it really happened. Just can’t imagine .. whether we could stay in my bro’s place but we’re gonna loose everything we loved in this house. But now I still have the chance to have it all . I felt so grateful , and suddenly cherishing very much for what I have right now .

Before this , how many times I told God, my gratefulness ? How many times I was complaining ?? ..sigh …. Sometimes we always complain , for something we want and can’t have it , and never appreciate what we have which God had given onto us , aren’t we ?? Now, from experiencing almost losing everything … hope that I will less complaining but appreciating more .

May 7 ,

Today isn’t so exciting de Friday, tons of works , and two of GC members not around .. sepinya .. rekor milis GC hari ini hitting the bottom , paling dari tadi pagi cuma berapa ?? gak sampe 5 kali ^__^
Yesterday chica sent me, Ira’s fanfic .. goshh 140 pages . Kenapa filenya dikasih nama Kontrak 2004 , cha ??? ^__^ When I started to read it .. hell , wish that I could have all the hours to read it … jadi sambil kerja .. sambil bentar2 pindah ke windows laen baca fanfic lagi … !! Ira , you got the talent , gurl !! Coba kirim ke CTS ke Tante Angie sapa tau dipake buat lanjutan Meteor Rain Xi-men’s episode ^__^

Being busy with tons of my work , being distracted by the fan-fic , tapi masih sempat browsing sebentar, find some new pics of V6 , there’s Marsa’s so cool but not so good when it was re-sized , so I just put this one

i left my shelter at 03:47 p.m.

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Thursday, May 6, 2004

May 5

Tidak ada hal yang lebih patut disyukuri saat ini, bahwa me and my parents could go back to our house and sleep in our own rooms tonite. Since tadi sore menjelang malam , ada kebakaran just right next door . I live in a small kompleks , it only 26 houses , numbered from 22 A to 22 Z . Mine is 22 K , and fire started from 22 I . Still dunno apa penyebabnya. Some people said karena korsleting listrik , 3 houses burnt H, I and J ..which is just next to mine. Really really thanks God that mine wasn’t harmed any single crack , mengingat rumah-rumah itu saling berdekatan alias saling nempel satu sama lain . And thanks to developernya yang membuat tembok super keras yang tidak bisa di tembus paku biasa kecuali paku beton…. Sehingga bisa menahan api gak menjalar kemana-mana terutama ke rumah-rumah perkampungan padat yang persis dibelakangnya.

I was stuck in the office , biasanya I left office at 6.30 pm , tapi karena jalan di luar kantor maceeeet total setotal nya karena ada truk trailer mogok di belokan jalan . Jam 7 lewat dikit , a call to my cellphone, ternyata my neighbour , she’s with my panic Mom , ngasih tau kalao ada kebakaran di sebelah rumah. I told my mom to calm down, and asked her if she had taken the important documents and her jewelleries with her. And she said already got it. (( And …. she’s not just took those documents & her small bag of her belongings , she managed to bundle my clothes and hers into a big bundle in a king size bedsheet… even my tall big guy brother so hard dragging it back , how come my old Mom could bring it out to my cousin’s place ??? ))

In the office I tried to calm myself down , telling my friend , she about to send some boys to check it out , but I said no need lah , dan memang bener kok , kalopun mereka datang , tidak juga bakal di ijinkan masuk ke lokasi . I called my brother , thanks God , he didn’t off his phone since he’s in the church . Few minutes later , jalanan di depan mulai bisa jalan , karena truk mogok itu udah di derek. I drove home, my friend told me to use the driver … Again I said thanks , I’d rather drive by myself . All the way , just dunno from where I had this calmness and serenity , accepting for what ever will be , will be. If God has planned , what can we do then .. God has His own plan. Kept reciting Hail Mary all the way , and pray to Holy Padre Pio .

Reaching Jl. Gajah Mada , hell, it’s stuck again . I called my neighbour who took care my old parents again , she said pemadam kebakaran sudah bisa mengatasi api nya, dan 3 rumah yang terbakar, tapi tidak tahu rumah yang mana aja , karena semua orang dilarang masuk ke dalam kompleks . Rupanya macet di Jl. Gajah Mada itu karena mobil2 pemadam kebakaran ngambil air nya dari kali ditengah2 jalan gajah mada itu . Begitu sampai di depan gedung radio Sonora , some people yang recognized my car and me , stopped me , they said can’t get in, better park outside the Sonora . And I just parked there, lagian juga I’ve known tukang-tukang parkir di situ . Then walked in , it’s about 200 meters .. seeing some Fire Departments cars and ambulances there suddenly made me panic . .almost running, but had to be careful , coz it’s all dark , since PLN di putus sementara dan air berceceran sepanjang jalan and crowded .

My brother arrived first , dia diantar temannya naek motor. He couldn’t find my parents. When I arrived , hell it’s so crowded outside the kompleks . I thought they’re in my cousin’s . But I found my cousin and my brother kept looking for my parents .. where are they ??? My brother had to argue with the security , since they didn’t recognize him , but when they saw me , they let us in. I called my neighbour again , and she replied me helplessly , she said my parents insisting to get inside the house , while police and fire departments officers still not let anyone get close. So me and my bro took them to my cousins . Later my bro could sneak in and checked the house . Thanks GOD , the house was safe, just full of smoke smell , he opened all the doors and windows wide . I just couldn’t think of anything but thanking God . The fire just stopped at 22 J next door . The J house was a kind like a warehouse , so many material there, Waktu mereka mengeluarkan barang-barang itu .. sebenarnya setelah di pasang yellow police line, mereka tidak boleh lagi mengeluarkan barang , tapi mungkin krn ada nego-nego mereka bisa mengeluarkan barang2 itu. Banyak pegawai nya yang sibuk menurunkan barang2 dari lantai atas . Rupanya ada titik api tersembunyi di antara tumpukan barang-barang itu , dan menyala lagi … oh my goodness semua panik lagi , syukurlah cuma titik api kecil saja dan semua sigap dengan ember masing2 dan segera bisa di padamkan lagi.

At 10 p.m things cooling down , my brother went home, I picked up my car at Sonora , and had chitchat with the neighbours about rumah nomor 22 I penyebab kebakaran itu . The owner nya seemed to be the public enemy around the kompleks . Dan mereka gak mengakui kalau sumber apinya dari rumah mereka , begitu yang kita dengar dari petugas kepolisian yang masih di lokasi . Bagaimana mungkin bukan dari rumahnya , lha rumahnya udah yang paling hangus gitu . Jadi semakin memancing rasa tidak suka tetangga-tetangga yang dengar itu . Penghuni rumah itu , terkenal snob dan hampir tiap hari karaoke dengan suara keras-keras. Sayang disini engga ada tradisi nelepon polisi kalao ada tetangga berisik , kalo ada sih , rasa-rasanya dia bakal tiap malem di samperin polisi ^__^ . Tapi di luar kelakuan mereka yang menyebalkan , kasihan juga sih , mereka jadi kehilangan tempat tinggal dan harta bendanya, ehh tapi tv gede dan dvd nya masih bisa diselamatkan , semoga tidak dipakai buat karaoke kenceng-kenceng lagi nantinya ^__^ . Rumah no. 22 H juga hangus , keluarga ini baru pindah , suaminya orang Malaysia dan istrinya sedang hamil tua …. kasihan banget , mereka mengungsi ke rumah teman.

Now back in my room, even the smoke smell masih terasa banget , but tidak ada lagi yang lebih patut disyukuri , that I can be in my room again . God is Good , God is Good all the time. And I’m not giving enough time to God all this time , but God has proved His loves , cares and protection untuk yang ke sekian kalinya . If not of His Kindness , I might not be able to write this down . Thanks God for all the YOU had given to me. God , now I realize that have to put YOU as my ichiban !!!

Ooh yah.. when I’ was driving home , I still thought about Vq’s Shinhwa’s vcds at home. How if it get burnt ?? How if it get wet ?? gak enak banget deh kalo sampe harta Shinhwa nya Vq ikut kebakar ???? Batal deh janji gw mau nonton vcd Shinhwa Vq malem ini ^__^ And also how about my CDs, Vcds, Books ??? CD-CD lain seemed I don’t care but my V6’s stuffs , my V6 poster ????? Hell , I was still be able to think about those stuffs in the crucial time like this ^__^ Jyanniss poison must have deeply poisoned my blood ^__^

i left my shelter at 10:58 a.m.

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