Thursday, March 11, 2004

when you wish upon a star
make no difference who you are
anything your heart desires
will come to you…

It’s from Ken Hirai’s song in Ken’s Bar album track 11. One of my faves. First, when I bought the CD , I didn’t even realize , till I heard it. “oohh, man this is the song !!” I’ve been looking for this song for years.
For most people ‘wishing upon a star’ is a fairy tale isn’t it ?? Gepetto wished upon a star for a son and he had Pinocchio , that’s one of the most popular. Me, myself , eventhough I was brought up with those Disney’s fairy tales as my first reading . I’m not a kind of believing it. But I’m just a little bit curious .. is that really true , when you had a wish then a star will help you to make it true. I had tried once or twice when I was a kid .. ha..ha.. but nothing happened.

Till one day , years ago.
I was crushing on someone, he is my friend. We used to hang out together for years. But he didn’t seem to know about my feeling. Those days, he’s been away for weeks. His work required him to travel a lot. And I missed him so much. One nite , while sitting alone in my home’s upstairs terrace , the nite was so clear , so many stars could be seen . I was longing for him. When seeing one big star , this just crossing my mind. I made my wish .. I want to see him , I want to be him !! He’s been away too long !! By keep on looking to the big shining star, I repeated my wish.

The day after , was weekend. Me and my friend had a complimentary voucher from a 5 stars hotel. We had one deluxe room for free. Staying in the hotel was very boring. What could you do ? Swim ?? after swimming you got back to your room, doing nothing just watched the mtv and chit chat .. ooohh, we’re so bored.
When having dinner. I called him asking how is he. Do you believe ?? He’s back !! He came back earlier from his schedules , he just arrived home and he didn’t know where to go, he was waiting for friends to call , asking him out. My friend then asked him to pick us up at the hotel and we went for a movie or something .. just get us out from this boring hotel. I was so happy, finally I could meet him !! (^_^)
While we waited for him in the lobby where a quartet was playing live music , and the lady sang this line “when you wish upon a star and your dreams come true.” @_@ My wish fulfilled and at the same time , I listened to the song that really really determined me that wishing upon a star things isn’t just only a fairy tale .. it really happen !! how come for not believing it now !!!

Since then , I kept looking for that song !! so glad that finally I found it in Ken’s Bar CD.

Should I do another try on ‘wishing upon a star’ … so I could meet Marsa … (^_*)

i left my shelter at 11:35 a.m.

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Tuesday, March 9, 2004

In POTATO 4 , I was interested in some pages that shown 2 guys in 80’s style , but there’s no roman spelling on their names. I just wondering who’s this boy with great tamago ? Later I found out , they’re KAMENASHI KAZUYA and JIN AKANISHI of KATTUN. And the boy with tamago was KAME. Ha..ha.. I just couldn’t stop laughing , what a coincidence !! . When I watched JSD 2003 . I’ve seen how good this KAME boy as pitcher in baseball game. Vicky asked me , how about adopting him as my adopted son with Marsa ..ha..ha.. a good idea !!! Also when I did my JSD Marathon on Sunday , I’ve watched better, how cool this boy as a pitcher. No need for Marsa to instruct him how to pitch the ball , it’s not like JSD 2003 when Marsa had to warn and instruct Aiba. Poor Aiba .. the warning even make him more nervous.

KAME is just about 18 years old.. such a baby. So he’s not gonna be my san-ban , yon-ban or go-ban , too young !! Niwey , I don’t know how he sings and I’ve never seen any KATTUN’s perfomances. So, he’ll be just as my adopted son. Marsa gonna like this . They both love baseball !!

Back to sanity state !!
Parties campaign still two days to go. Seemed that everyone are worry about it. Even US$ gets higher and higher. Sin$ still hard to find. My mom has told me to bring an overnite pack and leave it in my car . So If something happened, I can stay in the office. I just hope that everything will be Okay. I’ve printed the campaign schedules … ohh what a tiring and scaring days for the whole month .. from Monday till Sunday … just only one break on 22nd March , respecting the Hindu’s Silence Day. My friend’s wedding reception will be on 21st March .. come on girl .. don’t you know about this campaign when you set up your wedding date ????
I just only hope and pray that things will be fine till this election has final result . Hope that there will be no more lunatic , psycotic persons ruining this country.
Dear God, please blessed this country !!

i left my shelter at 01:49 p.m.

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Monday, March 8, 2004

It’s rainy outside… and so cold. I even had forgotten to turn on the AC. Till someone came in and saw the AC still off. Hey.. I didn’t even realized it !!! Maybe I was too busy with my POTATO 4 , which already in my desk when I arrived this morning. Big big thanks to my Boss !! A little bit dissappointed when I saw Koichi Dohmoto was the cover. I wished it would be TONISEN ..since they released REPLAY in last Feb. But it’s fine , there’re V6 and Tomoya. The little booklet in the midlle was ARASHI’s .. I’m gonna do an exchage with Vicky .. for the V6 booklet in POTATO 3 which I couldn’t get last month.

Saturday was so fun !! This time wasn’t at the MI shop as usual, but at Vicky’s place watching JSD 2003. Seemed that the Profit Minded Johnny-san now realized that the scenes of just being dragged out from the bed sleepy and ushaven faces of the boys have more selling point than the opening game , more backstage scenes than the games itself . I love that Saturday , thanks for the fun, and laughter galss !!!

Sunday , I did my JSD marathon from 1999 till 2002 !!! It’s fun !! More fun than the F1 racing. When I watched on tv that Kimi Raikkonen was in the 11th place …. And the two Ferraris were leading in front , I guessed this will be a parade till the end of the race .. I lost my interest. JSD is more entertaining !!! One sms from Juju, telling me that Kimi was out .. poor Kimi !! His luck still hasn’t gotten better this year !! Anyway what happened with their MP4-19 ??? hellloo Mc Laren-Mercedez ????

i left my shelter at 09:45 a.m.

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Friday, March 5, 2004

Thanks God, It’s Friday !!!! Welcome to Marsa World ……..

This morning, when I open this blog.. ooh.. it has some more pictures. Thanks Jenn-chan, for selecting Marsa’s good photos. See, my Marsa looks so good , even compared with Nagase.
I was thinking about a campaign for Masayuki Sakamoto. I’ve visited some V6’s un-official and fans webs. Everytime I checked the members list, so rare chose Masayuki as their idols. In one web, there’re 59 members. Only found 1 member idolize him. Even in IJ (Ichiban Johnnys milis ) there’s no one idolize him before I joined. My poor Marsa !! Maybe becoz he’s too old to be an idol ..ha..ha.. !! He doesn’t that old lah !! Fukuyama Masaharu is older .. TOKIO Shigeru is older !!! But they have more fans !!

Poor Marsa, he is talented , he has so many good points. He is the most beautiful voice among the Jonniz boys (in my opinion, Innochi and Okada are good too ) , his good dancing skills , man, he’s over 30 now and he still danced as good as the other younger members of V6. He’s a good leader to V6 , besides of his short temper. He’s very serious with his work and he has clean reputation.
Maybe becoz Marsa doesn’t have that kind of idols looks , he is just like a guy next door.

First time I saw him , in some J-friends clip , I had put my eyes on him and Okada . Later when I bought V6 albums and listened to his beautiful voice is in “You’ll be in My Heart” , I was melted . Okada was forgotten then … !! When Vicky lend me some V6 clips vcds. I saw ‘Darling’ clip .. then.. I fall for him. In that green sleeveless tee .. he looked so cool !! Since that.. our small group milis members had to willingly accept my “full of Marsa in mind” emails. Thank you..all galss for being so supportive !!!
First time when I saw him in J-friends clip , I just thought , “hey, this guy is cool , but he’s old !!” and I don’t even know his name , I was a Nagase freak at the time. When I had those V6 albums and recognized Marsa’s voice .. ha..ha.. then Nagase was forgotten too.
But there’s other thing I see in Marsa , besides of his voice and his looks. I like the way he laughed . The way he laughed at other member’s jokes .. laughed at himself . Seemed that he is ready to laugh himself at anytime he did silly things. Sometimes he didn’t embarrased to do silly things on purpose to cheer up the situation. That’s a kind of good personality isn’t it ???

Can’t hardly wait to watch the JSD 2003 with the gallss … !! Marsa is the Boss of J-Red. Really do want to see what kind of silly things he would do again !!!

Aarrghhh… Thanks God, It’ Friday !!!!!!!! Every Monday I can’t hardly wait for Saturday coming … ha..ha.. for being had to stay in the office for more than 12 hours everyday , becoz of that baka 3 in 1 regulation. Saturday was like heaven to me … I always have a meeting the galls , laughing , exchanging our precious belongings (read as : idols stuffs ). ooohh I love weekend !!!!
Hope that I can get my REPLAY limited version tomorrow in My Idol Shop … !!

Have a great weekend !!!

i left my shelter at 11:33 a.m.

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Thursday, March 4, 2004

Here we go !! About this blog . Do you believe just only for a day .. then I have this blog ready. Jenn, you have magical hands JJJ Yesterday Jenn asked me .. where’s Marsa’s photos for the blog ?? oh.ohh.. really? , Jenn gonna create a blog for me … kyaaa..kyaa.. then I sent 2 pics , my fave ones from the 25 pics of Marsa in my pictures folder. I just had the idea for the blog’s name. MY SHELTER. Taken from Marsa’s solo in the Tonisen’s album and REPLAY. My favorite song right now . I don’t want to miss you , you’re my shelter !! that’s the reffrain lines!! I love it !!! And this morning , waken up with good spirit .. so excited want to see the blog. Arriving at the office as usual, as the earliest becoz of that baka 3 in 1 system. Turned on my computer … checking mails first , got Jenn’s instruction for blogging . print it out . Then traaa….raaa.raaa…. clicking the myshelter.pitas.com Ha..ha... found Marsa’s smiling face ….!! I love it !!

i left my shelter at 11:11 a.m.

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Thursday, March 4, 2004

kyaa...I have my own blog now .. Arigatoo Jenn-chan. I love you !! I'm just doing the test now !! Still couldn't find what to write down .. I'm so excited (norak.com). Ira, thanks for stopping by as the first guest. Jenn... I owe you !!!

i left my shelter at 07:30 a.m.

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