this sunshower in my azure sky...

"I know all your graces Someday will flower In the sweet sunshower And it's all right All you'll be You are today..."

Wednesday, February 19, 2003 05:32 p.m.

went to holland v to get my notebook...and its not there!..i called last week..the person on the phone said they'd keep it if they found it...they prolly threw it away 'coz the title of the notebook was written "biography and autobiography"...muahahah...its a recycled A4 Crescent notebook...i told the person on the phone its a crescent notebook...but i guess the "biography and autobiography" looked too weird...and they just threw it away...its got my gourmet notes inside! and some coffee notes...i have another small notebook on coffee but its very rough...but i dont really really need those...but heck ah..i'll just do gourmet for myself on my break for the time being...can't make any for customers yet..

ok so yesterday was pretty alright...second day doing hot drinks...and i still cannot steam milk well enough..and still made a few mistakes between skim milk and whole milk...anyways...that bitch that ..well..was being a bitch on my first day...she was supposed to come at 4...and i end at 6..so i really wasnt looking forward to the end of my shift..hah..i just prayed to god that we'd do different stations...but god more than answered my prayers..coz she didnt come!...weee..and she didnt call and the managers were pissed and shes in bigg trouble bebeh...and i had to extend my hours...but i didnt mind coz he was there..hah..wooo..so it was a good day...one customer was a bitch...but hey i guess we all are from time to time...some of us can just control it better than others

Monday, February 17, 2003 09:43 p.m.

*massaging feet*

ok so it doesnt look like im gonna transfer...but i guess im whistling that song...u know that one..that goes "always look on the briiiight side of life...too-root too-root too-root too-root too-root" (how do u spell whistling?)
they didnt say a flat out "no" but they didnt say a flat our "yes" either...just that they never bring up the subject to make it obvious...and they hint that they're short of staff..7 temporary staff just resigned and currently there's only 3 trainees or something....so...i'd feel bad if i pester them to transfer me...not that im an asset to the outlet anyway..but its saright ah...im gettin used to the surroundings..and the people too...nice people..cept 1..and boy my schedule is pretty much packed this week..will only be free on wed and sat...whoa..its ok...just think of the moneyyy..

anyways i called them up yesterday to ask if i had a schedule and then they were short of staff..so i had to come down and do closing..whew..then i got my schedule for this week...the other manager, didnt know that i got my schedule already..and couldnt contact me coz couldnt find my number...and she wasnt expecting me in today...so when i came..they were all like shocked..and they went to buy 4D..muahahah...they said its a miracle that i came...cool ah...i feel influential...

did hot drinks for the first time today...oh my god...im very very positively definitely sure...that my hot chocs were too milky..my latte also...and my cappucinos prolly tasted weird..sure one...heheahah...coz i just remembered i put the wrong measurements of powders...argh...sue me!...its ok..i'll learn..
my fingers cramped up a few times today...i just shook it off immediately..coz i would've spilled so much if i let it cramp up....damn..need to warm up before i start next time..

anyways...maybe another one reason that made it ok to stay could be because of this guy...(and no yan, not the manager!)...but i dunno...something bout him..not his looks tho..dang..did i just say that? "WooP there goes gravity"
i dunno...lets not get into it.....yet

i steam milk lousily...by the way

but i passed my basic theory..so...ok la...im not that big a loser

Friday, February 14, 2003 09:53 p.m.

ok just finished 2 small kampong half-boiled eggs...from my late grandpa's kampong in malacca..my dad said its lower in cholesterol..hehehah..ok good good..
waiting for survivor amazon to come on...
so today's valentine's day...so what..hahah..i go out..and i see guys ready with flowers...i see girls dress up...girls having one hand holding their guy's hand, while the other holding the flowers...its soo....cliche..its ok to celebrate valentine's day...but...can't guys be more original than getting flowers? hahah...c'mon la...u men can do better....- or maybe not..

went to the beach today with shaz and shrik...we just chilled...i didnt really wanna get a massive tan...sat down under the tree mostly...listened to the radio...the waves..played with the fine sand...took refuge under the lil hut when it rained for awhile..then after that the sun was full-on blasting its rays...before the clouds starts to blast down its shower of water...hahah..sharm and yan was supposed to join us...but they reached when it started to pour...aye aye aye...poor things...u guys did good...the $3 donations to the island is noble...hehehah..*sings* island life..i love it!
i wonder how the hermit crab is doing...the 3 of us were just lazing by the shore...and we were just staring at the crab waiting for it to move...(i know we need to get a hobby)...but heck..it was chill-out fun....haha..

after than went to town with sharm and yan...since their beach plan got forcedfully cancelled..heh..went to eat at sakura...thanx sharm! for the semi-blanja..hahah..
ok im still waiting for the phone call...

ok survivor started..im off

Thursday, February 13, 2003 01:53 p.m.

if i see these mags from any shelves...first thing i'll do is rip off the covers...wahahah

ok just finished watching 'days of our lives'...theres another susan!!...muahahahahah...heesh
im supposed to call for work...but i think i'll call later...i dont want them to call me to come down today and do closing or something...i wanna watch american idol..hah..
oh ya...i have to ask about the transfer first...hmm..*prays..*
and ya..have to go down to hv to get my notebook...

Wednesday, February 12, 2003 08:59 p.m.

whats the point?
whats the point in questioning when it won't be answered?
whats the point in our opinions when it won't change things?
whats the point of anti-war demonstrations
whats the point of a million signed petitions for peace
whats the point in noble sacrifices to be human shields
whats the point in good intentions
when at the end of the day the only one with power to decide will decide- (under the guise for "whats best") - according to his own self-interests..

i guess thats just the deepest darkest secret of humanity that we've euphemised all this time...
every lil thing we do....isnt at least a miniscule of it for self-interests?
we've just learnt to hide it so well over time..

some leaders cannot rise to be better...he just reflects the flaws of a layman...some leaders don't deserve to be one..

but hey life's like that...not every mould fits

i feel fat...ate too much today...

Tuesday, February 11, 2003 04:47 p.m.
had gourmet training just now...that was fun...we just dug in to all the food that was made...
hmm...im thinking of a transfer...but i've gotta have a good reason...hmm...why did i end up in bugis..i've no idea..desperation perhaps..hah...will definitely try for a transfer...
ok i'm off to shape up some good reasons...

Monday, February 10, 2003 11:45 p.m.
ok been playing with the background..blah blah...heesh..tedious...and now the fonts not too good...ah well...this is the best i can do for now..what else what else...ah havent tried the song...hehehah

Monday, February 10, 2003 03:57 p.m.
have you ever looked into the sky and see things that you never appreciated before? every day is a new view...

Monday, February 10, 2003 12:23 a.m.
moved...moved....like moving to a new place...still takes some getting used to... will fill this page when i have the time....haiiii