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I'm saving all
I'm not giving
But it's overflowing,
evaporating in the air

As i'm walking,
I know I'm not breathing,
I'm not breathing only air
It's filled with words
once spoken
by people everywhere

And I can hear all the whispers
that have lived a thousand years
It just took me being open
for them to reach my eager ears

Now they've reached my eager ears
And i hope I'll be ready
when my light,
when my life divides

"A thousand years" - Azure Ray

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"End the love affair with the future and have a one night stand with the present...will you?"

Friday, July 16, 2004 11:07 p.m.

forgive me if i do..

..finish this half empty glass.. before the ice all melts a-way..

wish i could accelerate certain traits of self-improvement...don't tell me it takes time. what if i don't have it. what if i don't have time. i didnt think great expectations meant perfection. sorry to disappoint? and sorry i'm disappointed. i. am. not. under any obligations to make the world a better place (cept maybe for myself)

i wanna eat cheeeese fries..

i wanna count to ten as the anaesthesia takes me

10..........9......8....................................
.......................................................
.............................................gone.

Tuesday, July 13, 2004 10:30 a.m.


booya! i drove alone just now...to the library..wooooo..ok i know the library is like a 10 minutes walk from my house...but i was just itching to drive la. my mom was like.."walk la walk la...there the parking space very small!"...wahahah...no mommmyyy, imma have to learrrrn. so i parked at the jec parking lot..metro parking..those kinds where u insert cash card..when i drove in..i was kinda a lil far from the cash card slot machine..muahah..had to take out seat belt and reach out abit...luckily there wasn't a car behind to see me in that "oh-shes-such-an-amateur-driver" state. then parked at the first empty lot i see...quite tight...parked quite close next to a van...but ok la..then all i did was return the videos and dvds i borrowed and then went back to the car...then coming out..insert cash card...50cents..muahah..for just a minute of parking..o well. if i didnt return em today it would've been 50cents fine on each video tape/dvd..which would've amounted to 2 bucks..so its sokayyy...was rushing coz gonna go to work later...went to the town council yesterday to pay for parking..we're parking at the hdb parking nearby instead of our multi-storey one..which is like 90 bucks a month..the one where we're parking at now's bout 50 bucks a month...and my parents said im the one whos gonna have to pay those monthly...they'll pay the insurance and road tax..aye aye..its not cheap having a carrr..like having children..but o heck..its fun...i wanna drive some moreeeee...dont drive to work coz parking will be ex...but i've yet to ask if i get any perks/privileges..doubt so..but will see...ok have to get ready for work. bye.

Sunday, July 11, 2004 09:52 p.m.

driving miss daisies

ok yes picked up the car...went to my aunt's place at siglap..my mom was gonna treat the family..not the whole family..just us, my grandma, and a few aunts and uncles...we were all gonna meet at geylang at this eating place called hjh maimunnah...so i drove from my aunt's house to geylang..with my uncle beside guiding me...its an old car..yesss...but hes been religiously refreshing it..its like his lil baby..too sayang to sell...so im really grateful that hes givin it to me...so it was sorta a brand new old car...he said its good to practice ur driving on this car...its old so it doesnt matter if you scratch, bang, wham it..muahah..choi. of course it doesnt drive like the toyota corolla altis i was used to...no power steering..old school steering..quite heavy..meaning turning sux and parking's a bitch..muahah..but i shouldnt complain...i have a car i can drive around nowwww...weeeeeoooo...oh! and it has a vcd player! my uncle asked his friend to install it from my other uncle's older mpv..but the screen is at the front..near the stereo..so i cant turn it on when im driving..its illegal or something..muahaha..so i can only turn it on when the vehicle is stationary...which is kinda weird..but cool la. we can have starlight cinema in the car...azira artois style.

so then for lunch, we all met at the eating place and they had like tons of dishes which we had to buy ourselves...so we bought 3 sets of each funky dishes...including "siput sedut"...which literally translates as "snail suck"..its like lauk lemak with snails...and you kinda have to suck on the shell till this gooey thing comes out...i know it sounds gross..but its not bad..like soft soft..hahah..so ya...that was a filling meal..rendang, tahu telor, ikan bakar, lauk sotong, ayam panggang, sambal belachan...woop.

then after that...my uncle guided me to caltex...we pumped more air into the tyres..then he showed me what kinda petrol to get..yada yada yada..he said, "nevermind la..ur a girl, if u ever need help, u just ask a guy somewhere..or go in, ask the uncle..they'll help you"...heyyy..whats that supposed to meann..bad lesson on independence leh. muahah.

so later in the day, on the ride home, was driving with my aunt, my grandma and my parents...aiyoyo..they were all sitting on the edge of their seats...them bunch of kancheong spiders..like, c'mon guys! trust meeee...and they're like "ok red light..stopp"..."eh jaga jaga orang crossing (careful someone's crossing)"..."eh got car coming..waitwaitwait"..aiyoyoyo..driving with them is stressful la. we kinda got a lil lost after sending my aunt...kancheong-ly turned into the signboard that says ecp only to find out its going towards changi airport..so drove back into siglap rd and called my uncle and he directed us to the correct ecp way...wahahah..funny la. then drove my grandma to dover then to jurong east..went to get parking coupons...had a nightmarish time in this claustrophobic parking place to get to 7-11...i really have to get used to the steering wheel...and parking..and i need to get a directory. then im on my wayy. weeeee. hope i can take care of my uncle's lil baby...its got 2 and a half years left i think..good 'nuff for me to drive to school...hopefully after i graduate and get a job, we can get a better car. but this car is definitely better than no car. plus my aunt and uncle aggressively didnt want to accept any money my parents wanted to pay them. aye. god bless em.

Saturday, July 10, 2004 11:39 p.m.

as far as the stars are away from the midday sun.

tell me you hate those bright street lights sometimes the shadows give you the creeps

its the lil things...the littlest things you do..the things you think would never be of any miniscule of a consequence that eventually explodes into a significance one day. so do not. ignore that 1 cent coin on the pavement.

nobody should complain of being unloved.

the sun will rise
and keep your mind at ease
so close your eyes........

Friday, July 9, 2004 11:47 p.m.

3 little pigs

pigged out with shazzy wazzy and aini bobaini at marche..my fellow 2 little pigs...together with vally vally and irayny rayny...i shall not list down what we/i ate...its too disastically impressing (new vocabs i learnt today - disastic and impressively+depressing=impressing)..ok i admit im the piggiest of them all..*oink*

opening again tomorrow...its greattt..i get to finish early...enjoy a paid-for cab ride to work..only have to face the lunch time crowd...the worst thing is just waking. up. and i'm studying the route the taxi's taking so i can hopefully drive myself to work sooon...and the directions' pretty simple...just go straight on the highway...muahah...straaaaaaaaight until tiong bahru rd or something...weeeeeeee.

i do not like supressing the urge to shop. wahahah...*squirming in a straight jacket* .ugh.

and i hate jamie cullum..ugly wannabe..ee.

Thursday, July 8, 2004 12:10 a.m.

blink and miss

This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason .........

waiting for buffy to come on at 12.30....lalalala..obviously i'm bored. and i love to kill time by over-listening to certain songs...aye.

my zodiac says im a crabby person..that i have mood swings ...do i? no laaaa..i dont..i think i always have my mood under control(at least i try...)..but today at work, someone thinks she knows me better..told me im pms-ing..hoi, excuse me, nobody knows my cycle better than i do ok. watch your own clock. just coz theres a limit to how much i can pretend to be nice to someone i dont like, doesn't mean i'm pms-ing. babe, mirror, look, puke. before you blame your own vomit stench on me. and stop saying we're similar, we're not. not not notttttt. so. not. snot. *snort* wahahah..i dunno where that came from.

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customer: "so if i complete the card do i get to bring you out for dinner?"

me: "ummm...not if you bring your cuter friend!"

wahahah...no la i didnt say that..my mouth has a penchant for white lies more than truths...dang.

Tuesday, July 6, 2004 09:06 p.m.

untitled

I took a little more of what i take for granted
And filled my plate for fear that gears would turn

will be picking the car up on sunday..im gonna need a crash course on parking charges, expressways, buying petrol..etc etc. cant wait.

close-lipped
another good night kiss

Sunday, July 4, 2004 11:53 p.m.

one can be so lucky.

ahmm...where do i start. ok i shall go chronologically..

did opening yesterday...sue, my funky doodle colleague got me a delifrance fruit tart for me to enjoy during my break...after work met liza in town..we had late lunch/early dinner at swensen's..her treat..thanxxx lizzz..she got me cool presentss in lovely wrappings...i loved em..and i got a complimentary b'day sundae..weeee..she said the gifts were really last minute and she was writing the card while i went to the loo..muahah..so yea..after that we window shopped at far east...and i saw a nice dusty trucker cap..but it was like 49 bux..but its so niiiiiiiiice...if i had money i would've splurged...but of coz i didnt..

so then earlier today...met up with my mamasitas...cept shrek..(shrekk where are youu..letss chill) and aini (take care of that eye babe)...thanx sharm for the funky personalized bookmark/clip...i'm lovin it..we shall all go cycling/learn-to-cycle soon ok.

ok so after that i met up with ah chong, sarina and mastura...my driving instructor and us, his fellow ballerinas..met them behind wisma..sarina drove us to jalan kayu where we had cheese prata and chocolate prata and milo dinosaur..wahaha...not bad not bad..milo dinosaur is like milo peng with milo powder, whip cream and strawberry jam topping on top...yummmy...but we had to wait awhile for it to come...so we just sat down enjoyed the food..chit chat..ah chong and his funny learners and driving stories...and then we didnt know where to go..and we ended up going to geylang for a red-light-district-lesson-101 headed by chikopek-in-denial, ah chong...wahahah..it was an eye-opener for our innocent puss-in-boots eyes..ah chong goes "ah ladies and gentlemen, this one i must warn you ah..its like pasar malam..hopefully we don't see anybody you know ah..ah here..on your left you can see the young girls, wah so pretty, wah see that one..*at this point a woman was pointing up two fingers to two young guys (army boys prolly)..then three fingers* ...ahh $20 dont want la..$30 la" ah chong continues bullshiting..and i kept telling him to watch the road..muahah..while sarina, mastura and i are like saddened and marvelled at the same time at how young and pretty some of these girls are...lined up like fishes in the market waiting for buyers to pick em..like seriously..they were standing along the dark alley like exhibits...aiyoyo. then we got into a funny (but innocent) and subtle conversation bout these kinda things...with terms like "shooting range" and all..muahah..and with ah chong who keeps saying its his learners who bring him to these places...and that he saw this documentary "shocking asia"..where he learnt bout these things..and we're like..yeaa righttt..muahah..then mastura took the wheels...and drove to changi..we were hoping to see "bapoks" but they weren't around la...maybe too early...so we went to changi beach park..and watched the aeroplanes land towards changi..it was cooool...the aeroplane flew directly and noisily above us and it was soooo low it felt like you could jump and touch it...and there were lotsa malay families camping out at the beach...then after that it was my turn to drive...weeeheehee...so i drove the highway for the first time and at night..wahah..thats a first...then ah chong said..ah we go see amah teng now..you want to take picture on ama teng? and we're like huh? whos ama teng? then he directed to drive up kent ridge park..it was winding and tricky up the slope..horrible for a new driver like meee...but made it anyway...then ah chong pointed towards "amah teng" which was..an armour tank..muahaha.. oh the view was awesome. surprised there were many pple at a place where couples make out and stuff..muahaha..and ah chong again defends himself by saying his learners bring him to these places one...but the view was nice la..cept for the cranes..then i drove us back to jurong and we all lived happily ever after.

oh! i missed out the most important story...while we were enjoying prata at jalan kayu..my mom called me..my parents were at my cousin's engagement ceremony earlier..my mom told me that my aunt..aunty zareen..bought me a b'day gift..its a box..dunno what it is..its in my room..plus..she said she wanted to give me her other car..and im like..wait..say that again? and sure enough my mom repeated the same thing..and im like..."bedek ah bedek..bluffff.." then she told me that my aunt wanted me to call her...which i did..like immediately...and lo and behold! she told me "aiyah..this kinda thing, we don't joke one" muahahah...she said they just paid the road tax for june and i just have to save up to pay for it in december..i can come over when i'm free to get the keys..like OMIGOD! just like that?!? my wish for a car came true just like that?!?! it can'tttt beeee...i was shaking while thanking my aunt on the phone...shes the best la...and i can't wait to drive the car..its an old school honda la..nice grassy green..but old school..but heck i dont care..its a freakin carr...and i can drive it..hehah..altho my mom said, if my other uncles wanna borrow it i have to give it to em..coz usually my aunt loans the car to my other uncle when he needs it...so ya..its sokayy..im just happy to have a car i can drive...like.wow.

then when i reached home i saw box with a nice ribbon..and the box says "goldheart"..ooo..jewelry..when i opened it, there were these lovely earrings with tiny diamond-ish studs around a flower..pretty. i love my aunt. muahaha...and my friends...and my family and my life right now...ahh

ok this may be getting too long and boring for those who've prolly had a bad day..but o heck..i have to put this down for memory's sake..hehah..best b'day yet..it'll be hard to top this off..tonight before i go to sleep imma ask god what i've done to deserve so many gd things...what have i done?!?!!

Friday, July 2, 2004 11:33 p.m.

the moon IS a lil brighter than usual tonight...

weeeeee...got a treat at "the rice table" for dinner today..vunderful...felt like a queen(ya..queen..too old to be a princess) with a feast..good food and good company is always the 'deadliest' combination..hehah..thanx ric, feli, beng, valren, rena, kerri, xinyi and huiyi for contributing to the "buy-azira-a-new-handphone" fund...i was pleasantly surprised..wahahah..awesome la. i'm a lucky gurl.

ah chong, my driving instructor keeps calling me this week asking me when we can all go out and celebrate..we meaning, me, sarina, (my school mate who introduced me to ah chong)...and sarina's friend..all ah chong's disciples..so ya..he used to keep saying to me "your friends all passed already, all waiting for you then we can go out and karaoke, sing song"..yea..so ah chong..if ur reading this (i doubt you are..but o heck)..sunday ok sunday we'll celebrate..you will belanja us lontong like u promised.

ok i shall not count my blessings before i go to bed tonight. i just know they are countless.

Thursday, July 1, 2004 11:42 p.m.

lazed

heavy eyelids weighing wasting my time
you say there are longer days than nights.

sleeepy sleepy..

did opening today...then went to paragon thai express with sue, my colleague and an ex-colleague/manager...we went to visit another ex-colleague/manager whos workin at thai express...we wanted to surprise him with our visit but we ended surprised with a nice treat instead..yummyy...green curry, some chicken salad, some kway-teow-ish hot noodles, tom yum soup and funky goreng pisang with coconut ice cream...i was quite tired and sleepy after the late lunch..we went to far east coz i had to alter a pair of pants..and then they felt like window shopping..well you can't pull me away from window shopping no matter how tired i am i guess.....then sue, my funkay dudette of a colleague bought us both a pair of rufus "diamond" ear studs each...o shes gonna get married soon. so congraats gurl..

o yea..met shaz "aussie" mamachakudud yesterday...still the same old brand new bacin shaz..weeeeeeee..and i wanna chope going to ur equestrian pony guarded coolio house in jb ok...................

i'm rambling...drunk by the lack of sleep..the alcohol is my fatigue..........no o.c tonight...ahmmm....Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Monday, June 28, 2004 06:41 p.m.

no need to focus when there's nothing that's worth seeing....

omegod..i can't believe i was so emo at my last entry...chris carabba would be proud of me..anyway..lets go from emo to elmo...im so happy today. now. tomorrow. coz i passed my driving test! o fuck. yes. muahaha...i wanna curse i wanna squeal i wanna jump up and down and i wanna kiss the tester's pock-marked face..ok maybe not. but he was niiiiice la...at the end of everything he went..."ah this one must gib chan..if dont gib chan ah..mark here mark there how to pass hor?" hannoh hannoh *vigorous nod* *vigorous nod*.."so i letchu pass hor..."*at this moment i was just screaming inside..i didnt catch the rest of what he said..wahahhaah..weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...im so. fuckin. happy.

i was really really careful not to mount any kerbs...so after clearing the circuit without mounting any kerbs and without going into the wrong lanes...muahahah..i was so stoked. its like i killed my circuit demons...wahahah..coz i've always had a phobia of that place...and outside was just..weeeeeee..breathable...the tester chatted bout the passenger seat mirror, how much i spent, road safety, driving lessons, road safety, and ya...me i just kissed ass and smiled and laughed at his pseudo jokes..muahaha...

so i guess the propanols worked..i was quite calm..but maybe thats coz of the tester also..who didnt act like a wicked stepfather. and my instructor treated me half a tuna baguette from esso delifrance before the test..i shd give him a treat..but im so freakin broke..yes i got my licence but i also just blew 200+ bucks in just one dayy...but i didnt pay everything la..i paid part of it..the rest is my dad..but i can drive now..so 200 what?..wahah. weeee. the only problem is that we dont have a car..i hope my dad was serious when he said we'd get one if i passed..i dont really wanna ask...its kinda asking for too much..hehah..i'll wait for my parents to suggest it. meantime maybe i'll borrow my aunt's car..she has an extra car which one of my uncles sometimes use. but she lives in siglap. haiyoh. maybe i'll just steal one la.

Monday, June 27, 2004 12:11 a.m.

then the bridge disappears and i'm standing on air...

i'm hurt. i wanna wallow on an angry song. but only justin timberlake can make me feel better...muahahah...i'll sleep it off. i'll just make-believe the pain is just a dream.

i wish i could tell you that i like you and hate you at the same time. no. i wish i could tell you that i likED you then and hate you now...but i can't. coz you wouldn't get it. would you? coz its just weird now. gah. ur not reading this anyway and i'm just wasting space. i don't like you anymore. i will laugh it all off. you just watch me. no. don't watch me. coz i can't look you in the eye. i buried you alive inside. you rest in piece-s. of me.

Saturday, June 25, 2004 01:41 p.m.

get life day to day..

met up with liza yesterday...had some udon..exchanged souvenir gifts..she just got back from bangkok..wow..everybody's traveling! she got me a t-shirt, flip flops, key chain and this funky chain-cum-belt beads thingy which i wore immediately..haha..and then we exchanged funny foreign gums..she bought me this delish biscuit flavoured gum...smells gooood..and it makes u wanna swallow the gum..haha

then we went to stadium at taka..coz i wanted to get rollerblades so i can start my "exercise regime"...muahah..im really itching to skate since my skates last broke...so we went to this corner in the store..specially for inline skates and there were no store assistants there..and nobody bothered to come and assist..we didnt mind tho..so we helped ourselves..muahah..liza became my sales assistant.. all the boxes were there labelled with the sizes..we took out the ones to consider then i tried it on and everything and finally decided on this nice 80 bux pair..muahah..which is a pretty gd deal since it was originally 130 bux..so we left the box there..and decided to come back later coz i dont wanna lug it around everywhere..

then we went up to kinou and browsed tabloid magazines..muahah..its always a must in our itinerary...since both of us are quite broke to do some serious shopping...then i bought my dad a parker pen..not so expensive..just nice..i know im late for father's day but i'm early for his b'day so its perfect timing..woohoo..they gift-wrapped it so nicely..im a satisfied customer..weeeeee..so after that we went to get my skates...then we went to the orchard library...i borrowed some mags...then decided to go to jurong east library instead..coz liza had some homework to do...and it'd be more conducive there..and plus she hadn't seen the newly renovated place...so we headed to jurong east library (yea we're library geeks)..and i read more magazines while liza did her homework...weeeeee...just name a celebrity and i can tell u a juicy gossip bout him/her..muahahah..yesterday was a gd day.

got the pills today..propanol..supposed to reduce my blood pressure when i get nervous for my test...18 freakin bux ok...it'd better be worth it......................

oh and last night's match...mannnnn...that england and portugal match was messing with my heart rate i tell ya...imagine what it's like for the players...maybe they all take propanols....as much as i'd like to support england i think portugal deserves it...altho i felt the keeper was damn cocky to take off his gloves for his last save and then later score himself...i dunno..there's somethin bout the portuguese keeper i dont like..haha..maybe coz i suspect he was trash talking becks before beckham took his hastily-taken and horribly-missed penalty..ahah...i volunteer to compose beckham's downfall symphony...o well..you can never have evERYTHING...but i still love becks. i hate darius vassell.

Wednesday, June 23, 2004 12:36 a.m.

o wilt thou leave me so unsatisssfied!!

ok just got back from linkin park concert...lemme just say the padang is an awesome place to have a rock concert...the band can enjoy the scenic touristy view of the tall buildings and parliament house and supreme court while performing...and the audience can enjoy...the band of course...and the view of westin stamford..wahahah..

so 7.30-7.40, me and shrek joined the queue-obedient crowd...we sorta jumped queue..but we still queued nevertheless...got in at round 7.50..hungry..went to the booth with the pathetic "FnB" sign...got a hotdog and soft drink for 5 bux...pretty much a ripoff..the hot dog was plain..had to put the sauce urself and there was only mustard and ketchup...but we ate it anyway...waited waited..tried to find a gd spot..no perfect spot...i not only hate tall guys but tall guys with vertical hair..wahaha...so daniel ong and sheikh haikel came out and tried to hype us up..."if you have work tomorrow, t a k e M C! if you have school tomorrow, (crowd chants along) t a k e M C!" "you're beside the supreme court, you're in front of the parliament house, you're entitled to gooo crazyyy!!" "wooohooo!" screams the crowd ..BUT.."no moshing!" crowd goes booo.."no body-surfing!" crowd goes booo......so then they introduced the opening act...a linkin park-ish band from korea...and we got sleepy...i mean they were rawkin and all but they're not linkin park..hehah..sorry guys..

so the opening act took like 40-45 mins...too long i tell u...too long..muahah..then at last they said "this is our final song.." ... we were all hoping it was the final song like 10 songs ago...

then there was more waiting!!...we thought lp would come out at 9 when the opening act finished(i can't remember the band's name...neither do the other thousands or so pple in the crowd)...they were playin some screamin screamin music...not very lp..but not very appealing either..wahahah...and we got bored waiting..me and shrek sat down and made fun of socks and legs..muahahah...yes became that bored..i was starting to believe that lp missed their flight here..we were pissed that there were pple at the src who comfortably sat at the balcony watching coz the building was directly behind the stage..so ya..we were waiting waiting...then pple went "dah start dah start..start already!"..then we got up...and the huge lp banner backdrop of the stage was revealed covering the view of those pple in src..wahahahah...nanny nanny poo poo! lights! guitar riffs!...linkin park! they made it to s'pore after all...

so after all that waiting..they finally started at round 9.30-ish..started with some songs from meteora i wasnt very familiar with...so no fun...i was only enjoyin it when they started to do songs from hybrid theory...u know how songs sometimes bring back memories of a certain point in ur life...so yaa...screaming and jumping, getting sprinkled by the mad concert goer with mineral water and punching my fist to those songs was just like....being possessed by the rock concert spirit...woooohoooo...awesome. i loved "crawling", "in the end", "faint", "runaway", "numb" ...absolutely loved "breaking the habit", "from the inside" and "one step closer" ...ok all of it la.. chester and mike on keyboards did a nice emo-ish version of one song..forgot which one..they did that for the first half of the song then broke loud into the chorus......weeeee..screaming to those songs were cathartic..wahahah..o and its funny how pple try to rap along to mike shinoda and then they start to mumble some bullshit halfway coz they can't follow up or forgot the lyrics..muahahah...they scream the lyrics out like this.."time is a valuable thing watch it fly by as the pendulum swings wa wa wa wa wa wa.." wahahah...somethin like that..and its hard to sing along low notes when you're trying to scream it out..and some guy wasnt punching his fist ala rock concert style..muahah...he was circling it...ala fire disco..yup...

tried to take pictures with shrek's camera..and we got a really really good shot of..........a guys army haircut head with full view of the scalp and all..muahahahah...and another one...of a hand in the air ala going "malaysia boleh!"...hahah...and other times..of abstract darkness...heh...

they did a nine inch nails cover and they ended with "one step closer..woohoo..ended with a high screaming note..too quickly...it was barely 11!..argh..we were left hanging for moreee

so we were really really really thirsty after that..it was hot and sweaty and all...so the nearest 7-11 was at peninsula plaza..it was packed to.the.max. there was a guy at the door controlling the crowd traffic..in 7-11!..so we had to to go in..go one round..grab what we wanted..everyone got drinks of course..pple getting big gulp and gulping it long before they queued to pay for it...i finished my can drink in a record time of 5 seconds or so...so shrek and i wondered around trying to get a cab..then we went to royal plaza hotel coz shrek said her dad, a musician, works there..and voila! he was there...wahaha..but he was gonna be home late...so shrek called a cab..and we shared a cab home...so ya. and i was home..before midnight..after a rock concert..something's not right..haha..but i feel good.

Tuesday, June 22, 2004 02:06 a.m.

it's a good life.....?

When the colour of the night
and all the smoke for one life
gives way to shaky movements,
improvisational skills,
a forest of whispering speakers
let’s swear that we will
get with the times,
in a current health to stay
let’s get friendship right
get life day-to-day
in the forget-yer-skates dream
full of countervailing woes
In diverse-as-ever scenes
proceeding on a need-to-know
in a face so full of meaning
as to almost make it glow

0’ for a good life, we just might have to weaken
and find somewhere to go
go somewhere we’re needed
find somewhere to grow
grow somewhere we’re needed.

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i'm sulking to myself...coz i can't watch the england-croatia match and coz spain is out and i didnt get to see them play!...booohoohoo..and the living room is hot and i can't sleep. and i'm havin cramps and i wanna eat...ooo a rhyming rant...sorta..driving tomorrow..and linkin park concert..ahhh yess..there's somethin to look forward to! weeeeeeee. suddenly its not so bad.

Monday, June 21, 2004 04:07 p.m.

..i like watching the puddles rearranged..

funny. my last entry's gone...into the twilight zone of the virtual world..o well..it was a blabber entry..no worries.

i'm bored. i'm only scheduled to work this weekend..bored. maybe i should go out and buy a father's day present. or go out and exercise. but not physically in the mood to exercise at the moment. hmm. lets sing my anthem pple!...."all i wanna say is that my life is really plainnnn............"

**ok in my boredom..i'll just add my half-done photo album of my egypt vacation..we didnt use digicam..so i just scanned a few pictures..theres still another unfinished roll of film not developed yet. the pictures in the museum are from my dad's camera phone..since we couldnt bring in cameras and videos..the ones on mt sinai are from the digicam of this guy in our tour group coz i only brought a video cam and didnt bring a camera when we hiked up the mountain...thank god for e-mails...so ya..flip!...theres still more to add tho

egypt photos