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Monday, September 4, 2006
...my love

J.T @ VMAs

H.A.W.T

twisted frequencies @ 01:21 a.m.

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Saturday, September 2, 2006
if you could only seee

Just as I was cursing singapore idol left, right, centre, shaz introduced me to ozzie idol.

And bobby flynn....

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siiigh.

He's in brisbane, so you know wot to do shaz...(hunt him down for me) Gotta touch that hair...putting your face inside and 'getting lost in it' is optional. Muahahah

And then there's this barry watson lookalike who sang one of my secondary-school-era favourite songs. Hah! Lorrdy, brings back memories...

screw sg idol. Oh I didn't go zouk.

And I gotta go now...ta.

twisted frequencies @ 02:15 p.m.

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Thursday, August 31, 2006
she's losing it

Work's piled up. I need more Justin T.

Oy, friday night zouk invite at this time, is a sinful temptation. seenfool...sihnfull... see-heen-foo-hool!!!

..because there are soooo many things that needs to get done hoi. And partying is not one of 'em...

We'll seeee....how strong I am...in resisting temptations...

justin timberlake's "my love" is panasizzlehott. ssssssssssssssssssss...it goes something like..

*thump thump chirk*

Icanseeusholdinghands
walkingonthebeachourtoesinthesand
Icanseeusinthecountryside
sittinginthegrasslayingsidebyside

*thump. thump. chirk.*

nice, right?

I waaaant FS/LS!!!

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Oh Hady you sing well. But that's an ugly hat. Tinggi sey. Like you're hiding an umbrella in it. (what's that saying? once a mat, always a mat?)
And one more time I see your shirt tucked in, I'll vote for jasmine eh.

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Ugh. Gotta take the train tomorrow morning. Been awhile since I smelt the 'shweeeet' perfume of peak hour crowd commuting 'oh-so-cosily' sardine-canned together. HUmmmmm

(Say No to zouk)

twisted frequencies @ 11:13 p.m.

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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
end a good habit & start a bad one

I have stopped preaching about the dangers of cigarette smoking. ...Maybe I'll start preaching about the dangers of cigarette smuggling?

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I came across this proverb today:

"Those who can't dance, blame the floor."

And ..to a certain someone..I want you to keep that in mind when I say...

You bring out the worst in me (like no one else could do).
I keep stepping on you. So don't be here.. please.
It's ummm..nothing personal.

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Have you guys seen the new 3rd season of 'The O.C'? Ew. I used to like Newport beach and comic-geek seth cohen (ok I still do..*seth-sigh*)...but the show's gotten so...super..superficial. But then it probably has been all this time...

Now remember kids, superficiality makes you feel good for only 2 seasons. Remember that. Not very long aye?

twisted frequencies @ 01:28 a.m.

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Monday, August 28, 2006
maybe I could change my everyday

My monday morning started out pretty shitty, because of traffic jams and ...oh well...how was yours?

By the end of the (very long) day, I was nodding like a spineless raggedy ann doll during my last lecture, unknowingly writing chicken scratches on my notes while fighting fatigue as "my-body-says-yes-but-my-mind-says-no" kinda fell asleep.
One strange legible word among my ouija board-like scribbles was: "Tapas". And how that word is associated to media law & defamation (the subject of the lecture), I'll never know. I guess in my semi-conscious state, I write strange things.

Got back and felt really reallyyyy bummed out looking at the list of things I've gotta do. So I allowed myself some ok-feel-bummed-out-now-but-snap-out-of-it-in-an-hours'-time type of ..ummm.. solitude...
by overdosing in Justin Timberlake. Hah!

justin timberlake - gone

justin timberlake feat. al green - let's stay together

So. Several head-bangings and falsetto-mimickings later...I feeeeeeel slightly better. =D

youuuuuuu make me feel so brand newwwwww

everybody sing. everybody! uh. woo!

twisted frequencies @ 09:35 p.m.

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Thursday, August 24, 2006
my twitching muscles tease my flippant thoughts

Bright Eyes - Easy/Lucky/Free

"Don't be a criminal in this police state,
you better shop and eat and procreate...
"

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Mayyybe if I say the word "tired" ten times, I'll get tired of the word "tired" then I won't be tired anymore.

I'm tired.

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Question. How long do you keep chewing your gum after its lost its flavor?

Hmmmmmmmm. I dunno..maybe until............

I'm tired?

twisted frequencies @ 01:13 a.m.

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Monday, August 21, 2006
pepsi tarik 1, 2, 3

If anyone’s tasted pepsi tarik, please let me know what it tastes like. I saw a bottle at NTUC this afternoon but I was down to my last 2 bucks. I wasn’t gonna spend it on some experimental-tasting drink. But I’m really curious…...about this coffee-cola drink

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I told some people that I’m broke right now. And 3 of ‘em, (not 1 not 2 but 3!) said I should: find a rich boyfriend.

Why ah?

Is a "Datok K" the solution to money woes? For girls?

Why couldn’t you guys have told me: “hey get a job” instead?

Whaaat are you people teaching me?! heesh…

So anyways, guess what I spent my last 2 bucks on?

Mc’s double cheeseburger. Well of course! If you know me, that was a no-brainer question.

but yea..well okayyyy, a rich boyfriend couldn’t hurt,

now I ain’t sayin’ I’m a gold digger…

but I ain’t messin’ with no broke..broke..

heh.

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I just finished a book that I think I will find very difficult to forget.


The Confessions of Max Tivoli by Andrew Sean Greer

I shed a tear or two (or three or four) towards the end. Call me a sap but hey it was a helluva good read okay. It's about a guy who ages backwards. He was born old and wrinkled then his body "grows" younger but inside he gets older. Yea...doesn't that just wanna make you read it and yea it sounds nonsensical but that part of the story was just an instrument to make the love story (which is what the book is essentially all about) more tragic. And I luuuuurve tragic.

Although after reading the book, I think if that's what true love is then love is very...very...selfish. Very.

Yea....don't you and I know that.

twisted frequencies @ 12:58 a.m.

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Friday, August 18, 2006
from Puma to Prada

jaded teacher friend says:

“I think I am mean, I confiscate a ball the other day

then a boy came crying..teacher please return my ball

I said,oh I forgot to tell you, I cut it up and made it into a white leather

here look,nice right.

white leather wallet.

Nice right.”

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Take that, kids. hahhhahah

twisted frequencies @ 09:00 p.m.

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Thursday, August 17, 2006
awake on my airplane, awake on my airplane....

Someone else was in the shower earlier when I came back home from school...So to amuse myself while waiting to shower, I took out a new toy (which isn't mine) and played!


sorry didn't mean to look so garang...

..maybe if I covered my face..

yea...that's better.

I didn't have a subject who could amuse me, so I amused/abused myself.

I miss my cat! You bet if she was around I would've gone trigger-happy-doodle-do.

Now who wants their pictures taken?! =D

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By the way, The pseudos' performance last night, in their thaz-hawt-toight-t-shirts, were (in hiphop speak) off da hook! <--this is a compliment

*air guitars all round*

twisted frequencies @ 02:24 a.m.

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Monday, August 14, 2006
And it feels like Ooooooo.....

Have you ever bumped into someone you recognize and then you chat for abit, exchange pleasantries...and all the while not remember his/her name in the 10 minutes or so of your conversation? You just continue rambling, half-distracted with trying to recall what you've sinfully forgotten, hoping your memory lapse will not be discovered lest an awkward situation of painful jesting ensue...then as you say your goodbyes, heave a sigh of relief.

Shit I still can't remember your name...and the place was harshly subliminalizing me down with Alicia Keys crooning "You don't know my name" (I'm not kidding!!! wot an effing irritating coincidence). And as if the frustration of having had your name at the tip of my tongue but losing it as the chorus sang loud and clear to interrupt my progress in recalling, wasn't enough....you remembered my name. And fitted it perfectly into your farewell.

Great. Just. Marvellous. This is so. sore.

Ok wait I know. I think it starts with the letter 'R'? no..'S'...
Ah. It'll come to me. (but not while that song is stuck in my head!)

"Ooo..Baby baby baby..it's getting kinda crazy, 'coz you are taking over my mind.."

twisted frequencies @ 12:31 a.m.

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Saturday, August 12, 2006
tengo la camisa negra


Last night's fireworks view from our accidental spot.

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I'm having a spanish fever.

Fell in love with this song. And with my elementary understanding of Spanish, I searched for it.

"Tengo la camisa negra" means "I have a black shirt"

He's basically lamenting about lost love and all that shizz. How he has a black shirt because his "love is in mourning"...he has a black shirt "to match the darkness of his soul"..."yesterday what he thought was pure happiness, today he realizes is pure shit". haha. Love it! Makes me wanna skank-tango-salsa. How long has it been since we've celebrated and danced to bitterness?

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In other umm...issues..

Why is it that Asian guys get touchy when I compliment a passerby Caucasian guy's looks?

If an Asian guy tells me that he thinks that some French girl is hot, I wouldn't feel as insecure as to say, "So what, she's just an ang moh." - as if accusing one of being able to only appreciate white-skinned gorgeous-ness -

Instead, I'd say (depending on whether the girl is actually hot or not), "Yea she's hot but y'know she prolly had a nose job leh."

Keep the angst/jealousy/insecurity (if there's any) subtle! if you know wot I mean...

It's funny...'coz it's ok for us girls to say that Caucasian celebrities are hot but when it comes to average Caucasian men, our compliments seem to come off as a threat(?) to our Asian men..

Nawwww...C'monnnnn. I still love Asian men. I dooo...I don't have Pinkerton's.

Really really...muahah.
Say it with me now. I. Love. Asian. Men. (and I cannot lie)

ummm.......

yea. Black, white, brown, green. I love All yall.
*peace sign*

twisted frequencies @ 01:58 p.m.

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Wednesday, August 9, 2006
something filled up my heart with nothing

(in)decent cover of elliott smith's twilight

you're already somebody's babyyyyy....

I like headless guitar men. hehah

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3 random (my united states of whatever) thoughts:

1) singapore idol is painful to watch. frankly i'm starting Not to care if hady makes it or not 'coz watching the others has sapped up all my positive energies. Like..whatever.

2) I think shakira is possibly mildly retarded. Yes that honest hips-"lucky that her breasts are small and humble so you won't confuse them with mountains" (--hey she wrote that) shakira. She's just...weird. But whatever...

3) Mahathir. Yak ali. You can't be 80 years old and still be in politics. Because at that age (no offence to old folks), the only part of your body that's left to wrinkle is your brain. So stop trying to be a smartass, you'll just be quickening this process that no infinite amount of botox can cure! But...whatever man..

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This morning, I woke up to arcade fire and bowie singing..."wake up".

it made my day...

Ok not really...(but the performance was like. Whoa. Out.of.this.world) - noicely noisy.

It makes me think like if I could sing along to the "Whooaaaa ahhhh....ooohh ohhh ohhh ahhhh...Whoaaaaa" parts as loud as I can, I can cure some inner demons in me.
But I kinda live in a quiet neighborhood.

So I'll just do it here.

WHOOAAAAAAA OHHHHH AHHHH OHHHHH WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAA OHHH AHHH OHHHH OHHH....(however you spell howlings)

We're just a million little god's causin
rain storms turnin' every good thing to rust.

twisted frequencies @ 11:34 p.m.

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Sunday, August 6, 2006
did you say I've got a lot to learn.....

My malay needs some serious tutelage. I just realized, in an sms I sent this afternoon, to about half a dozen people...I confidently typed onde onde when it should've been ole ole ...souvenirs...they're called ole ole right? in malay? Onde onde is a kueh!!! way to go azzz muahahahahahah...makkauuuu...this minah can't even speak colloquial malay. Sometimes I don't rock la.
(But y'know, no one corrected me...I guess that's what family members are for: feigning ignorance at your blatant stupid mistakes)....wahahahhahahh..I still can't get over it. And no I'm not gonna waste some dollar or two correcting myself like 12 hours later. So...thanks for the ignorance! keep it up! onde onde ole ole onde ole...ahh ya all same whaaaat..tee heeee.

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You know the more something screams "you can't have it", the more I really want it. You know the feeling right? We all want what we can't have. yada yada yada...

If I could borrow Elliott Smith's...

"because (my) candle burns too bright
well (you) almost forgot it was twilight"

(you can sing me Elliott's "twilight" song anyyyyytime. manyyy times. but a song can't change a situation.)

And like how some pretentious shisha-smoking
'melayu-atas'-muka-step-nak-kene-sepak would smirk and say with a californian accent...

"That's not cool, dude...that's just not coool..."

oh nevermind.

*switches off the lights*

twisted frequencies @ 12:48 a.m.

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Friday, August 4, 2006
dusk and winter

Tangalooma, Moreton Island

the sky glows

I see it shining when my eyes close
...where the sun sets beautifully

morning beach
and we have breakfast with the pelicans.

o by the sea
And then off to....

over sea
para para

and all over
para..sailing..weeeeee

lunchtime cruise
Lunch on the tangalooma jet. Best cranberry muffin. Ever. (And best hairdo too)


We were looking out for whales.

(Will upload video later. so lazy and penat. watch this space.)

Surfers Paradise

the lights will flash

..and fade away
...the sun rises

the days will pass you by
..summoned by a finger

so lay your armor down
..or it sneaks up behind a pillow-clutching sleepyhead

But wherever it was...I'd say..

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It was all grooovy babyy, yeahh..

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Them aussies drink alotta beer. And European men smell oh-so-good in the winter air...I dunno why, but Dayum!

Shaz a.k.a dean-lister (pandai sey anak mak) a.k.a carabba groupie couldn't meet me at harbourtown as was planned 'coz she had to get tix for chris currybaba. 'Tis ok...I would've done the same. muahah. I only have one complaint for shopping at harbourtown: not enough time(!!!) and maybe money. heh.

I think I've grown obsessed with watching the sunrise/sunset. I think no matter where I view it from, whether from hotel balconies or the beach or a moving boat in the open sea or the top of mount sinai...it has always been strong enough to touch my heart through its shell (and my heart has quite a shell)....and I'll wait for it to come...wait for it to come..

Now where the bloody hell am I? I'm back in singapore..that's where.

sigh. I didn't wanna go hommmmmmme..........

twisted frequencies @ 01:14 a.m.

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