krystel living at the Parañaque suburbs. people call me tel, krys, tekla, achooko. i have this odd craving for choki choki, anything pasta, california maki, piattos sour cream 'n onion, and mang tomas. i listen mostly to punk, alternative, senti, RnB, broadway, and the oldies. i am a figure of 5 rulers and 3 inches with annoying curly hair and hates it a lot.
words that could define me are >> computer, blogs, ragnarok, unending surfing (w/c makes me financially poor every time XD), guitar, piano/keyboard, bum, red, music, TV, chat, and lazy.
two things that i strongly believe in:
"What is essential is invisible to the eye"
"No music, no life.
t.s.i.l_h.s.i.w
A poring doll
Nokia 7250i
own music studio
electric guitar
brand new piano/keyboard
cable internet
own bedroom
laptop
digital camera
video camera
s.d.a.e.r
>> clover
>> ube jam
>> immaturity rocks
>> kislapmata
>> tsokolate
>> 10 most wanted
>> wetpanda
>> twisted kikay
>> okita-kun
>> yuki-chan
>> tori avalon
>> anime-illusions
>> shaman shalale
>> jaesin
>> les miserables
>> utopia*s fall
>> yanie takarai
m.o.d.e.r.o.b
<< bored
<< snoopy
<< for RO fanaddicts ^_^
<< ro nitro7
<< LUG
<< iRO simulator
<< friendster
online
m.s.i.n.o.i.s.s.e.r.p.x.e_f.l.e.s
desolate
help me, I can't breathe
g.a.t_g.a.t
e.t.i.s
is someone out there?
help me please
isolated from a drowned world
I can never regain—
it’s already blurred
how have I become so bitter?
now I can never taste
what I longed that lingered
now it’s out of what I know
the pungent air has filled
my empty core
it has become viral—-contagious
but only to myself...
all throughout myself.
taggy taggy boardy! =D
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Friday, November 21, 2003 spilling... and the river doesn't stop
hums Voices Within | Christina Aguilera
back. after a week-long school activities, i managed to stumble upon.
just had a class outreach at Habitat for Humanity at Taguig. thought it would make us a lot mudful. but hell, we enjoyed it. we carried loads of hollow blocks under the heat of the sun but it didn't stop us. everyone in class was enthusiastic of the activity. well the main goal is to help construct the building for orphans (i think) and provide a low cost on laborers with our costless help.^^ ack, our teachers allowed some of our classmates to make stuugz (smoking >.<) cool teachers. -__-;;
then went back to school to have our evaluation. we kinda hurried coz everyone wanted to get out of the school and wander off at g4 XD and some to go home and finally get some rest. some girls had their bruises though ~__~ weee~ i didn't get any =P
anyway, some of us girls headed to g4 to hangout, take pics, and eat. then went back to school again to get fetched.
=WEEE~~ 3 WEEKS NO RAGNAROK!!! CHEER FOE ME!!=
i'm trying to pull off my grades from the last 2 quarters. stop the addiction and get back to the real world! yeah! >:3
that for now. Atsuko felt a stab on her back at 08:51 p.m.
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Monday, November 17, 2003
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hums Time Stands Still | The All-American Rejects
had a blast with the band today. ^^ man, the studio was really great and all. very much suits band jammings.
here's our playlist:
> Swing Swing | The All-American Rejects
> Time Stands Still | The All-American Rejects
> The Last Song | The All-American Rejects
hehe, obviously all the songs there are played by the coolest newbie band --> THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS XD hehehehe. The Last Song was just recently changed due to public demand. lol, at least from the band. twas supposed to be Perfect by Simple Plan. oh wellz, to make it uniform they changed it nalang.^^
afterwards we walked out of the studio (actually it's kind of a house ^^;;) bringing our instruments with us making us look albeit stupid ~__~ i had my keyboard with me but gervin carried it instead >:3 we were looking for a food stand coz our hunger couldn't bear it any longer. minutes passed by. one by one we could feel every drop of rain unto our skin. we looked up. the drizzle soon became more dangerous..making us run for our lives ~__~ we ran for the huge tree nearby that could shelter us for the time being. and goodness we thought the rain would stop shortly. but heck, it rained even harder! ;__; my poor keyboard~ all wetty~ grabbed kyle's white shirt and wiped it instantly. lol it was jin and my fault coz we did the rain dance around the keyboard XD haha, now i believe in rain dances. fortunately people from the house beside the tree offered us to get in their home for a lot better shelter. whew. we thanked them a lot. after roughly 40 min, gervin's driver finally came. =___=
then we dried ourselves first then went straight for A&W for merienda / dinner. ooh cheeseburger~~ :3~~
then headed for park square to be picked up by jin's dad. meanwhile, jin and basti played ragnarok while i just surfed the net. haha, i've got discipline~~ didn't get tempted by RO~~ XP
haaay...now i've got 2 more works to do. math and visual arts. sigh.
lol..i'm an angel...>:P
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Sunday, November 16, 2003
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on the playlist Eien | Do As Infinity
LSAT sucked. found almost everything quite hard. ;___; everything was under pressure! and i mean every test! each item was probably allotted at most 30 seconds. man, within that time i was still staring at the question. ~__~ found it hard to concentrate considering the fact that nature was calling and i had 40 more minutes till break time. totally found myself drowning. =___=' very UNCOOL.
found my batchmates roaming around the corridor during breaktime. whew, luckily i found some people to talk to than just stand there acting like a statue.
ugh..don't wanna talk much about the test. sucks.
afterwards i, homer, gino, kat, berna, japs, and allan went straight to KFC near the university for dinner. goodness do i need fooooood~ :3~ ordered 1 pc chicken meal and coleslaw. there was never a time that i didn't order coleslaw at KFC XD. was supposed to go to our choir practice but i was way too late so i headed straight home instead.
no classes tomorrow. weee~ hmm but i have to wake up early and be at school at around 8am to be picked up by kyle for our band practice. hmm...then after that probably we'll go catch a movie...=D
accck...and homeworks never end.
1. English Research - Literature: any love story
2. Visual Arts - make a cabinet out of the given dimensions
3. Observation Report - a 1st sergeant's duty every after ACP
4. Math homework - ..uhh..i forgot...
tsk...and i'm off~ Atsuko felt a stab on her back at 10:06 p.m.
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Saturday, November 15, 2003
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on the playlist Dammit | Blink 182
hmm...today will be a busy day for me...to be at home. =__= la salle entrance exams tomorrow. gah, i better start reviewing~ >.< no, i won't cram this time. i'll probably start around 9am and end up at 5pm. there. i'll rest my brain for the rest of the period. =D
weee~ PAASCU finally paid off. because all of us were behaving well, the administration granted us NO CLASSES ON MONDAY!!! woohoo~~ gaah, monday will be full, too. no rest. we'll be having a band practice for the music appreciation on nov 24. =__= heheh wellz it's okay anyway..at least it's not related to academics or anything non-music stuff. ^__^
had a work out today. finally! now i got to stretch out those stressed muscles. i, checy, gino, potz, and kenny had a little competition in the gym. whoever fails to do 10 gigs (*1 gig = 10 jumping jacks, 10 pumps, 10 mounaineering steps) will treat the opponents drinks in the canteen. haha i lost. but i didn't make them libre~~ >=P. jogged 5 laps around the gymnasium and 1 lap around the whole school (from kinder to high school) court. >.< tiring but worth it.
waah i got one of my contact lenses ripped! dunno how it happened. just didn't wear it for a whole day ;___; borrowed eyeglasses from gabbi B-( man, that cost me a thousand bucks. now i have to buy another one. must buy a pair before the exams~~ or else i might get lost inside the campus looking for my room >.< Atsuko felt a stab on her back at 03:55 a.m.
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Friday, November 14, 2003
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had our PAASCU yesterday. PAASCU = Philippine Accreditors something School College University..? ah basta. hehe^^ i find the school really "plastic". why? these accreditors visit the school and check the policy, discipline and outlook of the school and its students. yesterday, all the teachers and students were cramming on setting up the schoool's decorations just for the PAASCU. then the class had numerous sermons from the teachers, reminding us of our behavior on that day. big plastics. =_=
newei, im off to school now this early..my sis is having her field trip today and we need to leave this early ~__~
btw, i might do what ian did on his bloggie--the top ten whatever things. just like in MTV Fashionista, too.^^ just to interestingly fill in this crappy blog. ^__^ Atsuko felt a stab on her back at 05:52 a.m.
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Wednesday, November 12, 2003
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watching some documentary news on local TV. ..some airforce pilot named Villaroel got himself killed, leaving his face gashed from the gun shots >.<...poor guy..damn government..
belated happy bday Ianskiee balonnyy~ XD
just received my report card yesterday. and yes, i got a gen. ave. of 84.19 >.< which is totally unusual and yet i know i deserve it. haaay...too much RO...
used to get ave. ranging from 88-92. now i know the feeling of a normal rebellious kid.
RO hiatus
eventually i stopped playing for a week now. improving~~ =D and i hope it will continue till i get back on focusing more on studies. man, i'm a graduating girl and i should take action for my consequences. i still go online but only for blogging, surfing, and chat. finally got back to chatting in which i was addicted before, too.^^
Vigilanteism is a deterrent to crime
--> our Christian Values Education debate topic. hmm..i partly agree to this. Sometimes we have to take risks upon preventing crime...like going against the law. Even the law or the court, for example, doesn't take care nor take action of the suspect's statement. Oftentimes even the suspect gets away from the crime because of the lawyer's performance (because he sucks). But the aggravated person needs justice. so instead of going through the law, he rather goes against it and tries to hunt down the suspect and kill him till he gets his revenge back. he will do anything for justice. ANYTHING...to the extent that he defies moral consequences and spiritual conscience. sigh. however, i still agree to this. i just can't let my sister, for example, get paranoid and insane because she got raped while the suspect roams around like a free bird, careless of what he did. of course, i'll hunt him down and make sure he won't do the same thing again. ...i'm not even sure if he'll make his life in jail for a long period of time. he might get away. i'll kill him instead. bwahahahah~ >:3
What do you think? Should vigilanteism really be a deterrent to crime? shout out your opinions. ^_^ Atsuko felt a stab on her back at 11:42 p.m.
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Sunday, November 9, 2003
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on the playlist: Tabing Ilog | Barbie's Cradle
besides blogging... watching Ms. Earth Pageant on ABSCBN, Friendster, Kazaa
had my choir practice a while ago. it's been a long time since i last attended ~__~ uhhm..i think that was 2 months choir-hiatus? hehehe..
then bought some stuff at SM Bicutan (we call it SMB) for my english project. (ahem...in which i haven't started yet. not even a draft of it. =__= lazy girl.
haha luckily i survived the mall. i had only about 72 pesos in my wallet then. unbelievable, coz i managed to spend it on the exact amount. here's what i mean:
things i spent:
1. wire = P27.75
2. glue sticks = P34.75
3. red crepe paper = P9.00
total = P71.50
haha. now i'm totally broke. ;__; and i still owe P40 to claire, P30 to homer, and P40 to checy. ;__: waaah...i'm financially poor these days.
oh, and i'm still not done with my english diorama. lol, took me 2 days to finally figure out the concept i really want. yes, i may be late in submitting but at least i like my whole idea now and i suddenly got the urge to do the project. hehehehe...late as usual.
am not really used to commuting. but out of desperation, i had to. took a bus going home last friday and saturday. then jeepney then tricycle. >.< at least im used to tricycles.^^
funny isn't it..when you love to help people concerning love issues. you give advices to them like you've experienced so much when in fact, you haven't. hahaha la lang.^^ Atsuko felt a stab on her back at 11:53 p.m.
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Saturday, November 8, 2003
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i really have this great story that happened yesterday. but i'm not in the mood to write it =__=
friendster, friendster, friendster. then i stumbled upon his profile. i read his testimonials. yada, yada...same descriptions..but then wen i read one of those testimonials, somehow..i dunno..i kinda got jealous. sigh. yes, a feeling of regret. it stabbed my heart into pieces. now they're torn, not knowing how i could put them back. i need help. i had to move on, but the more i try to, the more it keeps on coming back. Why? ...the question still remains... It's all my fault. ALL my fault. Atsuko felt a stab on her back at 10:39 p.m.
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Friday, November 7, 2003
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listening to the sound of the electric fan while my mom sleeps on the couch at this time around >.<
i want a new layout. the prob is..i am not exactly knowledgeable about making layouts using photoshop, frontpage and notepad. ~__~ i've been trying, but i just can't ;___; help~ *pokes ianskiee and adish* =) =) =) *wink*wink* hehehe ^__^ these guys know a lot more than i do. i'm new to html so sue me. =P
anyway...
isn't it funny and touching at the same time when the person you most likely hate praises and talks about you a lot? ....
i hate my sister. no, hate is too much of a word. take dislike rather. she always gets in my way. she pisses me off in every day of my life. everytime i get up the bed, she annoys me by teasing me with whatever word she could find in her vocabulary..like "hoy pangit!" "shut up! shut up! SHUUT UP!!!" "epal!" "heh! wag ka na!" that completes her day. and what do i do with it? sometimes when i boil too much i slap her. sometimes i shout at her. ok..ALWAYS. is that how much she hates me?
while we were on the way home, my sister shared her story of telling who her idol is in front of the class. she told me that i'm her idol because according to her, i'm good in everything. i won a lot of awards (ugh, that was grade school), very talented esp in music, sings very well, good in art...those things. then she smiled and gave me a hug.
i smiled back. was surprised to hear those words coming from her despite my disliking for her. she's my sister. no matter what i still love her. (?! did i just say that?!)
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Thursday, November 6, 2003
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since not everyone could get into my site, i just changed my url. yeah, yeah, same layout. just transferred the whole html XD just the url that was changed. so enjoy! =D Atsuko felt a stab on her back at 05:23 a.m.
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