Monday, November 22, 2004

waduh!

Waduh waduh! Kepale gue pusing! Kenapa ya? Mungkin enggak cukup tidur.

Waduh! Capek banget malam ini. Ya, udah ya. Gue mau bobok! Mau rest.

Esok bangun awal trus ke kerja. Esok aja ya gue update lagi!

Huehuehuehue!

Selamat Malam ya semua.....

murne 11:44 p.m.
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Sunday, November 21, 2004

New Wallet

Yey! I finally bought a new wallet for myself! Hahahahaha!!

Moly! Finally man!I still remember you said to me, "Wah, you still using this wallet?" Hhahahaha!! It striked me since then. That was like few months back! Hhahahaha!

So now, I got it. So exciting...

I just got back from work. So tired. My knees hurt. My feet is aching. And I'm eating Maggi mee and at the same time pressing the stale-coloured buttons on my keyboard.

How's your Hari Raya, guys? Mine was ok lah. Went visiting to auntie's and uncle's houses.

What else? Hmmm... Nothing much. Everynight, I log in to MSN, nobody is around to chat with! All sleeping! Even if they log in, their status would be 'Away' or 'Busy'. Sheesh! Might as well don't log in. Waste current!

Hmm.. I got a new digital camera too! I dunnoe what model leh. I'll post the picture one of these days. More pictures will be added soon in my blog too! Yey! Wah so exciting!

murne 11:48 p.m.
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Sunday, November 14, 2004

I'm melting...

I just watched Salam Lebaran 2004, the main item for that show was my Anuar Zain. Oh my god. He look like some pahlawan with his long hair man. Once he came on stage I couldn't stop smiling! -smiley- He is so charming! His voice is so powerful. Urgh geram seh. Macam nak cubit pipi dier! How I wish I could stand beside him for just one second.

I was smiling from ear to ear all the while when he was singing. He sang 2 songs. Sigh.... -melted-

Well, I managed to clear the rubbish on my pc and study table. So many things on my tables. Letters, notes, scrap, photos and all the things that you can think of.

I've ironed my baju raya, I've painted and polished my nails, I've replaced my bedsheet and quilt, I've framed up a photo of myself and placed it on my pc table and most importantly, I've taken my supper.

I had rice with Rendang Daging and Sambal Udang. Shiok! Now I'm thirsty.

Well, Helzie bought his baju raya, telok belanga style, at Geylang Serai bazaar today. Last minute! Can't wait to see him in it. -smiles-

Hmm... what else? oh ya!!!
This morning, I was walking down the street heading to my workplace, when suddenly a car stopped right beside me.
The driver rolled down his window and started asking, "Where are you going?"
So I replied, "Over there", pointing across the road which happens to be my workplace lah.
He wasn't listening to me because he didnt even look at where I was pointing at. At the same, I thought that he had lost his way or something. But I heard him saying "Kallang", so I pointed to the direction of the Kallang MRT.
Then he asked me again, "Where are you going?".
I was getting quite annoyed by his nonsense already, so, I answered in a stern tone "I'm going across the road." And I continued, "Where are you going?" and frown a little.
He said, "Kallang." And I pointed Again to the MRT station. And I walked away even before he drove off. But I managed to hear him said "Thanx".
Why did he asked me where I was going? I was thinking about it while crossing the road and started to imagine things, y'know, like what if he wanted to kidnap me or something and then I'll go missing!! Anything can happen man.

Nonsense man this people! Do I look like some Indonesian maid or something? It's not that I'm despising them or anything. And lately, someone commented that I look like a 27 year old lady! Urghh! Do I really look that old?? Help! Issit my dressing? The way I talk? The way I walk? What issit? Urrgh!!!

murne 12:50 a.m.
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Friday, November 12, 2004

I'm a hazard to Myself

Am I? Hahahhaa! Nonsense lah. But I might be a hazard to someone else. -shrugs- Whatever!

You know what? I think the word "Whatever" is being over used by the local girls here. What do you think? Short of vocabs i guess. Or, could be, trying very hard to imitate the blonds in the west. No offence to the blonds, but yeah.

Hahahhaa! Im like totally broke to the core. Is there such sentence? Broke to the core? Haahha! Well, yeah. The point is, I'm broke. Somebody save me!

I think I'm having PMS. My mood changes every few hours. -shrugs- Its tough being a girl. Kwa Kwa Kwa!!

Well, at least I'm staying with my parents not with my Auntie. Sheesh! What would it be like anyway?

-SINGS-
Minal Aidil wal Faizin
Maafkan Lahir dan Batin

Wah! I can feel the kesyahduan Hari Raya already.

-SINGS AGAIN-
bergema takbir di pagi raya
menyambut syawal, bulan mulia
ku bersyukur insan pada yg Esa
berhari raya kita semua

To end this entry, I just want to say
Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua saudara-mara, kekawan, family, my best-est friend Moly, my good friend Falah, my buddy, Helzie and lastly to my fans. Ceh! Macam amik award!
Semoga berbahagia selalu disamping yang tersayang. I mean it. -winks-
Maaf zahir dan batin. Take care of yourself people.
Jangan gaduh gaduh selalu. Jangan stress selalu. Jangan bohong-bohong selalu. Jangan jelez-jelez selalu.

Murne Out!

murne 11:02 p.m.
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Tuesday, November 9, 2004

Wah piang!

Wah piang man! People write so long an entry already, then my pc had to hang on me!!! Idiot! Stupid seh!!

You people who is reading this, you may laugh but don't tell me to use anti-virus lah, throw my pc away lah and what other nonsense you guys usually say. Just laugh alright.

Ini mendatangkan marah! Frustrating seh!

My entry so nice already and it had to hang!!!!!

And here I am writing an angry entry.

AAARRRRHHHGGGGHHH!!!!

Arrhg! I go sleep ah!

murne 05:50 a.m.
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Tuesday, November 9, 2004

Urrggh!!

I hate my pc!!!

murne 05:48 a.m.
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Tuesday, November 2, 2004

My Nose Hurts

Ai-yai-yai!!! My niece came yesterday and we were both jumping on my bed and somehow her head landed on my nose! It hurts like dunnoe what lah. Tears were coming out from my eyes and my right nose bled a little. Its still hurts. I think its a bit swollen. Sheesh! -Pamper my nose-

murne 09:44 p.m.
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Sunday, October 31, 2004

Dear, oh Dear

Hari Raya is coming! And I have not start on my shopping! Help! Help! Hmm.. I have no time to make my Kuih man.. hmm. I surveyed and I found Kenwood small stand mixer for only $60.00! Huehuehuee. Must buy if i want to make kuih. But see first lah.

murne 10:01 p.m.
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Sunday, October 17, 2004

Weewiitt!

Selamat Berpuasa semua. Alamak! Stomach ache ah! Okay. No more already. I just got back from work. Next week I'll start the atrium sale again. The worst thing is, I'll be alone. Andy, Mas and Susan will be at Tampines Mall, while I have to jaga Junction 8 alone! Boring Boring!! Urrgghh! -roll eyes- But i think it's a good thing though. I need to stay away from Andy for awhile. HAhahahaha!! He keeps asking and bothering me with his questions - the questions are all the same, mind you - again and again and again and ag..ai..n...blublublublu.... Nonsense man this Andy. First few times he asked the question, i'm ok with it. But later on, it gets onto my nerves! Blood go up man! I should get more MCs if this continue to happen. Sheesh!!

I'm worried that I won't get my Renoma shoes before Raya! They are waiting for me on the shelf! Kesian diorang. Sabar eh kasut. I'll definitely come and get you as soon as possible. Sigh... bulbulblublu!!

Hari Raya is just around the next few corners. Still have 3 1/2 weeks to go. Haiyah. Nak beli kasut, nak beli kasut. Murne! Stop it! I'm crazy!

How do you guys can tahan my nonsense? HAhaHAHA!! I'm thirsty. Too much laffing. -get a drink and a plate of mee goreng- Wah! Nice man the mee goreng. Mee goreng buka puasa nye. Saya ni tak puasa. Ambik lah belen belen, macam tikus mondok. Tikus ni advanced sikit, tau buat air Ribena. Kwa kwa kwa!

Jeng Jeng Jeng!! Air Ribena dah habis, mee saya belum habis! Buat lagi satu cawan Ribena.... Kwa Kwa kwa.

Selamat bersahur!

murne 09:21 p.m.
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Friday, October 15, 2004

Very Sick

I feel weak. Fortunately, the Doctor gave me 2 days MC. Phew! Well, actually, I asked for it, and he gladly gave it to me. How sweet. Helzie and I was making fun out of his name, but we found out he (the Doctor) was quite good and educated looking. Huehuehe. I just ate my medicine. 5 different packs altogether. But i had to take 2 tablets for one of the packs - The Antibiotics - .

I think, I can't eat too much of oily food. It makes me feel like throwing up! I had my nap, and when I woke up, i felt so weak. My hands were trembling and my head started to churn up, nausea, they call it. Kepala gue pusing! Sheesh! I made hot milo and noodles for myself and quickly took my medication. I felt better then.

Today is the 1st day of Ramadhan. Fasting month. Selamat Berpuasa!

Anyway, I watched Hikmah. Indonesian drama, RCTI. So sedih the story.

murne 09:20 p.m.
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Thursday, October 14, 2004

Off day plus Sick day

Yesterday, was my off day. I had my hair permed again. Now, I think, I look like Jimi Hendrix's mother. I went to Kimage Hairdressing. It was quite interesting because yesterday was the first time I had a Malay hairdresser to serve me. I felt awkward. It was funny at the same time too.

It took about 3 1/2 hours. Helzie and Andy watched White Chicks while waiting for me to finish my perming session. By late noon, we met Fazly and Wawa, and we had early dinner together at Long John's Silver. Then we walk to HMV, listen to some music and we visit Jessman at his workplace. We all waited for him and then we took Neoprint photos together. But, too bad, Andy had to go off due to some unexpected circumstances. HUehuehuee. Anyway here are few of the photos that we took.

STEP-look pose.

All Smiles.

Cheeseey.

However, I'm sick today! Fever! Urrgh! But i got 2 days MC. Yey! I need to rest. My temperature earlier in the day was 38.8 degree celcius. I am one hot babe!

murne 09:43 p.m.
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Monday, October 11, 2004

i'm back

Finally I have some free time to add an entry. Hmm, where should I begin?? Nothing much, but fasting month is coming! Yey! So exciting! HUehuheuhee!

I bought my baju raya already. Well, some people I know, had already tempah 2 or 3 set, much earlier than me. I dunwan to tell you who lah. This year I'm trying something new - I've never tried to put on this particular suit before - yeah. It took me 2 days to tell myself that it is worth the buy. Heart pain leh. Expensive. I didn't tell my mader the actual price. I would probably receive a long, enchanting, high pitched nagging from her. -shakes head-

Anyway, let me tell you. Anuar Zain's voice melt my two small ears whenever i listen to his song. Sigh... He is charismatic, charming and what else... handsome. Yeah.

I'm sleepy ah.. it's ok, it's ok. HAHAAHHAHHA!!!

murne 10:27 p.m.
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Monday, September 27, 2004

Afro? Or Straight?

I'm planning to perm my hair again. Please dun tell me to do dreadlocks bcoz I dun think its a suitable hair style in Singapore. Singapore is too darn hot. Sheesh!

I want to do afro. Well, not so afro lah. But that's my aim. Moly giving me a 30% discount voucher from Kimage. Yey! Thanks Mol. We'll go together and sit side by side in the salon. Hahahaha!

I don't want to do rebonding. Straight is boring. And furthermore, it doesn't suit me. And its super-darn expensive. Sheesh! Ways to cheat money from us. -roll eyes-

Hmm. What else.. I am listening to songs right now. So bored right now.

I'm eating maggi mee now. Yum Yum! MMhhmm.. Extraordinary.. (delifrance ad). Yok makan Yok!

Oh ya! And guess what. Few hours ago, I switched on my air-conditioner and a lizard tried to commit suicide. The lizard panicked and it actually jumped down from the louver followed by it's tail. Yeah, it got stuck somehow. HAHAHAHAH!!! Padan muka! Tinggal lagi dalam air-con aku. Amik ko! Terperanjat kan, terperanjat kan!
Well, the lizard is still alive and kicking. It's a tough one. I think my room is the perfect, romantic suite for house-lizards. Sometimes, I can see the young ones, crawling on my ceiling. Errgh! Yuck!

murne 10:40 p.m.
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Sunday, September 26, 2004

Life Is Full Of Surprises

Well, I am currently listening to songs i downloaded from IRC.

Anyway, I left early from work, at about 5pm yesterday. Then I called Helzie and he started to stress out. He claims that he didn't smoke the whole day. I think, you need to learn to relax Mr. Blood Pressure.

Well, we decided to meet up at City Hall. And so we did. He was with Shereen, Izhar, Rabiatul, Aisha, there's another girl i forgot her name, there's a guy who wear specs i don't know his name either, and lastly Firdaus. Yeah, Firdaus was there too. Surprise, surprise. It was unexpected. Unexpected seh. So cheessy. Kwa KWA kWA~~

With Helzie's super-duper-big mouth he can never keep a secret. Well, actually he can. Only if its really, really, really meant to be a secret. Well, anyways, the whole world already knows about it. Ai-yai-yai. When Firdaus suddenly appear out of nowhere, I wanted a hug from him. And i got it. He was reluctant at first, but Helzie gave him a push. He had to go off to work and he gave me a hug again before he left. Hheuheue. Yey! How nice. -smile from ear to ear-

The rest of us went ahead without him to Cavana. Eat chicken rice. Mmmm... Extraordinary (delifrance ad). Ok anyways, then we all chat and joke and chat again. Then we all went home. The End.

Secrets.
What if, I was left alone in that room, in that bed? Alone.
Bearing all the pain. The pain was unbearable.
I cried. I was scared. I was in pain.
Those were the tough moments.
"It won't rain all the time", he said. And I believe that. Still.
Life is slowly getting better. Slow, but yeah, it's better.
"I didn't leave", he said again.
And, the secret is still safe.

murne 05:27 p.m.
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Monday, September 20, 2004

Michael Bople

Well, well. Talking about Sylvester Sim the other day, one of the 12 finalist for Singapore Idol, here is something that almost went unnoticed but not forgotten. And here I am trying to re-live the memories. Kwa Kwa Kwa.

Yup. That's your favourite neigbourhood friend, Helzie. He got thru the FIRST audition. Well, he did and he should! Why? Bcoz.. He stood in the rain, obviously he got drenched, he queued up the whole night, he lost his que-line, he didn't get enough sleep, he made friends with selfish, un-helpful people who called themselves Singaporeans, and he didn't get to eat his dinner the whole night and he didnt get to eat his breakfast hot, and most importantly, he's got a nice voice. Ai-yai-yai! Wow! I sound like a drama-mama. But its all true. Nothing above is a lie. For verification, go to Moly.

Anyone want to buy 4D? That's his Singapore Idol's verification number. Cool huh? The 3 of us, Helzie, Moly and me, were so excited when he got through the first audition to meet the judges. He sang Moondance by Michael Buble. And that is how he got his nick, Michael Bople, from Siddiq, most probably. Very comforting.

And you guys obviously already know the results. He didnt make a good impression to survive through the 2nd audition. -sad face- Anyway, it was a very tense moment for Moly and me to wait for him to come out from that room. And we met Gurmit. He stood with us, outside the door, waiting for Helzie to come out. He was nice. But not his t-shirt.

Our hopes are scrapped. Taken away. Gone. Our morale-meter was like at minus 10. I wanted to cry, but couldn't, bcoz the cameraman and his partner was like shoving his big camera and this big microphone at our faces. Urgh! It was a real big disappointment for the 3 of us. We can see it among ourselves. None of us had the mood to talk, laugh or make lame jokes while on our way home. The energy is gone.

Nonetheless, he tried. We are proud of him. At least, I am. At least, I know Helzie is not as egoistic as that Taufik(one of the finalist, i think). At least, I know he can sing better than that Mat Tapered he made friends with. Or that malay contestant, i forgot his name, the one in wildcard, Moly what's his name? Can sombody help me out here?

Yeah. Well, there are more photos taken during the auditions uploaded in Moly's personal photosite. Go view them. Have fun!

murne 12:05 a.m.
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Saturday, September 18, 2004

missing the days...

Yes, I miss school. I can still remember the days back then. Well, most of it.

I was so naive. I admit. And gullible and so full of myself. Like a blondy. No offence but, yeah. And honestly, i'm not proud of it. Fever, man! Sheesh! But, I'm a better person now. At least, that's what I think, and plus a few other people I know. I am ber-syukur to what I have turn into now and whatever I have. And of course, my friends and family. Alhamdullillah.

Let see if i still have photos of when i was in my early years; when my hair was straight and un-happening and boring. ai-yai-yai!
*check,check,check* *rummage,rummage,rummage*

Hmm. I dun have much. But here's one. That is a really big cheese. Chesdale cheese. Chesdale, Chesdale, taste good with everything..
Somehow, i was quite terrified with its looks. And check out my hair. So straight.

Here's another one. I am amazed at the length of my hair. So straight.

It was a horrible moment; to hold that snake. The photographer took so long to snap. I could have pissed if he took any longer. Sheesh!

But, yeah, I love snakes. This one apparently is heavy. The zookeeper didn't want to risk putting it on my shoulders.

Ishk! I must have really held that snake tight. Look at his upper body. HAHAHA!!! Trying really hard to move. Aww..poor snake.

I want to go to the zoo again. SO fun! Better than going to Orchard~~ Road *roll eyes*. Sheesh! Another good place is the beach. Yup. Rest and relax.

Talking about beach, which reminds me of Foam Party at Sentosa. HAHAHAHHAHA!! Kwa Kwa Kwa!! I met Helzie there! KAHAHAA!!! What a night man. It was cool. Yeah. That was like, 4-ancient-years ago.

I had my convocation last August. Look at us. Joyfully making a fool out of ourselves. Peer pressure. Must be.

I think we need help. Innocent people are irritated and annoyed with us. Well, BY us more like. Good job well done to us. (shakes hand with the two of you and myself. I don't know how, but, yeah.)

to be continued

murne 08:55 p.m.
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Thursday, September 16, 2004

Yucks!

Eeeeeee!! The judges picked Maia! Eeeeee!! Yuck! I am so disappointed with my two favourite judges! So sad.

On the contrary, Sylvester Sim got into the top 12. He won the audience vote!!! Yey!!! Yey!!! One of them is me! Wow! I thought he's not going through. Phew!! My $1 dollar not gone to waste. Hahaha! Gonna catch a movie next week with Helzie. I'm going to make it a must. And so will he.

murne 10:26 p.m.
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Thursday, September 16, 2004

Slightly Relieved But It's Not Over Yet

Well, yeah. I'm feeling slightly relieved. I am still hoping that everything will turn out fine.

It seems that my life is full of ups and downs, like a double-looped-roller-coaster ride. Well, come to think of it, i'm sure i'm not the only one.

Anyway, i'm watching Singapore Idol, and this fella here; i don't want to say his name, save him from embarrassment; is singing horrendously. Not to worry, he's not the only one. Sheesh!

There is only one girl and one guy, who i think can really sing, come to think of it, they are the only ones who can sing in this episode. Beverly M. and Sylvester Sim. And the judges, are beginning to lose their momentum, they gave lame remarks or comments at times, and, praised the ones that to me are crap. Fortunately, Douglas Oliveiro and Ken Lim are the only good, sensible, non-deaf judges around. Phew!

I just voted for Sylvester, only. Twice. HaHAHA! So exciting!! He's got the Ah Beng look but his voice; where did the voice come from? Very, very impressive performance. I was impressed, and my other two favourite, sensible judges was also impressed.

My two good friends, Falah and Moly also voted for Sylvester! Hahahaha! And Moly's MSN goes like:"hey Mat Rocker, U got MY vote! Gua caya sama lu!". That's Moly alright. She's fun.

We are now waiting, on our toes, (i don't know about them, but i am) for the results live at 10pm on Channel 5.

murne 08:20 p.m.
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Beauty and The Beast

hey.. i think i'm gonna play my favourite childhood movie later. Moly, a good friend of mine, had actually burn a copy of Beauty and The Beast for me. Well, actually i asked her to. Kwa Kwa KWa! Thanks Mol!

I used to watch Beauty and The Beast video cassette when i was young, almost like everyday. And i would sing along with Belle and other songs sang by other characters in the movie. *smile*

I'm currently worried about something. I hope it will all turn out well. A day of worries is much more tiring than a day of work, they used to say. True enough.

murne 10:59 p.m.
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