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life...and Elder Dragon Legends ^_^
Sunday, January 19, 2003
06:37 p.m.
I went shopping today with Shawn...bought the remaing three Elder Dragon Legends i needed from the Chronicles set for Magic: The Gathering...not like you care, but hey. went bowling last night. Had fun. Bunch of people i've never heard of before. i remember the names of Liz (lindsey), Nicole, Adam (idiot), John (wuss), Shantel, and...and...well of course i'd remember Jill, Laura and Mel. So there ya go. I think that may have been everyone as well...not sure. Either way, good time, and.....that about is the whole story...some stuff i'm not gonna mention cause people read this who sometimes i wish wouldn't, but hey, that's only those occasion. And next time someone reads this, expect it to be almost blank..i'm gonna archive these entries and continue writing anew. Lata
Web site
Friday, January 17, 2003
02:41 p.m.
...gonna need this later
http://dgl.microsoft.com/?CAG=1
whoo.....school.....waste of time....
Tuesday, January 14, 2003
10:24 a.m.
See, i go to Anderson's TA to do my little book report thing. He's busy, so i don't wanna go back to my TA cause i have nothing better to do there. And it's not like i can do this there either. So i'll just sit here, write, and make it seem lke i'm not neglecting anything. I just wish at times that people didn't decide to read this every now and then.then it'd be more like a true journal. Because this is like a journal to me. But if people i know can know some of the stuff i know, then might have to re think their opinion of me. See, i've said too much. Ah fuck it. Whatever. I should probably do some other work. Bu this is more fun.....if it can be sonsidered fun. So i'll just sit here, blog away....did you know that blog is one of the official 'banned' words....it's supposedly over used...i have way to much free time on my hands if i can listen to CBC. it is such a waste of time. I'm happy tho, cause lately on the internet, i found a No CD hack for Warcraft 3, so i've been playing that a lot. I'm on the third campaign (Orc) if anybody cares. I'm kinda sucking on the one mission i'm on right now tho....Fucking night elves decimate the orcs. The archers dominate, and the best unit i can get is either a raider or a kodo. Grunt aren't that bad, but Grom blows goats. I don't like the abilities a blademaster gets. I like the Far Seer abilties better. But then when you play as the undead on a custom game...i like Dread Lords the best. But i don't think you WANT me to bore you with this mindless useless game lingo crap eh?! So i'll just stop that and hope i can talk about something more interesting. Whatever, i should probably just go. Lata
Story...whee....i didn't think so either
Thursday, January 9, 2003
03:13 p.m.
yay *twitch*! I don't like things like this. They kinda mke me wanna go 'NO!' This is a story to show how worthwhile learning takes place outside of the school (and area type deal thing). Whatever, i'll post cause me e-mail STILL doesn't work...so i guess this will hafta work...for a looooong while, cause i don't even wanna get a new e-mail. Even tho it is done... the sotry, what ever, here goes...
Lessons To Be Learned
You hear him holler out to your mother and father that he’s going out.
“Alright, but don’t be out too late!”
“I wont!”
You give him a good minute for a head start before you out the to the side of the house where you grab your own bike. There are only two ways he could have gone. You look up your street to the busier part of town and see him turn left at the intersection. You pedal hard to keep up with him, and follow for the better part of an hour until he slows, then finally stop at a park, looks around behind him, but as you are on the other side of the road, he doesn’t see you. He begins walking towards a group of shady looking youths. His ‘friends’ he tells mom and dad. They stand there smoking and spitting, and when he reaches the group, they offer him a cigarette. He takes it, but hesitantly as far as you can see from you ‘hiding’ place among the parents and toddlers. You feel out of place without a child, even though you barely turned 18. The parents eye you suspiciously, but you pay them no heed as you continue to observe him. He stands there, smoking and laughing, seemingly having a good time. Your gut wrenches as you observe the scene. You never had thought he’d sink this low into the pit of self-pity. The group begins to leave the park, and you feel that you should follow. The sun is slowly setting, and the shadows grow long. The crimson rays blind you as you make your way back to your bike. You think of the undone homework on the counter still.
On the way home you go over what could have made him do this to himself. Ideas run through your head, however none of them seem logical enough. Once you turn the final corner, it is almost dark, and the street lamps begin to come on one by one. You open the large, wooden door to your house and slowly climb the stairs. Sitting on your bed you think about if he knew what it would do to his family. You do care about him after all. You may not be able to show it so well, but brothers usually can’t. Eventually, sleep claims you, but you don’t sleep well, and not for the next few days to come either.
The next week, you decide to follow him again as mom and dad decided to take small vacation from home. This time, he takes some other new turns he didn’t take last time you followed, but are confident you can find your way back. When he reaches his destination, you are surprised to find that it is the old abandoned industrial area. He doesn’t seem so worried this time that someone is following him, so he strides confidently towards an old marshmallow plant. You can hear music and all coming from it, faintly, but definitely there. He scales the fence and hear a thud as he hits the ground. A blast of music rushes from inside as the door briefly opens then closes. You slowly gather up the courage to go inside after him. You know what goes on here. You used to be exactly like him, bold, brave, and hotheaded and in need of help with some problems. A bit of a show-off as well. You climb the fence, but not as gracefully as you once might have. You are a bit out of practise. You step inside and the music hits you hard. It’s almost unbearably loud, and the smell of pot and various other drugs is in the air. You look around, and the mass of people seems like an impenetrable wall of flesh and cloth. You break the wall and head for the far wall, with stairs leading to a balcony. Where you were the people flow back into the break like a liquid. Once up the stairs you begin to search the crowd. You spot him talking to some of the people who looked similar to the people in the park. He gives them some money, and they hand him a few bags of something indiscernible from this distance. You quickly rush down the stairs in an attempt to get to him before you loose him again. You still manage to lose him, and while you’re searching, out of the corner of your eye you briefly see a crack of failing sunlight in the general direction of the door. You head that way, and once outside, he is at the top of the fence. And ready to jump when he spots you. He just about loses his perch but manages to recover.
“What are you doing here?” he asks in a weak voice.
“ Looking for you.” You reply in a monotone voice.
You and he stand that way in silence for a little bit longer.
“Let’s go home.” You say.
On the way you ask him a few questions, like who those guys are, what they do, how he knows them. He seems reluctant to answer them, but does. At home you two sit in his room. You talk about his problems. He provides information about them. When you are just about done. He tells what he’s been going through, and how he knows what happens and how he knows it’s not healthy for him, but that all doesn’t really hold meaning for him.
“All school tells us about these kinds of things is, BAD BAD, NO BAD! So I decided to see if even half of what they say holds true.”
“ If you wanted to you could’ve asked me.”
“And what would you know?”
“A lot more than you…even as you are now.”
As you talked, he began to deal with all that he’s been doing and realizing the full problems with what he was doing. You are just relieved that he is realizing what is horrible. It is a good thing he learned for himself, but you both know that he himself could not really have learned this from his peers, friends or teachers. He had to do it for himself.
Neglect.....ass vacuums....and life in general
Sunday, January 5, 2003
09:35 p.m.
Neglectfullness....wonderful thing no? It seems to happen to me with everything...especially school work, i still have 2 units to do in my science thinga majigger, i've been neglecting my journal, and my blog (did you know that blog has become an outdated word?)...ass vacuums...gotta love em...that's from the saying, "That sucks so much ass it creates an ass vacuum". and that saying is from the repetoire of Mel. And i've been reduced to listenin to the radio....cause my CD's are over on the stand. But anyway. Christmas, fun, got lots of stuff, forget what...ish... New years, fun, got drunk at Jill's, watched 10 things i hate about you, went out and bought lighters for our sparkler thingies. It was not bad, hung out with Mel and Laura last friday...that was good... Then headed out for scandia...burnt things in my room there, that was about all. Ooh, i also took apart the computer out there in an attempt to upgrade it....no luck, it's a piece of shit, very old. Either way, life is good, kinda...i have some of the deep dark not so scret things goin on, no i wont tell you...either way, im going to bed now....it seems to be 10:00pm, not 9:35 anymore...well, lata all.
Essay....i hate posting my homework just because the damn e-mail doesn't work....oh well, this time i wont delete m
Tuesday, December 10, 2002
03:22 p.m.
Well, we may have all either heard, or read the book Changing Jareth...but feel special...i have to write a fucking essay, so in the meantime...i'll just post it here...so you can A)read it, and; B)i can get it later at home when i have to finish typing it.
Hero’s And Villains
Most people in general may not think of Jareth Gardner as a hero in any sense. He may just seem like an unruly, nobody kid who came from a messed up family with no sense of direction in his life. While the majority of that may be true, he is still a hero in my eyes.
One of the qualities that make Jareth such a hero is how he cares for all of those around him. How when he had heard that Zoe was in the hospital, he had become very concerned about her safety, especially after meeting her father. He was not the most pleasant man in the world, and after meeting him; I would be wondering what really happened to Zoe after hearing him say she ‘fell down the stairs’. Another instance of Jareth’s caring manner is how when the Peterson kid, named Richard, had figured out that Jareth took his money and presented his problem to him, Jareth could’ve just said “No kid you’re on your own.” But instead, Jareth thought it all over and decided that he would help out Richard, give him a sum of the money he owed Boswell, who was Richards dealer as Richard sold pot around at his school, and formulated a plan to help Richard pay off his debt with Boswell and stop participating in the drug scene. Secondly, another example of Jareth’s hero qualities is how he finally got a job at Tinsel Town Video. That may not seem like a big thing, but most kids when they ‘drop out’ of school like Jareth, they probably decide to get welfare and just bum around until they need a job. Jareth doesn’t particularly need this job, but he still decides to go out and get one. And judging from his behaviour on the way home after getting his job, he is actually enthusiastic about the idea. A third heroic quality of Jareth, is how really what he does during the day. Most kids just hang around in their spare time and just waste the day away. While at times it may seem like Jareth does just that, which I am not saying he doesn’t, he does have an artistic streak in him, which makes him a unique individual. He has a different perspective on things from life experience, and from an artistic point of view. And finally, the last epic quality of Jareth’s is that he has persevered through times of trouble and hardships in his life. Maybe he chose the wrong way to deal with it a few times, but through his choices he survived, and he came out a stronger better person in the end. He may have had a troubling life, but towards the end of the book Changing Jareth, he becomes a really true person and, in the eyes of many, a hero. And others may feel that they know what it’s like to be one too.
I feel that I am a hero and I have several qualities that show this in truth. One of these things is that my family gets along very well. We function very well together and we do not quarrel with each other over the smallest things. We sit down at every meal when possible and we eat as a family. It takes a great deal of effort from everyone to work, and this has been how we have endured over the many years of my life. One more proof that I am a heroic person, is how I am a caring individual. If I see someone in need, more often than not I will help him or her. One example of when and where I do this is how I volunteer at the hospital for about 10 weeks at a time. Lately I worked in the GAU, which is the Geriatrics Assessment Unit, where they assess the older generation to see whether they are fit to live on their own. Naturally, some of these people are not fit, and often may require feeding and other such care, and I am often more than willing to help out. A third heroic quality of mine is how I am very good at my schoolwork. I always get my homework done on time unless some of those unforeseen consequences show up. An example of this is Math. I have never not completed an assignment just because I did not understand it. I either asked my mother, sister, or went to my math teacher before school, or during TA. One of the things about math also, is that it is my favourite subject. I am very eager about my studies in school, and strive to be the best I can. The fourth and final thing about myself, that could be considered heroic, is how I do not do drugs. I think that it is a heroic quality because; most of the villains in the world are into a lot of drugs that destroy the body. If you truly care about what happens to yourself, you wouldn’t do drugs, because how could you be a hero, if you are there unresponsive because you’re baked out of your mind, or hacking your lungs out from smokers cough and will die of lung cancer in 15 years. Those are my heroic qualities, which apply to more people than only me.
A person in my life, who I consider a hero in many ways, and is a relatively influential figure in my life, is my sister.
Could you tell that it was about hero's/villains? Maybe not so much the villain part, but i think it's still valid. so in the mean time while i wait for the goddam bell to ring to get out of this hell hole dubbed school...i think i'll just entertain you people for a little by rambling on and on and on. Which is theoretically impossible, but i can really do it, just sit back, relax, and begin to read...oooooooooooooooook, not quite, but you may get the general idea of where i'm coming from. If not, that is fine by me...and granted, i feel too that i have been neglecting my blog...but hey, seeing as how i have lately been on a formatting binge...AGAIN...and my computer is sooooooooo fucked up right now that it is so not funny....and alsto, just for the record, most of that stuff about me in my essay is a total load of horse shit (no offense Mel), so yeah...i guess i better go beforea Anderson catches on that im not actually typing..so lata all
So i wanted quizzes.....so what?
Monday, December 2, 2002
04:35 p.m.
What's your sexual appeal?
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Oy....trippy
DUDE....IM IM LOVE WITH THE FORK
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SUCKERS....i like me
What main character on Daria are you most like?
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At least im not the football moron!
, well, im outta here...gotta call my sis to go home..lata all
La li la di do....i must say...i have some of the stupidest titles ever...
Monday, December 2, 2002
04:13 p.m.
As i sit here....doing absoloutly nuthing on my yearbook page (mainly cause i hate adobe) and write in my blog with my pop and *drools* starrrrburrrst.....sorry...im not doing much of anything...let alone write in my blog...sooooas i sit here...talking with Andrea about formatting my hard drive, and how i've done it about 8-10 times. LA DI LA DI DOOOOOOOOOOOOO..............................................
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......right, well, im my lifelessness i will now leave...have fun all.....:-P
School....dude....boring
Monday, November 25, 2002
04:02 p.m.
Her after school at the wonderful yearbook club.....i have no pictures for my page because my sport (baseball...*shudders with a twitch*) hasn't started yet...its a srping thing. And i thought up a great title too...it was Slapshots With Balls (hee hee). Sorry, i didn't MEAN it to come out that way...it just did. either way, i believe that i must go...and actually work on it (ha ha...not a chance)...but yeah, i bitched at Kim yesterday...reason? i'll tell you...she claims to be in love with this Coty guy she's goin out with...and he lives in BC, hasn't seena picture of her, and he writes poems about her...and they are supposedly deeply madly in love...and he supposedly will kill himself if she dumps him. It is so fucking pathetic...it makes me wanna go jump of a bridge...but hey...bridge jumpin is so out right? Jokin, but yeah...how you tell me YOUR thoughts on it...what is it on your patheticness scale? Email me at my e-mail if you feel like it...but in the mean time...i going now....either way...lata
Oh and by the way....prepare yourself for SCREAMING TEMPORAL DOOM!
=D
its been.....a while?
Sunday, November 24, 2002
08:36 p.m.
So i've been neglecting this poor poor blog a little....im sorry, but i have been neglecting my Journal that i have here at home too....its not the best thing, but i try not too....im just not really inspired...i dont usually know what to write....well...i guess i just popped in to say hi...so yeah. lata
Interesting stuff....for a german project that is...
Thursday, November 21, 2002
09:54 a.m.
The top 40 songs in Germany as of today...interesting, but sad in some spots.
1. Dilemma – Nelly
2. Dirrty – Christina Aguilera
3. Like I Love you – Justin Timberlake
4. One Love – BLUE
5. What I got to school for – Busted
6. Skin on Skin – Sarah Connor
7. Just like a pill – Pink
8. Unbreakable – Westlife
9. Kimnotyze – DJ Tomekk Feat. Lil ‘Kim
10. Cleanin’ out my closet – Eminem
11. Die another Day – Madonna
12. Complicated – Avril Lavigne
13. Rock my life – Jeanetter
14. The tide is high – Atomic Kitten
15. Gesegnet seist du – Ben
16. Objection – Shakira
17. The Ketchup song – Las Ketchup
18. What’s your falva – Craig David
19. Dreamer – Ozzy Ossbourne
20. She Hates Me – Puddle of Mudd
21. Help Me – Nick Carter
22. Everytime – The Flames
23. Cruisen – Massive Töne
24. E – Drunken Monkey
25. Will it ever – Natural
26. We’re not gonna take it – Donots
27. Till ab Joe – Kool Savas
28. Too bad – Nickleback
29. Limit – Deichkind
30. 2000 guns – Sono
31. Pts of athrty – Linkin Park
32. Just A little – Liberty X
33. Ich und Elaine – 2raumwohnung
34. Gagsta Lovin’ – Eve feat Alicia Keys
35. The Summer is calling – Aquagen
36. Let this party never en – Mark Oh
37. In april – Wonderwall
38. One Night Stand – Sarah Connor feat. Wyclef Jen
39. Multiply – XZIBIT
40. Wenn ich schon Kinder Hätte – Zavier Naidoo
Thanks to the webpage of N-Joy Radio for these....but still...kinds sad in some spots...
Happiness...Tiredness....Happiness.....Tiredness.....what?
Saturday, November 16, 2002
11:11 p.m.
Music: System Of A Down - Streamline, Taproot - Again and Again, System Of A Down - Fuck the System, Taproot - Believed, Korn - Dead Bodies Everywhere
See, i HAD this ENTIRE LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG Entry...but then my computer had a, and i say this exactly, "Windows Protection Error Please Restart Your Computer"
So here i am AGAIN writing this fucking piece of shit out....ANYWAY...
To continue about last nights events at about 9:30 (pm of course), i went over to Tylers plave (musical god to me...he play bass, guitar, and drums by ear) and i jammed with him. I just played a few things i had thought were cool when ever i fiddled around at home, and he managed to come up with stuff on the guitar and drums for it all, so we mixed-and-matched some stuff, used the distortion pedal and stuff, and came up with some pretty cool sounding stuff...it appeared to help that i knew a major key apart from a minor key as we would've had a dual key piece...which sounds like shit to any normal person...why is cause it doesn't work. So we got some cool sounding stuff and are gonna see what we can do in the way of other parts to a 'song' which is what it appears to be turning into.
So, to now move on to today/tomorrows events...today was this sweet ass open tournament at Eagle Butte High School which Jakob participated in, so i hung out there for 4 hours...talked a little with Christy *twitch* and her friend Alishia(?). I strangely enough forget what we talked about, so it must have not been significant. Either way, i practised more piano than usual today as i have a piano recital tomorrow at the library at 6:00 pm. Great stuff i just have to work on this one part in my song and it should all be good. And i also went swimming today...whoo!
Just thought i'd include this little semi-rantish thing o mine about my fucking bitch of a mom being back from Germany. It pisses me off how as soon as she fucking gets home how the next day when i go to take a shower in 'my' shower (the other end of the house...the little dinky shower) and she friggin says "no go in the other one" so me im like "why" and she's like "just do it" and im like "why", and she's like "just go" and im like whatever, but i do anyway cause it is her second day back...so whatever. And fuck...she treats everything like a fucking 3 year olds version of a dictatorship. She HAS to control everything or else...and if something does't go her way, she kicks and screams till she gets it just about...and the one time when i wouldn't go to bed cause i was fuckin sorting my cards she takes 'em and throws em all on the ground and says "now you know how i feel when you..." (fill it in yourself...you can just guess that's its whatever i do that pisses her off). So yeah...finishing ranting and leaving..playing alittle more piano and then goin to bed after a snack...well, later all.
Yeesh...More Quizzes
Saturday, November 16, 2002
10:45 a.m.
Subculture Label...
The Subculture Label Quiz
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What Christina am i? (...the hell...im a guy!)
Congradulations! you are Gothic Christina! you tend to keep to yourself. Your pesimistic and sarcastic. but you probally have a good reason for it.
Which Christina Are You?
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Well...what...classic...pin-up girl? As I said...im A GUY!
What Classic Pin-up Are You? by Medox
What Greek God...I am so proud of this one!
Hades is the lord of the dead and ruler of the nether world.
I'm Hades!
I dont know this one, but what Jake Gyllenhaal Charater am I?
Which Jake Gyllenhaal Character Are You?
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And, What kind of Coffee!
What Kind of Coffee are You? by Medox
What New Jersey Band
What New Jersey band are you?
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What Peanuts CHaracter
Which Peanuts Character Are You Quiz
Who's Hair Am I?
Whose Hair are You?
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And that concludes this quiz session...nowto fix the others which appear to not be working so well with the whole showing up part...well, Have a nice day.
Happiness...I'm Happy alright...don't ask why
Friday, November 15, 2002
07:17 p.m.
Music: System Of A Down/Puffy/Mase - Will they die 4 you
Damn right i'm happy.....i just don't feel like posting it cause some people read this which is why i hesitate to post personal stuff...but either way, i'm HAPPY....*looks around suspiciously*....what the hell are you lookin at? What Ever, Later All!
Back...damn movies...
Wednesday, November 13, 2002
09:22 p.m.
Music: KMFDM - Anarchy, System Of A Down - Fuck the System, Rammstein - Du Hast, Korn - Dead Bodies Everywhere
I don't really think that The Ring was SUPPOSED to be a comedy...how bout you? I think it was intended to be a thriller/chiller/horror movie. As i sit here chatting with all my friends, i have decided to make a new sentence with no punctuation or spaces what so ever...see if you can figure it out.
hisohowareallofyoutodaymeimfinejustalittleboredandoffthewallmyonlinefriendsaretotalpsychoticsbutheythatsok
fun shit eh? So bored am i that im not even talking to them...they are THE conversation...im just listening to them and my wonderful music..i love SOAD. Seeing as to how im Serj anyway. Well, here i am having a great time...blogging...how did anyone come up with that werd anyway? That's like me saying Kobnawa instead of Konbanwa...i do like Kobnawa better tho, hence it being a wErd...Its great fun making up werds...you should all try...but don't actually TRY...it's supposed to happen naturally...like being high seems like its natural... I AM SO FRIGGIN BORED...even tho i did go to a movie..The Ring incased you haven't guessed...it was ok, but it had a half ass ending that needs re-writing. The idiotic movie...with HORSES...oh wait...sorry Mel. But yeah..little girl, and horses, and psychotic parents...damn...stupid mom, kills her kid...that's wrong. Well, im off...shit..it tooks me like 20 minutes to write this pitiful little entry...what ever.
later all.
Once Again, more quizzes....YEAY!!!! ahem...not really-ish
Wednesday, November 13, 2002
04:25 p.m.
How emotional am i?
How Emotional Are You?
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Person Type
A different quiz, what strange type of person are you?
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True Aura Colour
What Is Your True Aura Colour?
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What Aminal(yes i pruposely spelled that wrong)
What Obscure Animal are you?
More on Fennecs Foxes:
Fennecs Foxes are very very tiny and weigh about 3 pounds full grown!
Proportionally they have the biggest ears of any Canine
They live in deserts and are nocturnal, to avoid the heat
They make really great pets... if you can cough up the 1000$ for one @_@;
As pets they eat catfood and really like grapes.
What Box do i get put in?
What box do you get put in?
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What Creautre am i?
What Spooky Being are You?
What Diablo II Character am i?
Take the Diablo II Character Test.
And so far, my FAVOURITE...i like Serj...cause im him for What System Of A Down Character am i.
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Which System of a Down Member Are You?
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Well, 'twas fun, but now i must go..im off, to do my Serj-y and Necromancer-y things.
So...i dont care...but i do
Tuesday, November 12, 2002
09:52 p.m.
Music: Korn - Falling Away From Me, Korn - Dead Bodies Everywhere, Korn - Freak On A Leash
So i have relationship issues...new and old...life sucks..poeple deal...we get over it...I just wanna kick myself every now and then for not realizing some things i should have way before it was too late...see where it got me? No you don't cause you dont know where i am now. I hesitate to post this...cause i know some of the closest people around me have no idea what has passed in the last what...2-3 weeks...its a long story...i could never be as in depth as Mel as things are mostly blurry to me after 48 hours. Well...it works like this. I went out with this certain Mel...and relationships go as they do usually...after i while i figure whatever in my insensitive guy way and figure i'll dump her...first thing...i dump her on her birthday party (smart ass Daniel does it again)...it goes for a while, some mild hostility bout it bein over the internet (understandable...never do it yourself (the internet part that is)).
So, then there's this birthday party...Jill's and Shawn's right. There would be Curtis, Kyle, Shawn, Katie, Jill, Mel, Kim, and of course...myself. So its ok then, not bad, not good, but ok...so then we all go to this soccer game that Shawn and Kyle were playing at (they lost...however Shawn and Kyle were the most pro players there), So it was around then that i apologized bout being an asshole and dumping her online...so we then become buddy-ish people. Kinda like the 'old times' like before the whole asked her out thing. So then we all go bowling after the game...that's where things got...wierd? So then after a while of bowling when we got all tired of it
i was sitting at this table...and so were a few others. See, we were trying to hook up Shawn and Katie, but i never knew that Katie had a B/F...but she apparently doesn't care. So throughout this...me and Mel...get closer? We do a little of the hand holding thing...well, as the night goes, it all ends. So the next night, i get drunk for the first time (good shit) but maybe not the best idea...call two people (of course she's one). So, she gets me to hang up cause i wanted to talk about last night...so i talk to he the next day.
So we talk...she tells her issues if we were to ever hook back up, and i understand...it hurts...but i can live...so can she...painfully for a while. Loss of sleep on her behalf, not much on mine cause im tired 24/7. So its been a while since i've been...normal? Well, that would leave me in the current state im in..ok, but not 100% Every now and then (yeah right, more like 3 hours jout of everyday) i think back and wonder...thinking...so that all inspired me to write the wonerful song from my previous entry as well...i just need a title for it.
SO, in the meantime, you probably all want to get on with your lives, not hear about mine, so i might as well just let you all go...i may add more quizzes, but not tonight...and sleep filled night to all...you'll need it.
INSPIREDNESS...anywho...
Monday, November 11, 2002
11:33 p.m.
i got it...i managed to add a little more to my song...but it'll probably then be all...sure it might never hit the music stage...but it helped me in multiple ways...well, here it is
You got me damn confused
by the things you always do
It is all so wierd it's used
Where's it comin from
I dont know who you are
is what it seems like then
When you are gone afar
I don't know what to be
(chorus)
What is it about you
that makes me wanna runaway
What is it about you
that makes me wanna kill
What is it about you
that makes it all so still
Every time I see you
The skies turn a shade of grey
The way they look at you
Makes me wanna make them pay
When I look at you and you to me
I really don't know what I see
I look real deep but what is there
Is not what i remember
(chorus)
What is it about you
that makes me wanna runaway
What is it about you
that makes me wanna kill
What is it about you
that makes it all so still
I may look back then and think
Is that all it ever had to be
All the while me heart sinks
Thinkin is it just another story
Well, once again, for those who read this every so often, would like to hear from you...now im really goin to bed. g'night.
Boredness..Jeez, life seems to be full of nothing-ness after you hit Junior High
Monday, November 11, 2002
10:33 p.m.
Well, here I am again. Back from another day of nothingness. Just me and my computer...i can't get the goddam Zip drive working...i hade hardware issues and lack of drivers, and un co-operative software...and...*shudders* Windows. jeez...im haven't written anything in the last 5 min...you know im out of it when...well, i'll just add some quiz codes and be done with it...
What Card Game Are You?
How Will You Die?
Take the What Explosive am I? quiz by  PhoenixSpirit001
Ooo! The potty mouth, callous, rude with a tendency to swear quite a lot...hmm...though your intentions may be good, the results aren't always what you thought they would be... you also tend to be a tad immature.
Which finger are you?
Take the quiz to find out.
Take the What Type of Friend are
You? quiz, and visit mutedfaith.com.
[Me.]
Done, so there, night all.
Early morning...no, not hungover
Sunday, November 10, 2002
01:04 p.m.
Music: Eminem - Lose Yourself
Drinking...fun...never alone...Last night was great. BEcause i know that only my friends are ever gonna read this i feel like writing whatever the hell i feel like. So yeah. I don't exactly know what to tell bout last night...but shit, drunkness is good...if you dont puke (right sis =D). Well, either way, today im gonna try workin on my wonderful song piece which i entered last time...I am so uninspired...either way, im gonna take my leave now, later all!
thought i'd add a quiz..or what is it, 4?
Saturday, November 9, 2002
09:13 p.m.
Well, first things first, what kinda of anime sountrack am i
Take the Anime Sountrack Quiz
And then What kind of virgin am I
What Kind of Virgin Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla
And, why will i go to hell
Why Will You Go To Hell?
brought to you by Quizilla
What Sort of Romantic am I
What Sort of Romantic Are You?
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And lastly, what is my personality flaw
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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so boredom and quizzes are my thing, eitehr way, im oging now, later all
Lyrics...im workin on it =D
Saturday, November 9, 2002
08:36 p.m.
Saturday, November 9, 2002
08:36 p.m.
Music: System of a Down - Starlit Eyes
Jeez...does anyone out there write lyrics who can sympathize or empathize for me???....please??? Either way, just to show you people the fruits of my long slaving hours, im gonna pout what i have online so far...and to clear it all up...it is copy righted...i think, well, here goes
You got me damn confused
by the things you always do
It is all so wierd it's used
Where's it comin from
I don't know who you are
is what it seems like then
When you are gone afar
I don't know what to be
(chorus)
What is it about you
that makes me wanna runaway
What is it about you
that makes me wanna kill
What is it about you
that makes it all so still
Every time I see you
The skies turn a shade of grey
The way they look at you
Makes me wanna make them pay
so there, waddya think those who actually read these...i'd really like to hear from ya'll...well, im off to write soem more...lata
Tiredness...usually
Wednesday, November 6, 2002
10:49 p.m.
Wonderfully tired, but i have much things to do. Chatting and listeing to music among them. Maybe burnb a cd if i can get 20 tracks in the next half hour. Wow, believe it or not, my bro (Jakob) actually told me about a pretty cool band named Face to Face. Well, im off to download. I'll bet these are the most interesting things for you all to read...not, well, im going now, da being mean(not really). So im off.
So damn ass bored
Wednesday, November 6, 2002
04:09 p.m.
Much happiness!! I got my pukey colour back. Either way, today was one of the most stupid days...it was so....stimulating...NOT! I was just about the only person in most of my classes, so it was so uncool...i was bored out of my mind...It was national take you kids to work day, but i can't go till the 15th,so i had to go to school today, and then miss that day. Well, im gonna go edit my template some more...lata all
Tuesday, November 5, 2002
06:37 p.m.
Once again, before i have made any serious changes.....im sad, I LOST MY PUKEY GREEN BACKGROUND!!!*mopes* Im workin on gettin it back...and i think i found it again...well, i'll be off, try to see if i can get it again...lata
School Blah
Tuesday, November 5, 2002
10:32 a.m.
as usual, school is what it always is, im in TA right now haveing fun doing....NOTHING...no surprise tho, its school right? I think I'll go edit my page some more, before they think im trying to hack the system or something...
HTML...NOT your friend...unless your a crazed ranting psychotic manic...like me
Monday, November 4, 2002
11:03 p.m.
Well, with some pitiful wannabe HTML knowledge, i am working on my main part as you see before you...mock not, im working on it, and YES i plan on keeping the pukey green background...i like it, so there. Well, im off to the sack of dreams to find out what else to do...my eyes need the rest.lata everyone.
Doomness
Monday, November 4, 2002
09:38 p.m.
Much doomness for the first blogness of testingness...LALALALALALALALA....LA....sorry, random act of happiness, despite me being next to opposite, im relatively tired...but as this is the first un-HTML test, lata all.
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