| 11:43 p.m. Sunday, September 9, 2001 my bad. i've been a horrible friend recently. and i feel like shit about it. you know when you're sort of whacked out, for whatever reason, and you think you have one conversation, only to find out later that it was something completely different? that's happened to me a lot recently. and that's bad. here i thought that we'd come to agreements, and been in the same place, and made important connections. i'm so fucking wrong. my friends are in important places these days, both really good and really bad. i want to be there for them, and support them thru whatever is going on for them. it sucks to hear that i've just been so phenomenally self involved to the point of pissing them off. it's particularly bad when they are the most important people in your life. here's hoping fences can be mended, and that my friends are whole, happy and healthy.
3:27 a.m. Sunday, September 9, 2001 whee fuckin' ha! sonia and i had the best night tonight... i wanted to take her out somewhere special for her birthday. and when i was walking down the street last week, i discovered a show that she certainly would have wanted to get tickets for, had she known it was in town. it's a show by a guy she knows from years ago. and i literally stopped in shock. well, my feet stopped, but my head kept going, because i wanted to see the sign to make sure i was seeing it correctly. we saw the show, laughed so hard we thought we were going to die, and got to hang out with the headliner after. he was very happy to catch up with her again... and i was thrilled to be able to hang out with him. lest this sound like star thrill - i've met a lot of actors. the fact that your face is on film or TV doesn't make a big diff to me. no, the reason it was so lovely - he is an intelligent, articulate, funny, thoughtful person. and the three of us had a great time just talking. yay. *grin* so happy that i was able to give my best friend a good birthday gift. :)
11:28 p.m. Thursday, September 6, 2001 pat on the back awww. i got a lovely review from the kind folks over at Diary Reviews. not to sound snobby, but yay me! it's always nice to get feedback.
11:17 p.m. Thursday, September 6, 2001 like nails on a chalkboard. for some reason, my white cat has developed a new habit. he sits under my desk while i'm typing, and he drags his claws down the wall. repeatedly. and it makes me insane. the sound just sets my teeth on edge. doesn't matter how many times i pull him out from under there, or push him to the side with my foot. he keeps doing it until i scream. which, perhaps, is his goal. gah!
11:11 p.m. Thursday, September 6, 2001 hm. i wonder... oh, lordy! just about fell off my chair a minute ago, listening to The Daily Show. Jon was talking about Johnny Knoxville retiring from Jackass. you know, Johnny Knoxville. he's the guy who gave rise to the immortal thought 'huh. i wonder what would happen if i Tasered my nuts.' hee hee hee... *snort* *giggle* sigh... hee hee. :)
7:15 p.m. Monday, September 3, 2001 a little more real estate. i'm so swamped with journal stuff (self-created stress and deadlines, i know) that i just couldn't see swapping out the CPU this weekend. fortunately, i at least got the new monitor. it's HUGE! it's so nice not to have to squint at my writing, and to be able to see more than one window at a time.
6:04 p.m. Monday, September 3, 2001 Jesus H. Christ in a chicken basket heeheehee... *giggle* hahahaha! oh, my. i had forgotten about this page until just now, trolling thru old entries. you've got to check it out. warning: do not try to drink any liquids, especially hot ones, when viewing.
5:48 p.m. Monday, September 3, 2001 that's a lot of reading... working on a birthday entry for my journal (it's a whole year old!) and decided to reread the whole year to find some tasty bits to ref. damn... that's a lot of words. nearly every day, sometimes twice, on average a thousand words an entry. whoofdy. i started last night, and i'm only up to April.
11:47 a.m. Monday, September 3, 2001 mmm... tasty! see? i knew it was true! chocolate is good for you, They say. :)
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