Thank you, everyone.. :)
Minna, I thank you so much for all of your sympathy for my grandma. I appreciate it so much and thank you all dearly from my heart. Anyway, she was examined yesterday and thank God, there was nothing wrong with her internal organ, everything is good. Well, there was almost an incident though, when the stomach doctor was going to check the condition of her lower organ. Since my grandma felt hurted so much, the doctor gave her 'a little dose' of anesthetic, but suddenly her heartbeat became instable, extremely up and down. Even the doctor and the nurses rushed here and there panicked to find heart doctor. To see that, my Dad rushed into ICU room, ignoring doctor's warning to stay out of ICU room (my Dad once lost his beloved also in ICU room). Thank God, at the end her condition began to stable and after doctor allowed her to drink, she asked for a glass of sweet tea and her condition is fine. Hopefully, if her condition remains stable for these few days, we will take her home, she'll be much better at home.
For
Mic, thank you for dropping by and informing me about PIK. Too bad you didn't give your url or email address so I can contact you back. Well, I guess nowadays hospitals have become so profit-minded, not just PIK. Even Singapore's hospitals were issued to become profit-minded as well, especially when it comes to Indonesian patient, so people begin to find alternative service at Malaysia. Thank you so much for your suggestion. I appreciate it very much.
@ 01:25 p.m.
Let me scream out my anger for a moment..
My grandma from Dad's side is now hospitalized since last Wednesday at RS Pantai Indah Kapuk (PIK). She is now over than 90 y.o., very very small and fragile but with wonderful memories and speaking ability. She was first brought there for broken back bone caused by falling from her bed at morning. She was put at the VIP class and handled by 2 doctors, a bone specialist and an internist named dr. Adenan who is also the head of RSPIK. From the begininng Adenan ever handled the health of my family member, I always dislike him. Didn't know why such a STUPID and GREEDY doctor can be the head of a hospital! All doctors gave up in handling my grandma since she was so fragile. They only gave my grandma painkiller for her back and ALMOST DID NOTHING, just passed by daily although they had nothing else to do with her, but we still keep on paying them, Rp 100.000 for each doctor EVERY DAY. CRAZY!
My grandma was supposed to return home yesterday morning, but when Dad was going to pay for the hospital fee, suddenly she got massive internal bleeding that sprayed out through her anus. Even my Dad instantly almost lost his conciousness to see that much blood. Adenan, as the internist, rejected this case and handed it to surgery specialist (NOTE, BUT WE'RE STILL PAYING HIM FOR NOTHING!), but the surgerer also rejected it and handled it to a stomach specialist, dr Norman, who couldn't be contacted right away. They said they're going to perform endoscopy, that is to pierce in a tube all the way from her mouth down to her stomach and also from her anus to find where the source of bleeding. I just can't imagine how hurting it will be. My grandma had often said that she prefered to die sooner rather than experiencing the pain all over her body. To be prepared for the diagnosis, Adenan told Dad that my grandma had to fasting for 3 DAYS!!! HE NUTS! NUTS NUTS NUTS!!!!!!! Even may not drink! Didn't that DAMN DOCTOR ever think that all internal organ will shrinked and dried since no water is allowed to flow inside? Well, alright then if at least this can help to maximize the diagnosis, but Adenan then said "We'll see then whether the diagnosing tools is available or not.. even when it is, we'll see then whether it can find the injury or not. If we're LUCKY, we'll found it fast and close the injury right away".
This morning my grandma pleaded weakly "please, i'm very hungry, may I even eat a piece of marie biscuit? Can I even drink a spoon of water? My throat is very thirsty.." To hear that, Dad asked Adenan, and he said "Well, she may drink water BUT the water may only reach throat, not stomach".. IS HE F**KING CRAZY??? That's the most heartless and inhuman comment I've ever heard coming from the mouth of A DOCTOR! Finally, this afternoon dr Norman came, and guess what he said... "No wrong, this patient SHOULD DRINK MUCH to clean the intestines!". Dad couldn't hold his anger anymore, he shouted "So why there is NO COORDINATION at all between doctors and even the nurses?? Even though the doctor can't be contacted, why didn't you try to ask him by phone what to do?" Really, I want to PUNCH that ADENAN bastard right now and also all the nurses.
Nowadays, hospital and most doctors have no heart again. Patient is only comodity for them, object for them to gain money but gives nothing in return. Once you were hospitalized, you're cathed in their hand and they will exploit you for things that even maybe hazardous.I HATE them! I HATE hospitals! Dad, please be strong. His burden now is not only thinking about grandma, but also the labors at the company who asked for 2-month THR and demanded him to come to see them tomorrow. Dad, please be strong. We can't give you direct support but we'll pray for you.
@ 07:40 p.m.
A long entry today..
After translating the Potato article, I soon rushed to translate another one from Person March 2003 edition. I managed to retype the articles on MS Word every workdays morning and night, which means for the whole 2 weeks I restlessly pushed my eyes to stare monitor from day to night, until one day my eyes started to be blurred and I got massive headache. I guess this was also the start of the effect of the resignation of my mentor. The top level managers urgently needed the finishing of Business Intelligence program, the Association of Indonesian Life Insurance also informed some major changes in their regulation which means I have to changed the program AGAIN and they need the program to be installed ASAP, my intership students who needs to be followed up on their works, the LOMA exams next months, my never-ending coughing (today is the 30th day on my incured coughing) and yada yada yada... God, please help me. So, on the last few days I limited my eyes from staring monitor too long, so I wasn't blogging for a while these days. I'm going to pay for it on this entry.
Kamen Rider 555 Movie: Paradise Lost
I finally got my
Kamen Rider 555 Movie: Paradise Lost yesterday on
Anime Machi. Finally! I can watch again the first Faiz that made me instantly fall in love with this series as well as Kiba. It feels so good to rewatched the movie when I've familiar with the character. Kusaka, Kiba, and Yuka have the same fate as in the TV series, but I prefer movie's Kaido. Well, Kusaka deserved it.. hehehe... but I really loooove how Kaido loves Yuka, as well as Takumi loves Mari. Keitarou is also much cooler here, especially when he transformed into Kaixa. I also missed Mihara Shuji.. he's such a cutie.. And what I love the most is when Kiba transformed into
Kamen Rider Orga!! OMG!!! SOOO COOOL!!! IZUMI-SAN KAKKOIIII!!!!! *bouncing around Izumi-san* Always love the moment Kiba transformed into whatever Kamen Rider!!! ...but I don't like Orga's costume!! Kaixa is lots better.
And Kiba's last smile makes me almost cried... Finally he smiled.. with that beautiful smile.. *doki doki* I was intentionally searched for
Faiz Hyper Battle, but Anime Machi didn't sell that. Hiks, I'm desperately searching for it.
Plug into JAM Project, Janne da Arc, ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION
Recently, I'm really hooked into non-Johnny's songs, gomen ne, minna. I'm currently crazy about JAM Project!! I prefer JAM Project singing as a group rather than the solo of each member. DRAGON, Skill, Nageki no Rosario, and Little Wing are surely looped everyday on my playlist. I'm also crazy of AKG's Rewrite, the 4th opening of anime
Fullmetal Alchemist. I can replay this song the whole day. The PV is one of the most increative JROCK PV though, and the vocalist is more likely a nerd rather than a JROCK singer. Somehow I feel him looks a little like Inocchi when he's wearing his glasses (ow, forget to mention that Izumi-san is also wearing glasses, you can see the edge of his contacts seconds before he transformed to Orga in Paradise Lost). Then my last current hook is
Janne da Arc. Their music is
pop-rock, I think, and I love the vocalist's clear voice. I currently only got 4 of their songs, so I need more songs of Janne da Arc.. can somebody please tell me where to get them?
Fullmetal Alchemist 50
Really, I never expected the progress would be this complex! It's really getting darker and darker and the main problem is not as simple as the philosopher stone itself. Sneaking into eps 50 during my worktime really blew out my concentration!!!!!! ARRGH!!!!! I hope the next 2 final episode will be MUCH MUCH better! Truly, the last scene of the opening sequence makes me sometimes whining about how the end will be. I really hate Dante! For the homunculus, I like Lust and Greed. Really really hate Envy right now, though at the beginning I chose him than Lust. I also hate Wrath for always claiming that Ed's body is him, but I feel pity for him after the death of Sloth. Poor Sloth, cursed Dante.. if only she can get more caring from Hoenheim, she could be a good replacement for Trisha. Dang, I really can't wait for the next episode!!! Hopefully it will be much better than
Chrno Crusade or
Trigun. *sniff*
Last but not least, the following is my translation of V6 interview with Person on March 2003 edition. This time, I really had problems in translating them, much more difficult than the last Potato interview! Thanks to Lina and Take-san's help, I could at least translate one of the question and it helped soo much *hug Lina*. Still, I couldn't translate the answer properly so pardon me if some of them makes no sense at all. Please, if anyone is willing to help me correcting this article, please contact me and I'll send you the softcopy of the interview in Japanese. This will be my last translation in for a while, since I'll be very busy these days.
Questions:
1. What is V6 for you?
2. What is your role among V6?
3. What is thing you donft want the other V6 members to do?
4. Who is V6 member that is most wanted by women (girls)?
5. What are things you want to say to each member?
Sakamoto Masayuki:
1. Itfs my atmosphere. An absolutely essential thing, and of course the most important of all.
2. Undoubtedly the eldest. I also canft escape from that fact, due to my age.
3. When they canft be helped but act like man older than me, because it will make my character biased (laughed). <- (note, Sakamoto refers eman older than mef as eboku yori oyajikusaif which literally means esmells like an old man, older than mef)
4. Inohara, isnft it. Hefs so manly.
5. Nagano is the mother. When I got burst out in anger with the other member, he would always follow me like a wife, a good catcher for me. Inohara is the eldest son. Hefs a good big brother and always be a perfect moderator for us. Go is the second son. Although hefs very stubborn, but itfs a good point because his own thought is not easily be bended. Because we have a person like that, he has changed this group. Ken is the third son. A spoiled but cute one, because he is such a kid that canft do sit-ups or muscle training without having someone watching him (laugh). Okada is.. well, how to say it.. Hefs a family member but not the fourth son (laugh). He has his own opinion and improves himself and grows to adulthood according to his own way.
Okada Junichi:
1. Probably a vehicle. For example, if itfs a car, I want to ride it with everyone and from then automatically we will do activities together. Well, it maybe like a mother ship.
2. I donft know. I had never been told about this matter.
3. Therefs nothing I donft want them to do. Everything is fine for me because the moment with them is precious for me.
4. Ken kun, maybe, because hefs good in socializing with people.
5. Sakamoto-kun is truly a loner, but he seems to enjoy it. Nagano-kun is the gentlest and but also the strongest, isnft it. A heartily person, in my opinion. Inohara-kun is a warm person. He always gives help in everything we ask him. Morita-kun is a really gentle person, although he doesnft want to show it. Miyake-kun is a person with good awareness. He has his own unusual policy which no one has.
Nagano Hiroshi:
1. A place where I can meet my friends as well as my rivals and makes me feel comfortable. You may call it foundation or origin, but in short itfs a core.
2. Uhm, I donft know.
3. Ortopedics, maybe, although it's just for joking.
4. Inohara, maybe. He is a really friendly person with lots of friends.
5. Sakamoto-kun is in fact a loner, isnft it. Morita is a shy person. Inohara is also unexpectedly a loner. Miyake is ga boyh. Okada is nihil, maybe.
Miyake Ken:
1. A place for me to return. It canft be helped, I think.
2. Wellc maybe the stylist (note: I think it's due to the other member's opinion that Ken is the modest in style among the six).
3. The moment when I was talking and they interrupted to say that my words were mistaken, I really want to hiss out gplease donft profoundly demand me that wayg. Ifm often plunged deeply by Inohara-kun (laugh).
4. Inohara-kun. He has a lot of good friends. Even at work, there are many that said gSend my greeting to Inohara-kunh. Because together with him is a pleasure, I think he will surely please girls.
5. Sakamoto-kun has wonderful sense of responsibility, a really reliable leader. Nagano-kun, as you can see from his look, is very gentle, yet a strict person. So with Sakamoto-kun, but he also teaches us various things. Inocchi is the closest big brother. He always be the moodmaker that takes place in the middle of Tonisen and Kamisen. No matter how tired he is, he always laugh together with us. Morita-kun is remained Morita Go, no matter what people say, no matter whatever things happen. Okada-kun is an adult as we may see at from a glimpse, but hefs not really that way. He also has a questing spirit and ambition to keep on changing his appearance following the mode.
Inohara Yoshihiko:
1. Itfs the place to do club activities as well as works. It feels like inside the program known as V6, there is a specific corner for each of us.
2. To watch my surrounding for something that changes frequently. Ifm their clown.
3. Crime. Whether it is an underwear burgling or doing something embarrassing, I want them to stop it (laugh), although when such possibility happened, I might be the one who did it (laugh).
4. Okada-kun, isnft it. He can even converse well and play together with my friends. They even said gWhen we look at you, we feel relieved, but when we see Okada-kun, hefs just way too handsome so we even loose our self-confidence as a manh.
5. Sakamoto-kun is a clustered sense of responsibility and makes me feels relieved to keep in pace with him. Nagano-kun is often well enough at playing dumb. For me, hefs the most interesting person. Although he is sometimes spontaneously absent-minded, he is also have the calculated part on him. Morita-kun is a gentle person that sometimes surprisingly giving us good mood. Hefs a shy person. Miyake is a spoiled boy. He always wants me to be the one on doing things. Someday, hefll also come to ask me the name for his children (laugh). Okada-kun, although he appears to be an adult, is still having the cuteness from a young 22-years sensation. Even he even has a lively body, his grouching gIfm tired, Ifm tiredh makes him sometimes gsmelledh like an old man.
Morita Go:
1. Even itfs simple to say the answer like gthe obviously existence for meh, honestly I donft know.
2. Something that is jutted out.
3. Nothing. Even if something happens as the result, I think the other members can give understanding since there must be a reason why they did that.
4. Ken isnft it. His skin ship (note: literally means gchild-rearing with frequent physical contact) is very good. Even when we do parties, hefs very enthusiastic and being proactive there.
5. Sakamoto is a serious person. Nagano-kun is sometimes intentionally greedy but brings the plus factor for himself. Inohara-kun is the mood bearer. Ken is gentle. Hefs changing well recently and somewhat unique. Okada-kun doesnft show much his habits, but hefs nice and stubborn. He also has his own place to let out his mood.
@ 17:09 p.m.
At last, a V6 entry.. ^_^
Since I was talking about Izumi too much these days, some complaining me for not forgetting V6.. *wink at somoeone*.. :) Honestly speaking, I'm getting dragged into Izumi-san deeper recently. I found myself enjoying reading his diaries and his message on
Kamen Rider 555's webpage. Well, the good side is that I'm getting used to read kanjis and articles written in Japanese. Reading online articles are much easier since I just have to copy-paste the content into
my favorite J-dictionary. When reading a written article, I must trying to write the kanji on IME pad first before finding out how it is read and translated. It's somehow challenging enough since I don't know at all how to properly write a kanji. It takes much longer to read written articles than online articles. But anyway, I'm trying to read V6 articles and translate it, hopefully to limit my great fondness in reading Izumi's writings causing me to 'forget' V6 a little bit.. ehehee.. Don't know why, I find that Izumi's writings are easier to be read than V6's. Hopefully it's just because I'm lack of practising.. :)
The following article is translated from Potato 9 2004, when V6 were commenting each other's behaviors on the summer concert's backstage. For a personal and unsignificant disclaimer, this article was translated with my minimum understanding of Japanese, so some personal re-arrangement of sentences might be added to make the translation make sense.
Hiroshi to Ken
Ken's backpack is a mess, as if various things were thrown away into it. As the backpack's front door is opened, you can see clothes popping out as if children were rushing out, and headphone is jumping out from it. It feels like various Miyake items were about to jump out to your face (laugh). Well, it is an evidence that he's a relaxed person, but although it's fine for the 6 of us in our backstage, be a little more tidy and arranged! (laugh)
Ken to Hiroshi
Nagano-kun is very handy! He always had things like dryer and such and we always borrowed those from Nagano-kun. Although it's rude to call him 'handy' (laugh), but he always kindly lend it to us. But the only thing that is a little bit too much is when he asked us to return those we lend back in order right away. Once when Go borrowed something and went to toilet, soon as he returned he was told "Ah, put it back in order". That's why, please don't be to neat.
Junichi to Yoshihiko
Somehow, Inocchi wore a cheap-looking gown at the backstage and it's been 8 years, isn't it? It's been a little bit shredded. Well, I always bear this in mind, that although everyone had changed their clothes, it (the gown) still didn't match everyone else's dressing (laugh). Well, although gown makes you feel comfortable, one thing I want to tell Inocchi is "Please wear something inside (the gown)!"... because you looked very sexy (laugh).
Yoshihiko to Junichi
When Okada's tension suddenly became high, he changed to his costumes way to early. 30 minutes before the concert when everyone were still doint stretching, Okada had already put his costumes on. Somehow, everytime he ate banana, he always placed the skin on my line of walking. Once, when it couldn't be so I had to pull his hands, he even didn't show any reaction. I beg you, since I also 'attached' to you, please show a little more reaction. (laugh)
Masayuki to Go
How to say it.. at backstage I didn't watch too much how the member's were doing because since I pushed all my physical strength (during the concert), I almost always fell asleep. Generally, those who rest their bodies by sleeping to be prepared for the next concert are me, Nagano, and Okada. Then those who can still drag along their current status in excitement are Inohara, Ken, and Go. One thing I thought on rehearsal is that Go, recently you also looked myuu-ing (note: 'myuu' is a body movement like when you're getting dizzy and causing your body unstable), isn't it? Well, Go is also getting aged that way, too (laugh).
Go to Masayuki
The last half of this year, Sakamoto-kun has not talking too much. At the backstage, Sakamoto-kun spent his time sleeping and saying "I'm tired, I'm tired". Somehow that words often came out from his mouth ineffectively. Before, Mino (Monta)-san said that "Words like 'I'm tired' or 'I'm busy' are not good to be spoken", and that's why I feel that he should better not saying "I'm tired, I'm tired" too much.
Hahaha.. Both Ken and Nagano were talking about tidiness. Nagano is surely a mama, he's very motherly from his kindness and his tidiness. Both Okada and Inocchi were talking about each other's weirdness. I can't helped myself laughing to read Inocchi's habit of wearing gown.. GOWN??? (!!!!). Then, both Go and Sakamoto were talking about Sakamoto's physical exhausting.
Mamih, poor Papa, nee.. he's giving us the best at every concert and pushing himself to the limit. He must be very very tired these days. And as we expected from the trio Inocchi-Go-Ken, those seems to know no rest.. ^^;;
@ 10:51 p.m.
Celebrating the new layout! *never-ending adoration on Izumi-san*
Finally, a new layout!! *applause for myself*.. ^_^;;
At last, I can manage to create a new layout to replace my previous version 4 which has been my most favorite one among all. Bye Kouji, bye Takuto, both of you have found happiness so I won't put both of you in 'despair' anymore. Now, welcome to
Masayuki Izumi, a new young actor famoused by the
Kamen Rider 555 series. I've fallen in love with this guy since the first time I saw his role as
Yuuji Kiba on
Kamen Rider 555. Next, thanks to
Dianne and
Yenie, I can watch him more as one of 3-D class student on dorama
Gokusen. I've fallen with his smile and decided to make him my second beloved after Inocchi.. ^_^
This fifth layout is much 'tougher' than the previous ones, in terms of layout selection and finishing time. My most favorite one, version 4, was finished in about 1 month since I was troubled in creating the overall layout. Version 5 was initially going to use V6 for the layout but I was stuck on the design (again T_T). The second candidate was Inocchi and I was pretty sure I was going to make this one, although I didn't have enough the so-called 'creativity' in designing it. The dillema was continued until last Sunday when I got my Izumi Masayuki photobook. Soon as I turned the last page, as if my instict screamed "This is it!", I decided to use this picture as my layout. The scanning began last Monday and the designing took 4 days, mostly for managing the javascripts and arranging the geometric layout. As the result, this time I don't want to be bothered by colors selection (my weakness.. T_T) so this time my layout is very 'plain' in color and interior but still I'm very happy with the result ^_^. Now I'm running out of idea again so I guess I won't change this layout until I find a new inspiration (yep, another loooooooong looooong way to go again.. ^_^).
@ 10:04 p.m.
