"Rin, if we're about to be reborn, let's be born together.. and this time, let's be born from the same mother"

This sentence never fails me to get me in tears. Yasha 12 finished all the confrontation between the twin Sei and Rin tragically. Well, I always thought that there would be death at the end, but I never thought it would be this sad and tragic. SEI!! You should kill that Sakurai more than just shots!! Cut his throat! Rip his skins!! Or just infected him with the most dangerous virus!! I just HATE that guy! ARGH!! RIN!! I can fully understand why people love Rin more than Sei. This boy seems to be very cruel but in fact he burned his love deep down his heart. I cried when Rin cried on Sei's sacrifice. But the sentence above is what made me cried even more. And why Takeru has to die along with him?? Nooo!! Let them live a little longer!! Let Rin taste the brotherhood love!! Let Takeru see Rin's innocent and gentle smile once again! T____T But thank Akimi-sensei, the omake at the end of the manga cheered me up a little. Rin is very cute, though with that chubby cheek and that hat.. ^^

In contradiction with Yasha, I was overjoyed with those BL hints on D.N.Angel 4. I LOVE SATOSHI!!! But I also love Daisuke as well, more than Dark. And there comes KRAD!! YESSS!! I will support SatoshixDaisuke or KradxDaisuke or KradxDark! *kick Risa away from Dark* Riku is better, but no one understand Daisuke more than Satoshi does.. ^_^

Okay, I was rather pissed off with PLN. They downed the light in 3 days! I couldn't sleep in total silence! I couldn't breathe! Thank God, it doesn't take too long between the moment I woke up and the moment my AC operating again. Well, and at the past weekend, I just can't do my report again. My Mom took me to Pasar Baru to find gift for my GrandMa's b'day. I'm also looking for gift for my neechan, but I just don't have idea what to give! She always gives me 'womanizing' presents, such as purse, perfume, photo frame, watch, body treatment sets, etc.. while I can only think cute presents on my taste, such as cute stuffed dolls, crystal accessories, etc. ~_~ There's no way I can give her stuff like that. I just can't measure my neechan's taste with mine, since I'm a weirdo anyway.. ^^;;

Yesterday was the first time I tasted Pizza HUT's stuffed crust pizza. I feel ashamed since I know nothing about this new product until I saw the Japanese commercial!! ^^;; Too bad I bought it for take away, because the cheese had been frozen, but it's still very delicous, not mentioning the additional Rp 10.000 you have to pay for regular pizza.. ^_^

By the way, when I went to MTA last Friday, I saw a cute pillow with a monkey character.. which got me to laugh when I saw its name: Mochi.. ~_~ JI girls!!! Well, I'm used to be called Mo-chi now (it has the same rhyme as Inocchi, though ^_^), but please use double 'c', ne!! ^____^ *banyak mau* So let it be Mocchi (shorties for Moc-chan, the same as Ino-chan=Inocchi).. huahahaha!!

[REPLIES]
Rossa: Hee? No Dyna no Tiga??? Cih, Indosial is really unprofessional, ne?! I just hate it if Indosial exchange the airtime for anime/ultraman with those cheap, stolen rangers thingies!! Anyway, good luck for your tests!! Kochi mo ganbare yo!!! UFF!! ^_^

Putri: Puuuut!! Gw lagi baca Yasha nieh!! Gw emang ngikutin Yasha dgn setia, dan gw STRESS liat akhirnya jadi gitu!!! GIVE ME BACK RIN AND TAKERU!!!!! *shock*

Skull Commander from AHLI sent this Personality Disorder Test. According to the test, there are several identified disorder that negatively affect someone's personality. The higher your peronality disorder, the worse your personality is... err, get my point? ^^ So, here is my result:

Yess, I have high obsessive-compulsive disorder. According to the explanation, obsessive personality disorder tends to focus on perfection or guideliness. People with this disorder are sometimes fixed on a line of order without trying to think outside the box. So much represents me, I guess, since sometimes I'm fixed with a method while there are many better things out there. But at least, I don't have a very high personality disorder. ^^

Last night the light went out!! Yes, it suddenly went out when I was online and reading my tagboard an mails. At a glance I saw Sley's message on the tag board, and I was half-reading Sley's intepretation mail on JF songs when the light suddenly went off.. now, Sley, last things I read were all yours.. *suspicious look toward Sley*.. ehehe, joudan yo! Anyway, I practically couldn't take a nice sleep after all. Without AC's sound, my surroundings fell into total darkness and silence. I just didn't like it and just why I suddenly remembered those horrible shadows on U.S.O Japan? ^^;; I almost out of breath when suddenly I hear the mini-compo next to my bed was on. THANK GOD!! The light went back to normal!! I immediately woke up and check my Outlook Express Inbox. There was one time when the light went out while I was working with OE, and after some diskcheck, I was surprised to find out that ALL my mails from year 2000-2001 were gone! I kept those mails since I treasured them. and it was gone! Argh! That's why, until now, I regulary backup my Inbox. And I still suffer from insomnia until 12 a.m. when I finally could fall asleep. I need more sleep today. ~_~

My supervisor is absent again today, so I could take a long break at Sley's call this morning *arigatou, Sley!!* I should use this chance for writing my report, but I'm way too lazy. I just don't have any idea, while the due date is approaching. Noo!! I don't want to lock my Johnny's stuffs! I can't live a day without 'em.. ^^;; By the way, this night my parents will take me to have dinner at MTA. Ow, I will for sure searching for Metal Clear Gundam Nataku Custom model kit! I hope they still cut the price. ^o^ And I'm going to visit Animachi and searching for cheap airbrush/penbrush. I feel like saw it somewhere at MTA, hopefully it wasn't CitaDel. And... what will we eat tonight? Actually I still want some ramen on Komachi restaurant. Last week I had Miso Ramen which is quite delicious, but I still want Chashiu Ramen. Komachi has the best pork sliced for Chasiu Ramen. ^_^

Rossa: Ow, you're having your UUB? Well, good luck then. We're all trying to do our best this month! June is surely a hard month for me now... ^^ So, did you find MTV Channel two days ago? And what's on  Indosiar this morning? Dyna? Arh, I actually want to explore Dyna a little bit since Asuka is quite cute, but Dyna feels like a comedy show. I prefer Gaia or Tiga. I don't like Cosmos too much either. ~_~ Did you manage to see Tiga's last episode? The orchestral melody at the middle of Take Me Higher is my all-time favorite, plus when it comes to Tiga's final episode, when Daigo tried to reach children's light from his 'cage'. Take Me Higher playing on that scene always gives me thrill... aww!!

Dessey: Dess, one of my friends on AHLI said that Mukodono is good.. Sley also told me that some first episodes might be boring, but not the rest of it... so I'll try my best to enjoy Mukodono, 'kay! ^^

Dianne: Noo!!! Sley said that Arashi's new hair cut on WinkUp June is horrible!! Aiba's new style makes him more feminime, Ohno and Sho wearing hip-hop style with those hip-hop bandana, Nino also cut his hair, and don't know what's happened with MatsuJun. ^^;; Btw, I've finished Yoiko no Mikata! Hoo!! Sho's crying all the time!! Maybe this caused Yenie to feel ill of Sho. But I bursted out laughing to see MatsuJun there.. well, I knew there will be MatsuJun, but still his appearance makes me laugh. I always laughed whenever there are scenes involving members of the same group, but they pretend to not know each other, such as Sho and Ohno/Aiba/MatsuJun on YnM or Kamisen and Tonisen on Shin Oretachi no Tabi. Btw, itu MatsuJun bener2 tonggos yaa?!!! Dilihat dari depan sih normal, dari samping sekali juga normal, tapi justru pertengahan antara samping dan depan, itu keliatan banget tonggosnya.. Hahaha!!

Githa: Yaaa! Welcome, welcome! Iye, gede ya Inocchi-nya, ini udah gw perkecil dari ukuran hasil scan gw lhoo.. ^_^ Aduh, Git, if you're asking do I love Inocchi so much, YES!! ^_____^  I'm too eye-blinded (gelap mata) to him I cannot see any men around me... well, I know that some people are just cute and very kakkoi, but somehow cannot attract me.. Once you love Inocchi, you'll find what you can't find on another man and you just can't abandon him.. *huahaha!! puitis bgt ya, gw?*

S'ley: Kyaaa!! Sis!! Arigatou, ne, for calling me!! Ow ow, that's Inocchi, he can act very silly, but he can also act that kakkoii!! *pointing straight to Darling poster* I guess I have to find a poster-maker right away! I want to posterize those pics!!!! *semi-kalap*.. ^^;;

Yenie: Ahahaha!! Marsa's dance on Shelter is VERY SEXXXY, ne!! (mention the triple X there) ^^ The first time I watched Previous Live completely was with my niece who is an Okada fan. At the time Marsa ripped his clothes, we all yelled "WHOA!" and commenting "what if after he ripped his clothes like that, no one screamed for him?" since we thought Marsa does not have many fanatic fans. But, after all, he's a Tonisen, he's a V6, he sure have fans *glaring at Jen* =D Precious Live should be a wonderful stage, too bad it has smaller stage than Kamisen's concert. I really wish Avex will release concert VCD of Tonisen's ongoing concert! I really want to hear Inocchi's songs!!! Hey, have you watched Inocchi's CocaCola CM on your CD-ROM, where Inocchi drives a car? Noticed that the background song is Inocchi's song?? I love that simple but relaxing song!!! KYAAA!!! Inocchi!!

There's no entry for Johnny's talking today, since I was quite desperate on Bronze chapter 17. For those who don't know, Bronze is my favorite shonen-ai (boy's love) manga by the queen of classic BL manga, Ozaki Minami-sensei. It is one of the best love story according to my judgement. The story is full of angst, desperation, love, etc. Ozaki-sensei left her works away since Bronze 11 was published (year 2000), leaving her fans asking about how she will end Bronze.. sad or happy ending? And it seems that she will end it tragically.

I don't know where's Izumi. I don't know what's Katsumi and dr. Baby thinking and planning, but I just DON'T want Izumi died! But what's that smile, Koji?! Whose grave you're looking at? I assume it was Izumi's grave.. well, to be precised Izumi family grave. Izumi might be in Japan now, yes, Katsumi might bring him back. Katsumi probrably just dropped by a the grave since what Izumi did is slightly similar to what his parents did. Kouji saw that it was not Izumi Takuto's grave. I totally agree with some arguments on Zetsuai ML that IF that's Takuto's grave, at least we saw Serika or Yuugo or his teammate crying at his grave. But we only saw Katsumi.. Even Takasaka wasn't there. So, I was quite happy with my assumption that IT WASN'T IZUMI TAKUTO'S GRAVE. Koji wasn't as tensed as before, and what made me almost cried in happiness was that Koji DID NOT flush the rings and necklace. He tidily put the three rings (Koji's KNTI 'engagement' ring, Izumi's 'engagement' and birthday ring) in his necklace.

Well.. I WAS happy... not until I read the next page...

Kouji's visiting all his memorial places with Izumi.. their house, the garbage where Izumi first found him, the soccer field Izumi used to play soccer at... well, memorial scenes like this gave me uneasy feeling.. and Kouji's journey ended at... Nanjou ke! Yess.. Finally Akihito and Hirose also made their appearances.. should I be happy for this? NOT AT ALL!! Kouji's showed up there!! Don't know what he's saying (the scanned pages are too small), but Akihito challenged him by throwing a katana at him! I'm sure we should see blood shed at the next chapter. I don't care if Koji killed Akihito (the current, crazy, psychotic Akihito), but at least spare Hirose's life. I felt pity on him.

Well, I do have some assumption here. 1st, Izumi was not died. He might be comatose, but at least he's alive. 2nd, Koji had realized that Izumi is still alive. The problem is, where is he now? 3rd, Joutou might be involved in this drama. After all, Hirose should felt guilty on Izumi's tragedy. He caused all of this drama. 4th, Koji did not have any evil intention to kill his brothers, unless Akihito forced him to do. I don't want Izumi's dream comes true, a dream of bloody Kouji.. ~_~ BUT if Izumi was really died, Kouji might have a plan to finish his life and Nanjou's family as well. That's why he visited all his memorial places with Izumi. BUT no, I don't think Izumi died. Izumi's last appearance cannot be that simple, just with a scene of bloody Izumi (after he cut his throat). There should be more tragic scenes.

Taking guess at Bronze can't never give us, fans, an end. Only Ozaki-sensei knows what will be, and her thought is unpredictable. I'm now thinking of making my blog's B-side layout using Bronze pics, but I just can't find any V6 pics with the same mood... ~_~

last posted/edited at :: 01:49 p.m.

Entry just for Sumomo! ^^
Since Dessey changed her blog from Nagase to Sumomo, some JI fellas asking about who is this Sumomo? Okay, I'm feeling like explaining Chobits itself from the beginning, although I'm not a fan either.. ^^

Sumomo is a character from CLAMP's shonen manga, Chobits. Since it's a shonen manga, I put less interest in it, the same thing I feel with Angelic Layer. Maybe someday I will read it if someone lend me the manga scan. In Chobits world, humans live together with Persocon, an android-like creatures that is usually owned as a maid. The idea of persocon somehow reminds me of marionette on Saber Marionette. Persocon does not have thoughts or feelings since they are just programmable machine. But there are some exceptional persocon which have feelings and their own thoughts. These exceptional one, full with mysteries (as what we expect from CLAMP's mystery manga) persocon are called Chobits. Still, no matter if it's an ordinary persocon or a Chobits, persocon needs to be trained or customized to increase their ability.

Chobits' main character is Chii, a persocon in the form of a girl, one of the exceptional persocon and owned by a poor guy named Hideki who one day found 'her' half-dead at his trash. Chii's memory seems to be deleted, 'she' can't even speak a word, unless one word "Chi" from which 'she' was named. 'She' almost can't do anything since her programs was almost all deleted and damaged. Chii is one of the greatest mystery of Chobits, about who is 'her' creator, why 'her' memory was deleted, and later appears 'her' identical twin we called Black Chii which seems to know much about Chii 'her'self and Chobits in general.

Hideki has a close friend, Shinbo, who owned a hyperactive mobile persocon (yes, it's small) named Sumomo. Shinbo is the one who often fix Chii. His persocon, Sumomo, is a customized one which makes her ability more than ordinary persocon. Sumomo often teached Chii many things. Sumomo may not be the greatest part of Chobits, but still lots people love 'her' since she's small and cute and hyper.. ^^

About the calling... well, I don't feel like calling persocon as a she. As CLAMP fans might have known, CLAMP often creates genderless chara which only take a form of boy/girl. Remember Yukito/Yue and Nakuru/Ruby Moon from Card Captor Sakura? They take form of a boy and a girl but in fact they are genderless. Some of Sakura's cards also take forms of women/girls and boys but in fact they are genderless, too. And let's not forget Kohaku from Wish, while she might looks like a female angel, she doesn't have breasts. Chii and the other persocon might be more focused as a girl, not a boy, since this is a shonen manga (boys hate shonen-ai intrique, ne!) and Chii has breast, but I still don't feel like calling Chii a girl.. ^^

last posted/edited at :: 02:31 p.m.

"Kimi no itami ga kieru made
 Ashita no hikari ga mieru made
 Itsudatte koko ni iru kara
 Sou Next 100 Years"

	(Until your pain can be healed,
	 until you can see tomorrow's light
	 Since I will always be here always
	 Yes, for Next 100 Years)

	
	J-FRIENDS, Next 100 Years

Yess!! I'm in love with this song. Actually, I've loved it since the first time I listened to it, but it grows more in me after I saw Next 100 Years PV! I've always wanted to see the PV, and Sley sent her CDs with that PV last Tuesday! YAY! Thank you, Sis!! ^_^

So, what's my remarks there? First, I always love to see JF in white (or cream on Love Me All Over)! Second, it's my current 1st favorite JF song! I first know JF from Ashita ga Kikoeru and always adore that song, but Next 100 Years pushed it to the second place. Until last Monday, Love Me All Over was my 1st favorite but now switched to the second place by Next 100 Years. Yay! Hey, and don't forget that Next 100 Years is composed by Bon Jovi! And the third reason, the PV is sooooooo cool!!! I'm always shivering in joy to see all JF playing music instruments! Especially when they entered the last verse of refrain.. the scene opens with Mabo hit his drums (Ay, Sley, KAKKOII!!), Taichi and Okada next to him playing keyboards, and surrounded by the other 8 with guitars, while the dynamite duo (Ken-Go) take care of the percussion parts happily.. ^^;; It's my first time seeing Nagano playing guitar.. ^^ Eh, I forgot.. what is Sakamoto's instrument?

My next remark is on the face-to-face scenes.. mwahaha.. somehow I always laugh hard there. The twos seem to glare each other romantically... ^^;; Especially at Inocchi-Go part.. ahahah!! Next remark is on the member's single shot holding a flower. I'm always amazed in LEADER's (TOKIO's Joshima Shigeru) scene. He somehow fit the scene perfectly, very much compared with the others. In contradiction, I never failed to laugh at Inocchi's scene. Ahahah.. he just don't match with his flower.. ^^;; Oh, and if you want to see one of Ken's cutest smile, you got it here. The other 11 is just perfect as always. Then the last remark is on member's single shot. I absolutely LOVE Go's expression there!! He's laughing soo cute!!! I absolutely love that laugh of him.

sley's CD also includes part of People of the World.. and one thing I'm quite proud of myself is that because I never failed to recognize Inocchi's solo parts on every JF songs.. ^_^ .. well, at least SO FAR I never failed.. =p

Btw, Yenie asked me to detail Darling PV.. gomen ne, Yen, I'm not good at describing, but there are some things you have to notice. 1st, Dessey also noticed, V6 has more stylish costumes (compare with Feel Your Breeze, where they always wear the same costumes on every performances). You can see this changes especially on Tonisen. Their clothes are colorful and unusually modest. I didn't notice the other, but I found out that Inocchi always wear long-laced belt on his performances at MS.. wow!! Makes his charm increased 150%!! *warning, very very subjective opinion. ^^* And ALL OF THEM wearing Necklace! Yes, even Nagano and Sakamoto, too. All Okada fans should nosebleed watching Okada's smile on Darling PV. He looks sooo good with that black hair and jacket. Des, I also like his solo part!! Darling is one of their best!!!!

last posted/edited at :: 01:42 p.m.

FUAAAH!! I feel very sleepy today! I got job interview yesterday. After a distressing psychotest, finally I passed to the job interview. I never thought before I'm going to be placed in the same division my current officemate was working in (and which she left for some reasons). I'm waiting for the decision, no matter how much salary I will get or what kind of job environment I'm going to face. This office is far nearer to my house compared with my current office. They have hour time from 9 to 6, but it costs less effort and time and expenses to get there (compared with my current one). Well, it's que sera sera.. whatever will be will be.. ^^ If I'm accepted, I'll take it no matter what new life I'm going to face there... Well, the interview was over, but to my amazement, I felt totally tired last night, and still remained today. I wonder why since I wasn't exactly doing anything hard physically yesterday.

Now, onto the Johnny's. Oh oh, I guess I need to re-list my top Johnny's Boys here, especially for Yenie. I've decided that my top 1 to 6 are only reserved just for V6. I'm too devoted to them since I feel no/less interest to the other groups. But, Yen, I'm really into Go right now, especially after I FINALLY saw Next 100 Years PV (thank you, Sleeeeey!!! *muach muach*). AY!!! He's laughing sweetly there!! But of course nothing compared to my Inocchi there.. ehehe.. so, will Go be my number 2? Not sure.. check my list below:

My top Johnny's Boys:
1. Inocchi!!
2. Inocchi again!!
3. Inocchi again!! My portion to Inocchi cannot be compared with the other 5.. ^^
4. Sakamoto and Nagano (put Mama anda Papa at the same place.. I like older men.. ^^ Even my Mom declared that she adore Nagano~!! ^o^)

5. Go! He may look like or always tend to be the bad boy of the group, but his personality is the opposite. His words are polite (at least more polite than Ken), he rarely snapped at people, he's very kind towards baby, and sometimes when he just can't hold himself from laughing, that's his cutest moment. ^^ While I thought he might be very noisy and rude, he is the opposite especially on Gakkou E Ikou segments. When he was paired with the other members, he tends to be quite quiet and calm. Sometimes he just can't help laughing at his partner's silliness (especially Inocchi ^^).. and I just love his rappings!! I even addicted to Do Yo thang.

6. Okada (I like Okada, but I like Go more)
7. Ken (Well, I must admit he's cute, but his personality for me is quite unpleasant. He can get easily upset, like to yell at people 'baka/bakayarou', 'urusai', etc.

8. Sakurai Sho (Arashi).. ehehe.. who can resist that cute squirell teeth? ^^
9. The rest of Arashi guys.

Anyway, have you ever heard V6's variety shows called Maha V6? Ever heard about Mach Buiroku? Ever thought that those are actually THE SAME SHOW? ^^;; I just realized it yesterday. mach=maha, bui=V, roku=6.. and so it be: mach buiroku=Maha V6.. ^^;;

Now onto Replies:
Rossa: How's your health today? Now it's my turn who feel like cathing cold. *sneeze for couple times* Anyway, NTSC is on of Japanese format for a TV transmission, I guess. European has PAL format. So far as I know, VCDs originated from Hongkong/Japan are smoother when you play it on NTSC format. I WANT POPJAM!! Which is better, subscribing to NHK and wait for PJ (even we're not even sure about it) or wait for someone providing the movie file?

Jen: YAY!! JEN DROPPED BY~!!! *very happy* Thank you!! Yes, almost on my each entries I post my thought about V6. They're part of my everyday life! ^^;;.. (talking about addiction, it's very very dangerous =D). I scanned Inocchi's pic from Person magazine. Do you already have Sakamoto's pic? If you don't, I'll send it to you (but give me some time to scan it, kay? ^_~). Yes, you cannot post message to the blog's entry.. ~_~

S'ley: Nagano and Sakamoto don't have any official songs together. To think about it, Kamisen and Tonisen are never paired with each other on the same group, ne. But still, mama and papa has done some duets on concerts, but Inocchi was never paired with one of them.. ^^;; I feel that on the next album, there will be a track of Tonisen feat. Go, or Sakamoto/Nagano-Ken duet, or Kamisen feat. Nagano/Sakamoto. These combination don't have any songs together yet. Go is the only Kamisen who has been paired with all Tonisen, and Inocchi is the only Tonisen who has been paired with all Kamisen (and it seems he loves having duet with Okada.. ^^)

last posted/edited at :: 11.32 a.m.

Ugyaaa!! I feel very sleepy today. My report's deadline is approaching but I haven't written another single words in it.. ~_~ Lazy me! Sley and Desy, I guess I have to follow your seriousness in facing exams.. ^^;; BUT I don't want to bury my Johnnys treasure.. ^_^