the critic...
residence the review(smile for me!)(c)

Wednesday, May 28, 2003
([ feeling || 0= ironic ])
My mom and my brother are laughing their heads off. Why, you ask? MY BROTHER IS TAKING THE SAME CLASS AS ME THIS SUMMER. He went to summer school registration this afternoon and he got Computer Keyboarding 1st period this summer. Omg...he's not even a freshman yet and I have to see him...in the same class. Can you say ironic?

On to another topic...I'm so sorry. I didn't know. I've just made everything worse. )=

It was SO HOT today!!! I felt like melting. i wanan go to the beach, you guys! BEACHY KEEN! ((((=

In Britni's pf:
::hiGhlIte OF thE dAY::
hAha fReakiNg hEleN!! "kylE! it wAs bRitNi!!" hAhahA!!
^HEY!!! -_-;; LOLLL that was stupid.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIA!!!!!
helenmel0n laughed at 08:03 p.m.

Tuesday, May 27, 2003
([ feeling || /= iffy ])
I can't help it...AGHHHHHH!!!

It's hard pretending nothing is wrong...

I can't do anything RIGHT.
helenmel0n laughed at 09:46 p.m.

Monday, May 26, 2003
([ feeling || (= happy pappy ])
Today is Memorial Day...so Happy Memorial Day! I actually attempted to exercise today. I went on my treadmill for a while while watching 7th Heaven. Then I got tired so I turned it off. HAHA. Daddy drove me to Alpha around 3ish and when I got there, the receptionist said there was no class. OMGOSHERS this is the 3rd time. Mister Kim DID say there would be class today! ERGH! Anyways, i called Shaorn to tell her but she was like, "Omg I'm already here!" and I was like, "I'm just pulling out!" She was right behind me in Sandy's car. LOLs. So we both stopped in the Big Lots parking lot and I went into Sandy's car and we were thinking of somewhere to go, but we couldn't think of anywhere exciting so we ended up at the mall. We saw Chester there! Anyways, Sharon, Sandy, and I spent forever in Old Navy and then we watched Down With Love. It's not that great of a movie, but I think Renee' Zellweger (or however you spell it) is kinda really annoying. Omgoshers, her pursed lip smile drove me nuts. HAHA..Sharon said: it was very stupid that i guess in a way. it was worth the 7 bucks just to laugh. coz it was soo lame. the story line was good. very kute. but the actress. rene zellweger. OMGOSH. that girl.uh. interesting. you should've seen helen's face. it was halarious. you gotta be there. HAHAH! Seriously! After the movie, Sandy drove Sharon and me to my house and we just ate; I got Sharon to like TARO! =D Then we chitter-chattered like we always do, and then she went home. Sharon, I'm so EXCITED!!! HAHA! Anyways, I just bs'ed all my hw just now. I didn't even do ALpha hw or English yet. Aren't you proud of me?! Okay, BYE! =D SMILEEEEEE!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SCOTT!!!!
helenmel0n laughed at 10:02 p.m.

Sunday, May 25, 2003
([ feeling || 0: wow ])
[EDIT at 9:43 p.m.] I'm soooo happy! I get to get a new phone! YAY! I can't get it till 2 more weeks though, 'cause our monthly payment cycle thing isn't over till 2 more weeks, but yea! I get a camera phone! YAY! I'm getting the Motorola T720i, I think. The faceplate is really ugly though. HAHAHA...it's changable though so (=. Anyways, I bought Julia's present today. Yep! Omgoshers, I promised myself I'd run today, but again, the laziness took over. It's too late now. LOLs[/EDIT]

I found this article on Jinfae's journal:

LA Times article on Walnut, California
by RPlatkin
01 September 1999 06:44 UTC

The following article from the Aug. 25, 1999, Los Angeles Times should dispel those groundless claims made by several generations of sociologists and social psychologists that people are naturally ethnocentric and that racial prejudice is an intuitive response to differences among different ethnic and racial groups. Could it be that the high school students in Walnut, California, are some mutants or that their "hard-wiring" was compromised by pollutants? Or, could it be they were not carefully taught to be ethnocentric?

Dick Platkin (rplatkin@aol.com)

Wednesday, August 25, 1999
COLUMN ONE
Learning to Look Past Race
Walnut's young people, seeing friends rather than skin color, may offer a glimpse into America's future. Observers say the town shows how suburbia is being reinvented as an agent of social change.

By ANNE-MARIE O'CONNOR, Times Staff Writer

If you want to time-travel to a future American suburb, turn off your television and walk through this year's Walnut High School prom.

Thai American junior Sara Vichit, luminous in a shimmering gown, is slow-dancing with a black senior, Chris Matthews, whose tuxedoed elegance hints at the adult world he is graduating into. There's Jesse Waites, who is white, moving in sync to a hip-hop beat with his African American date, Tiffany Palmer, and a Latino friend, Steven Casado. Forget the increasingly anomalous all-white world on prime-time TV. This is MTV International. Here, diversity is commonplace, comfortable--and cool.

"Nobody's going to turn their head if an Asian girl comes with an African American boy," Principal Ken Gunn said. "That's not the source of any tension." Or, as a young woman at the prom asked: "Isn't it like this everywhere now?"

No, it's not. In fact, this affluent, eastern San Gabriel Valley suburb of 32,000--which went from predominantly white to two-thirds Asian, black or Latino in a generation--is among the most diverse in America. Yet instead of undergoing white flight, it is one of a handful of diversifying communities nationwide that actually gained white residents as it grew. Today, members of Walnut's white old guard find themselves proud grandparents of children of partly Asian, Latino and black heritage. High school students stray from the usual borders of ethnic identity into a common youth culture that makes some of their elders a little uncomfortable. And diversity has become an integral element of civic identity. In ethnically fragmented, sometimes fractious Southern California, here is a place that--however imperfectly--quietly works. Could this prosaic outpost of suburbia--with its bland strip malls, prefab Old West kitsch and Norman Rockwell hypernormality--be hosting the kind of social transformation that still eludes older, more glamorous communities in Southern California?

Some believe that Walnut is, indeed, a glimpse into a plausible future California--a state in which half of all residents are expected to be nonwhite by 2001. "There are only a few places in America like this," said James Allen, a Cal State Northridge professor and co-author of "The Ethnic Quilt," a book on Los Angeles County's changing demography. "If a multiethnic society is worked out in America, I would think it is worked out in places like Walnut. The future of America is in the suburbs," he said.

And nowhere more than in California is suburbanization--that long-ridiculed chariot of conservative American white flight--being reinvented as an agent of social change. And in few states does it have more far-reaching consequences. In Los Angeles County, for example, two of three people live somewhere in the suburban sprawl.

Many Southern Californians already know that the stereotype of the American suburb as a "Brady Bunch," white-bread enclave no longer applies. From western Ventura County to San Diego, middle-class diversity is a suburban phenomenon--sometimes in suburbs that owe their very existence to white flight.

But even by Southern California standards, cities in the eastern San Gabriel Valley--such as Walnut and Diamond Bar--are far more integrated than most places, according to William Clark, a UCLA expert in residential segregation. Researchers say that here, race is less likely to determine socioeconomic status. Interracial marriage, they contend, is common. And teenagers appear less likely to polarize into the kinds of rivalry that sparked a two-day student melee over Cinco de Mayo vs. Black History Month at Inglewood High School last year. "We're talking about only a handful of communities, but the fact that they exist is important," Clark said. "It's an indication of this greater tolerance." Jonis Moreno, a Walnut student of Filipino and Latino heritage, said that at other schools she attended kids withdrew into ethnic groupings. When she visits relatives in Carson, "they're like, 'She's Filipino and she's not hanging around with Filipinos. How weird.' " In Walnut, "everybody's mixed together."

helenmel0n laughed at 02:23 p.m.

Saturday, May 24, 2003
([ feeling || (= happy pappy ])
I went to Alpha and took a really hard test. I wanted to cry. )))))'= HAHA. Then Sharon's 'rents came, drove around, and then we went to her casa. Chitter-chattered, laughed like maniacs(but that's nothing new), freeloaded dinner off her (thanks dear), looked at awesome dawsome websites (Currently my favorite: Stef) which inspired me to make another layout, played/danced with Wendy and awesome dawsome dancer Sharonah. Now I'm home. I can't wait 'till THE event! I'm so excited! BUGS&NATURE! We gotta do it! I want the Style channel!
helenmel0n laughed at 10:43 p.m.

Friday, May 23, 2003
([ feeling || )= STUPID ])
[EDIT at 9:33p.m.]Omgoshers I have the bestest friends. Thanks everyone for making me feel better. I love you guys! Mucho thanks to Britni and Patrick!!! They just came over and brought me ice cream. Awww you guys rock! =D[/EDIT]

I didn't pass my permit test. You had to miss 8 to pass, and I missed 9. I FEEL SO STUPID. )))))))))))))'=

Daddy's response: "It's not that hard. I only had to take it once."
^Thanks, that made me feel SO much better.

Mommy's response: "It's okay. Just retake it. I had to take it 2 more times before I passed."
^Thanks you...but mayn, I hope I just pass the next time. =/
helenmel0n laughed at 06:02 p.m.

Thursday, May 22, 2003
([ feeling || )= toothachy ])
Patrick and I were talking about superhuman abilities today! I decided that I want to be able to teletransport(which means to disappear and appear at any other place a second later...thanks buddy for the word! HAHA I couldn't figure it out.), read people's minds, and the ability to heal others. That would be so awesome! FINDING NEMO! Yay!

juliantHEcOOlian: cant wait till next year
^Me neither! YAY! Fun!

I took the US History AP entrance essay test in the wee hours of this morning. Omgoshers I was so tired. We only had to write abotu 2 topics instead of all the 4 we researched for. Goodness. I think I did okay. I really hope I make it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIAN!!!!
helenmel0n laughed at 09:33 p.m.

Wednesday, May 21, 2003
([ feeling || -_- nervous ])
Today was REALLY HOT. Omgoshers sizzle! We watched more of Moulin Rouge in dance. We forgot our buckets last time so we took them home this time. Went to the pep rally. It was pretty cool! Sophomores got 4th place..omgoshers IMPOSSIBLE! That's only 'cause half the sophs were kicked out 'cause the gym was already too full. Wushu was awesome! Colorgaurd was cool! I liked their dresses. Dance Team was awesome dawsome as usual! After school, got a McDees premium salad and boba and then went to Alpha...blahblahblah. When I got home, I watched taped Smallvilles...thanks to my bro's amigo! After that, I watched American Idol...omgoshers they sang our 8th grade showchoir song: Rhythm of the Night! RUBEN WON! AWESOME DAWSOME! I also got my CAHSEE scores: math-437/350, english-435/350, essay 1-2.5/4, essay 2-3.5/4. How sad. Essays SUCKED. GRRrrr! Anyways, I have to study my research for U.S. History AP testing thing tomorrow. I'm so scared! AGHH! Okays, i"m gonna go study for it now. *crosses fingers*
helenmel0n laughed at 10:02 p.m.

Tuesday, May 20, 2003
([ feeling || )'= crying ])
Mommy yelled at me again. I freakin HATE it. I've ranted enough so I don't wanna do it again.AGHHHH!

It was hot today! YAY! I love sunshine! Today during break:
Jiun: Dimples are muscles gone wrong. They're retarded muscles.
^How sad...I have retarded knees. LOLLL. Anyways, these ladies came over today 'cause my momma might hire them to clean our house since my whole familia's lazy. Then Arianne came over and I scanned her Dance Production pictures...(Reminder: These are thumnails so click to see them full-sized.)


^Sometime in Late April/early May at school: me and Arriane with her handy dandy state-of-the-art POLAROID camera! (=

^Dance Production with some of the girls from Dance Team: Betty, Ashley, Britni, and Vicky. SEXY! LOL

^Dance Production: Now you know who they're looking at...poor Kasey!

^Dance Prodcution: You know you like our 80's style!: Arianne, Thea, me, and Jennifer.

^Dance Production: posing with Mrs. Tomlin: Jennifer and me on top, Priscilla, Arianne, Mrs. Tomlin, Thea, and Ashley on the bottom.

^Dance Production: Thea, me, Arianne, Jennifer.

Dance Production: me, Jessica, Linda, Arianne.

^Dance Production: Thea! You're on candid camera!

^On stage: me, Thea, Arianne, and Jennifer.

^Me, Mrs. Tomline, and Arianne.

^Applebee's after Dance Production: me, Thea, Jennifer, and Arianne.

^Applebee's after Dance Production: HAHA do you like our props?!: me, Thea with her ketchup(I WONDER what she's doing!), Jennifer, and Arianne.

That reminds me....I have to get my pictures developed! There'll eb more posted soon! =D

Did you guys watch American Idol?! Clay sang "Bridge Over Troubled Water!" OMG! That's Womens' song! Stef sounds better =D. HAHAH right Eva?! Hear us sing it at the pring Pops Concert on JUne 5 or 6!!! Oh mayn, that just reminded me...I'm missing Smallville. )))))))= Mommy made me turn it off.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIC AND DIANA!!!!!
helenmel0n laughed at 09:38 p.m.

Monday, May 19, 2003
([ feeling || )= headachy ])
[EDIT at 9:20 p.m.]Omgoshers I think my right eye is blinder than before. I accidentally hit myself in the eye with a piece of paper this afternoon and just a half an hour ago, toothepaste accidentally flew in the same eye. IT STUNG LIKE CRAZY...)= *SOB*[/EDIT]

I put an online tracker on my page! You'll see it in the intro. Right now, it says that "There are currently 5 viewers online." Wow! 5! I'm surprised! How cool! HAHAHA.

I learned something new in Alpha today: Every guy has
-put on makeup
-tried on girls' clothes
-touched another guy's butt
-slept with another guy
^Is it just me...or is that SCARY?!

We were playign "What if...?" in English today and Elmer said, "Helen, what if I was Orlando Bloom?" HAHAHA WHOO! Orlando Bloom would be my amigo!

I heard Prom was a blast! YAY! I also heard people got the wrong directions and some ended up at a gay festival. LOL.
helenmel0n laughed at 08:10 p.m.

Saturday, May 17, 2003
([ feeling || (= goody ])
Well, I spent the whole day with pea again. HAHA. She came at 8:30 in the morning and woke me up -_- and then Mommy took us to Alpha. After verbal, we tried walking to Jack in the Box but it was really scary 'cause of all the mexican guys. So when we got halfway there, we got so freaked out we kinda ran back to the korean market and ate there. Then we tested and Mommy picked us up afterward and drove us to the mall. We saw Jiun, Josh, Jerry, Chester, Michael, Dennis, and Daniel there. We asked this guy to buy Matrix tickets for us and he did so yeay! We went into the theater and it was all really full. Saw the guys there and saw Elmer, Angel, and Ashely too but the amc people opened up another theater so Sharon and I went there and there were these lil gurls sitting next to us and they laugh REALLY LOUD. haha. The movie was good. I didn't understand the end when the guy was talking to Neo but yea it was guh-reat from what I interpreted. After the movie, I got cheesecake! It was really good! Then we took booth pics. Sat with the guys for a while and then left and Sharon's momma took me home. Oh maynnnnn, I have so much hw tomorrow: Spanish, math, essay for english, and RESEARCHING for us history ap testing! AGHHHH! Well anyways, I'm going to go slack off some more and watch Charlie's Angels! YAY!!!! =D

Tonight was/is WHS PROM 2003! Have fun you guys that are there! WHEE!
helenmel0n laughed at 10:35 p.m.

Friday, May 16, 2003
([ feeling || (= happy pappy ])
The beginning of today was really worriesome but it got better at lunch (during which I had Coldstone's...YUMMY!!!!! =DDD). Since opening night of Dance Production was yesterday, I was barely able to do any of my homework last night, and study for the 3 tests I was going to have the next day. I was so glad when the tests weer over though. Spanish- pretty confusing but I think I did alright. Math- wasn't as hard as I expected and there were only 13 problems! (= Chem- ehhh the same as with every chem test...I fail them all anyway. Anyways, went home after school and ate a ton of fried rice that my momma made...MMMMM mm good! Then got ready and daddy took Arianne and I to school for Dance Production. I watched alot of the dances from the wings...they were so awesome! GOOD JOB YOU GUYS! (((= I didn't mess up on Maniac this time..thank goodness! =D YAY so yea..I wasn't paying attention during Curtain Call though but oh well! Afterwards, a bunch of us went to Applebee's to eat and as usual, the people take forever to get us our food. It was lotsa fun though, with lotsa laughs! "Row row row your boat!" Took lotsa pics...Arianne might come over tomorrow 'cause shes developing her film tomorrow! YAY! That reminds me: I have to get my film developed!

Yesterday, Lopez cancelled choir rehersal (YAY!!), so Casey picked me up after school and we went to Millie's to eat. AWW I haven't seen her for the LONGEST time! We jsut ate and updated each other on stuff. (((= Then I went home to get ready and got to school for Dance Production. I had my mind on the tests I would have the next day so I wasn't as hyped. Messed up on Maniac. I forgot to put my bucket down and I tried to be slick but it got stuck between my legs. -_-;; Oh mayn. That totally bummed me out. Plus, that was the night they were videotaping. DANGNABBIT. LOls. Anyways, Casey and Itzel came to watch. (((((= That made me happy pappy since I haven't seen them for centuries. Then I went home and freaked out about tests the next day. -_-;;
helenmel0n laughed at 11:32 p.m.

Tuesday, May 13, 2003
([ feeling || D=< angry ])
OMGOSHERS. I JUST MISSED SMALLVILLE. THE ONE EPISODE I'VE BEEN WANTING TO WATCH. I DIDN'T REMEMBER. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

I'll watch this Sunday I guess. Remind me! (=

I had Dance Production Tech Rehersal today after school. It was tedious,like every tech rehersal is, but it was cute to see some of the dances.

I wanna cry. I don't get math. There's a test this Friday. *SOB*
helenmel0n laughed at 10:08 p.m.

Monday, May 12, 2003
([ feeling || |: tired ])
Today was summer school and registration sign-ups. We were kinda in the middle in the lottery. YAY. I didn't even know I had to go since I had already gotten my class, but people reminded me that I needed to make an appointment to register for classes for the fall. So yea...had to go and stuff. My registration is on Saturday, July 26 at 10:20 a.m. How fun. Registered for my brother too. Oh mayn he's gonna be a freshman next year! NOoooO! Anyways, then Sharon and I went to Alpha. Borrowed Josh's permit test...thanks you! I'm getting my permit soon you guys! I'm gonna DRIVE! Oh mayn watch out! HAHA. We got ice cream at Rite Aid again. YUM. When I got home, Mommy said we might switch phones/plans this weekend! JOY!

scoTTie x hoTTie: i think stupidity is a synonym of manliness
^HAHA fo really! That's the coolest thing I've heard in a while! WHOO!
helenmel0n laughed at 10:07 p.m.

Sunday, May 11, 2003
([ feeling || |= lazy ])
Happy Mother's Day!
...What did you do for YOUR momma today?! (=

A few comments from people who saw PEEnPEA:
scottiexhottie: u guys r stupid
PyRoMaNiAc28: u guysa re retarded
inn0centlilbaby: you guys are such crackheads
p1nk starfish: u guys are LAME
ChNBaSbstaR36: u guys r scary
xxxomgitschris: danng alopt of empty time on ur hands
...HAHAHA proud of it too!

Look at what Eric made for Sharon and me from one of the pics from there(It's a thumbnail so click to view normal-sized:

^OMGoshers isn't that FUNNY?! HAHAHA it's so stupid! Eric! 'Nukkuh'?! Mayn check out all that monies! Bling Bling! HAHAHAH EWWWW! (=
helenmel0n laughed at 09:35 p.m.

Saturday, May 10, 2003
([ feeling || (= happy pappy ])
Hiyo all! Today was a good day (=. I went testing at Alpha with Josh and Sharon came later. I'm bringing 2 pencils next time. After testing, Sharon and I walked to RiteAid to buy ice cream. YUM! Then Sharon's parentals picked us up and we went to the mall for a while. We bought earrings again! Earrings fetish! WHEE! We saw Steph there and then we saw Alice and Cathie and I saw Mich there (=. It's so asiany there. -_-;; We were gonna take booth pics but there were all these couples in prom stuff in the booth so we didn't. Then Sharon's paretals picked us up again and they went to MarketWorld and we went next door to Joann's for a while to see if they had my blank buttons/pins but they didn't )=. BOO. Then we went to Subway and I ordered our "club on herb&cheese bread with everything on it except bell peppers and extra pickles and peppercine." Then we went to Sharon's house and played with her webcam. LOLLLL it was HILARIOUS. We recorded videos too! We took so many pics so we decided to make a picture trail! Click here to see PEEnPEA behind the scenes! Then Wendy came home and we played Barbies with her for a while. HAHA. Then Mommy and Daddy picked me up and here I am (=.
helenmel0n laughed at 11:27 p.m.

Friday, May 9, 2003
([ feeling || =D guh-REAT! ])
I had an awesome dawsome day you guys! ((((((= I got to school at 7:00 in the morning to talk to Mister Dutton about summer school, and I got Comp Keyboarding 1st period. Mister Dutton's awesome dawsome. If you're taking Comp. Keyboarding over the summer, take it 1st period with Jacoby yea?! =D Then I went to the Choir welcoming party thingy. Ate lots of food, tripped over stuff and made a fool of myself, and just talked! I got my silver ribbon that Thea had to help me pin 'cause the pins work funky and I also got my balloon! Thanks you Debbie for the YWOFY thingy (=.1st was boring. I got a 98 on my Spanish Test though! I thought I did really bad, so YAY (=. In second, Supersonic and us Maniac girls changed to see if we could make our costume changes in time and we practiced in the theater. OMGoshers I got angry 'cause we weren't comfy doing some of the choreography with the shorts we were wearing. I asked Tomlin if we could NOT wear the shorts and somethign else instead but she said we'll have tights and a leotard so it'll be fine. If she says so. HAHA. Mayn, I was running all over the place 'cause I couldn't change in time but Tomlin said we'll have helpers after Maniac so it'll be faster. YAY. I accidentally popped my balloon after 2nd, too. )= BOO! I was about to fall asleep in 3rd 'cause I was really tired and at the end of class when I aws walking out, Iacopetti asked me if I was okay 'cause she thought I looked "down" LOLLL. I DID fall asleep in 4th. Liz makes yummy mac&cheese. MMm thanks dear! I found out my grade. I STILL have an 80.5(BOO!) even though I didn'tdo that well in the past tests, so that was surprising. I hope it'll go up 'cause I think I did okay on the last test we took and notebooks aren't graded yet so...*crosses fingers*. During lunch, Josh drags me over and tells me that he's found my "twin," supposedly a girl he and Dennis and them think looks like me. HAHA. I don't know about that. In 5th, we ran 'Under the Boardwalk.' It's so much freestyle...me encanta! I also got another balloon. Thanks you Rabia. In 6th, we read part of "Night" by Elie Wiesel and the cover photo was so horrible. It was a photo of a bunch of Holocaust survivors and it was so tragically sad. The looks they had on their faces...and they were so skinny, starved, )=. I couldn't tear my eyes away. It was so horrifying. Yet, they seemed to be so happy at the same time. The War was over by the time the photo was taken. ('= I want to read the rest of the book now. After school, I went home and took a nap. Daddy came home and I received the nomination letter for "Who's Who Among American High School Students." How cool.

HAHAH Nessa's so awesome. Look at what she put in her pf:

helen.lyn.vanessa. HLV / DL3
>'[Hyper]Laughing[Vixens] ;P ha

^Oh yea! Gotta watch out next year in WE! (((=

Here's some random stuff I scanned (=. They're thumbnails, so click them to view them regular-sized in another window:

^2 weeks agos in English: me and Lyn

^2 weeks ago in English: Angel, Grace, Elmer, me, and Jeff. I dunno what we were doing! LOLs

^OMGoshers look! CHERRY candy! Aren't they so awesome?! YEAY! I'm never eating them =D

^My oh so cool TINKERBELL phone case! Like Julia says, "So the Disney Princesses can keep in touch!" Lols thanks you dearie!

^The Orlando Bloom button I made. Me encanta. In real life, his face isn't pinkyish like it is when I scanned it. HAHA

^Hey it's the SP Panthers Show Choir 2000-2001! Aww I miss it! We were awesome! (=
^This was last summer in Thailand with my familia. We were at this huge ol' temple: Mommy, me, Daddy, Calvin.

^My turtle named Turtle! Charlene took this picture 'cause she was like, "C'mon! Take a pic! He's posing like The Little Mermaid!" HAHA

helenmel0n laughed at 06:52 p.m.

Thursday, May 8, 2003
([ feeling || |=< frustrated ])
I was trying to do my math homework but I'm not getting it so I decided to rant in here for a while. (=

What is up with our weather?! It's May and it's RAINING?! No!!! It's supposed to be beautiful and sunny...beachy weather! Well, today was a good day! We had a sub in Belcher and we watched La Serenita (The Little Mermaid). *SOB* I almost cried. HAHAHA (= I love that movie. I actually understood some of it too. YAY! In dance, I got called up by Dutton 'cause I was allowed to register for summer school early and I feel bad 'cause I couldn't decide whether to take Comp. Keyboarding 1st or 2nd period in the summer. I wanted to take Psych at MtSAC during the summer and then take Comp. Keyboarding 2nd period at school, but I haven't turned in my application for MtSAC yet so I have to talk to Dutton about it tomorrow. We had a sub in math..cool Mister Little who didn't remember me from 3 years ago. HAHA. Chem test...pretty easy JOY! I got called up during Chem and when I got to the office, Mister Dutton remembers that I ALREADY saw him today. HAHA. New choreography in choir. Slept in English while analyzing a poem and at the end of class, Mrs. Dutton was like, "Did anyone see Helen back there? I was the only one who noticed; she was dead asleep, nodding her head and everything." HAHAAH -_-;; After school, Sharon and I saw this guy stressing/majorly FREAKING OUT about his schedule and he was like wailing/crying/pulling at his hair. It was really sad/freaky/funny. "OMG...Is that NORMAL?!" When I got home, Daddy took me to MtSAC so I could turn in my applications and register to take the assessment test and the guy that was helping me with the stuff looked at my application and was like, "Walnut High School...the GREATEST school on earth..do you like high school?" in a really sarcastic way. HAHA. Omgoshers, I'm a standby to take the assessment test. How GAY is that?! I'm supposed to take the standby test this coming Tuesday at 4:30. I don't think I can anyway, 'cause that's Dance Production Tech Rehersal. Mayn, so many people are so much more ahead of me in the registering process, and they still can't get a class. I think I'm going to just forget about going to summer school at MtSAC...but I don't just want to take Comp Keyboarding at school. The only other thing I could have taken was Physics and I was supposed to have already turned in the fees for Physics Honors and everything. Omgoshers this is so gay! I screwed myself over. HAHA. Sighhh. So, this summer: Comp. Keyboarding, TA, and Alpha? =/

I wanna bop MtSAC on their head. (=<
helenmel0n laughed at 06:00 p.m.

Tuesday, May 6, 2003
([ feeling || |x tired ])
Today went by really fast. It was all a blur. I don't remember anything! Omgoshers, I DO remember that I had a dream last night that Lopez hated me. -_- HAHAHA. It's probably my fear of trying out for an officer. Anyways, Choir results for the 2003-2004 Choirs were posted today. Congrats everyone who made it into the choir of their choice!!! (= Awesome dawsome. Anyways, I went home after school and then at 6:30, Daddy drove me to Subway so I could get Sharon's "club on herb&cheese bread with everything on it except bell peppers and extra pickles and peppercine." Then we went to school, picked Sharon and Josh up and went to Alpha. When we got there, the receptionist tells us there's no class! Omgoshers, this is the 2nd time this has happened to me. Anyways, I call Daddy back really fast and Sharon and I went back to my house, ate our Subway, watched Punk'd and Sharon left and now I should do my load of homework. I don't wanna!

I don't think I'm going to try out for ASB after all. =/

I STILL have to register for MtSAC summer school. Hopefullies Daddy can take me Thurs. or Fri.!

LILLIX-IT'S ABOUT TIME <=I love this song! (=
helenmel0n laughed at 09:07 p.m.

Sunday, May 4, 2003
([ feeling || (= goody ])
[EDIT at 10:10 p.m.] I added a "songs" section! Check it out in the content! (=[/EDIT] OMGOSHERS <333!!! I found this on Jackolynn's xanga. It's totally awesome dawesome perfect!

Happiness isn`t about what happens to us -it`s about how we perceive what happens to us. It`s the knack of finding a positive for every negative, and viewing a set back as a challenge. If we can just stop wishing for what we don`t have, and start enjoying what we do have, our lives can be richer, more fulfilled-and happier. The time to be happy is now.
^These are the life rules, you guys! =D
helenmel0n laughed at 01:36 p.m.

Saturday, May 3, 2003
([ feeling || =D awesome!!! ])
Hiya everyone! Today was guhhhhh-REAT! My grandparents came over in the morning and my grandma was like "Good luck today!" HAHA. Today was SCVA (Southern California Vocal Association) Show Choir Competition at Long Beach Poly High School! I got to school at 12:15ish, my spirits already soured by my attitudy brother. But as the day went on, I totally forgot about him so YAY =D. Lyn had an extra boba milk tea, so I bought it from her! I was so happy! I was thinking of getting boba today but I didn't, and I ended up being able to have one anyway! YAY! Thanks dotty! We were all supposed to leave for the competition at 12:30 but unfortunately, the bus was late. Then it started raining so we all had to haul the boxes, show and real umbrellas, snacks, and clothes, makeup, and stuff to shelter between the lockers. Meanwhile, Lopez was frantically calling and got another bus driver to come, who, when she did arrive, said she came out of the house in such a rush that she didn't put on any makeup or brush her hair. LOL. Anyways, we got to LBPHS around 2 and the air smelled beachy =D. It made me happy pappy! We went inside the auditorium and watched the last two groups of the High School Mixed II divison: Diamond Bar DiamondTones and Nogales Chamber Singers. It was cool! Isis, Julia, and I recognized SOOO many people we used to know in SP in Diamondtones. It was cool (=. Then we had a break, and Isis, Lyn, and I went to visit Jenn and Vivian at the Diamond Bar side of the auditorium and it was so funny 'cause we were going towards them and they were in front of us but they were looking to the side so when we got their attention, they were like, "We were looking for you!" HAHA what a coincidence! But yea, we talked for a while, kodak moments, and Jenn, Piper, and I relived our Alpha moments. Guh-ROSS. LOL. Then our division (High School Women II) started and we sat through 2 choirs' shows who weren't that entertaining and we already watched before at El Mo's competition. Then, *drumroll*...Diamond Bar Diamondaires did their show and it was GUH-REATTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AwWWWW Jenn and Vivi and Piper were so cute! Piper and her 'Colors of the Wind' solo, whoo! Go baby! hahhaha. They were definitely the best so far. Then it was Jurupa Valley's turn next and we already watched them at RCC and since we were after them, we went to warm up. We sounded really good in the warm up room 'cause it resounded back and stuff so we were all hyped and excited =D. Omgoshers when we started the show, I was SO nervous. I think this was everyone's most nerve-wracking competition 'cause it was our last one, and our last chance to do our best. I heard Jenn and Vivi in the audience, thanks you guys! I messed up quite a few times but it was okies. (=. Anyways, awards time for our division: 3rd- Diamond Bar Diamondaires! GOOD JOB YOU GUYSSS!!!!!!! 2nd- Walnut Women's Ensemble! YAY!!!! 1st- Redlands Les Chanteuses. We all thought judging was bizarre and I guess it's true. Judging is always very subjective. Alot of us thought it was bizarre that Redlands got 1st. Hehe what do we know?! Diamondaires and we tied for second, but we got second 'cause we got higher points for music. Redlands also got the music plaque and DB got the show plaque. No doubt about that! When we left for home, it was only around 5:30 and we weren't scheduled to be back till around 8:00 so we decided to go eat at Applebee's! So a group of us (Isis, Julia, Lyn, Christa, Nikki, Christina, Kate, Marvi, Debbie, Elaine, Mildrey, Lisa, and I) went to Applebee's and ate and talked. We saw Clements there and he said he remembered me but not my name. Anyways, I had a Smothered Grilled Chicken, YUM! Isis, Debbie, and I split a Dulce de Leche Cheesecake(even though Debbie ended up not eating any of it) and it was so cute 'cause Isis ordered it in Spanish! WHOO! Bust out those skills! So, lots of laughs, kodak moments, talk, bonding, magic tricks (HAHA Debbie should be a magician!), and I learned a new card game! (= Overall, it was an awesome dawsome day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY COLLEENNNNNNNNNNNN!!!! =DDD
helenmel0n laughed at 09:57 p.m.

Friday, May 2, 2003
([ feeling || /=> guilty ])
[EDIT at 11:15 p.m.] LiD0D0PEY X24: "OMGOSH! IM A FREQUENT READER OF YOUR XANGA*!"
LiD0D0PEY X24: LOlz
LiD0D0PEY X24: SORRy i just thought about that
^hahaha Wow! Thanks you! Btw dear, this isn't a xanga, remember? LOLL.[/EDIT]

Today was the last day of CAT6 Testing! JOYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! The Chem section was pretty hard. )))= I guessed on nearly half of them. Sigh. I didn't eat lunch today 'cause I'm trying to save monies but Sharon gave me gum and you know what I found out??! Gum delays hunger pangs! haha. Anyways, Mommy took Sharon and me to Alpha after school...thanks for the nuts pea! They're addicting! LOL (((= We tested for a while until Sandy picked us up to go to the mall. We saw Jenn in the parking lot haha. Anyways, we went too late for the 4:30 X-men so we tried to get the next one but that was sold out so bleh. We ended up not watching it (BOOO!!!! I'm sorry! It was my fault!) but we ate and we saw Chris, Jane, Patrick, and people and they sat for a while but they left. Then we went to Claire's and we each got a pair of earrings. YAY! Candy too. We each bought candy and I bought lots for tomorrow. Then we left. I'm so sorry for being all worried and stuff! But Thanks mucho you guys! You guys rock my socks! Psycho stalker! Middle-aged guy! AgHHHHH! HAHAHAH "I'm gonna have you NAKED. by the end of this song!" WHOO!

I got an application for ASB...I don't know why. I have NO room for it and I'm not in Cabinet and I don't have the necessary "hookups." LOL. Oh well....might as well try out for everything! =D
helenmel0n laughed at 10:08 p.m.

Thursday, May 1, 2003
([ feeling || (= better ])
Lots of thanks yous to the awesome dawsome Yvonne and Christina. WHOO!

Today was the 4th day of CAT6 testing. Tedious. I was so glad when it was over. It was kinda funny though, 'cause when I was walking to my locker after testing, I passed by a group of teachers, and one lady was like, "....stinkin' kid took the whole period..." HAHAHA it was so funny...to see teachers out of their "teaching students" mode. Anyways, today was kick back. We watched the second half of Iron Giant in Chem. Shawna and Mindy thought I was crying when the iron giant was running away. I was about to sneeze, you guys. LOL. We ran the show in choir. Lopez said she FINALLY felt the energy and enthusiasm that was missing! AWESOME! English was fun as usual. After school, I had choir rehersal in the dance room. Tomlin wasn't there so I didn't have a chance to get a Dance Production shirt...but we ran the show again. YAY. I'm excited for this Saturday! Come see us at Long Beach Poly High School!
helenmel0n laughed at 09:45 p.m.

Tuesday, April 29, 2003
([ feeling || |=< annoyed ])
Awww, Spring Break 2003 is over and now we're all back in school. Fantastic! -_-;;

This week is CAT 6 Testing and the name of the darn standardized tests changes every year. It's harder this year. Guessed on the whole History section 'cause I don't remember a single thing from World History. I'm in Belcher's room and I'm one of the three sophomores in there. Everyone else is a junior. I don't really know anyone in there except Elaine, Mildrey, and Julian. Fun fun. I pretty much finished as fast as I could so I could sleep. MMm sleep (=. It's kinda strange 'cause after we're all finished, Belcher makes his trip around the room to talk to us. He always tells me what we're going to do in class. HAHA so I be polite and I nod and smile =D. Testing week is good 'cause we don't have every single class every day so there's less homework. That's always good.

I went to Alpha with Sharonah yesterday after school. We got McDee's new salads before we went to class and they're really good! I placed the order wrong 'cause I thought of Wendy's Asian Chicken Salad and I tried ordering it and they got all confused and the lady had to call the manager. We finally got the order straight but she forgot to give us our fries. RAWR. What if she did it on purpose?! Oh well. During class, I was being too loud and having a really short attention span 'cause the great ones (Sharon, Josh, and Chester) were there and Jeffray kept picking on me. It was to the point that he had to sit on one of the desks and stare at me until I got to work. -_-. Sorry to Sharon and Josh for being iffy during class. =/ It's just me!

Sharon(watching me doodle): "OOh, either you're mad or you're really bored, 'cause that's the only time you draw."
^...She knows me too well. I didn't even notice that. Thanks for trying to make me feel better, pea!

Ooh yea, Choir tryouts were the week before spring break. I decided to stay in Women's 'cause show choir's guh-REAT! Yep yep! Chamber Callbacks were yesterday afternoon. I'm sure you guys did guh-REAT! (=

¿Por qué yo permito lo molestarme?
Lo siento para tratando a te conozco.

y v o iv iv 3: that's why
y v o iv iv 3: i'm telling you right now
y v o iv iv 3: from experience
y v o iv iv 3: hehe
y v o iv iv 3: that you can't blame yourself
y v o iv iv 3: helen just try not to think so much about it
y v o iv iv 3: i know its stupid saying that
y v o iv iv 3: but just try yes
y v o iv iv 3: ?
y v o iv iv 3: it'll make YOU feel tons better
y v o iv iv 3: :-\
twinkelNsparkle: thanks youuu:-D
y v o iv iv 3: nooooooooooooo
twinkelNsparkle: heh HEHEHEHH i lOVE YOU!
y v o iv iv 3: i'm ALWAYS here for yOU :-D
y v o iv iv 3: you know that
y v o iv iv 3: but helen! the things i tell you
y v o iv iv 3: i do'tn tell you
y v o iv iv 3: just to make you feel better
y v o iv iv 3: its things you should do to GET BETTER!
y v o iv iv 3: :-)
y v o iv iv 3: beause i know how you're feeling! i REALLY DO!

^My rules to follow....LOL I LAHV her! =DD Thanks dearie!

ChNBaSbstaR36: "mass melon robbery thought to be commited by the felon named helen who stole melons, bak to u bob"
^HAHA Jerry...how clever! -_-;;

I hate being in this mood. ERRGHHHHH. Okies, off to do the elephant load of homework! Have fun!
helenmel0n laughed at 06:02 p.m.

Sunday, April 27, 2003
([ feeling || -_- zZZz sleepy ])
My brother punched me in the eye. He'll be sorry when a I go blind. NYAHAHAHA.

STUPID. >=(
helenmel0n laughed at 03:01 p.m.

Saturday, April 26, 2003
([ feeling || o'_'o full ])
OWWW. I just tried to run on the treadmill but I just ate 30 minutes ago so I started getting a stitch on my side. Yep. It was painful.

Today was okies! Mommy took me to Alpha in the morning 'cause she wanted me to test. They weren't open! o DARN, what a PITY! LOLs. So we went home and Aunt D came over and left Frederick here. Then we went to San Gabriel and ate. Harrison brought his RC and raced it around. It was cool but it practically killed me a couple of times. HAHA. Then my cousins (Holden & Harrison) and my bro (Calvin) went out to get boba. It was yummy! Calvin was being an idiot and ran across a big fat street and almost got ran over. Sheesh. Then we went to Life Plaza and they went look for a pc place but Interplay shut down. LOLs they were mad. It was funny. HARDY HAR! Then we found the CUTEST candy store. Lots of asiany candy. But they were colored/shaped REALLY cute. I wanted some of everything. I only spent 3 bucks on candy though. YUMMm and I got CHERRY shaped ones! ((((((((= HAHA Harrison picked out ones called "Poo-poo" HAHA. It was shaped liek poos too! They were good though...and they didn't taste anything liek poo! (= Then we went to a morning glory type of store and I bought PINS! YAY! More pins! Pins are my fetish right now. HAHA. Customized buttons too. Yep! Then we walked back and got hyper and stupid by eating candy. YUMMM. Then Mommy, Calvin, and I left and went to SGS and I bought a black headband with white polka dots at Art Land. OMGoshers it matches the 50's outfit I bought yesterday at Forever! (((((((= Then we went to the bakery and picked up Daddy's bday cake (It was his bday a week ago but we were celebrating today.). We went home and I made a rose out of hot pink ribbon and sewed it to my new headband. YAY (((= Then we ate dinner and Daddy had no idea it was his bday dinner. Lobster yee mien, steak, corn, and salad. He took forever to eat though, but when he was finally done, Mommy, Calvin, and I brought out the cake and sang Happy Birthday. Lols he was so surprised! Happy happy day (=

Sigh. I've been eating too much. My mommy said I got fatter. bOOOO....and she told me to run. I ran too soon though. Stupid stitch.

Another happy pappy note: Band/Orch people are back from Hawaii...welcome back you guys! =D
helenmel0n laughed at 10:18 p.m.

Friday, April 25, 2003
([ feeling || (= happy pappy! ])
Today
Today was a nice day! Liz left at 8:30 in the morning though )=. A few hours later, Mommy took me to Montclair mall and we shopped. It was a shopping day today! WHOOOO i got some stuff ((((= yay YAY! It was fun trying on dresses I would never buy at Windsor (=. I did get this coordinating top and skirt at forever though! It's very 50's (((= I LOVE the 50's clothes (((=. Maybe I'll wear it to the choir banquet! Anyways, Mommy and I kind of "bonded", I guess. Yep! Then we went to Stater Bros. and bought all this food. YUMMMM. We couldn't stop eating Quakes. Those are SOO good.

Yesterday
I had a movie night at my house! Well, I was going to watch The Ring for my risk for English (I'm terrified of scary movies. I got nightmares after watching Goosebumps in 3rd grade! )=..so what better risk than to watch one of the scariest movies ever?!) and Arianne was going to too. Angel also wanted to watch it with us so we all decided to watch it together! We asked Liz to come too, but she was too scared to watch The Ring, but she would come over for teh comedy (=. Anyways, Angel came over after dinner and we just hung out and watched Friends until Arianne got home but she didn't rent the movies yet so Angel and I went over to her casa to pick up the handy dandy Blockbuster card and Mommy drove us to Blockbuster. We rented The Ring and a comedy (The Long, Long, Trailer starring Lucille Ball and Desi Arnaz =DDDDDDDDDDDDD) so the scariness could wear off. Omgoshers the girl in front of us in the line took FOREVER. Then we went home and Arianne said her momma probably wouldn't let her come over so we were muy sad 'cause it was just Angel and me watching..at night. *SOB* It was SO FREEKIN SCARY. When we screamed our heads off for the first time, my parents and bro got scared too so after that, we had to stifle our screams. Omgoshers it was scary. YES. I was hiding under the blanket most of the time but i still WATCHED! Angel kept saying, "Helen! You have to watch! It's your risk!" I did!...with one eye. HAHA. Then Liz came over at around 10? and said she got lost on the way. Poor Liz! (= She hid under the blanket while we watched the rest of the movie, and after that, we started watching Jackass but since Daddy was still up, we switched it to The Long Long Trailer. Angel had to leave in the middle of it )= Her daddy didn't let her sleep over. bOO. When Daddy went to sleep, we watched Jackass. Omgoshers that movie is so STUPIDLY HILARIOUS/GUH-ROSS. The things guys do...HAHA. Then Liz and I had a girl talk =D and it was guh-REAT! We slept at around 3? and I was too tired to have nightmares. YAY!
helenmel0n laughed at 06:07 p.m.

Wednesday, April 23, 2003
([ feeling || D=< angry ])
I know it's pessimistic and somewhat childish and typical but...

My mom and I will never understand each other....at least not in this time frame.

We might get along sometimes (joy!) but that doesn't mean that we understand each other.

My brother told me something interesting. When mommy and he went to alpha last week so mommy could interrogate Mister Kim and ask if I had truly been doing my work and attending all the classes, Mister Kim, instead, told her not to be too overprotective 'cause I'm not a little kid anymore and to let my bro and me live a little because he thinks I've been too stressed lately. Also, he also told her to show us more love. HAHAHA. But omgoshers...I was so surprised when my bro told me. When I asked my mom if what my bro said what Mister Kim said was true, she didn't really answer. My bro was like, "See, she doesn't even listen." Then mommy was like, "I am your mom. I am always right." Omgoshers, how much more narrow-minded can one get??? I know she respects Mister Kim, but she's not going to put any of his advice to use. I guess she doesn't expect that kind of stuff from a teacher. HAHA...as for me, I think it's awesome. Maybe his words will sink in someday. Hopefullies!

Anyways, I was supposed to go paintballing today with Christina, Vicky, Jerry, Jiun, and some people I don't know but we found out that we were supposed to make reservations...so we ended up not going. BOO! I was looking forward to it too. Oh well (=

Kays, I'm off to wrap wonton! YUMMY!

"A ray of hope there still may be..." -Merriweather from Sleeping Beauty
helenmel0n laughed at 05:39 p.m.

Tuesday, April 22, 2003
([ feeling || =/ bored ])
Here's a survey I found from (I forgot where).

B A S i C S
[ .001. ] first name: helen!
[ .002. ] middle name: wong
[ .003. ] last name: bloom! HAHAHA (o; dontcha wonder where THAT comes from?!
[ .004. ] nickname(s): helenmel0n! helenah! heleno! nerd! loser! tinkerbell! cherry! also get called sharon. -_-;; HAHA
[ .005. ] gender: gurl (=
[ .006. ] age: quince! thats 15. im 15 and a half now! yay!
[ .007. ] birthday: 100887
[ .008. ] height: 5'4-5'5 =D
[ .009. ] hair color: dark brownie..au natural!
[ .010. ] eye color: dark brownie
[ .011. ] race: lets go! vroom vroom! jk american born chinese!
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: ehm a contact in my right eye LOL
[ .013. ] do you have braces: nuh uh =D
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: i just cut it 2 weeks ago but its still pretty long...a few inches past my shoulders. yep!
[ .015. ] where were you born: here? well in cali in the gmc
[ .016. ] current location: in the nut, the littlest town on earth (x
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: libra! the one with teh scales!
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: english! cantonese! and some espanol!
[ .019. ] nationality: abc..didnt i already answer this?
[ .020. ] bad habits: procrastinating! not dedicated enough to my grades! going online, no patience for my lil bro, all that good stuff
[ .021. ] piercings you have: two on each ear
[ .022. ] piercings you want: thats good enoughf or now (= maybe belly button but nahhh
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: nada!
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: i dont think id ever get one but a crystal one would be cute! on my lower back
[ .025. ] today's date: 04.22.03
[ .026. ] time: almost 1 pm
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: not really!

F A M i L Y
[ .028. ] mother's name: judy
[ .029. ] father's name: peter
[ .030. ] step-parent's names: dont have any
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): calvin
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): dont have any )=
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: casey! but mommy banned me from talking to her. i resent her for that )=
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: uncle boy =D
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: my grandma! my daddy's mommy
[ .036. ] worst relative: i dunno =/
[ .037. ] best relative: colleen! HAHA =D
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: well i dont talk to my dad enough to answer that and RARELY with my mom
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: casey does (=

P E T S
[ .040. ] do you have any pets: yeps!
[ .041. ] what are their names: turtle..cuz its a turtle..clever eh?! LOl
[ .042. ] what kind of animals are they: a turtle (=

S C H 0 0 L
[ .043. ] are you still in school: )x yes
[ .044. ] did you drop out: nooOoO! haha that reminds of the song "high-school dropout" from grease!
[ .045. ] current gpa, or last gpa you got: 3.8 last semester and 3.6 cumulative i think
[ .046. ] favorite grade: uhmMm 8th grade!!!! it was awesome dawsome i loved middle school
[ .047. ] least favorite grade: uhmmMmm i dont remember
[ .048. ] favorite teacher: ms. lee! she was so nice (=
[ .049. ] least favorite teacher: ms braviroff. )=<
[ .050. ] favorite subject: lunch =D HAHA and choir
[ .051. ] least favorite subject: CHEMystery
[ .052. ] do/did you buy lunch or bring it: i buy lunch more than i bring lunch
[ .053. ] play any sports on the school's team: im not athletically coordinated
[ .054. ] do/did you do any extracurricular activities: choir, did the musical
[ .055. ] are/was you popular: nopes
[ .056. ] favorite dance: huh?
[ .057. ] favorite memory: i have lots of those =D
[ .058. ] least favorite dance: *shrug*
[ .059. ] least favorite memory: beginning of 9th grade and when my dog died )))=
[ .060. ] most humiliating moment: 5th field day, when a rotten egg splattered on me. OMMMGGG

F A V 0 R i T E S
[ .061. ] number: 2!
[ .062. ] clothing brand: uhmm express, abercrombie, hollister, wet seal, forever, everything!
[ .063. ] shoes: roxy flip flops! just flip flops in general =D
[ .064. ] saying: hiYO! hiYA! wassupers?! omgoshers. how RUDE. *SOB*
[ .065. ] tv show: I LOVE LUCY! smallville! friends!
[ .066. ] sport: ---
[ .067. ] vegetable: veggies are good!
[ .068. ] fruit: oranges, grapes, strawberries, cherries, mangoes, YUM!
[ .069. ] movie: LOTR HAHAHA
[ .070. ] magazine: seventeen and ym
[ .071. ] actor: my hubby of course: ORLANDO BLOOM!
[ .072. ] actress: *shrug* lucille ball!
[ .073. ] candy: sour belts and jelly belly butteredpopcorn MMMM
[ .074. ] gum: i forgot waht its caleld but it ends with "time"
[ .075. ] scent: bath n body mango mandarin! (((= and bikini from anchor blue
[ .076. ] twix! its all in the mixxxx
[ .077. ] ice cream flavor: strawberry cheesecake DROOL im getting hungry
[ .078. ] color: pink!!! white, red, bably blue, black
[ .079. ] season: summer...beach keen!
[ .080. ] holiday: chrsitmas and chinese new year (=
[ .081. ] band: shrug
[ .082. ] singer: too many
[ .083. ] group: womens ensemble! HAHAh i know im a nerd
[ .084. ] rapper: ---
[..085. ] type of music: slow, punk rock, pop, everything cept country
[ .086. ] thing in your room: uhmmmm my pictures of everyone and my orlando bloom posters =D
[ .087. ] place to be: with my friends
[ .088. ] radio station: beat kiis power
[ .089. ] tv channel: WB! fox
[ .090. ] junk food: in n out
[ .091. ] overall food: asian food, italian too
[ .092. ] store: express, abercrombie, hollister, forever, wet seal, etc
[ .093. ] shoe brand: roxy, converse
[ .094. ] fast food: in n out! and mcdees
[ .095. ] restaurant: olive garden
[ .096. ] shape: circle
[ .097. ] time of day: afternoon/night
[ .098. ] country: the good ol us of a!
[ .099. ] state: cali and nyc and hawaii!
[ .100. ] boys name: hmmm i dunno (=
[ .101. ] girls name: melody
[ .102. ] mall: block, brea, cabazon!
[ .103. ] video game: uhHHH
[ .104. ] shampoo: garnier fructis! it works SOoO good
[ .105. ] board game: GUESS WHO?! HAHAh
[ .106. ] computer game: uhhh
[ .107. ] car: vw jetta! LOl
[ .108. ] music video: dont have one
[ .109. ] swear word: cussing is bad
[ .110. ] word: hiYO! and hiYA!
[ .111. ] month: spring and summer months (=
[ .112. ] cartoon character: spongebob and patrick! and bubbles. terry from batman beyond
[ .113. ] scary movie: those scare me and i have nightmares for a month LOL
[ .114. ] team: huh?
[ .115. ] possession: my pictures of everyone

WHATS THE FiRST THiNG Y0U THiNK 0F WHEN Y0U HEAR..
[ .116. ] eminem: bleached hair and tattoo
[ .117. ] dog: prince, my late doggy
[ .118. ] hot: orlando bloom
[ .119. ] britney spears: stronger than yesterday!
[ .120. ] nsync: girlfriend sung by justine timberlake
[ .121. ] real world: drama
[ .122. ] orange: the fruit
[ .123. ] choice: menu
[ .124. ] fuck: *GASP*
[ .125. ] bisexual: homo!
[ .126. ] black: dress
[ .127. ] icq: im box
[ .128. ] insane clown posse: circus
[ .129. ] linkin park: the group
[ .130. ] jack: sourdough jack
[ .131. ] rainbow: sharon
[ .132. ] cherry: me
[ .133. ] cucumber: melon from bath n body
[ .134. ] shark: jaws
[ .135. ] lifehouse: singers
[ .136. ] bat: man
[ .137. ] leather: coach
[ .138. ] whip: king and i scene whern they find tuptim
[ .139. ] america: uncle sam
[ .140. ] water: sprinkler
[ .141. ] volcano: eruption

T H i S - 0R - T H A T ?
[ .142. ] rock or rap: rock
[ .143. ] rock or pop: pop
[ .144. ] rock or r&b: r&b
[ .145. ] rock or metal: rock
[ .146. ] rap or pop: pop
[ .147. ] rap or r&b: r&b
[ .148. ] rap or metal: both
[ .149. ] pop or r&b: r&b
[ .150. ] pop or metal: pop
[ .151. ] r&b or metal: r&b
[ .152. ] linkin park or limp bizkit: linkin park
[ .153. ] tool or korn: whats tool?
[ .154. ] selena or jennifer lopez: jlo!
[ .155. ] hot or cold: orlando bloom is hot =D
[ .156. ] winter or summer: summer!! so we can go to the BEACH!
[ .157. ] spring or fall: spring!
[ .158. ] shakira or britney: both
[ .159. ] icp or eminem: eminem
[ .160. ] marilyn manson or rob zombie: uhh..
[ .161. ] kittie or garbage: WHAT?
[ .162. ] mtv or vh1: mtv!
[ .163. ] buffy or angel: buffy i guess
[ .164. ] dawson's creek or gilmore girl: gilmore girls!
[ .165. ] football or basketball: basketball
[ .166. ] summer olympics or winter olympics: winter olympics =D
[ .167. ] skiing or snowboarding: snowboarding...i wanna go!
[ .168. ] rollarblading or skateboarding: rollerblading..i havent done that int he longest time!
[ .169. ] black or white: white (=
[ .170. ] orange or red: red!
[ .171. ] yellow or green: none HAHA
[ .172. ] purple or pink: pink pink pink!
[ .173. ] slipknot or mudvayne: what?
[ .174. ] hot topic or pac sun:PAC SUN flip flops and purses and accessories!!!! hot topic buttons and patches and hot topic GUYS, right sharon?!
[ .175. ] inside or outside: outside (=
[ .176. ] weed or alcohol: UH NONE!
[ .177. ] cell phone or pager: cell fono!
[ .178. ] pen or pencil: gel pens
[ .179. ] powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: charlies angels! full throttles comign out yay!
[ .180. ] scooby doo or dino: scooby dooby dooooO! hahah sharon!
[ .181. ] dragon ball z or pokemon: gotta catch em all!
[ .182. ] star wars or star trek: star wars
[ .183. ] tattoos or piercings: piercings (=
[ .184. ] prep or punk: punky prep OOOH thats hot topic/hollister style right pea?!
[ .185. ] slut or whore: HAHA slut

P R i V A T E  L i F E
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: nope
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: nope
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: yes of course! my hubby ob!
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: nahhhh!
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: hMmmmm less than 5 mroe than 1 HAHA
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: some know
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: what?
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: uhhh?
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: indescribable
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: HAHA ob is hot sexy and FAMOUS! lolll
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yeeaa hes on my walls LOl
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: version 3 of this site was all ob...check the past layouts section of the content section
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yeap
[ .199. ] please post it if you do: HAHA uhm int he pics section in the content section
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: well its always looks thats attraction but i like someone when i get to know their personality
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: they were friends first
[ .202. ] are you still friends: i guess
[ .203. ] so moving along..do you smoke: heck nO!
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed: NO
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no!
[ .206. ] how about a little x.: uhh no
[ .207. ] crack, heroin, anything else: uhm lemme think about it.. no!
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: bad
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: haha no
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: ...
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: none
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: none
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: yep
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: HAHA looka bove

W O U L D  Y O U  E V E R
[ .215. ] bungee jump: yea!!!
[ .216. ] sky dive: yeap! someone would have to push me off the plane though
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yeaa! how cOOL!
[ .218. ] scuba dive: uhmM maybe
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: yea!
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: ewww nO! well thats alot of monies...
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no!!!
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: never!!
[ .223. ] cross-dress: hahah yea!
[ .224. ] lie to the police: yea )x
[ .225. ] run from the police: i dont think so
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: yea..soemtimes)x
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: HAHAHA
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: no..
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: maybe HAHA
[ .230. ] streak: LOL

Y O U R  F R i E N D S
[ .231. ] best friend: angie ((((=
[ .232. ] known longest: jenny,angie
[ .233. ] wish you talked to more: angie
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: aeveryoen
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: iono?
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: HAHA i dunno no one, really
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: HAHA justineeee and isis (=
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': no?
[ .239. ] craziest: tiffanie HAHAHA
[ .240. ] loudest: sharon! tiffanie
[ .241. ] shyest: no one is really shy
[ .242. ] best hair: staci!!!
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: everyone
[ .244. ] best eyes: hmmm
[ .245. ] best body: HAHA joseph
[ .246. ] most athletic: i dunno
[ .247. ] sex symbol: huh?
[ .248. ] hot tempered: i dunnoooo
[ .249. ] most impatient: i dunnoooo
[ .250. ] shortest: shawna (=
[ .251. ] tallest: uhmMMm
[ .252. ] talented: everyone
[ .253. ] best singer: lorean
[ .254. ] skinniest: tiffanie
[ .255. ] nicest: everyone!!
[ .256. ] best personality: sharonah LOl!
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: ...

H A V E  Y O U  E V E R
[ .258. ] flashed someone: haha no
[ .259. ] told the person you liked how you felt: only when they asked
[ .260. ] been to michigan: nope
[ .261. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: no
[ .262. ] gone to jail or juvi: no
[ .263. ] skateboarded: not really. i stood on one though HAHA
[ .264. ] skinny dipped: nope.
[ .265. ] stolen anything: last thing i remember...calculator from my bro
[ .266. ] wanted to kick my ass for making this so long: noo
[ .267. ] kicked someone's ass: no?
[ .268. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: hahah
[ .269. ] broke a beer bottle: noo
[ .270. ] gotten into a bar, under-aged: nope..
[ .271. ] kissed someone of the same sex: haha nope
[ .273. ] gone on a road trip: mm hmm!
[ .274. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: nOpe
[ .275. ] been to a concert: no isnt that sad
[ .276. ] been to another country: yep
[ .277. ] talked back to an adult: yea lol )x
[ .278. ] got pulled over: nope i dont even have my permit yet!
[ .279. ] got in a car accident: omg in november =O LOL
[ .280. ] broke a law: umm
[ .281. ] given money to a homeless person: yea
[ .282. ] tried to kill yourself: nooO!
[ .283. ] cried to get out of trouble: HAAH of course =D
[ .284. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: nope!
[ .285. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: nopE
[ .286. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways? :hahah yeaaaa!

O P i N i O N S
[ .287. ] what do you think...about pop music: its okies.
[ .288. ] about boy bands: theyre cool i guess HAHA
[ .289. ] about flag burning: gasp
[ .290. ] of the war on terrorists: BAD and bush is stupid
[ .291. ] about suicide: stupid. dont ever do it
[ .292. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: that sucks
[ .293. ] about abortion: sad
[ .294. ] about rock/metal music: its cool
[ .295. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: schools till i guess
[ .296. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: hopefully everyone

W H A T  D i D  Y O U  DO
[ .297. ] last birthday: me n brit have the same bays so we had a bday dinenr at friscos. taht was fun! and my famuly took me to todai
[ .298. ] yesterday: develop pics and shop
[ .299. ] last weekend: i dont remember
[ .300. ] christmas: stayed home =/
[ .301. ] thanksgiving: stayed home and had a turkey dinner that casey and itzel made
[ .302. ] new year's: went bowling with freidns
[ .303. ] halloween: do the MESS of hw i got
[ .304. ] easter: nothign i forgot it was easter
[ .305. ] valentine's day: i forgot HAHA

T H E  L A S T
[ .306. ] thing you ate: yucky chicken salad
[ .307. ] thing you drank: h2o
[ .308. ] thing you wore: gurl boxers, guess shirt
[ .309. ] place you went: kitchen
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: my ears for the second time (=
[ .311. ] person you saw: bro
[ .312. ] person you kissed: julian on the cheek after a king& i performance
[ .313. ] person you fucked: no one!
[ .314. ] person you talked to: bro
[ .315. ] song you heard: the theme song for fresh prince

N O W
[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing ims o hungryyy )=
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: water
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: gurl boxers and guess shirt ?
[ .319. ] any shoes on: nope! bare feet!
[ .320. ] hair: ponytail
[ .321. ] listening to: nothing
[ .322. ] talking to anyone: yep im online.
[ .323. ] are you pissed i made this so long: YES its taking FOREVR

Y E S  O R  N O
[ .324. ] are you a vegetarian: nope but i liek vegetarian food! YUM!
[ .325. ] do you like cows: HAHA sure why not
[ .326. ] are you a bitch: i can be
[ .327. ] are you artistic: hopefulleis!
[ .328. ] do you write poetry: sometimes but i suck
[ .329. ] are you a fast runner: heck no! christina, speed demon?! whatttt
] [ .330. ] can you ski: never tried
[ .331. ] are you british: nope HAHA
[ .332. ] do you want to spear britney: huh?
[ .333. ] do the voices talk to you: what???
[ .334. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: yeaa its fun!
[ .335. ] would you eat mac &cheese with hot dogs in it: yea!
[ .336. ] do you think disney creators were on acid when they made 'alice in wonderland': whats wrogn with it?
[ .337. ] are you straight: yes
[ .338. ] are you stupid, insane, and another physically handicapped: yes of coruse!
[ .339. ] are you fat: mm hmm
[ .340. ] are you skinny: no
[ .341. ] are you short: not really
[ .342. ] are you tall: i guess
[ .343. ] do you own a hot pink shirt: yea! lots of them
[ .344. ] how about orange pants: no LOL
[ .345. ] can you see the flying monkeys: supermonkey!
[ .346. ] are you evil: yes NYAHhahAHHA
[ .347. ] did you ever know someone who had a mullet: HAHA staci and chrsitina were gonna grow some!
[ .348. ] is britney a whore: ---
[ .349. ] are you a teenage zombie: no?
[ .350. ] am i annoying you: i dont know you
[ .351. ] do you like marilyn manson: no
[ .352. ] are you secretly from another planet: oh yes *rolls eyes*
[ .353. ] did you ever touch someone else's private parts: =O
[ .354. ] do you shop at hot topic: yes patches and buttons!

R A N D O M  Q U E S T i O N S
[ .355. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: MONKEY! or dolphin HAHA
[ .356. ] if you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would you eat: uhmmm rice HAHA
[ .357. ] do you remember any of your dreams: no! that makes me sad )=
[ .358. ] do you dream in color or black and white: both. its kinda strange
[ .359. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: yea how would u fix it if u didnt?
[ .360. ] can people read you like a book: yeaaa! sharon O_O
[ .361. ] what's your biggest fear: lonliness, failure, dying, losing peopekl i love
[ .362. ] do you talk a lot: do i?
[ .363. ] are you afraid of clowns: haha theyre funny
[ .364. ] do you like spiders: NO!!
[ .365. ] how about grape kool-aid: eh no
[ .366. ] can you drive: not really
[ .367. ] are you spoiled: not really
[ .368. ] are you anti-social: nope
[ .369. ] do you see dumb people: what?
[ .370. ] do you see dead people: uHhH no
[ .371. ] any last words: THIS TOOK FOREVER
[ .372. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: EAT and find more people to go paintballing


Omgoshers wanna see my hubby in action?! HAHA i found this on alice's blog! Enjoy the awesome dawsomeness!
helenmel0n laughed at 12:49 p.m.

Monday, April 21, 2003
([ feeling || (]= excited ])
I developed pictures today! Well, I dropped them off at the 1 Hour Photo yesterday and picked them up today. There was the HUGEST traffic and the traffic light wouldn't change to green so we were stuck at the intersection for literally 30 minutes. Anyways, the pics are from the middle of March to the last King & I performace. The pics are thumbnails so click on them to see them enlarged:

EL Modena Starstruck Show Choir Competition: March 15, 2003

^On the bus: Christa taking out her rollers and Julia putting on her makeup.

^On the bus: Isis, Christina, and me.

^On the bus: Julia, Christa, and me.

^At the competition (EL Modena HS Auditorium): Mis Diamondaire Jennifer and me.

^At the competition (El Modena HS Auditorium): Kate and me.

^At the competition (El Modena HS Auditorium): Me, Julia, and Isis. (picture developing people left a black spot on my cheek )=)

^Outside of the Auditorium: (Top) Michelle, Mildrey, Vienna, Isis, Lyn. (bottom) Elaine, Christa, and me.

Ear Piercing at the Mall

^Before the Process: Me, terrified Sharon, and Joyce.

^Before the Process: We're anticipating it! Agghhh! Me, Sharon, and Joyce.

^Omgoshers, the lady's gonna pierce, Sharon!: Me, Sharon, and Joyce.

^Wow, you're pierced, Sharon!: Me, Sharon, and Joyce.

Painting "Maniac" Buckets

^Outside of my house/Arianne's house: Arianne and Thea.

^Outside of my house/Arianne's house: Me and Arianne.

^Outside of my house/Arianne's house: Me, Thea, and Arianne.

Pictures from school

^Choir room: Isis, me, and Julia.

^Lunchtime: Christina, Tiffanie, me, Staci, Sujin, and Sharon at the bottom.

^Chem: (top) Me and Liz. (bottom) Shawna and Mindy.

^Lunchtime: Me and Staci.

Chem: Shawna, me, and Mindy.

^Lunchtime: Tiffanie's giving out a kiss!

^Lunchtime: Christina's scared of Tiffanie!

^English: Grace, me, Elmer, Angel (below Elmer), Andrew, and Tifany.

Applebee's

^Applebee's: Mike took a pic of us when they were tickling me )=. Charlene, me, and Sharon.

^Applebee's: Charlene, me, and Sharon.

My house (after Applebee's)
^My room: Sharon, Charlene, and me.

^My room: Charlene on the couch, Sharon below her.

^Living room: Charlene looks naked, doesn't she? =D

^My room: Me (touching picture of my husband Orlando Bloom) and Sharon (toucing her LOVER Josh Hartnett)

^My room: They stole my bed! Sharon and Charlene.

^My bathroom/closet: Sharon liked the "Hot Topic" thingy on my closet door, I think.

The King & I Performances

^Drama room: The Kralahome(Alan), Wife(Karlie), and Lun Tha(Phillip).

^Drama room: A dog in the "Small House of Uncle Thomas" ballet (Betty) and a Wife(me).

^Drama room: This is why Ms. Karr banned CD players. Charlene is getting it on! HAHA.

^Drama room: Captain Orton(Herrick) and a Wife(me).

^Drama room: A wife(Kate) with another Wife(me).

^Drama room: Wife(me), Lady Thiang(Kim), Wife(Erica), Princess Ying Yaolak(Thea), and a Princess(Charlene).

^Drama room: Big group of the cast.

^Drama room: (top)Wife(Yiwen), Wife(Felicia), Wife(Erica), Princess(Charlene). (bottom)Wife(me), Captain Orton(Herrick), and Princess(Vanessa).

^Drama room: Wife(me) and Princess(Charlene).

^Drama room: Wife(me) and Guard/Priest(Frank).

^Drama room: Chululongkorn(Austin),Tuptim(Stef), and the King(Julian).

^Drama room: The King(Julian) and I(me). HAHA get it?! Aww boo he didn't smile! )=

^Drama room: Wife(me) and Princess Ying Yaolak(Thea).
^Drama room: Tuptim(Stefanie).

^Drama room: Tuptim(Stef) and Wife(me).


WOW that was alot of pictures, wasn't it?! It took me a LONG time to post them!

HEHE, Mommy bought me the silver ring I've been wanting. (=

Band and Orchestra people are in Hawaii right now! Wow! Have lotsa fun, you guys!
helenmel0n laughed at 09:49 p.m.

Saturday, April 19, 2003
([ feeling || (= happy pappy ])
Hello all! Well, well, well, looks like a new layout, doesn't it?! YAY! But of course, it isn't finished yet. I've gotta do all the content. It'll take me a while so check back here in a few days, yea?!

It's SPRING BREAK! Wahhhh-oooooooo! No hw, tests, etc for a week! Not even Alpha! Anyways, the past week has been boring, plus an excessive amount of tests. Yuck! It rained on Monday...boOoO! No me gusto'! I think I pretty much failed all of my tests, except for spanish. Spanish was pretty easy (=. In choir, we were running our show again since we have another competition the saturday after spring break. We're short of umbrellas for "Singin' in the Rain" so Jenn and Debbie were teaching new choreography to us box people with spreamers that are kinda supposed to represent rain. *shrug* On wednesday, we took the dance picture for Dance Production. It was cool to see what other people were wearing. (=

On a sad note, I miss the King and I! It was an awesome show (I think) and now its all gone: the rehearsals, teh performances, the cast, etc, etc, etc. LOL. *sigh* but then the next production coming up....Dance Production! It's on May 15 & 16 so get your tickets you guys!

A sadder note...my whole family isn't getting along. Everyone is mad at somebody. This is so gay.

Book 5 of the Harry Potter series (Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix) is coming out on June 21st! I'm excited!
helenmel0n laughed at 05:56 p.m.



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