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Sunday, April 13, 2003
*·.family outing
spent the whole day with mommy, daddy, and calvin today. first ate dim sum in alhambra for brunch. i havent had it in the longest time! the food was pretty good but the dish i really wanted took forever to come. but then, best for last! heheh (= ooh yea, mommy finally noticed i pierced my ears again. but she was okies about it. she was just like "u already had one, why do u want another one?" yeps. then went to grandmas house for a while to do our monthly visit. it was funny cuz i was just sitting there and i could feel grandma staring and laughing at me and i look up and i was like "huh? whats so funny?" and she was like "uve gotten so tall and pretty" and i was like "errrr!" and shes like "do good in school, okies?" hahah typical grammama thing to say. ive missed her though. and granpa too (x then we went shopping and i gotta straw purse!! YAY! i always wanted one! (= then we went to walmart and i got turquoise bike shorts that ima cut up for my dance costume. the lady said they didnt have sweatshirts though. boO! OH YEA I GOT THE HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SECRETS DVD tooo!!!! YAY!!!!! harry potter rocks my socks! but then DANGIT ive been doin hw and studying so i dont have time to watch it today. tomorrow i hope! i didnt get to develop my two rolls of film today. bOoOOO!!! i didnt like walmart photo-developing. their quality stinks. pweh! then we went home and stuff. i decorated my new purse with the superstar pin karr gave the king&i cast, a choir pin from last year, a cherry dangling thingy, abercrombie ribbon, and a orlando bloom button i made! =DDD i like the button the best cuz mister sexy is on it LOL whoO! *swoon* then did my load of hw, studied for a mess of tests, and now im too pooped to do english ec. plus, i dont even remember what i havta write about. okies im really tired and mommys yelling for the thousandth time so ima sleep now. byee!

OMGOSHERS i found out my MOM will be spending the ENTIRE spring break at home. thats not good. *SOBBBBB****
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:11 p.m.

Saturday, April 12, 2003
*·.last show
well i woke up later than i thought i would. i must have been really tired from the night before. went to alpha 20 min late. i was the only gurl in the class today! twas weird. hAhHA. anyways then waited for my mommy to pick me up after class and she took 1 HOUR AND 15 MINUTES omgosherssssssss! then i got yoshinoya and we went home. took a shower and got ready and got to school at 5:15. aww the directors' gifts were soo cute! elephants everywhere. (((= the cast crew, singers, basically everyone got king&i magnets and lollipops and costume crew bought us donuts! aww! had vocal warm-up. we had ALOT of energy. i couldnt stop laughing cuz of charlene and her overdramaticness LOL. then karr gave the closing night speech and she BOWED to us! MAYNNNN n i didnt have a camera! that was memorable whOO! then we got ina circle and a bunch of people gave spur-of -the-moment speeches. SOB!!! i wanted to cryyyyy but then i rememberd my mascara lOls. but aww it was so touching. sighhhh! then we did the show. mommy and daddy sent me a carnation! unexpected (= ooh i ran in late for mmy cue at the last scene cuz i was in the green room yikes! but i made it..the lights turned on the second i kneeled. freekin best crowd! mAYNNNNnn! standing ovation and bowed lots. i couldnt stop smiling. but i felt so sad at the same time. the last show! ))))'= and the people i got close to and bonded with...i wont get to talk to them as much anymore..and probably not at all if theyre seniors. sigghhh and parentals didnt even let me go to the cast party. but yea after the show, met up with mommy and daddy and they said the show was guh-reat! u have no idea how happy that made me feel. whOoOoO! mommys only complaint was that the guy sitting in front of her stunk of alcohol LOL. then came home and this is where i am now, being freekin disappointed that i wasnt allowed to go to the cast party. on the good note...i took TONS of pics! ill post when i develop them..tomorow hopefullys! ='D
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 11:00 p.m.

Friday, April 11, 2003
*·.aftereffect
the whole school is in a state of shock, mourning, questioning, fear...my heart goes out to the fam and frends..everyone. it has been a sad day, and even with everyone trying to go about normally, there was obviously something different... the story...from the pasadena star news )=

yesterday was open house. big opening presentation in the gym taht i didnt get to see/hear because it was WAY too crowded. people standing, stitting, crouched near all the doors, trying to see/hear. women's didnt even get to perform since we practiced nothing during class because of the incident..we just warmed up. also watched drama scenes. monologues, pantomimes, and the king&i scene was guh-REAT! today was a minimum day and most teachers showed movies or let us talk quietly, but some still taught. they told us to go as normally as possible cuz it helps. =/ after school, mommy took sharon, charlene, and me to applebees. saw ALOT of whs people there. saw mike and nathan so we ate with them. i think they got freaked out cuz we were being us and total gurls. HAHAH! i had a shrimp fetucine alfredo..YUMmmMMm. we had to leave before we finished cuz charlenes friend, alvin, was giving us a ride back to mi casa, and he had tennis at whs that afternoon. he dropped patrick and crysanthy at collegewood first and we thought a cop was following us so i had to jump outta the car since there was the illegal amount of 4 peopel in the back seat. i thought they lefted me -_-;; lols. but they came back. after much intervening, we got to mi casa and then thanked alvin bunches cuz we made him late )))= and we just chilled at my house. we were the onyl ones hoem so we could be as loud as we wanted lOl. ate sugar with a bit of strawberries..HAHA yummay and watched tv and such and got ready for king and i. then daddy took us to subway where we got dinner first and then to school and we were 5 min late but karr didint notcie..tHANK GOODNESS. omgoshers i found out that dairy is bad for ur throat before u sing! i ate a cookie with dairy stuff in it i think. guh-REAT. vocal warm-up, karr made speec and stuff and asked us to do our best as actors and stuff. it was a good show. standing ovation YAY and so much clapping we bowed practiclaly 6 times. whoo-ee. mommy was iffy cuz she was sleepign when i called her to pick me up.oopsies. gotsa drive soon. mayn i dont think ill be able to go to the cast party tomorrow. that remidns me..alpha tomrorow morning! yikes!

elm erin draw an: like i could believe that you could be a real wife
^YAY!!!! i was in character! that just made my day! =D...even though i AM jsut a wife...or as sharonah says "concubine"! HAHaha lols thanks elmer!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 11:36 p.m.

Thursday, April 10, 2003
*·.unbelievable
5:19 pm: wow...i just saw the incident on the channel 4 news..FREEKIN MEDIA HAS NO RESPECT FOR PRIVACY WHAT THE HECKKKKK

i dont think i will ever forget this day...

what happened today

u would NEVER believe that this would happen here...esp not at whs. i was getting lunch with sharon and jane and we were walking back and SOO many people were crowded around the area left of the stage(if u were looking from the cafeteria). eevrything was so quiet...it seemed unnatural. we pass by people as we're wallking and we see alot of people crying so we're like, omgoshers what is going on? word spreads like wildfire and rumors were that a senior guy had shot himself in the chest/stomach area right at the beg of lunch. no one could believe it. some thought it was a joke. then we were all shoo'ed into our 5th periods and as i walk, no one is smiling, talking, laughing. everyone has their head down, deep in thought and sorrow. many were crying. i walk into 5th and we talk and called our parents to tell them what happened and dr gunn announces the whole story to the whole school to confirm rumors. an ambulance took him had taken him away after not being able to make him breathe after 5 min. there were police cars and helicoptors around...we stayed in school though, until the end of the day. open house is still on tonight. everyone, people who WERE connected to him, and those who werent..were ALL affected. it really opens up your eyes...

RIP...
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 04:39 p.m.

Wednesday, April 9, 2003
*·.schedule!
hellO all! today was nice and sunny! in english, we got our career surveys back! it was interesting!

work preference: people
career intersest(highest to lowest of the 4): arts professional, arts skilled, communication, service professional
personality temperament: ExtravertSensingFeeling(Judging&Perceiving)
learning modality: visual

the descriptions of my personality and everything fit too! (x

anyways, i was stressing about my schedule for next year. i really wanted 2 ap's next year but i heard no one passes the physics ap exam so ill just take physics senior year. i cant get into calc ab ap next year unless i take math anal over the summer but thats NOT a good thing to do. talked to people who took it at school AND sac. they ended up dropping out. ouch! and i thought we had to finish calc bc ap by end of senior year but we dont! i didnt even knoW! LOL (((= so next year, if im lucky, ill take the following classes: eng 3h, math anal h, span 3 h, us hist ap, womens ens, and adv drama. whOooeeee. so only one ap...o well. over the summer, psych at mt sac..and alpha of course. how freekin FUN..whoO! but at least i wont have to worry about math anal over the summer (=...and plus, my mommy said it was ok if i took advanced drama! wow tahts an eye-opener! lets hope seh doesnt change her mind! *crosses fingers*

oooh we had king&i burhs0up rehersal today! it was SOOOO ridiculous. everyone was out of character and we did it like we didnt have a care int he world. it was surprising that karr let us btu she said that shes letting us cuz that means we really know it..blah blah. picked up an adv drama app too. funny, when i asked for one in the beg of rehersal, alan, who was behind karr, was waving his hands around and silently screaming, NO! NO!...hrmm! too late! =D

LiD0D0PEY X24 (8:50:08 PM): lets take it in june!
twinkelNsparkle (8:50:08 PM): lets take it this june!
^WOW!!! almost the exact phrase...at the exact same TIME! hey...what can i say..guh-REAT minds think alike! LOL =DDD
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:07 p.m.

Tuesday, April 8, 2003
*·.worrying
got into another argument with my mommy over the weekend. i wish i had a better relationship with her. we dont understand each other. and we're both stubborn, cuz we dont WANNA understand one another. erghhhhh. still not communicating with her cept for necessary words. =/// but theres no need to write down all the sordid details. same old STUFF. BAH!

i checked out what i could take at mt sac over teh summer and extra classes i could take during the next year too. i really want to do advanced drama. but theres no room at all. NO ROOMMMMM in my shceduleeee. omgoshers how do people do both (drama n choir)?! must converse with them tomorrow. ...must REMEMBER to converse with them tomorrow =D heh heh! i COULD do adv drama..IF i take most of my academics (eng 3h, spa 3h, us hist ap, math anal h, physics h/ap) and choir and drama AND a extra class (subj im not taking at school) at sac next year. Or i coudl NOT take that extra class at sac and just do physics (h/ap?) senior year. guh-reat. wait till i tell my momma that i wanna do drama and choir next year. this whole argument/iffyness will start ALL over again. and again...and again. )=

whatever i do is never enough )=. but i guess that parents want kids to think that so the kids will try to do mroe and more / push themselves harder. STUPID TECHNIQUE...too bad it works -_-;; too bad teh kids are miserable though

why cant they support me and let me enjoy what i do. why do i have to be sad/scared/anticipating the worst whenever i mention anything that has to DO with it? ArGGHhhh. its not like im slacking off in academics. shEesh. i pinky promise that i will support my kids in whatever they do.

anyways: heres what i remember that happeend yesterday and today:
*"heal the world" is so pretty..and it fits into our time frame witht he war going on and all. it makes me happy =D
*we worked on our faces during choir today cuz were apparently really clueless about show faces
*i sat on the ground and i was wearing white shorts )=
*during lunch..i didnt even look there! CHRUST!
*HAHAHAHA that 180 was SOOO funny! oMG! and the head turn too! LOL
*i have one more choco bar to sell for wishmakers. any buyers?! anyone?! =D
*people gave blood on monday. wow i wanna...it saves 3 lives
*got the governers award certif thingy. interesting (=

i wanna get to know him better (x

i like that song by stacie orrico. i need to find lyrics =D
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 05:24 p.m.

Saturday, April 5, 2003
*·.king & i performances
wOW! i havent written in a while! since...tuesday? anyways, wednesday: king & i dress rehersal after school till 8. went home pooped. thursday: chem test. so freekin cornfusing. BOOO! please lemme get at least a c on it. sharonah and charlene came over after school and we just sat there and ate (dumplings with OIGNONS! LOLL) sharonah and charlene were eating oignons by itself with soy sauce. echchhh! hahahha. i showered and then we got ready and stuff. sharonah forgot her concert clothes in ms yu's classroom at school so sandy came over and brought her clothes. we all ran out to admire willies new car and charlene was drooling LOL. daddy took us to school at around 5:45ish. our call time was 5:45 and we went in at 5:47 school time and ms karr was liek UR LATE> its 5:47...etc etc etc. sheessshhhh -__;; but then half the cast was late so *shrug* got dressed. vocal warm-up at 6:10. ms karr gave everyone a card and a pin and it was so nice! (= did the show yada yada. after the first act, ms karr came in during intermission and was like "WHAT HAPPENED TO MY CAST???!" and we were like "omg omg shes gonna freak shes gonna yell" and she was like "you guys looked like professionals!" reaction: YAY!!! hahahaha. when we went out for bows, i heard shawna and them. lOL. thanks u guys! went home and fell asleep. the next day (friday), was very tired. omgoshers i went to school without a freekin sweatshirt and i thought it would be sunny and it was FUH-reezing! bbrRR! i gotta 100 on my spanish quiz...joy! went to renaissance rally. we sat ont he floor and i couldnt see a thing so i went closer and i saw wushu! it was awesome! (= heh heh. and code brown played and all this other stuff. skipped 4th period that day cuz there was the rally =DDD anyways went hoem after school. showered and got ready and daddy took me to skool at 530 so i went there 10 min EARLY. whOO (= karr and lopez told us that night was the scariest night cuz its the second night and balh blah we might slack off and not do as well. we did alriteys. they gave us a standing ovation at the end! YAY!!!! (((= everyone gave the king kisses at the end. went home and died on my bed. yep! right now...im debating whether to go to alpha to test since im going back next week...NooOOOOoO!

sOOo if u havent seen the king&i this week, go see it next week on friday or saturday! friday would be better cuz sats practically sold out =D
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:45 a.m.

Tuesday, April 1, 2003
*·.im psychic (=
BaBeeGurL408: wat science are you taking next year?
twinkelNsparkle: i dunnooo
twinkelNsparkle: im so bad at science
twinkelNsparkle: and in a way i wanan get it oevr with
twinkelNsparkle: i wanan take pschy
BaBeeGurL408: isn't that hard..i can't deal with other peoples brains
twinkelNsparkle: hahAH
twinkelNsparkle: but its interestinger than bio chem or physics
BaBeeGurL408: really?
BaBeeGurL408: wat am i thinking rite now?
twinkelNsparkle: ur thinking whether i can figure out what ur thinking about
BaBeeGurL408: man!!!
twinkelNsparkle: :-D
BaBeeGurL408: how am i feeling then?
twinkelNsparkle: im GOOD
twinkelNsparkle: loLllLLl
twinkelNsparkle: ur TIRED
BaBeeGurL408: HEY tha'ts not fair!!!!!!!
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHHAHAH:-D
twinkelNsparkle: i heard u go crazy when ur a psychiatrist though
twinkelNsparkle: cuz u deal with crazy people
twinkelNsparkle: -_-
BaBeeGurL408: HAHAHA helen's gonna turn crazy
twinkelNsparkle: hEY

anyways today was april fools day! yay! i fergot about it and i got fooled twice or so. esp by shawna. grrR! omgoshers i cant believe i fell for that. HAHAH! didnt go to suzanne recruit for choir today since lopez said i wouldnt go. didnt get to watch the king n i commercial during enrichment either cuz belcher made us do listening comprehension to build our NECESSARY SKILLS. in 3rd, i had a math test. i wanted to break down and cry cuz i didnt know how to do some. haha jk! but i attempted them. -_-;; aiYAhHhHH! choreograhed walkin after midnight in choir. good stuff! heheh went home today cuz there was no rehersal YAY! but...i havta stay till 8 tomorrow. *SOB*

scotts advice to me on drugs...
scoTTie x hoTTie: ok nm
twinkelNsparkle: hUH?
scoTTie x hoTTie: haha nothin ghelen
scoTTie x hoTTie: go on in ur happy lili word
scoTTie x hoTTie: world
twinkelNsparkle: hahah okay i wilL!:-D
scoTTie x hoTTie: i bet
scoTTie x hoTTie: if u smoked weed
scoTTie x hoTTie: it would have no effect
scoTTie x hoTTie: cuz ur already so damn happy
scoTTie x hoTTie: it would probably just make u depressed
scoTTie x hoTTie: so dont be a pot head~!

i sw the commercial thingy for the movie HOLES a couple of days ago! i wanna see it! WHOoOoOoOO! it was an awesome dawsome bOOK!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:11 p.m.

Monday, March 31, 2003
*·.OMG 10 hours of king and i
performed king and i previews all day today so i got to miss all myc lasses YAY (=/ got ready during 1st period. was late to school anyway but karr didnt care. perfromed all through periods 2-6. omgoshers the saem scene over and overrrrrrrrr. 4th period was the worst. went outside for lunchf or a while. it was HOT HOT HOT! after school, had king adn i rehersal until 7. OMGOSHERSSSSS karr blew up so many times cuz people kept missing entrances and stuff. and we were all goofing aroudn backstage. it wasnt pretty. lopez went up to me and was like: are u coming with me tomrorow (to the suzanne recruit for choir)? and i was like am i? i woudl liek to. and she was liek how many years have u been with me? 2 years? 3 years? and i was like uhmm 1. cuz i thought she was talking about being in womens and she was like no i meant in the program and i was liek o yea this is my second eyar and she was like oh ur probably not gonna go then i already have older fgurls and mor ethan 10 of them too. n i was leik oh. okies -_-;; aw boo iw anted to go tomorrow! but o wellll! then daddy picked me up and i went home for dinner and to take a shower. mommy, daddy, and calvin were NOT in a good mood and then i found out my bro has been ditching school since january and yada yada long stupid story. and paarentals kept yellign so i went to bettys house really fast and christina, staci, betty, josh, marissa, chester, and i studied for math test. cramemd our brains out. came home. TIRED AS HECK. went thorugh 10 hrs of king n i. and karr said no rehersal tomorrow! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!! since she was so mad she was leik IM GOING TO REGRET DOING THIS and the whoel cast was leik ogm omg sehs gonan blow shes gonna kill us and she was liek DONT MAKE ME REGRET THIS and he were prayign and holding hands and squeezing our eyes shut, anticipating the worst and she said: "theres no rehersal tomororw." OMG YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 awesome dawsome!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:50 p.m.

Sunday, March 30, 2003
*·.a change!
i cut my hair today! i wanted to get it permed, remmeber? but the lady said the waves i want are too loose and permed curls are really small and stiff and bouncy soo yeaaa. id just have to do it myself with a curling iron as ive been doing. hrmph! well its pretty much the same as before but shorter. (= yay no more split ends. HAHA! then i was talking to angel and seh told me there were semi-permanent perm thingys. thats cool! i never knew about those. maybe ill try it someday (=. hrmm o yea! sharonah came over for like 2 seconds to pick her backback up. did a LOAD of hw. did mondays math hw toO. mayn i left the math ec and the summation triangle thign in my binder, which is in my locker. GAHHH! i hope i have time to do it tomorrow during the king and i previews. then i went to get boba! and i saw jericha and gina! whoO its a small world after all!

pomby27: i thnk mr kim was [pretty happy
pomby27: w.o u grls
pomby27: on sat
pomby27: haha
twinkelNsparkle: =-Ov twinkelNsparkle: NO WAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
twinkelNsparkle: HOW RUDE
twinkelNsparkle: well im back to make him miserable next week
twinkelNsparkle: :-D
pomby27: crap
pomby27: and ur friends too?
twinkelNsparkle: HEY
twinkelNsparkle: whats THAT suppseod to mean
pomby27: joyce and jennifer?
twinkelNsparkle: oh they jsut ditch
twinkelNsparkle: but they go
pomby27: thats their name right?
twinkelNsparkle: yep
pomby27: haha
pomby27: ok
twinkelNsparkle: we make the class entertaining
pomby27: lol
pomby27: no
pomby27: all we gotta do to defeat iraq
pomby27: send u grls over
twinkelNsparkle: OMG
twinkelNsparkle: UR SO SAD
twinkelNsparkle: U WANT US TO DIE?! =-O=-O=-O
pomby27: lol
pomby27: no
pomby27: u can bug taht iraq dude all day
pomby27: and he'll lke die
twinkelNsparkle: hahahahahhahaha
twinkelNsparkle: omg
twinkelNsparkle: ur so nice
twinkelNsparkle: i will slap u when i see u
twinkelNsparkle: on tuesday
pomby27: haha
pomby27: thanks!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:43 p.m.

Saturday, March 29, 2003
*·.spur of the moment!
hiya all! today i woke up at 8 to start getting read for the darn king and i dress rehersal toda. got to school right beofre 9. omgosheres it took everyone about 1 n 1/2 to 2 hrs to get ready. didnt start till almost 11. it was SUCH a long day. finished the whole show by 3 ish and then took group pics. then did notes. didnt get out till 345. mommy picked me n sharonah up to go to mall. met frunk aka joyce there! justinee couldnt go ))))= we bought tix for view from the top but we snuck into boat trip..which is by far the GAYEST movie ive seen...literally! HAHAHA! its funny though! gay guys and all LOL. heh heh! then we went to cliares cuz i wanted new earrings and we all decided to get our ears pierced! its was a spur-of-the moment thing! sharonah for the first time, and joyce and i for the second time! so we went upstairs where do do it w/o permission and i went first. it was this hard pinch and then it went hot and then it started throbbing. i dont rememebr getting my first ones since i got them when i was like 1 month old but yea i know how it feels now! whOO! then jocye went next, and by then, sharon was shaking in her flip flops LOL. poor pea! she was so petrified. this guy took before pierced-ears-sharon and after-pierced ears sharon pics for us. LOL. she practically squeezed the ife outta me n joyces hands but we still luivah you! ill post the pics when i develop them. but she survived..yAY! then we went shopping kinda. bought staci and shawnas presents. (= then jocye elft and me n sharonah went to borders to do our usual magazine-skimming stuff. i was lookin for hairstyles cuz ima trim/cut/perm (cant decide yet) my hair tomorrow! i wanan perm it! but ionooooo ive never done it before! hrmm we'll see! and then sharonah took me home and i tired to put in some new earrings i bought today than the ones i picked to be pierced withtbut the hole is really tight and i didnt expect that so i cudnt really take the earrings out so i didnt cuz i dont think i cudda put it back in (= anyways, im really tired from dress rehersal today soOoo im gonna sleep soon...byE!

today was brea olinda show choir competition! and we were supposed to go! but..there was musical dress rehersal since the shows next week. argh! but vivian told me db diamondaires got 1st overall, show, AND music! WOW! good job guys! muchos props! ((((=

o mayn...lopez told us on yesterday that suzannes director person doesnt want the whole womens ensemble to go there. apparently ehs afraid 40 or so gurls are gonna wreck havoc or sumtina nd the stage wont fit us. goodness were not in ms anymore LOL. but yea hell let lopez take 6-10 of us and lopez says shell take seniors whove been in there for quite a few years, and then officers and stuff. i dont think ill go cuz i have musical teasers on monday and performances on thurs and fri and stuff. BLAH! i wanted to go and miss stupdi spanish! BoOO! o well! i get to miss monday!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 11:14 p.m.

Thursday, March 27, 2003
*·.im scared!
i have to be excused from 1st period this coming monday and tuesday. i have 1st period belcher. OMg. well monday is mandatory...performing king and i preview the whole day. but tuesday is optional. thats when womens ensemble is going to suzanne to perform/recruit 8th graders to join choir! how..FUN! im gonna miss 2 days of espanol. thats horrible! DONT LAUGH! i work my hardest in theat stupid class. can i afford to miss 2 days? prolly not. but i wanan! i cant stand his class! hopefullies he'll excuse me on tuesday too..mayn im anticipating allt he work and the make-ups and the exhaustion on friday from thursday night..its gonan be GUH-REAT!*crosses fingers*

did i MENTION:
GO SEE THE MUSICAL STARTING NEXT WEEK!
the KING & I
thursday, april 3. friday, april 4. friday, april 11. saturday, april 12
whs performing arts center
adults. students/seniors/children
GoOOOoo! itll be GuHHHHHHHHHHHHH-REAT!

oooOoH!!!!!!!!!! GUESS WHAT?!?!


























MADE YOU LOOK! =DDDDDDDDD HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! WHOO!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:00 p.m.

Wednesday, March 26, 2003
*·.from eric's camera
this was yesterday at lunch...click to see in another window

HAhahAHA! and fyi, thats a carrot stick in my mouth =D hardy har! now that i look at it..my hair is REALLY long..i need to cut it! this sunday hopefullies!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 08:37 p.m.

Tuesday, March 25, 2003
*·.OMG LIGHTBULB!
HAHAHA GUESS WHAT?! i thought of a NEW idea for a new layout for this blog! YAY!!!!!!!!! im so EXCITED! ill work on it soon..prolly spring break.. musical and all right now. whoOO!O!O!

my hair is SO long...i just realized it from the pic eric took today with sharon, charlene, and me. YUCK! i need to cut it!..but yea maybe ill post the retarded pic up later.

omgoshers i had no rehersal today! =DDDD cuz karr is in sacramento. i went home and ate fried rice and watched jackie chan adventures. GOOD STUFF! hahah! then i went shopping for my dance costume. i only found sockS though..o well! when i went back home i was behind arianne's car. haah that was pretty cool!

lookit what tiff sent me:
Grace: "We're gonna have dinner tomorrow, and my friend Mary is gonna join us. How do you think we should be seated?"
Nick(?): "Uhh.. Will, Me, You, Mary?"
G: "No, no no, I *have* to sit next to Will."
N: "Mm'k.. Me, You, Will, Mary."
G: "Try again."
N: "Will, You, Me, Mary"
G: "No, Mary has to sit between us, cuz otherwise she'll be lonely."
N: "Eh.. Will, Me, Mary, You?"
G: "Switch 'me' and 'you' around"
N: "Will, You, Mary, Me?"
G: "YES!!!"
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:04 p.m.

Monday, March 24, 2003
*·.BODY ROLL!
hahah hiyA! today was a good day! especially during rehersal! anyways, today was so cold! weather was yucky. pop quiz in espanol. did ok i think. started the maniac dance in dance! YAY! heheh! poor arianne had to bring allt he buckets this morning cuz my mommy took my cell fono away last nite and arianne cudnt get a hold of me this morning. lo siento! sold king and i tickets fduring lunchw ith charlene. we sold 2! to betty! hahah yay! we didnt start sellign till 12:15 and karr got kidna iffy since "half of lunch was already over." psHA! (= listened to most of our tapes in choir. =/ we needa work on showmanship. yeps! mayn we cant go to 2 comeptitons...brea olindas this saturday becasue there musical dress rehersal from 9-4 and fullerton jazz festival on april 4th cuz thats a king and i performance. omgoshers! i really wanted to go to those competitions! im angry. stupid king and i! but then...rehersal today was fun. it was tech rehersal but when we hung out backstage it was hilarious. body rolls and butt shakes! whOOo! playing with the microfone! then we went back into the drama room and people were improv'ing with a partner's arms as their own. liek u know in the i love lucy episode where ricky is handcuffed to lucy and he has to do a show thingy on tv and since theyre handcuffed, lucy extends her arm throught he curtain to act as rickys arm?! yea! hahaha vanessa, andrew, andy, charlene, and laura played. it was hiLarious! whOO! good times ((((((=


^HAHAHAH hiya angie! i LAHV you!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:40 p.m.

Sunday, March 23, 2003
*·.shes so
UNFAIR! GGGGGGGGRRRrr RAWr! my mommy, that is. (=

today, uncle boy, leslie, n yolandie came over. played alot of chinese jump rope. whOo. im a lil rusty! HAHA! and ate. and watched the mummy. then arianne came over so we could get stuff to work on for the lil dance thingy for dance production. mommy took me n arianne to michaels so we could buy paint and we stopped by 99 cent store to get white buckets...but they didnt have any. BOOOO. so we went back home and stephanie was watiing at ariannes and we went across teh street to my casa and painted the 2 buckets we had. well, splashed bright neon paint on it. hahah it was fun. the lil gurls painted a tiny white bucket. whee heheheh! then thea came and we went back across the street to ariannes house to watch breakfast club. then stephanie left. we never reached linda. *shrug* and then we went back outside to paint part of our names on the buckets taht dried. twas muy FUN! heheh. then we went back inside and watched flashdance. whOoooo maniac! we're maniac! hahah! strawberry shortcake is GOOoOOd. mayn we wanted to go to millies para comer...but next time! then went home. ...couldn't go to bettys party today. i was muy triste. *SOB* but o wellsssss (= i had fun today! yay!

OooOHhHH! you guys i had xanga since november! i didnt even know! so i played with it today! wanna see?! hahaha! this is still my blog though! so yea! ((((=
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 08:26 p.m.

Saturday, March 22, 2003
*·.what a depressing day!
hrmm well not really. only around 3 pm. anyways had a show choir competition at el modena high today. went to school at 745ish (OMY so SLEEPY!) and ALL the gates were locked so i had to walk all aorund and we finally got into the choir room. warmed up and ran the show once and respaced since rabia didnt turn up. rawr. got there at about 9ish? saw db there! lopez said that when we walked past them, it was BIZARRE cuz there was a vibe of ewness and uncomfortableness. i didnt feel it though. she was like i want u guys to be nice. i know theyre out bgigest competititors and yada yada. she always talks about not letting ourselves compare to db but shes the one who always brings it up. quite strange! performed second. poor lucille and stephanie had dead mikes and they couldnt even hear their solos. thought we did okay. we will never be crazy/showy enoguh (someday). didnt get to see db since they went after us. BOO! whs video tech was there! they interviewed lopez and i didnt even realize they were whs. HAHA! whOO! were gonna be publicized mayN! watched 2 more groups. went outside to eat. jumbo hot dog, potato salad, and strawbery smoothie....MMMMMM. met some new people from db! was muy nice! hehehe. (= went back in to watch the mens division. omgoshers SOME WERE SO CUTE/HOT! and they can SING! OMY GOSHERSSS *swooonnnn* ahahahahh this one REALLY cute guy was singing a solo and a gurl eylled out "OMG UR SOOO HOT!" whoO! we were going crazy. but then in otehr cases...some looked really gay. it was kinda yucky. its freaky to see guys be all PIZZAZY and SHOWY and SMILIGN ALL THE TIME and like, TOTALLY into it! wHOO!!!!! YEAAA! *shudder* ahahha. then there was free tiem where we hung out and people were freestylign rapping and telling corny choir jokes. that was somethign that would have never happened at walnut since its so boring here. then they announced awards...db got showmanship plaque, john burroughs got musicianship plaque, temecula got 3rd overall, db got 2nd overall, john burroughs got 1st overall. CONGRATS! we were sad. BOO HOO. we didnt place. =/ i thought our musicianship was pretty good though. went bakc on the bus. looked at scores. we were 5th outta 8. BLAHHHHHHHH. mayn we felt like LOSERS. HAHA. but thats okAY! 2 directors form other skools approached lopez and told em we were robbed cuz they thought we were good enough to place. that was nice of them..btu we didnt. but thats a-OKAY! anyways went to in-n-out and got food MMMM. thank goodness i didnt have king and i rehersal after we got back cuz i was feeling dead tired.

in the next mustang update..theyre gonna be like "sooo even though womens ensemble didnt place that saturday, JOIN CHOIR OKAY!!! and come SUPPORT US!! WHOO! ...how sad LOLs

i thought of reasons why living in cali is the awesomest!:
-you can only get in-n-out in cali! WHOO!
-perfect delicious sunny cali weather!
-the beaches mayN! thats one of the features calis known for! yea! HAHA

...but i still wanna go to nyc...and hawaii! droolllllll

take the emo quiz.created by jessi
^thats...guh-REAT!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 06:12 p.m.

Friday, March 21, 2003
*·.ermph
during rehersal, charlene and vanessa said that if they just looked at me and had to guess if i went to whs or dbhs, theyd say i went to db.

...mixed feelings about that. is that good..or bad? HAHA

CONGRATS TO EVERYONE WHO MADE DANCE TEAM! =DD

i tried on a HOOP SKIRT today in king and i rehersal u guys! u know those hoopy big skirt thingys women wore in the 1700s and 1800s?! YEA I TRIED ONE ON! it was so COOL! HAHAHA. it was all poofy and white and...COOL! i went crazy and danced around like a maniac. 10 min later, i stop and realize...people..were..staring..at..me. -_-;; floor, swallow me up please hAHA! anyways lopez wasnt here today and competition tomorrow. jenn and other officers went over stuff with us. got better. felt better bout the show. YAY.

went to walmart after rehersal to get disposable cameras. saw piper! was muy cool cuz she was buying curlers and makeup for tomorrows competition! haha. bring it on db! (and everyone else too). dont think she remembered if i was helen..or sharon. HARDT hAR!

my progress report came today. a in espanol, p in dance, a- in math, b in chem, a in choir, a in english. FREEKIN CHEM. RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

THE WEATHER WAS AWESOME!!!! SIGHHH ((((((((= its gonna be beeooootiful manana too! yay!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:04 p.m.

Thursday, March 20, 2003
*·.hi everybuddy! (hahah get it?!)
update on my week so far!

monday, dont remember much of what happened cept that i was at alpha and i opened my jar/can of yogurt and it EXPLODEd all over me: my face, my hair, and my new WHITE shirt. BOOOO (well there was pinkish stuff on it too but still!) fun stuff

tuesday, had a spanish oral presentation bout my childhood. i think i talked too fast cuz when i finished, belcher was like: de veras? excelente pero fue muy rapidamente, no? -_-;; heh heh. i gotta 98 in grammar, 96 in style, and 96 in answering questions. yAY!! got our tests back in math. had to pee SO BAD but i didnt wanna miss teh oppurtunity to get our tests back. gotta 90. okies. in choir, was supposed to wear tennis shoes or shoes we could run in cuz we were supposed to go to track but we werent but she marked people down for not wearing them anyway. RAWR. as u can tell, i didnt have tennis shoes on. HAHA. ran our show. danielle and this other gurl from video tech came in to tape us. i asked her later in kni rehersal why and she said lopez wanted it to lure people to try out for choir. HAHA! lopez says well prolly place 3rd or 4th at el modena this saturday. how MOTIVATING. anyways, then we painted the boxes. was muy hot outside. splattered black paint everywhere. played like a stupid kid and asked jennifer if the paint washable. she said: "no its what u paint ur house with." my jaw dropped to the FLOOR cuz i got it on my capris and hands and slipper. THE HORROR! HAHA. ran allt he way to the bathroom liek a maniac to get it off. it came off thank goodness. i was faster than the SUNS RAYS! HARDY HAR! mm hm. had kni rehersal after school. was theas birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY THEA!

wednesday(yesterday), had kni costume parade after school. hoped i would be done by 330 cuz thats when i told my momma to come to take me to alpha. TOOK FREEKIN FOREVER and didnt get out till 4 and i was sweating like an maniac and karr wouldnt LEMME GO. omgoshers. i wear the yuckiest navy bathrobe looking thing too. hahha. finally left and mommy had already left backf or the bank since she takes her lunch hr to pick me up and i claled ehr and she was VERY VERY angry. yes. twas not pretty. momma zoomed backto pick me up and gave me a lecture bout how i dont even consider her tiem and stuff and how i dont care about anything cept for myself and my stupid extracirricular stuff and that i never concentrate this hard on academics and ALPHA. horrible. she said she couldnt take me back to alpha so we were heading towards her work but she turned around and took me to alpha. alpha was normal. thanks you jenn and frunk (= luvah you guys. during break, got something from mr kim for my momma and he told me to tell hm what happeend and stuff and yea. (= went home and momma acted liek nothing ever happened liek she always does when something liek that happens. STILL cant decide whether its a good thing or bad thing. *shrug*

today, boring day! and cold! i wanted it to be sunny and nice. boo! ran dance production stuff in dance. i love it! heheh. after class, mrs tomlin picked out arianne, thea, linda, stephanie, and me to do the "maniacs" dance. how fun! im excited ((((= chem test in....Chem. HAHA. failed it cuz i barely studied. -_-;; kni rehersal after school. witht he orchestra. they sound...interesting. its so diff from the music we were practicing with. heh heh. got most of my hw done in there though! backstage, group of us had an interesting talk about religion. lotsa sides. wows.

i wish..i had gone to the dance clinics -_-;; but O WELL! =D

i realized..OMGOSHERS i am So gullible HAHA

we. are. at. war. have been as of yesterday, wednesday, march 19th, 2003. seems like i have to keep pinching myself to know that its real. in a sad way...it doesnt really seem to be affecting anyone as much as everyone is making it. i guess the sayings true...u dont really know anything until it actually HAPPENS to you. didnt get a full SHOCK until dr gunn announces over teh loudspeakers yesterday during 4th what we'll do if anything concerning the war happens at the school. yikes. sit tight and hope for the best (x

scoTTie x hoTTie: hey choir girl
twinkelNsparkle: HAHA
twinkelNsparkle: choir gurl??
scoTTie x hoTTie: cuz i see u go to choir everyday
twinkelNsparkle: when??
twinkelNsparkle: after school?
scoTTie x hoTTie: yuuuup
twinkelNsparkle: no
twinkelNsparkle: i go to
twinkelNsparkle: king and i rehersal
twinkelNsparkle: drama room/theater
twinkelNsparkle: HAHA
twinkelNsparkle: DOOORKKK
scoTTie x hoTTie: oooooooh
scoTTie x hoTTie: lets try that again
scoTTie x hoTTie signed off at 7:13:40 PM.
scoTTie x hoTTie signed on at 7:13:48 PM.
scoTTie x hoTTie: hi drama girl~!
twinkelNsparkle: OMG
twinkelNsparkle: HAHA
^what a nerd =D

whaaaooOo! click me! im PSYCHIC!!
...thanks elmer! (=
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 06:52 p.m.

Sunday, March 16, 2003
*·.dra-WINg
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^scott got inspired by sharonahs pea/pee drawing LOL

FACT: for about every 12 times ur called stupid/retard/idiot/etc., lowered, made fun of, degraded, "dissed", put down, and if any of these cause stress/depression/or affect u in anyway, it may cause ur IQ to drop.
(from alberts pf)

wHOA! isnt that some words for thought! hardy har har! now lets all LOVE each other! HHAHAH whOO! =D

argh that feeling is getting heavier and heavier in my tummy as the days go by. go. AWAY. )x

rant (so dont mind me): just because...im usually happy(?) doesnt mean..its always like that...that i have no problemos. i just choose to look on the bright side. and i dont forget the "bad" stuff either. it still hurts. everyone has their own probs. why broadcast ur own and put everyone else in a bad mood? i mean, im not saying its good to keep all those feelings cooped up and not talk to anyone about it. cuz thats bad. yes. maLA! i dont know. please dont think that i wont care whatever you say/do cuz...i do. and it hurts. blah! i mean, a bad mood influences everything else. and besides, stuff could ALWAYS be worse. so be thankful that it ISNT worse. haha. i dont make sense? ..omgoshers i just read over what i just wrote. what the hecKKK am i talking about?! o yea! HAHA! soOoo.....just smile! everything will get better. it always does. it will get better faster if u keep ur head up and SMILE! and make the world feel better! =D

current favorite veggie tales song!: I LOVE MY LIPS
Narrator: And now it’s time for Silly Songs with Larry, the part of the show where Larry comes out and sings a silly song.
One day while talking with Dr. Archibald Larry confronts one of his deepest fears….

Larry:
If my lips ever left my mouth,
Packed a bag and headed south,
That’d be too bad, I’d be so sad.

Dr. Archibald:
I see, that’d be too bad, you’d be so sad?

Larry:
That’d be too bad.

Dr. Archibald:
Alrighty.

Larry:
If my lips said “Adios,
I don’t like you, I think you’re gross.”
That’d be too bad, I might get mad.

Dr. Archibald:
Hm, that’d be too bad, you might get mad?

Larry:
That’d be too bad.

Dr. Archibald:
Fascinating.

Larry:
If my lips moved to Duluth
Left a mess and took my tooth.
That’d be too bad, I’d call my Dad.

Dr. Archibald:
Oh dear, that’d be too bad, you’d call your dad?

Larry:
That’d be too bad.

Dr. Archibald:
Hold it. Did you say your father? Facinating!
So what you’re saying is if your lips left you?

Larry:
That’d be too bad, I’d be so sad.
I might get mad, I call my Dad.
That’d be too bad.

Dr. Archibald:
That’d be too bad?

Larry:
That’d be too bad.

Dr. Archibald:
Why?

Larry:
Because I love my lips. (makes noises in tune with his lips)

Dr. Archibald:
Oh my! This is more serious than I thought.
Larry, what do you see here?

Larry:
Um, that looks like a lip.
Dr. Archibald:
What about this?

Larry:
It’s a lip.

Dr. Archibald:
And this?

Larry:
It’s a lip, it’s a lip, it’s a lip, lip, lip It’s a lip, it’s a lip, it’s a lip, lip, lip It’s a lip, it’s a lip, it’s a lip, lip, lip It’s a lip, it’s a lip, lip, lip.

Dr. Archibald:
Larry, tell me about your childhood.

Larry:
When I was just two years old,
I left my lips out in the cold.
And they turned blue,
What could I do?

Dr. Archibald:
Oh dear. They turned blue,
What could you do?

Larry:
Oh, They turned blue.

Dr. Archibald:
I see.

Larry:
On the day I got my tooth,
I had to kiss my Great Aunt Ruth.
She had a beard and it felt weird.

Dr. Archibald:
My, my, she had a beard
And it felt weird?

Larry:
She had a beard.

Dr. Archibald:
Oh!
Larry:
Ten days after I turned 8,
Got my lips stuck in a gate
My friends all laughed…

And I just stood there until the fire department came and broke the lock with a crowbar and I had to spend the next six weeks in lip rehab with this kid named Oscar who got stung by a bee right on the lip and we couldn’t even talk to each other until the fifth week because both our lips were so swollen and when he did start speaking he spoke polish and I only knew like three words in polish except now I know four because Oscar taught me the word for lip, “Usta”.

Dr. Archibald:
Your friends all laughed. Usta. How do you spell that?
Larry:
I don’t know.
Dr. Archibald:
So what you’re saying is that when you were young?
Larry:
They turned blue, what could I do?
She had a beard, and it felt weird.
My friends all laughed, usta.

Dr. Archibald:
I’m confused.

Larry:
I love my lips!

(Larry makes noises with his lips while Dr. Archibald tries to get his attention.)

Dr. Archibald:
Uh, Larry. Larry. Wait Larry, Larry! That’s about enough, thank you.

(voice over of Narrator)

Narrator:
This has been Silly Songs with Larry. Tune in next week when we hear Larry say –

Larry:
Have I ever told you how I feel about my nose?

Dr. Archibald:
Oh, look at the time!

(fades out with Larry continuing to make noises with his lips)


...SO dont mind me if i sing that song all next week =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BETTY!!! UR 16!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 02:48 p.m.

Saturday, March 15, 2003
*·.so....tired!
i did absolutely nothing today! welllll cept that i woke up in time to go to alpha. and it was POURINGGG! nOOO!!!! its supposed to be sunny and more SPRING-LIKE! rawr! kept falling asleep in alpha. stayed after for testing. went to eat with pea when she came. finished and went to sit int he front and had a surprisingly nice convo witht he receptionist. HAHA isnt that weird?! she told me to go to sadies today cuz then if i dont, ill regret it when ima old lady. lols too late! but thats okay! ermph..was supposed to go shopping with arianne today! for our costumes. but its raining too hard )= rain ruins everything! jk it makes very nice flowers for spring =D i just made some sugar cookies right now. awesome dawsome!

yesterday, belcher blew up in espanol cuz this guy tried to cheat during his oral presentation and he caught him. it was HECKA scary. *shudder* o_O. did the safety dance in dance. lady passed out deans list. i received one for las sem. joy! math test in 3rd. it wasnt TOO horrible. but still horribly horrible. heh heh. during choir, we saw ourselves in the video from the night before's concert. saw how we could improve and stuff. i wanted to listen to the 2 other tapes from last weeks competition but lopez said well do it mon. talked to isis. was muy sad )))))))))))))))))'= u cant isis! ill miss u like freeking crazy! *sigh* 6th per...english was really fun! when i went in, 5th was still int here, eating food from mike's presentation. but yea we had a food day too! it got me really full. ((= had king and i rehersal after school. tedious and such. our shirts came in though..joy! the play will be REALLLY cute. we watched a king/anna scene n it was soo adorable. u guys have to come see it! =D ill be selling tix on march 24th so come buy from me at the stage during lunch! =D har har then i visited sujin and mommy picked me up and took em back to her bank. it was the first time ive been there since she started working there 4-5 years ago. queer, aint it?! but yea..kinda sat there while she finsihed up whatever she does lols. then went to banana bay! it was SOOO yumMAY! mm mMm GOOD!

thursday: no one called me the night before to tell me that my hair had to be curled for the concert that night o_O so went home after school, took a shower but my hair in rollers and hoped it would eb okay. daddy took me back around 6 and lopez was being IFFY and we had a lotta energy i guess and she had to tell us 3x to be quiet andsomeone shouted something and i smiled and she turns around and looked stragiht at me and said "NO." i was like what the HECK?? she thought i was the one who shouted or something. rawr! then when our group was done warming up we went to sit back down and i realize (*GASPPPPPPPPPPP*) that i forgot my character shoes in daddys car! so i start calling daddy and isis was liek omg heeln put that away shes looking right at you! so right when daddy picked up i hung up on him and when she was busy warming up treble i claled him back and he yeleld at mefor hanging up at him and he went to bring em my shoes and when we were done warming up i went with isis to go to the parking lot to find my dad and lopez was walkin our direction and i was like "ms lopez can i go to the parking lot to get my shoes cuz i left them in the car" and she walked straight past me without saying anything as if i wasnt there. OMG >>>>>>>>>=O then 5 ft away she mumbled "u should have i dont have tiem to deal blAH BLAH BALH " and isis was leik she said u could so i run to the parking lot ad daddys ZOOMING aroudn it and i KNEW he was furious. he had called me 3 times cuz he already got theref n i wasnt there n he was like "YOU TOLD ME TO RBING UR SHOES I DID AND UR NOT EVEN THERE DO U EXPECT ME TO JUS WAIT HERE WHILE BLAH BLAH" awesome. i said sorry and he sped off. yikes. i hate it when lopez is in IFFY concert mood. but that was okay! i sang the awesoem dawsome VEGGIE TALE SONGS! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

everybody has a water buffalo!
urs is fast but mine is slow
whwere we get them i dont know
but everybody has a water buffalo.
took my buffalo to the store
got his head stuck in the door
spilled some lima beans on the floor
everybody has a water buffalo!


HAHA! you know those rock! and the hairbrush song! and the lips song! and the cheesburger song! and BARBARA manatee! heheh! jennifer lent me the veggie tunes 2 cd! thanks you dear! anyways the concert was only an hr long. we did okay. didnt try as hard as we did for competitions but parents dont care. the house was only 2/3 full. HAHA! it was over by 8. we didnt have clean up duty thanks goodness. daddy took me and christa to bettys house afterward. hmMm christina, staci, betty, josh, chester, christa, and i studied para math. joy joy joy. got my cookie dough from betty too! yum yum. went home around 10:45. had to wake daddy up to drive me and he got iffy again cuz he was sleeping. -_-;; i felt so bad. i havta drive soon so they wont have the burden of driving me anymore. when i got home i was too tired to much of anything. i ate soem cookies though. after i baked the dough of course. yum. HAHA

PEEVES: people who try to get sOO much attention. just shut up )x

its the lil green monsters fault. go away! HAHAHA =DDD

YAY!!! i get to skip starting the 24th of march! since im gonna have rehersals every single day for king and i mon-sat. so yay i get to skip! whOoOo-EEEEe!
PyRoMaNiAc28: I KNOW
PyRoMaNiAc28: lets do ALPHA hw now!!!
twinkelNsparkle: =-O
twinkelNsparkle: we just had like a billion hours of it this mornigng
^...but, as u can see, josh would NEVER skip it, cuz ya know, he just cant get enough of it. its way too exciting. lookit how excited he is! LOLS jk! =D

everyones gotten/getting xangas. YUCK! u guys! get PITAS! liek moi! its better fo really i pinky promise!!! (=

HAVE FUN AT SADIES TONIGHT U GUYS! =D
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 06:07 p.m.

Wednesday, March 12, 2003
*·.3-day update!
today was cold! n it was suppsoed to be about 75 degrees. rawr! hahah. we did belly dancing in dance and it got me SO sleepy. and then we worked on dance production dances. blah blah. we did this ice,water, salt lab and shawna, mindy, and i had to d it twice cuz we didnt do it right the first time. during lunch, christina challened me and sujin to eat rach-dunked gummy bears. it was nastay. HAHA i ate 2 though! the 3rd one was SOOO covered in ranch. i couldnt even swallow it. i spit it right back out. bah! i dont care if it was weak! HAHA! english was so much fun! alotta people made food. YUMMMM. and we went outside for jeff's chinese yo-yo thing. yep! and denise gave our hershey roses. aww ((= after school, had choir rehersal for tomororows prelude gay classical/jazz/short concert that only 150 people are going to and the house will only be half full LOL (=. tedious but i finished all my hw during it! even though it was REALLy dark and i couldnt see...but isis helped me comprehend my yucky espanol reading thingy! so that was muy bueno...muchos gracias isis toilet sister! har har.

yesterday, i dont really remember what happened. -_-..O YEA i was REALLy tired and pretty much fell asleep in every class. esp math. christa kept having to say my name to jerk me awake whenever iacopetti came by. whOo. in choir, we listend to one of the judge's tapes from the competition last friday. it was good/bad. then had king and i rehersal after school. we ran the whole show. we got through everything except for the last scene. ms karr was actually proud of us or something. she was like "throughout all the shows ive done, ve enevr gotten this much done with only the last scene left. u guys did well. im jus more worried abotu sets, and lighting, and costumes now. and w still have 3 weeks. were in good shape." WHOOP-DEE-DOO! haahh u guys! tickets go on sale starting NEXT WEEK! so start buying em kayS?! me n charlene are selling ont he 24th of march i think (= then daddy was late pickign me up and it was relaly cold =/ but o well! we went to the library so my bro could get somethign and i fell asleep in the car. i was totally knocked out cuz ive been so tired these past days and whenw e got hoem i guess daddy todl em to wake up ad went to do something in the yard and he came back and he was leik helen! ur still int he car! it odl u to get up! -_-;; heh heh. i guess he told mommy cuz mommy lectured me while i was onfthe fone that i shudnt talk and that i shud do my hw and go to sleep cuz i dont get enoguh or im relaly tired cuz i do too much or sumtin. -_-..."but its funnnn" HAHA

on monday, woke up at freekin 5:30 to make "fresh" california rolls for my english demonstartaion speech. i woke up and i was liek hey no prob im not even that tired! so i made them till 730 (soem for myself for lunch and some for my bros lunch till i ran outta cucumber) and mommy took me to skool and i went to cduttons to drop off the stuff to put in the refrigerator. then i got dead the rest of the day. i was so tired. bah! but yeaaa in english i went first and it was okay cept...i broguht a real metal knife and i forgot i couldnt and i TOTALLY forgot my conclusion and i was liek okay so tahts california rolls. thank you! and people start clapping and then i GASP and i was leik OMG I FORGOT MY CONCLUSION. )))= well i got a 26/30 on speech but a 8/10 on outline. RAWR!!!!!!!!! o well. people like the rolls i think. hehe dutton asked me to give bosanko some and he asked for wasabi but i didnt have any. o well! then i went to alpha at 3ish and the receptionist told me there was no afternoon class that day n iw as like omgoshers! and then i rememebr jeff went to the east coast. so i went home did my hw, fell asleep for 30 min and then went back to alpha at 7ish to 10 for the night class. it was so tiring. the triplets bought spam and crackers for dinner and dennis was just carving the "meat" wiwht his switchknife thing. it was guh-ross. hahAh and there was this guy with liek 4in nails. that was guh-ross too. blech! he said a museum pays for his nails or something before but they dont do it anymore. *shudder* HAHA! got home at 10:15ish and pretty much died. HAHAH (=

I LEARNED SO MANY AWESOME DAWSOME VEGGIE TALES SONGS TODAY! THANKS YOU JULIA MANATEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =DDD
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 08:45 p.m.

Sunday, March 9, 2003
*·.satisfying weekend (=
hello all! today was nice! i LOVED the weather! SPRING is hereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! yay! i woke up around 10ish today and my uncle, aunt, and my 3 lil cousins came over. i LUVAH them! we went to eat at supreme dragon. then we walked around the plaza and got the gurls trinkets. they were liek thanks yoouu jei jei! HAHA (= then we went home and me n ommy went out to my grandmas for a while. then went to sgs. i bougt stuff to make cali rolls for english presentation tomrorow. went to art land and bought the scarf for christa, eraser refills, and extra rollers. HAHA im a fob (=. the chasier gurl asked me where i gottwb4htuio;awt9pw <= freak! this black flying insect kept flying in front of my face. HAHA my loud punching of keys scared it im sure (x HAHA. anyways the cashier gurl asked me where i got my belt and made me write down the name of the store (tilly's). HAha. then mommy took me to get desserts! YUMMM! i got this coconut milk boba/jelly drink thing. i coudlnt finish it though )= then i came home and practiced makin cali rolls but i ate half of what i made. i havta wake up really early tomorrow to make at least 30 for class. i said i was waking up at 530 and my mommy and bro busted out laughing. i can TOO wake up at 530! watch me! bAH!

yesterday, went to alpha at 11ish to test and i already tookt hat test so i went through it really fast. finished my 12ish! YAY! mommy didnt come till 1230-1 though. me n sharonah just talked. blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. stupid mindframe. mommy was surprised i finsihed so fast. o wells. she took us to brea mall and we shopped! we ate mongolaian bbq YUm and then shopped. HAHA we have the same pet peeve! we havta walk through EVERY section adn PAss EVERY store just in case we miss something. LOL! thats sooo cool! and yea. we spent FORVER in hot topic buying patches. pea spent 20 bux on them..holy guacamole. i only spent 2 on one =D and i bought a tinkerbell beanie! YAY!!!!!!! happy pappy. then spent like 3 hrs at hollister and the 2 abercrombies. -_- the guys working at hot topic and a&f were CUTE! whOO! saw christina and andy at the kids abercrombie. sharonah said she saw christinas sis at hollister. i was kidna zoned out there. HSha. yea we spent like 7 hrs at the mall. n we didnt even finsh. we wanted to pierce our ears! but pea was scared. even though we watched a lil gurl do it and she didnt even FLINCH. cmon pea! if a lil gurl can u can! YAY! i was broke. no more chinese new years monies. but thats okay =D then sharonahs momma picked us up and sharonah and wendy were arguing int eh car again and spelling out forbidden "bad" words. wendy asked me what sticking the middle finger out meant. =X geee i dunno! haha! then got in-n-out. muchos gracias (= then went home. sigh. i love shopping. mommy said i could go back next week to spend my express gift certif and get the bag at pac sun! YAY!

saturday was music at the pointe! boo! i kinda wanted to go! ..o wells!

scoTTie x hoTTie: i had this relle weird dream
scoTTie x hoTTie: i was showing u all my boxers
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHA
scoTTie x hoTTie: it was kinky
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAAHAH
scoTTie x hoTTie: i think u owe me some dollar bills for stripping for u in the dream
twinkelNsparkle: ew GROSS!
twinkelNsparkle: i would NEVEr want u to strip!
scoTTie x hoTTie: suuuuure
scoTTie x hoTTie: its every girls fantasy
twinkelNsparkle: in ur dreams!
twinkelNsparkle: Lol
scoTTie x hoTTie: it did happen in my dreams so ha~!
twinkelNsparkle: and only ur dreams:-D
twinkelNsparkle: so hA!
scoTTie x hoTTie: its ok helen...no need for denial
twinkelNsparkle: -_-;;
twinkelNsparkle: whateevr u say

wow my mom has been so nice lately. she was totally excited for us for the competition on friday. and she just came back from going out right now to get me a flashlight for dance. =D yay.

life is GOODY. ((((((((= *knock on wood* lols. ta-ta!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:01 p.m.

Friday, March 7, 2003
*·.HECK FREEKIN YEAY!!!
GUESS WHAT?!
WE'RE WALNUT!
WHO WON?!
WE WON!!!
YEaY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OVERALL: 1ST PLACE
MUSICIANSHIP- 1ST PLACE
SHOWMANSHIP- 3RD PLACE

YAY!!!! (again) we screamed our heads off n i almsot peed in my pants. LOL. anywaysssss lets start at the beg of the day, shall we? in espanol dos, did gay stuff and outta about 12 ib ppl, 10 dropepd out. har har har. in math, got our ch 8 tests back. gotta 92. (= in chem tooka gay test that i hope i passed. c or higher! finsihed with 30 min left though. mindy brought a camcorder to record todays cheer tryouts! n shawna and her were playing with it and bravirof was liek "if i didnt know any better, id think u guys were taping the test and the questions on the board." what the heck. wahat loser would do that? GHAHAHA jk (= anyways, left for the choir room when the first bell rang during lunch. almost everyone was dressed n theyw ere liek ur late! n i was liek omgoshers btu yea i wasnt. our shirts were done! they were cute. the officers stayed up till 4am this mornign fixing the broken umbrealls. whoas. n yea got dressed. ran the show once. loaded everythign on buses. ran to the locker room to pee.RELIEF! AHAHA. had a talk with isis abotu everything on the bus. it was nice. got to riverside communtiy college at 330ish. went to the kirby shaw clinic and then went back to the bus to finsih makeup and take rollers outta our hair. isis left cuz she wasnt feeling well. feel better!!! went back. peed. watched 2 or 3 gorups in our division. went to warm up. performed. took pics. changed. got snacks. went to eat at this plaza. i had green burrtio. taht was good stuff. drank two ice teas so i went pee again. LOL. went back to the bus and while we went back to watch the last 2 groups int he mixed division, julia found out who made cheer and stuff. CONGRATS TIFF N MINDY N EVERYONE IM SO PROUD OF YOU!.when we got back tot he auditorium, the rcc vocal jazz, our hosts, performed, n taht tooka long time. then my bladder was gonan explode again so i ran to the bathrooms and there was this long line and lyn got outta a stall and i was leik OMG! n i ran to it and this lady comes out of another stall at the same time n i ran into her. -_-;; mayn that was embarrasing. lyn was liek hahah therye gonna remember walnut as the group who runs into people. -_-;; HAHA nt hen they announced awards. i was so scared. LOL. in our division, the women's II (intermediate/advanced i think cuz we moved up divisions from last year), we won 3rd showmanship, 1st muscicianship, and 1st overall. the group behind us was all walnut walnuts gonan win. n we ere like ..=D. heh heh. i think we got 3rd ins howmanship cuz we had NO ROOM on stage to do singin' in the rain n that was HORRIBLE. we were liek killing each other with our umbrellas. ow ell. there were AWEsome Groups though. n i was like omg thank goodness they aint in our division. our choreographer choreograhed practically HALF of the shows in the festival today. it was strange seeing some of the same moves used byt he other groups. AHHA. anyways got back at almost 11. jennifer fell asleep on the bus with her ahnds clutched around the "overall" trophy LOLS (=

i went pee a trillion times today. -_-;;
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 11:42 p.m.

Thursday, March 6, 2003
*·.=D
hiyO! todayw as last day of ca hs exit exam testing. thank goodness. it wasnt bad though. the math was muy easy! (((= cept we all had 30 min after each section with nothing to do. then had choir. ran the sho a billion times n fixed stuff. i was exhausted by the time lunch came. we got our sweatshirts though. but not the shirts. o well! after lunch, engluish where we started demo speeches. they were fun! food is good! then elmer showed us magic tricks! it was SO cool. HAHAH i was tryin gto figure out how he did the robber one and while iw as goin to my locker i figured it out! so i ra allt he way back there n i wa sleik omgoshers i think i got it! hAHAH! okies anyways, dress rehersal after school. we did ALOT better after school. YAY YAY YAY (((= im excited! hehehe

it was sunny today! YAY!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:48 p.m.

Wednesday, March 5, 2003
*·.im SO HAPPYYYYYYYYY!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!! im soooOOoOOOOOoooo happy today! i quit ib! joY!!!! during break, me n sharonah made "appointments" to see mister dutton and i saw him after lunch and gave himt he paper my mommy signed in the morniong (=D) and he was leik okay well im going to have u talk to ms crisci first and he sent me to her office ni got soo petrified but it was okies. she just asked me why and i told her n she was liek o okies and took my name off the list and said, "u can go back to dutton now" and i did n since i was quitting i asked dutton to tal to belcher to stop giving me the extra ib stuff/work n he was liek yes ill pur u out of ur misery. HAHA and YAY! n in chem we were playing with the electron models! it feels REALLY good as a massager thing. LOLS. cuz i was realLLYYYYY sorre. my back and shoulders and arms. omgoshers. mmm hmMM! after skool, went to musical rehersal for half an hr and had to remind karr that i had to leave at 330 and i was kinda scared too since she was in a pissy mood. erk. but yea left 1/2 hr earlier and mommy took sharonah, josh, and me to alpha.

LiD0D0PEY X24: we were scaring josh
twinkelNsparkle: how?
LiD0D0PEY X24: sayin how your mommy was gonna hate him and stuff
LiD0D0PEY X24: coz she doesnt liek guys
LiD0D0PEY X24: hahaha
LiD0D0PEY X24: he was liek "dude stop scaring mee!"
LiD0D0PEY X24: hahaha
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAHAH ARE U SERIOUS
twinkelNsparkle: hahahahahahha!
twinkelNsparkle: did u reallyg et scared
PyRoMaNiAc28: word
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHHAH
PyRoMaNiAc28: dude
PyRoMaNiAc28: im scared man

its okay josh! my mom "approves" HAHAHAH. jk! anyways alpha was gay but me n josh raced int he car n i wON =D. ooH! i got my girl scout do si dos and thin mints from kate today! n me n sharon were eating them in class and mister kim was like u guys are gonna get fat. all those cookies. cookie monsters. -_-;; and yea. my pea had to stay after! but she survived! yay! when i was eating dinner my momma was like whats that guy's name again? i said, josh. n she was liek, george? n i was liek no. josh. n she was like george?? n iw as leik nooO! josh! as in joshua! n she was like ooooh! i remember now! hahahah iono i thoguht that was pretty funny. anywaYS. yesterday, today, and tomorrow's ca high school exit exam days! gay!! the rest of the school whos not takin gthe test (practically everyone cept for sophomores) got to come at 10:05 while we had to come at reg time. i thought i was late yesterday cuz it was so empty in the morning. and yea. the test is pretty easy. blah blah. 1 more day of it and were done! joy!

if u ever call me at my house fone, mucho sorry if my bro answers it. HAHA. -_-;;
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:23 p.m.

Sunday, March 2, 2003
*·.stuff i found/drew

^wOW! isnt that cool! i found that in the newspaper while i was eating dinner last week n i was like omgoshers i need to cut that out! n yea i actually ripped it out. -_-;; but i added the purple stuff so it looks like my page's theme! whee!


^shes not naked =D

*HAKUNA MATATA! it means no worries...for the rest of your days! its our problem-free, philosophy! ..hakuna matata. wha oooOO!*
^heh heh =D iw atched the lion king today!

this was the boringest weekend in the whole widest world. i couldnt go shopping with frunk yesterday cuz all the relatives in the world came over. n it was chaos. HAHA. i locked my bro and my cousins out after he called me a *itch for telling him to calm down after he threw a fit when my cuz dropped his cd. RAWR! ...but someone let them back in )= why must all my cousins aroudn my age be guys. all they were doing is benching. n i was like hrmm what should i do. HI GRANDMA HOW YA DOIN?!

har har har. =D
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 06:21 p.m.

Friday, February 28, 2003
*·.gra c ass PEA!
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tgif! fo really! hahah! in math, iacopetti acts like verythings so darn FASCINATING. its guh-ROSS> HAHA. buttmunchkin went to sleep in the nurses office during chem. feel better shawna! oh yea. today was joshs birthday! joY! christina, staci, josh, chester, n i were suppsoed to help sell churros for wishmakers today but i guess they canceled it. i went to karr to turn in my king n i shirt monies n i cudnt open my wallet and i was struggling for liek 10 min n then my wallet fell in the trash can n that was kinda gross and she finally had to help me yank it open. HAHA. in eng, we did impromptus! they were alotta fun. i had to talk botu elephants. HAHAHA. i wanted to talk botu ice cream flavors! or disney characters! bOoO! o wells elephants are cool. yes. HAHA. eric kept lugging this videocamera arouund and filming me. rAWR! "the life of helen!" HAHA NERD n he said he watched it n i supposedly said the f word! omgoshers NOT TRUE! anyways went to alpha with my pea today! to test. but we met joyce n jenn n we went to eat at the korena bbq restuarant next to the bakery cuz during lunch christina told me she got food posioning from the restaurant in the market n jane said to enevr eat in a market cz they get d's. me n sharon were like OMG FO REALLY O_O LOL were clueless. anyways we talked till like 5. i dont liek the receptionist. rawr. HAHAHA we're so anti asian. OMG BFFL FO EVA 637 143 OMG like FO SHO! HAHAHAHAHA. o mayn -_-;; thanks for listenign to all my ranting u guys! MUAH!!!

gosh what the HECK. that sucks.

scott! dont encourage shallowness!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOSH!!! =DD kristin kreuk proposed to you! HAHAHA!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:27 p.m.

Thursday, February 27, 2003
*·.chin up!
more sunshine= increased serotonin in ur brain= increased HAPPINESS! =DDD

it rained today! o_O i didnt know it was gonna! i was running outta dance in my jazz shoes n they got all wet and super black and the water seeped into my socks )= bOO! o wells. went to 3rd. chester came in in the middle..he got braces! haha chester ur braceful! and bettys brace-free! YAY! omgoshers i forgot to to math hw from monday. and i forgot to do part of yesterdays.NOOOOOOO ))))))= chem is gay. i ate honey teddy grahams though and one of them looked weird. liz was liek "ew why does it have a dick and white stuff?" HAHAHAHAH! in eng, i was the last one to go for teh persuasive speech so i was first today. -_-;; anyways had choir rehersal after school in the dance room and we went over our whole show for mrs tomlin to see and she gave us advice and stuff. we got a lot better. im so proud. HAHA! lopez actually thinks we have a chance at competition next friday. joy. gosh we're mad though. baked potato is so freekin selfish and plain aggravating. we all wanan scream. HAHA. okay im not spposed to say anything cuz were a GROUP and we need to work together but -_-;; then we listened to people try out for "bridge over troubled water" solos and it was so awesome. me n michelle wanted to cry LOL. *soB* AGGGGGGGGGGGh okies moms telling me to get off. she only lemme go on for 15 min. GAY!

thanks jane (=

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHESTER!!!!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 08:59 p.m.

Tuesday, February 25, 2003
*·.tahnks you again eric HAHA
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^HAHAHAHAHA

eric drew that 2 days ago but i didnt get achance to update till now. so yea. thanks eric..again! hAHa. he aws like! hey! everyones biting off my drawings! -_-;; HAHA! anyways it rained today! n it was SO cold n WINDY. ommgggg *shiver* heheHe. math test. it wasnt that bad but i hope i do okay. amy finished our whole show today. joy. i hope we go next friday. it would suck if we didnt. i thinks hes just saying we might not go to scare us though. after school: rehersal. SO TEDIOUS. aRghH! BUT it was SO FREEKIN ADORABLE. cuz the lil kids came today! n they did the march and the last scene with us. awww they were so precious. LOL ((((=.

yesterday, i was sooo tired since i didnt go to sleep till 230 the night before. -_-;;. i basically had a whole day of school. esp. math. guh-ROSS. o yea a chem test too. i think if ailed it. yep. icky braviroff. anyways, went to alpha afterwards and sharon finally came back..YAY! mommy made us lunch but it was kinda eh cuz mayo was yuckY! test score was horrible. bAH! josh did muy fantastico though..good joB! then sharons mommy picked us up and i listened to sharon n wendy bicker. HAHA =D then went home, drank soup, showered, and daddy took me to bettys house where christina, staci, betty, josh, chester, and i studied for math test. it was oh so much fun...lOLs. "my eyes are sensitive to the sun" HAHAHAHA.o mayn. then josh left at 9ish n half an hr later, ebtty n staci tricked us by opening the door and going hi josh! how come ur back?! n stuff and i fell for it. -_-;; HAHAH

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:57 p.m.

Saturday, February 22, 2003
*·.thanks you angie!!! =D
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i love it! muchos gracias!! =DDD

my mommy said i could quit ib. ...joy. she never listens to me. teachers are always right. i guess its good dutton talked to her. but she never trusts my opinion or decision. now shes saying shell support me in whatever i do. YEA RIGHT. when march 17 rolls around and until april 4, i have to skip alpha for 2-3 weeks. shell be rocking mad. if i skip even 1 week, itll make a huge diff u know. im gonna get really bad sat scores and go to mt sac or something. yep. good note: i claimed my scholarship thing...after my mom verified with dutton that it wasnt a false document of course.

i had cali rolls today. soem of the bestest. mmmmmmmmm. (= o yea went to alpha today for like 4 hrs cuz my daddy picks me up an hr after i call him. hEh heH oh well he was eating lunch. verbal was SO TEDIOUS. n i didnt know anyone there. cept for william (=. there was 8 people max in that room. how depressing. pea needs to come back! n frunk n jenn n the triplets too,even. LOL. i bought these really good italian cookies at the market. n i looked at the nutrition facts n it was liek 9 grams of fat for 3 cookies. 3 cookies the length of ur thumb! o maynnnnn. i seriosuly gained about 5 lbs. )= the scale is my enemy. but food is too goOOoODDDDDDDDDDdddddddd. ill just start running again. yea..right. OKAY IMA GO DO THAT RIGHT NOW =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:44 p.m.

Friday, February 21, 2003
*·.my eyes hurt.
i dunno if theyre swollen or i just need sleep. erphs! anyways today was a horrbile week. sigh. my momma. and yeaaa mrs tomlin talked to her yesterday but she was still iffy and mrs tomlin talked to me today and i just told her everything and started sobbing -_-;; and she was like ooh blah blah ill talk to mister dutton to talk to her so i got called up to duttons during 4th and i spilled to him too and sobbed again n he called my momma n i guess it went ...okay. sigh i cant believe i cried though. and yea there was a renaissance meeting during lunch but i didnt go. -_-;; oOps. oOoh! during choir, our pictures came. yay./..? they came out...bad/okay. to see julia, isis, n mine's buddy picture, click here. went to german performance during 6th. it was [boring] and cold since i was right under the vent. heHEhe. after school, musical rehersal till 5 and karr was yuckY. but o well. and then my daddy picked me up and while we were driving to alpha, he was like ur mom signed the slip. ni was like o..really. n he was like ur teacher talekd to ehr n i was liek i know. n he was liek HAHA she had to talk to someone n then sign it? n iw a s liek ..yea i guess. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH FREEKIN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaa. im going to go crazy. whewwwwwwwwwwwwwww. well. my mommys yelling. for the trillionth time this week. ...bye

i whine too much hm?! hehehe but o well this is my blog.

ooh highlight of my day: belcher said i wrote well. i hate him 0.000001% less =D. n then i hated him 0.000001% more after he embarrased me. har har har.

YESTERDAY: pep rally! SOPHOMORES won at both of them!!! YEAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 GO '05!!!!!! har har har! cept it kinda hurt when cort fell on my leg and i made shawna tilt and fall. sorry buttmunchkin! HAHAHa mayn minday shook that thang! LOLs whee!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:38 p.m.

Wednesday, February 19, 2003
*·.what a horrible day
pea, buttmunchkin, and grammy- im SOoOO sorry for letting out my rage on you guys! thanks for listening though! mUAH!

my mom wants me to quit everything. for ALPHA. !@#$%^&*()

stop holding onto my wings
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:39 p.m.

Tuesday, February 18, 2003
*·.YAY!
no musical rehersal, no choir rehersal, AND no alpha today!! YAYY!!!! anyways first day back from 4 day weekend. so tiredd. i hate tuesdays. i hate belcher. he have us so much work. SO MUCH WORK. esp for ib poeple. i need to drop SOON dangit. its barely teh start of second semester n i already have a 91.7 in his class. 91?! omgggg if i get a b i will kill myself D= HAHA. okies well i will post later tonight!

highest math: 650
highest verbal: 660
^too bad they werent combined lOls.

omgoshers im currently addicted to altoids tangerine sours. DROLLL yUMMmmMMMMm. but the roof of my mouth n tongue hurts after i eat alot. too much acid. (x HaAH

and then it occurs to me. they are frightened. in me, they see their own daughters, just as ignorant, just as unmindful of all the truths and hopes they have brought to america. they see daughters who grow impatient when their mothers talk in chinese, who think they are stupid when they explain things in fractured english. they see that joy and luck do not mean the same to their daughters, that to these closed american-born minds "joy luck" is not a word, it does not exist. they see daughters who will bear grandchildren born without any connecting hope passed from generation to generation.
-the joy luck club by amy tan

ooh! u guys the tagboard works now! so leave lotsa tags, yea?! ((((= ooh, and if the pop ups when u first open this page is really annoying, tell me kays? i might take em out if theyre annoying

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARLENE!!! =DDD
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 08:45 p.m.

Monday, February 17, 2003
*·.i have the bestest friends =D
5 minutes after this post...
SKRTCHactionHERO: helen's like the la fair
SKRTCHactionHERO: everyone wants to show her our art
^HAHAHA. u guys rock!

i was so angry a while ago cuz of my bro and mommy but im better now. i have the bestest friends. thanks for talkin to me bout it u guys! =D

note: clik on pics to see in another window if its hard to see the full pic here
dont worry, be happy
^thanks eric!!


^thanks frunk! LOLs you make me GRIN! =D


^HAHAHA scott tried to outdo eric. LOLs.
scoTTiexhoTTie: in my dreams im a giant
^HAHAHA its okay u can be a giant if you want to (=

anyways, went with familia to grandmas to pick up rick to go to lunch cuz he came down from houston. we went to this one place but it was closed so we went to this other place n my bro is a pig. oINK! hAHAHA. then i went to get boba while my momma bought groceries and the guy gave me two smoothies instead of one. free of charge too! yay! then iw ent to alpha. omg it was so sad. there was only 5 of us there. jenn, jenny, julia, dennis, and me. it was so quiet. AHHA but we gotta 20 min break n during break, jenn, jenny, n i went to the market and asked people for spare change so we could get food. we didnt get any thouhg. LOL (= and yea.

last but not least: CONGRATS TO 2 CERTAIN PEOPLE (((=
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:45 p.m.

Sunday, February 16, 2003
*·.another survey! n erics drawings
usual stuff
What time is it? 2.12 p.m
Name: helen! Nicknames: helenmel0n. helena. helenatious. helen the felon who steals melons? tinkerbell. miss cherry lover. helen-o. loser. stupid. retard. n of course, mrs. orlando bloom! HAHA
Names and ages of siblings? calvin. 13
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? 1quince! 15! whee! permit age! even though i still didnt get it yet -_-;;
date that you regularly blow them out? uhm..my birthday?!
Pets? a turtle thats actually my bros but i take care of it more. n the most adorablest doggy int he whole widest world, prince. (= but he died )=
Height? 5'4-5'5
Eye color? dark brownie.
Hair color? darkish brownish black and its au natural! =D
Piercing(s)? one in each ear n i want one more in each ear (= hardy har har
Birthdate: 100887
Current Location: in the office chair at the office desk in the living room in my house in the nut, the smalelst city on earth
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: libra. the one iwth the scales! haha
Innie or Outtie: lemme check. an innie. yeP!

description
Your heritage: american born chinese
The shoes you wore today: i didnt wear shoes yet. HAHA.
Your hair: darkish brownish black. straight halfway down my back . front layers that i usually curl
Your eyes: dark brownie? uhmm how else would u describe? i wear A contact in my right eye! haha cuz im like, blind there. hahah.
Your weakness?: orlando bloom! n cherries! n boba! n cali rolls! n chick flicks. GUYS! hahah
Your fears: being a failure. regretting stuff. painful death. death in general. dying w/o being happy/satisfied.
Your perfect pizza: lotsa cheese n tomato sauce n mushrooms n sausage n pineapple n chicken n crispy but soft crust n msot of all, not too greasy! HAHa

what is
Your most overused phrase on aol: i dont have aol. but i have aim! hiya! omgoshers! HAHA! LOL! *GASP* *SOB* D:< and (]= and O:
Your thoughts first waking up: its too early. need. more. sleep.
The first feature (thing) you notice in the opposite sex: their sexy 100-watt SMILE! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDd
The best Name for a Butler: butler??! hahah that reminds me of geoffrey on fresh prince or that big guy in adams family
Your best physical feature: yea right. none
Your bedtime: whe my mommy yells at me to go offline n go to sleep. but i end up talking on the fono afterwards anyway. HAHa
Your greatest accomplishment: i didnt accomplish anything. HAHA. uhMmmm not going crazy yet cuz of parentals, bro, school, activities (rehersals), alpha, frends/guys (thats liek 1% of my stress so its awesome HAHA)

you prefer
Pepsi or coke: REAL and FOR THOSE WHO THINK YOUNG. both! i drink coke more though.
McDonald's or Burger King: mc dees! their fries! and chicken mcnuggets! mmmmm *_*
Single or group dates: depends. if i know the guy really well, single. if i dont, group so everything would be more comfy.
Adidas or nike: adidas! what bout converses =D
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: nestea (=
Chocolate or vanilla: depends!! chocolate, esp white chocolate for candy and vanilla ice cream n stuff. me gusta BOTH!
Cappucino or coffee: coffee is gross. YUCK. starbucks frappacinO. OOH! with WHIPPEC CREAM! ((=
Boxers or briefs: boxers on a guy

do you
Smoke: nO! cuz i dont wanna die. smoking is GUH ROSS
Cuss: rarely. i think the only time i do is when my bro REALLy pushes my buttons n theni turn into a maniac HAHA. its NOT pretty =X
Sing well: omgi wish
Take a shower everyday: YEA!!! i cant even get into bed without feeling clean/showering first. which is why i barely take naps (x
Do you think you've been in love: hrmm probably not
Want to go to college: YEA!! i wanna go to ucsd baby!
Like high school: its going pretty good. cept for the workload n stupid tests n stupid teachers =D HARDY HAR
Want to get married: i am =D to orlando bloom. n we live in a nice rolling mansion by the beautiful beach. NYAhAHAHHAH! i can dream cant i (x
Type with your fingers on the right keys: yea i type with em on the left keys too
Believe in yourself: kinda
Get motion sickness: not really. i get headaches when we went to catalina in 7th grade though. that boat was horrible
Think you're attractive: nopes
Think you're a health freak: notta freak (= but i dont like grease n that stuff cuz its nastay HAHA dont make fun of me for sponging my fries u guys! n dont take my napkins away D:<
Get along with your parents: NO. my dad doesnt care. my mom cares too much. shes a maniac. RAWR
Like thunderstorms: from inside shelter HAHA i dont wanan get struck by lightning
Play an instrument: nOpe i used to play teh violin in 5th n 6th grade! then i turned to choir nYahAHah

in the past month, did/have you
Drank alcohol: nOpe
Smoke(d): NO!!!!
Done a drug: advil cuz i had a big ol headache and there were hammers pounding in my head n the teacher at alpha kept on talkin n talking n talking....
Have Sex: no of course not =D
Go on a date: nah
Go to the mall?: yeappers
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: omg oreos. id LOVE some oreos right now. i had these krean chip/cookies thingy though. HAHA
Eaten sushi: yEA!! practically everytime i go to alpha. i buy em at the market. HAHA mexican ladies make them. me n joyce watched em on fri. n at the korean restauramnt with sharonah every weekend.
Been on stage: yeap. like 3 times a week for musical rehersal
Gone skating: ice skating? roller blading? heck, i havent exercised in liek a century
Made homemade cookies: nOpe! but i will! cuz i bought the cookie tubs from betty (=
Been in love: i am currently in love with my hubby orlando bloom (= LOLS
Gone skinny dipping: nOoo i never done that before
Dyed your hair: nopes. never did
Stolen anything: i took my bros calculator n told him afterward HAHA

have you ever
Played a game that required removal of clothing?: nope
If so, was it mixed company: uhhhhh i said i didnt
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: nope
Been caught "doing something": what? im a GOOD GURL (=
Been called a tease: who usesthat word??
Gotten beaten up: nuh uh
Shoplifted: nuh uh
If so, did you get caught: i DIDNT SHOPLIFT
Changed who you were to fit in: why? be yourself! n be happy (=
opposite sex
Best eye color? doesnt matter. bluish greenish! DrOOlll brownish hazelish? ooh josephs eyes are really pretty! n orlando blooms of course. he has green eyes. *sigh* HAHA
Best hair color? brownish. blackish
Short or long hair? short but not so that theyre bald?
Best height: at least 2 in taller than me! or taller than me even if im on heels HAHA =D
Best weight: ioNoOo. how much do guys weigh anyway? well they gotta be fit!! hahahA oOh abs n arms (=
Best articles of clothing: iono everyone has their own style. sexyness hAHa
Best first date location: the beach will always be the best! whether first or not (((((((((=
Best first kiss location: outside nightish time n ionoo as long as its special right? hehe i eman unless u kiss in the bathroom or sumtin. HAHA! thenit would have to be a co ed bathroom. HAHA!!! okay im stupid =X

the future
Age you hope to be married: 20 something
Numbers and Names of Children: 2! 1 boy and 1 gurl. iono bout the names though
Describe your Dream Wedding: special!!! big! by the beach or traditional. cuz were goionnn to the chapel and were. gonna get marriedddd hahaha thats the oldest song on earth. How would you like to die: painlessly and knowing that i told evryone i love that i love them and without regret. and happy. gotta die happy (=
Where you want to go to college: UCSD!!! byt eh ebach!!! n far away enough from home so that my parents cant check on me eevry day. HAHAAH jk
What do you want to be when you grow up: happy and succesful HAHA
What country would you most like to visit: country? japan! i was gonna say hawaii but then thats int he us. but if in states, i wanna go to nyc n hawaii!

would you rather pierce your nose or tongue? uHh neither but if i had to pick, my tongue
be serious or be funny? funnY! (= hAHAH
drink whole or skim milk? none cuz milk is nasty by itself!

do you prefer
flowers or angels? i dont see the similarity but flowers (= those really pretty tropical/hawaiian ones. or lotus flowers. ooh roses of course (=
grey or gray? grey is so old fashiones n proper HAHa
color or black-and-white photos? color!
lust or love? u cant have love with lust but u can have lust with love =D
sunrise or sunset? i never watched the sunrise. i could never wake up early enough. but i saw the sunset!!! at teh BEACH!!! ((((= with mindy it was so pretty! cuz we were checking on bonfires n we were liek the sun tis setting so we stopped n watched (= HAHA
M&Ms or Skittles? PEAnut butter m&ms! or crispy m&ms! those are the absolute BESTEST
rap or punk rock? punk roCK
staying up late or waking up early? staying up late and waking up late
TV or radio? television! cuz u can listen to music on tv too! mtV! haah
water or soda? h2o. i drink that the most
eating apples or oranges? oranges are so good. mmmm
being hot or cold? hot
tall members of the opposite sex? of course! taller than me of course (=
sun or moon? sunshine!
left or right? right. haha *shrug*
22) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 1 best frend! 10 best frends! (= i luvah you guys!
vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? vanilla! strawberry cheesecake ice cream! DroOlllLLLLLll
boys or girls? both! u gusy rock HAHA
green beans or carrots? green beans? my mommy makes it yummy haha
low fat or fat free? fat free! but then its gross if it tastes different
Croutons or bacon bits? croutons YUm
2 doors or 4 (on a car) : 2 door! hahah but i wanna vw jetta n that has 4 doors. depends on the car i guess (=
Coffee or ice cream? coffee is gUH ROSS. ice cream of course! OOH mochi ice cream! YUMM once my momy n i went to 99 ranch n we just bought liek 6 boxes of mochi ice cream. HAHA
Shampoo or conditioner? u always NEED shampoo. its necessary but conditioner makes it soft n more manageable. HAHA
Bridges or tunnels? bridges. tunnels are dark n freaky
One pillow or two? one head pillow! and 1 body pillow! haha

answer truthfully
Do you have a crush? yeP!
Who is it? orlando bloom HAHAHA

miscellanious
What is your biggest fear in the world? worms n slugg things. big fat spiders that have too many legs. HAHA. dying painfully. regretting stuff n wishing u could go back. beign a failure.
Kids or no kids? i LOVe kids! hehehe
Cat or dog? dog! puppies! kittens are adorable!!!! but they turn ugly when they grow up to be cats
Half empty or half full? half full of course. optimisM!
Mustard or ketchup? none. mustard is gross. ketchup is okay but i can do without it
Hard cover books or soft cover books? soft cuz i dont like it when theyre heavy
Newspaper or magazine? magazine! seventeen! ym! teen people! hehe
Sandals or sneakers? sandals! clip flops from roxy! YAY! tilt and flojos too. i looovevvEE flip flops ((=
Wonder or amazement? amazement. *_*
Red car or white car? lil red convertible. TOOT TOOT! HAHA
Happy and poor or sad and rich? happy and pooR!!
Singing or dancing? singing. both!
Hugging or kissing? nice big hugs (=
Corduroy or plain? whats plain? corduroy jackets are nice (=
Happy or sad? HAPPYYY!!! do u relaly gotta ask?
Purple or green? lavender! what happened to pink and blue!
Blondes, brunettes? uHHh iono. people say im an airhead like a blonde. isnt that the rudest tbhign u ever heard. HAHA
what do you want
Where do you want to live? by the beach!!!!
How many kids do you want? 2! 1 boy and 1 gurl
What kind of job do you want? a good one that will make me happy and successful
Do you want to get married? yep! i sure do! in y 20s

first things that come to mind
Rock? guitar
Green? grass
Crying? *SOB*
Peanut? honey roasted peanuts YUM
Spring? break!
Summer? sunshien and flip flops

favorite
Salad dressing? thousand island
Color of socks? toe socks! my purply orangy yellowy pinky starry toe-ringed ones. thanks buttmunchkin! n my pinkish striped ones. thanks buddy!
Toothpaste? crest
Food? cali rolls! and italian and viet n chinese n thai n everythinggggg!!! i love food. haha
Toothbrush? oral b indicator or something HAHA
Alcoholic drink? shrug
Non-alcoholic drink? bobA! smothies from twister or surf city squeeze! BRAIN FREEZE! ahhah i liek green tea too though. and water heHeh and muscle beach lemonade!
Sport to watch? when i do watch tehm u mean? bball con mi padre y hermanito. ice skating
Character? sailor moon! and tinkerbell!!!! lilo n stitch (=

random questions
When was your last hospital check-in? when i was 7? cuz i gotta big ol fever and my parents frove methere in the middle of the night n they made me drink liquid tylenol w/o water. RAWR it was GUH ROSS
Where do you see yourself in 10 years? at 25. happy and successful with a lover HAHAHA and sure of my future
Have you ever been convicted of a crime? uhH when my cell rang in class and iacopeeti told me its ILLEGAL for it to be on during school hours. GAy!
What do you do most often when you are bored? go online HAHA
Name the person that you are friends with that lives the farthest away from you? i...dont know?
Are you open minded? i think so. hopefullies i am
Can you be in love with two people at the same time? i..dont know? probably not


click on the pics to see em in another window since theyre kinda cut off by the div scroll right here.

^HAHAH! thats aweSOMe! =D


^aWW arent they cute!?


^HAHAH!!! its dennis josh n chester! X:


^eric the dj -_-;;

bleh. it hurts the most now that the realization hit me. i miss the you you used to be
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 01:43 p.m.

Friday, February 14, 2003
*·.survey thing!
5 things that make me laugh
1. mis amigos awesome-ohs
2. i love lucy
3. gREEN chips HAHAAH remember frunk n jenn?!
4. the gay people (right sharon!)
5. mostly everyhting (=

5 things I love
1. fam&friends
2. ORLANDO BLOOM my HUBBY
3. cali rolls n boba n CHErries,FOOOOD
4. shopping
5. YOU =D

5 things I hate
1. homework & tests
2. alpha
3. belcher n braviroff...DIE!
4. Annoying bro who make sme mad on purpose cuz it happens to be FUNNY to him?!
5. when stuff doesnt work out =/

5 things I don't understand
1. GUYS. rawr!
2. my momma
3. why people try so hard n cant be themselves
4. y the best food is so bad for you
5. why teachers have to give so much hw just so they can torment you

5 things I plan to do before death
1. be HAPPy
2. be successful (not be a failure)
3. kiss orlando bloom
4. live by the beach
5. tell everyone i love that i love em

5 things that turn you off about the opposite sex
1. smoking!!!!! NASTAY
2. bad breath AHAHAH
3. talking to u for a while n then they sudennly stop n dont talk to u at all. is that supposed to make us want u more cuz IT DOESNT WORK! hahaha =D
4. when theyre plain MEAn n when u tell them they are they say sumtint hat makes u feel bad so u take it back
5. the fact theyre NON-UNDERSTANDABLE!!!

5 things that turn you on about the opposite sex
1. their SMILEs
2. personality!!!!
3. how they can be caring/nice but not overbearing
4. how they can just listen to you for hrs n understand
5. confidence is SExY!

5 things i say the most
1. hiyO! or hiYA! (=
2. omgoshers!
3. *GASP* O=
4. how RUDE O:<
5. *SOB*


5 bad habits I have
1. eating too much junk
2. slacking off
3. caring bout the littlest thing (blowing eup everything into a big fat deal)
4. being lazyyyy
5. going online!

5 scents I love
1. bath n body works mango mandarinnnnnnn MMMM
2. bikini from anchor blue
3. home cooked food
4. coconut/vanilla stuff
5. oceany beach smells =D

5 things I am thinking about right now
1. i wanna ditch alpha
2. what if i get caught if i ditch alpha
3. "you're" retarded n even when u "care", ur mean
4. im hungryyyyyyy
5. i need to exercise

Five things on your computer desk:
1. cell fono
2. water bottle
3. pencil case
4. spanish books n folder
5. vday cards (=

5 facts about yourself
1. helLO! my name is helen!
2. i eat ALot
3. im hyppy most of the time
4. im 15 n i need to get my permit
5. i wanan go to ucsd n live by teh beutiful beach

Five objects you wish u had
1. liberty
2. undersztading parents
3. my permit
4. a special soemone? but then no cuz being solo guh-REAT
5. FOOOOOOOODDDDDDDD

Five biggest faults:
1. blowing stuff up into big deals
2. getting mad at my bro too much
3. expecting stuff to happen n then it doesnt
4. judging before i know
5. beign a retard =DDDDDD but then im PROUd of it! hA!

whee hehehe. i was kinda gnry when i did that (canya tell?) bleh! i archived so if u wanan see past entries click on the archives =D. most importanty:

HAPPY PAPPY LOVE DAY!!!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 11:44 a.m.





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prelude
hello there! welcome to version 4.0 of mizstique! mucho thanks for visiting! mizstique, or mystique in the dictionary, means 'a complex of quasimystical attitudes and feelings surrounding some person, activity, etc'. in shorter words, an 'aura of mystery surrounding some person, thing, etc'. in the bluntest words..an aura of mystery surrounding moi! =D hahha hence 'mizstique'...i wanted to b *unique and creative* like everyone else is trying to be out there so i twisted the spelling a bit. lolz. so as u can tell, this is the personal page and blog of me ([helen]) and here you will find my daily ups n downs, accounts of days, and just random stuff! this page is still under reconstruction so just look around at whats here right now kays? i wanted to put this content in different frames, but i figured u lazy buttmunches would be less likely to read everything than when everything is in the same frame. nyahaha im jk i luvah you guys!(= everything has been made by me, so remember, when u leave, everything stays! rawR! =D wheeheheh o yea: remember to leave any thoughts at the tagboard! i need love (x so go on, read on! but dont have too much fun! (o;

page 411
this page was born august 2k2 and this is version 4.0, released 12*20*2k2. the theme is i wish upon a star because dreams CAN come true and inspirations were tinkerbell and the sleeping beauty castle from disneyland. i used hues of purple, white, and a little bit of gray. my tools were adobe photoshop 6.0, notepad, html, javascript, and iframes. for best viewing pleasure, u will need to press f11 or have 800x600 resolution, a javascript-enabled browser: IE 5+, iframes, and of course, an open mind and eyes.

credits
the following credits go to: nocturna and miss m. for brushes, netscape for uploading, pitas and freeservers for my hosts, ok counter for my counter, tag-board for my tagboard, imood for my moods, dot.tk for my domain name, disneyland for the sleeping beauty castle image, and all posters for the tinkerbell images.

a few words from the webmistress (=
my name is helen. but u can also call me helenmel0n. im fINALLY 15. and one hundro percent gurl. residing in 9o9 area. student at whs. GO class of o5!. sophiee comin ur way. o j0y, another american born chinese. *grin* im happily single. look im only worth $1,707,500.00. nothing can beat cherries in the cute factor. cept maybe cute guys. ooo! cute guys with ADORABLE smiles. shopping always makes me feel better, esp when im shopping for myself (o;. i love being in show choir. cuz i love to sing. acting comes next. i love all of u guys...friends forever. mmm...dumplings. disney princesses, we havta dress up! im tinkerbell. omgoshers im always craving boba. orlando bloom is my hubby...hands off! =D. josh hartnett is soo droolicious. tom welling, winkety wink!. whats better than strawberry cheesecake ice cream?. i love lucy is the bestest show..shes my idol!. french fries= yum, especially ones from mcdees. awww i love those kodak moments!. why am i such an online junkie. wAh-paH! im a certified webmistress hahah. soy un span nerd. im only loud sOMEtimes. always hyppy. good thing im an UNperfectionist. harry potter series RULES. lord of the rings..*GRIN*. sigh..im so lazy. acquired= 1 annoying lil bro. my shoe of choice: flip flops. american idol..whos the next superstar?!. mmm the bestest italian food: olive garden. i cant live w/o my cell [fone]. no color can beat pink. friends: cant live w/o that show. i wanna live by the beach. french manicures are so prettyful. shiny shiny lip gloss. i wanna thank whoever invented curls. (= aww lilo & stitch. cali rolls are my fav food. sometimes a queerdoe. write me letters..i luvah them!. i cant live w/o movies. im also a sucker for musicals. johnny rockets chili cheese fries..a tradition. theres nothing to describe how u feel when u see smiles and laughs. funny words amuse me. never forget the memories. one of the only shows i watch smallville. im always happier if i get to sleep in. mmm..bath n body works mango mandarin is the bestest smell. lets perform, shall we?. too bad im a procrastinator. o, last but not least..i love you!

past layouts
click me to see past layouts


kodak moments
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upcoming
[x]mar 3.alpha
[x]mar 4.hs exit exam, kni vocal,acting,n dance rehersal
[x]mar 5.hs exit exam, kni vocal n acting rehersal
[x]mar 6.hs exit exam, we rehersal
[x]mar 7.riverside city college show choir competition
[x]mar 8.alpha, shopping with pea
[x]mar 10.alpha
[x]mar 11.kni rehersal
[x]mar 12.prelude concert dress rehersal
[x]mar 13.prelude concert, betty's house
[x]mar 14.kni rehersal
[x]mar 15.whs sporty sadies, alpha
[x]mar 16.bettys birthday
[x]mar 17.alpha
[x]mar 18.kni rehersal
[x]mar 19.kni dress parade, alpha
[x]mar 20.kni rehersal
[x]mar 21.kni rehersal
[x]mar 22.el modena "starstruck" show choir competition
[x]mar 23.bettys party, ariannes house
[x]mar 24.kni rehersal
[x]mar 26.kni rehersal
[x]mar 27.kni rehersal
[x]mar 28.kni rehersal
[x]mar 29.kni dress rehersal, out with sharon and charlene
[x]mar 31.kni: perform preview, rehersal
[x]apr 1.we at suzanne ms, kni dress rehersal
[x]apr 2.kni final dress rehersal
[x]apr 3.kni performance
[x]apr 4.kni performance
[x]apr 6.stacis birthday, party
[x]apr 9.kni brush-up rehersal
[x]apr 10.open house
[x]apr 11.kni performance
[x]apr 12.shawnas party, kni performance, kni cast party, alpha
[x]apr 13.shawnas birthday
[x]apr 14.alpha
[ ]apr 18-25.spring break
[ ]may 3.scva show choir spectacular
[ ]may 14.dance production dress rehersal
[ ]may 15.dance production
[ ]may 16.dance production

wishing for...
* disney annual pass
* digital camera
* back massage chair thing ((((=
* toe socks
* silver ring
* lotr, harry potter, i love lucy posters
* new pjs
* learn to snowboard (wAh-paH!)
* see lotr: the two towers
* lilo n stitch dvd
* VW jetta
* be able to do splits by end of this year =D
* monies
* pierce one more pair of holes in my ears
* red roxy sweatshirt <= not exactly but something close! (=
* get my permit!!!
* more understanding parents
* more liberty (=
* voice lessons

fellow dreamers
angie :: gumbyness
sharon :: d0peyprincezz24
yvonne :: unebouteilledewater
colleen :: HeyItzColleen
heather :: ixSwThEAthErxi
joyce :: jOy_ster
rachel :: angelpinay
jackie :: jackiElicious
shawna :: mz_skandaluz
mindy :: milk n cookies
liz :: checkrsnstripes
lyn :: duckieelyn
elaine :: s i m p l y
sandy :: simply sandy
scott :: scottiexhottie
alice :: kismet
andy :: mistersongy
austin :: klub1nsi04lln1te
alden :: alden
gina :: yooh_babo
james :: stomachachepahng
candice :: mc_star_0754
eric :: ericman
laura :: justxaxgirl
cathleen :: kittycath
patrick :: pat12ickxp
jenny :: you get me
a group blog :: anomalous
jennifer :: SwTwiTtOchiPmuNk
vivian :: iWANtkANDeEs
jinfae :: jiNfae
jason :: JzBrownIe
irene :: peanut
vanessa :: less than ready

linkage
daily jibberish ][ my old blog
helenmel0n ][ my xanga
swtprincess108 ][ aa page
hypernessbuddez ][ jackolynn n mines' aa page
hotdangitschang ][ christina's picture trail
mz sh0rtie ][ shawna's picture trail
simply sandy ][ sandy's picture trail
nxtmuska ][ chris' picture trail


link me

link to http://mizstique.tk or http://mizstique.pitas.com

so...what'd u think of my page/blog?
its worth dreaming about (o:
what a nightmare )o: