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Thursday, February 13, 2003
*·.4 day weekend!
goodness havent written for about a week. but YAY! today was the last day of school..before the four-day weekend coming up. joy! it was really rainy this whole week. GUH- ROSS. but yeas been pretty busy. besides school, alpha and musical rehersal. blah de blah. theyre so tedioussss. oh my. ooh my report card came today. i gotta 3.8. goodness if i only went to a stupid dance production i couldve had an A in dance and that would have upped my gpa. o wellLl. its a new semester! ooo yea todya was the day before valentines day. how fun. julia knows me so well. lOls she gave me a legolas vday card. thanks you christa n eva n orlando bloom. rehersal after school: worked on the choreography of "getting to know u" so tediousssss argh.

this scholarship paper thingy for last yrs STAR tests came n my mommy wants to know it isnt a hoax. har har. thats cool though. i think its real? cuz other people got it too.

yesterdayish: sometimes...i think u forget that i have feelings too. u make me feel like stinkin pOo half the time. whatever.
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 06:17 p.m.




Friday, February 7, 2003
*·.pictures from angies party!
if its hard to see the whole pic(s), just look in my pics section of my content on the bottom left. (=

^a group pic


^haHAHA! lookit our hands n feet!


^angie and me. we look like ghosts eh? haha


^heather, angie, n alisoN!


^jessica, me, claire, justine, sharon


^me, sharon, joyce. watch out! i have a KNIFE! rAwr! Lols


^me, joyce, heather, sharon n our o so original poses! har!


^momo n heather feather twin sister (=


^another group piC


^waiting for vittles. haha!

sooo yea angie gave those pics to joyce to give me today at alpha. yaY! thanks mucho mas dearie! today was sujins 16th birthday! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH SUJINEE! ((((= i hoped u liked our picnic surprise heheH. have the bestest birthday kay?! ur the sweetest person ever! (thanks for trying to talk to my mommy.) went to alpha after school. gay gay gay. i have no life. i didint even finish cuz jenn n joyce make it distracting (o; chips are GREEn LOLOL

this week was not a good week. alpha, rehersal, usual. mommy being iffy. blah. sopmeone stole 10 bucks from me. during pe i think. u stupidhead! ill hunt u down n make u give it back. with inTEREST! rawr! lopez being a total witch. blaming us for stuff we "forgot" but we never DID cuz she never TOLD us. makes me wanan pull my hair out. n talking smack bout us in front of choreographer. okAYYy! the good note: belcher wasnt at skool from tues- friday. soOoo happy. i mean i hope hes okay. we watched lil mermaid in espanol today. "debajo al mar!" HAhAH!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:49 p.m.




Wednesday, February 5, 2003
*·.survey from my luvahly buttmunchkin
(1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? helen!
(2) Are you happy with it? no its yucky
(3) Are you named after anyone? nope
(4) Your nickname: helenmelon, helenatious, heleno, helena, jimmy, tinkerbell, stupid, loser, nerd
(5) Your screen name: twinkelNsparkle
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? heck no! i dont want them to suffer. HAHA jk not that i suffer
(7) Then what would you name your children? i dunno but i liked sandy's, how she was gonan name her gurl "starla" thats really pretty, equally strong!
(8) If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? i supposedly look like a jimmy. HAHA! uhm i wanna be sam! sammy boy! sam i am! HAHAH
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? *shrug*
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? yes! hellen. thats yuckier! HAha
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? lets get teh famous part first. HAHA yea wong is so typically chinesy. welliono its an okay last name.

BASICS
(12) Your gender: 100 percentage gurl
(13) Straight/gay/bi? i like. GUYS. no. MEN. guys are gay (=
(14) Single? yep!
(15) Want to be? well, i dont mind. haha
(16) Your birthdate: 100887
(17) Your age: 15
(18) Age you act: my age! haha sumtimes younger when im hyper
(19) Age you wish you were: legal (o;
(20) Your height: 5'4-5'5. i wanna be 5'3
(21) The color of your eyes: dark brownie
(22) Happy with it? i guess so
(23) The color of your hair: dark dark brown/blackish. au natural! ahah
(24) Happy with it? i want VOLUME! har har
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? right but i wanan b ambidexterous!
(26) Your living arrangement? with parents.SOB* cmon 2 more years or so n i can LEAVEEE
(27) Your family: momma poppa lil bro
(28) Have any pets? i have a turtle. well my bros. but i take care of it mroe than he does cuz hes a lazy bum. HAHA jk. n my doggy (the most ADORABLEST int he whole widest world) died last year ))))=
(29) What's your job: estudainte de la prepatoria de walnut, sister, friend, niece, granddaughter, daughter, etc. o AND wife of orlando bloom =D
(30) Piercings? 1 in each ear..i want mroe!
(31) Tattoos? nuh uh
(32) Obsessions? orlando bloom n cherries n boba
(33) Addictions? online n sleeping tarde
(34) Do you collect anything? i collect. legolas pictures/posters/dolls(thanks eric!)/stuff! HAHAHA jk
(35) Do you speak another language? cantonese but im an abc so i dont know alot n un poco of spanish!
(36) Have a favorite quote? if u dont get what u like, why not try to liek waht u get? and and. carpe diem! and and hakuna matata! ANDD never forget: put a smile on ur face! make the world feel better!
(37) Do you have a webpage? yea this blog thing. yea its little. n gay. i wanna expand. im a lazy bum tho. oh yea n this old thing at aa.

DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
(38) Do you live in the moment? sure buddy whatever u say (=
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? i try to be. i really do
(40) Do you have any secrets? yeP. doesnt everyone? i dont have any deep dark secrets though ahha
(41) Do you hate yourself? nope
(42) Do you like your handwriting? no its messy n ugly n asiany
(43) Do you have any bad habits? eating too much, not exercising, slacking off in chem, sleeping late, being online too much
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? i..dont know?
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Harbinger of Ebullient but Lax and Exuberant Nabob. LOLLL look those words up (o; and notice the cap letters if u group em togehter spells HELEN! (= hardy har ahr
(46) What's your biggest fear? loniless, painful death, regretting stuff and not being able to resolve it
(47) Can you sing? yea right. i wish
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? what the heck NO!
(49) Are you a loner? not. all the. time (x
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? being HAPPY/heatlhy, fam/friends, school, n FUN!
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? yeap! id get annoyed with me toO though
(52) Are you a daredevil? not really
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? worry bout what others think
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? mostly usually passive
(55) Have you got a journal? no. i hav a BLOG. ooh la la HAHA
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? strength...looking at bright side of things n weakness caring bout what others think
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? be more dedicated and not slack off n be more considerate of others
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one. Which one would you drink of? id drink creative one n then b creative n think of ways to cheat n drink outta the other two (o;
(59) How do you vent? to my luvahly amigos. TAHNKS U GUYS! n to my blog
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? dependsss
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? unfortunately, yes
(62) Do you think life has been good so far? for teh most part
(63) What is the most important lesson you've learnt from life? it isnt over yet but i learned to never take things for granted
(64) What do you like the most about your body? uhmmm i cant think of anything cuz i dont liek my body. its too asian. HAHAHA
(65) And least? my thighs and tummy
(66) Do you think you are good looking? no
(67) Are you confident? sometimes i think
(68) What is the fictional character you're most alike? i dont know the fictional charaters are really unique n stuff i cant relate to any of them HAHA
(69) Do people know how you feel? some.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? i dont know

DO YOU?
(71) Smoke? NO! i dont want to DIE
(72) Do drugs? no no no!
(73) Read the newspaper? only when my mom makes me
(74) Pray? sometimes
(75) Go to church? nuh uh
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? not really. theyre usually scary
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? nopes. theyre on my couch
(78) Take walks in the rain? im singing in the rain...just singing in the rain! what a glorious feelign im ahppy again! NOT!
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? how sad. i dont hate anyone
(80) Drive? no. i dont even have my permit. how sad
(81) Like to drive fast? i wanst allowed (=

WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER?
(82) Liked your voice? no i sound like a lil kid
(83) Hurt yourself? yea i only fall/trip/do something stupid every day. Lols
(84) Been out of the country? yeap
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? does that mean it made me sick too?
(86) Had sex? nOpe
(87) Been unfaithful? nOpe im a good gurl
(88) Been in love? i dont think so
(89) Done drugs? nO!!!
(90) Gone skinny dipping? nope. im boring
(91) Had a medical emergency? i think when i was 7 i had a fever so high i had to go to the hospital where they made me drink nasty liquid tylenol n wouldnt give me WATER to wash it down. )= HAHA
(92) Had a surgery? noPes
(93) Ran away from home? we all dream of that. LOl nahhh
(94) Played strip poker? nopes
(95) Gotten beaten up? no
(96) Beaten someone up? nuh uh
(97) Been picked on? every day. its so routine HAHA
(98) Been on stage: yeP! its fuN! =D
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? uhhhhh whatever u say. no!
(100) Slept outdoors? nah
(101) Thought about suicide? nooOO!
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? imposible. i need sleep
(103) If yes, what is your record? what if no?
(104) Gone one day without food? yea right! im a PIG!
(105) Talked on the phone all night? no i always fall asleep. LOL. or the other person falls asleep
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first? i think when i was relaly lil, like with my cousins?
(107) Slept all day? yea! (((=
(108) Killed someone? erph? o yes im wanted n the reward is 10 000 bux. *rolls eeys*
(109) Made out with a stranger? nOO of course not (=
(110) Had sex with a stranger? never had sex
(111) Thought you're going crazy? i do every day HAHAHaA its fun
(112) Kissed the same sex? nOo
(113) Done anything sexual? i woudlnt tell. HAHAHAH jK!!
(114) Been betrayed? by who?
(115) Had a dream that came true? i think so. it repeated. subconsciously i felt liek it would happen/ happeend before?
(116) Broken the law? whats teh law?
(117) Met a famous person? celeb bball game!! droLL!! i wanna meet orlando bloom. i woudl die! after i kiss him of course HAHAHAH
(118) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? no
(119) On purpose? noo...! how cruel n sadistic
(120) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? no. i keep my secrets
(121) Stolen anything? haha yeah.)x
(122) Been on radio/tv? i dunno
(123) Been in a mosh-pit? i wanna try!
(124) Had a nervous breakdown? i think i had one yesterday. scott witnessed it. HAAH !
(125) Bungee jumped? no i want to though! but im really chicken about heights. but theyre so fun when i actually droP HAHA
(126) Had a dream that kept coming back? think sooO

CLOTHES and other fashion shit
(127) Shoe brand? roxy flip flops!!!! converses (starry n chucks!) skechers ((=
(128) Brand of clothing? express forever abercrombie anchor blue charlotte russe
(129) Cologne/perfume? bath n body works mango mandarin, bikini from anchor blue
(130) What are you normally wearing to school/work? jeans, top, jacket/sweater if cold, shopes/flip flops
(131) How about parties? jeans n nice top if casual, dress if formal (sujins party this fri hoepfullies ic an gooO!)
(132) Wear hats? roxy caP! (=
(134) Wear make-up? chapstick/lip gloss to school usually n a lil when i go out out
(135) Favorite place to shop? clothing stores!!! but its no fun w/o monies. booo n pet stores. the puppies are so adorable!
(136) Favorite article of clothing? i..dont know. HAhAH. i liek most of my clothes. i like my flip flops though.
(137) Are you trendy? i dont know
(138) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? NO that reminds me of sp..*shudder*

where were you born: garfield medical center!! HAHA everyone was born there.
where do u live now: in the nut
nationality: american born chinese (=
do u have any siblings: 1 lil bro
what size shoe are you: depends 7ish to 8ish
what size ring are you: 6
what do you do best: being stupid HAHA
what makes you cry: *AWW* movies, touching stuff
what makes you happy: mis amigos awesome-ohs, yummy food, good grades
what song are you listing to right now: nothing
what is right next to you: backpack, alpha vocab book, spanishfolder n books, deposti slip cuz my mommy wants me to cash in my chinese new eyars monies, pencil case, typewriter, calculator, sharpener, all the office stuff since im at the office desk
what is your computer desk made of: uhh.....wOOd?
what are the last four digits of your phone number: **** LOL
what was the last thing you ate: rice n spareribs n mushrooms n soybeans n veggeis
Do you like snow sun or rain: u are my sunshine after the rainnnn
have you ever smoked pot: nO
what did you do last night: cry cuz my mom was yelling at me
last person you talked to on the phone: uhhhh. i dont remember. josh. i think?
whats the sexiest thing dat you find in the opposite sex: outisde? SMILEEE o BABY!!!! n personality of course
what do you like to do: have fun, be happy, laugh my head off, be with friends, eat!
what is the best advice given to you: i dunno
what do u wanna be when you grow up: happy n successful
whats your favorite food: cali rolls!!!!! n italian droOl
whats your favorite movie: lots n lots n lots
whats your favorite month: june! december!
are you too shy to ask sumone out: yes LOL
whats the stoopidest thing you ever done: this could go on FOREVER...sooooo lets just say ALOT of things
day or night: hoot witht he night owls!
summer or winter: summmer ((((=
hugz or kisses: nice warm hugs ((=
do you care about the way you look: kinda
do you get a tan only durin the summer: i duNno. i notice mrore in the summer though. HaHA. but i wear sunblock most the tiome
do you hav big ears: no theyre small -_-
do you like to giv advice: yeaaa but i dont think its usually any good
are you a goody two-shoes: of COURSE not =D
are you a daydreamer: yeappPp and a nightdreamer!

in the past week have you...
cried: yes. yesterday night
cut your hair: nuh huH! i need to cut it! its so long n groSs
worn a skirt: nOpe. i would have to shave. AHHA!
been mean: i dont mean to (x
been sarcastic: hehehe =D
gone for a walk: power walk to first period every day
gone out for dinner: on sunday. for chinese new eyar. went to the temple
met sumone new: uhmmmmmmmm i think so!
talked to an ex: nuh uh
missed an ex: nope!
missed sumone: i miss u (=
hugged someone: yeaP
danced with someone: nuh uh
kissed someone: nope

feelings
best feeling in the world: having fun with no worries n everything is jus DANDY
worst feeling in the world: knowing u cant do anythign about sumtin
marriage: huh? my hubby is orlando blOom HAHA
kids: kids are adorbale. i wanna work in a day care center. =DDD

favorites
color: pink! white red black bby blue
toothpaste: crest?
show: i love lucy, friends, smallville
flower: the hawaiian ones, lilies, n roses of course! but..diamonds are a gurl's best friend! (o; har har
number: 2
book: HARRY POTTERRRRRRRRRR
word/saying: hiyO! hiYA! omgoshers! haHahHA! *sOB* *gaSP* NO way! how RUDE!

*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 08:56 p.m.




Tuesday, February 4, 2003
*·.why cant she understand...
dont mind my ranting below =D

o joy. my mommy yelled at me for having a b in chem. i have 5 a's. n 1 b. n she was like blah blah blah why couldnt u try harder. u cudve gotten straight a's. blha blah!!! n i said that colleges weigh it n it would look like an a since i took honors n she was like that doesnt mean its okay to have a b. blah blah *SOB* fantastic. then i come down from showering n stressing about alpha hw since i went saturday n ima hav it again tomorrow since i dont have rehersal tomorrow so i told my mom taht this week, i dont have a whole week to do the verbal stuff n she was like why did u get home so late? n i had muscial rehersal n she was liek see thats wasting all of ur time when u cudda been doin more hw. ur wasting ur tiem blah blah. i shudda never allowed u to join n CRAP. yea i explain to ehr that i LIEK doing the musical (n choir) but she says THAT isnt IMPORTANT. ACADEMICS are important. i gotta FOCUS blah blah. shut uP! omgoshers i worked SO hard last semester. i really did. esp for spanish n math. n chem...i guess i cudda worked harder in chem but braviroff slacked off more than I did. omgg this is gay. i also wanna drop ib cuz i really dont see the point in doin allt hat extra work for a uc skool who wont even really care. n i rememvber tellin her last year n she was thinks i wanna drop cuz im lazy n i wanna slack off. @#$%^&*( n yesterday she said i coudlnt go to sujins party. she changed her mind. !@#$%^&*() now she just waved a newspaper with these gurls who got 1600's on their sats. n i was like dont expect me to get a 1600 (cuz i was angry) n she was like try ur best. n i was liek funny. that never seems liek thats enough for u. now i feel bad. NO I DONT. sigh today was her bday too. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:18 p.m.




Saturday, February 1, 2003
*·.happy chinese new year!
gung hay fat choy! or if ur madarin, gung xi fa chi?! hehHe (= so i woke up at 920 and i was almost late for my call time for the pancake breakfast today. me n julia were running our legs off n we werent even late. HAHA. we were behind schedule anyway sooo it didnt matter. we just did "singin' in the rain" and "dont rain on my parade" at 10ish n then after we were done i went to meet mommy n mrs chirinos across from her! so i said hi n apparently mommy forgot who she was n later int he car, she was liek, "who was that lady u said hi to?" n i was like "isis' mom!" n she was like "ooh really?! she kept smiling at me n i was wondering if i knew her!" hAHAHA! poor mrs chirinos i think she thinks mommy doesnt liek her. anyways i went to alpha at 1030, an hr late n when i walk in mister kim stares at me for a while and he was like "its 1030!" n i was like "-_-;;...im sorry" ha. i brought the pancake breakfast though n ate it during break. it was so boring. AGH! n i still had to finish testing but frunk sharonah n i went to eat first n wasted an hr. finsihed testing n found out my score. freekin hORRIBLEEEE. i keep getting worse n worse n cello was like "was the test that hard everyones missing more than usual" -_- went to get boba after alpha n then went home n then went to the temple for chinese new years at night. it was really nice. ((((= makes me wanna go more often, since we only go once a year [for chinese new years] yea mommy bought a mess of stuff. tea! yuM! n then we ate n went home n i watched lilo n stitch again n tried to sing the songs but that didnt work )= HAHA! i think mommys letting me go to sujins party (= i asked her when she was in a good mood. HAr haR HAR yay!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:09 p.m.




Friday, January 31, 2003
*·.mall isnt safe anymore
haha jk! well today we had no school! yay! so sharonah picked me up around 11 n we went to the mall. we took booth pics when we got there! click to see them! note: ont he thrid pic i had my tongue like a 'u' but then i started laughing when sharon stuck hers out. LOLL. yea then we ate at johnny rockets n sharon went to buy tix for final destination n then staci n brit came n sharon made a fool outta herself at the ticket counter cuz she was like " o can i have 4 tix for final destination?" n the guy was like "can i see ur id?" sharon: "my student id?" guy: (puase n stare)...no. ur id id" sharon: OOH! u mean its rated R?!" guy:...yea" sharon: "oh uhm ok thanks ill come back later" n then she walks away really fast. HAHAHAHAHAHAH awwwww poor sharonah! hahaha that was sad but funny. so we jsut watched just married instead and sharon wouldnt stand in line to buy tickets that time. HAR! when the 4 of us went to the sweet market, brit got accosted by this survey lady who said she would give her 3 bux for answering survey stuff. so we followed her till we thoguht she was gonan take us outa the mall n posion us or have us raped (LOL) n we went to this lil store research center thing n the lady took brit to another room n had her try gum n tell her what she thought ns tuff. brit was afraid they were gonna poison her -_-;; hahah mayn we would have done it too but we were almost late for the movie by the time brit finished but hey! she got her 3 buckaroos ((=. the movie was cute n alan came in the middle of it. i cried at the end! me n staci were wiping our tears n sharion was jus liek awwwwwwwwwww!!! HAHAHah *SOB* heheh. then we went to kb toys to shop for ppls bdays. then staci sharon n i split off with alan n brit once n while we were walkin to meet them we hear this voice: "hey! hey are u guys sisters? (referring to sharon staci n me)" we knew they were tlakin to us but we pretended not to notice but it talked again "hey! u gurls! are u guys sisters?" n we looked at each other n we were liek "...no" n it was this old-lookin mexican guy talkin to us with his friend/son? hahah it was freaky n he was like "oh u guys look liek sisters ur all pretty" n we were like omg. *walk faster walk faster* HAHAHAH it was freaky n they went down the escalator n we had to go down too but we hesitated. LOL. but we did anyway n tat guy kept talking to us. "are u sure ur not sisters?" n were liek "YES." n he told his frends dont they look liek sisters?" n his friend galnced at us n the old guy was like "so whos the oldest?" staci raised her hand. then he said "whos the youngest?" sharon pointed to me. "whos teh prettiest?" n we all pointed at each other. LOL. n then we stepped off the escalator n the guy was like "talk u guys later!" n we were like lets get away from there! har har har. mayn i was broke today though. i forgotted to ask my momma for monies. bLAH! then daddy picked me n sharon up to go testing at alpha n it was SO boring n i did NOT wanna test. but i saw frunkster n jeNn! n jenny tambien n jenny jenn n i figured we had teh same shirts. i was wearing my pink bebe shirt n jenny had a black one on n jenn was leik i hav that shirt! HAHa. chester threatened sharon with his switchknife n dennis took his out n sharon thought it was fake so she started banging the desk with it n cello comes int o check on us n she sees sharonw ith his big ol knife ni was like omG HAHA. anyways tomorrows chinese new years yay! n also whs winter formal (have fun whoevers goin!) n alpha n whs choirs' pancake breakfast. go tomorrow u guys! if u wake up anytime between 7 n 10 go to the pancake breakfast n support us por favor! (((= okays i gotta do my alpha sentences now. guh rOss. bye!

5 min after i posted: LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: OMGOSH! IM READING your jouranl thingy!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: ahahahh*!!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: im laughign while reading it
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: :-D
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: gosh! IM SUCH a dUMmashHhh!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: hahahha*!
twinkelNsparkle: U KNOW U LIEK THAT
twinkelNsparkle: hahahahahahhahaha
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: im like the biGgest spAz! SERIOUSLy! hahaha
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: im adding this
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: eh! HAHAHAH! lolz.. the knife wasn't my fualt!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHAH
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: i seriously thought it was a rubber one :-D
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: hahah
^lOls we LOVE you sharonah!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:44 p.m.




Thursday, January 30, 2003
*·.finals are overrrrrrr!
omgoshers JOY! theyre finally over! wow ihavent posted in about a week. hahah my momma got my bro netzero so hes been on ALL THE TIME n its been driving me CRAZY. hHAah but then this week WAS finals week n stuff. it was so tiring. i feel so exhausted. i tried taking a nap today but it ddint really work. n then i have alpha and musical rehersals (which reminds me..i need freekin knee pads i have BIG OL hUMOngO bruises on my knees. n it inst pretty. im not gonna wear shorts till they go away! HAHA) n choir rehersal n pancake breakfast this sat which means i havta miss alpha for an hr or two which i know will make my mommy angry. this is gay. spanihs final was HARD )= but i got an 84. i hope is till have an a. dance final was fun! me encante'! math final was okay. i hope i ddnt fail n i still have an a. chem was ok/hard. i had an 85 so my grade wont go anywhere whether i fail or not. choir final was scary. but it was okay i think. that day ms g left so we had a lil party after that n i got high off crema puffs. my awesome CUP full of cream puffs. hAr har. hahah english was pretty fun i laughed a lilt hough n i missed one word. i gotta 47/50. 96 i think. bleh n my grade stayed the same but thats good i guess. omgosherssss sat is chinese new years! yay! its aloso pancake breakfast n alpha. )= NOoo.

go to the pancake breafast! hosted by the whs' choirs. begins at 7 ends at 10. come in whenever u want. u get a breafast n entertainment for 4 bucks. please go! (hint!! around 930-10 am! HAHA)

so tired. all the time. dont even wanna go out/do anythign anymore. school is yucky. learning is yucky. my brain wants to explode.

they need healthier food at school. HAha but i ibought grapes from speedline today! YUMM (((=

im cranky. can u tell? sorry if i made anyone else cranky
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 07:42 p.m.




Wednesday, January 22, 2003
*·.o no! watch out!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHAH
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: im waitinG
Auto response from twinkelNsparkle: Sharon is sad I am sad :-(
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: lalallalallala
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: hahah (:
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAAHHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHA*!!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA&!!!!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: OMGOSH!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: YOU R SOoOO funny!!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: OMGOSH! YOU
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: CRACK MEE UP!!!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHAHAH*!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: IM LIEK ROLLING ON THE FLOOOR!! OF LAUGHIN SO OMUCH!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHA
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: I LUV YOOH HELEN! YOU R SOo FUNNY!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: AHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: LOLLL
^HAhAHAHAH wow i cud be a comedian if every audience was as awesome as pea. lOLs n o yea, its okay. its their sexual tension!

LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: I JUST PICKED UP THIS FONE
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: AND IT WAS DIS LIDO BOY
twinkelNsparkle: FOR Ur sIS:?!?!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: I THOGUTH IT WAS ONE OF MY FRIENDS
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: AND DEY WERE LIEK
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: "OH CAN I SPEAK TO WENDY"
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: I WA SLIEK ahhhhhh!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: DANMMM! SHE GETS MORE FONE CALLS FROM BOYS DEN I DO :-(!!
twinkelNsparkle: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
twinkelNsparkle: THATS SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
twinkelNsparkle: lol awww!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: GRR!!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: DAT DROPS MY SELF ESTREEM!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: MY LIDO "7" YEAR OLD SISTER
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: GETS MORE FONE CALLS FROM BOYS DEN MEEE !:-(!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHAHAH*!!
^lOlSS!!!!!!!! awww its okay! ur just as adorable and a sparkling conversationalist as ur lil sis! HAHAHAh =D

my lower back hurted all today. )= BOO! eng final today. tahnks to shawna, mindy, n josh for helping me study for it! hrmm, wanted to go to bettys for her lil study group thingy after rehersal today but then i didn have a ride till 8 n that was kinda too late i think. o well! sigh skipped alpha today so i havta go on saturday. guh-ROSS! is anyone gonna go to the renaissance car wash?! (= hahah americal idol is hilarious (((= people, u have guts to try though so good job, even to the (x [rejects]. (=

I ericman I: u kno wat song remindsme of you and yvonne?
twinkelNsparkle: what
I ericman I: bob marley - dont worry be happy
twinkelNsparkle: HAhHAHAHH1
twinkelNsparkle: im so PROUD!:-D
I ericman I: seriously
^DL IT U GUYS! =DDD
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:43 p.m.




Tuesday, January 21, 2003
*·.funny pictures =D
these first two are from a site i found in jinfae's pf. go here for more.


^I'LL KILL YOU WITH MY KNIFE! HAhhhAHahahAHHA!!!


^WELL, THAT DIDN'T WORK. HAHAHAHAHAH! thats FUNNY!


^hahah its my bro(in yellow) n his amigos. mayn my bros so ganGstuH in his visor. o no! watch out. HAHAHA. o n i dunno the rest of the people. mm hmm.
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 07:25 p.m.




Monday, January 20, 2003
*·.happy martin luther king jr's bday holiday! HAHA
hiYoOO! today, i went to get refill contacts..finallY! hahaha i can finally SEE. i ttok me freekin 15 min to put it in. -_-; hAH. o yea n went to market with mommy n bought all this JUNK. i LOVE green tea mochi ice cream. DROOLLLL. then i went home n sharon picked me up around 2 n we went to eat. i played with her lil sister in the car tho. haha shes so cute. we played old maid n i won 8D HAHA. sharon was like "ew why are u playing with her?!" hahah yea so we ate udon n cali rolls in the korean market resturant thingy. the guy that served us was tellin us what everything was n how to use it n we were like "ehhh do we look that white?! HAHAH jk" but yea we dunno how to use our chopsticks properly. AHHAH!. the food was pretty good! n we talked bout the gay people. HAHAHAHA!! eww! double sets! hahaha! n then we had alpha. during winter break jenn was telling me about a math teacher who always looked faded n had a big mole. n today we were chilling outside before class started n a car drove by n jenn was like "hey thats vinn!" n i was like "the one with the mole?" n she was leik =X n bolted inside. LOl it hink i said it kinda loud eh? HAHA. so we kept LAUGHING about his mole during class n it was SO hlarious. liek us 4 gurls: sharon joyce jenn n me. it was sad though..we jus kept laughin every 15 min about it. o yea josh chester n dennis came in late n OMG they were wearing the exact same things; gray shirts n jeans it was SO funny n everyone started laughing. cuz last week they all came in like blue shirts n khakis. HAHAHA. im sorry u guys x) but it was funny =D. during break we tried my lil rice ckae coconute thingy n it was bland bleh. i colored joshs ec graph thingy for him since he said please. lOL jk!! me n joyce made a sun with sunglasses n a rock witha face n freekin COOL yellow tinted spikes for the lion. LOOlllll (((= yea me n joyce were too loud during class n the teacher wanted to move us. dangit. i didnt listen in class tho. i never i do in math. sigh. HAHA i laughed so much today though. my stomach hurts like crazy . i feel liek i did 500 crunches. i shud laugh allt he time so it wud b liek working out my freekin potbelly. whee! HAHa. my math scores so horrible. on my test this week, i gotta 1200 instead of a 1150 cuz cello didnt grade section 6 on saturday. 610 verbal =/ n 590 math )))= math is horrible!!!!!!! i hate it. n everyone does SO well in it. QUEERS! hahah jk. im surprised i improved though. i guess i shud do my hw from now on. HAHA. i wanna 1400 by end of this year. or near it. maybe 1500 by jr year?! *crosses fingers* but then i gotta work my butt off. how freekin fun! after class, sharons mommy took me home n she missed the turn n she ran over stuff. sharon was liek "omg is it a dead animal?!" HAHA.


XRicE2GoX: i didnt know u went to alpha
twinkelNsparkle: heheh yea i do!
twinkelNsparkle: do u?!?!?
XRicE2GoX: haha
XRicE2GoX: i saw u
XRicE2GoX: u came out from the restroom
XRicE2GoX: and the teacher told u to close the door
XRicE2GoX: i was in that class
twinkelNsparkle: OMG HAHAHAHAH
^how MORTIFYING. LOL

yesterday i did nothing. boring! well i woke up n mommy took to me to bettys house n betty, staci, n i studied for the math final. omgoshers we did math for freekin 4 hrs. -_- but we figured out ec (even tho i forgot my ec stuff), ch 1, 2, n 9 tests. YAY! then mommy picked me up around n we were gonna go shopping but i went home instead cuz i was gonan b a good gurl n study. but i ended up being lazy. HAHA

i have no life =D
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:37 p.m.




Saturday, January 18, 2003
*·.my life= alpha. YUCK

^reunited! YAY! i missah you liek crazy angiE!

^HAHA we are COOL: sharon, me, joyce, angie

^cat, me, joyce, sharon, angie

^aww lookit my adorable pea!

today was okies. first woke up tot he sound of the dang treadmill. its so louddd. blah! n then i went to alpha to take the test in the fUH-reezing room but me n joyce talked alot anyways. n we heard mister kim tell the homosexual story through the wall. HAHA. n then when we were done testing me n frunk went to the market so she could buy food n she bought good lookin rice cakes that tasted yucky. hAah i spit mine in the bushes -_-;; lo siento frunk! haha n while we were at the aashier the guy bagging the stuff was like "habla espanol?" n i was like "uh...un poco." LOL! i communicated iwth a native speaker! okay anyways so my 'rents took 1/2 to get to alpha n i made cello grade my test while iw as there. ))))= im stupid. STUPID STUPID STUPId. FREEKin 1150. she was like "u cud do better in math" i was like -_- okay HAHA. okay i resolve to do my alpha hw now so i wil do better on tests. n i wont talk while im testing. YEA RIGHT -_-;;. HA! n then momma n papa picked me up n made me go to chinatown with them so they cud buy allt his stuff for chinese new years/ AGHH they take forever n chinatown is so. eh. HAHA. but then they took me to buy jazz shoes n i finally got the pea/pee notebook! yay! ooh angies gonna send/gimme the party pics! hehe yay! o yeaa my bro got a bench press yesterday. i wanna see how much i can bench! =D STOP LAUGHING.

twinkelNsparkle: did mister kim tell u the homosexual story8-)
twinkelNsparkle: HAHA
PyRoMaNiAc28: yes
twinkelNsparkle: HAHa!
PyRoMaNiAc28: used chester as an example
PyRoMaNiAc28: and me
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: what did he say?
PyRoMaNiAc28: if chester was gay
PyRoMaNiAc28: i woudlnt be his friend
twinkelNsparkle: HAAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: u have no choice
twinkelNsparkle: ur his cousin
twinkelNsparkle: HAHA!!!!!!!
PyRoMaNiAc28: >:o
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: thats fUNNY!!!
^aw how sad LOLL

PyRoMaNiAc28: dudde
PyRoMaNiAc28: todayu was so funny
PyRoMaNiAc28: when hes all
PyRoMaNiAc28: shut the door
PyRoMaNiAc28: stinky fumes
PyRoMaNiAc28: hahahahahahahahhahaha
twinkelNsparkle: SHUT uppppppppp
PyRoMaNiAc28: twinkelNsparkle: I DO STINK
twinkelNsparkle: OMG SHUT Up!
twinkelNsparkle: I DIDNT SAY THAT!
PyRoMaNiAc28: twinkelNsparkle: OMG SHUT Up!
twinkelNsparkle: I KNOW I SMELL
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAH SHUT UP!
PyRoMaNiAc28: pOm By27: ha
PyRoMaNiAc28: twinkelNsparkle: I DO STINK
PyRoMaNiAc28: twinkelNsparkle: OMG SHUT Up!
twinkelNsparkle: I KNOW I SMELL
pOm By27: ha
PyRoMaNiAc28: munchy5andwich: hahahahaha
PyRoMaNiAc28: twinkelNsparkle: I DO STINK
munchy5andwich: lol
PyRoMaNiAc28: twinkelNsparkle: OMG SHUT Up!
twinkelNsparkle: I KNOW I SMELL
PyRoMaNiAc28: munchy5andwich: haha
PyRoMaNiAc28: munchy5andwich: haha
PyRoMaNiAc28: munchy5andwich: haha
PyRoMaNiAc28: munchy5andwich: haha
twinkelNsparkle: OMG JOSH IM MAD AT Y!
PyRoMaNiAc28: :-D
Auto response from twinkelNsparkle: omg josh! I NEVER SAID THT! STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PyRoMaNiAc28: :-D
PyRoMaNiAc28: just havin some comic relief
twinkelNsparkle: U NERD!
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: hahahah
twinkelNsparkle: mayn
twinkelNsparkle: ima go on sat
twinkelNsparkle: he better make fun of u
twinkelNsparkle: so i can laugh at u afterwards
twinkelNsparkle: n NEVER LET U FORGET IT
PyRoMaNiAc28: look at dennis pro
twinkelNsparkle: >:o
twinkelNsparkle: I DID
twinkelNsparkle: HE TOLD ME
twinkelNsparkle: 2345678
twinkelNsparkle: u GUYS SUCK!
twinkelNsparkle: u hOMOS>:o
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
PyRoMaNiAc28: OMG
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PyRoMaNiAc28: kiser
PyRoMaNiAc28: asdlfhasd'f
PyRoMaNiAc28: ur goin down
twinkelNsparkle: the TRIPLETS are HOMOS
PyRoMaNiAc28: imma pinch those freakkin chubby frekain cheeks
twinkelNsparkle: u wish
PyRoMaNiAc28: if i can get my hands on htem
PyRoMaNiAc28: theyre to big to fit thogu
twinkelNsparkle: SHUT Up!11111
twinkelNsparkle: no theyre nOT!
twinkelNsparkle: my cheeks are NORMAL
PyRoMaNiAc28: :-D
twinkelNsparkle: lookit my pf
PyRoMaNiAc28: the TRIPLETS are HOMOS LOL
twinkelNsparkle: esp the bottom
twinkelNsparkle: 8-)
PyRoMaNiAc28: OMG
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAH
PyRoMaNiAc28: watever
twinkelNsparkle: HA!!!

^the triplets are BITTER HAHAHa. n shuttup about the door thing O:<
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:50 p.m.




Thursday, January 16, 2003
*·.sweat baby sweat!
it was so DANG hot today. what kind of winter is this?! blecccchhhhh. its the global warming, i tell u! HARDY HAR! today, pop quiz in spanish. gotta 100 though =D changed into pjs after pe cuz i wanted to b comfy. dont make fun of me, u people. haha. i hava 90.0 in math. AGHHH!!!!!!! ))))= i better do well on the final. omgoshers. chem i hava 80 n i know ima bomb the final but then andy said once she drops the lowest test grade it shoots up alot. *HOPEFULLIES!* alice came in for singin int he rain today. joy. did nothing in eng but our final is gonna b only 30 lines of memorized julius caesar. YAY!!!! i luvah mrs dutton (=. n then after skool, chilled in the front a while before i aws sposed to go to rehersal. went with kim to the bathroom n she doesnt wash her hands after she pees..LOl ewwww! n i was goin crazy when she was gonna walk out w/o washin her hands n she was liek "i dont touch anything! my hands are clean!" HAHAHA! i made her sanitize herself 8D then i went to rehersal at 330 n it was weird. i think i gotta brusie on my arm from dropping to the floor so hard. n we had to practice freaking out better. she said we were lame the first time but we got "better' HA!

why cant i have those parents who i can talk to about anything n everything? theres so lil communication n i KNOW i cant talk to them botus tuff. ergh its so gay. we dont understand each other. o yes i know im so privielged and lucky to be where i am rite now. me n my bro are what they work for. i havta live their dream for them [courtesy of mister kim]. n yada yada i take it for granted. i dont understand the hardships they went through. of course. i jus dont know how lucky i am. BLAH! i know i am. n im grateful. i really am. my parents are great. i just wish they werent so...iono..strict? n that they wud wanna try to understand my view of stuff too? sigh. this is gay. its sad but im glad im not home right after skool most of the week. makes me wanan move out the day i turn 18. blech. i just hope i dont go crazy enough to do stupid things n stuff though. hAHah stop me if i do, u guys!

i have the bestest friends. i luvah you guys! thanks SOOO much for everything! n i will always be here for u guys! anytime, all the time! xoxo

christina i admit u are right. mister kim is AWESOME DAWSOME. hahahah im sorry i amde fun of u for it over the summer 8D u know i luvah you. me n joyce are gonna write about him for our college entrance exams. SHOot! (=

how come no ones going to formal? how sad! u gotta make the best of ur high school memories u guys! fo really! haHAa ((((= so when we go to our hs reunion as lil old grannies n grampies with potbellies, we can look back n say..."remember..uh..this n that n etc n etc. it was..uhh awesome! etc etc!" HARDY HAR HAR! okay im done being queer. off to figure out stupid math ec i dont freekin get! buh bYEE!

last note: i gotta take a freekin typing course cuz i keep gettin DANG typos! uiwshguilugb;g (=
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:10 p.m.




Wednesday, January 15, 2003
*·.ooh! best verbal session so far!
school is boring. after skool, verbal at alpha n me n sharonah were dreading mister kim n (possible) vocab test but it was pretty cooL. when we got outta the car sharonah said "thank you mister wong" n she wa sliek "oops i meant mrs. wong im so sorry!" n my mommy was like "oo just clal e judy!" n i was liek =O OMG! hHAHAHAHA HAHA EWWWWWWW! thats so EWWWW! hahahah. n i was hungry so joycearina went with me so i cud buy sushi n we ran the way back cuz i thought we wud b late. haha. mister kim told us stories for abotu 2 hrs (((= it was aww/ooh/*sob* hahah. i luvah his stories! n then we did the reg stuff. when class was over me n sharonah told him we wont coem when musical starts n he was liek "come on saturdays" n we were liek -_-;; haha

pOm By27: so u ppl quiting on us>?
twinkelNsparkle: im not quitting till march 17
twinkelNsparkle: so hav no fearrrrrrrrrrrrr
pOm By27: crap
pOm By27: till march
pOm By27: i was gonna lke hav a party when u ppl r leaving
twinkelNsparkle: =-O
twinkelNsparkle: UR SO MEAN
twinkelNsparkle: IM NOT GETTIN U A BDAY PRESENT ANYMORE
twinkelNsparkle: >:o
pOm By27: haha
pOm By27: its all gravy
pOm By27: i dun get none anyways
pOm By27: i finkin i'm shower
pOm By27: brb
twinkelNsparkle: ur RUDE
pOm By27: thanks
twinkelNsparkle: hahahah
twinkelNsparkle: u know u like us there
twinkelNsparkle: we amek it FUn
pOm By27: lol
pOm By27: corse man
pOm By27: helen and sharon
pOm By27: wat else can i ask 4
twinkelNsparkle: yes SIREE!
twinkelNsparkle: i KNOW huh
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: if we make charleen go
pOm By27: no
twinkelNsparkle: o man it wud b a APRTy every time
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAHAHA
pOm By27: too much happiness
twinkelNsparkle: ahhahahah
pOm By27: can't take it
twinkelNsparkle: im jkkk
twinkelNsparkle: shut up u sarcastic lil boy
pOm By27: haha
pOm By27: i am so not little

hahah aint that the rudest! omgoshers when sharonahs momma picked us up, sharon accidentally bit her tongue n it started bleeding liek crazy it was so sad but Hilarious cuz she kept WHINING to her momma. whine whine whine! HAHA jk!!! it was funny. i luvah u my pea! n then sharonah found otu her momma took ehr lil sis to watch movies n shaorn went crazy n her momm was liek wendy! hahaha wendy blew the secret! its okay sharon, ur jus bitter. LOL jK!!! MUAH! hahah when i got home my seventeen came n there was a dance article! YAY! n i was stressing bout where to find one by tomorree (=

hahah we were being corny
twinkelNsparkle: i need to get my permit soon )=
t0kY0dAn: cool
t0kY0dAn: im getting my license soon
t0kY0dAn: wen i get it
t0kY0dAn: well go to dennys
twinkelNsparkle: hhhahaha
t0kY0dAn: my favorite place
twinkelNsparkle: okay!!!
twinkelNsparkle: hahah fo really?!
twinkelNsparkle: they hav greasy stuff
t0kY0dAn: yea
t0kY0dAn: i feel comfortable there
twinkelNsparkle: loLLL
twinkelNsparkle: so when ur lonely/sad/depress/edwhatever, u go chill by urself at dennys?
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAH jK!
t0kY0dAn: i would
twinkelNsparkle: lol
twinkelNsparkle: sit in ur lil corner
t0kY0dAn: i love dennys
t0kY0dAn: its the best place to talk
twinkelNsparkle: abotu waht?
t0kY0dAn: life
t0kY0dAn: if u go wit me to dennys
t0kY0dAn: we would talk for hours
t0kY0dAn: its so comfortable to talk there
twinkelNsparkle: loLL
twinkelNsparkle: u can "open up", daniel
twinkelNsparkle: lOL
t0kY0dAn: lol
twinkelNsparkle: pour ur heart out
twinkelNsparkle: !
twinkelNsparkle: HHAHA
t0kY0dAn: u can dry my tears
twinkelNsparkle: yes
twinkelNsparkle: ill give u a hsoulder to cry on
twinkelNsparkle: HAHA
t0kY0dAn: LEAN ON ME!!!!
t0kY0dAn: WEN UR NOT STRONG
t0kY0dAn: AND ILL BE UR FRIEND
t0kY0dAn: :D
twinkelNsparkle: LOL


*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:51 p.m.




Tuesday, January 14, 2003
*·.monday + tuesday
i hate block tuesdays!!!!!!!!! AGHHH i was just waiting for espanol n math to pass n counting th emin on the clock. !@#$%^&*() hahaha. during break, betty asked if i was wearing fake eyelashes. LOL!! -_-;; silly betty. during lunch, read yucky/grr stuff. -_- har! in 5th, we changed n did our hair/makeup as fast as we could n then we took pics. then i forgot i had my necklace on so i tucked it in my bloomers. hA! omgoshers the man took 4 poses n my cheeks hurt after the 2nd pose. HAHA. then isis, julia, n i took buddy pics. our pose was queer. i think i was really heavy. sorry u guys! omgoshers it was soo uncomfy cuz i was lying across julia n isis' laps n it didnt really work the first time n i fell off -_-;; HAHAHA but we finally got it n yeaa ppl said it looked kinda weird. i hope it turns out okay cuz itll either b relly "original" or really WEIRd. lyn gave me disneyland pics. thanks yas dotty! (= after school, went tutoring with chrustinah in iacopetti. did most my math..YAY! but i was really hungry. we werelistening to my tummy growl. RAWR! hahah o yeas n candice told me i gotta 80 on my chem test. DANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG NABIT!

yesterday was busy? ionos it was really hot though. n i was sweating liek a PIG the whole day. HaRDY HAR! gotta 100 on my spanish quiz. YAY! (((= hada chem test. it was. okays. n yea cheated for 5th per. lol cuz im nice liek that (o; HAHa jk! during 6th, dutton passed out our psat scores. -_-;;; YUCKKKKK. i did okay in writing. but thas it. n writing dont count in psat 1! AGHH! n lyn told me not to trip (over mys cores) n i was ognna go back to my seat n then i tripped, literally, over jasons backpack! HAHAH! (x after skool, went to alpha. mommy took me n sharonah there n sharon said she thought she saw chris n jeff while we were driving! whoA1 hahah but when we got there we saw my FRUNK! YAY!!!!! i love ya joyce (o; n jenn tambien! *sMOOOCHH* haahha luvah you guys! n eric stopped by for 2 secs to see *aHEM! AWWWWWWWWWWW n then josh, chester, n dennis came like 10 min late. tsk tsk. our new teacher is nice though (= i like her (= but young was nice too )= but she lefted. anyways us gurls saw that josh/chester/dennis dressed like eXActly the same so were christening them the triplets. HARDY HAR! it was so loud though. soo kick back. i dont wanan do verbal with mister kim. noooooooo! dennis got all the questions. made me angry. ur too smart O=< then me n joyce talked bout MOLES (moley moley moley moley) n it ws SO freekin hilarious. i think everyone thought we were crazy. someone kicked me. i think it was dennis. rawr! oooh n HA.sharonah didnt make me tell her! i told u i wouldnt! n yeas then sharonahs momma took me home n i stressed over hw. bOOOOOOOO i will never be able to go home right after skool again this week. sigH!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 05:06 p.m.




Sunday, January 12, 2003
*·.erics freestyle/rap suffers
hahah lookit what eric did!

THE ORIGINAL BEAT IS
LUDACRIS -WELCOME TO ATLANTA

Yo yo yo yo yo yo yo check it
Theres a chick named Helen that has a singing voice,
Shes the coolest person…second to joyce. (whoops!)
Shes 5 foot five at age 15,
Hella hyper…hella nice…everything in between.

Cuz yo…she could be gullible at times,
And she would be guilty of being to happy…if that was a crime.
when u diss her she gasp and does not speak,
that’s soo original is soo unique.

Hey Helen how much u be weighting? (pause)
Aahah that’s a joke…im just playing…
You kno my dissing you is all out of love,
yer interesting soo much to talk of.

Helen is what? A tangerine?
Naah neither man…melons…the ones that are green.
Shes married to her so called hottest groom
Whos that yo? Yo doode that’s Orlando bloom.

Wait doesn’t she like legolas from lord of the rings?
Who cares she’ll be on American idol when she sings.
She seriously too happy, full of bliss.
Like when Kelly said some people waited a lifetime for a movment like this.

I may seem a lil too mean,
But understand the meanings were clean.
In the back I kno shes not gonna stab
Helens the bestest buddy a person could every have.

hahaha thanks eric! im so surprised u didnt full-out diss me. LOL. n omgoshers i will not CRY when u do. HAR! ooh! he made one botu himself too! lookit:

THE BEAT- CAMRON- HEY MA

(hey eric)
wassup?
(you fly)
that’s right
(guess wat)
what?
(imma leave my man tonight)

(hey eric)
wassup?
(you fly)
that’s right
(guess wat)
what?
(imma leave my man tonight)

picture me crusing down your block with the windows down,
system on full blast as the rims go round.
Chicks on the side be checking me out,
And their boyfriends be walking the opposite route.
I aint trying to ruin your plans at all,
but just incase if u and your man fall apart…boom gimme a call.
I was strolling around town the other day,
I bumped into this shorty and made me turn the other way (wooooo!)
A fly chick I was feeling her style,
She was wearing the classic air jordans I haven’t seen in a while.
I pull up to the curb flossing in my car,
can I introduce myself…shes like (I already kno who u are.)
(The name is eric right…that doep deejay)
im like..wateve ma…u just made my day.
20 minutes past I asked her wat she was doing tonight…
she said she had a man and she wasn’t a player…aite!
I figured I’d get a drink but as I was walking away,
she called my name…I looked back…and this is wat she had to say…

(hey eric)
wassup?
(you fly)
that’s right
(guess wat)
what?
(imma leave my man tonight)

LOLs erics piMP?! o_O hahahah yea wells its cool. he made one botu sharonah toO but i didnt get to see/hear it.

oOH yesterday i went shopping n i gotta harry potter shirt! YAY!!! n other stuff. but a harry potter shirt! YAY!! hahahah n its red (= it was a lil boys shirt tho so ima slit the front n lace it with red ribbon and slit the sleeves. (=

sharonah i dont like head's ups anymore -_-;;;;
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 12:17 p.m.




Friday, January 10, 2003
*·.POOP on key club! RAWR!
i got kicked outta key club i think )))))= dang nabit. i talked to mister knox right before 4th and he was like "yea i know 17's close but its not 18. and i already gav u an extra hr for can packin and 1 more hr for dcm balh blah blah" grrrrrrrrrrrrr. but, thanks liz for making me feel better! i luvah you! hahah ur so funny! rice, vanilla, chocloate, or beans?! LOLs..it took me a while to get it! ooh but then i kidna took out my anger on daniel before lunch..sorry! =D oOoh! in spanish we got our ch 2 compositions back! n i gotta 94 in grammar and 96 in style. YAY! oh yea in lunch, i smashed joshs foot. sorry! HAHA i was only trying to wake it up =D. after skool, went to pick up king n i schedukles for next week and i only hav rehersal on thurs so it doesnt mix in with alpha..YAY! actually, NOOO i dont wanan go to alpha agian..NOoooo! hahah my frunk and josh/chester/dennis are gonna be new victims next week. what fun! o yea one last thing; TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

oooh! btw, click here! i found it in jennys blog and i remember seeing it beofre. its really cute! =D
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:02 p.m.




Thursday, January 9, 2003
*·.ARgH! @%$&^*(
okies so today was a pretty good day! (= spanish was ehh. dance was fun. tap is pretty fun. then in math we got out ch 7 tests back. omgoshers i did soOO horrible. a freekin 78. @#$#$^#$@! blah! that will totally bring my SO-HARDLY-WORKED FOR freekin a- down! its prolly a b+ now. NOOOOO! chem was whatevers. test on monday that ima fail again. then during lunch, i went to mister knox's room for key club to ask bout my hrs. cuz i only hav 17 n u need 18 to pass. n ppl went in one by one n when they came out they looked terrified. they said it was hella scary. NOOOo. mayn i was thinkin of all these excuses n stuff n then the freekin bell rings n i was liek the second one about to go. DANG PPL NEED TO STOP CUTTING. omgoshers. grr! im angry. i do NOT wanna wait in line again tomorrow. n yea....but i dont wanna get kicked out eitherrrrr! yecH! okies then choir was kool. in eng, we went to the theater for the comedy sports thing. it was pretty funny. i think some of them are really good though. lols. then we voted for winter formal court. o joy! after skool, had vocal rehersal for king n i. it went pretty well. we were doing "getting to know you" and yea. the people playing kids are pretty soft though n wives are reaLLY loud and we kinda drown them out. so lopez might switch some wives to sing a lil of the kids part. n yeapers. hahah well winter formal is gonna b on feb 1st...at joes garage. where the heck is that?! who wants to hav a dance in a GARAGE?? o YEA u guys lets go dressed up REALLY nice n dance in a GARAGE! maybe we'll even sit on CARS! hahaha n that day is the same day as pancake breakfast AND chinese new years. omgoshers i cant wait till chinese new years! MONIESSSSS! so i can finally buy dance shoes and this sweater and...other..stuff. HA HA.

getting to know you!
getting to feel free and easy!
when i am with u,
getting to know what to say.
haven't you noticed?
suddenly im bright and breezy!
because of all the beautiful and new things
i'm learning about you day by day!

reminder to self: WORK ON PEA'S LAYOUT! (=
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 05:43 p.m.




Wednesday, January 8, 2003
*·.hell0!
jello! today was a kick back day! yay! pe, chem, eng..either whatevers or boring. hada key club meeting today..as usual on every wed. but we got our hrs this time n we need 18 to pass. i got 17. my member said shed talk to mister knox to see if she could carry it over but she just claeld n said i shouldgo tell him why i cudnt do 18 tomorrow during lunch. but i cant think of a reason. HAHA. hrmm ill think of sumtin. n i was gonna check my psat score tomorrow too. heheh after skool, went home. then daddy drove me bak at 430 so i could get fitted for the king n i costumes stuffs. omgoshers the kids/royal princesses look SO adorable hahah. liek their shirts are suppsoed to make em look boobless. it kidna worked cept for one person. AHEM!!! HAHAHA it was hilarious. n yea wives went last n it took forver waiting. n he made me try on this horendously ugly bright turqoiuse n itchy shirt but he said he might not make me wear it. WHEW. haha n it was suppseod to go till 515 but he laged with the lead ppl so i didnt leave till 545ish. o joy. but then now hw today soim happY! that hasnt happeend for the LONGEST time! whee!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:42 p.m.




Tuesday, January 7, 2003
*·.OWW
aGgh i have these sharp pains in my stummick..like those pains u get when u run n then ur side starts hurting? yea -_-;; bleh! anyways today was so BORING. i was so close to falling asleep in all my classes. i kept nodding off. HAHA. cept for choir but then thats cuz it was right after lunch. after school, went to king n i meeting n people told me it ends at 430 but i had told my daddy at 4 so i called him to tell me to pick me up at 430 but then it ended at 400 anyway..how gay! haha. n yea that was boring. all they tlaked about was rules n schedules n stuff.

during enrichment: christina: haha me n staci are gonna grow mullets this friday
betty: mullets?! eww thats gross!
christina: yea! theyre awesome
staci: yea and im gonna braid it
everyone: eww hahahahah
me: omgosh i thought christina n staci said they were gonna grow MOLES
betty: EWWW!
chester: haha how are they gonna braid mole hairs?!
betty: yea! unless they were some chinese old guys'
everyone: LOL
^HAHAH that was funny! well thats all i rememebr. i know chrisitna had a few stupid comments for me. HAHAH...byebye!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:01 p.m.




Monday, January 6, 2003
*·.first day back!
adding some more stuffs..
sharonah n i forgot to mention one last thing in the entry: GUYS ARE RETARDS!!!!!!!

...which reminds me of another LATE resolution: stay guy free! its the way to be! ...like me! HAHA. okay im done being stupid. byebye!

HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY YVONNE!!! I LUVAH YOU MY FELLOW MASTER PLANNER! [her bday was yesterday...kiss her! lols]

PS: SHARON is the one the flattest stomach. im so jealous. GRR! hahahah (o;
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:52 p.m.

helLO! today was the first day back from winter break....-_- hahahah mayn i was so dead the whoel day. n it was so DANG windy! lols anyways my lower back hurted the whole day. n sharonah said i looked pregnant cuz i was trying to hold myself up LOL. n yea i think i pulled my left hamstring in dance. GRR! anyways i was suppsoed to go to alpha today with sharonah but jenny told me it doesnt start till NEXT WEEk! YAY! so yea wre just chilling right now n sharonah is fantasizing about b2k since were watchin trl n "bump x3" is on. HAHAH n yea she was being really retarded cuz she was tryin to stuff an orange slice in her mouth n it didnt really work ns he ended up spraying orange juice stuffs everywhere. HAHA what a sharon! n she never had dim sum before..omg how UN-chinese can u get?! anyways now were pigging on hersheys kisses. bLEch so much chocolateh! hahaha were gonna put on MUD MASKS later! YAY! cuz it was so dang windy n yeaaaa. hahahh she gave me the ENVELOPE full of the MEMOries and ripped up STUFF -_- shes a silly lil gurl. i will treasure it FOR you! hahah n when u look at it ten years from now...HAHA gorilla face! okay she wants to say stuff now...

hYiEEEE*!!! ish mee AGAiN!! chARON AT PEE'S H0USE.. DANG. i SERi0USLY LiVE AT HER H0USE. H0W SAD :X. ish okay . she luvs me ! more dan everyone!! haha JP! i ono .. she proably doesn't ne wayz :( boOoOoo.. we dindt have alpha today! yippiEe. okay welpz we ate ! i eat so much! gosh helen's soo skinny!! she got like the flattest stomach!!!! hahah ne waize! haha it was soo windy today but i was okay since i have small eyes! and den i busted out my glasses to protect my eyes! yay! dey come to some use! i GAVE helen "THE" evenlope of all the rippe d stuff and all the memories.. she lookin at it and awwin mee.. haha! lOlz..she spiillled my small pieces! gosh haha 2 paper cuts im cursed! ahh! i feel *empty*! sigh, oh welpz. okay im gettin a new fone later btu ish gonna be ugly! haha okay bye !

HELLO! its me helen again! hahah i decided i had to write more cuz yea! aww i jus read alla sharonahs' stufs n aww! dang she ripped lieke verything into liek ITSY BITSY TEENY WEENY YELLOW POLKA DOT..i mean tiny little pieces! hahaha omgoshers theyre soo sad! but ima keep em for her..IN CASE she EVER wanna go back. omgoshers were watchin taildaters right now n sharon is checkino ut everygurl..liek "nice boobs" "nice body" "omg she has abs" HAHAH o wait the abs one was me..LOL -_- anyways n yea my bro got freaked out cuz were chckin out the gurls. LOls. mayn after i write this me n sharon are gonn read this togehter n i was like maybe we rote the same stuff ns he was like nooo i dont think so! AGHH ! i know she embarrased me! o well. yea i was eating sunflower seeds n spitting the shells int he trahs can. HAR HAR HARDY HAR HAR HEE HAW. losl. i dont wanna do HWWWWWWWWWWw noOooOOOoo. okAy shes telling em to hurry up. gona pres enter. byee!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 04:18 p.m.




Saturday, January 4, 2003
*·.si se puede!
a survey from alices blog that i filled in last night:
Have you ever...
{x} Fallen for your best friend? nuh UH...cuz then i would be lesbionian! hardy har har
{x} Made out with JUST a friend? nopes
{x} Been rejected? no?
{x} Been in love? whats loveeeeeeeeeeee. its about us, its about trust, babe.
{x} Been in lust? oh yes me n my husband orlando bloom (o; winkety winK!
{x} Used someone? i dont think so. i hope not
{x} Been used? i dunno =/
{x} Cheated on someone? nuh uh
{x} Been cheated on? no
{x} Done something you regret? yes siree boppers -_-

Who was the last person...
{x} You touched? uhMmmmm dont remember
{x} You talked to? uhmm rachel gaychel (=
{x} You hugged? dont remember
{x} You instant messaged? rachel
{x} You kissed? my legolas action figure (o; hardy har har jk!!!!! im not THAT obsessed
{x} You yelled at? my bro
{x} You laughed with? sharonah. hahaha! liek father liek daughter! eww we want guys like our daddys?! o_O

Have you/are you/do you....
{x} Considered a life of crime? nOO!
{x} Considered being a hooker? EWW innocent lil ME?! (:0
{x} Considered being a pimp? noPE! im notta guy
{x} Are you psycho? hrMMm i wouldnt know! probably. hahaH
{x} Split personalities? hope not
{x} Schizophrenic? big words cornfuse me
{x} Obsessive? just over orlando bloom/legolas...n cherries. n the color pink. n boba. n other stuff. HAHA
{x} Obsessive compulsive? uHHHh *shrUG*
{x} Panic? yUP! but i get over it really fast!
{x} Anxiety? mm hmm
{x} Depressed? nAhHhh whats the point? u depress urself n everyone around u n yea. be HAPPY PAPPY! nyahahah =D...put a smile on ur face! make the world feel better! ((((=
{x} Suicidal? no way! like i can actually kill myslef. HAAH
{x} Obsessed with hate? err...QUEERDOE! hahah
{x} Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? eeew
{x} Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? yuck
{x} Understanding: i hope so! (=
{x} Open-minded: i think so
{x} Arrogant: hope not )x
{x} Insecure: jus a teensy weensy lil itty bitty bit? or maybe jus an LIL bit more than that HAHA=D
{x} Interesting: am i? {x} Hungry: nOPes! i just ate dinner a while ago (=
{x} Friendly: alOha! my name is helen!
{x} Smart: not as smart as my parents would liek me to be -_-;;...or as i wanna b, as a matter of fact
{x} Moody: sometimes...its that time of the month that really gets ya (o; HAHAHAH
{x} Childish: nYahAHAha sometimes =D ill always be a kid at heart! those were the best times, NO?
{x} Independent: depends.
{x} Hard working: nAHHH im a lAzy buTT
{x} Organized: heck no! u shud see my room..its horrible
{x} Healthy: i try to be! but its so harddddddd
{x} Emotionally Stable: pretty much (= i try not to let too manyt hings bother me
{x} Shy: sometimes (x
{x} Difficult: soemtimes on purpose to bug people who bug me...rawr! hahaha like my bro 8D
{x} Attractive: uhhh no
{x} Bored Easily: YES.....unbore me please!
{x} Thirsty: actually, yes! i want BOBA!!!! but ill prolly drink h2o cuz thats the bestdrink for you. hardy har har
{x} Responsible: i think so. i try to be
{x} Sad: weelllllll things got a lil depressing just about now. family stuff. yucky. butttt itll b better soon so im okies =D besides, dont b sad! think bout good stuff. or eat candy. YUm hahaha..i am stupid
{x} Happy: most of the time (o; i pity those who aare victims of my "cheerfulnesS" <= courtesy of my equally strong (o;
{x} Trusting: yes im GULLIBLE. i admit it. hAPPY eric?! n vicky? n everyone else out there -_- HAHA
{x} Talkative: hrMmm most of the time. depends on who (=
{x} Original: i wiSH!
{x} Different: im a freako HAHA
{x} Unique: isnt that a nicer word for "different"?
{x} Lonely: nOOoOo i got my husband orlando bloom n were about to hav 10 kids in a rolling mansion by the beach n a lil doggie n a lil red convertible and all my lovely bootyful friends. MUAH! HAHAHA hey i can dream cant i?
{x} Color your hair? nOpes! its au natural!
{x} Have tattoos? nahhh
{x} Piercings? uHHm one ine ach ear. i want two more though.
{x} Have a boyfriend? nO but i gotta husband =D n his name is orlando bloom =D
{x} Own a webcam? yES!!!!!!!!! but it doesnt WORK with my system! gay crap LOL
{x} Ever get off the damn computer? does taht BOTHER you? O_O
{x} Sprechen sie deutsche? uhMM sure buddy
{x} Habla espanol? SI!!!!! pero no hablo bien -_-

Currents
{x} Current Clothes: cherry capris, winnie the pooh shirt, socks cuz im about to go running
{x} Current Mood: bleh cuz of my momma n grateful cuz i luvah all my amigos..MUAH!
{x} Current Taste: uHHH spit?
{x} Current Hair: half up with a calw clip thingamaboppers
{x} Current Annoyance: brother cuz he wont stop telling me to get off the comP!
{x} Current Smell: toothpaste? i cant smell. i have a stuffy nose. SOBBBBBBBBBB!!!!!!!
{x} Current thing you ought to be doing: my last spanish reading packet
{x} Current Desktop Picture: sexy- assh LEGOLAS..HEY IT RHYMES HAHA
{x} Current Favorite Group: group? my friends?
{x} Current Book: lord of the rings- the two towers! n im almost done! JOY!
{x} Current DVD In Player: uhmmmmm we just took out harry potter
{x} Current Refreshment: my mud mask refreshed me. HAHA all tingly fresh!
{x} Current Worry: school. that amounts to 50% of my stress. nah maybe 30%?
{x} Current Favorite Celebrity: gee can u GUESS?! LOLS orlando bloOM!
{x} Food: uhmm im not eating but i just ate fried rice and tofu and chicken and orange chicken and string beans and pork stuff. and all that chinese fast food stuffs cuz my mommy got too lazy to cook. AGain.
{x} Drink: none but im about to go get some water
{x} Color: pink! red! white! blue! black! but always PINK!
{x} Shoes: converses. roxy flip flops! soda mocasin thingys that i dont have but hopefully will get soon!
{x} Gum: uHmmm dont have any. mommy has dentyne ice thougH?
{x} TV Show: uhmm not watchin oen right now but me gusta friends, 70s show, i love lucy, smallville, boy meets world, fresh prince, and all that good stuff! {x} Movie: o mayn lotr for sure! YUM! {x} Dance: huh? HAHAH that reminds me of joyce n sharons white boy dance! n omgoshers..angies clown dance! hahah the memories
{x} Vegetable: i like veggies =D
{x} Fruit: oranges are SO good..to eat only =D. CHERRIES rock my socks
{x} Long or short hair? long cuz u can do more stuff with it! but my ommy wants me to cut mine. shes makin me trim it tomorow! AGHH!!!!
{x} Dark or blond hair? uhmMmm i like my hair color just fine. n besides *certain* [LOL] people say im already "white" anyway. whats this eH?!?! lols
{x} Tall or short? i wanna b shorter. jus a lil bit. n as for guys, he shud b at least 2 in taller than me (o;
{x} Mr. Sensitive or Mr. Funny? mister sensitive AND funny AND nice AND caring AND sweet AND at least a lil decent lookin (=
{x} Good guy or bad guy? gOODLy bAD...winkety winK!
{x} Dark or light eyes? both are sexy
{x} Hat or no hat? depends. hats can be SOO cute!
{x} Pierced or no? OH an earring on a guy is SEXY! ahahah remember sharonah?! just switch the head! LOLS
{x} Freckles or none? depends (=
{x} Stubble or neatly shaved? neatly shaved. but stubbles adoarble. sometimes. HHA
{x} Rugged outdoorsy type or sporty type? either or both (=
{x} Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? hot chocolate!! with MARSHMALLOWs! (= mmmmmmmmm n in front of a cozy fire n yea..HAHA
{x} McDonalds or Burger King? mcdees! (=
{x} Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? 2-in-1 package. hardy har har!
{x} Sweet or sour? SOur then sweet ((((((((= mmmm reminds me of sour belts
{x} Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? root beer with vanilla ice cream! o yea therye called root beer floats. ha.ha.ha =D
{x} Sappy/action/comedy/horror?: hrmmmM everything in one but i can do w/o horror HAHA
{x} Cats or dogs? doggies and Kittens! kittens get uglier when theyre cats =/
{x} Ocean or Pool? Ooo ocean! cuz i wanan live by the beach. its soo *sigh* ((((=
{x} Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? coOl rancH!
{x} Mud or Jell-O wrestling? jello LOL what fUN!!!
{x} With or without ice-cubes? with of course (=
{x} Shine or rain? shine!!!! but i dont mind rain.
{x} Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? springy-summery! YAY!
{x} Vanilla or Chocolate? oOOh vanilla! but i liek chocolate tambien!
{x} Gloves or mittens? haha mittens sound so kiddy. arent they almost the same?
{x} Eyes open or closed? for what..? open so i can SEE and STARE and GAXZE and GLANCE and LOOK and uhmmmm that stuff (=
{x} Fly or breathe under water? fly!!!! whee!
{x} Bunk-bed or waterbed? hahah i never went on a waterbed!
{x} Chewing gum or hard candy? hard candy (=
{x} Motor boat or sailboat? arent there motors in sailboats?
{x} Lights on or off? depends..what about natural light?
{x} Chicken or fish? chicken. lemon roasted! yuM!
{x} Looks or Personality? personality then looks (=

What's your favorite:
{x} Number? 2 {x} Holiday? christmas! n bdays! n chinese new years! holidays in general are joytastic!
{x} State? cali! but i wanan go to nyc! hopefullies this spring break i will! oOh hawaii! oo i wanna go to florida toO! what fun!
{x} Radio station? thyre all kool: kroq, power, kiis, etc
{x} Place? anywhere where i can hav FUN =D
{x} Flower? flowers are pretty in general
{x} Scent? i havent tried them all have i (o; hahah but i LOVE mango mandarin from bath n body n bikini from anchor blue! and the one my momy has from victorias secret i forgot what it was caleld..soemthing with an angel or dream or sumtin. and pink from gap. yum!

???
{x} If you could be anywhere, where would you be? anywhere ahving fun! hahah hrmmm prolly by the beach! under the boardwalk! well be havin some fun! haha okay that was a lil TOO old skool.uhmm nyC! hawaii! disneyland! the HAPPIEST PAPPIEST place on earth! hahaha
{x} What would you be doing? having fun hardy har har
{x} What are you listening to? the tv and my mommy on the treadmill...how upbeat n relazxing
{x} Where have you traveled? barely anywhere. a few places i guess
{x} Where do you want to travel to? NYC! n HAWAII
{x} Can you do anything freakish with your body? nope genetics didnt wanna gimme that
{x} Do you have a favorite animal? uhMMMm i hav LOTs but not A...puppies, dolphins, horses, yea yea yea How GURLIE HAHA
{x} Where do you want to live? in college, ucsd by the BEACH baby! and nyc! and somewhere in europe if i ever get there
{x} Where do you want to go to college? ucsd ((((=

> >> > *-;-* T h e B a s i c s~*
1) Single or Taken: soLO (=
2) Sex: of the female species
4) Birthday (mm-dd-yy): 100887
4) Sign: the one with the scales...libra!
5) Siblings: 1 lil bro. AgRGH
6) hair color: dark brownie
7) Eye color: see above. they mATCH! HAHA
8) height: 5'4-5'5 i wanna be a LIL bit shorter
9) shoe size: i think its big

> >> > *-;-* R e l a t i o n s h i p s~*
1) Who are your best friends? you guys know who you are. i l-o-v-e- YOU GUYS! =D
2) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: nOpes
3) Did you send this to your crush?: this survey?
4) Did your crush send this to you?: what crush? o_O

> >> > *-;-*F a s h i o n S t u f f *-;-*
1) Where is your favorite place to shop?: express! abercrombie! forever! charlotte russe! journeys! anywhere!
2) Do you have anything pierced: my ears. once (=

> >> > *-;-* T h e E x t r a S t u f f *-;-*
1) Do you do drugs: never ever! its slow suicide (o;
2) What kind of shampoo do you use?: herbal n pantene
3) What are you most scared of? being a failure, lonliness, rape, death, dying without being satisfied with life, drunk drivers, tests [not really], bad drama, change [sometimes], other stuff
4) What are you listening to right now?: christina aguilera- fighter
5) What car do you wish to have?: a vw jetta =DDD
6) Who is the last person that called you?: sharonah and chris 3wayed me
7)Where do you want to get married at?: a nice/fun place
8)How many people are on your buddy list?: oOh i just cleaned it out today! arent u proud of me! i hav 187 now ((=
> on-line right now?: 31 dangit n i coutned! hahah
9) If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be? hahah do u REALLy wanna get me started?

> >> > ~*~*~*~FaVorItEs~*~*~*~
1) Color: pinK! =D
2) Number: 2
3) Food: cali rolls!!! i can make them! but the ones at restaurants ALWAYs test better -_-
4) Boy's name: uhmm iono ones that start with c's, j's, n s' HAHA 5) Girls name: uhmm havent given it much thought..ones that start with c's and l's HAHA o n t's HAHA
6) Subjects in school: rawr! LUNCH! haha n choir awesome dawsoem huh well i kinda like english too...
7) Animals: i already answered thissssssssssssssssss
8) Game(s): ionoo. this is too long. BAH!

> >> > Ha v e Y o u E v e r *-;-*
1) Given someone a bath?: oooh my doggie but he died. SOB!
2) Bungee jumped? nooO! but i wanNA!
3) Broken the law: hehehehh 8shrug*
4) Made yourself throw-up?: EWWWWWW
5) Gone skinny-dipping?: nopes im a good gurl (=
6) Been in love?: nahhh dont think so
7) Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: YES =DDDDDDDDDd

> >> > *-;-* F i r s t T h i n g T h a t C o m e s T o M i n d *-;-*
1) Red: tommy hilfiger 2) Cow: MOO and cud 3) Socks: the ones i got from shawna! TAHNKS U BUTTMUNCHKIN =D
4) Greenland: golf. HAHA

> >> > ~-;-~*W h a t ' s w o r s e ?*~-;-~*
1) Barfing on your date or your date barfing on you?: me barfing on date. how MORTIFYING

> >> > *-;-* F i n a l Q u e s t i o n s *-;-*
1) Do you like filling these out?: yes when therye not TOO LONGGGGGGGGGg
2) How many people are you sending this to?: none cuz its gonna go in my blog but someone will porlly take it to do n post it in THEIR blog (o; nayuahahah im smart like taht
3) Who will send it back?: noen cuz im not sending it in the first palce (=
4) If you could be someone else for a day who would it be?: ORLANDO BLOOM
5) Gold or Silver?: ooh silver! n alice said white gold. thats PRETTY toO!
6) What is the last film you saw at the cinema?: lotr. how DEpreSSing taht was so logn ago.but i LOVED it! me n sharonah wanna see it again! HAHAHA
7) Favorite cartoon characters?: loTS! spiongebob, sailormoon, yugioh, xmen! btaman forever, o yum HAHAH n others
8) What do you have for breakfast in the morning?: uhmm whatever i can find. ive been having instant oatmeal lately. its actually pretty good
9) Who would you hate being locked in a room w/?: *shudder* lets not think about that


oooh i fergot to mention RESOLUTIONS! whEE!:

  • stop prcrastinating and being so darn lazy and actaully STUDY for tests n stuffs at school
  • be more considerate of others
  • try to understand my parents.more?
  • get along better with my bro [ex: tolerating him in the same room for more than 15 min]
  • try not to judge before i know
  • dont blow every lil thing into big fat stinky deals
  • try not to "assume" stuffs
  • be there for everyone (x
  • to actually start DOING my alpha hw!!! -_-;;
  • be SERIOUS about alpha LOL n not just goofing off
  • try to do the best i can at stuffs
  • be a better person overall
  • have a JOYTASTIC year [w/o dying of stress/hyperness/sadness/boredom/etc]! =D

    hehe the title of my entry thingy had to do with "kick it up", the movie i just watched on disney channel. LOLS. aww it was so inspirational! i really cant wait tills hwo season nows ((=

    dont "protect" me from info or stuffs...cuz it just hurts even more when i find out.

    aGhhhh! todays the second to last day of break! nOOOOOOO! sigh. i was supposed to go to disneyland today! but my momma didnt lemme. *soB* but then she took me shopping at the brea mall today. so (= yay new clothes! happy pappy! n i gots yvonnes bday present toO! =D anyways first we went to eat n we bumped into my aunt n uncle n lil cousins! then i was gonna cut my hair but nahhh. anyways we spent 5 hrs at the mall at still didnt shop the whole thing. id ont think i ever will. HAHA. hrmm then we went to eat jap food. omgoshers it was sOOO yummy. i lvoe green tea ice cream. n cali rolls of course. *drool* hhaha. goodness i still didnt finish my hw yet. -_-;; bleh! ooH! i finished lotr: the two ttowers today tho! yAY! heh hehh. okies my bro wants to use the dang comp now. till next time!
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:40 p.m.




    Thursday, January 2, 2003
    *·.drama-full
    i feel so much closer yet so much farther from u guys than ever. love you guys mucho!

    ill always be here for u guys. why wont u let me?

    to everyone: hope you feel better! n thanks you for listening!

    y v o iv iv 3: but just remember you've done all that you can mm k?
    y v o iv iv 3: and you should be happy for that

    ^i luvah you yvonne!
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 04:37 p.m.




    Wednesday, January 1, 2003
    *·.happy pappy 2k3!

    ^hahah a pic from yesterday. a few more are in the pics section in the content at teh bottom left.

    im sorry. u know who u are

    after my cousins left i went with my bro n the 'rents to eat at hometown buffet. my mommy didnt hav her purse or anything n she was driving n she realizes she doesnt have her license with her n almost crashes us. hoLy guacamole. hahha.yea so we ate. omgoshers. so. full. then we walked around some plazas for a while n i almost ran into a door. OMGit was those clear ones! n i thought it was open. n yea. HAHA i didnt though run into it tho. oh then we went to vons n my mommy was paying n she didnt hav her vons card n cudnt remember the fone numero she signed it under so we paid the prce w/ot he card n when we got home, she got her card n went bak to get her 5 bucks back. omgoshers. HAHAH. anyways i feel icky. ima go run awhile later i think.

    HAPPY PAPPY NEW YEAR! lets make it a GUH-reat one shall we?! wellllll 2k2 wasnt bad, btu lets make 2k3 BETTER than ever! hahaha

    yvonne the plan worked! i luvah you! hahahaho mayn gotta love our storytimes. its DELICIOUS! hahaha like a freekin soap opera! grin fest. were sneaky like that. ur GOOOD! (o; muaH!!

    oOh! i figured out how to use my tinkerbell fone! hahah i had to pull the tab so the batteries were activated or sumtin! whee! hahah thanks you julia!

    kays..gonan go call sharonah to hava gurltalk byEE~
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:52 p.m.

    hrmmm my lil cousins came over this morning n woke me up n we just ate n watched mulan n harry potter n make origami n play ping pong n marco polo. HAHA. then i took em to the park for a lil while n stuff. it was fun cuz theyre so adorable.
    PyRoMaNiAc28: omg
    PyRoMaNiAc28: dude
    PyRoMaNiAc28: u hav no life

    hahah muchos gracias mister busy-all-the-time.

    yesterday, woke up at freekin 7ish in the morning to ask my momma to lemme go bowling. then called sharon to tell her n woke her up. lOL sorry my pea! then we freaked out cuz plans changed ns tuff but everything worked out. christina came over around 3 n we just chilled a while while she looked at my legolas items collection. HARDY HAR HAR. hahah thanks for the card chrustinaH! =D then mommy came home n then we picked up jane n then we went to oak tree lanes n met ppl there. n mommy busted out her lil speech on me n put me in the WORSTEST mood. im sorry if my mood made anyone else bleH! but thanks for everything u guys! so yea staci had to leave at 430 tho. ))))= i missed u staci! hahah. everyone only bowled for the first few roudns then they went to play pool or go hide in the cabinets [ahem.sharon.alan.ahem] so it was just me sujin christina n betty bowling after that. hahah oOOh n i gotta see my db buddies! aww i love u guys! (o; hahaha. it was gUH-reat to see eevryone again. n yea betty broke her own record! yay 104! n christina rocked. denting the floor like that. HAHAHA. o mayn there were alotta kodak moments. gimme pics u guys! hahah. ooH me n sharon busted out our o so sexy toe socks. HAHA joy! me n joyce n angie had a hugging fest (o; john busted out his moves. awesome! hahaha. omgoshers n stupid eric went to the front n then i hear over the loudspeaker: "orlando, call on line 1" ooommmgggg HAHAHAH that was hilarious tho. erics a bored child. btw, tiff, im sure ur mommy wudnt approve of ur innappropriate demonstrations! LOls. n yea since my mommy yelled at me i had to leave at 630 since she made this whole lil new eyars eve dinner while everyone went to tiffs..n jocyes n stuff since we had no rides to tgif. i walke/ran two miles when i got home to blow off steam. HAHA -_- well the day was fun tho! see, eevrything worked out joytastic!

    kay gotta use the fono now. buh bye!
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 04:12 p.m.




    Monday, December 30, 2002
    *·.drawings/sketches



    ...yea i was bored. dont make fun of me! -_- mayn n i used pen too n i cant erase the mistake thingys. erpH! lols

    oOoh sandys not gonna have her party at her casa anymores tomorrows. sandy, sharon, n i decided..lets go bowling instead! hahah so yea u guys, change of plans (=. go bowlng! at that db place. uhmmm 3-7 n then were gonna go eat at tgif, n then to sandys house for party/countodown. try to get a ride to fridays if u can (= wellll formore details im one of us! =D WHEE!
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 05:57 p.m.




    Sunday, December 29, 2002
    *·.bleh blah bloh!
    a lil bit of a convo i had with my equally strong...
    inn0centlilbaby: so how are things with you
    twinkelNsparkle: im a okay!
    twinkelNsparkle: so u shud b okay toO!
    twinkelNsparkle: WOW!
    twinkelNsparkle: im a-ok...so u shud b-ok too!
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAH:-D
    twinkelNsparkle: woWWW!
    inn0centlilbaby: haha
    inn0centlilbaby: silly helen
    inn0centlilbaby: i just cant help but to smile when im talking to you
    inn0centlilbaby: youre so gosh darn cheerful!

    ^how scary. im not that cheerful all the time, am i? im scaring myself. *shudder* but i luvah you, equally stronG! n we'll see what happens on tues =D

    ooh, heres something i took from colleen's pf. heheh i think its funny/ironic:
    To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love. But then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer; not to love is to suffer; to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love. To be happy, then, is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy. Therefore, to be happy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness.
    ^hrmmm now that i read it again...makes ur head hurt a lil, dont it? nyahahhah

    omgoshers i woke up today at 130. n when i did, the whole house was empty. grr my fam ditched me! *soB* n i wanted to go shopping today too! mommy said she knocked n knocked on my door but i didnt wake up so =/. haha. but she said shed take me whereever i wanna go on tues/wed. hey! perfect timing for sandy's party, no? joY! n yeas. i watched 'anna n the king' for a bit n almost cried. LOLs i like that movie. im disappointed though. they shudda sanG! but its not a musical so yea. oooh! in the movie, anna's son, louis, is draco malfoy! hahah cuz he looked familiar n yea. tim felton is his name i think. then casey came over for a lil bit. she gave me n calvin each an amc gift card! aWESOME! =DDD. kay wells ima go watch sound of music..YAY!!! ill write more next time. hasta luegO!
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 07:16 p.m.




    Saturday, December 28, 2002
    *·.survey i stole from heather feather twin sister (=
    - you -
    x. name : helenmel0n
    x. birthday : the 8th of october in the year of 1987 =D
    x. piercings : one in each ear. more more!
    x. tattoos : no siree!
    x. height : 5'4 - 5'5
    x. shoe size : depends. humongo (=
    x. hair color : dark brownie
    x. length : a third of the way down my back i think. but its kinda layered so iono

    - last -
    x. movie you rented : forgotted x. movie you bought : oOH! my bro bought me lilo n stitch! =D..but he returned it. RAWR!
    x. song you listened to : its gonna be alright- j.lo
    x. song you had stuck in your head : none..finALLY! HAHA
    x. song you've downloaded : brown eyes remix..happy scott?! haha
    x. person you've called : rick since i missed his call. but then i miss all my calls. haha lo siento!
    x. person that called you : josh i think

    x. tv show you've watched : i love lucy!!!! i LOVE that show! its the BESTEST =DDD
    x. person you were thinking of : hrmmm maybe it was YOU (o;

    - do - x. you have a bf or gf : nOpes
    x. you have a crush on someone : how would I know? (=
    x. you wish you could live somewhere else: yeaP! by the BEACH! WHEE! thats why sharon chrustinah n i are gonna go to ucsd n be beach babes! hahah right u guys?! (=
    x. you think about suicide : nO WaY!
    x. you believe in online dating : i think...its QUEER
    x. others find you attractive : nahs
    x. you want more piercings : yep yeP! one more on each ear...i dont have the guts to getta belly ring (x haha
    x. you want more tattoos : i cant since i dont have any in the first place
    x. you drink : nO! why would anyone want a beer belly?! HAHA heather!!
    x. you do drugs : GUH-ROSS
    x. you like cleaning : yUCk! im lazy. i hate cleaning. blech.
    x. you write in cursive or print : hrmm...print more than cursive (x
    x. you carry a donor card : donor card? like donating internal organs?

    - for or against - x. long distance relationships : weLLlll...it would be really hard wouldnt it? but i guess if two people really cared bout each other they could make it work
    x. using someone: against!
    x. suicide: against of course! live your life ! (=
    x. killing people : uHhh against!
    x. teenage smoking : NASTAY EW YICK ur just killing urselves faster!
    x. doing drugs : read above
    x. premarital sex : hrmmm pretty much against
    x. driving drunk : against of course dont kill poeple!
    x. gay/lesbian relationships : errr against!

    - favorites -
    x. food : cali rolls!!! o YUMMAYYYYYYYY ((((=
    x. song : lotsa
    x. thing to do : be happy doing what im doing? w/ friends n stuffs
    x. thing to talk about : hahah i talk bout lotsa stuff! OOh! legolas aka orlando blooM! cherries! gUYS in general! hahah! x. sports : HrRrmMm singing HAHA. then acting (=
    x. drinks : BOBA!!!! yuMMY
    x. clothes : nice clothes?! forever, express, delias, roxy, abercrombie, l.e.i., everything?! (=
    x. movies : loTS!
    x. bands : see above
    x. holiday : christmas! (((= chinese new years! birfdays!
    x. car : vw jetta. omgoshers tehyre so ADORABLE!
    x. ever cried over a girl/boy : /)_( yes
    x. ever lied to someone : yes )x
    x. ever been in a fist fight / arrested : LOL!

    - what -
    x. shampoo do you use : herbal! n pantene! x. perfume do you use : uhmm i dont usually use perfume but i have bikini from anchor blue and love spell from victorias secret. bikini smells so goOD! haha muchos gracias ashley
    x. are you scared of : being a failure, lonliness, typical teenage stuffs...haha

    - number -
    x. of times I have had my heart broken : hrM
    x. of hearts I have broken: none of course =D
    x. of boys I have kissed : HAHA
    x. of drugs taken illegally : havent. never have. never will (=
    x. of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: whOa welllll u guys know who u are (= i love u guys!!!! mUAH!
    x. of people I consider my enemies : how sad. none
    x. of people from high school that I stayed in contact with : well im still in hs
    x. of cd's that I own : not that many. i dl songs tOo
    x. of scars on my body : hahah a few! i dont wanna count!
    x. of things in my past that I regret : eekkk 1..or 2. 3. a few =/ but the past is past n now is now (=

    ur like a drug. so darn addicting. so good, yet so bad for me! (x i cant go thru a day w/o a dose of you..
    ^HHAHA isnt that fREAkAY?!?!?! LOLs
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 04:43 p.m.




    Friday, December 27, 2002
    *·.AWWW =D

    ^aww thanks yas sharoNah! its so cute!

    thanks you everyoen for the talks! u guys are the bESTESt. i feel much better =DD. i lOVE YOU guYS!
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 11:38 p.m.




    Wednesday, December 25, 2002
    *·.so.COLD
    hahah right chris?! lols

    ..dont do it if pity paid u a visit. please? sei yut la

    isnt it weird how u start a day in the worst mood n the littlest things jus creep their way in to brighten ur day?

    sigh so i started christmas day in the dumpiest spirits n it doesnt help that my mom pounds on my door at 9 in the morning telling me to hurry up n get dressed to eat dim sum with the relatives or theyre gonna leave w/o me. -_-;; i moan n groan n stuff teh pillow in my face n then i hear the monotonous beep of my cell. i look over n angie sent me a text!: 'merry christmas :)' lols thanks you angie! ati tambien! aww n that jus made me smile like the chesire cat wheeheheh. kays so we get to the restaurant n wait for an hour before we DO eat n my aunt pays halfway thru the brunch to beat my dad at the payment stuffs. goodness. lols. then we go to relatives houses while they talk n stuff. then me, my mommy, n my daddy went to the market. hehehh. there were so many ppl. old people leisurely buying groceries, screaming lil kids everywhere, moms tryin to calm their screaming, hyper kids n pick out stuffs, n dads standing by their wives, saying 'whatever u want, dear' when they ask for their opinion. the lil kids are adorable! =D their rosy cheeks, wide eyes staring at u, their innocence, and the fact that they dont have a care in the world, except whether mommy would get em their favorite candy. the cutest example: a lil boy is in the shopping cart and his older sister is tired of pushing the cart so she rides on the side n the mom was like 'whos gonna push u guys?? hmm??' n the lil boy turns to his right, sees me n points n goes 'her, mommy. she will!' n the mom glances at me then says to her son: 'ur crazy!' lols awww ((((((((((= hha kay well i thought it was cute. n then these siblings were singing 'feliz navidad' durint the cashier line thing. nyahah heheh okay so maybe im a loser -_- but lil kids are the bestest...cept when they drive me crazy of course =D oooh then we got boba [boba YUMMMMMMMM ahh ((((=] n i bought a cherry scarf! wWHEE! yeps then we go eat. fuN. casey still hasnt stopped by yet *crosses fingers* i hope she will!

    ooOh! yesterday [or was it the day before that? *shrug* (=], i got the feb issue of seventeen. n theres an article of orlando bloom in there! OMGOMGOMOGMOMGOMG EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seXayNEss =DDDDD hes everywhere now *_* nyahahah

    of course, i cant forget the most important thing...VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAVE THE HAPPIEST PAPPIEST HOLLYDAYS!!!!...dont put mistletoe to ur best advantage, now...not too much anyways. (o; lols. have fun u guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 06:39 p.m.




    Tuesday, December 24, 2002
    *·.merry christmas eve!!!!
    merry christmas eve again! wheeheheh went out with daddy n my bro today to look at stuff. i wudnt call it shopping cuz theyre guys n they jus look at electronics stuffs. hahah. omgoshers ilooked for the lilo n stitch dvd n they were sold out! goodness jeebus! heheh but yea then we went to eat. it was nice. bonding time, hmm? heheh (=

    oOh! i gotta LEGOLAS ACTION FIGURE!!!!!!! aGHhhHHhhH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! mucho mucho very lota lots thanks to eric! omgoshers cuz yesterday, he was like i got u something n i didnt believe him but he asked for my address cuz he wanted to drop it off or something but i wudnt give it to him n sharon asked for it but i told her not to give it to him n then eric asks me if my address was : ___. n its wrong n then he signs off. when he signs back on he was like ok i dropped it off. i was like O_O omg that was the wrong address! n he freaked me out but he tricked me cuz he had my right address that sharonw asnt supposed to give to him but she did anyway but he just told me the wrong one to freak me out. raWR! then he was liek yea i dropepd it off go look for it in front of ur door. i didnt wanna b freakin GULLIBLE again so i ddint n then my curiosity got teh better of me so at 1 in the morning i walk out in teh freezing cold n it wasnt there so i was like OMG i have to stop being so stupid! n then this afternoon he calls me n tells me to check n i was liek NO! n then he was like seriously! so i do n YAY! u didnt have to!! but THANK YOU EIRC! n yes, i forgive u for tricking me ALL those countless times n stuff. n for saying carrottop is my hubby too O=<. HAHAHA =DDD THANK YOU THANKS YOU THANKS YOu!

    i made rice krispies treats today. =D theyre yummy! im happy (=. my bro gave me a legolas/aragorn mag pic from his nintendo magazine thing. YAY =D

    omy freekin goshers. WHAT THE HECK. RAWR!!!!!!!!!!! !@#$%^&*(^#$%%^^&^*&(^&$#@@@#%& >=O >=O >=O >=O >=O >=O >=O dude jus tell me straight out cuz i cant take hints oKAY? ...this is so depressing. how GAY! i wanna scream -_-;; ...but then this is so TRIVIAL too. why do i always blow up the littlest things into big fat deals? well i do...O WElLLLl GRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! note to you: u BUTTMUNCH. period. DOT. HMPH
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:40 p.m.




    Monday, December 23, 2002
    *·.last night
    ..i tripped over my blow dryer. *sigh* time to clean my room again. -_-;;

    ...posted more pics in the content section. i think i will keep adding pics daily. i hate 56k! all the pics wont load for me! D= but yay! frunk aka joycearina says she has pics for me from angies party. joY!

    It's a secret no one tells;
    One day it's heaven, one day it's hell.
    It's no fairy tale;
    Take it from me,
    That's the way it's supposed to be. -jessica riddle
    ^wheeheheeh i was watchin 10 things i hate about you (x

    made pancakes for breakfast again today. (= didnt finish em. again. i think i should make less next time, hm? kay off to do hw but ill prolly get lazy and give in to my bros pleas for me to make rice krispies treats. yum. fun. ooh lotr reading stats: pg 240 =D

    AGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDD 2 more days till CHRISTMAS! WHEEEEEEE. i finished itzels card today. now i gosta do casey's. i feel brain-illiterate right now though. bLEch..but hten, i feel like singing christmas carols right now! (= bye people-ohs, have fun!
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 03:50 p.m.




    Sunday, December 22, 2002
    *·.break is boring )=
    my o my! what a boring break it has been so far! hrmm i went shopping with mommy today..cuz she had to buy xmas presents for her co-workers. last min shopping. tsk tsk. hahah. she didnt like anything i picked out cuz it was too "un-adulty". but but..im sure any age group woulda liked it! -_- heheh. well i got myself some books n socks! hehehe i finally got some ballerina socks. ive wanted those forever! then we went to buy food. yay ima make rice krispies treats! (= then we went n looked at dance shoes n i was gonna get some jazz shoes but i decided not to get em till after break. yuPp..! o yea, added more content to the page today..yay?! heheh. ooh reading stats for lotr: pg 217, YAY! o mayn..the thought of hw is creeping up on me...guilt! agghh! but i dont wanna start stupid hw! -_-..on a happier note, countdown: 3 more days till christmas! wheee!! one last thing: break is BORING! i wanna go ice-skating u guys! [ahem sharonah ahem!] n snowboarding of course. but who will give us a ride?! hrmpH. wellz, till next time...ta-ta!
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:52 p.m.




    Saturday, December 21, 2002
    *·.version 4.0!
    hahah hiya! looki a new layout finally went up! i pitied u guys for starin at the lotr layout for so long. but i can never stop starin at orlando bloom (o; heheeh but yea! theme: i wish upon a star because dreams CAN come true. heheh the sleeping beauty castle from disneyland n tinkerbell! awww! i love tinkerbell! heheh (= omgoshers so a few comments i got: "u are sucha GURL." <=hahah goodness, lo siento! but yea, leave comments down in the tagboard u guys!!! anyways...

    a lil bit from mindys blog about min day wed that i thought was funny..haha i didnt put that in my own entry x):

    me and alice headed out to the concession stands where we saw helen and sharon. some guy was making fun of us cuz then julia walked out and was like 'AHOY!' to like the whole theatre haha it was a big ol gathering of whs ppl. =D movie starts. btw, there is no such thing as too much candy and food to sujin. =) orlando bloom shows his beautiful self on screen for the first time. we scream. the dwarf comes on next and all the guys cheer for him. =) it was funny. elijah wood comes on and we hear julia and her friend yell "frodo!". i yell back '' shut up julia!" =) we all have a big laugh. movie lasted a long time. it was really good. liv tyler is so pretty. orlando bloom is super gorgeous. wow. =)

    hahahah mindys so adorable! but yea! it was funny! at the cocnession stands...cuz mindy comes n were jus being kidna loud n julia walks out n shouts n shes leik 20 ft away toO. hahaha (=. but it was fun. we werent int he same roomw ith them tho )= cuz we watched the 615 one. o mayn mindy u gots that right.. orlando bloom is mUY gorgeous! hahaha whee!

    ooh eric said this reagarding me n scotts freestyles:
    SKRTCHactionHERO: mines are better
    ggrrr! hahaha sheesh! he even wrote this whoel thingy about my hitting a parked truck at key club to prove it...n he EXAGGERRATED IT, okies?!:
    What you have to do to be like helen more,
    is to run into sumthing and fall on the floor.
    This truck were the size of those uhaul ones,
    The question is…how can u not see it, those things weight tons.

    Okay ill admit I didn't really see her fall,
    But after she looked like she got pegged by a baseball.
    It all started when elmer threw a piece of ice,
    It was mainly his idea…I only threw them twice.

    So she turned around and thought it was me,
    And it was a guarantee that sees gonna be angry.
    Since she was pissed I ran as fast as I can,
    But I knew I was dead like helen was a hit man.

    I quicky ran behind a wall,
    But this isnt yet the part when she falls,
    She then throws bottled water at me,
    And it looked like there was sumthing on my pants…like pee.

    After this I got a lil mad,
    I needed to take my vengence of else imma be sad.
    So I pretended to make a truce,
    Then busted out like Bruce (lee)…spilled some on her then bolted like a goose.

    She screamed soo loud that everyone could hear,
    Canada, Mexico…the whole hemisphere.
    After this I felt some guilt,
    Not yet to the part when helen makes her famous tilt.

    Shes now angry and insane,
    She'll obtain something that will stain,
    And try to get back at me,
    Theres only one choice for me…flee!!

    So I ran and ran in circles to avoid her,
    But a miracle will soon occur.
    As I dodge her path and run the opposite direction,
    This was a reflection used for my protection.

    As I run away I hear the lowest, loudest sound.
    I turn around, and see helen laying on the ground.
    The first thing I thougth was…OH CRAP!
    She could have been uncouncious and taking a long nap.

    But in the end she got her comback,
    She poured water on my head which was really whack.
    I didn't do anything after,
    Cuz I waited all day for this kind of laughter.


    omgoshes he jus reminded me...the rose parade thing was today! omgi shuda went...! i only had 16 hrs for key club. i seriously hope they wont kick me out. that would suck. RAWR!
    SKRTCHactionHERO: omg y didnt u go to the rose parade today?
    SKRTCHactionHERO: i even brought my camera
    SKRTCHactionHERO: cuz i thoguth sumthign dumb is gonna happed
    SKRTCHactionHERO: n
    SKRTCHactionHERO: like heeln glueing herself to a float
    twinkelNsparkle: OMG
    twinkelNsparkle: SHUT UP!
    SKRTCHactionHERO: seriously i did

    ^goodness lookit what i put up with..on a better note, i started reading lotr 2! heheh me gusta. im on page 122. im out to beat josH! hahah (=< ...but hes on page 180 )=. gRR! another thing: 4 more days till cHRistMAS! YAY!!!!

    SKRTCHactionHERO: i have you blog on BOOKMARK buddy!
    ^o JOYYyYYY! nyahahah
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:34 p.m.




    Friday, December 20, 2002
    *·.hahah lookit our skills!
    scoTTie x hoTTie: ill beat u at ANYTHING
    twinkelNsparkle: yea ok
    twinkelNsparkle: lets try HEIGHT
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHA
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAHAHH
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHHAHAHAAHHA
    twinkelNsparkle: :-D
    scoTTie x hoTTie: hahahah omg.....
    scoTTie x hoTTie: U ARE A FAGGETON
    scoTTie x hoTTie: i beat u at being short if thats wat u mean...
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHHAHAHA
    twinkelNsparkle: whatEVER
    scoTTie x hoTTie: ur saying watver but relle u know im better
    scoTTie x hoTTie: just look at the weahter
    scoTTie x hoTTie: its bright and shiny
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and me im so cool and tiny
    scoTTie x hoTTie: whiel ur just a big giant
    twinkelNsparkle: EWW
    scoTTie x hoTTie: ok wat rhymeds with giant
    twinkelNsparkle: when did YOU start rhyming
    scoTTie x hoTTie: i am the OG of rhyming
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and have the best timing
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and u can stop trying
    scoTTie x hoTTie: to be just like me
    scoTTie x hoTTie: cuz cant u see
    scoTTie x hoTTie: u arent doing a very good job
    twinkelNsparkle: you are lame
    twinkelNsparkle: im way ahead of the game
    twinkelNsparkle: u jus cant b the same
    twinkelNsparkle: so stop trying
    twinkelNsparkle: ull jus end up dying
    twinkelNsparkle: (=
    scoTTie x hoTTie: HOLY SHIT
    scoTTie x hoTTie: u are crzy
    scoTTie x hoTTie: but still so damn lazy
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHA
    scoTTie x hoTTie: get up and do something rite
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and yes i know im tite
    scoTTie x hoTTie: wat did u say u wanna fite?
    scoTTie x hoTTie: no way ur too lite
    scoTTie x hoTTie: ill just knock u out of ur shoes
    twinkelNsparkle: ew whatever
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and ull fall down and lose
    twinkelNsparkle: the times u are cool is never
    twinkelNsparkle: at least i got height
    twinkelNsparkle: and im in peoples sight!
    scoTTie x hoTTie: hahah why u gottta be mean like that
    twinkelNsparkle: hAHhaha iM JK!!!!!!!
    twinkelNsparkle: :-D
    scoTTie x hoTTie: just cuz u arent far
    scoTTie x hoTTie: fat
    scoTTie x hoTTie: u skinny as a needle
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and belong in a craddle
    twinkelNsparkle: uhhhh ur on crack
    twinkelNsparkle: common sense is what u lack
    twinkelNsparkle: cmon now scott
    twinkelNsparkle: i know ur brain is bigger than a dot
    scoTTie x hoTTie: hahahha
    scoTTie x hoTTie: not bad not bad
    scoTTie x hoTTie: but now uve made me sad
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and wen im sad im mad
    twinkelNsparkle: yes i know
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and im gonna have to crush u like a bug
    twinkelNsparkle: jus cuz ur too slow
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAH
    scoTTie x hoTTie: no more hugs
    scoTTie x hoTTie: im too slow is wat u say
    scoTTie x hoTTie: well guess wat i think ur gay
    scoTTie x hoTTie: like a horse go eat some hay
    twinkelNsparkle: hAHHAHAHAH
    scoTTie x hoTTie: watever u can get in ur mouth
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and get ur ass to down south
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and leave me alone
    scoTTie x hoTTie: ill call u on the phone
    scoTTie x hoTTie: wen im ready to kick ur ass
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and pass somee gas
    twinkelNsparkle: goodness ur rhymes suck
    twinkelNsparkle: i guess ur jus outta lck
    twinkelNsparkle: luck*
    scoTTie x hoTTie: technically i dunt give a fuck
    scoTTie x hoTTie: sorry i had to add that in
    scoTTie x hoTTie: i know it was a sin
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAH
    scoTTie x hoTTie: so god plz forgive me
    twinkelNsparkle: cant u see that im on top
    twinkelNsparkle: im something u jus cant stop!
    twinkelNsparkle: so get on ur knees n gimme a bow
    twinkelNsparkle: ill even show u how
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHA goodness my brain is getting weary
    twinkelNsparkle: and i know ur jus gettin teary
    scoTTie x hoTTie: :'(
    twinkelNsparkle: so ill save u the humiliation
    scoTTie x hoTTie: this water flowin from my eyes
    twinkelNsparkle: if u gimme the recognition
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAH
    scoTTie x hoTTie: i know wat u say are lies
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and no i will not lose to a girl
    scoTTie x hoTTie: just the thot of it makes me hurl
    scoTTie x hoTTie: im too much of a man to give up my dignity
    twinkelNsparkle: what dignity
    twinkelNsparkle: all i can see
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and to do so ill say smell my fang pee
    twinkelNsparkle: is a lil boy
    twinkelNsparkle: whos loyal to his toy
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAH:-D
    scoTTie x hoTTie: hahaah
    scoTTie x hoTTie: i have no toys
    scoTTie x hoTTie: i only play with myself
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and though i may look like a elf
    scoTTie x hoTTie: im still the hottest one
    scoTTie x hoTTie: under the sun
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and listen to me hunny bun
    twinkelNsparkle: dude u wish u looked liek an elf
    twinkelNsparkle: but look at urself
    twinkelNsparkle: u look more liek a halfling
    twinkelNsparkle: no joy will u bring
    scoTTie x hoTTie: helen melon ur just too good
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and technically im not in the mood
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAH
    scoTTie x hoTTie: so u ssee this white flag
    twinkelNsparkle: yea u jus wont admit
    twinkelNsparkle: that u jus got ebat
    scoTTie x hoTTie: itll go up slow with lag
    twinkelNsparkle: beat*
    scoTTie x hoTTie: but i admit defeat
    scoTTie x hoTTie: even in this scorching heat
    scoTTie x hoTTie: i have been beat
    twinkelNsparkle: wow! so u see its not that hard
    scoTTie x hoTTie: so ill take a seat
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and hand the floor to u
    twinkelNsparkle: to admit ur a retard
    scoTTie x hoTTie: and and and achoo
    twinkelNsparkle: AHAHHAha
    scoTTie x hoTTie: hahhaa i said i GIVE UP~!
    scoTTie x hoTTie: stop killing me~!
    twinkelNsparkle: gOod job i have to give u props
    twinkelNsparkle: even tho i end up on top;-)
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHA:-D
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHA mayn this is going in my blog
    scoTTie x hoTTie: I THOT U WERE GONNA SAVE ME THE HUMILIATION
    scoTTie x hoTTie: fine fine do it just for ur own self happiness
    scoTTie x hoTTie: thnx for stealing away my man hood
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHHAHAHA
    twinkelNsparkle: no PROB bob
    twinkelNsparkle: jus kno ladies always end up first
    twinkelNsparkle: n men are the worst!
    twinkelNsparkle: k k ill stop now8
    scoTTie x hoTTie: hahahha
    scoTTie x hoTTie: PLZ I INISIT
    twinkelNsparkle: insist what
    scoTTie x hoTTie: on stoping
    twinkelNsparkle: i did:-D
    twinkelNsparkle: cuz i know u cant handle it
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHA
    twinkelNsparkle: jkjk
    scoTTie x hoTTie: haha omg
    scoTTie x hoTTie: u u....ur rite
    twinkelNsparkle: HAHAH

    ^aww now lookit that...hes begging for mercy!nYAhahAHahhah!!!
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 12:45 p.m.




    Thursday, December 19, 2002
    *·.quizzes (=
    cute%20flirt
    What Kind of FLIRT are you?

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    hug%20from%20behind
    What Sign of Affection Are You?

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    ^those are nice suprises! x)
    Earth%20girl
    Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?

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    What kind of porno would you star in?

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    ^*winkety wink* im innocent LOL
    your%20ideal%20mate%20is%20Legolas!
    Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?

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    ^well DUH! hes my hubby! =DDDDDDDDDDD course hes my "ideal mate" nyahahah

    What's Your Bedroom Personality? (For Her)

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    ^uhHHh okies
    avril2
    !!! What are your true feelings towards Avril Lavigne? !!!

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    You're just there for the music! You admire Avril. You don't care wether she's punk or not. You just think that her music is great.
    I'm%20going%20to%20Hell%20because%20I%20like%20Harry%20Potter!
    Why Will You Go To Hell?

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    ^harry potter rocks though!

    What Is Your True Aura Colour?

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    errrrr i feel like a lil kid/environmentalist now -_-
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 12:41 p.m.




    Wednesday, December 18, 2002
    *·.my pre-winter break week!
    hiYA! hrmmm lets update on this 3-day skool week shall we? (=

    today: yay today was min day!!!! happy pappy! n it didnt rain!!!! =DDDDDD went to skool n stuff. thanks so much for everything u guys! i hope u guys like my stuff too (x. after skool, went home n ate lunch n i cudnt resist the urge to open all my presents so i did xD haha. then mommy drove me to the key club can-packing thing and i stayed there n packed/sorted cans till 3ish. it was nice...i wanna help every year now! heheh. mayn we got done so fast and now we only get 6 hrs of service...we were supposed to get 9 darnit! sOBbbBB! n yea we hada break thingy afterward. OMG whatever eric, sandy, elmer, sujin, etc tells u, it NEVER happened. kay? o.KAY! (= n then daddy took me, sandy, n elmer to the mall n we met sharon n staci n we jus chilled till 5ish to stand in line for the 615 lotr. the line was SO LONG! but we got in pretty fast. the movie was AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n NO, im not sayin that jus cuz legolas was in it. BUT HE WAS FANTASTECULAR!!!!!11 fo really! i wanna b an elf now (=. eheheh now everyone admits hes HOT HOT HOT (= *sizzle sizzle* YEOW! hahahaha he comes out n everyone turns n starres at me. u GUYS! (= but yea saw lotsa ppl there! go see it if u havent, u guys!

    tuesday: reg day at skool. thanks yas yvonne, staci, n tiff! (((= wishmakers potluck at lunch. i forgot to bring stuff! but yea i ate lots anyway (=. after skool, went to the key club can-loading thing with sandy n sujin.o mayn im glad i hava equally strong (((=. hAHahah! n yea that nite, went to the band concert with christina. omgoshers we sat under the freekin ac n i cudnt feel my hands so i had to sit on them n that jus made them numb so i cudnt clap..LOL. but good job u guys!!!!!!! the narrated song was *awesome*, rite chrsitina?! hahaha. then afterward me n christina were exhaling puffs of air. it was FUN! (=

    monday: hrmmm went to first period n ditched 2nd with fellow choir ppl n hid in the library. after 2nd, went to disneyland. we almost didnt go cuz there was supposed to b the HUGEST storm. n when we got there we had an hr n a half to do stuff before we had to get dressed n perform so we shopped on main st n i got ppl smas presents and we went on snow white. i hadnt been on it for the lognest time n it was soooo freaKY! omg the queen is chantin n u see her int he mirror n she turns around n u see her ugly witch face! AGHH! hahahah (= then we got dressed n we had sooo lil time to do our hair n makeup i was like smearing stuff on my face n yanking out my hair along with my curlers. HAHA. it started raining n stuff when we were done dressing n we took a group pic n by the time we got on stage it was like POURING. n yet,...it was the best weve ever sung. im happy (=. there was a pretty big audience since ppl were tryint o get outta the rain. heheh afterward, mrs lopez was like, see thats what u gusy need, bad weather conditions to motivate u! hahah. -_-. we didnt dance or anything cuz it was slippery n wet. n yeaaa. omgoshers it was horrible when we tried to get back. they gav us trash bags to cover ourselves but those helped lil. there were HUGE puddles n the walk was SO long n eya were soaked byt thetime we got bak. n yea we got dressed into our reg clotehs n then chamber foudn out they didint havta perform cuz the weatehr was so terrible. then we went out to play. isis, julia, lyn, christa, nikki, rabia, eva, n i went to eat. well they ate since i was broke but they wudnt talk to me till i ate =/. then we went on space mtn. that was so fUN! "uh-uhh-uhuhuhuhu-uhhh"! hahaha. then we went on roger rabbit. christa!! "lennAy, lennAy, lennAy, bennAy, funnAy!!!!" LOLZ. then we split up while isis, lyn, rabia, n i went to downtown disney to sephora n the rest of them went on haunted mansion. we got bak to the bus by 5 cuz it was raining so hard. we didint get hoem til 730. *yawN* i love my fellow disney princesses! heheheh (= we havta dress up nex halloween!
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:53 p.m.




    Sunday, December 15, 2002
    *·.palm reading results!
    lookit u guys! palm reading! ...i got it from sandys blog (=

    You have a good imagination, and often exhibit sensitivity to others.
    ^heheh koolios!

    There is a tremendous amount of intensity in your mental processes. Your ability to concentrate is excellent. At times you have the ability to focus your mind so strongly that the rest of the world is shut out.
    ^hrmm iono bout that but i always get angry when sumone interrupts me when im concentrating....hahahah n i supposedly look really concentrated when i answer the fone eh, staci n josh?!

    At times, you may tend to be overly sensitive to criticism. You can be excessively cautious or narrow in your outlook unless you receive the right kind of encouragement.
    ^..now that i think about it

    You have so many interests that you may have trouble deciding which ones to pursue. This can make you seem very contradictory, since you are so passionate and sincere about each new idea you embrace.
    ^yea mayN!!! hahah theyre all so fuN! lovin it all (=


    You are a warm hearted person, with much love to give. You probably like children, and exhibit many playful characteristics.
    ^i love lil kids (= *pinch pinch* ..wait i have playful characteristics? nyahahah

    There may be times in your life when you give in to feelings of sadness or depression.
    ^i only remember once. last year. period. but thats over! (=

    You are likely to make decisions based on intuition or feelings rather than intellect. ^aww poop thats a bad thing huh?

    Your high energy level draws people to you.
    ^welllll...i admit i hava high nergy level...xD. but i think it scares people off rather than draw them to me. HAHAH

    You have a basically strong constitution, and should enjoy good health most of the time.
    ^LOL..course i enjoy good health..who likes to be sick? *shudder*

    A major illness or setback is predicted near mid-life. However, you can expect a speedy recovery.
    ^OMG...this i did NOT need to know. but speedy recovery..thats gooD!!!!

    There is a strong intuitive side to your nature, which may border on psychic or mystical ability.
    ^i dont really get that but sure, why not! (+
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 12:38 p.m.




    Saturday, December 14, 2002
    *·.survey n quizzes! fun stuff eh?!
    B A S I C Q U E S T I O N S
    [my name is]: helenmel0n!
    [in the morning i am]: unwillingly at school being tired and wishing i were in bed, sleeping.
    [all i need is]: fam n friends (=
    [love is]: indescribable
    [if i could see one person right now]: you!
    [im afraid of]: lonliness )`=
    [i dream about]: i rarely dream but if i do its really queer

    H A V E Y O U E V E R . .
    [pictured your crush naked?]: eWW
    [actually seen ur crush naked?]: course not
    [been in love?]: noPerz
    [cried when someone died]: no one that close has died.
    [drank alcohol]: nope! (((=
    [lied]: of course nottttttttttt lolz. yes.. -_-;;

    T H I S O R T H A T . .
    [coke or pepsi]: for those who think young ;o)
    [flowers or candy]: both and ill luvah you forevermore. wheehehe jk
    [scruff or clean shaven]: cleanly scruffy hahah.
    [tall or short]: in between

    W I T H T H E O P P O S I T E S E X . . . . .
    [what do u notice first?]: their sexy 100-watt GRIN BABAY! =D
    [last person u slow danced with]: dot.dot.dot

    W H O . . . . . . . . .
    [makes u laugh the most?]: sharonah, christinuh, joycearina, heather feather twin sister, my toilet sister isis, rachel gaychel, and you of course
    [makes you smile]: you!!! my friends! life. everythings dandy (=
    [has a crush on u?]: no one
    [easier to talk to: boys or girls?]: both! u guys are guhhhh-REAT!

    D O Y O U E V E R . .
    [sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?]: nope
    [save aol/aim conversations]: sometimes
    [cried because of someone saying something to u]: *sob* yes sirbopperz and youre so good at it HAHA

    H A V E Y O U E V E R
    [fallen for ur best friend]: nuh uh cuz im not lesbionian 0=)
    [been rejected]: uhm
    [rejected someone]: i dont think so?
    [used someone]: thanks for the hw =DDD no jk! i dont think i have. i HOPE i havent.
    [been cheated on]: nope?
    [done something u regret]: yeaaa....=/

    W H O W A S T H E L A S T P E R S O N
    [u talked to]: dotty aka lyn
    [hugged]: omPh i dont remember -_-;;
    [u instant messaged]: jason
    [u laughed with]: my bro

    D O Y O U
    [color ur hair]: nuh uh
    [ever get off the damn computer]: i sure do!
    [habla espanol]: si! me gusta el espanol mucho pero no me gusta me profesor de espanol....que asco!

    H A V E Y O U/ /D O Y O U/ /A R E Y O U
    [smoke]: heck no! i want to LIVE
    [obsessive]: orlando blooms my hubby no matter what anyone says ((((=
    [could u live without your computer?]: NUH UH. please dont take it away!
    [how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: i dont know. how do u check?
    [how many peeps are online right now?]: 15. how depressing. LOL
    [what's your favorite food?]: cali rolls! O YUMMMMMMMMMM
    [whats ur favorite fruit?]: cherries for looking at and oranges for eating.
    [drink alcohol?]: nope!
    [like watching sunrises or sunset]: ive never seen the sun rise! but i watched the sun set with mindy at the beach! [no dont think rong things! it was shawna n mae's party] it was mucho pretty!!!!!!!!
    [what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: emotional. yupyuP!!!!!!!!!
    [trust others way too easily?]: yeAh -_-++ but that doesnt mean im gullible! or credulous! o.kay? o.KAY! =D

    F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S
    [i want]: BOBA. i went w/o it for soo long already. n mommy wudnt buy it for me today! *SOB*
    [i wish]: 4.0 but thats impossible. SOB* DANG BRAVIROFF! my only b!
    [i love]: you (= n all my friends and fam
    [i miss]: db buddies [i heart u guys!], all the ppl i used to b liek this *crosses fingers* with
    [i fear]: dying regretting something, lonliness
    [i hear]: silence is golden. NOT REALLY! -_-
    [i wonder]: what ima do tomorrow
    [how do u kno its love?]: a lightbulb goes off! hahah jk. ionoo i guess... just know?
    [i am]: tired. craving boba. feeling guilty cuz i shud b wearing my contacts. worried because im broke. worried about key club hrs. worried about grades. anticipating show season and musical stuff. thirsty!
    Which Hogwarts Student Are You?
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:53 p.m.




    Saturday, December 14, 2002
    *·.WARNING: l0ng & boring entry! [tedioustedioustedious LOL]
    hey i finally archived this! it got a lil too long. dangit i didnt wanna archive till i made a new layout. pOOp. o wellz im too lazy/busy/both to make a new layout anytime soon. im thinnking fairy tale castle/tinkerbell or another orlando bloom or tehnicalish. whee heheh *shrug* might do it over winter break. anyways, went shopping today n bought a few more xmas presents and some make-up for choir since ive been using other ppl's stuff. x) i wanted to go to the db drama roduction with heather feather but yea i didnt. -_- i need to go to a performing arts thing for dance before winter break..but i guess im not gonna anytime soon. n i was supposed to go to the rose parade thing for key club cuz i need sooo many hrs. but me n sandy n sujin went to knox's rook for permission slips thurs after skool n he wasnt there! grr! ooH! today is the cif fball game! didnt go. obviously hahah. o mayn i hope we win! it wud b AWESOME DAWSOME! gooooo WALNUT!!!!!!!!!! =D

    spent most the day with my mommy n bro. my mommy made me angry n kept giving me the "u dont work yet, u wudnt know how it feels" lecture. errrggghhhh. n she jus did it again cuz i asked her to sign my king n i permission slips n she was like "u havta pay ?! the school is jus sucking all our wallets dry! first choir now this! blahblah blah" ommmgggg i explained to her that there WOULD be a fee before i tried out n she was like "oh dont worry about that. the monies no prob if u really wanted to be in it." n now shes lecturing me. rawr! n then when she done she gives me daddy's checkbook n was like "well? what are u waiting for? write the check." omgoodness i do NOT get that lady. HAHA. o wellllll i guess its good shes paying it. [thank yas mommy] she almost didnt sign my disneyland permission slip either cuz she thought i was jus goin for fun n i was like nooo were performin! n she was like oh u are? oh..haha. *rolls eyes* i gotta love her. HAHA. she was being such a lil kid today. it was weird. at the restaurant she went to the bafroom after me n when i got out n she went in, she was like, wait for me n i was like "huh?? why? u cant walk by urself?" n then she pouted at me. strange. HAHA n then when me n my bro was walkin out the door of the restaurant [my mommy had already went outside], my mommy pops out of the bush n said "bOO!" aGhhh freaky her inner child took over today. nyahahaha (=

    PS- I GOT THE JANUARY ISSUE OF YM!!!!!!!!! omgomgomgomgomomg@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD at first i saw ym with elijah wood on the cover n i was like omg i thought it was supposed to be orlando bloom! but ym had two cover boys for the issue: orlando n elijah. so i looked for the orlando bloom one n yea. YUMYUMYUM! elijah is really cute too..but orlandos still my hubby. nyahahaha =D
    *·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:19 p.m.





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    Steal and Die (=<
    dreamers
    have wished upon a star
    im feeling The current mood of kewlqtie@hotmail.com at www.imood.com

    prelude
    hello there! welcome to version 4.0 of mizstique! mucho thanks for visiting! mizstique, or mystique in the dictionary, means 'a complex of quasimystical attitudes and feelings surrounding some person, activity, etc'. in shorter words, an 'aura of mystery surrounding some person, thing, etc'. in the bluntest words..an aura of mystery surrounding moi! =D hahha hence 'mizstique'...i wanted to b *unique and creative* like everyone else is trying to be out there so i twisted the spelling a bit. lolz. so as u can tell, this is the personal page and blog of me ([helen]) and here you will find my daily ups n downs, accounts of days, and just random stuff! this page is still under reconstruction so just look around at whats here right now kays? i wanted to put this content in different frames, but i figured u lazy buttmunches would be less likely to read everything than when everything is in the same frame. nyahaha im jk i luvah you guys!(= everything has been made by me, so remember, when u leave, everything stays! rawR! =D wheeheheh o yea: remember to leave any thoughts at the tagboard! i need love (x so go on, read on! but dont have too much fun! (o;

    page 411
    this page was born august 2k2 and this is version 4.0, released 12*20*2k2. the theme is i wish upon a star because dreams CAN come true and inspirations were tinkerbell and the sleeping beauty castle from disneyland. i used hues of purple, white, and a little bit of gray. my tools were adobe photoshop 6.0, notepad, html, javascript, and iframes. for best viewing pleasure, u will need to press f11 or have 800x600 resolution, a javascript-enabled browser: IE 5+, iframes, and of course, an
    open mind and eyes.

    credits
    the following credits go to: nocturna and miss m. for brushes, netscape for uploading, pitas and freeservers for my hosts, ok counter for my counter, tag-board for my tagboard, imood for my moods, dot.tk for my domain name, disneyland for the sleeping beauty castle image, and all posters for the tinkerbell images.

    a few words from the webmistress (=
    my name is helen. but u can also call me helenmel0n. im fINALLY 15. and one hundro percent gurl. residing in 9o9 area. student at whs. GO class of o5!. sophiee comin ur way. o j0y, another american born chinese. *grin* im happily single. look im only worth $1,707,500.00. nothing can beat cherries in the cute factor. cept maybe cute guys. ooo! cute guys with ADORABLE smiles. shopping always makes me feel better, esp when im shopping for myself (o;. i love being in show choir. cuz i love to sing. acting comes next. i love all of u guys...friends forever. mmm...dumplings. disney princesses, we havta dress up! im tinkerbell. omgoshers im always craving boba. orlando bloom is my hubby...hands off! =D. josh hartnett is soo droolicious. tom welling, winkety wink!. whats better than strawberry cheesecake ice cream?. i love lucy is the bestest show..shes my idol!. french fries= yum, especially ones from mcdees. awww i love those kodak moments!. why am i such an online junkie. wAh-paH! im a certified webmistress hahah. soy un span nerd. im only loud sOMEtimes. always hyppy. good thing im an UNperfectionist. harry potter series RULES. lord of the rings..*GRIN*. sigh..im so lazy. acquired= 1 annoying lil bro. my shoe of choice: flip flops. american idol..whos the next superstar?!. mmm the bestest italian food: olive garden. i cant live w/o my cell [fone]. no color can beat pink. friends: cant live w/o that show. i wanna live by the beach. french manicures are so prettyful. shiny shiny lip gloss. i wanna thank whoever invented curls. (= aww lilo & stitch. cali rolls are my fav food. sometimes a queerdoe. write me letters..i luvah them!. i cant live w/o movies. im also a sucker for musicals. johnny rockets chili cheese fries..a tradition. theres nothing to describe how u feel when u see smiles and laughs. funny words amuse me. never forget the memories. one of the only shows i watch smallville. im always happier if i get to sleep in. mmm..bath n body works mango mandarin is the bestest smell. lets perform, shall we?. too bad im a procrastinator. o, last but not least..i love you!

    past layouts
    click me to see past layouts


    kodak moments
    click me to see pics


    upcoming
    [x]feb 1.chinese new year, whs choirs' pancake breakfast, winter formal
    [x]feb 3.alpha
    [x]feb 4.kni vocal n acting rehersal
    [x]feb 5.alpha
    [x]feb 6.kni acting rehersal, we rehersal
    [x]feb 7.sujins birfday
    [x]feb 8.alpha
    [x]feb 10.alpha
    [x]feb 11.kni acting rehersal
    [x]feb 12.alpha
    [x]feb 13.kni acting rehersal
    [ ]feb 14.valentines day, no school, alpha
    [ ]feb 17.presidents day, no school, alpha
    [ ]feb 19.kni acting rehersal
    [ ]feb 20.alpha
    [ ]feb 21.kni acting rehersal
    [ ]feb 27.chesters birfday
    [ ]feb 28.joshs birfday
    [ ]mar 7.riverside competition
    [ ]mar 13.prelude concert
    [ ]mar 22.festival

    wishing for...
    * disney annual pass
    * digital camera
    * back massage chair thing ((((=
    * toe socks
    * silver ring
    * lotr, harry potter, i love lucy posters
    * new pjs
    * learn to snowboard (wAh-paH!)
    * see lotr: the two towers
    * lilo n stitch dvd
    * VW jetta
    * be able to do splits by end of this year =D
    * monies
    * pierce one more pair of holes in my ears
    * red roxy sweatshirt <= not exactly but something close! (=
    * knittish cream-colored sweater
    * get my permit!!!
    * more understanding parents
    * more liberty (=
    * voice lessons

    fellow dreamers
    angie :: gumbyness
    sharon :: d0peyprincezz24
    yvonne :: so peachy!
    colleen :: HeyItzColleen
    heather :: ixSwThEAthErxi
    joyce :: jOy_ster
    rachel :: angelpinay
    jackie :: jackiElicious
    shawna :: mz_skandaluz
    mindy :: milk n cookies
    lyn :: duckieelyn
    elaine :: s i m p l y
    sandy :: simply sandy
    alice :: kismet
    austin :: klub1nsi04lln1te
    alden :: alden
    candice :: mc_star_0754
    eric :: ericman
    laura :: justxaxgirl
    cathleen :: kittycath
    patrick :: pat12ickxp
    jenny :: you get me
    a group blog :: anomalous
    jennifer :: SwTwiTtOchiPmuNk
    jinfae :: jiNfae
    jason :: JzBrownIe
    irene :: peanut
    vanessa :: less than ready

    linkage
    daily jibberish ][ my old blog
    swtprincess108 ][ aa page
    hypernessbuddez ][ jackolynn n mines' aa page
    hotdangitschang ][ christina's picture trail
    mz sh0rtie ][ shawna's picture trail
    simply sandy ][ sandy's picture trail
    nxtmuska ][ chris' picture trail


    link me

    link to http://mizstique.tk or http://mizstique.pitas.com

    so...what'd u think of my page/blog?
    its worth dreaming about (o:
    what a nightmare )o: