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Thursday, February 13, 2003
*·.4 day weekend!
goodness havent written for about a week. but YAY! today was the last day of school..before the four-day weekend coming up. joy! it was really rainy this whole week. GUH- ROSS. but yeas been pretty busy. besides school, alpha and musical rehersal. blah de blah. theyre so tedioussss. oh my. ooh my report card came today. i gotta 3.8. goodness if i only went to a stupid dance production i couldve had an A in dance and that would have upped my gpa. o wellLl. its a new semester! ooo yea todya was the day before valentines day. how fun. julia knows me so well. lOls she gave me a legolas vday card. thanks you christa n eva n orlando bloom. rehersal after school: worked on the choreography of "getting to know u" so tediousssss argh.
this scholarship paper thingy for last yrs STAR tests came n my mommy wants to know it isnt a hoax. har har. thats cool though. i think its real? cuz other people got it too.
yesterdayish: sometimes...i think u forget that i have feelings too. u make me feel like stinkin pOo half the time. whatever.
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 06:17 p.m.

Friday, February 7, 2003
*·.pictures from angies party!
if its hard to see the whole pic(s), just look in my pics section of my content on the bottom left. (=

^a group pic

^haHAHA! lookit our hands n feet!

^angie and me. we look like ghosts eh? haha

^heather, angie, n alisoN!

^jessica, me, claire, justine, sharon

^me, sharon, joyce. watch out! i have a KNIFE! rAwr! Lols

^me, joyce, heather, sharon n our o so original poses! har!

^momo n heather feather twin sister (=

^another group piC

^waiting for vittles. haha!
sooo yea angie gave those pics to joyce to give me today at alpha. yaY! thanks mucho mas dearie! today was sujins 16th birthday! HAPPY SWEET SIXTEENTH SUJINEE! ((((= i hoped u liked our picnic surprise heheH. have the bestest birthday kay?! ur the sweetest person ever! (thanks for trying to talk to my mommy.) went to alpha after school. gay gay gay. i have no life. i didint even finish cuz jenn n joyce make it distracting (o; chips are GREEn LOLOL
this week was not a good week. alpha, rehersal, usual. mommy being iffy. blah. sopmeone stole 10 bucks from me. during pe i think. u stupidhead! ill hunt u down n make u give it back. with inTEREST! rawr! lopez being a total witch. blaming us for stuff we "forgot" but we never DID cuz she never TOLD us. makes me wanan pull my hair out. n talking smack bout us in front of choreographer. okAYYy! the good note: belcher wasnt at skool from tues- friday. soOoo happy. i mean i hope hes okay. we watched lil mermaid in espanol today. "debajo al mar!" HAhAH!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:49 p.m.

Wednesday, February 5, 2003
*·.survey from my luvahly buttmunchkin
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 08:56 p.m.

Tuesday, February 4, 2003
*·.why cant she understand...
dont mind my ranting below =D
o joy. my mommy yelled at me for having a b in chem. i have 5 a's. n 1 b. n she was like blah blah blah why couldnt u try harder. u cudve gotten straight a's. blha blah!!! n i said that colleges weigh it n it would look like an a since i took honors n she was like that doesnt mean its okay to have a b. blah blah *SOB* fantastic. then i come down from showering n stressing about alpha hw since i went saturday n ima hav it again tomorrow since i dont have rehersal tomorrow so i told my mom taht this week, i dont have a whole week to do the verbal stuff n she was like why did u get home so late? n i had muscial rehersal n she was liek see thats wasting all of ur time when u cudda been doin more hw. ur wasting ur tiem blah blah. i shudda never allowed u to join n CRAP. yea i explain to ehr that i LIEK doing the musical (n choir) but she says THAT isnt IMPORTANT. ACADEMICS are important. i gotta FOCUS blah blah. shut uP! omgoshers i worked SO hard last semester. i really did. esp for spanish n math. n chem...i guess i cudda worked harder in chem but braviroff slacked off more than I did. omgg this is gay. i also wanna drop ib cuz i really dont see the point in doin allt hat extra work for a uc skool who wont even really care. n i rememvber tellin her last year n she was thinks i wanna drop cuz im lazy n i wanna slack off. @#$%^&*( n yesterday she said i coudlnt go to sujins party. she changed her mind. !@#$%^&*() now she just waved a newspaper with these gurls who got 1600's on their sats. n i was like dont expect me to get a 1600 (cuz i was angry) n she was like try ur best. n i was liek funny. that never seems liek thats enough for u. now i feel bad. NO I DONT. sigh today was her bday too. HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:18 p.m.

Saturday, February 1, 2003
*·.happy chinese new year!
gung hay fat choy! or if ur madarin, gung xi fa chi?! hehHe (= so i woke up at 920 and i was almost late for my call time for the pancake breakfast today. me n julia were running our legs off n we werent even late. HAHA. we were behind schedule anyway sooo it didnt matter. we just did "singin' in the rain" and "dont rain on my parade" at 10ish n then after we were done i went to meet mommy n mrs chirinos across from her! so i said hi n apparently mommy forgot who she was n later int he car, she was liek, "who was that lady u said hi to?" n i was like "isis' mom!" n she was like "ooh really?! she kept smiling at me n i was wondering if i knew her!" hAHAHA! poor mrs chirinos i think she thinks mommy doesnt liek her. anyways i went to alpha at 1030, an hr late n when i walk in mister kim stares at me for a while and he was like "its 1030!" n i was like "-_-;;...im sorry" ha. i brought the pancake breakfast though n ate it during break. it was so boring. AGH! n i still had to finish testing but frunk sharonah n i went to eat first n wasted an hr. finsihed testing n found out my score. freekin hORRIBLEEEE. i keep getting worse n worse n cello was like "was the test that hard everyones missing more than usual" -_- went to get boba after alpha n then went home n then went to the temple for chinese new years at night. it was really nice. ((((= makes me wanna go more often, since we only go once a year [for chinese new years] yea mommy bought a mess of stuff. tea! yuM! n then we ate n went home n i watched lilo n stitch again n tried to sing the songs but that didnt work )= HAHA! i think mommys letting me go to sujins party (= i asked her when she was in a good mood. HAr haR HAR yay!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:09 p.m.

Friday, January 31, 2003
*·.mall isnt safe anymore
haha jk! well today we had no school! yay! so sharonah picked me up around 11 n we went to the mall. we took booth pics when we got there! click to see them! note: ont he thrid pic i had my tongue like a 'u' but then i started laughing when sharon stuck hers out. LOLL. yea then we ate at johnny rockets n sharon went to buy tix for final destination n then staci n brit came n sharon made a fool outta herself at the ticket counter cuz she was like " o can i have 4 tix for final destination?" n the guy was like "can i see ur id?" sharon: "my student id?" guy: (puase n stare)...no. ur id id" sharon: OOH! u mean its rated R?!" guy:...yea" sharon: "oh uhm ok thanks ill come back later" n then she walks away really fast. HAHAHAHAHAHAH awwwww poor sharonah! hahaha that was sad but funny. so we jsut watched just married instead and sharon wouldnt stand in line to buy tickets that time. HAR! when the 4 of us went to the sweet market, brit got accosted by this survey lady who said she would give her 3 bux for answering survey stuff. so we followed her till we thoguht she was gonan take us outa the mall n posion us or have us raped (LOL) n we went to this lil store research center thing n the lady took brit to another room n had her try gum n tell her what she thought ns tuff. brit was afraid they were gonna poison her -_-;; hahah mayn we would have done it too but we were almost late for the movie by the time brit finished but hey! she got her 3 buckaroos ((=. the movie was cute n alan came in the middle of it. i cried at the end! me n staci were wiping our tears n sharion was jus liek awwwwwwwwwww!!! HAHAHah *SOB* heheh. then we went to kb toys to shop for ppls bdays. then staci sharon n i split off with alan n brit once n while we were walkin to meet them we hear this voice: "hey! hey are u guys sisters? (referring to sharon staci n me)" we knew they were tlakin to us but we pretended not to notice but it talked again "hey! u gurls! are u guys sisters?" n we looked at each other n we were liek "...no" n it was this old-lookin mexican guy talkin to us with his friend/son? hahah it was freaky n he was like "oh u guys look liek sisters ur all pretty" n we were like omg. *walk faster walk faster* HAHAHAH it was freaky n they went down the escalator n we had to go down too but we hesitated. LOL. but we did anyway n tat guy kept talking to us. "are u sure ur not sisters?" n were liek "YES." n he told his frends dont they look liek sisters?" n his friend galnced at us n the old guy was like "so whos the oldest?" staci raised her hand. then he said "whos the youngest?" sharon pointed to me. "whos teh prettiest?" n we all pointed at each other. LOL. n then we stepped off the escalator n the guy was like "talk u guys later!" n we were like lets get away from there! har har har. mayn i was broke today though. i forgotted to ask my momma for monies. bLAH! then daddy picked me n sharon up to go testing at alpha n it was SO boring n i did NOT wanna test. but i saw frunkster n jeNn! n jenny tambien n jenny jenn n i figured we had teh same shirts. i was wearing my pink bebe shirt n jenny had a black one on n jenn was leik i hav that shirt! HAHa. chester threatened sharon with his switchknife n dennis took his out n sharon thought it was fake so she started banging the desk with it n cello comes int o check on us n she sees sharonw ith his big ol knife ni was like omG HAHA. anyways tomorrows chinese new years yay! n also whs winter formal (have fun whoevers goin!) n alpha n whs choirs' pancake breakfast. go tomorrow u guys! if u wake up anytime between 7 n 10 go to the pancake breakfast n support us por favor! (((= okays i gotta do my alpha sentences now. guh rOss. bye!
5 min after i posted:
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: OMGOSH! IM READING your jouranl thingy!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: ahahahh*!!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: im laughign while reading it
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: :-D
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: gosh! IM SUCH a dUMmashHhh!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: hahahha*!
twinkelNsparkle: U KNOW U LIEK THAT
twinkelNsparkle: hahahahahahhahaha
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: im like the biGgest spAz! SERIOUSLy! hahaha
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: im adding this
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: eh! HAHAHAH! lolz.. the knife wasn't my fualt!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHAH
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: i seriously thought it was a rubber one :-D
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: hahah
^lOls we LOVE you sharonah!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:44 p.m.

Thursday, January 30, 2003
*·.finals are overrrrrrr!
omgoshers JOY! theyre finally over! wow ihavent posted in about a week. hahah my momma got my bro netzero so hes been on ALL THE TIME n its been driving me CRAZY. hHAah but then this week WAS finals week n stuff. it was so tiring. i feel so exhausted. i tried taking a nap today but it ddint really work. n then i have alpha and musical rehersals (which reminds me..i need freekin knee pads i have BIG OL hUMOngO bruises on my knees. n it inst pretty. im not gonna wear shorts till they go away! HAHA) n choir rehersal n pancake breakfast this sat which means i havta miss alpha for an hr or two which i know will make my mommy angry. this is gay. spanihs final was HARD )= but i got an 84. i hope is till have an a. dance final was fun! me encante'! math final was okay. i hope i ddnt fail n i still have an a. chem was ok/hard. i had an 85 so my grade wont go anywhere whether i fail or not. choir final was scary. but it was okay i think. that day ms g left so we had a lil party after that n i got high off crema puffs. my awesome CUP full of cream puffs. hAr har. hahah english was pretty fun i laughed a lilt hough n i missed one word. i gotta 47/50. 96 i think. bleh n my grade stayed the same but thats good i guess. omgosherssss sat is chinese new years! yay! its aloso pancake breakfast n alpha. )= NOoo.
go to the pancake breafast! hosted by the whs' choirs. begins at 7 ends at 10. come in whenever u want. u get a breafast n entertainment for 4 bucks. please go! (hint!! around 930-10 am! HAHA)
so tired. all the time. dont even wanna go out/do anythign anymore. school is yucky. learning is yucky. my brain wants to explode.
they need healthier food at school. HAha but i ibought grapes from speedline today! YUMM (((=
im cranky. can u tell? sorry if i made anyone else cranky
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 07:42 p.m.

Wednesday, January 22, 2003
*·.o no! watch out!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHAH
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: im waitinG
Auto response from twinkelNsparkle: Sharon is sad I am sad :-(
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: lalallalallala
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: hahah (:
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LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA&!!!!
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YOU
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: CRACK MEE UP!!!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHAHAH*!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: IM LIEK ROLLING ON THE FLOOOR!! OF LAUGHIN SO OMUCH!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHA
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: I LUV YOOH HELEN! YOU R SOo FUNNY!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: AHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: LOLLL
^HAhAHAHAH wow i cud be a comedian if every audience was as awesome as pea. lOLs n o yea, its okay. its their sexual tension!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: I JUST PICKED UP THIS FONE
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: AND IT WAS DIS LIDO BOY
twinkelNsparkle: FOR Ur sIS:?!?!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: I THOGUTH IT WAS ONE OF MY FRIENDS
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: AND DEY WERE LIEK
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: "OH CAN I SPEAK TO WENDY"
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: I WA SLIEK ahhhhhh!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: DANMMM! SHE GETS MORE FONE CALLS FROM BOYS DEN I DO :-(!!
twinkelNsparkle: AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: GRR!!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: DAT DROPS MY SELF ESTREEM!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: MY LIDO "7" YEAR OLD SISTER
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: GETS MORE FONE CALLS FROM BOYS DEN MEEE !:-(!
LiD0 d 0 PEY X24: HAHAHAH*!!
^lOlSS!!!!!!!! awww its okay! ur just as adorable and a sparkling conversationalist as ur lil sis! HAHAHAh =D
my lower back hurted all today. )= BOO! eng final today. tahnks to shawna, mindy, n josh for helping me study for it! hrmm, wanted to go to bettys for her lil study group thingy after rehersal today but then i didn have a ride till 8 n that was kinda too late i think. o well! sigh skipped alpha today so i havta go on saturday. guh-ROSS! is anyone gonna go to the renaissance car wash?! (= hahah americal idol is hilarious (((= people, u have guts to try though so good job, even to the (x [rejects]. (=
I ericman I: u kno wat song remindsme of you and yvonne?
twinkelNsparkle: what
I ericman I: bob marley - dont worry be happy
twinkelNsparkle: HAhHAHAHH1
twinkelNsparkle: im so PROUD!:-D
I ericman I: seriously
^DL IT U GUYS! =DDD
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:43 p.m.

Tuesday, January 21, 2003
*·.funny pictures =D
these first two are from a site i found in jinfae's pf. go here for more.

^I'LL KILL YOU WITH MY KNIFE! HAhhhAHahahAHHA!!!

^WELL, THAT DIDN'T WORK. HAHAHAHAHAH! thats FUNNY!

^hahah its my bro(in yellow) n his amigos. mayn my bros so ganGstuH in his visor. o no! watch out. HAHAHA. o n i dunno the rest of the people. mm hmm.
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 07:25 p.m.

Monday, January 20, 2003
*·.happy martin luther king jr's bday holiday! HAHA
hiYoOO! today, i went to get refill contacts..finallY! hahaha i can finally SEE. i ttok me freekin 15 min to put it in. -_-; hAH. o yea n went to market with mommy n bought all this JUNK. i LOVE green tea mochi ice cream. DROOLLLL. then i went home n sharon picked me up around 2 n we went to eat. i played with her lil sister in the car tho. haha shes so cute. we played old maid n i won 8D HAHA. sharon was like "ew why are u playing with her?!" hahah yea so we ate udon n cali rolls in the korean market resturant thingy. the guy that served us was tellin us what everything was n how to use it n we were like "ehhh do we look that white?! HAHAH jk" but yea we dunno how to use our chopsticks properly. AHHAH!. the food was pretty good! n we talked bout the gay people. HAHAHAHA!! eww! double sets! hahaha! n then we had alpha. during winter break jenn was telling me about a math teacher who always looked faded n had a big mole. n today we were chilling outside before class started n a car drove by n jenn was like "hey thats vinn!" n i was like "the one with the mole?" n she was leik =X n bolted inside. LOl it hink i said it kinda loud eh? HAHA. so we kept LAUGHING about his mole during class n it was SO hlarious. liek us 4 gurls: sharon joyce jenn n me. it was sad though..we jus kept laughin every 15 min about it. o yea josh chester n dennis came in late n OMG they were wearing the exact same things; gray shirts n jeans it was SO funny n everyone started laughing. cuz last week they all came in like blue shirts n khakis. HAHAHA. im sorry u guys x) but it was funny =D. during break we tried my lil rice ckae coconute thingy n it was bland bleh. i colored joshs ec graph thingy for him since he said please. lOL jk!! me n joyce made a sun with sunglasses n a rock witha face n freekin COOL yellow tinted spikes for the lion. LOOlllll (((= yea me n joyce were too loud during class n the teacher wanted to move us. dangit. i didnt listen in class tho. i never i do in math. sigh. HAHA i laughed so much today though. my stomach hurts like crazy . i feel liek i did 500 crunches. i shud laugh allt he time so it wud b liek working out my freekin potbelly. whee! HAHa. my math scores so horrible. on my test this week, i gotta 1200 instead of a 1150 cuz cello didnt grade section 6 on saturday. 610 verbal =/ n 590 math )))= math is horrible!!!!!!! i hate it. n everyone does SO well in it. QUEERS! hahah jk. im surprised i improved though. i guess i shud do my hw from now on. HAHA. i wanna 1400 by end of this year. or near it. maybe 1500 by jr year?! *crosses fingers* but then i gotta work my butt off. how freekin fun! after class, sharons mommy took me home n she missed the turn n she ran over stuff. sharon was liek "omg is it a dead animal?!" HAHA.
XRicE2GoX: i didnt know u went to alpha
twinkelNsparkle: heheh yea i do!
twinkelNsparkle: do u?!?!?
XRicE2GoX: haha
XRicE2GoX: i saw u
XRicE2GoX: u came out from the restroom
XRicE2GoX: and the teacher told u to close the door
XRicE2GoX: i was in that class
twinkelNsparkle: OMG
HAHAHAHAH
^how MORTIFYING. LOL
yesterday i did nothing. boring! well i woke up n mommy took to me to bettys house n betty, staci, n i studied for the math final. omgoshers we did math for freekin 4 hrs. -_- but we figured out ec (even tho i forgot my ec stuff), ch 1, 2, n 9 tests. YAY! then mommy picked me up around n we were gonna go shopping but i went home instead cuz i was gonan b a good gurl n study. but i ended up being lazy. HAHA
i have no life =D
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:37 p.m.

Saturday, January 18, 2003
*·.my life= alpha. YUCK

^reunited! YAY! i missah you liek crazy angiE!

^HAHA we are COOL: sharon, me, joyce, angie

^cat, me, joyce, sharon, angie

^aww lookit my adorable pea!
today was okies. first woke up tot he sound of the dang treadmill. its so louddd. blah! n then i went to alpha to take the test in the fUH-reezing room but me n joyce talked alot anyways. n we heard mister kim tell the homosexual story through the wall. HAHA. n then when we were done testing me n frunk went to the market so she could buy food n she bought good lookin rice cakes that tasted yucky. hAah i spit mine in the bushes -_-;; lo siento frunk! haha n while we were at the aashier the guy bagging the stuff was like "habla espanol?" n i was like "uh...un poco." LOL! i communicated iwth a native speaker! okay anyways so my 'rents took 1/2 to get to alpha n i made cello grade my test while iw as there. ))))= im stupid. STUPID STUPID STUPId. FREEKin 1150. she was like "u cud do better in math" i was like -_- okay HAHA. okay i resolve to do my alpha hw now so i wil do better on tests. n i wont talk while im testing. YEA RIGHT -_-;;. HA! n then momma n papa picked me up n made me go to chinatown with them so they cud buy allt his stuff for chinese new years/ AGHH they take forever n chinatown is so. eh. HAHA. but then they took me to buy jazz shoes n i finally got the pea/pee notebook! yay! ooh angies gonna send/gimme the party pics! hehe yay! o yeaa my bro got a bench press yesterday. i wanna see how much i can bench! =D STOP LAUGHING.
twinkelNsparkle: did mister kim tell u the homosexual story8-)
twinkelNsparkle: HAHA
PyRoMaNiAc28: yes
twinkelNsparkle: HAHa!
PyRoMaNiAc28: used chester as an example
PyRoMaNiAc28: and me
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: what did he say?
PyRoMaNiAc28: if chester was gay
PyRoMaNiAc28: i woudlnt be his friend
twinkelNsparkle: HAAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: u have no choice
twinkelNsparkle: ur his cousin
twinkelNsparkle: HAHA!!!!!!!
PyRoMaNiAc28: >:o
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: thats fUNNY!!!
^aw how sad LOLL
^the triplets are BITTER HAHAHa. n shuttup about the door thing O:<
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:50 p.m.

Thursday, January 16, 2003
*·.sweat baby sweat!
it was so DANG hot today. what kind of winter is this?! blecccchhhhh. its the global warming, i tell u! HARDY HAR! today, pop quiz in spanish. gotta 100 though =D changed into pjs after pe cuz i wanted to b comfy. dont make fun of me, u people. haha. i hava 90.0 in math. AGHHH!!!!!!! ))))= i better do well on the final. omgoshers. chem i hava 80 n i know ima bomb the final but then andy said once she drops the lowest test grade it shoots up alot. *HOPEFULLIES!* alice came in for singin int he rain today. joy. did nothing in eng but our final is gonna b only 30 lines of memorized julius caesar. YAY!!!! i luvah mrs dutton (=. n then after skool, chilled in the front a while before i aws sposed to go to rehersal. went with kim to the bathroom n she doesnt wash her hands after she pees..LOl ewwww! n i was goin crazy when she was gonna walk out w/o washin her hands n she was liek "i dont touch anything! my hands are clean!" HAHAHA! i made her sanitize herself 8D then i went to rehersal at 330 n it was weird. i think i gotta brusie on my arm from dropping to the floor so hard. n we had to practice freaking out better. she said we were lame the first time but we got "better' HA!
why cant i have those parents who i can talk to about anything n everything? theres so lil communication n i KNOW i cant talk to them botus tuff. ergh its so gay. we dont understand each other. o yes i know im so privielged and lucky to be where i am rite now. me n my bro are what they work for. i havta live their dream for them [courtesy of mister kim]. n yada yada i take it for granted. i dont understand the hardships they went through. of course. i jus dont know how lucky i am. BLAH! i know i am. n im grateful. i really am. my parents are great. i just wish they werent so...iono..strict? n that they wud wanna try to understand my view of stuff too? sigh. this is gay. its sad but im glad im not home right after skool most of the week. makes me wanan move out the day i turn 18. blech. i just hope i dont go crazy enough to do stupid things n stuff though. hAHah stop me if i do, u guys!
i have the bestest friends. i luvah you guys! thanks SOOO much for everything! n i will always be here for u guys! anytime, all the time! xoxo
christina i admit u are right. mister kim is AWESOME DAWSOME. hahahah im sorry i amde fun of u for it over the summer 8D u know i luvah you. me n joyce are gonna write about him for our college entrance exams. SHOot! (=
how come no ones going to formal? how sad! u gotta make the best of ur high school memories u guys! fo really! haHAa ((((= so when we go to our hs reunion as lil old grannies n grampies with potbellies, we can look back n say..."remember..uh..this n that n etc n etc. it was..uhh awesome! etc etc!" HARDY HAR HAR! okay im done being queer. off to figure out stupid math ec i dont freekin get! buh bYEE!
last note: i gotta take a freekin typing course cuz i keep gettin DANG typos! uiwshguilugb;g (=
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:10 p.m.

Wednesday, January 15, 2003
*·.ooh! best verbal session so far!
school is boring. after skool, verbal at alpha n me n sharonah were dreading mister kim n (possible) vocab test but it was pretty cooL. when we got outta the car sharonah said "thank you mister wong" n she wa sliek "oops i meant mrs. wong im so sorry!" n my mommy was like "oo just clal e judy!" n i was liek =O OMG! hHAHAHAHA HAHA EWWWWWWW! thats so EWWWW! hahahah. n i was hungry so joycearina went with me so i cud buy sushi n we ran the way back cuz i thought we wud b late. haha. mister kim told us stories for abotu 2 hrs (((= it was aww/ooh/*sob* hahah. i luvah his stories! n then we did the reg stuff. when class was over me n sharonah told him we wont coem when musical starts n he was liek "come on saturdays" n we were liek -_-;; haha
pOm By27: so u ppl quiting on us>?
twinkelNsparkle: im not quitting till march 17
twinkelNsparkle: so hav no fearrrrrrrrrrrrr
pOm By27: crap
pOm By27: till march
pOm By27: i was gonna lke hav a party when u ppl r leaving
twinkelNsparkle: =-O
twinkelNsparkle: UR SO MEAN
twinkelNsparkle: IM NOT GETTIN U A BDAY PRESENT ANYMORE
twinkelNsparkle: >:o
pOm By27: haha
pOm By27: its all gravy
pOm By27: i dun get none anyways
pOm By27: i finkin i'm shower
pOm By27: brb
twinkelNsparkle: ur RUDE
pOm By27: thanks
twinkelNsparkle: hahahah
twinkelNsparkle: u know u like us there
twinkelNsparkle: we amek it FUn
pOm By27: lol
pOm By27: corse man
pOm By27: helen and sharon
pOm By27: wat else can i ask 4
twinkelNsparkle: yes SIREE!
twinkelNsparkle: i KNOW huh
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: if we make charleen go
pOm By27: no
twinkelNsparkle: o man it wud b a APRTy every time
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAHAHAHA
pOm By27: too much happiness
twinkelNsparkle: ahhahahah
pOm By27: can't take it
twinkelNsparkle: im jkkk
twinkelNsparkle: shut up u sarcastic lil boy
pOm By27: haha
pOm By27: i am so not little
hahah aint that the rudest! omgoshers when sharonahs momma picked us up, sharon accidentally bit her tongue n it started bleeding liek crazy it was so sad but Hilarious cuz she kept WHINING to her momma. whine whine whine! HAHA jk!!! it was funny. i luvah u my pea! n then sharonah found otu her momma took ehr lil sis to watch movies n shaorn went crazy n her momm was liek wendy! hahaha wendy blew the secret! its okay sharon, ur jus bitter. LOL jK!!! MUAH! hahah when i got home my seventeen came n there was a dance article! YAY! n i was stressing bout where to find one by tomorree (=
hahah we were being corny
twinkelNsparkle: i need to get my permit soon )=
t0kY0dAn: cool
t0kY0dAn: im getting my license soon
t0kY0dAn: wen i get it
t0kY0dAn: well go to dennys
twinkelNsparkle: hhhahaha
t0kY0dAn: my favorite place
twinkelNsparkle: okay!!!
twinkelNsparkle: hahah fo really?!
twinkelNsparkle: they hav greasy stuff
t0kY0dAn: yea
t0kY0dAn: i feel comfortable there
twinkelNsparkle: loLLL
twinkelNsparkle: so when ur lonely/sad/depress/edwhatever, u go chill by urself at dennys?
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAH jK!
t0kY0dAn: i would
twinkelNsparkle: lol
twinkelNsparkle: sit in ur lil corner
t0kY0dAn: i love dennys
t0kY0dAn: its the best place to talk
twinkelNsparkle: abotu waht?
t0kY0dAn: life
t0kY0dAn: if u go wit me to dennys
t0kY0dAn: we would talk for hours
t0kY0dAn: its so comfortable to talk there
twinkelNsparkle: loLL
twinkelNsparkle: u can "open up", daniel
twinkelNsparkle: lOL
t0kY0dAn: lol
twinkelNsparkle: pour ur heart out
twinkelNsparkle: !
twinkelNsparkle: HHAHA
t0kY0dAn: u can dry my tears
twinkelNsparkle: yes
twinkelNsparkle: ill give u a hsoulder to cry on
twinkelNsparkle: HAHA
t0kY0dAn: LEAN ON ME!!!!
t0kY0dAn: WEN UR NOT STRONG
t0kY0dAn: AND ILL BE UR FRIEND
t0kY0dAn: :D
twinkelNsparkle: LOL
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:51 p.m.

Tuesday, January 14, 2003
*·.monday + tuesday
i hate block tuesdays!!!!!!!!! AGHHH i was just waiting for espanol n math to pass n counting th emin on the clock. !@#$%^&*() hahaha. during break, betty asked if i was wearing fake eyelashes. LOL!! -_-;; silly betty. during lunch, read yucky/grr stuff. -_- har! in 5th, we changed n did our hair/makeup as fast as we could n then we took pics. then i forgot i had my necklace on so i tucked it in my bloomers. hA! omgoshers the man took 4 poses n my cheeks hurt after the 2nd pose. HAHA. then isis, julia, n i took buddy pics. our pose was queer. i think i was really heavy. sorry u guys! omgoshers it was soo uncomfy cuz i was lying across julia n isis' laps n it didnt really work the first time n i fell off -_-;; HAHAHA but we finally got it n yeaa ppl said it looked kinda weird. i hope it turns out okay cuz itll either b relly "original" or really WEIRd. lyn gave me disneyland pics. thanks yas dotty! (= after school, went tutoring with chrustinah in iacopetti. did most my math..YAY! but i was really hungry. we werelistening to my tummy growl. RAWR! hahah o yeas n candice told me i gotta 80 on my chem test. DANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG NABIT!
yesterday was busy? ionos it was really hot though. n i was sweating liek a PIG the whole day. HaRDY HAR! gotta 100 on my spanish quiz. YAY! (((= hada chem test. it was. okays. n yea cheated for 5th per. lol cuz im nice liek that (o; HAHa jk! during 6th, dutton passed out our psat scores. -_-;;; YUCKKKKK. i did okay in writing. but thas it. n writing dont count in psat 1! AGHH! n lyn told me not to trip (over mys cores) n i was ognna go back to my seat n then i tripped, literally, over jasons backpack! HAHAH! (x after skool, went to alpha. mommy took me n sharonah there n sharon said she thought she saw chris n jeff while we were driving! whoA1 hahah but when we got there we saw my FRUNK! YAY!!!!! i love ya joyce (o; n jenn tambien! *sMOOOCHH* haahha luvah you guys! n eric stopped by for 2 secs to see *aHEM! AWWWWWWWWWWW n then josh, chester, n dennis came like 10 min late. tsk tsk. our new teacher is nice though (= i like her (= but young was nice too )= but she lefted. anyways us gurls saw that josh/chester/dennis dressed like eXActly the same so were christening them the triplets. HARDY HAR! it was so loud though. soo kick back. i dont wanan do verbal with mister kim. noooooooo! dennis got all the questions. made me angry. ur too smart O=< then me n joyce talked bout MOLES (moley moley moley moley) n it ws SO freekin hilarious. i think everyone thought we were crazy. someone kicked me. i think it was dennis. rawr! oooh n HA.sharonah didnt make me tell her! i told u i wouldnt! n yeas then sharonahs momma took me home n i stressed over hw. bOOOOOOOO i will never be able to go home right after skool again this week. sigH!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 05:06 p.m.

Sunday, January 12, 2003
*·.erics freestyle/rap suffers
hahah lookit what eric did!
THE ORIGINAL BEAT IS
LUDACRIS -WELCOME TO ATLANTA
Yo yo yo yo yo yo yo check it
Theres a chick named Helen that has a singing voice,
Shes the coolest person…second to joyce. (whoops!)
Shes 5 foot five at age 15,
Hella hyper…hella nice…everything in between.
Cuz yo…she could be gullible at times,
And she would be guilty of being to happy…if that was a crime.
when u diss her she gasp and does not speak,
that’s soo original is soo unique.
Hey Helen how much u be weighting? (pause)
Aahah that’s a joke…im just playing…
You kno my dissing you is all out of love,
yer interesting soo much to talk of.
Helen is what? A tangerine?
Naah neither man…melons…the ones that are green.
Shes married to her so called hottest groom
Whos that yo? Yo doode that’s Orlando bloom.
Wait doesn’t she like legolas from lord of the rings?
Who cares she’ll be on American idol when she sings.
She seriously too happy, full of bliss.
Like when Kelly said some people waited a lifetime for a movment like this.
I may seem a lil too mean,
But understand the meanings were clean.
In the back I kno shes not gonna stab
Helens the bestest buddy a person could every have.
hahaha thanks eric! im so surprised u didnt full-out diss me. LOL. n omgoshers i will not CRY when u do. HAR! ooh! he made one botu himself too! lookit:
THE BEAT- CAMRON- HEY MA
(hey eric)
wassup?
(you fly)
that’s right
(guess wat)
what?
(imma leave my man tonight)
(hey eric)
wassup?
(you fly)
that’s right
(guess wat)
what?
(imma leave my man tonight)
picture me crusing down your block with the windows down,
system on full blast as the rims go round.
Chicks on the side be checking me out,
And their boyfriends be walking the opposite route.
I aint trying to ruin your plans at all,
but just incase if u and your man fall apart…boom gimme a call.
I was strolling around town the other day,
I bumped into this shorty and made me turn the other way (wooooo!)
A fly chick I was feeling her style,
She was wearing the classic air jordans I haven’t seen in a while.
I pull up to the curb flossing in my car,
can I introduce myself…shes like (I already kno who u are.)
(The name is eric right…that doep deejay)
im like..wateve ma…u just made my day.
20 minutes past I asked her wat she was doing tonight…
she said she had a man and she wasn’t a player…aite!
I figured I’d get a drink but as I was walking away,
she called my name…I looked back…and this is wat she had to say…
(hey eric)
wassup?
(you fly)
that’s right
(guess wat)
what?
(imma leave my man tonight)
LOLs erics piMP?! o_O hahahah yea wells its cool. he made one botu sharonah toO but i didnt get to see/hear it.
oOH yesterday i went shopping n i gotta harry potter shirt! YAY!!! n other stuff. but a harry potter shirt! YAY!! hahahah n its red (= it was a lil boys shirt tho so ima slit the front n lace it with red ribbon and slit the sleeves. (=
sharonah i dont like head's ups anymore -_-;;;;
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 12:17 p.m.

Friday, January 10, 2003
*·.POOP on key club! RAWR!
i got kicked outta key club i think )))))= dang nabit. i talked to mister knox right before 4th and he was like "yea i know 17's close but its not 18. and i already gav u an extra hr for can packin and 1 more hr for dcm balh blah blah" grrrrrrrrrrrrr. but, thanks liz for making me feel better! i luvah you! hahah ur so funny! rice, vanilla, chocloate, or beans?! LOLs..it took me a while to get it! ooh but then i kidna took out my anger on daniel before lunch..sorry! =D oOoh! in spanish we got our ch 2 compositions back! n i gotta 94 in grammar and 96 in style. YAY! oh yea in lunch, i smashed joshs foot. sorry! HAHA i was only trying to wake it up =D. after skool, went to pick up king n i schedukles for next week and i only hav rehersal on thurs so it doesnt mix in with alpha..YAY! actually, NOOO i dont wanan go to alpha agian..NOoooo! hahah my frunk and josh/chester/dennis are gonna be new victims next week. what fun! o yea one last thing; TGIF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
oooh! btw, click here! i found it in jennys blog and i remember seeing it beofre. its really cute! =D
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:02 p.m.

Thursday, January 9, 2003
*·.ARgH! @%$&^*(
okies so today was a pretty good day! (= spanish was ehh. dance was fun. tap is pretty fun. then in math we got out ch 7 tests back. omgoshers i did soOO horrible. a freekin 78. @#$#$^#$@! blah! that will totally bring my SO-HARDLY-WORKED FOR freekin a- down! its prolly a b+ now. NOOOOO! chem was whatevers. test on monday that ima fail again. then during lunch, i went to mister knox's room for key club to ask bout my hrs. cuz i only hav 17 n u need 18 to pass. n ppl went in one by one n when they came out they looked terrified. they said it was hella scary. NOOOo. mayn i was thinkin of all these excuses n stuff n then the freekin bell rings n i was liek the second one about to go. DANG PPL NEED TO STOP CUTTING. omgoshers. grr! im angry. i do NOT wanna wait in line again tomorrow. n yea....but i dont wanna get kicked out eitherrrrr! yecH! okies then choir was kool. in eng, we went to the theater for the comedy sports thing. it was pretty funny. i think some of them are really good though. lols. then we voted for winter formal court. o joy! after skool, had vocal rehersal for king n i. it went pretty well. we were doing "getting to know you" and yea. the people playing kids are pretty soft though n wives are reaLLY loud and we kinda drown them out. so lopez might switch some wives to sing a lil of the kids part. n yeapers. hahah well winter formal is gonna b on feb 1st...at joes garage. where the heck is that?! who wants to hav a dance in a GARAGE?? o YEA u guys lets go dressed up REALLY nice n dance in a GARAGE! maybe we'll even sit on CARS! hahaha n that day is the same day as pancake breakfast AND chinese new years. omgoshers i cant wait till chinese new years! MONIESSSSS! so i can finally buy dance shoes and this sweater and...other..stuff. HA HA.
getting to know you!
getting to feel free and easy!
when i am with u,
getting to know what to say.
haven't you noticed?
suddenly im bright and breezy!
because of all the beautiful and new things
i'm learning about you day by day!
reminder to self: WORK ON PEA'S LAYOUT! (=
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 05:43 p.m.

Wednesday, January 8, 2003
*·.hell0!
jello! today was a kick back day! yay! pe, chem, eng..either whatevers or boring. hada key club meeting today..as usual on every wed. but we got our hrs this time n we need 18 to pass. i got 17. my member said shed talk to mister knox to see if she could carry it over but she just claeld n said i shouldgo tell him why i cudnt do 18 tomorrow during lunch. but i cant think of a reason. HAHA. hrmm ill think of sumtin. n i was gonna check my psat score tomorrow too. heheh after skool, went home. then daddy drove me bak at 430 so i could get fitted for the king n i costumes stuffs. omgoshers the kids/royal princesses look SO adorable hahah. liek their shirts are suppsoed to make em look boobless. it kidna worked cept for one person. AHEM!!! HAHAHA it was hilarious. n yea wives went last n it took forver waiting. n he made me try on this horendously ugly bright turqoiuse n itchy shirt but he said he might not make me wear it. WHEW. haha n it was suppseod to go till 515 but he laged with the lead ppl so i didnt leave till 545ish. o joy. but then now hw today soim happY! that hasnt happeend for the LONGEST time! whee!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:42 p.m.

Tuesday, January 7, 2003
*·.OWW
aGgh i have these sharp pains in my stummick..like those pains u get when u run n then ur side starts hurting? yea -_-;; bleh! anyways today was so BORING. i was so close to falling asleep in all my classes. i kept nodding off. HAHA. cept for choir but then thats cuz it was right after lunch. after school, went to king n i meeting n people told me it ends at 430 but i had told my daddy at 4 so i called him to tell me to pick me up at 430 but then it ended at 400 anyway..how gay! haha. n yea that was boring. all they tlaked about was rules n schedules n stuff.
during enrichment:
christina: haha me n staci are gonna grow mullets this friday
betty: mullets?! eww thats gross!
christina: yea! theyre awesome
staci: yea and im gonna braid it
everyone: eww hahahahah
me: omgosh i thought christina n staci said they were gonna grow MOLES
betty: EWWW!
chester: haha how are they gonna braid mole hairs?!
betty: yea! unless they were some chinese old guys'
everyone: LOL
^HAHAH that was funny! well thats all i rememebr. i know chrisitna had a few stupid comments for me. HAHAH...byebye!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 10:01 p.m.

Monday, January 6, 2003
*·.first day back!
adding some more stuffs..
sharonah n i forgot to mention one last thing in the entry: GUYS ARE RETARDS!!!!!!!
...which reminds me of another LATE resolution:
stay guy free! its the way to be! ...like me! HAHA. okay im done being stupid. byebye!
HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY YVONNE!!! I LUVAH YOU MY FELLOW MASTER PLANNER! [her bday was yesterday...kiss her! lols]
PS: SHARON is the one the flattest stomach. im so jealous. GRR! hahahah (o;
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:52 p.m.
helLO! today was the first day back from winter break....-_- hahahah mayn i was so dead the whoel day. n it was so DANG windy! lols anyways my lower back hurted the whole day. n sharonah said i looked pregnant cuz i was trying to hold myself up LOL. n yea i think i pulled my left hamstring in dance. GRR! anyways i was suppsoed to go to alpha today with sharonah but jenny told me it doesnt start till NEXT WEEk! YAY! so yea wre just chilling right now n sharonah is fantasizing about b2k since were watchin trl n "bump x3" is on. HAHAH n yea she was being really retarded cuz she was tryin to stuff an orange slice in her mouth n it didnt really work ns he ended up spraying orange juice stuffs everywhere. HAHA what a sharon! n she never had dim sum before..omg how UN-chinese can u get?! anyways now were pigging on hersheys kisses. bLEch so much chocolateh! hahaha were gonna put on MUD MASKS later! YAY! cuz it was so dang windy n yeaaaa. hahahh she gave me the ENVELOPE full of the MEMOries and ripped up STUFF -_- shes a silly lil gurl. i will treasure it FOR you! hahah n when u look at it ten years from now...HAHA gorilla face! okay she wants to say stuff now...
hYiEEEE*!!! ish mee AGAiN!! chARON AT PEE'S H0USE.. DANG. i SERi0USLY LiVE AT HER H0USE. H0W SAD :X. ish okay . she luvs me ! more dan everyone!! haha JP! i ono .. she proably doesn't ne wayz :( boOoOoo.. we dindt have alpha today! yippiEe. okay welpz we ate ! i eat so much! gosh helen's soo skinny!! she got like the flattest stomach!!!! hahah ne waize! haha it was soo windy today but i was okay since i have small eyes! and den i busted out my glasses to protect my eyes! yay! dey come to some use! i GAVE helen "THE" evenlope of all the rippe d stuff and all the memories.. she lookin at it and awwin mee.. haha! lOlz..she spiillled my small pieces! gosh haha 2 paper cuts im cursed! ahh! i feel *empty*! sigh, oh welpz. okay im gettin a new fone later btu ish gonna be ugly! haha okay bye !
HELLO! its me helen again! hahah i decided i had to write more cuz yea! aww i jus read alla sharonahs' stufs n aww! dang she ripped lieke verything into liek ITSY BITSY TEENY WEENY YELLOW POLKA DOT..i mean tiny little pieces! hahaha omgoshers theyre soo sad! but ima keep em for her..IN CASE she EVER wanna go back. omgoshers were watchin taildaters right now n sharon is checkino ut everygurl..liek "nice boobs" "nice body" "omg she has abs" HAHAH o wait the abs one was me..LOL -_- anyways n yea my bro got freaked out cuz were chckin out the gurls. LOls. mayn after i write this me n sharon are gonn read this togehter n i was like maybe we rote the same stuff ns he was like nooo i dont think so! AGHH ! i know she embarrased me! o well. yea i was eating sunflower seeds n spitting the shells int he trahs can. HAR HAR HARDY HAR HAR HEE HAW. losl. i dont wanna do HWWWWWWWWWWw noOooOOOoo. okAy shes telling em to hurry up. gona pres enter. byee!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 04:18 p.m.

Saturday, January 4, 2003
*·.si se puede!
oooh i fergot to mention RESOLUTIONS! whEE!:
dont "protect" me from info or stuffs...cuz it just hurts even more when i find out.
aGhhhh! todays the second to last day of break! nOOOOOOO! sigh. i was supposed to go to disneyland today! but my momma didnt lemme. *soB* but then she took me shopping at the brea mall today. so (= yay new clothes! happy pappy! n i gots yvonnes bday present toO! =D anyways first we went to eat n we bumped into my aunt n uncle n lil cousins! then i was gonna cut my hair but nahhh. anyways we spent 5 hrs at the mall at still didnt shop the whole thing. id ont think i ever will. HAHA. hrmm then we went to eat jap food. omgoshers it was sOOO yummy. i lvoe green tea ice cream. n cali rolls of course. *drool* hhaha. goodness i still didnt finish my hw yet. -_-;; bleh! ooH! i finished lotr: the two ttowers today tho! yAY! heh hehh. okies my bro wants to use the dang comp now. till next time!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 09:40 p.m.

Thursday, January 2, 2003
*·.drama-full
i feel so much closer yet so much farther from u guys than ever. love you guys mucho!
ill always be here for u guys. why wont u let me?
to everyone: hope you feel better! n thanks you for listening!
y v o iv iv 3: but just remember you've done all that you can mm k?
y v o iv iv 3: and you should be happy for that
^i luvah you yvonne!
*·.helenmel0n wished upon a star at 04:37 p.m.

Wednesday, January 1, 2003
*·.happy pappy 2k3!

^hahah a pic from yesterday. a few more are in the pics section in the content at teh bottom left.
im sorry. u know who u are
after my cousins left i went with my bro n the 'rents to eat at hometown buffet. my mommy didnt hav her purse or anything n she was driving n she realizes she doesnt have her license with her n almost crashes us. hoLy guacamole. hahha.yea so we ate. omgoshers. so. full. then we walked around some plazas for a while n i almost ran into a door. OMGit was those clear ones! n i thought it was open. n yea. HAHA i didnt though run into it tho. oh then we went to vons n my mommy was paying n she didnt hav her vons card n cudnt remember the fone numero she signed it under so we paid the prce w/ot he card n when we got home, she got her card n went bak to get her 5 bucks back. omgoshers. HAHAH. anyways i feel icky. ima go run awhile later i think.
HAPPY PAPPY NEW YEAR! lets make it a GUH-reat one shall we?! wellllll 2k2 wasnt bad, btu lets make 2k3 BETTER than ever! hahaha
yvonne the plan worked! i luvah you! hahahaho mayn gotta love our storytimes. its DELICIOUS! hahaha like a freekin soap opera! grin fest. were sneaky like that. ur GOOOD! (o; muaH!!
oOh! i figured out how to use my tinkerbell fone! hahah i had to pull the tab so the batteries were activated or sumtin! whee! hahah thanks you julia!
kays..gonan go call sharonah to hava gurltalk byEE~