early phase eh?!
skool was boring but htanks you kanika! (= mayn in enrichment angie n lyn wre talkin bout hc n it was soo cute n that made me wanna go. but then we were like, if we go, we wanna go with sumone we like n stuff. n i dont liek anyone so blah! -_- hahahha iono. barely anyone is goin to hc though. we asked every guy in enrichment if they were goin n everyone was like no. n we asked y n they were liek the freekin PRICE. its hella expensive. goodness u cheapos! hahahah jk (=. after skool i took sharon home with me n we ate half of the bday cake. lolz it was so good! sharon was like dang whats the address of this place!? (=. then we watched the videos n pics eric gave me. it was sOOo hilarious. =D. then we attempted to do hw but that didnt work so we talked. dude sharon y did u make me admit it?! u werent supposed to figure it out! hahahah early phase! i dint wanna tell cuz the assumptions >_^. dont worry ull get thru it! ull havta serious talk to him sumday. (=. joy joy joy...!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 08:28 p.m. on the day of Wednesday, October 9, 2002
omgoshers im permit age! (=
hiya! today was a nice day. thanks u guys for everything! the disc is funny eric! hahah sorry josh!!! after skool, i went home till my parents came home n daddy brought home the cake. then we went to puente hills n ate at todai. they gav me a free weekday dinner coupon! =DDD yay! then i went to shopf ro kanikas present. then i came home n i missed smallville! pOOP! but i heard it wasnt taht great. maybe ill watch the easy view (=. n yeas we cut the cake n my mommy messed up on the song. it was funny. (=.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRITNI!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 10:47 p.m. on the day of Tuesday, October 8, 2002
surveyyyyy!
-Name: helen! (=
-Nicknames: helenmel0n, helena, helene, stupid, little gurl, etc
-Feet size: humongo (=
-Do you have a crush: i hope not! (=
-Age: 1 more day till im permit age u guys!
-Age you act: my age?! ahhaah nahhh prolly younger
-Where Do You Live: in the wonderful world of walnut, the smallest town on earth
-Favorite Salad Dressing: thousand island...soooo many calories -_=
-Ever gone skinny dipping?: noO im not like that...=D
-What are you watching?: everwood
-Last person you talked to: sharonah
-Favorite movie: shrug* too manyyy
-Favorite Book: harry potter
-Favorite type of music: any cept for classical n country
-Favorite types of cars: nice ones? hahah like i kno anything about them. the vw jettas are SOO cute though!
-Favorite Saying: gosh i have so many n people make fun of me for EVRY one of them! especially rachel n eric. blah you guys!...gasp, queerdoe, how rude, (= n all those otehr ones
-Favorite Fast Food: in n out! mcdees n churches fried chicken..yummier than kfc!
-Favorite Ice Cream: strawberry or raspberry cheesecake
-Favorite Alcoholic Drink: i dont drinkkkk
-When Do You Go To Sleep: when im way too tired
-Most Embarrassing Moment: too many -_-
-Stupidest Person you know: ....=D no commentoooOo
-Craziest Person you know: heather feather
-Favorite holiday: xmas!...the ojy of giving..and getting lolz jk
-Favorite Food: cali rolls! soo good
-Favorite Song: too manyyy
-Favorite Television Show(s): i love lucy, smallville, friends, malcolm, gilmore girls
-Favorite Radio Station: i listen to kiis half the time
-Favorite junk food: lets get chippety! hahah shuttup i ahve no idea where taht came from
-Favorite sappy love song: let me get back to u on that. there are WAY too many
-Favorite color: pink! blues, red, black, white
-Favorite Sneakers: i like converses n adidas
Section 2: THE FUTURE:
-School: the next two years, whs. after? uc skool hopefullies, maybe nyu! hahah prolly not though!
-Where You Want To Live: w/o parental supervision n near the beach. heck yea baby!
-How Many Kids You Want: 2 or so (=
-What Kind Of Job You Want: a good one
-Wedding song: we can pick?
-Song in your head: avril lavigne- things ill never say! im feeelin it! hahahah
Section 3: HAVE YOU EVER:
-Been In Jail: NOoo!
-Done Drugs: nope! =D
-Run Away From Home: i thought about it but nahHhH!
-Hit A Girl: o_O
-Lied: what are YOU talkin about....
-Stolen Anything: who stole cookies from the cookie jar?!
-Broken A Bone: never ever (=
-Cheated On A Test: guilty!
-Cheated On A Boy/Girlfriend: no
-Gotten Drunk: nope!
-Been With Two girls/guys At Once: how nastay
-Been In The Hospital: yep!
-Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yupperz
-Fell asleep in the shower/bath: almost xD hahahah shuttup u guys!
-Never slept during a night: sorry i need my sleep
-Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: nope!
-Been to a camp: yep
-Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: yea i felt so bad
-Seen someone die: *shudder* i hope i enevr will
-Didn't wash your hair for a week: ewwwwww!
-Broken something valuable: *soB*.....
-Thought you were in love: sure
-Screamed at someone for no reason: prolly...my bros used to it i think =D
-Said I love you and meant it: yep
-Been hurt by a guy/girl you loved: =/
-Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: i think so i prolly fell asleep n woke up n fell asleep n stuff hahah
Section 4: WHICH IS BETTER:
-Coke Or Pepsi: for those who think young ;-)
-Cats Or Dogs: puppies n kittens
-DVDs or VHS: dvds. special features n no rewinding! hahah
-Deaf Or Blind: )= deaf
-Pools Or Hot Tubs: both!
-Television Or Radio: tv!
-CDs Or MP3's: both
-Apples or oranges: oranges!!!
-Gap or Old Navy: both =D
Section 5: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU:
-Took A Shower: 2 hours ago
-Cried: saturday
-Watched a Disney movie: a month ago
-Given/gotten a hug: today! (=
-Been to the movies: saturday (=
Section 6: WHAT IS:
-Your Fondest Memory Of This year: beign with everywone =D
-Your Most Prized Possession: alla my pixtures
-The Thing That Makes You The Happiest: friends =) i heart u u guys!
-Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: dumplings! btu then,,,dumpligns anytime!
-Your Favorite Food For Dinner: chinese is the best i dont care waht u say heather
-Your Favorite Slow Song: =/
-Your Ideal BF/GF: SMILE! great personality =D taller than me hahah -_- nice n funny n swt n stuff sumone i can b comfy around....where o where cud he b?! hahah
Section 7: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT:
-Bill Clinton: better than mister george bush
-Love at First Sight: errr srug
-Teenage smoking: GROSS STOP KILLIN GYOURSELVES
-Eating disorders: EAT MORe u freakin skinny people
-Rap: (=
-Marilyn Manson: ANYways...
-Suicide: that wont really solve ur probs so DONT DO IT
-Drinking: i need to pee =x
-Life: is one obstacle after another but u get rewarded at the end of each one (=
-Death: -_- how depressing
Section 8: RANDOM QUESTIONS:
-What are your favorite forms of jewelry? nice ones? silver stuff
-Have you ever liked someone too young for you? nope
-Do you think you have multiple personalities? =/
-Ever walked in on someone changing or showering? by accident >_<
-What is the first thing you say on the phone? hello?!
-What are you wearing? pjs
-What did you do yesterday? go firscos..me n brits bday dinner thingy
-Who was your last crush? blah
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINDY!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 09:49 p.m. on the day of Monday, October 7, 2002
friscos!
came back from friscos awhile ago. it was lotsa fun. thanks for comin u guys! i hada blast! =DDDDDDD. i picked up jane at 545 n we stopped by vons n then we went. sharon staci sujin christina ashley n michael were already there. so we jus talked n stuff n eric came then vicky n betty came. freekin josh called me n sed he was gonna take awhile to get there n he was right behind me. -_-++ hahahah. it was kinda funny though. then britni came with the cake! n we went to decorate it w/ her lilo n stitch figuirines n yea. then alan came n tiff came last. sujin was like dehydrated or summtin the entire time cuz she drank like 7 shirley temples...like 1 whole jug HAHA. n me n sharon had our moments. loLz. n josh stuck a fry up his nose. HAHHAAH. shaorn spilled italian dtrssingall over chesters pants. =D we kept the coke away from josh till there was no more (=. we took pics of the ocuupied alan n brit. betty n stacis comb. me n jane wrestled since she smeared forsting all over me. i hit alan with lotsa croutons n he put one down my pants. >=O n -_-chrisitna ran awy from me wheni went to bafroom after the frosting thing. LOL that was hilarious. oh and,
SKRTCHactionHERO: write...today i helped josh kick eric's ass
SKRTCHactionHERO: cuz i told him not to give josh the pics
hahah u better not, eric! but yeas it was fun. thanks u guys! for the presents. love em all (=. gosh eric a card with half naked guys?! what kind of a person do u think i am?! LOLZ =D oh n eric just sent me a group pic from tonight, soi f u wanna see, click here.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYN AKA DOTTY!!!!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 11:30 p.m. on the day of Sunday, October 6, 2002
bleh blah bloh
goshers ive come home from skool n my mom wud always say sumtin n it almost always ends up makin me cry. i hate it. it happens almost every day, especially on weekends. sighh. even my dad told her to stop being so infuriating or sumtin. but whenever im happy about sumtin she always finds a way to put me down. goodness. she always changes her mind. pisses me off. n she always has her mood swings. shed b yelling at me n my bro one min n the nex shes laughing. bLaH! the only time im really happy or stuff is at skool. -_- isnt that sad. they say ur family is supposed to b ur backbone n everything but yea. but ive been ranting alot bout my mommy lately..aiyah i feel bad. she always says i shud b grateful for what i have cuz it wasnt like that for HER when she was a kid. but then if she wants the best childhood or whatever for me shudnt she make it a relatively happy one? maybe its jus a phase of mine. i hope so! i mean yes i guess i am lucky but then i kno she sees how upset i get n yet she doesnt really do anything. she jus goes what are u cryign for. theres nothing to cry about. n then she goes bak doin whatever she was doin. -_- goodnesssss. okies ima stoP! but then its ok. its my journal thingy n no one reads it anyway (= heheh i called casey today to talk but then she wasnt hoem n she forgot her cell so yeaaaa )=<= yeap i make this part small on purpose cuz its kidna boring n its jus my ranting n stuff. heheh. anyways i didnt do much today. i was suppsoed to go to angies but then i eneded up not goin cuz my mommy changed her mind. AGAIN. so i went to baskin robbins in the afternoon n met britni so we cud pick out a cake. (= then i went bak home for a few hours n then daddy n mommy went to alhambra n dropped me n calvin off to watch a movie. i heart my daddy (=. we watched the tuxedo. its pretty good. (= hehe. i really wanted to watch sweet home alabama but it already started when we got there. grr. then they picked us up after the movie n we went out to eat n i had a melon delight at pheonix. yUmmyyYY!!!! its even better than boba! no, scratch that. nothings better than boba. heh heh hehehh =D bobas the bestest
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 10:12 p.m. on the day of Saturday, October 5, 2002
listen up guys! hahah...
// THE FEMININE LANGUAGE //
Feminine keywords and their meanings:
FINE: This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments.
FIVE MINUTES: This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it`s an even trade.
NOTHING: This means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with a huffy "fine."
GO AHEAD (with raised eyebrows): This is a dare, one that will result inmy getting upset over "nothing" and will end with the word "fine."
GO AHEAD (normal eyebrows): This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don`t care." You will get a raised eyebrow "go ahead" in just a few minutes, followed by "nothing" and "fine" and she will talk to you in about "five minutes" when she cools off.
(LOUD SIGH): This is not actually a word, but is still often a verbal statement very misunderstood by men. A "loud sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot at that moment and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "nothing."
(SOFT SIGH): Again, notaword, but a verbal statement. "Soft sighs" are one of the few things that some men actually understand. She is content. Your best bet is to not move or breathe, and she will stay content.
OH!: This exclamation, followed by any statement, is trouble. Example: "Oh, let me get that" or, "oh, I talked to him about what you were doing last night." If she says "oh" before a statement, RUN, do not walk, "fine" when she is done tossing your clothes out the window, but do not expect her to talk to you for at least 2 days. "Oh" as the lead to a sentence usually signifies that you are caught in a lie. Do not try to lie more to get out of it, or you will get raised eyebrows and "Go ahead" followed by acts so unspeakable that we can`t bring ourselves to write about them.
THAT`S OK: This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can say to a man. "That`s OK" means that she wants to think long and hard before paying you retributions for what ever it is that you have done. "That`s OK" is often used with the word "Fine" and used in conjunction with a raised eyebrow "go ahead." At some point in the near future when she has plotted and planned, you are going to be in some mighty big trouble.
PLEASE DO: This is not a statement; it is an offer. A woman is giving youthe chance to come up with whatever excuse or reason you have for doing whatever it is that you have done. Youhave a fair chance to tell the truth, so be careful and you shouldn`t get a "That`s OK."
THANKS: A woman is thanking you. Do not faint; just say, "you`re welcome."
THANKS A LOT: This is much different from "thanks." A woman will say, "THANKS A LOT," when she is really ticked off at you. It signifies that you have hurt her in some callous way, and will be followed by the "loud sigh." Be careful not to ask what is wrong after the "loud sigh", as she will only say "nothing." I hope this clears up any misunderstandings.
-lOlz funny stuff! (=
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 10:02 p.m. on the day of Thursday, October 3, 2002
hello
jello! hrmmz havent updated since the weekend. life is boring. i jus realized my fam barely gets along with each other. sad, aint it? sigh. =/ anyways sharon came over after skool n we jus chilled n had another gurl talk! im proud of u sharon my pea! hehehe. n yvonne was telepathically with us. hahah. n yeas then jane came over n picked her up so they could go to dance. gosh im so mad at my bro. GRrrr...ROAR! my mom told him to call dad so he was liek whats his number n i was telling him n he was watchin a game on tv at the time n he messed up the numebr n he was liek GOD LOOOK WHAT U DID U MADE ME MISS A HOME RUN! dude what the heck is that?! liek it was my fault at all. GRRRR. sheeeeshhh i hate him. -_-;; n he didnt even freekin say sorry or anything. >=O i dont even kno y im letting it get to me so much but i swear im jus sooo sick of his attitude. n life at home sucks BUTT. sigh. maybe im just a spoiled brat who wants everything perfect but seriously id love to hava less attitudy bro and more understanding parents. bAh!! o yea u guys, for me n brits thingy, its 6 pm this sunday. go kays?! =D wellz im gonna go study for stupid chem now. byebye!
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helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 08:35 p.m. on the day of Wednesday, October 2, 2002
shiver*
omgoshers today was the first day that finally felt fallish/autumnish! (= im so happy. im so sick of summery weather. hehehe. it was cold n it felt so good to take a nice long hot shower. (=. but yeas. casey came over at noon n broguht dim sum..yay! her n mommy was gossiping about the fam...goshers they gossip sooo much HAHA. i french braided for the first time. casey was my first victim. it turned out okay! (= then casey drove me to whs at 4ish where i met tiffanie n mindy n we walked to the walnut fam festival. it was okies. kidna boring. it was better than i thought it wud be. but yeas we jus walked around n we bought crowns n scepters! theyre so pretty (]= me n mindy wanted to go on the moon bounce so bad! but i didnt hav any darn monies. n plus i dont think they wudda let us in. HAHA. then me n mindy walked to the teen center but then we walked back. n sharon n staci came. n stuff. o yea! today me n brit planned what we were gonna do for our bdays. dinner the weekend before our bdays at friscos! hehehe yay im so excited! ..poor everyone is sick now. sorry if i got any of u sick! ill make u guys chicken soup..or cookies! (= n casey says she mite get me a disney annual pass...im a happy camper (]=
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 09:48 p.m. on the day of Saturday, September 28, 2002
u guys made my day! =D
hmm so skool was boring. i wore my delias pants today n theyre so huge on the bottom. freekin bellbottoms. yucky. hahah n i already wore the bottom off. anyways i was jus sitting iwth lyn after skool cuz i thought we had practice today n i wudnt get picked up till skool. i was jus staring off to space n guess who i saw>?! omg it was lean heather n susan! well i saw lean first but i didnt really SEE her n then iwas liek OMG!! i miss them so much! me n heather screamed like crazy. but yea it was so kool! i was like grinning the rest of the day. they came to visit kelvin, actually, for his bday. n we went to the lunch tables n did hw n watched ppl try out for hip-hop. we mostly caught up on stuff. it was nice (=. then they left around 445ish n me n lyn jus talked. lyn feel better kay?! hmm! 10 days! mindy: 11 days! yay 12 more days for me!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 09:04 p.m. on the day of Thursday, September 26, 2002
-_-
today was not a very good day. yvonne i hope u feel better! (=. i felt so horrible the whole day. i should try medicine or sumtin. arrghh. in math my fone rang. i was liek omg i forgot to turn it off today!! n iacopetti was liek alrite whose is it. n she saw me reach down n she took it away. gOsh. n i was jus talkin to josh n he was like OMG IT WAS ME. josh u got my fone taken away! )=. hahah jk. i told my parents nt heyre liek ok well jus call n u can get it bak. so its all goody. choir was alotta fun. alice came in today n choreographed "i saw mommy". alot of us went barefoot n mine kept cramping up cuz we kept pointing our feet alot n stuff. -_-. but yea. mayn i hope she duznt make us sing by ourselves durin practice tomorrow. thats hella terrifying n i hava cold. STUPID COLD!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 11:59 p.m. on the day of Tuesday, September 24, 2002
my poor poor throat
..and head and nose. lolz. mayn i have this horrible pouding in my head n a running nose n an itchy throat. n the temperature of like 300 degrees in my house isnt helping either..argghh. i went to skool all deadish n then in i find out i gotta 62% on my freekin chem test. braviroffs so freekin picky. darnit. o wellz. casas sellin boba this week but it was sooo hot n i did not wanna push my way through a mass of people to get a boba. maybe tomorrow. HAHA. in choir, mrs lopez said to wear sumtin comfy or sumtiw e can dance in since alice is comin to choreograph tomorrow. kinda stupid since she never made a big deal bout that before. o wellz. hehe. wellz my page rite now isnt finishd yet n i tell myself each time that ima make it really nice n fulla content but i always get too lazy at the end n it comes out all plain n stuff. aiyaH. haha i need throat pills!!!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 09:04 p.m. on the day of Monday, September 23, 2002
why cant the world jus swallow me up
i hate this. i hate life at home. i dread goin home every day after skoo, where im jus monotonous, eat, hw, comp, sum tv. n the worse part is, my mom is sooo overbearing. we do NOT hava good relationship...havent for a very long, LONG time. i hate it. the stupid trust is gone n she questions my every move. every day i jus wanna stay n b alone in my room n think or stuff but can she even allow me that? noo she hasta bang on my door n ask me y im like a hermit in there, y wont i come out? y am i so "dead"? y am i always online all the time[even tho im not]? y dotn i study more? do i wanna be a failure? y dont u go n read instead of goin oline or watchin tv? argghh today while we were eatin dinner n i tried to start a convo so i told my mom me n yvonne mite check out this dance place tomorrow n she was liek forget it ur not goin. ur not goin anywhere. for no freekin reason. n before she said o yea ok go ahead. gosh iono but at that time i wanted to like burst into tears. dinner was so forced n silent n depressing, as if someone died. n she always freekin puts me down. n then theres my bro. he has the worstest attitude. grrrr. i cud go on n on but yea...sigh. i jus wanna curl up in my bed n sleep for the LONGEST time. i wish i could call casey rite now. on the bright side, at least skools fine. (=. on second thought: =D its fantabolous! hahaha...cept for chem. i hate it. braviroff was sayin how the glc told her ppl wer complaining bout her n she basicallyt old us not to b chicken n tell her to her cface what they thought about her. hahahah. o yea! we had the pep rallies today/ i went to the first one. it was fun. (=. eveyone did GuuUh ReaT! cept when we went up to sign the alma mater we cudnt even hear ourseleves. HAHA o wellz! the juniors wont he class competition tho. bOo hOOooo. n i heard the seniors won the second one. -_-. we were third bioth times. yea! go 05! well todays the first varsity home game/tailgate party/dance n alotta ppl went. have fun u guys!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 09:23 p.m. on the day of Friday, September 20, 2002
argh
goshers i wear, everytime my moms inna pissy mood, she takes it out on everyone. >=O. she gets mad at my bro then at me n i end up havin to do pointless chores. sweeping the back yard n garage...how pointless is that?! aiyahhhhh! i swear if shes miserable, she wants everyone to b miserable too. freekin a. i was talkin to sharon bout it, n she was like, maybe shes in a mid life crisis. n i was like shes too young for menopause?!nshe was like noo maybe shes dealing with the fact that shes gettin old. LOl..well that explans her crazy exercising n eating only fruit every day. mayn. i was tellin her how shes gonna b anorexic if she keeps on only eatin fruit n seh was like i dont need lectures. u shud take pointers from me. pretty soon i bet taht skirt wont even fit u. maynnn. i seriously hope i dont get to be liek her. but "studies" say that parents raise their kids the way their parents did, even if they didnt wanna. aiyah. buddha help me! haha (= anyways didnt do anything cept chores n hw, but i did go tot eh key club meeting. mayn theyre stricter this year! we actually havta go tot he meetings now. nt he hours they giv us are lesser than last year. poopie. 20 hours per semester. i didnt even do any last sem. -_- then i went home n the cable guy came n the tv daddy put in my room didnt work so yea, no more tv for me. )= poopie o well. daddy says that i cud get a tv later tho...if it was a good price n stuff =D. hahah then rick came over to try to fix my whirring comp that was scaring the pants offa me but he said it was jus teh fan n that it was prolly dusty. he air dusted it but it still whirrs. keeps makin me think itll blwo up. -_-. o wellz. i havta go bak to skool tomorrow to get my math book cuz i forgot it.
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 11:12 p.m. on the day of Saturday, September 14, 2002
HAHA x1000000
hmm today...i bombed my stupid chem test, n i studied for a spanish test in the wee hours of the morning n that ended up not happening[whew but >=O]. i hate belcher. -_- at lunch, i signed up for key club n its gay cuz i havta go to skool tomorrow again for the registration thingy. after skool i went to the choir "welcoming party" w/ lyn n that was pretty fun (=. i wore my choir shirt today n it was so queer cuz only like 3 ppl wore it! but at the party there was like 10 or so. *shrug* julia went =D but isis went to her bf's house. hMpH! me, lyn, n nessa had a laughing fit from like 4-5. lolz. then daddy picked me up n when i went home, the new tv was in the fam room! nt he one that used to b in the fam room moved to the living room, n the one in the living room went to my room! yay!! haha i hava tv now (=. but yea the charter communications ppl arent comin till tomoree so we dont hav cable yet. then us 3 went out to eat in 99 ranch plaza n i saw the flier with the miss chinatown pageant n i saw josh's sister's name on it. haha i was liek kool!! as for yesterday, everything was normal cept that we had the first rehersal of the year after skool. i sat through the altos' sectional, then it was our sections' turn. mayn it was so nerve-wracking cuz she made us sing in pairs. i HATE doing that. -_-;; but we improved lots after sectionals so thas good. [mayn i feel like sucha choir nerd HAHA] after that daddy picked me up n he told me he gotta new tv! so wen we went home i called charter comm n scheduled an appt for the person to install cable n stuff. then the person came with the new tv n its huge! hehe n yea. then i did my hw till liek forever n it was weird cuz i started gettin hella tired at like 10ish. i cud barely keep my eyes open. n that didnt help since i was tryin to memorize like 70 ions for chem. poopies...i want shultz!!!!!!!!!!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 08:17 p.m. on the day of Friday, September 13, 2002
remember 9|11
wow...its bee a year...it seems so much shorter, but it has been a year since 9|11. whs had a vid commemorating it n it was kool. the campus looked pretty kool..red white blue stufers. hehe. wellz dance was fun. in chem we did a lab, n we all looked riciculous in rubber aprons n goggles..lol kinda like butcher sin a meat market. hahah. then at lunch, me, jane, lyn, n sandy went to key club meeting n yea. eng was pretty fun too. i like dutton (=. after skool sharon came over n that was alotta fun. she actually went in my bafroom! liek 3 times. mainly cuz she cudnt hold it anymore n had to use it. HAHAH. but yea we talked abotu EVERYTHING n barely got any hw done. i love u sharon! hahaha, u "gangster"! if only we cud switch the face! n yea so skoolgurls, cowgurls, or cherry rainbow stars?! hahaha! so we decided that sharon yvonne n i mite go visit alpha but it duznt open till the 16th, n im prolly gonna take voice. i might take dance with yvonne too. lolz yvonne ur gooooood! *cushion!* hahahah. staci! ur the ideal one! (= wellz tk everyone!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 11:05 p.m. on the day of Wednesday, September 11, 2002
because he told me to..
SKRTCHactionHERO: wat cha oding??
twinkelNsparkle: my blog
SKRTCHactionHERO: say that eric asked me for some of my fat today
SKRTCHactionHERO: lol
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: eric asked for some of my fat today??
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SKRTCHactionHERO: wait
SKRTCHactionHERO: i offered some of my fat to eric today
twinkelNsparkle: HAHAH
twinkelNsparkle: nOO!
SKRTCHactionHERO: lol
SKRTCHactionHERO: ok ok eric asked me for some of my fat today
SKRTCHactionHERO: lol
twinkelNsparkle: no!
twinkelNsparkle: hahaha
SKRTCHactionHERO: pleease!!
SKRTCHactionHERO: i wanna be coola
SKRTCHactionHERO: and be on yer blog
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helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 09:41 p.m. on the day of Monday, September 9, 2002
cramp
i think i did too many crunches this time...>_< sigh. anyways, the day started off so fuhreezing n then it turns hella hot. grrr. n my shoes [sharon n shawna! remember the ones at the mall?! hahaha] hurt me the whole day. hahah the whole day i kept hearing "helen ur so tall!" lolz. yes yes (=. so spanish was yucky but its getting better...iono if i still wanna switch tho. ill see. HAHA. dance was a disappointment today. i thought wed start START today but we jus sat n read the syllabus. hahah. overall, skool is boring. life is boring. everythings OKAY. like not great, not bad. its boring. HAHAHA. rite sharon?! we need sumtin happening! hahaha (=. anyways, i havta start alpha soon. i hope sharon goes with me. anybody else wanna go?! cmon sat prep! hahah. wellz, feel better equally strong!!! (=
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 09:14 p.m. on the day of Monday, September 9, 2002
shopaholic
heylO! well i didnt really do anything today. did the load of hw, then daddy took me n calvin to best buy n i gotta lotr movie guide! YAY! omgoshers it has this DROOLICIOUS picture of legolas. n yea (=. [i am NOT obsessed, whatchu tlakin bout =D] then we went to walmart to get sum stuff n i got rubber duckie stufferz to decorate my bafroom. HAHA sharon wud never go in it -_-;;. yesterday, i went shopping, again. mommy took calvin to buy pants for sp and i went along. i can never resist shopping =D. so yea, got two shirts (=. then went to stater bros n bought lunchbox stuff, so i dont havta eat skool food...rite sharon! hahah (= we were supposed to go to the beach that day, but iono what happened. o wellz. mayn i wanna go tot he beach! haha so yea skool is okay. i really dont like belcher tho. i wanna switch teachers. duz anyone kno who teaches spanish 2 1st per?! maybe i cud swirch pe n math around too. *shruG*
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 10:40 p.m. on the day of Sunday, September 8, 2002
WAHOO!!!
KELLY WON!!!!! omgoshers im sooo happy. (= they drew out the decisoon so long tho! i was like omg omg omg -_-;; hahahah. when they announced it i screamed n jumped, n my bro knocked me over. -_-;; anyways, today was the first day of skool! i set the alarm for 615 and i didnt wake up till 7. i was like o crap! hahah. but it was a good day. i kno at elast a few people in each class so its goody (=. i didnt see sharon or tiff all day tho. )=. o wellz ill see em tomorrow. o yea ms lopez said this years musical is the king n i! omg how adoarble! i wanna try out (=. anyone wanna try out with me?! anyways happy birfday jospeh!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 10:04 p.m. on the day of Wednesday, September 4, 2002
happy labor day! [..?]
heylo! did nothing today. cleaned most of my room. ill do the rest tomorrow. omgoshers, my closet took 3 hours to clean, vacuum, organize, etc. aiyaH. hahaha. everythings so neat n nice now. O_O then my mom saw it n was like, u hav enuff clothes to fill a shop. no more shopping. -_-;; hahha. yesterday, we were supposed to go to the beach but casey had to take my aunt sumwhere so we cudnt -_-. so were goin nex week. so mommy, me, n clavin jus went went to ontario mills. shopping spree! lolz i love shoppin with mommy. i dont havta spend my own monies =D. but yea got a few fall/winter shirts n a sash n spagetti straps n new overalls. (=. had the mahimahi burriro at la salsa again. its sooo gooooddd (=. yum yum. on saturday, i thot we were goint ot he beach but when i got out to caseys car she sed we were goin the nex day. so i spend the whoel day in my swimsuit. it was so darn itchy >_<++. wellz we cudnt go to the beach cuz uncle boy wanted to hav yolandies bday dinner that day. so casey took me, calvin, dalena, cathy, n grandma to chinatown. havent been there in a long time. we jus walked around n we ate alot. foods so good. LOL. then we went to target cuz dalena wanted sum books. i bought covergirl outlast lipstick. i wanted to try it. its ok. =/. then we went to leslie n yolandies house. havent seent hem in a few mobnths. omgoshers leslies soo skinny. therye both adorable. caitlyn wont trust me tho. she only lets her parents n the nanny hold her. aw bOO. hahah. then we went to dinner. that was yummy. then mommy n i went to wal-mart cuz she wanted to get dalena n cathy presents. n yeapperz. wellz jasons forcing me to think up of quotes n analysis for him now...hahha JK!!! (= byebye yalL!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 09:52 p.m. on the day of Monday, September 2, 2002
forget babysitting...
wellz casey drove cathy, delena, n grandma to our house yesterday morning...way too early for me. then they pounded on my door but i thot it was calvin so i ignored it till casey shouted for me to get my butt outta my bed. hahah. it was so great to see em again. delena n cathy are so adorable. so we went to eat viet food n then we went to west co mall. casey spents lots on the two gurls. then we went home n casey left after a while. the gurls slept the nite n will tonight too. but omg, they are a handful, ESPECIALLY cathy. they make me wanna scream sumtimes..but theyre too adorable. its cute cuz ppl kept callint hem twins at the mall n cathy didnt liek that n this salesgirl asked them, is she[me] ur cuzin? n they were liek no, sisters! aww (= lOL. but sheesh it took me 30 min to persuade cathy to take a shower. then they were afraid of the shower drain, afraid some snake was gonna pop out. then they didnt wanna sleep. but when they did, cathy snored n rolled all over me so i went on a sleeping bag on the floor at 630. omgoshers mommy saw me tryin to handle them n she laughed ns aid, see now u kno how i felt with u n calvin when u were lil. -_-. HAHA. wellz casey n uncle boy are takin us n his lil gurls to the beach tomorrow since its yolandies birthday (=. toodles ppl!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 03:59 p.m. on the day of Friday, August 30, 2002
mayn..
i was watchin american idol n seriously, they shud NOT hav voted tamyra out. she was so awesome. but since nikki got voted out, its jus between justin n kelly. kelly definetely has a better voice, but justins a guy n the gurls love him so itll b hard. LOL i sound liek a critic. but still, tamyra shudda stayed! mayn i wish i cud sing liek kelly. n i was liek mommy i wanna take voice! n she was like helen u wanna tkae everything. lolz true true cuz yesterday nite mommy sed i cud take a class for fun..i.e. voice, art, dance, piano, etc. i kinda wanna take voice or piano, to help me with choir, but i wanna learn how to paint too. n dance is good for the body so iono. iono i dont think mommy really means it. i kno i havta start alpha or aci or sumtin like that soon. anyways, today me n my fam went to eat dim sum..yummy! my dad bumped into 2 ppl he hasnt seen inna long time. its a small world after all. then we went to the temple for a while. n stuff. got boba. grandma called us n told us cathy n dalena jus came down to cali! wahoO! i called casey to pick them up n yea. heheh were all goin to the beach on the 31st with leslie n yolandie n stuff. i havent seen them in so long!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 11:25 p.m. on the day of Wednesday, August 28, 2002
survey time!
[ you ]
-- Name : helen
-- Birthday : 100887
-- Birthplace : monterey park kali
-- Current Location : in front of my comp in a chair in the living room in my house in walnut in la in southern cali in usa in north america on earth in the milky way (=
-- Eye Color : dark brown
-- Hair Color : dark brown-black
-- Height : at least 5'4
-- Righty or Lefty : righty
-- Zodiac Sign : libra
-- Innie or Outtie : innie
[ your favorite ]
-- Cartoon: xmen evolution, simpsons, daria, etc
-- Color : pink
-- Slushy Flavor: pineapple COCONUT [ahem shawna n vicky! lolz]
-- Magazine : seventeen
-- TV Show: i love lucy, smallville, friends, malcolm, bernie mac
-- Language : elvish [lotr], baby talk,the one i kno most is english -_-
-- Spice Girl : err?!
-- Subject in School : if lunch doesnt count, choir
-- Ice Cream Flavor : strawberry/raspberry cheesecake
-- Roller Coaster : theyre all fun! the longer the better =D
[ what is ]
-- The first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning : "did mommy buy dim sum?! =D"
-- The last image/thought you go to sleep with : i have no clue
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: smile =D
-- The wussiest sport : shrug
-- Your best feature : what best feature? LOL
-- Your bedtime : rite now..i cant fall asleep till 430-5 am...yikes! still used to thailand time
-- Your greatest fear : being alone in the big wide world
-- Your greatest accomplishment : i think that wud b when i realized i accomplished something x)
-- Your most missed memory : years 0-10. those were the besteest days..u had nothing to worry about!
-- Single or taken : thats mrs. legolas greenleaf to u =D. or mrs. orlando bloom. LOL i wish. happily single tho (=
-- Chocolate or vanilla : vanilla
-- Cappucino or coffee? : what happened to boba?
[ do you ]
-- Take a shower everyday? : of course!
-- Have a(any) crush(es)? : yup...orlando bloom[more with his character in lotr tho], josh hartnett, etc.
-- Do you think you've been in love? : i love YOU!
-- Want to get married : to who?
-- Type with your fingers on the right keys? : arent u supposed to use ur fingers?? who uses anything else?
-- Believe in yourself? sure buddy! lolz
-- Have any tattoos/where? : nope
-- Have any piercings : one in each ear
-- Get motion sickness? : if i spin around in a chair too much
-- Think you're a health freak? : iono...we rarely buy junk food so i cant really say
-- Get along with your parent/s? : HAHA thats a funny question
-- Like thunderstorms? : im usually inside the house...but then i dont really pay attn
[ the future ]
-- Age you hope to be married : 20something-or-the-other
-- Number and Names of Children : 2, *shrug* n *shrug*
-- Where do you see yourself at age 25? more or less happy?
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding : with the guy i love? i think thats pretty much all that matters. but a perefect dress n perfect everything would b a okay too =D
-- How do you want to die? : painlessly n w/o anyone hating/mad at me
-- What do you want to be when you grow up? : i wish i knew
-- What country would you most like to visit? : usa, nyc aka the big apple baby!
[ opposite sex ]
-- Best eye color? : a pretty one??
-- Best hair color? : brown, black?
-- Short or long hair? : short
-- Best height? : taller than me, even on heels xD
[ other ] -- When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : i forgot...=X
-- How many rings until you answer the phone? : 3
-- How many houses have you lived in? : 4
-- How many schools have you gone to? : 4
-- What color is your bedroom carpet? : off-white
-- Would you shave your head for $5,000 dollars? : if im desperate =D
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 10:43 p.m. on the day of Tuesday, August 27, 2002
>=O
i hate my bro...thats all i have to say
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 09:42 p.m. on the day of Tuesday, August 27, 2002
hot hot hot
its so hot. well i mean it was hot during the day. didnt do much today. went to skool to pick up my books. my mommy called the skool n they sed i cud pick it up from 12-3. so i got there at 215ish. i wanted to cover em there so i cud jus put them in my locker so i wudnt havta lug it all to skool on the first day. but they ran outta book covers n sed i had to do it at home. my mommy says we can drop it off in my locker tomorrow. she wants me to switch lockers for some queer reason. -_-. after i got my books, i went over to janes house to give her her bday present since i didnt go to her/christinas pool party yesterday [grr darn nappit!] hehehe. then i went home, covered books, ate, n finished the rest of my journal entries. YAY! im finally done. so happy. (=. mayn im pathetic. LOL.
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 10:43 p.m. on the day of Monday, August 26, 2002
procrastination
hey! woke up at 1230. i wanted to ask mommy if i cud go to jane/christina's pool party btu she said no. )= btu then i didnt really expect her to say yes..since the beach thing n all. sigh. mayn n i still have their presents..i think i mite walk over to janes house tomorrow or sutmin to give her hers. anyways so i jus stayed home...watched lotr AGAIN. mayn orlando bloom is so HOT. drooollllll. n i admit that hes cuter in lotr than in real life..happy shawna>? haah but hes still cute! not only in lotr xD then i attempted to do sum summer reading entries n actually ended up doin 7 dialectical entries for johnny got his gun. it took forever tho. im such a procrastinator. n i cant focus my attn on it. one min id b lookin at the book n the nex thing u kno, im doodling on a piece of paper, starin off into space, drinkin some water, or something. -_- argh. i wish i wasnt like that. i mean, the entries arent hard..im jus too lazy to do them. they take too long. besides its summer! gah! stupid teachers forcing us to do summer hw. anyways i still havta get fitted for my choir dress...but iono where it is. i called isis to see if she already did it but her mom said she wasnt home. she thot i was claire. lolz. n yea. i still havta pick up books since i was in thailand when we were supposed to pick em up. n i havta mail in this form by the 30th. but i needa get fitted first. n yea. this is boring. my life is boring. but as a closing note, HAPPY PAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRUSTINAH! u liked that "cake n song" i kno u did HAHA
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 10:23 p.m. on the day of Sunday, August 25, 2002
urghhh
i woke up today at 530pm. mayn i better get used to the time here by the time skool starts. then my grandparents n sum other relatives n their frends came over n we all went out to eat. then we went to my grandparents to pick up our turtle. it got bigger! lolz. n yea now we jus got home. mayn i was supposed to ask my mom if i cud go over to chrustinahs tomorrow. but shes asleep. -_-. plus, i havta mail the thinga n pick up books still. yikes! o yea, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 11:46 p.m. on the day of Saturday, August 24, 2002
hiya everyone!
first of all, id like to say HAPPY PAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JANE!!! her bday was yesterday. hope u had lotsa fun! hmm lets see. today i woke up around 3pm n jus unpacked all my stuff. casey came over around 6 n then we went to brea mall...to get chrustinahs bday present. lolz i ended up spending some monies on myself too xD. came home round 930 n stuff. i got bak from thailand yesterday. it was fun. got lotsa stuff (= riding on elephants was fun..lOLz. but we ate sooo much. buuffets practically every day. -_- yikes...but i weighed myself today n WHEW i didnt gain extra weight.-_- n their water tasted soo weird. so we bought lotsa bottled water. when i got home i was so happy to see fresh clean water. lOlz. reminder to self: call skool n see if i can pick up books. wellz ima play scrabble with danny now. byebye!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 11:57 p.m. on the day of Friday, August 23, 2002
yip-pay
hiya everyone! wow havent written in about a week...hrmm wellz i jus got bak from htown, it was lotsa fun. hehehe (=. i wanna go again nex year. my mom was like we'll see. blah blah. omgoshers we went out to eat every day. -_-. n kevin was kinda perverted for a 5 year old...HAHA jk hes still adoarble. i think the msot i did there was shop..then eat...talk to relatives...receive monies xD. i went bowling, watch movies, n went to moody gardens too. but yea it was kool. mayn i gotta wake up tomorrow...for thailand. -_-. omgoshers while i was gone, my bro got a truckload of stuff. UNfair! hahahah (=. see u on the 22/23! byebye
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 12:50 a.m. on the day of Thursday, August 15, 2002
houston babay!
hehe wellz i slept over at aunt darlenes last nite but me n aunt christine stayed up n talked till 1ish. n we woke up at 330ish.-_-. blah blah. came houston at 11am cali time. but her 1pm. omg the ride reminded me how nstayy plane food is -_-. 2 of my uncles picked us up n we went to eat, n omg aunt darlene n her lobsters. LOL. then we went to colleens house n me n colleen went to first colony mall. bougt some jeans at express. then we went over to lisas...where everyone was. then me, colleen, edward, alden, n some oter ppl i didnt kno went bowling n missed the lobster feast =X. i broke a nail -_-. hahah but it was pretty fun. i sucked..but o well =D. came home at 12ish, showered, n here i am. dude thruout the day, my bro kept callin here by usin my cell. >=O gawrsh. HAHA. barely spent any time with the relatives...jus enough to say hi..n then went to do whatevers...wellz grandmas gonna make viet food tomorrow (= bbyee!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 01:17 a.m. on the day of Thursday, August 8, 2002
sigh
yesterday was hell. all i did the whole day was stay in my room n sleep n read harry potter. then my mom made me come down n eat at 7:30pm. n then my dad yelled at me some more. -_-. 3 wonton. thas the least i ever ate. n i wasnt even hungry...why was yesterday hell? because of when i got home on saturday...on sat, i lied about goin to the beach. i said i was goin with choir n there were chaperones n when we got home my mom found out. n they yelled at me n im like grounded for life. im like, sneaking online rite now. my cell went bye bye n the fone in my room n i cant go out anymore blah blah. i have to quit choir. i felt so bad but they dont trust me anymroe. to them, im worthless. im a failure. im stupid. im not worthy enough to b their daughter. i shud die. i shud b lucky they care so much. i shudnever try to trick them cuz they always find out int he end. arrgghhhhh why the heck do they havta b so strict. -_- why cant they b more understanding?! why do they think theyre always right?! they shud wake up...were not in asia anymore. mayn i dont wanna relive the rest of the 90% of sat nite. im glad i even still get to go to houston. speaking of houston, i shud start packing...
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 02:05 p.m. on the day of Monday, August 5, 2002
whoopee!
yay!! summer skools OOOOVVVEERRRRRRR! =D today was kool. mr sandoval gav me n vicky 10 in-n-out dollars! heheheheh. cuz yesterday, me n vikcy were complainin how he always shows movies during second period, while were in src, n he was like ok ill make it up to u guys. then he asked us what we liked to eat n we were like "in-n-out!" so yea! eheh i thot he was actually gonna BUY the food for us tho...but gift certifs are kool (=. we corrected finals blah blah. it was so sad. only two ppl int eh class got an a. DONT TAKE SANDOVAL FOR US HIST u guys! in src, i took the drivers test again...passed! yay! hahah -0 too (=. then we watched remember the titans. after skool, sharon asked me to go to the mall with me but i cudnt cuz i was gonna go to suzanne park for this choir thing. lyn was supposed to come at 130ish but she never came. so i walked home. it was hot. n i almost got ran over. stop laughing! Dx hahaha. when i got home lyn called me n she told me she was at the stairs...n i was waiting at the parking lot. -_-. HAHA! o wellz. yesterday nite i went to walmart to get venus refills n i gotta beach towel! hahah yay! shawna called me while i was there n she told us her bro cud take me n mindy home! i started screamin n ppl in the aisle started lookin at me funky. -_- im NOT weird!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 05:44 p.m. on the day of Friday, August 2, 2002
poop!
gosh this sucks. had the src final n drivers test today. i failed the drivers test. *sob* mayn!!! i feel so stupid. freekin missed 9. gah!!! o wellz we can take it over again tomoree...(= so watevers. maybe itll take a lil bit of the feeling of beign a failure away...HAHA. staci n danny, we can do it! (=. anyways my page is done! WAHOO! its crappyish but o wellz. i hav no more patience..especially for the tagboard..>=O it ownt freekin show up...iono why. bOO! i wanna add a comments link to the end of each entry too but i havent figured out how to do that yet. anyways, my mommy finally made up her mind..were goin to thailand! yippee! hehe. omg i cant wait...1 more skool then summer skools done with! i hope i getta a in src...a b wud suck!! -_-;; n saturdays shawna n mae's beach party thing. yay! i hav no red board shorts tho..i want guy ones! haha. josh thot i was weird when i told him that...o wellz. shawna shopped for board shorts for me yesterday but i told her not to get em..she told me to wear my so called "booty shorts" instead. HAHA. if i dont get any new ones, i prolly will. wellz blog later, byebye!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 04:07 p.m. on the day of Thursday, August 1, 2002
ack
my page is almost done...! hoo-ray! jus needa add the tagboard n do the visual slideshow (=. n i gotta do the index. shud b up by tomoree. anyways, my lips feel soo chapped. gah! n i drink alotta water too...ihavta go pee alot -_-;; [its vickys fault i swear!] hrmm, today in ta, me n vicky just slept. today was the most sleep got ever in that class...haha! in src, we took the drivers practice test...i missed 12! o.m.g stupid src! mr james said he wont tell us what to go over int he drivers handbook...so we basically havta do it by ourselves. yikes! 12! we can only miss 7. im gonna fail. o no o no o no. nyahahah xD i took some practice tests on their website...missed a couple..but i did better than i expected. (=. better than this afternoon anyway. sigh. my mommy says were not goin to asia after all. shes so indecisive. o wellz. im still goin to houston so wahOO! (=
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 10:07 p.m. on the day of Wednesday, July 31, 2002
first day
hiya! heheh wellz i jus joined pitas yesterday n it was supposed to be set up by now but i didnt hava place to upload my images. i talked to jinfae tho, [my inspiration for usin pitas...thanks yas! (=] n she uploaded my images for me. THANKS A BUNCH! =D heheheh wellz i hope this page turns out the way i want it to. i been wanting a page liek this...where i can blog too (=. but i cudnt find a host...n i didnt wanna pay x) wellz gonna finish this page!
helenmel0n BLABBERED @ exactly 03:46 p.m. on the day of Wednesday, July 31, 2002
