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Monday, December 15, 2003 / holy crap, I'm slipping so bad school-wise. -.- On the up side, since this is the last week of school, I guess I don't mind putting a little more ass into this work of mine. Cammon Najin cammonnnnnnnnnnnn!!!!! okay *puts on game face*. Hahahaha. Been listening to a lot of Nick Lachey songs lately. K, I must admit, some of them are crap, and yea yea yea, it's Nick Lachey for fook's sake, right??? Non! Non at all, denno there seems to be something about his voice that's really soothing...I mean sure, he still sounds like a boy band singer, but he has a really unique voice. Blablablabla go nick lachey and airhead jessica simpson haha. omg I'm so excited, and for the gayest reason. =D pwahahahhahaa okay *tries to zip mouth shut* =D =D I shall wait to unleash it's protacularness. ahhhhhhhh *zipper gets caught* Should doing something for someone make you this excited/huppy??? .....YEa, I didn't think so either....how abnormal...specially for moi ahhaha who usually likes being a reciever..(whaaaaat, who doesn't?! -.-) ahah I guess it's not a bad abnormality. meh. kjdsf.sdfjawoeifjwlaekf.sdkfjoweifja. yep another daily dose: click 1. click 2. Things seem pretty simple, pretty black-and-white right now. Good. I suppose it's partly because I might be 'pushing' things back, but yanoe, cross that bridge when you come to it. "Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." -Erica Jong interesting. .Leave a comment. 
Sunday, December 14, 2003 / 07:01 p.m. lakjdlsadjf haha people are tickin me off lately. Has anyone tried so hard to make you feel 'bad' or even 'jealous' *gasp*, by telling you all this grrrrrrreat stuff about what's been happening to them, then try to rub it in your face? Haha, maybe I should feel bad, but not for the reason that they want me to.... cuz obviously I did something to make them want to try and rub this kind of crap so pathetically in my face. It doesn't make me jealous, trust me...Heck, it doesn't even make me 'wish' that I'd done things differently. If anything, it's showing me what a sore loser you are haha. I mean jeez, it really doesn't matter what 'improvements' you make in your life and whatnot, I don't give a shat in a hat...but i mean, if you really really really wanted to make me green with envy, it would help if i cared about you in the first place. haha Joke's on you, toopid. reh reh reh. .Leave a comment.
Saturday, December 13, 2003 / 03:47 p.m. Hmm I think what people often forget to do is appreciate the little things in life. Things that happen every day that are supposed to make live liveable..things that are supposed to make you smile...but things that you often overlook. If you're always focusing on the bad things in life, where is that going to get you? Be happy. I denno, appreciate a kind word from a stranger...the feeling that you have a couple of more hours to sleep in...little things like that. It makes a whole whack of difference. I've been really enjoying the relaxation of the past few weeks...things are going to start getting hectic though...have to finish shopping, have to start thinking about this and that once school is out. Hah how ironic...things start are going to start getting hectic after school is out for "vacation". =P. ramble, ramble, ramble. Hmm talked to someone that I've lost touch with a few nights ago and I just realised that I actually missed them. =T. It's so bloody wierd though...when I talked to them, it's like all the crap that's happened in the past was kind of looming in the air while we were having all this useless smalltalk. No, it's not like I miss the drama involved with this person, but I don't know...I just realised that I have quite a history with them, I guess... blablablablabalbalbalbalablablablabalbalalbala. .Leave a comment.
Saturday, December 13, 2003 / 01:33 a.m. just finished drawing this:  been wanting to make something like this for a while now. I didn't have enough patience to finish the hanbok, maybe I"ll do that some other time. .Leave a comment.
Friday, December 12, 2003 / 05:58 p.m. date rape-sublime laskdfjlasjffawoiefjoawfjawifajdsf. This song is freakin awesome. my gawd, noah what's-his-face has done it again.....: clickimus. *jaw drops.* A dose of najin's favorite deviations for today: click 1. click2.. click3. click4. click5. the last few ones are by the same artist. this guy's frikking amazing. .Leave a comment.
/ have you seen mrs. doubtfire? It's "DUDE LOOKS lIKE A LADY", not "DO IT LIKE A LADY"!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Rubs it in your face* pwahahahahhaha I had the biggest, loudest argument about that the other day arhem. yeah, doesn't matter what the date is, what time it is. How about you fill it in according to what time it is right at this very moment. Right O, jolly good. Recently, I've been allowing myself to sleep for abnormal amounts of time. Since I normally sleep...well, abnormally, 'abnormal' amounts of sleep for me would be unheard of for you. It's a lot of sleep. Maybe even 'too much', you might think. I think...I think I shall continue to allow myself to do this. Sleep is friendly. Sleep is time consuming. Sleep is better. Better than school, better than this pootacular weather, better than thisssssssssss. time to sleep. =). How about you wake me up in time for the weekend. Heh maybe then I can find other time consuming things haha. Sleep is bound to get boring after a while.. these are always time consumingly entertaining to do: [Spell your first name backward] nijan [How old are you?] 16 [Where do you live?] N. Dee, take a pee, on a tree. [4 words that sum you up] impossible to in four. Describe your... [Wallet] empty =(. hah. i'm boor. [Key holder] don't have a key holder. do you?! you mean keychain? i don't have one. hah [Coffee cup] coffee stunts your growth. no need for any of that. HAH. [Jewelry worn daily]: earrings. silver ones. hm. necklace. [Pillow cover] light greenish/bluish [Book bag] backback? who the hell owns a 'book bag'? Even if i owned one, I wouldnt' call it a 'book bag'. Stupid name. [Favorite shirt] two peice white/baby blue one I bought in korea this summer. Can't wear it in this cruddy weather though =(. [Favorite pants] my cords heh [Cologne/Perfume] favorite? Hm. On guys, that georgio armani Aqua DiGio stuff. GASFawefakwf *drools*. hm. for the ladies, cool water, victoria secret stuff, and anything that's fruity smelling heh [Piercings] only my ears =) [What you are wearing now] ...who wants to know. 0.o. white tank top, oversized baby blue zip up hoodie with my oversized baby blue sweat pants =D. [Hair] right nowwww it's tied in a messy bun. [Wishing] to get out of this disgusting rut I'm in [In my mouth] Mm a pirojkti. Don't know how to spell it. it's pronounced 'pih-roh-gee' though. [In my head] The song pumping from my speakers and shaking my table haha [After this] Change, go to Christmas concert, eat, screw around, SLEEP. [Talking to] no one [Eating] chocolate milk and pirojkis. I want to know the correct spelling for that food now... [Do you believe in love at first sight] hah screw that. That would be pure physical attraction, my brend. [The last thing you ate] I'm still eating, stop bothering me about that, stupid [Something that you are deathly afraid of] Things that go bump in the night. Haha [Do you believe in love] ...no. hell no, pfff what is Luuhh...luhh---uvvvv *tries to pronounce the word*. what kind of idiot question is this? haha yes I do [Do you believe in soul mates] sure, why not [Do you believe in forgiveness] no I just love holding grudges against people, doesn't everyone? [If you could have any animal for a pet] fudge, I've always wanted a monkey butler. I guess that's not reaaaally a pet, more of a slave eh. Oh well. [What are 3 cities you wouldn`t mind relocating to] Toronto, LA, Vancouver (HAH not delta) [What`s something you wish you could understand better] how about someONE? Stupid people. I never get those. [my father thinks i am] cute and innocent, yet incredibly lazy. DAddy's girl =D [my mother thinks i am] an under-achiever haha. How supportive, eh [my brother/sister thinks i am] a freak who doesn't fit in with the rest of the jun siblings =( [my grandma thinks i am] crazy. I've caught her giving me dumbfounded, shocked looks at my psycho behavior before. haha, good ol' halmonee =) [your three best qualities] Hm....I try and find the humour in most things, I'm energetic and I try to be understanding [three worst qualities] I'm incredibly lazy, I won't put any sort of effort into things I don't care about, I procrastinate and I'm insensitive. Wait, that's four. Oh well. haha [three things you are often complimented for] Hm...my art, my eyes, my smile/laugh [what makes you happy] A lot. It's the little things that I appreciate and they make me happy [upsets you] dont' get me started. Yes or No... [you keep a diary] yep [you have a secret you have not shared with anyone] yeah. That's between me myself and God though haha [you fold your underwear] ? who doesn't fold their underwear? No, I stuff it in my dresser so it gets all wrinkly. Yes, prrrrarrrr wrinkly underweaaar....? [you talk in your sleep] Not usually but I have. HAha [you set your watch a few minutes ahead] holy yeah, my alarm clock is two HOURS and three quarters of an hour fast! HAhahaha so I can wake up in the morning, look at the clock, get confused, try and figure out the real time, therefore wake myself up. Last.. [song you listened to] Loon feat MArio Winans-Down for me [song that was stuck in your head] Hah "It's not unusual" by Tom Jones. Freakin hilarious song [song u`ve downloaded] Can't remember. [CD you bought] Woody Rock [CD you listened to] Don't remember probably a mix [person you`ve called] Miran probably [person that called you] Dave [TV show you`ve watched] I haven't watched tv in a while, don't remember Do... [you wish you could live somewhere else] yeah all the time [you think about suicide] ??? wow what a serious question haha no I don't [you want more tattoos] more? Who says I have any anyway haha. Not really. [you drink] nah [you do drugs] nope [you smoke] haha no [you like roller coasters] of course [you have a crush on somebody] hah a crush...haha that word isn't in my vocabulary anymore. WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS... [Have you known the longest?] Lisa. [Knows you the best?] There are a few people. [Is the loudest?] .......me...? Haha HAVE YOU EVER? 1. Ever been so drunk you blacked out: haha no 2. Missed school because it was raining: missed school or been late? Who the hell doesn't go to school just because it's raining? 3. Put a body part on fire for amusement: sure. I've lit my ass on fire many a time. 4. Got hurt emotionally: who hasn't 5. Kept a secret from everyone: hm. Den't think so 6. Had an imaginary friend: ....Whoever says yes to this question needs to stop writing and get away from this survey right NOW and get out s'more 7. Cried during a movie: movies RARELY make me cry. Except for air bud =( that was sad. i mean, he left the dog all by it's freakin self on an island...with a freakin containter of pudding! jeez. oh, and the green mile. =( that was really sad too 8. Had a crush on a teacher: ....my GAWD no. 9. Ever thought an animated character was hot? AHHAAHHA Alladin! 10. Been on stage: yea 12. Cut your own hair: when I was bored FAVORITES Shampoo: Pantene Soap: who the hell has a favorite soap, anything that cleans you and smells good Color: baby blue Summer/Winter: summer Lace or satin: satin Food: greek / corean Advertisement: Telus Ice Cream: blackberry "Normal" Drink: milk, water, juice Person to talk to ONLINE: ooo currently karam =) fun fun fun and very understanding RIGHT NOW Feeling: pissed off but good nonetheless Thinking About: lotta stuff In the last 24 hours, have you: 01. Cried: yea...*shhh 02. Bought something: food 03. Gotten sick: nope 06. Been kissed: nope 07. Felt stupid: no 09. Met someone new: hm. nope 10. Moved on: moved on? ahaha moved on from what? yes. I have moved on...to this chair...? 11. Talked to an ex: nope 12. Missed an ex: as a bud yea 13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: there's that word again 'crush'...word is not processing ahaha. 14. Had a serious talk: HAH if you can CALL it that. 15. Missed someone: Yea all th eitme 16. Hugged someone: probably 17. Fought with your parents: nah 18. Dreamed about someone you can`t be with: haha how sad...... YOU PREFER: Pepsi or Coke: pepsi. more sugar *pupils dilate* HAHAH McDonald`s or Burger King: mcdonalds. burger king is bland. maybe that's because it's not dunked in grease, eh. oh well. AHaH Adidas or Nike: nike probably Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: wow I never realised until now that two separate companies sell iced tea in cans. I don't know Chocolate or vanilla: Shockolat. Frappuccino or coffee: FRrrrrrrrap. DO YOU BELIEVE IN : Yourself: heh of course Friends: Yea the ones that can be believed in haha Santa Claus: Right. A wrinkly, fat man squeezing himself through my 1 foot in diameter circular chimney into my glass fireplace is very real to me. I believe in youuu! Tooth Fairy: no. Destiny/Fate: hm. Yeah. Lastly... FRIENDS AND LIFE : Do you have a boyfriend? juh Who`s the loudest? no clue. everyone is pretty damn loud Who`s the shyest? probably grace =) Who`s the weirdest? Liz/Lisa Who do you go to for advice? Yoshi, my unnie, lately it's been Karam though heh Who do you cry to? I don't cry to anyone xept myself n God heh. If I haddd to though, it would probably depend on the situation though? When you cried the most? Oh gawd! I think the summer of 2000 or 2001 at a gyo-heh retreat. I don't think I will ever cry that much in my life ever again. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: both Do you like being around people: yea but some days everybody needs their space What`s the best feeling in the world: probably love Whats the worst feeling in the world: pain? .Leave a comment.
Tuesday, December 9, 2003 / i yam digging this song. I wonder why. .Leave a comment.
Monday, December 8, 2003 / 04:07 p.m. riight. so in other words, you are a prick. hem. monday's lick ass. but then again, if all of this was happening on any other day of the week, .....it would still lick ass. FAHWEEIROSJfjaowehflweafiuoawjfawfjlwja a dlfjwoiehfowihsf lkeihrfoiwehfoiwa fohwea fuhwaoehfwoeahf shfeoiawhefiphop sdlhfcoihcaihof asdlfjaowifipwajfslkajfpawe fpwuefpowauefpa fhslhfpoaw fwf awohefuiaowehrf wpaeruof paweofjowiae faow;ijfslei dfoiwe8rlohdf pweujrwpj well it's about time I come out with a word or two of my own. It really is. .Leave a comment.
Sunday, December 7, 2003 / 04:57 p.m. fudge, I gotta be more appreciative about things. I'm such a little brat, gawd. You can't always have what you want, yenno? right. blabla blablabalbalbalab made amother useless thing:  hm. I'm salowwwwly getting better at this ish. yay. how enlightening. adfjowiejawlfjlkfjiahfrwjlfjwgag. you're a selfish peice of ddong najin, yanoe that? uh huh. by the way, the hell is up with deviantart? been posting up art that doesn't even show up -.- krap on you. .Leave a comment.
Sunday, December 7, 2003 / 01:48 a.m. wahh just came back from watching 'The Last Samurai'. Was really longggggg but I thought it was really good. Ken Watanabe's my hero!!!:  wahhhhh muh shee-suh! ANyway, there were also ninjas in the movie but ahhhhhk! Ninjas are so useless hahah, they all died =(. ah well. Good fun. .Leave a comment.
hmmm Saturday, December 6, 2003 / 12:28 p.m. It's already saturday afternoon =( Nooo, the weekend always has to go by so fast.... Slept for a really really long time last night...I remember a few of my dreams....my dreams seem so normal when I'm dreaming then..until now when I'm awake and when I think about who was in them, what was going on, etc. I wonder if they mean anything.....I hope not. Haha wierd, all of them had certain set people in them though..(besides me, that is). werrrrrd. Yes, yammer yammer yammer yammer about uselessness like my dreams. Had a crapload of fun yesterday with miranda, as usual. Haha lisa and our dysfunctional korean hahaha. Oy Gandalf oy Pippen. oy Mufasaaaaa! oy Sarabiiiiiii!! It's settled. I'm going to name my kid Simba if it's a guy and Nala if it's a girl. HAH. CAn you just imagine..."Simbaaaa dinner time!!" ahha "ehhhhh I was named after a disney character....... haha -.-. heya.....nuh....bogo ship dah........... =( .Leave a comment.
Friday, December 5, 2003 / 04:17 p.m. it's fridya!!! friday is time to have fun!!! to rest!!! to.......to........be cheap with miran. -.- Hahahaha goodbye children, time to penny pinch with my miranda. .Leave a comment.
Thursday, December 4, 2003 / 05:33 p.m. finally...things are starting to peice together. hah.nah.nim yonge.soh.hae.joo.seh.yoh...... yeh.soo.nim.... I'm so sorry... Thanks for opening my eyes. There is a shat load of things to come, that's for sure. you can dazzle and distort people's views with your looks, your charm, even your knowledge of things. However, you can't distort God's image from me. I know my God and my God knows me. Anyway, I've been numb for the past week or so, this will definately lift things off of my shoulders. .Leave a comment.
another useless creation Wednesday, December 3, 2003 / 12:07 a.m.  yep so there she is, bout to jump off a building. jacked the city background because the drawing was just taking too bloody long to finish...annoying stars took forever too. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. .Leave a comment.
Monday, December 1, 2003 / 04:13 p.m. hm. i should...i really should...and i couuulllldddd.....but i won't. =|. ZZZzzzzzzz. .Leave a comment.
Sunday, November 30, 2003 / 11:19 p.m. what the hell... k something's not right here... ...=S....not cool. .Leave a comment.
OH MY GAWD. Saturday, November 29, 2003 / 12:13 a.m. These people's galleries are frikkin incredible: click 1. click 2. click 3. click 4. holy shat. these people are the reason why I can't accept a good word about my crap--(honestly, when I can't accept compliments on my art, the last thing it's out of is modesty). these people are where it's at, save your babble for these folks. .Leave a comment.
pwahah Friday, November 28, 2003 / 06:07 p.m. didn't go to school today XD oh the power of persuasionnnnnnnn. it rained though. gayness to the anus.  photoshop n gifanimator didn't actually wish for her to come out at depressed as she looks but hey, it works. bla bla bla bla bla. .Leave a comment.
Tuesday, November 25, 2003 / 08:18 p.m. i have a headache. taking a shower and being cold after is not cool. on the up side, my hair is soft and smells good though. whoop dee freakin doo. wow it's already the middle of the week...this week's going by quick for some foodie goodie reason. werrrd, got some web working job offer from some dude(S) who work for some company the other day and got some information about what I'd be working with today. I would accept, I really would, except I have no freaking clue what the heck any of the details meant: At first, just myself and my programmers work on front-end programming of very sophisticated DHTML to make the 3d Graphical interface of the 3d NewsRoom, 3d AnchorPersons with Bubble Text and 3d tv monitors displaying text, images and video are all DHTML integrated and 'animated'... So, you can come into this process at any time, even if all that you want to do is the Flash rendering at the end. You could also come into the Graphical side during the DHTML rendering of the 'story-board' web pages because the same graphics developed for the DHTML are often used in the Flash rendering. riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight. and that's just a tiny excerpt from the massive report I got from them. see what i mean? =T. maybe you don't...well, if someone could even tell me what the hell 'rendering of a story board' means, that would help some. I vish I knew what the heck they're talking about...=( I vunt money. aside from that, got off the phone with sam today!! it's always good to chat with that feller. When I go to ny this march break, sam n willy are gonna come down from toronto to visit sorry ol' najin. then Ill also be able to meet up with the crackheads from the homecoming thing. =D wahhh I'm so excited. shopping, playing, seeing a big fat apple, I'm looking forward to spring break =P. anyway I have a lot else to say but i'm too lazy to share it with the world. nice, eh? hah. hah. hah. no thorough stalking action for you. suckers. .Leave a comment.
heh Sunday, November 23, 2003 / 11:08 p.m. yeah, so I had a ridiculously long time to get ready for the debut, and ended up finishing much too early. yes, hence the gay, pointless pictures:  shettup, yes, I have toys in my room. What can I say, I'm a kid heh. =P. anypoo, the debut was fun =) everyone looked really good, the food was yum, and awwwwww dianne's 18 now!!! =D jenno, as long as I'm able to blank out the memories of the homogenized DJs and their inability to play a song for more than 5 seconds. stoopid. haha .Leave a comment.
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