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Saturday, April 10, 2004 / 01:11 p.m. what perfect weather for the long weekend. :D abso-malutely perfect. =) gee-bbuh yo. .Leave a comment. 
MUSIC / ahhhhhh so much good music i've been listening to these days. good beats. sleepy brown feat outkast-i can't wait - there's something about the beat of this song that i can't get enough of...outkast is always really unique as far as beats go and i love this one. Twista Kanye West-Overnight celebrity haha yougotta love the high pitched chipmunk guy in the background of all their songs. love the way twista raps. Janet Jackson Her new album called Damita jo...is pretty good. some good titles from it...island life, sexhibition, my baby, strawberry bounce, damita jo. some good booty dancing music lol. Usher His new album is pro. Burn, caught up, follow me, simple things, bad girl. Good songs. .Leave a comment.
Wednesday, April 7, 2004 / 03:42 p.m. some guy doing sand art...on a turned on overhead projector in the dark, dropping sand on it to make art. interesting: mms://media1.brainstorm.co.kr/mediaart/jamizine/master_mid.wmv fencing is so bloody fun!!! :D started my fencing classes yesterday, friggin awesome, it's going to be so much fun *pokedy poke poke* reh. before i go off to some more hard core studying, haha yayyy another survey thing, i love these: > 10 IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE YOUR SCHOOL BAG > IN H.S. > > 1. music > 2. planner > 3. my little black book i carry around to scribble everything from writing to doodles in. vurr vurr personal =P. > 4. haha my little sp. shettup, it's entertainment. > 5. the phone numbers that i never seem to remember and keep losing > 6. my lotion!!! i keep one big bottle of satsuma, two different h20+ ones. yes i am a freakshow. > 7. contacts case...i always take them out to sleep in class =) waking up with contacts suctioned to your eyes feels uncool. > 8. lip gloss > 9. schoolwork > 10. my wallet > > 9 THINGS YOU WEAR EVERYDAY: > > 1. ....underwear. going commando is disgusting. 2. bottoms...either sweats or...non sweats. =P. usually sweats. boo ya. > 3. top...usually a fat hoodie but since summer is coming around, tees, sleevelesses, blablabla. > 4. usually some earrings > 5. ....i swear, i don't even wear nine things. > 6. okay let's put stupid trivial things in here now...i wear a smile =) > 7. i wear....iono...hair wise, usually tied up, or braided unless i feel like looking nice and leaving it down ahha. > 8. socks? > 9. ...shoes...? > > 8 OF YOUR FAVORITE FOOD > > 1. pasta > 2. korean food > 3. chink and japanese food > 4. greek food > 5. junk food > 6. candy. which is junk food, but shut up. > 7. anything instant. haha. > 8. most unhealthy things =P > > 7 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS > > 1. miranda > 2. marie > 3. grace > 4. lizzle > 5. my newly dubbed bum buddy tam tam. tamborine. tampon -.-. haha > 6. abdu > 7. francis > > 6 OF YOUR FAVE MOVIES > > 1. ooo eternal sunshine for the spotless mind > 2. lost in translation > 3. any disney > 4. a beautiful mind > 5. donno. > 6. > 7. > > 5 THINGS IN YOUR ROOM > > 1. disco ball! > 2. whacks of comic books and books > 3. compupu > 4. bruce lee paraphernalia > 5. clothes > > 4 THINGS YOU ATE TODAY > > 1. ryan's fries > 2. some of jerome's cold macoroni =O > 3. sandwich > 4. keri-lynn's candy > 3 THINGS YOU COULDN'T LIVE WITHOUT > > 1. God > 2. Family and friends > 3. laughter. > > 2 BOOKS/MAGZ U RECENTLY READ > > 1. ym > 2. friggin textbook AHHHHHHHhhhhh i hate shcool. > > 1 PERSON YOU CAN'T FORGET > > 1. noon of yoor boosness. .Leave a comment.
Sunday, April 4, 2004 / 03:39 p.m. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeem. = ) = ) = ) .Leave a comment.
Tuesday, March 30, 2004 / 07:13 p.m. i used my tablet after 32948024982048 years. more farty arty:  ehhh. took me a couple of hours..i know it's a little freaky deaky looking but hey, it does my feelings justice. lol was talking to ryan about how mental we have been going for this past little while...and i told him how one thing i must do before i die is go to some barren place and scream my lungs out. scream out all the junk that i want to scream about now but would proabbly look like a psycho doing where all these peopel are. lol, so in the summertime, mister tamborine is going to take me up on that offer. excellent, i look forward to it, it will do me some good. *pats lungs*. i have more to blabber on about but i also have a krapload of work. i'll be bakc when i finish that. .Leave a comment.
Monday, March 29, 2004 / 03:25 p.m. omfg. fkjsadh fklasjfjwoihfraijfdsjfio dofiuasifg auisf aisodfj aoisjfoiasfoisaawoifweoiuf oiawefoaiwheifoewhioaf aowih oaihw oaihw aowhe oawh oawihfoawij[o tjkapwtkgdlkvm e9023ub54 982ythdlkj kdshf aosifdaw89eaklasdfhff adsoifj aoifaoifd odsfasdfaohfap'fjo d fasijf oiawej aoiwefj awoeri oihef oihaew aej foiaw aoiewjf awgtji wefj a9t0w3u8590b2u3590rsdj flaksdj fasdh aoiwhfawlkjapojtw'aojpofaj aoihef oiawhe oaihwfeoawhfe aoifweh aoif haiofa32p95@#%$*#%*#$593203094284 0923840 93284kfjdsafkjasdlf aoifsdu oiads auweg9ufg awiuh ajds flkasdjkaoiaoiryy3wrkslehafadksj foaiuf aoy fakhfakjlfh!~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dsjif oiaw3hf0 8akjhf dafdiosf iaowe rhuwhkdhf df iurdfkjdsfdfh flksdj fsdj foaiwue oawi faewhf alkwejf lkawj feawoiur 093u2 09au efijadsklfjasklfj aoiq3 urfseafhadslkfh asdlkjf aowj oaij dfoaj foajf pa'w efajweopfjaewiotuaiw3 sdkjhfoifiaoh aoihf dsalkfj alkejr f23ur 092u90483 0jldj afkjdsoif asfh aiuagsd fiuahywe[ 9fuj asoigj oidsajf oiashf oaihf iowha foiwuaf oawuf ajwf affeawf yes, i actually hand-typed (without copying and pasting) that whoel paragraph. the whole thing. the whole shebang. at one point, i was actually fist smashing the keyboard. interesting, eh. .. ... ....... i don't know how to sum up what i'm feeling n thinking into some reserved, witty little shpeil right now, i really don't know how. ferget it. well, i haven't done this for a while...yay, some more art that tickled my fancy today: click 1 -thsi is a close up of one of the pieces he had done before. this guy is insane. dont' ask me how he does it. click 2- i really like this. click 3- beautiful. .Leave a comment.
Monday, March 29, 2004 / 02:26 a.m. no, that time isn't wrong..yes, i realise that it is 2:26 am. i was actually sleeping...somethin woke me up though...iono. thoughts, maybe. lsakfjoaiwfnafnioa nawoefnwaoi woifj oafoh woabf anf oiaof ohfoafiogjoefwoafiwo niwoeanfwoaf n i make myself sick. .Leave a comment.
Sunday, March 28, 2004 / 06:34 p.m. holy krap, grapefruit juice's aftertaste tastes like hurl. like barf. like ralph. has that ever occured to you? *sipping on grapefruit juice* =p lettuce see what more filth najin can pull out of her bag of uselessness. *aherm* some useless facts for y'all!! YAY!!! like, holy krap, that is truly amazing. seals are great. especially those white fuzzy ones with the black eyes. woudl like to take one of those home....xept yeah, i guess that would be torture for the seal eh....having the huge, un-binding luxury of swimming in a bathtub for all of it's days. hahahahhaa......... ... =S. yeah, not cool. aherm, next facctttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt hah, *scratches head* o.0. wow, truly useless. yet...yet oddly intruiging. 'now now billy...please don't go about chanking your food'....that sounds.....odd. .......what a psychotic, obsessive sounding fact. haha, who the hell cares?!?!?!?!?!....yet.....it...interests me. hahahaha. holy guacaMOLEY. i haven't written anything in this thing for a while now. hammm what things are there to yammer on about today? hmm hmm hmmmmmm. ...things happen for a reason. something good happens to you, then gung ho, tha'ts great. something craptacular happens, deal with it. all though it will suck, after time goes by, once you look at what had happened in retrospect, you will see how you've grown. as someone once told me...when a door is closed off, it allows another door to be opened to something new. only way that will work is if the door is truly closed though. you cannot expect to pursue anything new if you can't tie up your previous things..if you can't 'close the door'. i have to be fully aware of what i'm doing..and i have to be fully aware of my losses and my gains. i have to be sure that i'm sure. no rushing. hah, good one najin. 'no rushing'. things have been rushed -.-..things happen quickly, that's for bloody sure. some things that happened quickly have happened faster than i would have liked....it doesn't matter though, fact is, they happened. now it's just up to me to face whatever comes..it's up to me. rehhhhhhhhhhh i'm so tired. nappage time. =) .Leave a comment.
break break breakkk Thursday, March 25, 2004 / 06:29 p.m. rahaha taking a break from my work. holy hell, schoolwork is so dam time consuming. i just cut my nails, haven't cut my nails in a while...my hands feel small. =(. which is mental, because my hands were pretty damn small to begin with. oompa...loompa...doopa...dee doo.... hehe i couldn't resist filling out another one of these gay surveys: 1. First Name: Najin 2. Were you named after anyone? I dont' think so. but did you know that Najin is a north korean province?? o.0 3. Which finger is your favorite? my middle finger. i am learning to appreciate it because it hurts like hell righ tnow and i want to fix it. damn you gulzar!! haha 4. When did you last cry? last..week? 5. Have you answered these questions before? nuh uh. 6. Do you like your handwriting? my handwriting is fugly. my printing is pretty pimp though, i must admit. 7. What is your favorite lunch meat? pepperoni or salami. dammm, gina. 8. Any bad habits? procrastinator 9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? i refuse to label my spice girls cd as embarassing. friggin awesome. 10. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? oh hell yes. 11. Are you a daredevil? no. what a stupid word. dare...devil. hehe. 12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? ah shettup, like you haven't. not if it were really serious though... 13. How do you release anger? i eat cuz i'm unhappy. and i'm unhappy cuz i eat. it creates a viscious cycle. haha no, hmm how do i release anger? i cry, i sulk and i punch things. oh, i eat n sleep too. 14. Where is your second home? my ... home. 15. Do you trust others easily? yes. 16. What was your favorite toy as a child? zeddy!!! zeddy was my freaking child, i wouldnt' let anyone touch him or throw him around too hard haha 17. What class in school do you think is totally useless? capp. capp. capp. did i mention capp? ....soooom how about that capp? 18. Do you have a journal? yeah. lol i have so many from when i was in elementary and younger too...interesting stuff to read back on. 19. Do you use sarcasm a lot? no. who the hell uses sarcasm. 20. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? HAH. no. no. no. 21. What do you look for in a girl? ....i am not a lesbo, thank you very much. 22. Who is your favorite singer? too many to name. anyone who is talented. 23. What are your nicknames? najinderjeet, ninja, binder, anything that sounds remotely hindu, basically. cajun najin. Hahaha i hate that. 24. If you could travel anywhere, where would you go? around the world. 25. Would you bungee jump? hell yes 26. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nah i kick them off 27. Do you think that you are strong? i wish haha. 28. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? bubble gum 29. Shoe Size? i can fit into size 41/2...KIDS! smidgety feet, man. 30. What are your favorite colors? baby blue n white. 31. What is your least favorite thing? the man on the oatmeal box 32. How many wisdom teeth do you have? i don't know 33. How many people have a crush on you right now? lol aren't crushes supposed to be secret, idiot. haha 34. Who do you miss most right now? ...and that would be none of your business =P 35. Do you want everyone you send this to, send it back?? i didn't send it to anyone 36. What color pants are you wearing? black. 37. What are you listening to right now? talking, i'm on za phone. 38. Last thing you ate? lunch, i dnt' remember. 39. If you were a crayon, what color? hehe...black. black crayon is great 40. What is the weather like right now? nighttime. 41. Last person you talked to on the phone? besides lisa, francis i berieve. 42. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? face 43. Do you like the person who sent you this? yes, tae is freaking great. 44. FAVORITE DRINK? juice. fruit. juice. 45. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK? coudln't tell ya. .Leave a comment.
Tuesday, March 23, 2004 / Just bought usher's album that came out today. Is good. There's this one song with lyrics that stick out to me. Here yeh go. Download the song if you wanna listen to it, but I think the lyrics are better than the melody haha....of this particular song at least. Usher- Simple things They say money can't buy you love/They say money can't buy you love They never seem to listen/I'm all ears Verse 1 Just copped your girl a brand new Rolex But you can't never find the time to spend at home Thinkin' that's gon' keep her happy/Your time is all she wanted all along Hook It's the simple things in life we forget/You hear her talking but don't hear what she said/Why do you make something so easy so complicated Searchin' for what's right in front of your face/But you can't see it Verse 2 So you think you know what's importantSteady chasin' your fame and your fortune But you don't know/You're chasin' a dime, losing a treasure Those dollars dont' make sense to me at all It goes/Da da da/You give her all your money Da da da da/But all she wanna spend is time alone Keep giving' her/The finer things/But she don't really need that If you don't stop/You're gonna end up alone In the world without love/Why would you do it Hook (2x) Bridge Stop tryin' to buy her love 'Cause you wont' ever have enough/There's always someone With more than you/You need to pay her attention/Give her what she needs Do the simple thing/Before you lose your girl to me Hook Vamp You better look our/I hear you talking but what are you saying'/Don't be a fool You got a good than Man, are you blind, stupid or crazy/You got a good thang. You got a good thang/If that's your lady/You better hold on/Give her what she wants Before she moves on/Man, I'm telling you cars, clothes and fancy things don't mean a damn thang If you ain't cakin' and bakin', babe Hook Don't let this be the thing you always regret/Right there in front of your face .Leave a comment.
Tuesday, March 23, 2004 / 04:10 p.m. one kiss, one kiss, one kiss... .Leave a comment.
Monday, March 22, 2004 / it is just so nice when things are assumed and then lovely little comments are made upon those assumptions. so nice. so nice. =D...... haha it's all good, i've done that before. in fact, i've done that before and it royally screwed me over. well. lesson well learned. anyway haha things are good, keeping my options open, at the same time regarding everything else that is going on. i know how i'm gonna go aboot all this, blabla. why does school have to be so darn nabbity great. math test on friday, socials midterm next wednesday n a bio test next friday. yesssssssssssss!!!! i officially love school! ove lovelvoelovleovleovleovleovleovleovleovlovlove! yesssssssss. i'm taking a shower and crashing. goobye. .Leave a comment.
Monday, March 22, 2004 / 03:52 p.m. stupid stuff (1) milk and cereal-milk and cereal, millk and cereal. haha i wish i had the one that darryl and francis made, but this one will do for now. lol. (2) how to win at basketball- hahaha i swear this guy could win playing anyone haaha (3) only want sex- haha indeed. (4) the singhsons- oh yea, hindu simpsons :O .Leave a comment.
Saturday, March 20, 2004 / 08:01 p.m. what's best for me is what makes me happy. and what makes me happy is...not going to happen. ...whatever, i deserve it. i guess... =(. .Leave a comment.
Thursday, March 18, 2004 / 11:27 a.m. was planning to stay home today, but i don't think i should. why? because.... fine? am i fine? yes i'm fine... ...wait, no i'm not. blahhhhhhhhhh take me away =(. ahhhhh gotta get out of here. .Leave a comment.
Wednesday, March 17, 2004 / 07:08 p.m. haha, yesterday was hialrious..unintentionally seducing chris the kareoke worker to keep giving us free drinks and free time ahahahhahah. that was classic. especially when he was walking in to give us more drinks as we were screaming out the part that sounds like a horse is dying to a britney spears song hahahaha. ahhh what would i do without my 'one mind' bum buddy parappa, hmm? .....i would probably go mental. =S. man. walked into Chapters, found the book for me. nono. the book for me. hahah ti's called 'The book of useless information'. i swear this book was made for me. Check it out, check it out, check it out, lemme throw some crazy trash for your noggin: the world record for carrying a milk bottle on your head is 24 miles. holy krap, doesn't that just blow your mind?!?! hahaha i'm gonna add another crazy little tidbit for your time waste-age every entry now. yesssssss, aren't you excited, kids? k wait, i gotta throw out some more, this stuff will interest the krap out of you. HAHAHAHA, i mean, if i could choose my death, i'm not sure if i would feel satisfied with dying at the wrath of a ....falling candy dispenser, dam. i feel sorry for anyone who dies by this -.-. Pff, what.ever!!.....i would...never.......*chucks loafer at you.....only if your'e a man.* =O! i mean, if that doesn't make you jump up and down with pure excitement, i dont' know what will. .Leave a comment.
Tuesday, March 16, 2004 / i wish i were stronger. .Leave a comment.
Tuesday, March 16, 2004 / 10:52 a.m. good morning, world =) thank God I am giong to be busy with things this week... seriously, if I end up sitting down with myself for more than 5 minutes, there is no telling what mental, stupid thing I might do at this point. so thank God for all these distractions =). mm kay. today...after i gte off the fag-machine, i'm getting otu of here...eating out, running aboot out, doing everything that doesn't remind me of things that will ...remind me of things -.-. haha. okay tamorrow, i think unnie wanted to go to victoria for a few days, that'll be fun =) we're brobably going to stay at that hotel that she was talking about...the nice one n we can dress up n stuff =D yayyers. okay so i'll be back on thursday night probably, and then friday to saturday is party time. no doot aboot it, that will be fun. ...hmmm saturday afternoon is the basketball tourny too bwahahha, gui.yuh.oon nahm.ja deul pwahhaah. sunday will be the time i have to let my procrastination as far as school work goes kick my in the bee-hind. tharr ye go. i'll be fine. =) .Leave a comment.
Sunday, March 14, 2004 / 10:18 p.m. haha me n liz. what happens when you force a camera in front of me against my will:  haha. .Leave a comment.
Sunday, March 14, 2004 / 09:01 a.m. .whatever. .Leave a comment.
Friday, March 12, 2004 / 09:00 p.m. =). mm hmm. .Leave a comment.
Thursday, March 11, 2004 / 03:49 p.m. *yawn* gonna take a power nap after i write this. hamm...what to write what to write. awwwww mardi gras...lol the dance yesterday was a lot of fun XD lo but then again, when isn't dancing fun, eh. it surprisingly relieves a lotta stress if you just dance n forget about everything else... ahaha and of course we tore it up =O. oooo sheeet. hahaha. iono it was fun, i'm looking forward to spring break when i can go dancing again.... ahhhh spring break. so excited. theengs to do, places to go, people to see. excellent. i feel a lot better. don't allow anything or anyone to waste your time. you have better things to do. .Leave a comment.
Tuesday, March 9, 2004 / 10:41 p.m. hello. hehe. -.-safklajfla. anyway, wow, i'm actually not just thiking and contemplating and i'm actually doing somethign about my situation now. =O. go najin. i mean...another thing is, I really really have to be careful not be a hypocrite and take for granted the things i have right now...after everything is said and done, i might not have these newfound blessings with me. =S. So I either have to keep going through with what I'm going to do and accept failure and the loss of the precious things I have right now, or do something else.... haha, do something else? like what, najin?. -.-. i donno. anyway, this song is really beautiful. .Leave a comment.
Sunday, March 7, 2004 / 06:23 p.m. whoo, yesterday was great..congratulations to teddy and christine =)...it was such a beautiful wedding, a lot of people..almost 500 o.0. but anyway, it was a gorgeous place, some really tear jerking moments hahaha, great food, man..you gotta love that 'sparkling apple juice'. *rubs belly*. lol man a lotta cheese pumped music but it was excellent to belt out some tunes on a hearty meal while people turned to see the table of dysfunctional ones high on coffee and the magical sparkling apple concoction haha. ah yes, and all though my ladies left early n missed the dancing, i had fun ripping up the dance floor hahahaha =D and i had coolio tae-lio to rip it up with haha. excellent, rite when i get a bit older, tae's gonna go take me clubbing with the fs.brothers, a woot woot! i'm excited XD. anyway yesterday was really touching and man...teddy and christine were dating for only 5 months before they got engaged but i can tell they're totally in love and i know they'll be very happy together. =). anyways, after some contemplating, i've accepted the advice of a very helpful someone and i'm going to try and 'balance' things as far as a certain somethign is going. hahah i am so not vague, huh. anyway, as in balancing.......i'm going to balance. -.-. i am going to back off, stop caring about thigns i normally care about, and ultimately, see if things start to swing my way for once. spring break is coming up! i'm excited. party hardy. laughing. getting my bike L (i was supposed to get it a whiel ago tho ehhh). running around. ekajflsjflasf asfkljalsfa jflaf i'm so excited. man, spring coffee house is coming up and we sitll haven't made the dance yet hahaha. that can't be good...dude, we're going to be up on stage smiling at the audience. . ... ... that's baout it hahaha. right on, last week of school, i better make it worthwhile. =). ahhhhhhhhhhh i hope this works, i hope this works i hope this works. .Leave a comment.
Friday, March 5, 2004 / 03:23 p.m. haha sketchers rock i rike funky chunky shoes   ya- ee jasheek ah.... haha, bogo ship dah =(. .Leave a comment.
Wednesday, March 3, 2004 / 11:09 p.m. hahahahahahahahah: cyber sex gone wrong .Leave a comment.
Wednesday, March 3, 2004 / 08:04 p.m. studying. hard-core like. .Leave a comment.
Tuesday, March 2, 2004 / 04:07 p.m. you irritate me. .Leave a comment.
Monday, March 1, 2004 / 07:48 p.m. lol why can't i stop thinking about you. =S... yes, i really do have to figure out what it is i'm feeling here. .. . ..o.0 HAHAHAHA *starts singing sesame street song* one of these things is not like the other ~~:  had one of the craziest conversations on the phone today. woah crazy. woah crazy. woah super trippy. o.0 the season finale of average joe is on todayyyyyyyyyy!!!! *dies* must watch. ahah stupid reality shows. =O. .Leave a comment.
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