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Tuesday, September 2, 2003 / 07:13 a.m. nice. the gunk has dried up and the keyboard actually types now. haha what are the odds. the spacebar is hard to push down though. damn keyboards o.0 it's back to school. bah. good bye chilldun. .Leave a comment. 
Monday, September 1, 2003 / 10:30 p.m. ahha don't mind the last entry....i spilled junk all over my sister's keyboard and had to replace it with mine =(. some keys type more letters than they're supposed to. bahhhh. .Leave a comment.
ashit./ Monday, September 1, 2003 / 10:18 p.m. ashit./ i aspil;l;ed crasp on thias keyboasrd asnd now certasin keyas type more l;etteras thasn they're asuppoased to./ ashit./ hol;y, thias ias pretty brutasl;./ hashashashas./ .Leave a comment.
tomorrow's the last day of summer.... Sunday, August 31, 2003 / 08:15 p.m. I'm rested. I'm ready. Considering tomorrow is the last day of my summer holiday, I think it's fair to write down what goals and whatnot I have to achieve this upcoming school year. haha i sound like a corny, 'motivational' teacher, but hey, I need to have these written in front of me: Count on it ladies and gentlemen, count on it. Time to hermit myself. .Leave a comment.
we are not amused. Saturday, August 30, 2003 / 10:36 p.m. came back from camp tonight. I really don't know what to think of it...it wasn't an amazing experience, as past camps have bin...I was annoyed several times throughout, and I was forced to go. I got to sleep under beautiful stars though. The stars out there in the middle of nowhere are beautiful though. =) I saw mars =D. Canada's really beautiful. What am I doing, talking like a fob who's never seen big mountains before, eh? haha well that's what happens after you visit korea for a while then come home. I'm not amused with something though. I know in the past I've tried desparately to shake off feelings for a certain someone to no avail....but suddenly, I feel like things are being shed without me trying to. Not because i'm bored or whatnot, or not because of petty, stupid reasons...but I think conversations I had last night with people at the camp helped me realise quite a bit. Maybe it was the extra knowledge that got me thinking. Maybe we aren't meant to be. Hm. That's a thought. Maybe. .Leave a comment.
Monday, August 25, 2003 / 11:09 p.m. = ( August is ending. Oh my gawd. . .. ........ .Leave a comment.
it's on... Monday, August 25, 2003 / 06:13 p.m. oh ho ho, it's seriously on for this year....I'm certainly not going to have enough time for the computer, so this blogging this is probably the only thing that'll be updated during the year...my aa page, all those asian pages are going down the drain. = ) i'm eexxccciiiited. .Leave a comment.
I got beef wit' yo' mom....no seriously, I do. Sunday, August 24, 2003 / 08:14 p.m. BAHHHH!!! It never fails to amaze me he how parents (specifically korean ones) can be so degrading and ignorant. It's all fun and games...until you bring me into it, you dumwit. ARgh. Something someone's mom rantered on today hurt me and pissed me off. How am I feeling now? Bitter. Very, very bitter. I'm sure she's a nice, hard-working woman, considering she does have bloody kids......but as of today, I really don't like you. And I will hold a grudge, cuz lady, you deserve one. Man, learn your bloody manners, will you?! We're in Canada. .Leave a comment.
Sunday, August 24, 2003 / 01:15 a.m. I need to find someone who speaks Italian. NOW. I want to know how to say something. NOW. .Leave a comment.
stupid paramedics. Saturday, August 23, 2003 / 05:24 p.m. I had so much fun, that day I wrote my last entry, by the way. Besides the fact that we found a man overdosed on heroine in the bathroom and had to call the ambulance. The paramedic people seemed so smug about it when they came. Almost smiling they'd ask those questions like "mmm kay *smiles* so where did you say you found him? blablbala" then they walked away to the guys rescue. EXCUSE Meeee, someone's DYING there, in case you forgot, I doubt you want to WALK to their rescue, dumass. Man, even though I guess it's because they're used to seeing crackheads every day, how could you get so used to dying peopel as to be smug about it? BAH. Man, I'm really happy though. .Leave a comment.
wee Thursday, August 21, 2003 / 11:12 a.m. Going to be fun today =) Going to eat ice cream and roller blade at science world with Vinceroono. =) Yeah yeah woop woop This really cheezy businessman left his card and his pamphlet at my house today. It reeks of his scent. old man cologne. He had a pretty assistant with him and they were both in dark suits. Very cheezy. Very smelly. Yep. That was the peak of my morning. Good bye. off to play in the sunnnn .Leave a comment.
rrrrar Tuesday, August 19, 2003 / 07:38 p.m. I love the song on my pitas/blogging page....The beat's not even that good, and the singing gets annoying after a while, but I'm in love with the way the guy pronounces words. he sounds like a korean-arab, lol the way he 'aughk's. rRrrrArrrrrr.... Anyway, I've got big plans for the near future. Aherm. Starting with my grade 11 year at ND, I am going to turn into a big big bigbgibgibgibgig nerd, study my little yass off and be at the very literal top of my grade. Why, you ask?:  rrrar. Lookit that beautiful hunk of metal, would you. I've been promised by the missus of the household this beautiful hunk of metal, given the fact that i do acheive being the top of grade 11. I think it's going to be a lot harder than I actually think though....there are a lot of freakish brainiacs out there. o.0. Bah, well now that I have my motivation, I vow to hermit myself to the constraints of my own tiny study room and hopefully, by the end of the school year, I will have what I want. *rubs hands together*. As for my Grade 12 plans......well, grade 12 is just going to rock my socks. On top of prom and all that jazz, Abdu might be coming to ND for our graduation year, enough said. .Leave a comment.
I missed you more. Tuesday, August 19, 2003 / 04:44 a.m. I haven't smiled this hard for so long. The last time I smiled this hard was because of you too. My knees haven't felt this weak for a long time. The last time my knees felt this weak was because of you too. Funny what even just one conversation can do to you. I've always doubted your feelings. I realise that I've doubted them and pretended to move on so many times, but was never able to shake off what I've always felt for you. If you knew what I've done in this past year to try and convince myself that you don't love me anymore, you would despise me. I've been abusing your love by doing these foolish things to people around me and to myself. I knew that if you really did stop loving me, it would hurt too much for me to handle. Maybe that's why I kept lying to myself...telling myself that you stopped loving me, when in reality, it was just me, too scared to realise that maybe things haven't changed. Maybe I should have more faith in the things you've said to me in the past. Maybe I should stop doubting. I'm still afraid I'll lose your respect...your trust and your love. But trying to continue to lie to myself and every one else is just going to promote that from happening even more. Either way, you say you missed me? I missed you more. I hope and pray we grow old together...even if it is just as friends. I really do. .Leave a comment.
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