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Monday, August 16, 2004 / 06:00 p.m. nine hours at work. shoot me. .feedback. ____________________________________________________ lol Monday, August 9, 2004 / 04:44 p.m. There's no use in acting all bitter about the stupid things that people do over and over again. Especially if you care about them. It's okay. Anything you do now is okay. i realised that you weren't going to change a long time ago. your stupid glitches are truly not worth crying or stressing over. =) Do as you want. I'm not going to turn from you, I won't stop caring about you, but I won't cry about the way you are. In any case, Hunter's back!!!!!!!!!!!!!! holy hell i missed that child, i hope he hasn't grown any large amounts =( I will feel even more vertically challenged than the dangerous amount i feel already. AHhaha. summer school ends in a grand total of TWO DAYS! ROAR (of the joyous variety). I half assed my way through, so yeahhhh, I've finished with marks and whatnot that's expected. Oh well, what can ya do. arf arf. .feedback. ____________________________________________________ Monday, August 9, 2004 / 01:14 p.m. 2 more days. 2 more days. =D .feedback. ____________________________________________________ Saturday, August 7, 2004 / 12:38 p.m. whooo ads!!: ad 1 ad 2 ad 3 YAYYYYY wanna see my motorcycle lesson schedule? No? Yes you do.  can you tell how bored i am? I made that in paint. ;) mmmm. *winka winka*. still at work. ahsdkjalfjk when will it endddd?!??!?! .feedback. ____________________________________________________ vroom. Saturday, August 7, 2004 / 10:41 a.m. lol saw a post about sticker.s....gawdamn hahaha when i get a bike i'm sure as hell going to get a sticker that says: "i love you...but if you're stupid, I'll kill you. - love,your bike" .feedback. ____________________________________________________ hah. Friday, August 6, 2004 / 02:04 p.m. it's a small world. a small, small world. i guess it's mind boggling sometimes, the kinds of people that you will encounter. people here, people there. no matter who you are though, no matter what your status, you're still a person. =) i will not treat you any different. you're not alone...people weren't put on this planet for you to avoid. Don't seclude yourself...shelter yourself from people with wrong intentions, but there will be people who come into your life that are worth opening up to. =) The world isn't so bad after all. sure it has it's glitches, but you will encounter some amazing people if you just open up. small world. hah. .feedback. ____________________________________________________ *aherm Tuesday, August 3, 2004 / 08:11 p.m. excuse my explicit use of extensive vocabulary down there *points down to previous entry*. =P. In any case, I don't think I will ever get sick of this song...One of the best lines: "you were abandoned, and still you're handing out what you don't want to lose". Can be so true... anyway whoot whoot what's going on with najin lately? Well something I'm pretty happy about, all the plans I had...well, planned out for this summer have fallen through/are in the process of falling through. Even though it's a little more delayed that I had hoped, it's still falling through quite nicely. I will show you my *now mostly crossed out, yes yes yesss!!!!* summer to-do list: obviously there's no way in hell I can finish the last thing until I'm able to enroll in classes, but look!!! LOOK!!! i'm enrolled!!!!!!! =D =D =D =D my classes start on august 30th-sep 5th. I couldn't be more excited askldfjaslkjflasjflasjkfdajf. as far as summer school goes, oh gawd, I think I've procrastinated to the limit...(and when I say 'the limit', i mean according to my nerdy korean standards). I'm no longer getting a grade up to my geeky standards and so I'm actually going to have to start putting some effort into this. And I only have 5 more days to do it. Shit. Haha I have a great way of screwing myself over =) gogogogo Najin!! anyway gotta go hit the books again awwwwww, good najin. .feedback. ____________________________________________________ Monday, August 2, 2004 / ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU! .feedback. ____________________________________________________ Saturday, July 31, 2004 / 04:52 p.m. hah. i'm a depressing kid. no, not depressed, depressing. don't do things that i want to, end up doing things that i don't want to do. maybe i just really need to be spoonfed some answers, some explanations. why? i guess wanting to do something is never enough. i want to be able to handle you say to me, i want to brush off anything from you, but i can't. i want to be, i'm not that strong... i want to care about you. i want to be able to love as much as i've been loved. but i can't. i want to, but i can't. fireworks today =) that should be nice. .feedback. ____________________________________________________ Prayer. Thursday, July 29, 2004 / 10:56 p.m. faith isn't following a slew of set rules in order to achieve something. faith isn't following all those rules and recommendations to avoid some undesireable outcome. that's called fear. on the flipside, faith isn't doing whatever the hell you please, knowing that you'll be forgiven anyway. faith isn't living life based on your own, ultimately meaningless principals because you know that you're blessed with grace. that's called being an ungrateful blithering idiot. faith is knowing that you will be given grace no matter what, but living a lifestyle according to it regardless of whether or not you're obligated to do so, regardless of how hard it will be. i don't want to live my life in fear. i don't want to indulge in my own ignorance. i just want to be close to You. I want to shove all my measly human craves aside, i want to shove all my meaningless lusts aside for you. This flesh is too weak, This heart is too vulnerable to be able to achieve this on my own. show me how. i want to change....... you. with you...i'm so easily swept away with emotions, i'm so easily swept into spurrs of the moments, i'm so easily swept into my own emotional bliss. there is a fine line between sin and pleasure and i have foolishly meshed those together with you. we have gotten ourselves into this and i know we can get out of it. not on our own of course, but i know we can, if we keep our eyes on the same goal. please show me how. you. with you, in the past, when i got hurt, when i got frustrated, i tried dealing with it angrily, i tried dealing it by coldly pushing you out of my life. it always came back to you though. always. i will not stop loving you. this is something that needed all these broken times for me to realise. next time..when i get hurt, when i get frustrated with you, i will continue to show you love, i will continue to love you unconditionally, no matter how much it might hurt me. that's the way i will love you. through my speech, through my actions, i will show an unconditional love that might puzzle but will open your mind and your heart to something you've never experienced before. push me away. say what you want. i will love you. please grant me with patience, please grant me with unconditional love. .feedback. ____________________________________________________ someone. Thursday, July 29, 2004 / 04:09 p.m. Jimmy Gnecco-Someone to die for This is one of those songs you can imagine a poor young sod drunk walking alone at night on the street to. I love it. before you ended i had a will but didn't know what it could do you were abandoned and still you're handing out what you don't want to lose you make drop things like all the plans i had for a life without you someone to die for someone to fall into when the world goes dark someone to die for someone to tear a hole in this endless night someone like you i'm drunk when sober the room is spinning you are what i hold on to you're taking over i find that giving in is the best i can do someone to die for someone to fall into when the world goes dark someone to die for someone to tear a holy in this endless night someone like you someone to die for someone to die for someone to die for .feedback. ____________________________________________________ yae. Saturday, July 24, 2004 / 04:24 p.m. whoo these pencils rock! at work right now, fiddling with a ducati pencil!!! who the hell woulda thought./..ducati makes pencils! i want to jack one. yeah i know...ducati pencils. *eyes widen* blows my mind too. haha. wow i love air conditioning. tonight should be fun =) party-inderjeet.....what to way-er? what to do to my hay-er? by george i found out which cars my physics summer school teacher drives. *rubs hands* let the havoc be wreaked. speaking of physics. so i'm at work...staring at this one particular question: a 75 kg astronaut on Mars knows that the radius of the planet is 3.4x10^6. She has a meter stick and a watch and finds that an object takes 1.0 seconds to fall 2.0 meters. Calculate the mass of the planet. seriously, all breaking the question down into little bits aside, just read that question as an innocent skimmer....hahaha i was actually just reading the question out to myself in that manner and sure enough, i burst out laughing. this is ridiculous. this 75 kg astronaut is of no importance to me. heck, i don't know how to figure out the mass of the bloody planet they are dropping objects on, and i don't want to know. then again, since my mark depends on this feebly useless concept, maybe i should stop laughing at it. crap. haha, i seriously curse all these genius' who came up with these concepts to begin with. i curse all the people who were brilliantly somehow able to derive these equations from bits and peices of useless information. curse you. oh gawd, so there is this guy who got his boat fixed with our service department, just got it back today, eh. so he's out, enjoying his boat on the water, and lo and behold, it breaks down =D. he's on the phone right now. he's on the water right now. he's on hold right now. he's been on hold for about 10 minutes now. =S poor guy. .feedback. ____________________________________________________ nail buffing. Saturday, July 17, 2004 / 04:21 p.m. nail buffing is freaking amazing. my nails are so smooth, so shiny!!!! =D dance today. yay yay .feedback. ____________________________________________________ Friday, July 16, 2004 / 06:55 p.m. it's frigging hot just saw that movie i,robot with will smith in it, i liked it. haha but then again, i'm not analytical movie critic material, i like most movies that i see =P. it's frigging hot. i've been in such a bad mood the whole day too, must be lack of sleep. that's it, i'm going to bed after this. =) good ol' irregular sleeping times of the summer. gotta love it. friggin, i wish that bike instructor would call me back sooner =salfkjalsfjalsjfalsjlafjla i need to get into bike school NOW. =(. making cam wilson's soccer site flash thing. to see what kumar's done to it so far, www.camfootball.com good stuff. i have nothing interesting, nothing insightful to talk about righ tnow. haha as if i ever do... but less than usual. i'm tired. and cranky. hear me roar. roar. .feedback. ____________________________________________________ Tuesday, July 13, 2004 / 03:32 a.m. yep that time is right. it's 3 in the bloody morning and i'm still up. just one thought on my mind right now..... francis, i miss you. =( come home....skflajflajklfajlfja .feedback. ____________________________________________________ new art. Monday, July 12, 2004 / 05:34 p.m. oo wee:  it's people like you that can make someone's who's normally outspoken go speechless. it's people like you that can make someone's fair complexion turn crimson with your voice. it's you who causes uncontrollable smiling gurbled speech . lol. look what you do to me .feedback. ____________________________________________________ first touch. / (nghh please click to enlarge the pic, it's quickly done and ugly anyway, i know, but it's uglier when it's small, lol):  such a long time ago... so distant, yet on nights like this, it all comes back to me so vividly. covered up, subtle uneasiness. chuckling at the awkwardness of it all... it was so surreal. the only thought I can distinctly remember repeating to myself over and over again in the midst of it... savour this, Najin. savour it. It's like one of those things you know is so rare... something that you know you will regret not cherising the moment it happened. savour it savour it. it was so funny. it wasn't even that big of a thing. a simple touch, your hand... lol, your hand. lanky, placing your hand on my cheek. in all it's akwardness... heh so you. .... so perfect. frekalflksfjalfjalj. weh. ee.dah-shee seng.gahk hae??? .feedback. ____________________________________________________ you. Sunday, July 11, 2004 / 09:10 p.m. perfect smile. perfectly fake smile. perfect eyes. perfectly empty eyes. perfect speech. perfectly bland, substance-less speech. such a shame =I. there's so much more than you know... how to show you? .feedback. ____________________________________________________ Russell Peters Saturday, July 10, 2004 / 12:21 p.m. http://www.xdude.com/russelpeters/ these are gold. .feedback. ____________________________________________________ Note to self. Friday, July 9, 2004 / 11:32 p.m. I have no intention of screwing over what I've worked up to. I may have a little fun, but fun doesn't mean hurting anyone in the process. never forget those two points. Don't be an idiot, Najin. A test. A test that strangely enough, is tempting the test taker (yours truly) to fail. Let us see what happens, shall we? entertain me:  hehe excellent. .feedback. ____________________________________________________ ARCHIVES . |
