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Sunday, February 29, 2004 / 02:27 p.m. excellent! .Leave a comment. 
Friday, February 27, 2004 / 11:08 p.m. lol........seriously, if that's all it really takes for me to feel like this..... haha...man. jung.mahl.lo..........sarang.han.dah. =P. .Leave a comment.
Thursday, February 26, 2004 / 09:14 p.m. bah screw that. do my own thing now. it turns out i was wise for doing it before. what makes me think it won't be benificial to do this again? ......maybe....cuz.....things are different now. .... maybe not. i donno. confused. .Leave a comment.
no way. Thursday, February 26, 2004 / 03:47 p.m. wow, i'm shocked. now that is something to think about........ i'm open mouthed. =O. funny thing is, i knew.... because i feel it too...i knew it too. well, for a second i thought of the possibility, but i shoved it out of my mind because of course, look at the situation...no way. .. . ....but turns out it was...ononono, it is.... ...hey, maybe i'm misinterpreting. maybe i'm wrong. of course i will keep my mouth shut though... ahahha wow i am a camera whore. and taking pictures when you are takling on the phone is gay. .....gay as in fun =(. tokken to miranda ko on the telephono:  hoooo check it out check it out, it's a spaceman crazy headset phone :O!!!! yea man.  woah woah woah, i am disturbed.  find the food. =O!  don't laugh.........  riiiiiiiiiight.  ooooo check it out, a camera!! *puts on fake smile + pose-ish expression*. oooooo yea.  ngh, go away. HAHAAH this is completely and utterly EXCELLENT! for now. wow. =O. still stunned. .Leave a comment.
Wednesday, February 25, 2004 / ......i'm pissed off. how can you expect me do things on my own if you can't even compromise and trust me to do it on my own? no i'm not bloody 2 years old anymore, i'm not a friggin baby. what else pisses me off about this situation? pff. ones that i want support from the most don't understand. it's me that's doing something wrong, isn't it? i'm just ungrateful and should just swallow everything that's happening because they said so. no. i'd rather speak for what's right and the way it should be instead. they shouldn't and can't expect respect from me if they want to trap me in a stupid little hole and shelter me from all the things i shoudl learn on my own. if i'm going to trap me in a hole, i'm going to speak up. you want respect? tell me what you want, give me freedom then trust me. Gawd. what pisses me off more about this situation. so i want support from people who do't understand, and you totally make me feel like some ungrateful idiot. so you would be totally better than i would be in the same situation, would you? take a look at your own life, check the plank in your own eye. is the definition of respect just what i'm not doing?hell no, just because of what i might do out of frustration right now doesn't mean i don't give respect through other aspects. i bust my ass to try and give respect, but i can't tolerate stupidity like this. just like you might be able to tolerate stupidity that i can't, you might not bust your ass trying to give respect in the ways that i do. everything makes me sick righ tnow. good bye. .Leave a comment.
Tuesday, February 24, 2004 / 05:10 p.m. these turn my crank. ...........HTOAsflajsflkaj... the thing with shopping is you don't want to do it when you don't do it. but after you do it, there is no turninig back -.- i just went shopping, but now i want more, haha sah joh!!!: jacket drop tab tee jacket leather side belt tee I WANT THISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh screw that, i need the last jacket, i'm just gonna foolishly blow my money on it haha i want it -.-. stupid american prices =( i foudn it first, bleeyatch. i will kill you if i ever see you wearing it.   hmm...kinda want this too:   excellent. .Leave a comment.
Sunday, February 22, 2004 / 08:30 p.m. ahhh omg we have mak's bunny for a while, and omgggg it's sooo much tamer/nicer than ours!!! holy krap on a cat i was playing with it so much yesterday lol i even took it up to my room and started taking pictures with it hahahahah i swear that bunny is so hot lol anyway i'll stick them up when i get back on my computer, i'm sort of not there at zee moment. alalalalala it was so beautiful outside today .Leave a comment.
Saturday, February 21, 2004 / Hoobastank-the reason listen. .Leave a comment.
Saturday, February 21, 2004 / 11:48 a.m. eh. nothing i can do about it now, i guess. bah. lol anyway whoooooo it's so beautiful outside today. reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhh................ .Leave a comment.
Friday, February 20, 2004 / 03:24 p.m. right now, i am:  cursy my curserson from cursy-ville. SHAKLADFJLSDFJA FLASFJ AWF WIF AWHF AWHIF WIHF LWKJF AWLFA WLFHAF HAIFHA FAWIOHF AWFHAWFKHaw FKhaFHAFH AWIF WAIF VOGAOSDKF LFJA WGAHWEFAWFFA !!!!! excuse the following language. don't read if cursing offends you. ....obviously if you're still reading, cursing will not offend you. you stupid peice of shit! does it offend you now, motheakdljaf afukcer!!!.f?sAFfffff bahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!! shit shithsithsi shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck slajflsakjflasj fljw ofija foiawhf oaiwhf oawif awiugf awiuf gu awekrnkwa epdfoaw fpawu fawehf lkejfw oeiu093 0r9832lkdsj foufpasudfaoiahwtoif oierh fo9uw39 boidx fksahdfoiad9rp o9e4toitasefoiusadofjasdfkvdl flkaskdfsh iuf auioh fa that's right, you heard me. fuckity fuck fuck. .Leave a comment.
Thursday, February 19, 2004 / 07:26 p.m. mmm new jewelry... mmmm new clothes mmmm new underwear =D hotness. .Leave a comment.
Wednesday, February 18, 2004 / 01:28 a.m. fa fa fa feeling:  happinder. a woot woot iss my birthday todya. =) besides the fact that i know i shouldn't have procrastinated liek a mofo this weekend and i have 23094820348 things to do todya, i better have an enlightening day. lol. and by englitening, i mean enlightening. .. ........ yea, not too sure wht that means either =P. a shings to do: x math =( x bio =( x socials aaaalkjfsldkfjalfj project =( triple =(. =) iss me birthday. .Leave a comment.
Monday, February 16, 2004 / 06:59 p.m. current state:  BAH pardon my french, but this is gaY!!!. stuuuuuupid!!! stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid gay stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid STUPID!!!! asldkfjaslfjlajflkasjflasfalfjalfjaljf. ugh that's it from me. .Leave a comment.
Monday, February 16, 2004 / ahahahhahahaha it's eddy: 
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Monday, February 16, 2004 / 01:27 a.m. current state:  thoughtful oh-neul...oh-neul nuh.reul boll.gguh.nyah? ...or should it not matter? my birthday's on wednesday =). had a wierd day today, (the 15th) fell asleep several times throughout the day, fell asleep in the car coming home from gyo heh, got home with marks and indents all over my face from sleeping on whatever it was i fell asleep on ahaha. then within 5 minutes of getting home cam n jamil call and come to pick me up while i still have indents all over my tired visage there lol. go to xue's, play ping pong..no no 'table tennis', go get dysfunctional kevin who has a disturbingly disturbing hair fetish *whimper* then end up at kyle's to eat ice cream and then back at kevin's. ahhh all jumpy everywhere-y, and all the while i was slowly falling back asleep hahah. it was intronesting. i was so tired today =(. i sitll am. awwwwwwwwwww jamil and all the guys who are usually at kyle's house did some really sweet stuff for the girls who usually are there too on valentine's day XD awww. they made them dinner, wrote them one poem, each stanza focusing on one of the girls and like sang for them and stuff. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww XD that's so dam sweet lol. =) i think overall most people had a pretty good valentine's day =). i'm glad hehe.. the weather is soooooooo stupid! okay, it has rained since the break has started, is supposed to rain until the break is over, is supposed to be sunny when i get back to school, then guess what, it's supposed to rain AGAIN FOR NEXT WEEKEND. whywhy wHY?!!!?11! i like the sun =(. come baaaaack. . ...... .Leave a comment.
Saturday, February 14, 2004 / 03:25 a.m. 3 25 am yesssssssssssss!!!! i officially need sleep LA LA LA LA .Leave a comment.
Friday, February 13, 2004 / 11:43 a.m. ..i guess that's just the way it is. =P. .Leave a comment.
Thursday, February 12, 2004 / 03:30 p.m. current state:  excited but then again....when am i not? 0.o. SOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE!: click 1 .Leave a comment.
Wednesday, February 11, 2004 / 11:32 p.m. current state:  pampering self-ish haha i swear, you always gotta put time out for yourself. ..well, k, maybe not so for guys but I swear, I denno how girls would be able to live without setting aside even just a bit of time to do nice things for yourself..hahaha i mean bubbly baths, pedicures, reeking of femininineneinineiinety, even if just for a while. lol it's so relaxing, dammit i love it i love it i love it. so what's new in the world? man, that stupid janet jackson boob exhibition hulaballoo isn't going awayyy, what's up with that. so she showed her boob *gasp* get over it. reh .Leave a comment.
Monday, February 9, 2004 / 06:53 p.m. my birthday's in nine days!!! SCORE!!!! going for my bike L this week!!! SCOOOORE!! hahah bombed the first test of the second semester!!! ......k, not so score.. XD things zut are soon oooooooo wait, valentine's day is on sat =(. aww i porbably won't beable to eat on taht day then lol peopel are usually busy with their whoevers on that day. awww =(. ghey. anyway woo pah. gotta go eat, fasha is mad. --------- i can't get on msn!!!!!!! X( bah bahbhabhahbahbhahbhabhahbah. .Leave a comment.
Monday, February 9, 2004 /  ...what's this? why're you here? what do you want? go away. tear drop, drop, drop, drop, drop, drop. .Leave a comment.
Saturday, February 7, 2004 / 12:53 a.m. good morrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrnin'. -.o i'm so zoned out, i'm in my lil tranec of being too tired to use discretion with my thoughts so i'm just gonna leave it as it comes out here. aherm aherm aherm. anyway, so another week of school comes to a close. blhahah stupid school. i get another break from the 13th to the 17th or something, yes. good stuff. i contemplate a lot of the same crap, over and over and over again. i wonder why i can't either seem to just drop it and stop contemplating about it or why i can't just do what my impulse tells me to do. ...maybe it's cuz impulse is stupid and so is giving up.and so sitting here goin roudn and round in circles isn't stupid, najin? nooooooo cuz i'm not going in circles, fool. i thought maybe things wer going around in circles, but definately not the case. things are always changing, there's always something new that happenst hat rpesvents things from going into pathetic little circles. so i'm not going in circles. i'm going in a line. a forward line. a kind of mangled, wonky line, but it's a line that goes forward nonetheless. =) it's good. it's good. i'm happy....always was, in fact. duh. just didn't realise it til now. yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwn. i need sleep. .Leave a comment.
Thursday, February 5, 2004 / 08:30 p.m. awWWWWWWWWwwwwww boys II men is the ultimateeeeee!!1 the best r&b slow jam singer group of all time, i swear. I don't think too much of the beginning of the song, but man during the chorus they sound soooooooooo good when they start singing 'i finally know who she issss' bah just listen just listen! I've been searching for the girl of my dreams The one who'll give all of her love to me You've been there as a friend indeed Someone that I coudl depend Through thick and thin my strength when I wanted to give in you're special to me made it easy when i felt lonely if i only knew then what I know now my search would've ended long ago i finally know who she is the girl you've been trying to help me find and all of this time she's been right here she's only around me when you are near and you spend your time with her every day so you know she's perfect in every way i've been looking for love and she's looking at me if you look in the mirror you'll see what i see Now I'm in a predicament And I don't know how to explain To a friend that's been a friend for so so long Should I tell you how I feel or leave it alone? It's amazing how intimidating, I never knew that it was you and after all this time it never crossed my mind that in a friend a love i'd find you're special to me and i hope that we can be much more my heart is in your hands so why don't we get loving I finally know who she is the girl you've been trying ot help me find and all of this time she's been right here she's only around me when you are near and you spend your time with her every day so you know she's perfect in every way i've been looking for love and she's looking at me if you look in the mirror you'll see what i see and it goes on. awwwwww such a sweet song, dammit. .Leave a comment.
Wednesday, February 4, 2004 / aw man...talking with someone who is going through something painfully similar to what i am/was going through made me realise a lot todya. I'm sooooo thankful things are the way they are right now...I remember how it was before this and I can't believe how easily I forgot about that. I seem to be focusing on petty things that upset me now and the fact of the matter is....things worked out...and i should be completely happy. heem... but then again, the only reason i bring up things that happen to bring 'drama' along with them is because i want to make things better...all i want is to make things move forward, that's all....nuh.han.tae duh gah.kka.ee gahl.lae.......that's all. yay valentine's day is coming =). yay, my birthday is coming =). yay, that 5 day break of school is coming very very soon. bwahaha. good shnitzel. heem. interesting. very, very interesting. .Leave a comment.
Wednesday, February 4, 2004 / bogo shippuh. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhh. .Leave a comment.
yammer yammer yammer about nothing nothing nothing. Monday, February 2, 2004 / reality shows. stoopeed, riight yea i know. but omg why can't you stop watchign them!??!?!?! kk the ones i've been watching....Average Joe and My Big FAt Obnoxious Fiance. HAahahahaha oh man, such stupid names, such lame concepts, but suchhhh addicting showwwwwwws. omg ogmogmogmogm i can yap on and on about these two shows based upon what just happened in the last episode. aherm. first, my big fat obnixious fiance, ahhhh friggin hilarious!!!. so basically, the show told some girl that if she convinces all her friends and family that she's fallen in love with someone that's piggish and disgusting for a million dollars. she thinks the guy has been told the exact same thing, that all he has to do is convince his family that he's fallen in love and is getting married to this girl. thing is, the guy's an actor, so he's paid to be obnoxious, immature, etc. etc. (and apparantly he's a good actor, since during the behind-the-scenes stuff, he's pretty sincere and witty) but anyway, freeeakkkiiinggg hilarious hahahahahaha. so the joke's basicalyl on her, she thinks that this guy is some freak who's on the show for money, and she thinks that he has to convince his family that he's getting married tothis girl. but man, when it came to introducing his family to her hahahahaha everyone in his family are actors and they are all insanely psycho and it's soooo dam funny to see her reactions and stuff hahaha. ho man. good show, funny shnitzel. Anyway, on Average Joe omg it's sooo emotional -.-. So this show's about some really beautiful girl, and all these 'average joe' (aka nerdy, awkward guys) come on, she gets to know them, and then the show brings on all these studly muscular, brute-ish guys and so she has to eliminate peopel from both groups until she's left with the one that she wants to be with or whatever. but omg!!!!! soooo emotional lol and i think they picked a really good girl to be on the show cuz she's actually making some smart choices and man you can tell she felt so bad when she had to eliminate the average joe guys =( it was so dam sad. ah. see, i know reading about my little overview on the show is boring and uncompelling as hell, but if you watch the bloody show, i tell you............ oh my gawd. see that fatty paragraph up there? ^. that's on bloody television shows. television. shows. OMG! HAHAhaahahah that is all kinds of sad. *shrugs*. these shows own, i swear. TV, where have you been all my life? *migrates to the couch*. hahahahaha oooo my. anyway. phew. first day of schooooooool! well, first day of second semester, but since it was the first time i've ever been in those classes, it really felt like the first day of school o.0. it was all right, my teachers are okay. neh, nothing much to say. biology, teacher's really nice, people to talk to surround me, so it's all gravy. math, my teacher is.....somethin else. some man who looks like he's wearing a curly clown wig dyed gray with a cherry red, saggy saggy face. everyone in my math class is all like 'i am the math master, dammit' and they all seem so concentrated and quiet, and into their work....it's phenominal. lol. anyway, aherm, capp...is useless and i was literally given a sheet of paper today with questions that said, 'please finish these sentences. when i get my report card, i...........read it?? what i like about school is.................i don't really like it. i chose capp because....i had no choice.. stupid stupid stupid course. will be a good time to catch up on some sneep though. aherm, last course, socialssssssssss. will be fun, teacher seems to know what she's talking about, crrrrrrazy people in the class. wee hoo. bok to scool =(. i am the KDS master! nononono no non o!!! i am the KDS master, i tell you! hahahahahah. what is the KDS? ...The Korean Death Stare. Hahahaha dave was explaining it on sunday and man..it's that incredibly cold, peircing look that girls are especially good at when you say something to deeply irritate them. you know the one when the body is kind of turned away from you, and the eyes go really slitty and she kind of glares at you from the corner of her eye. ooo ooooooo ooooooooooooooo cold! hahahahahahhaah. i have mastered the kds thoroughly i tell you. aherm, there are differnet types of kds that i like to deal out every so often. the 'you are irritating me, get the krap away from me' one, the 'what the heck are you talking about, i don't undstand what you're saying' one (you gotta add a little furrowed brow to that one though haha), the 'we are not amused, that was so incredibly pathetic' one, the 'that is disgusting and now i am disgusted' one, and finally, the most common yet most peircing one woudl have to be the 'i can't believe you just said that you ignorant fool, take it back NOW.' one. yes indeed. i use these several times through my kds career. daily. hourly, even. =O! beware. of the stare. HAH. i rhymed. haw haw haw *gay laugh*............and now i will add another one. the 'don't you dare look at me like i'm stupid. ....you're onyl looking at me like that cuz...cuz......cuz you're stupid (ooo good one, najin)' one. beautiful. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww stoopeed =(. my traffic check thing isn't working. heh this thing keeps track of how many hits i get from which countries and i like looking at it, in my dorky country-checking compulsiveness. haha i swear it's so wierd htough, all though most of my daily whatevers are from canada and amerikaa kaa, sometimes i get visits from singapore, ooo ukraine, bloody all these countries and i have no clue how they find my site but they doooo!!! and the hits joost piiile up aahaha. and i am shocked and/or appalled. ivana check it but like i said, it ain't workin', yo. =(. noooooooo my entertainment!!! hahahahahah what an incredibly engaging, exciiiiiiiiiiting source of entertainment, eh! =D YEAHHHHHH believe it. .Leave a comment.
Sunday, February 1, 2004 / 07:58 p.m. I have probably one of the most convincing fake smiles you will ever see. =D amazing. Let's see how long I can hold it for. hah.nah.nim....jeh.bahl.do.wah.jyo.yo. neh.ga mollah.yo. hah.nah.nim, ee.guh.reul mote.heh.yo...jung.mahl.ee.eh.yo... hah.nah.nim. . . .. .. ... ..... i know this s probably the jillionth time i've done this in the past while, but honestly, all i gotta say is: lskdjf salkdjf aofijasiodf asfldkj awpefojapw flawejf aewof jawfjwapof awefjwaoifwa-9fjwpaffkjsd ldsjfps psodjf paso aspodfpawojf aowe pawpoefawpoejfapp poawef awhekawgef a'wupeigaped fwejorh oaweur ajdfkl jaksdfn awpufadjf i fowiah fkjads flkaflosjfpowe feoio4wetrrij j irjfop arefoa erut-w23-4tildfjoj34-f.dlkfdfklkfj klj !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! doh.wah.jyo.yo. .Leave a comment.
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