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i like sundays and i don't like sundays. i don't like them because the next day is monday... BUT i do get to go to church and i am usually in a good mood the rest of the day!
i learn awesome new things and i also see those 2 really cute boys. tee hee
led worship today with josiah and clarke. it went really well, i thought! i was a little nervous, especially for the guys cuz they were the ones playing guitar and it was their first time doing that. but they did awesome. all i have to do is sing and that's not hard lol
gov cup white chocolate mocha after youth group. it's becoming a weekly thing to do after church. but i also didn't get anything last night at the concierto because it was packed and too hot and pretty much impossible to do so anyways.
listening to hubcap annie ALL day long. i love it :)
i like the cd even more now that i've heard it all live
copied pictures to send to bryan. i miss him so much :(
in a weird mood. tired but wired from the coffee i had earlier. i dunno. hmm..... i really don't want to go to school tomorrow
Sunday, November 28, 2004 ~ 07:44 p.m.
had a nice relaxing saturday.
went on another long run; felt reallllly good
hanging out until clarke came and we went to josiah's. except he wasn't there, but a note that said "come on in!"
silly kid.
practiced worship songs for tomorrow. i'm a LITTLE nervous, but mostly excited. i mean, i've done it before, but yeah anyways
hubcap annie show. got there about 9:25, heard the first band's last 2 songs... they were good! but i was there for hubcap annie. they're so good! i LOVE their cd
it was super crowded; had a good spot but left (stupid me). went upstairs though and hung with my sis and her friends.
they're soo freakin talented! and so HOT! aaahahaha. i can't believe, the first hubcap annie show i go to is their last one!! RAR. not cool
it was one high energy, rockin, fun, hilarious concert. those guys are so talented, and i wouldn't be surprised if i saw jon and kevin in the same band or bands of their own that were known around the us one day.
my sister must marry him.. and i must marry that one boy... tee hee
Sunday, November 28, 2004 ~ 12:22 a.m.
turkey day!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't wait til all my relatives come over and fill our little house with talking and laughing and good times!
and i REALLY can't wait to just stuff my face with food and food and more food.
lions are playing; the score is 27-9 :(
it's ok, joey! I STILL LOVE YOU!! and always will! haha
not much goin on, just glad that the past few days of school are OVER!!
i hope i can go shopping tomorrow! not like i need anything, but it's still fun!
hubcap annie show on saturday at the gov. cup... SO EXCITED! they're really good, but i've never heard them live, so this should be really fun. plus, it's at the gov. cup, and i LOOOVE the gov. cup.
well, i don't have much to say, just hope y'all have a great thanksgiving with family and remember to always be thankful, even after thanksgiving :)
Thursday, November 25, 2004 ~ 11:23 a.m.
sunday. good time at church. didn't see him til after :(
took me forever to clean my room. i get distracted too easily by the music playing and everything else in my room haha. and i also had to take about an hour break :D
my only hw was a single math problem. that took me forever and i didn't get right! gosh. retarted
AMERICAN DREAMS!!! JJ CAME HOME!! I ALMOST CRIED!!! jeez, the past 3 episodes have been some tearjerkers. man, he is hot. haha.
I DON'T WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!! I CAN'T DO IT! I DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE AROUND ANY OF THOSE PEOPLE FOR SOME REASON I JUST DON'T!
only 3 days.. THEN TURKEY DAY WITH THE WHOLE FAM AT MY HOUSE! YAY!!!!!! i'm so excited
Sunday, November 21, 2004 ~ 09:36 p.m.
one of the best days i've had in awhile
except for the fact that the ducks lost
but otherwise, everything was great
bible study meeting at aaron's house. lots of fun! i don't normally hang out with all those cool kids and it was nice for a change in people, lol.
it's good to know that there are others at south who seek God just as i do. it's really encouraging! :)
fun games. laughing til i was crying
SNOTT!
(aka Sophomore Night Out on The Town, hahaha)
clarke, aaron, allison, and i went in ryan's van along with his adorable 3 year old daughter, kira
i was ryan's co-pilot/controller of music
ryan showing off his sunroof (yeah, he has a minivan. doesn't really fit haha)
arriving at the Rheinlander. it's so cool! from the outside it looks like an actual building that would be in germany! fun stuff
waiting to be seating, i sat in the kinder corner on the little chair. they had hot cider for you too! yay
walking through the restaurant to get to our table in the back, it was like you were in a little german village! it was so cool! it made me happy just walking through it!
big tables in the back, had the best place. ryan was on my left, clarke on my left, deanna across from me, and then her fiancee ben sitting by her, who is so funny haha. had a GREAT time. i was so happy!
but oh, the best is yet to come.... A GUY CAME AND STARTED PLAYING THE ACCORDIAN!!!! AHHHH IT WAS AWESOME!!! i wish i could play the accordian
but we started out our dinner with yummy bread (sourdough and rye) with CHEESE FONDU that was AMAZING
then they came out with sourdough rolls and raisin-sunflower rolls with regular butter and apple butter. can we say YUM??
we ordered either lentil soup or salad and then that came out! the soup was SO GOOD
THEN our main entree came out. oh man i had the steak and the 4 bites i had was DELICIOUS i was already so full though. and the potatoes were good too i had to take it all home haha.
i had such a great night. lots of laughing, good food, and awesome people. i didn't want it to end! gosh
drive home, ryan got us starbucks yay!! and clarke and i ended up deciding we would be leading worship next week! i'm excited, but nervous at the same time!!!
well, i had an awesome night and i can't wait to go to church tomorrow!!!
Saturday, November 20, 2004 ~ 10:33 p.m.
had a great ride last night. my last ride :( NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! i love spy. he's too cute!! had some really good jumps! WOO WOO!
awoke at 5:00, got white chocolate mocha, and went off to school for sectionals. bleh. saw lauren though yay! i never see her or hilary anymore, gosh
another allright/kinda weird/end was bad day. still feeling lonely. still feeling... just out of sorts. i feel happy i guess when i'm around my friends, and i act happy. but alone i just think about everything and i just feel... alone.
me and my pity parties. bleh
elf is really funny hahahahhaha. "DID YOU HEAR THAT?"
i am sam. what a great movie
Friday, November 19, 2004 ~ 09:28 p.m.
didn't go to the game last night... i knew we'd lose anyway. i'm tired. too tired. i need more sleep. RAR!
long day of babysitting. my weekend is pretty much gone, cuz sunday i go to church, come home, and do homework. but even if i didn't have to babysit, i probably wouldn't have done anything else but sit around anyways cuz i'm so freakin tired.
kevin hastings trio cd. he's amazing, he sounds like ben folds... but with his voice. i wish i were that talented
watched the episode of american dreams from last week again and i STILL cry.
i love chocolate chips
Saturday, November 13, 2004 ~ 08:40 p.m.
veteran's day.. NO SCHOOL!!! heck yes
had a good day! woke up at 9:00ish, watched CMT all morning. music videos non-stop.
"save a horse, ride a cowboy!"
"days go by, i can feel 'em flyin like my hand out the window in the wind..."
"ain't a pretty-boy toy i'll rock you steady... rough and ready!"
"i love this bar"
"i'm havin a party... a party for two!"
man, do i love country music or what? it makes me happy :D
got ready, mom and i went out to double h. i'm such a good driver :D
bought new riding gloves, drooled over all the saddles, halters, breyer horses (tee hee), boots, and cowboy hats. *sigh* i need a horse way too bad
silverton, peppermint mocha... everything closes at 5! what is the deal?! jeez... silverton is so cute.
on to canyonview. michelle brought levi! yay! he's so cute
rode spy again. i love that horse. i fell in love with him the first time i rode him. i wish i could buy him *sigh*
such a fun ride!!!! ahhh we all had so much fun!!! and we jumped and i got to canter jumps and this one i trotted it but i put my leg on him a little too much and he took off it was fun!! took my breath away hahaha. he was galloping/crow-hopping it was funny.
there is something so incredible about riding horses. just being on top of this animal with so much power and just having a connection. it's awesome.
but i am tired, and i have a sectional tomorrow, so i'm going to bed.
Thursday, November 11, 2004 ~ 10:01 p.m.
i was going to archive, but i didn't update very much and haven't in the past few months so i'll leave it til the end of noviembre
well these past 2 months of school have been... interesting. i got relient k's new cd last night! and lemme tell ya, it rocks my socks.
and we have no school tomorrow! heck yes!! and i picked my board up from exit tonight!!! IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL!! my bindings (my beautiful red bindings) are on and it's all waxed and i just can't WAIT to use it!!!
hopefully i can get my pretty light blue volcom jacket that i want. mmmm i love snowboarding and everything about it
i'm really tired, i have been lately. i mean i've been tired since last year but, especially right about now. seriously the past 2 weeks my teachers just HAD to give me a bunch of stuff to do
last monday i gave my speech in sophomore econ that i had to write over the weekend, that week i had to write a creation myth for english, then i worked on a creation myth presentation for english over the weekend, i had to write a sophomore econ paper for tuesday, and i had to do my periodic table project for chem. phew! all that stuff is done, now i have to be studying for midterms in sports med next week! i'm so nervous for that! dah!
i can't wait til next week is over because that means the full week will be over, midterms will be over, and the week after that will be a 3-day week with freakin THANKSGIVING!!!! umm... HECK YES!
sweet potatoes...mmmmmmmmmmmm
i'm excited for thanksgiving, our whole family is coming over to our small little house. YAY!!! we can play friends trivia with my cousin annie cuz she knows just as much as my sister and i do! WOO HOO! my sister and i aren't the only ones who are obsessed...
why can't i get over him? i just keep holding on, thinking something could happen... i should get over him. but i don't want to! nothing will ever happen, and i know that. but what am i supposed to do? i can't just get over him like that. i tried and thought i did once, but i've always kept feelings for him i guess. gosh. guys make things complicated. ehh.
i get money this weekend! babysitting all day saturday. YAY! then i can pay off more of my board. i'm under $200 finally! YES. ok, i'm done
Wednesday, November 10, 2004 ~ 10:09 p.m.
friday finally. i survived... surprisingly
not a bad day i guess. really tired though. math was actually kinda fun, since i have tim and stephen in my seating group to keep me amused, haha
started to lose it in orchestra
mcnary beat our boys in the soccer game today 4-0 =(
sad day indeed
we killed crescent valley. it was quite the boring game though. jeeeeez
people are... i dunno. i don't really know how i feel about school and people at the moment. i just always feel like i'm in a foul mood or something. like not on the outside, but on the inside
it's amazing how you can feel so alone in such a big crowd....
Friday, October 22, 2004 ~ 10:46 p.m.
oh my gosh, i am SO good at updating this! YES! go me! haha, no..
umm.. not much for me going on except that this week has felt really long/short/i don't even know.
what hanna has learned so far this year? that she really really really doesn't like school! yay!!!!
job shadow was yesterday, and went really well! saw a c-section get done, dog's teeth get cleaned, watched them take out a tooth, and met cute animals. one of which was my favorite, a 10 year old golden retriever named Cody who was SO sweet =)
I LUFF PONNIES!
and went riding tonight. rode callie... again. she's getting better for me now that i'm used to how she is. but it's tough and sometimes i wish that i could just ride pee wee again but i won't learn much at all. and it's not like i'm gonna be riding callie the WHOLE rest of the time anyway... i wonder which other horse i'll ride?
i luff switchfoot. and the honorary title. such a good cd. and relient k! heard their song "Be my escape" on the radio and it was sooo good! been listening to other new songs on the web site and i am so stoked!
speaking of being stoked... ummm, tomorrow is definitely a friday and we definitely have a 4-day weekend *so much happiness there isn't an action for it it's just HAPPY* =D
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i can't believe it, it's amazing. i think i'd die right now if we didn't have a 4 day weekend. and what makes it even better is that our days off are on a monday and tuesday... my 2 least favorite days of the week!!!
aslgkjs;lgksja;lkg i'm tired. i need to get to bed. i'll probably take a nap after school tomorrow though... yeah that sounds good =)
Thursday, October 21, 2004 ~ 09:56 p.m.
last weekend was awesome. went on the fall retreat over at the beach at winema.
i loved being able to get away for the weekend. some things weren't sooo great, but i still had a really great time
week went by really fast. all in all i can say it was awesome, even though i was really tired
the main reason is cuz i wen to a concert on tuesday night. a switchfoot concert to be exact =D heh heh. they were amazing as they always are. but even better because i had never heard them play any of their "beautiful letdown" stuff live, and that is their 4th album and every album is better than the last.
they even played 2 new songs! that means another cd is gonna come out, and probly within the next year! well, at least i hope that's the case
jon foreman (and tim foreman as his co-writer) is an amazing songwriter, it's incredible. they are all so freakin good it blows me away.
JON AND TIM AHH I LOVE THEM!!
2 bands played before: honorary title and the format. i liked them a lot! honorary title better than the format though. that guy has such a great voice, i love it! =D
man, what would i do without music?
Thursday, October 14, 2004 ~ 11:57 p.m.
wednesday... this week has gone by fast so far. YAY!
tomorrow is friday, but it's actually thursday.. very trixy...
had a pretty good week i guess so far. went to the jv football game tonight. we really suck this year. when i left at 8:00 it was 20-7 and doug had JUST scored our only touchdown. and it was in the last quarter with like, 9 minutes and 30 seconds left. psh
my knees hurt. i have major problems. if i actually do follow through with my plan of starting up soccer again (which i do plan to do) i am going to have some hurting going on even more than i do now. i hope it doesn't ruin anything! :/
otherwise i'm good. i get to ride horses tomorrow! and i'm riding callie, the big thoroughbred! or at least i think she's a thoroughbred. we'll just say she is
i'm excited, cuz friday i leave for winema retreat center at the beach with my youth group! yay! it's got to be the best retreat ever. well besides that one time at jumbalaya in 8th grade. NOTHING beats WHC, i don't care what you say
then on tuesday is the switchfoot concert!! WOO WOO! i'm soooooooooo dang stoked!!! i'm gonna buy a t-shirt and stickers and maybe a poster! AHHHH! jon and tim foreman are so hot!! I LOVE THEM! nah nah nah nah NAH! that was my song :D
RELIENT K IS COMING OUT WITH A NEW CD ON NOVEMBER 2ND!! OH MY GOSH!!! I AM SO PUMPED AND I HAD NO IDEA TIL MICHELLE TOLD ME LAST NIGHT!! AHHHHHHH SO I'VE BEEN LISTENING TO THE 3 TRACKS THEY HAVE UP SO FAR AND THEY ARE SOOO INCREDIBLY GOOD! ASDLGJDLSGJSL;DGJ;LSDKGJ;LJLKSJG;SGJSDLKJ MICHELLE AND I ARE GOING THE DAY OF AND BUYING IT AND LISTENING TO IT ALL DAY LONG AND YOU CAN'T STOP US! SLAKGJ;SDLGJSD;SJ;L
Wednesday, October 6, 2004 ~ 08:49 p.m.
i'm bad at updating. jeez. i'm really tired, and i just found out last week that i actually CAN get online
school is annoying but not because i get to see him. i'm tired mentally and physically. i hate it. i've been reading my Bible pretty regularly though and i actually want to, which is a big step for me
randomly one day i just wanted to read and i've loved it ever since
duck game on saturday night. we lost pretty badly. clemmens makes me angry. didn't get to bed til 2
sunday went up with hannah and her parents to her sister's dorm at u of p. they have cool dorms!! they're big!!!
put up the curtains, visited for awhile, and then were off to pge park for the exhibition game between the women's us national team and the new zealand national women's team
it is safe to say that the us dominated the whole time, winning it 5-0 with about 20 or so shots on goal and new zealand with 3
kristine scored her career 100th goal!! it was awesome to see.
i love soccer and i miss it! and i feel really lucky to have been able to see the fab five play one more time! and on their farewell tour, too!
today was good because of one thing that happened. which is stupid but i make big deals out of that sort of thing haha. well, at least it made me happy so i guess that's all that matters, then
i don't want to go running tomorrow. salgkjs;gdlj;sdgk i hate how i think ahead so much
what else... oh my sister came home for the weekend with her roomate which was fun. and we won our homecoming game and it was really fun friday night! yay!!
OH YEAH! last thursday i had my first fellowship ride and i rode an appy (but he was all chestnut) named peewee. he looked like a quarterhorse but yeah he was fun and he was just truckin along and we did mostly just trotting stuff cuz we all have to get in shape (both horses and humans)
it's been a long time since i've ridden regularly, and i forget how different the muscles you use are compared to soccer. i have strong legs, but i realized they aren't as strong as they were when i was riding horses
but yeah it was fun and i had a great night. the instructor was saying i was a good rider and some other people were too adn it made me happy because i know i'm good! that sounds conceited, but it's the ONLY thing that i do that i'm confidente enough to say i'm good at it. like soccer, eh i'm allright. violin, yeah i guess i play pretty well. but horseback riding? i'm GREAT! hahahahah. k i'm done
3 more days til my next lesson!!!
Monday, October 4, 2004 ~ 08:29 p.m.
haven't updated in forever
school is allright i guess. not tough and i hope it stays that way
i have been in a really weird mood for the past few weeks and i don't know what's wrong
i feel like i'm depressed but i don't know how you actually know you're depressed so i'll just say i am.
but i just feel tired of certain people. like i don't even care to see people as much anymore. i mean, yeah i like seeing my friends, but it almost doesn't make much difference to me anymore
i've relied on them too much for my happiness the past year, and i can't do that. i feel let down. i feel alone. i feel like it's me and God and no one else
youth group was great today, though. a ton of people were there, we sang a song from Life and it was just a great atmosphere.
i wish i knew what was wrong with me...
well, i'm just really excited for the duck game this saturday. it got changed to a night game at 7 instead of the regular 12:30!
so when all you kids are at homecoming or not at homecoming, i'll be screamin my head off at autzen stadium. yeah buddy!
and also, 2 weeks from tuesday is the switchfoot concert! and the weekend of the 8th through the 10th i'll be at winema retreat center at the beach with my youth group :D i cannot wait. i need a weekend away from school and with people who feel the same way about God as i do. and just be in a great environment.
tomorrow is monday. ugh. i have to perform the song our section in choir made up and take a quiz in sports med that i don't know anything about. i'm going to fail, pretty much.
it's amazing how a cup of hot green chai tea can make you feel...
Sunday, September 26, 2004 ~ 07:20 p.m.
so yeah the internet has been really annoying seeing as how it doesn't work all the time! gosh
school started. yay... *unenthusiastic*
classes are fine. this year is going to be way more relaxing than last. well, i hope so
so many different things going on
i feel like my mind is going to explode
i don't want to have to do homework.. at least i didn't have any this weekend!
ah, the beauty of not doing honors history...:D
football games! gotta love it. jv and varsity both won. oh yes, we rock
power to the sophomore class! we've got some playin on varsity!!
different story for U of O. let's just say they sucked big time yesterday. i am almost embarrassed to be a duck!
sad day. but had fun at applebee's with anna and erika! good times, good times
"can you think of a house? any ideas?" *hanna snorts*
aaaahahahhaha such retards
great kickoff for youth group today. everyone was there basically, the worship band was nice and loud, and we sang songs from life!! AMAZING!
feeling a little nervous, and am in a weird mood... i luff the rain though!
1 month til switchfoot!!!!
Sunday, September 12, 2004 ~ 07:14 p.m.
a day at the beach
bouncin' to some mad hip hop tunes on the way there
we're so white it makes me laugh
so sunny and perfect temperature! not hot but not cold
running away from the water. the oh-so-cold oregon coast water
sand fights, resulting in sand EVERYWHERE. including the mouth
throwing the football, playing volleyball (kinda)
guys making a "fort" they sit in
burying will and garrett
chelsea being thrown/falling in the water
changing and getting some tillamook ice cream. oooo yeah
playing with my hair. EVERYONE at the same time
"she needs more VOLUME!"
no i don't!
shower felt so good. i had such a great time today :D
Friday, September 3, 2004 ~ 08:25 p.m.
internet explorer hasn't been working since monday. but now it is
monday went to see anacondas. empty theater and frolicking in the front. 2 little punk kids came in and were causing a scene jeez. actually they were just yelling "hey come back here and make out!"
yeah. rude. psh
oh yeah i got hit on by like, a 5 year old. ok so he was like, 12
but anacondas was good and it wasn't scary, just really INTENSE
wendy's, then walking to chelsea's
tuesday night at will's house. once again i was hit with water by doug. this time with a water balloon. we were all squished on to the front step and him and steve-o were on the roof, GOSH
and then chelsea and i, being the smart people we are, went up into the tree house, which made us perfect targets for more water balloons and, oh yeah, a freaking HOSE
so yeah i got wet again
the cell: weird but good
wednesday night: red and white night and being mad at parents
today drove around downtown and then to lancaster. and i did the driving and did pretty good if i do say so myself. especially for the first time actually driving on busy roads. though i did manage to go over a curb in the parking lot....
bought volcom sweatshirt i've been wanting!!! yay :D
and MAX was working at EXIT! my sister told me he was at mt. hood, but now he's HERE! yay he's so cute
run in the rain was amazing
reading and reading, and writing more for my journal
home alone for about 7 hours. the dark is scary :(
listening to music the whole time... it's nice to have the house to yourself.
beach tomorrow! word
Thursday, September 2, 2004 ~ 11:36 p.m.
went with my sister up to portland to get her settled in to her dorm room
roommate and her family is really nice! so that's a plus
really weird that i won't see her again for awhile. and i don't know if i will see her before the 4-day weekend she has in october
it'll take me awhile to get used to being an only child, that's for sure
kinda sad... :(
Sunday, August 29, 2004 ~ 10:53 p.m.
red, white, and blue night was last night.
i'm finding that i miss soccer... but i really need to take this break or i'll never know for sure if i want to go back or not
lauren's crib.
"UNO!!!"
hahah Hilary didn't get to have uno card
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm chocolate fondu es muy bueno
disney sing-a-longs rock the world like nothing else
mulan one is awesome. i have to buy it
"Bless my soul! Herc was on a roll... somethin-somethin-somethin every Greek opinion poll!"
i found out what that movie is called that chelsea and i have been wanting to watch!! ONCE UPON A FREAKIN FOREST!! i am so HAPPY!!!
soon i will watch it and my life will be complete :)
monsters inc. just makes me laugh
staying up til 5:00 listening to tyler's friend talk. it was quite amusing actually
pretty tired right now...
yeah and i definitely got a bucket of water poured on me by doug. it was totally unexpected. but it did cool me off actually.
and later erika got soaked so i guess it's all good.
but i should get him back someday and somehow...
Saturday, August 28, 2004 ~ 07:12 p.m.
have been out of sorts all day. particularly in the morning
it just hit me that i'm really tired
cleaning out closet and dresser and reorganizing it all took a long time
it probably wouldn't have taken so long if i didn't get distracted so easily....
but one of the distractions was the gold medal match between USA and brazil.
and we SO won the gold. oh yes, we didn't even invent the sport, yet we're kicking butt at it :)
finally went on a run. man i hate that i have to get myself back in shape. it really sucks. stupid diseases...
spicy chicken wings, peas, peaches, and noodles. MMM
oh yeah, and chocolate milk with a straw :D *happiness*
simple life 2 *brain fries*
i am so glad i'm not like them. it's a pity how stupid they are
hobo spiders are attacking! oh no! set your hobo traps!!!!
Thursday, August 26, 2004 ~ 11:03 p.m.
just bear with me with the whole color/lay-out stuff
watched lord of the rings all this week... rotk today
i love those movies. i want to live in middle earth in hobbiton with merry, pip, sam, and.... well we'll bring back frodo
yeah, i've definitely been in the house way too long
even my runs that i go on don't do it for me
as much as i hate homework and am dreading it, i need to get back to school
i need a routine. i need to see my friends everyday. i need to have more and new things to laugh about!
i don't want to write my paper for english. i don't mind reading, but the fact we have to write a journal really sucks
i'm tired. i still haven't fully recovered
bleh is what i feel
my parents are weird. but mainly my dad
"Charlie Trotter's gonna be P.O.'d!!!" talking about the guy who made up the salsa recipe they're following and making
yeah anyways... i love the rain and i don't want it to go back to hot weather. i'm done with hot weather. done and done!
i want a beautiful boy. now.
i have to try on all my clothes so i can get rid of some things. that oughtta be fun.
i can't wait til fellowship rides start. i need to get back up on a horse regularly!! well actually i'll have ramona for that too :)
ponies make me happy
Wednesday, August 25, 2004 ~ 07:44 p.m.
ok so the last time i updated was august 7. that was a saturday. well, we go to the doctor on sunday because i'm not getting better... oh yeah and i had to miss youth sunday which is STUPID. anyways i guess i had pneumonia so we got antibiotics and my fever was down so i was feelin pretty good on the way home and i got an iced vanilla chai from the gov. cup and then i got home and took my antibiotics but then like 2 hours later i had a horrible stomach ache, like the nauseating kind and i thought i was going to throw up and i didn't luckily... but man it sucked but i watched friends and was laying on the couch once again. but my fever later that night climbed to 104!!! i was really scared i felt so hot and icky. i took ibuprofen and it finally went down and i watched the rest of hidalgo with my mama. i love that movie :D but yeah so sunday, monday, and tuesday i was taking this amoxicillan and it didn't help really at all. and one night i couldn't sleep because my cough had gotten so bad that everytime i breathed it was like it made me have to cough and it was so gross and so annoying and i just couldn't sleep!!! so my mom got up with me and i put in a movie (babe to be exact) and man i love that movie haha. so i got like no sleep and that cough was just so frustrating i didn't think i'd ever get better. so wednesday rolls around and we're supposed to leave to go camping at honeyman that day but i really didn't feel well so we went and got a chest x-ray and i got different meds and took them for the first night and i felt a little better at night and then thursday morning we got up early and just left for camping and i didn't feel that great but my fever wasn't as high and yeah it was so much cooler at the beach and so great to get away from my house and the stupid couch i had been laying on forever. but camping was fun it was a family reunion on my mom's side and a lot of the people i didn't remember but i found that i have a pretty cool family!! it was fun to sit around the fire and just talk and laugh at what my mom's second cousin would have to say. he's so full of it. i learned about our family's norwegian history though which was funny/interesting and i have no idea how he knows this stuff. but i was getting better!!! AHHHHHHH i was so happy and camping was fun and YAY!!! it was a pretty good weekend and we came back sunday and that was my last day to take the meds. so it's about a week since that sunday and i still sometimes cough and it's so hard to go on runs i basically walk the whole thing. but last tuesday i think it was.... no monday, i dunno... anyways i went to chelsea's and we hung with kids and i kinda really don't remember a lot because it was last week and there was another time i hung out with people. wednesday was registration. got my classes and yeah hopefully i have classes with people. hilary is my locker partner! yay happy fun times. umm... wow how come i can't remember what i did thursday and friday? i am so retarted. it's too long ago. mostly nothing because my internet wasn't working which was gay. but saturday we went to another reunion. it wasn't ours but we were still invited because supposedly the betzes (my mom's side) are "fun". haha. but it was at joanne's where i haven't been in probly 10 years and they live out in dallas and live way up this hill in the country and they have a big house with a barn and stuff to the right and a bunch of fenced off property and it's all in the woods and they have a horse and lots of goats! haha and they have dogs and birds and cats and they just put in an awesome pool down at the bottom of their yard (the house is on top of a big slope). and yeah it's hard to explain. but it was fun we just relaxed and it wasn' too hot really overcast and we got a nice shower! but their horse is a paso fino and she's gray and she's SO cute and her name is ramona. but i got to ride her! and she's a paso fino, so she's gaited so her walk or her trot too is like a really fast running-walk. it's so smooth!! and she's 5 so she's pretty green but i rode her and then led the lil kids around on her and she was so good! but anyways i get to come out whenever and ride her! my mom is gonna take me once a week!! I AM SO EXCITED!!! and on top of that... MORE GOOD NEWS!!! i got a think in the mail from canyonview horse camps and they sent me a thing about fellowship rides which i did once in 4th grade (except i rode western but that's beside the point) and it's an hour lesson and then an hour of bible study and it was SO FUN!! well anyways, i'm going to do them this fall! it starts the week of september 28th and it's such a good deal not that expensive at all considering the lessons and bible study! i am so excited! and i'll be riding english and in the class where you have to have jumping experience and so i might get to jump! which would be totally awesome because i MISS IT SO MUCH!!! there is nothing like that awesome connection between you and this amazing animal... and you just fly on over this fence. it rocks like nothing else. so this was a SUPER long entry but i had to get everyone up to date! not like anyone really reads this but whatever. and i really need to change the colors they're getting annoying. oh yeah another thing to say: i got tickets to switchfoot's concert in october! i am so stoked you wouldn't even believe. they rock my socks. if you haven't listened to any of their songs i recommend, well, all of them but some really good ones are dare you to move, meant to live, sooner or later, gone, learning to breathe, new way to be human, love is a movement yeah a ton more but those are like the best ever. even though they all rock. anyways, whoa i almost deleted this whole entry that would have sucked. i think i would have had to go medieval on this computer. yeah. it's been raining and it makes me happy! and my mom and i watched extended edition of fellowship of the ring this morning. she finally watched it with me! she has never seen any of the lotr movies and she promised she'd watch them with me this summer. and i told her she was gonna love them! cuz she was always saying that it must be good cuz of how my dad and i talk about it all the time. so we watched it and she liked it a lot and she already wants to watch the second one! i knew she'd like it, those movies are awesome. and obviously the internet is working again it was fixed today. yay!! i'm happy. i need to go on a run. i wrote a really long entry and if you're reading this i applaud you cuz it's pretty boring i'm sure. :)
Monday, August 23, 2004 ~ 02:59 p.m.
umm i haven't updated in forever
did i spell "haven't" right? it looks wrong.... whatever
so yeah last week i went to life 2004. it wasn't a ton of fun at first because i don't have a lot of friends at church and i was also REALLY tired from cali and i just wanted to stay home...
but i knew God wanted me there for a reason and i ended up learning so much from the amazing speakers (the best cma speakers in the country pretty much) and it was just incredible.
i love the wake up song!! :D
so yeah that was intense. and my first few days home were good. i found these super cute steve maddens i've been wanting on sale, and i ordered those
and i was just havin a good time. that same night (monday) i went to chelsea's and addie, esther, erika, stephen, doug, and bryan were there that night and we had a fire in the fire pit and had s'mores and jumped on the trampoline and just hung out.
it was a lot of fun. and it was good bryan was there because i missed his going away partay at esther's on friday! :( which is sad but yeah i got to see him. i don't want him to move!!!
so yeah tuesday my mom and i walked to hollywood and got a buncha movies (hidalgo, confessions of a teenage drama queen, 13 going on 30, and starsky and hutch).
i did an 80s workout video too. ahaha it was hilarious but i got a good workout! holy crap my buns were burning! lol
wednesday night chels spent the night and that was fun
but thursday is when it started to go downhill. i came down with a temp of like 100 or 101 in the afternoon and i felt like crap. but i took ibuprofen and i felt well enough to go to worship team practice for youth sunday (it's tomorrow).
so friday i wake up and i don't feel too well, but i sit around and i'm ok. but yeah i had to wake up at 6:15 cuz my mom and i were going up to p-town/porkland (whichever you prefer) for my echo. but it ended up being 5:15 because of a stupid truck across the street that was left running and it was SUPER annoying
but yeah so we get up to p-town and supposively our appointment isn't written in! which sucks. otherwise we woulda had to get it at 3:00 and we did NOT wanna do that
but luckily there ended up being a no-show so we squeezed the echo in and appointment with dr. menashi
that guy cracks me up. old people are so cute/funny!!!
but we got good news and my aorta hasn't dilated a bit! and he said that if i did want to play sports, i could. but i'm still not gonna play soccer. MAYBE i'll do track, i dunno. i'll see how i feel. i'm getting way too ahead of myself
so we went to starbucks (i had been waiting all morning for that :D)and then elephant delicatessan. it's my favorite place to eat!!! it has such good food and i got my favorite samich again. and dr. pepper in a bottle. MMMMM. and a SUPER good cupcake
then we went to pottery barn, then exit, and urban outfitters. then some lil boutiques in back, and up and down NW 23rd and looked at some cool lil stores there, too! there's this one store with JUST make up and it's small and really cool and i wanted to buy a ton of stuff! and then there's this boutique with these GORGEOUS dresses i found and i want them all!!!! definitely a place to go in the future!!! :)
then we went to the duck shop and then the nike outlet. it was lots of fun but i was ready to go home. and i had a temp of 102.3 and i felt like crap once i got home.
so yeah this morning i woke up with a 103.6 fever and it went down to 101.1 by about 11:00 but it totally sucks and makes me feel horrible. i'm either SUPER cold or really hot. i watched beverly hillbillies though. it was so much awesome. and then beauty and the beast. it's so sad! i almost cried. and my daddy brought me a jamba juice :D yay!
so yeah i finally took a shower cuz my fever went down a lil and then was chilled and shivering like no tomorrow. so i took a nap under like a thousand blankets and then i wake up all hot and GAH it's frustrating. and another thing that sucks is that i had to cancel my babysitting job!!! FRICKEN A!!! it was gonna be from 4:30 to about 9:00 and they pay pretty well so even for 5 hours i would get like $20-$25! that's a lot for me! and i already couldn't babysit for them yesterday because i had to go up to porkland.
so yeah i really needed those extra bucks and now i can't have them!! and i also can't work at the fair because you have to be retarted 16!!! what, do they think that 15-year-olds are capable of NOTHING?!?!?!! probly some whippersnapper that screwed up something... it only takes 1 *mutters under breath*....
anyways i've rambled on forever. sorry but i just haven't written an entry in a million years, so yeah. but yeah if you could pray for me to get better that would mean SO much to me because i REALLY wanna be able to do youth sunday tomorrow!!!! :/ AHHHHH!! if i miss it i will be so sad!!!
Saturday, August 7, 2004 ~ 07:07 p.m.
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