I think this is a good place to start a new page of journal entries. Beginning with my next post, this page will be archived. It will be available to read via a link at the bottom of this page. Miroku last rambled at 08:01 p.m.
For now, I rest.
Thursday, August 22, 2002
*drum roll* It's time for...
TWO NEW VIDEO GAME PREVIEWS!
Summoner 2
I really didn't know what to expect from this game. I really didn't like the first game, though I'd always heard it had an incredible story due to being written by a popular fantasy author. Putting Summoner 1 aside, Summoner 2 is looking very promising. I played the demo for over 2 hours yesterday and was really impressed. The gameplay is great, combining pure hack & slash action with full RPG elements. You can have up to 3 party members at a time, but you only control one. The other 2 are AI controlled but you can hit R2 at any time to switch control to another character. The graphics aren't amazing, but they do the job. If the story is as good as the first one apparently was, Summoner 2 could be one of the year's best RPGs.
Sly Cooper and the Thievius Raccoonus Miroku last rambled at 06:25 p.m.
As one of the big platform games coming out this fall, Sly Cooper definately gets the job done. Combining typical run and jump platform elements with slight stealth manuevers (complete with Metal Gear Solid parody scenes), the game is pretty fun to play. The lack of life meter can make things frustrating, so you have to get used to playing patiently. The graphics are what really stand out in Sly Cooper. The characters are cel-shaded, while the backgrounds give off a very cartoonish feel (see Rayman 2). This game is very pleasing to look at. If you're looking for a good platformer, Sly Cooper may do it for you. I still want to try out Blinx before I make my platform purchase this fall.
Wednesday, August 21, 2002
Today was a rough day. I questioned Leah about how important our relationship is to her. It was hard and emotional. She needs a day to sort out all of her answers, so I won't hear from her tomorrow. We'll be seeing each other on Thursday and discussing everything. If anyone has any faith at all, please pray for me that everything works out. I love her so much, and I couldn't bear to lose her.
On a side note, I plan on writing up 2 new video game PREviews tomorrow. I played a good deal of Summoner 2 and Sly Cooper and the Thievius Raccoonus today. I'll give full details tomorrow. Miroku last rambled at 03:44 a.m.
For now, I sleep.
Wednesday, August 21, 2002
Yesterday was strange, painful, scary, or in other words, fucked up. I'm not in the position to explain in detail everything that happened yesterday, for none of it directly involved me and I don't want to say what/who it involves. But in a brief few words, yesterday I saw a few totally different friends of mine get very hurt; Some physically and some emotionally. I constantly hoped that yesterday was a dream, but unfortunately that didn't happen. But life goes on, and I pray that my friends will be alright.
I want to thank Leah. She really helped me get through yesterday. I went only to her because I knew she could give me the comfort I needed, and she did. She's an amazing girl and I'm very lucky to have her.
And for those of you haven't seen the new episode of Ninjai, the Little Ninja, check it out. It's getting REALLY good. Miroku last rambled at 02:25 p.m.
Later.
Tuesday, August 20, 2002
Today was fun. I hung out with Carolyn for most of the day and went to meet her family. They were really sweet. I don't know if they liked me though. I'm always worried about parents liking me. Hopefully they did. But yeah, today was fun. I want to do something really special for Carolyn and Jerry. I don't think they know how much they really mean to me. They are two of my best friends and sometimes I feel that I don't really express that too well. I love them so much. I hope they know that.
In other news, today was Frank's birthday. I didn't get to see him which makes me feel really bad. Hopefully I can see him tomorrow and give him his present. He has a job interview tomorrow. Let's wish him luck! Miroku last rambled at 02:34 a.m.
*yawn* Damn, I'm getting tired. Oyasumi.
Monday, August 19, 2002
I had an absolutely WONDERFUL day with Leah today. I told her everything I wanted to tell her, and I feel like we accomplished alot. I love her so much. I'm so happy now, I think I'm gonna go do something else. *dances* ^_^
Miroku last rambled at 10:20 p.m.
Friday, August 16, 2002
I have become completely addicted to MiniMoni, a collaboration of four of the younger members from Morning Musume. Their music and music videos are disgustingly cute, which is sometimes a big turnoff for me (I'm very picky when it comes to cute). But MiniMoni is different. It's extremely genki and fun and for some odd reason, I like it.
And now for another pointless video game review.
Vib Ribbon
This is quite possibly the simplest game I've ever seen in my life... and it's awesome! It's a rhythm game that runs on what is basically a stick figure graphics engine. You run along a line and hit different buttons to overcome different obstacles that you confront at different beats in the music. The game has it's own soundtrack which is pretty good, but the nice catch is that you can throw in your own CDs and it generates levels based on the tracks that you play. Just on a side note, Superheroes by Daft Punk and Laura Palmer's Theme from Twin Peaks both kicked my ass. ^_^ So there you have it. A simple review for a simple game. If you like rhythm games and you're looking for something new, pick up Vib Ribbon.
In other news, Leah is home. I only talked to her for a few minutes. It was comforting, yet sad at the same time. I'll call her later. Miroku last rambled at 05:49 p.m.
For now, I'm going to play Soul Calibur 2. ^_^
Wednesday, August 14, 2002
I really don't know how many people actually read this page. All the friends that I ask say things like "Nah, I don't read journals." or "I hang out with you in real life; Why should I read what you're doing online?". Anyways, it's not like it's a big deal. This really is just a personal venting page for my mind. But I hope at least some people read it.
I've added a contact info link.
Miroku last rambled at 09:50 p.m.
Ok, bye.
Monday, August 12, 2002
Today was relaxing. After "supervising" my brother's party last night and only getting 5 hours of sleep, I needed a nice relaxing day. And that's exactly what I got... a fairly even amount of time with friends and time to myself.
I hope Leah is having a good time in New Orleans. I'm hoping to do something special for her when she comes home. I miss her.
Miroku last rambled at 01:07 a.m.
Monday, August 12, 2002
I have alot on my mind tonight, so I'm going to get it all off of my chest. Don't get me wrong; I'm not in a bad mood. I'm just thinking alot... so here goes. *takes deep breath*
About a week ago I had gone to play PUMP at US Play. There were these two guys there who had just started playing. They were decent for beginners. I told them to learn hard mode and then switch over to double cuz you can do so much more with it, then I showed them my routines. They seemed impressed and tried to learn hard mode. So tonight I went back to US Play and they were there... doing MY routines. They had gotten very good in one week and had completely stolen my moves. That made me mad. I know I sound like a child whining over a silly game, but this just got to me for some reason. So I've decided to learn new songs with new moves and challenge the bastards. *evil laugh*
The other thing on my mind is my girlfriend. I love her so much and things seem to be going so well, but there's one problem I'm having and it's starting to affect me now. I'm a very affectionate person. My girlfriend doesn't like to be touched. See where my problem lies? It's not that physical affection is the most important thing in my relationship. It's just that right now, we have absolutely no physical relationship at all. We hardly hug. We don't cuddle. I can't kiss her. It's hard. I love her. She's never been in love. I've never felt any love as strongly as I do for her. She's the woman I want to be with, her and no other. But is it possible for me to have no physical relationship with her? I'm hoping that something will happen soon. You see, I assume that if you have genuine feelings for someone, you would want them close to you. The only times I feel uncomfortable being touched by people is when they're people I don't really feel close to. It worries me. She wont say that she loves me yet because love is something important to her and she wants to be sure before she tells me. But she is my girlfriend, and she does have feelings for me. If she didn't, we wouldn't be together.
Miroku last rambled at 02:36 a.m.
Tomorrow morning she leaves for New Orleans for 4 days. I haven't talked to her since she left my house Wednesday afternoon. She never called to say goodbye. I miss her already.
Saturday, August 10, 2002
I've spent all day today taking a break from life and just playing video games, so I've decided to ramble about them.
First: The Mark of Kri.
I don't have much money right now so I rented it last night. I am so glad I did. It's such a cool game. It's kinda like Tenchu in that really stealthy sort of way, but it has a bit more action. I really like the graphics and character design; It looks like a violent Disney epic. I highly recommend checking this one out.
Second: Neon Genesis Evangelion - Ayanami Rei Ikusei Keikaku
This game is great. I was really into playing Princess Maker 2 on my PC back in the day, and this new Dreamcast game is just like it, but 50 times better. You take care of Rei and raise her and all that cheesy stuff. But it's really fun and some of the things you can do are just cool. For instance, you can take her shopping at all sorts of stores that are actually real places in Japan such as Animate and Gamers. In fact, Dejiko actually works at the Gamers store and you can buy DiGi Charat DVDs and manga and all sorts of fun junk. At the clothes stores they have all sorts of cool outfits, including certain anime costumes such as Narusegawa Naru's outfit and Dejiko's neko costume. All in all, it's a nifty fan game (if you know Japanese).
Third: Space Channel 5 Part 2
Miroku last rambled at 07:07 p.m.
I love rhythm games, but I could never get into the first Space Channel 5. Part 2 is so much better. It does everything that the first one did, but makes it so much more playable. It's fun, catchy, and highly addicting. I'm not sure if this one's coming out in the states but if it does, check it out.
Thursday, August 8, 2002
This post is totally random. Leah just left my place about an hour ago and I am happy. Sucks that I'm not gonna see her for another week since she's leaving for New Orleans, but I'm not gonna dwell on that. Anyways, only 1 more month until Kingdom Hearts comes out! YAY!! I'm getting really excited about it. Knowing the games that I like, I just have this feeling that it's gonna turn out to be one of my favorite games ever. I really want to play Mark of Kri, but I'm so short on money right now. Maybe I'll rent it.
So my car is at the mechanic's place now. *sniff* I miss it. Not being able to drive, even if only for a few days, sucks really bad. I love driving. *sigh* Oh well, I may have it back by tomorrow. Pray for my car...
Miroku last rambled at 05:21 p.m.
Wednesday, August 7, 2002
Ahhh... A refreshing good day once again. ^_^ Yesterday was just great. Nothing extraordinary happened or anything; It was just a good, calm day. I woke up kind of blah yesterday, but then Molly said something that made me laugh so much I couldn't stop, and after that I felt better. The rest of the day went smoothly. I see today being just as good, if not better. I'm in a great mood!
Miroku last rambled at 02:37 p.m.
Tuesday, August 6, 2002
Looking back at past entries on this page and then thinking about my day today, I'm starting to see a pattern. Every time I find happiness, it ends up being destroyed in a matter of days. Things have just been getting worse each day. I fear waking up tomorrow.
Miroku last rambled at 11:33 p.m.
Sunday, August 4, 2002
OK, so today has totally sucked. Let's see... I woke up this morning and kinda hung around the house for a while. I called Leah hoping that I could see her tonight, but unfortunately she was busy, which I'd expected. Eventually I made my way to Suncoast to pick up the preview issue of Shonen Jump, which by the way is actually pretty decent. So then I headed down to Jerry's place of employment to visit him for a few. By the time I left Jerry it was already 6:30 P.M. So I decided to head over to US Play for a bit, and on the way there I noticed that the master cylinder for my brakes is about to blow, and unfortunately my appointment with the mechanic isn't until Monday. So I'm having to drive extra careful now. Anyhow, I went to US Play and played some games for a while. Later I ended up spending the rest of the night playing games at Jerry's place. I just got home and tried talking to a close friend of mine who has recently decided to ignore me and not be my friend anymore. So that was the trigger of this angry rant. I consider myself to have gotten absolutely nothing accomplished on this day. Today's score: Zero.
Miroku last rambled at 02:25 a.m.
Sunday, August 4, 2002
AHHHH!! Viz licensed One Piece! Let's hope they don't screw it up...
Miroku last rambled at 03:14 p.m.
Saturday, August 3, 2002
Just got home from seeing Signs. It was really good, but I hate when I expect too much from movies and then they let me down. Don't get me wrong; I really liked the movie. It's just that I kept expecting something more to happen. I hate it when I do that. *sigh* I'm signing up to take my SAT next week. I hope I do well; I'm a pretty smart guy. I wish I hadn't taken so much time off from school. I'm about to be 24 and just now going into college. Oh well, better now than never, ne? ^_^
Miroku last rambled at 01:51 a.m.
Saturday, August 3, 2002
So I had to change my battery today. That was messy. Other than that I got info for school and info from past employers to make my resume. I'm moving forward. Go me! ^_^ In other news, I played Soul Calibur 2 today. What an awesome game! It's safe to say that I've found a new game to waste money on in the arcades, hee hee. But it still doesn't compare to Pump. Oh well, another addictive game would be a burden on my wallet. So anyways, I've been thinking about Leah alot. She told me she wants to take things slow, and until now I don't really think I knew how to do that. I've always been one to jump into relationships and I tend to move pretty fast. When I met Leah, I knew I liked her and I wanted to be her boyfriend... that same day. See what I mean? Hadn't even gotten to know her yet. But last night I realized something about taking things slow. She's in my life right now, and she's not going anywhere. I know I love her and I know I want to be with her always... and there's the kicker. Always. Always means forever, and forever is a long time. Time moves slow, and the fact that Leah will always have feelings for me makes me realize that I CAN move slow. She's not going anywhere. We can take our time, and in time we'll eventually have something even more special than what we have now. I don't have to show off or try to impress her. She's impressed enough with who I really am. And in time I'll become even more. So if I can be myself forever, then one day we'll be together... forever. ^_^
Miroku last rambled at 12:52 a.m.
Friday, August 2, 2002
I'm currently applying for school. Finally. Registration begins September 20th. I'm filling out the application now. Wish me luck.
Miroku last rambled at 01:01 p.m.
By the way... my car is dead. *pouts*
Thursday, August 1, 2002
Tonight we have 2 stories for the price of one! The first being about my night at the FOX. The second being about my night OUTSIDE the FOX. ^_^ So anyways, I went to see My Fair Lady at the FOX Theatre tonight. It was absolutely spectacular! Definately the best show I've seen all year. The cast was just totally amazing. I'd have to say they were the best cast I've ever seen, hands down. I'd like to see if I can get seats for another showing this weekend before it's gone. I think Leah would really enjoy it, and I'd really just like to see them again. I've taken a strong liking to theatre in the past year and a half. I'm trying to see as many plays, musicals, ballets, operas, and symphonies as I possibly can. I realized a while back that I really love going to the theatre, and I'm starting to make it a regular thing. So anyways, on to the second story. After the show, Frank, Darren, and I walk back to my car in the parking garage... and it doesn't start. The battery is completely dead. So I called my mother and she came around and picked up Darren (he has a test in the morning, I wasn't about to make him stay with me) and went home while Frank and I called AAA to get my car jumped. We sat on the side of Peachtree Street in the middle of downtown Atlanta for 3 hours. Talk about suckage. It really wasn't so bad though. We talked about alot of things, and he really helped me out with a few things I'd been pondering. So all in all, it kinda balanced out. On another note, I'm dead tired. I'll talk more tomorrow. *yawn* Oyasumi.
Miroku last rambled at 02:41 a.m.
Thursday, August 1, 2002
*sigh* Love... an incredibly powerful force that can make you feel like the happiest person on earth and at the same time, kick you square in the groin. Love hurts... alot. But it also feels so absolutely wonderful when everything's going your way. For the past few months I've been putting up with alot of love's crap. A few months ago I found love. It played with me for a while, then smacked me around a bit, and eventually sunk deep into my chest where it currently resided inside my heart, available for me to give to whomever I please. And so I did. I spent a wonderful night tonight with the woman I love, and I opened up to her in a way that maybe I wasn't able to do before. I love her so much, and she knows that now. She and I are moving in a positive direction, but there are things I need to do to keep that direction flowing. I'm a man of my word and I need to show her that. I need to show her that I have a future, and that I want her to be a part of it. And so I will, because I love her.
Miroku last rambled at 01:23 a.m.
Wednesday, July 31, 2002
Yay, new layout! Thanks to Caro-chan for helping me out. *hugs* It's puuurrrty. ^_^
Miroku last rambled at 01:20 a.m.
Wednesday, July 31, 2002
Ahhh..... my very first entry. Well, most people reading this probably know me, but if not then I warn you; You're about to endure a bit of my bitterness towards the Average American Joe Schmoe.
So tonight Jon and I went to US Play to play PUMP as usual. The place was packed, which was odd for a Monday night. But we went in anyways and proceded to the Pump machine. On the way we noticed an odd circumstance.... every person in the building looked the same. Guys and girls alike were all wearing the same things.... I'm referring to the fact that not one person in the building had ANY amount of originality AT ALL! These people were all following the same trends. Now this was an incredibly scary sight. Jon and I actually tried counting things such as visors, gold chains, baggy pants, and the typical backwards/sideways plain red baseball cap a'la Fred Durst. We counted about a 0.3% of originality was currently inside the building... which really consisted of Jon, myself, and the random guy in the cowboy hat.
So there ya have it folks. It was like a bad B-movie come horribly true... "Attack of the Average American Teenage Demographic". Scary as hell. *shudders*
Miroku last rambled at 02:50 a.m.
Tuesday, July 30, 2002
