Saturday, November 30, 2002
01:03 p.m.

ok winter colours :)

i'm supposed to be workign on comptuers right now, but i slept in and so did amanda. ugh, we worked on it yesterday for freaking SEVEN HOURS! and its still nowhere close to finished. stupid game of life!

i'm bored, i want somebody to talk to. i'm also supposed to maybe be having brunch with christoph at wilf's but i'm also not doing that. maybe i'll go wake him up or something.....blah blah blah. i think that's all for now. i want hugs.

Tuesday, November 26, 2002
12:36 a.m.

ahhhhhhhh i need to be productive this week and i'm not starting it off very well..and somehow, i'm scheduled to drink friday AND saturday night when my exams start next friday!! this is not good! and plus my computers HUGE assignment is due on tuesday and my business presentation is on monday.....as well as my stock market report is due that day. argh. assignments suck!!

renita told me today that her sister always schedules 24 hours for EACH final exam.....she did the same. i don't know about the 24 hours but i'm going to try to make a study schedule for the week so i actually get some stuff done...

its kel's birthday today. i was just over at her place to see her open mal, jeanette and alexis's gift, it was soooo cute, a giant martini glass with all these little alcohol bottles and other stuff in it. tomorrow we're going to red lobster. mmmmm!! i'm very excited.

ooh, AND i got a thing from dave for 30% off at the GAP this weekend (they're having some "friends and family" sale?) and i SO want to go but really, when am i gonna do that??? ahhhhhhhh! (also, i got a coupon for 15% off my next purchase at american eagle,but that expires in a week as well!! so it'd be a benefit to go this weekend, really! hehe...)

ok, time to go make my bed and then do some algebra......

Wednesday, November 20, 2002
11:04 p.m.

hmmmmmm. i just wasted two hours of possible working time playing ping pong and pool with christoph .he beat me EVERY game in EVERYTHING. this just wasn't my day! (but then again he didn't get such a hot mark on his anthropology exam so he was relieving stress??) then we watched the bachelor because i wanted to know who would win out of curiousity, but i didn't realize that it was two hours. so we had a nice conversation about relationships and marriage and all that stuff. its scary that the point in time where people are getting married and having kids is so close. like yesterday renita was telling me about a wedding she's going to of some friends of hers, who are both in second year university! gah. me and christoph decided that the only reason couples get married in university is because they're afraid they'll break up in they wait longer....because honestly, why else would you?? no money, time, careers......i dunno.

anyways, i should be working on my portion of my business ventures presentation. and maybe cleaning my room a bit because my business group and jeff from ace will both be here at some point and i suppose i don't want to seem like a TOTAL slob??

i wish my phone had a light to show when people were on the phone, like on the bell ones. its really annoying not knowing when someone's on the phone, and i feel bad if i keep turning it on to check...

time for work....

Monday, November 18, 2002
11:01 p.m.

things that made me happy today:

• white kraft dinner with tuna......mmmmmmmmm......i think i'll have more later
• clementines
• a very appreciative email from somebody, it made me feel really....well.....appreciated!
• my new floorwear pants
• finding out that renita knits too!!

Thursday, November 14, 2002
01:00 a.m.

aaaaaaaaaaaaack. i'm feeling really stressed out tonight. i can't freaking do anything! and i think i need to start studying for exams, especially economics seeing as i totally fucked up the midterm.....bah. i feel so stupid today, it sucks.

on a brighter note, adam came to see me last night, which was nice even though he took a nap for two hours while i did some school stuff :). and then we watched insomnia, which was a very good movie, but i have to say i was expecting more. i'm not exactly sure what, but it might just have had to do with the fact that i was really tired during it too. speaking of movies, two days until harry potter (actually, just one........woo!!). i'm really excited, and i'm happy to go home for the weekend even though i won't really be home for alot of it. i need to relax and then get back into work mode on sunday. i'm going to try to have a productive day and actually go through and finish all the economics reading i need to catch up on.

oh, and i think i'm almost better now, which makes me happy. bloop! end blog.

Sunday, November 10, 2002
11:09 p.m.

everyone is changing their layouts, they're so pretty! i'd change mine but a) i don't have the time and b) dan said he'd eventually help make me a new one so we'll wait for that i guess. i think i might just change my colours in the meanwhile or something because well, its kind of driving me crazy. but even that will have to wait for another day...

i took a freaking "nap" at 7, meaning to sleep for an hour, and woke up at 10. gahhhhhhhhhh. but i did some algebra, and realized i don't really have all that much to do, just maybe read some business and then think about my business ventures project. and the business conference this weekend (which was AWESOME by the way) helped me alot so i have more i can bring up anyways at tomorrow's meeting whether i have ideas or not.

laura's a giant whore!

my throat's beginning to hurt again. this isn't good! i think i probably drank too much this weekend considering i was sick the whole time. ugh. oh well, i think it was well worth it! and i spent alot less than i anticipated! yay! ooh, speaking of spending money, i bought a purple bra from jacob lingerie on friday. that was SO exciting! me and aline bought the same one!

ok that's enough procrastinating for now......back to business. bloop. out.

Sunday, November 3, 2002
09:37 p.m.

this page is ugly. i need something pretty, like jane's new page *wink wink*.

waiting for laundry is annoying. the coin thing was jammed on one so i had to guard the other until it was done so i could put my load in. but while i was waiting rob and i watched something on the discovery channel about different ways fish have offspring and stuff. like this one type of fish jumps out of the water and lays its eggs on leaves, and then the male has to keep splashing them with water for two days until the eggs hatch. it was very interesting! except they kept cutting to children doing somehow "parallel" things to the fish, like them playing in the water. that was really annoying.

today was very relaxing. i like being done midterms. now i have a whole month before finals! yay. i'm going to go read cosmo and write out an algebra ntoe before bed now. nitey

Sunday, October 27, 2002
07:22 p.m.

hehe, ladybug!!

so anyways, this weekend was alot of fun but SO unproductive. and i have a computers midterm tomrrow night and what am i doing?? NOT studying! ack!! this isn't good. i'm going to fail my classes, i still also have to finish up some stuff for my business lab tomorrow PLUS i need to study for an algebra quiz! blahhhhhh

on a happier note, i came back today to find a jack-o-lantern on our kitchen table and candy corn and halloween candy scattered around our apartment!! yummmmmm, i love halloween. too bad i can't enjoy it due to my exams!! yech. but i was still excited :)

i have viruses.....this is bad. somebody needs to fix it for me!

i need to go pretend to study some more now. toodles.

Tuesday, October 22, 2002
08:02 p.m.

hmmm. i'm taking a break from algebra right now, i'm getting sick of it. this week's assignment actually isn't as bad as usual, but its aLOT of writing. gross. i want to watch buffy but kelly's watching smallville and i probably shouldn't anyways. blahhhh! bored!!

i really don't have much to say. that's all.

Saturday, October 19, 2002
01:52 a.m.

i hate when songs you download aren't the right ones, or the right bands....

i went to see the x-rated hypnotist tonight. it was so fucking hilarious!! i laughed so hard, especially when he made a first year from the "a team"(activities/events stuff) come up, put whipped cream on his nipples, thighs, crotch, etc. and made two of the hypnotised guys lick it off. and i didn't have a drop of alcohol!! bloop

i'm feeling a little lonely right now. i wish people were here and entertaining me......boo. i want to talk on the phone but i'm guessing that'd be a bad idea to call anyone right now. and my room's messy. i have to clear off my bed before i go to sleep cuz its got stuff on it, and i'm going to fail my calculus exam. really. i've done like NOTHING for it and its on monday. and adam's coming tomorrow ngiht. ohhhhh my god...

nite.

Friday, October 18, 2002
02:49 a.m.

bloop. i'm still a bit tipsy from tonight. maybe a bit more then tipsy, i dunno. i have a godo time tonight, even though i wasted 12 bucks on that damn oktoberfest ticket that i didn't use!!! me, archana, chris and neil played drinking games and tested out neil's breathalizer, and then we walked around different rooms and tried to go to the turret, and then sat around some more. and got people to do our dishes for us, i was quite impressed!! tomrorow we're going to have perogies and bacon for dinner, and then go see the x-rated hypnotist!! needeless to say i'm going to FAIL my calculus exam on monday!! ack! cuz adam's coming over saturday night too. i'm going to die. but right now i don't CARE.

i'm dizzy. i thinki need to go to bed czu i have to go to class at 12 :30 tomrorow and as late as that sounds, right now it seems very close. nitenite!

Wednesday, October 16, 2002
06:42 p.m.

mmmmm thanksgiving leftovers :9. i just had dinner, but now i'm sleepy and don't want to start studying for my calculus midterm on monday. ewwww. i just went to petey's room to order my "floorwear" sweatpants. and possibly waste away my life savings. honestly, i've spent SO much money today its not even funny. lets see:

• ticket for oktoberfest tomorrow night: $12
• ACE business conference in november: $100
• earrings from the jewllery stand: $10
• floorwear sweatpants: well i haven't paid for them yet but they'll probably be about 40 bucks

Tuesday, October 15, 2002
09:46 a.m.

ugggggggggh oh god i'm tired. i don't know how on earth i managed to get myself out of bed this morning at 8:00 to go to BLAST. and then i mistakenly got heavier weights than i meant to because i'm an idiot who can't tell the difference between kilograms and pounds...oww.

anyways, two of my roomates didn't come home last night. mel and i are getting a little worried....we think by the end of the semester its just going to be us! and then she's going to move to the other side of the apartment and we can each have a bathroom :).

its COLD outside! i brought up my hat and mitts and scarves and such, i think i should wear them today. but i'm not sure if i should wear them with my knitted sweater or my cord jacket. hmmmm!

anyways, i think i'm going to read a bit of economics now and take a nap before my lecture. byebye

Tuesday, October 8, 2002
11:28 p.m.

oww. my body's beginning to hurt already. i decided to be crazy today and go to TWO aerobics classes. not really aerobics i suppose cuz they were both toning classes (one just for abs though) but i hurt now. and i don't know how i'm going to walk to waterloo tomroorw....ewww.

buffy was creepy. a demon started peeling off willow's skin and eating it. it was really really gross. i felt sick. really.

i should go to bed or something. i never go to sleep on time anymore, i don't think i've gone to bed before midnight since i got here....actually its probably more like 1. bah. i have sooo much reading and stuff to do because of last week though. it sucks mucho..

i wore my knitted sweater for the first time today. yay! it was really really warm. i'm excited. but it was SO cold today! when i go home this weekend i'm getting my scarves and mittens and hats. and my winter jacket. i need my warm clothes...however, we finally turned off the air conditioning in our apartment so its nice and warm here at least...

also, some of the people in my program are really begining to piss me off. going to school with a bunch of really really smart people who think they're even smarter than they are is annoying. die. that's all for now. icq's getting too be too much to handle while blogging.

Monday, October 7, 2002
11:46 p.m.

ugh. my stomach hurts. it may be due to the odd combination of food i've been eating since i came home from school at 9: rice with butter and soy sauce, some very berry yogurt, a two bite brownie, and a piece of kraft singles cheese. eww. i feel so gross.

also, i've done NOTHING since i got home and its midnight!! and i have to get up at 8 tomorrow!! die. i don't really know what i'm going to do. probably just not read anything for computers or economics. i hate falling behind.......damn midterms!

also, i went to the st. mary's page because i was talking to my brother and it reminded me of it and i discovered they took out my uniform page!! die.

Monday, October 7, 2002
01:46 a.m.

damn, my room's clean. its rather scary actually. except my bed. my bed's made, but has lots of algebra notes and such all over it. but everything else is clean. i just swifer-ed my floor too. that was exciting. instead of going over my algebra notes and going to bed like a planned, i somehow started to obsessively neaten everything up. i don't do this often. and it all started when i was looking for a dish or something to put my chocolate in. i should bring my candy dish from home here. bahhhhhh.

i'm not so stressed out about my algebra midterm anymore. mind you, i'm just kind of ignoring the fact that its tomorrow. instead i'm choosing to figuring out how to position my computer so it lines up to the little angle its supposed to be at. my desk's an L-shaped one so it should be perfectly in the corner. but my tower's blocking it and i don't think i should attempt to put in under my desk by myself this late at night. also, i think i'm beginning to go crazy. i spent five minutes adjusting my curtains so they're open just enough for my bamboo to get light with even window space on either side. oh my god....

time for bed. maybe i'll be sane again by the morning.

Thursday, October 3, 2002
02:46 a.m.

i can't sleep. i can't study. i got ONE chapter of economics done tonight because spoons is driving me insane: mainly because christoph has developed obsessive paranoia and has become very jittery. also, roshni, the girl who has to get me was studying with us tonight and thus making me very nervous.

i feel like crap. i can't really breathe, i think the dust is getting to me, and i've been very emotional for the last few hours. i'm not sure why. i think stress/caffeine jitteriness/a little sad because its mine and adam's anniversary today and i miss him is getting to me. i think i need to just go to bed. i wish my econonmics exam was over with!!

that's all

Tuesday, October 1, 2002
02:19 a.m.

oh my god, i feel soooo dazed. i just spent the last two hours studying economics with christoph and rob. honestly, their room's like a library its soo quiet, but a good study place. i feel zonked. and plus i haven't done ANY of my algebra that's due wednesday!! i'm going to fail. ahhhhhh!

anyways, i archived. i'm going to bed.