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Sunday, February 3, 2002
i'm happy right now. i just discovered that BOTH of my teachers weren't at school either on thursday (first semester ones). so maybe they'll have my exams tomorrow so i can see them if i track down. and one i dont' even have to track down because i have her for second semester too. yay :). why do i get excited about such stupid things? man, whatta nerd
i was excited about the snow days on thursday and friday. i haven't been to school since last friday, so it turns out i got a week long break! yaaaaay. i don't particularily feel like starting second semester, but oh well. blah blah blah. i should probably be getting ready for volunteering right now, so i suppose i'll go do that. have a nice day everybody :) Wednesday, January 30, 2002
so my break has come and gone and i didn't fix this page...hmm. oh well. someday. today was a boring day. went to volunteering. work was ok. i wrote in holile's yearbook (i'm a psycho, everyone go see it) and then almost passed out. it was weird, but i've never actually passed out before so i'm not sure. i was just all dizzy and my vision went blurry, and my ears started to ring. then i sat down and felt a bit better, and gradually my vision and hearing were back to normal. still, i felt very weak for a few hours afterwards. bah. so i made magnets but no purse. i got un-inspired but just re-inspired now. so i'll make it this weekend if i have time.
speaking of this weekend, i'm very excited for it. friday some people going to a chinese restaurant for dinner. i'm excited because its not the usual jack astor's/kelsey's and such. and THEN saturday (hopefully..keeping my fingers crossed) me adam hollie and mike are going shopping in toronto-ish (we're not sure exactly where yet). yay! but i think i'm done now. i wrote quite a bit, did i not? and its getting late and it looks like no snow day. drats. nite Tuesday, January 29, 2002
ok, i changed things slightly around because pitas decided to work on and off...nothing permanent, this is pretty ugly and i'm not impressed by it at all. but my good computer is being not very cooperative so this will do for now. thats basically all i had to say Tuesday, January 29, 2002
pitas is being annoying, apparently i can blog but the sites don't actually work so i'm not sure if anyone can actually SEE these....hmmm. oh well. i was going to also try to change around this site, but thats not happening now because of the aforementioned.
i'm in a very odd mood tonight. i basically went through the day in a haze. i woke up late (around 3pm) and talked to people, went to work, then had dinner with kumon people, and came home and read all evening. i finished the book i was reading, blindness by jose something i can't remember his last name. (it was very good, but also disturbing and scary at points. not because it was a supposed to be a typicaly "scary" book, but it was very thought-provoking about the organization of civilization and people in general. very eye-opening.) now i'm feeling kind of sad and lonely, i'm not sure why. i think the day just started off badly. i had a not-so-nice dream that left me kind of disturbed, so i've been kind of emotional and whatever from then on. i hope this goes away soon...
my, this has been a depressing blog :(. my apologies to anyone that reads this. Friday, January 25, 2002
in 4 hours i'll be DONE exams. YES!!!
i'm bored, i don't know what to do until its time to go to school. i've been studying on and off all week so i dont' really have alot of interesting stuff to say. i'm excited for the weekend, even though i'm not exactly sure what i'm doing. except i'm getting my nails filled tomorrow with hollie. and maybe shopping on sunday. yaaaaaay :). shopping's fun. ooh, i have to go to michael's. that's very exciting. i haven't made anything fun at all lately. and me and dan need to get material for his bag because stupid bouclaire doesn't have cordorouy. oh i'm excited now! i think i'm just gonna go to timmy's and go to school because this is boring. have a nice day ;) Tuesday, January 22, 2002
i baked a chocolate cake. yummm. i was craving chocolate, and all we had in the house was a chocolate cake mix (conveniently ignoring the fact that my store, a 2 minute drive away, is stocked with chocolate goodies?) so i made that. and proceeded to get chocolate on my white tank top. as always. die
today was ok. i read alot, studied not so much, but enough i guess. got yelled at by my mom for studying (i'm not kidding, really) al visited me at work, that was excited. also happened that a girl he liked before came into the store so i saw who she was. i realized the case study "short answer" questions on my computers exam are possibly goign to kill me. die
i don't really know what to do with myself right now. i dont' feel like studying. adam was supposed to come over for a bit and keep me company while i studied some more, but he's not feeling well....*sigh. i think i'm going to call someone. byee Sunday, January 20, 2002
i went shopping today. i bought NOTHING. but i saw lots of things i'm going to buy SOON but i couldnt' buy today for a number of reasons. so its okay. hollie said i'm kind of psycho though, because i won't buy a skirt until i buy new boots and i won't buy a pair of jeans until i do sit ups...
anyways, i'm waiting for my dad to get off the phone (again). i hate call waiting. well, i don't really but i hate giving the phone to other peoople when i'm on the phone. its annoying. blah blah blah.
i don't feel like studying today. i think i might not. after all, i have until thursday/friday right? and i've done the review for finite, and i've made up all my study notes for comptuers and read them over once. i think i'm okay. or just lazy. but i think its ok anyways...
i watched my first ever full football game last night. i have no idea why, but it wasn't so bad. it was fun to watch becasue it was snowing so much and the players kepts slipping and dropping the ball. but the raiders lost. my mom and adam were both very sad. thats all i have to say Saturday, January 19, 2002
every time i come here my opening thing looks more and more fucked up. bahhh...need to change. soon. friday is 6 days away...*sigh
i studied computers today. fun. i was supposed to read over some finite also...well i read over like the first two units KIND of thoroughly, then skimmed a few more units. i might do a bit more some time tonight but i'm really not in the mood anymore. so i'm watching football (i think adam and my mom are slowly having an effect on me) and enjoying the fire in my family room. i love fireplaces. i definately want a real one when i have a house of my own. none of this gas fire business.
man, i'm boring. i realized earlier today that when i was talking to holile, she said she'd be rihgt back but the phone line got disconnected. so i just hung up cuz i was at the store. but she never called me back...whore Friday, January 18, 2002
i'm sick of this page. again, yes, but it was supposed to be temporary anyways, but then i decided i liked it. actually, i do still like it but then the plaid fucked up and i can't figure out why, so now i just want to change it again.......it'll probably take awhile though. oh well. i have 6 days between my last exam and the "turnaround" day so maybe i'll do that. also in those six days i'm going to:
i'm trying to decide whether or not i want to get my nails refilled. i keep changing my mind because i think they're pretty long and i like having nails, and i dont' really want to take them off cuz it leaves my natural nail very weak and such, but its annoying taking my contacts out with them and stuff gets stuck in them (like the apple crumble i was making last week.....you have to hand-mix the crumble. that didn't go well at all). blah blah. i'll probably get them redone. hollie, tell me when you go. i'll go with you. Tuesday, January 15, 2002
i'm tired.....i should sleep. why am i here? i'm not sure. bah. i dont' like to study for finite. i got far less done than i'd planned to, but i also didn't plan to be this tired and sickly-feeling (but not quite SICK)...you know what, this blog's useless. i'm done. Monday, January 14, 2002
the saddest thing is when you check howard and the only thing you see is the last entry YOU blogged..hollie agrees with me. *sigh. so then we blog HERE to seem not-so-pathetic...
anyyyways, i spent the ENTIRE computers class fixing up one of my back icons that adam made me in 3X view of paintshop to erase "fuzzies". die. but now its done and over with and it looks nice. yay! i had yet another depressing "my clothes SUCK" day after school....rather simlar to hollie's "i hate my hair" days...so i went shopping around ancaster and bought a new sweater from jacob. hopefully i won't have to work at my kumon boss's house tomorrow so i can go (really) shopping with hollie. that'll be exciting. yay :)
i realized this afternoon that exams are NEXT WEEK. and i keep making plans for the weekend....i think i have to do some ACTUAL studying soon (seeing as i wasted this afternoon shoping and visiting hollie instead of making finite notes) or i'm locking myself in the house this weekend and not going out. at all. bah!
me and adam are making apple crumble tonight. mmm :9. i think i'm going to get ready to go to work now. cheerio! Sunday, January 13, 2002
bah. pitas is dumb. somehow my plaid border screwed up and now it looks funny. somebody help!
i tried to write this morning but it didn't work too well as pitas was being VERY slow and i wasn't in the most patient mood....i took about a half hour to get dressed today before work. dont' really know why, i was only going to work and i didn't have anythign special planned for tonight, i just felt like wearing something different. and then i called hollie and asked her for some fashion advice. lol. sad. oh well. i also decided that i need to invest in a pair of brown boots as brown and black dont' go very well together (i was wearing brown tights today......needed brown shoes. didn't have any. *sigh)
tonight i tried michelina's corn dogs and fries. very interesting. they weren't horrible for frozen food, the pogos were rather good actually, if they'd been baked or deeped fried instead of nuked they might have actually been better than normal pogos. the fries weren't so good, but oh well. i wasn't expecting much. deep and delicious cakes are also, well, delicious :)
you know, its amazing how easily boys turn into 5 year olds when you put toys in their hands... mike. andrew. remote control car. voice-distorting megaphone. enough said. Thursday, January 10, 2002
i dont' know what to do with myself this afternoon. i kinda feel like eating.....but we have no food in the house and i'm not gonna get back up and drive somewhere else to get food. plus i'm not actualy that hungry. i'm also tired but i don't really feel like sleeping either. what i feel like is talking on icq or the phone but no one's on icq and no one's really home to talk to....bah. i wish i'd kept that book that i was reading at work yesterday blindness. its hollie's though, and she was reading it was well....its really good so far. i quite enjoyed it. :). ooh. maybe i'll call HOLLIE. yesss! bye Wednesday, January 9, 2002
oh my GOD! my entries work again!!! yaaaaaaay! i'm SO excited...
so so, i have a very busy day today. i'm not excited. i want to sleep very very badly.....but a half hour nap's not gonna help me at all so i'm killin time before i go to work (then go to mrs. finlay house to pre-plan stuff). i had my computers presentation today. yay. done. 15/15 (yes, you might THINK this is great, but the lowest mark ANYONE's gotten is a 14/15.....as they're marked by the rest of the class. yay. and i handed in a computers assignment. and my website is almost done. meaning i'm basically DONE everything for computers, i just need to start studying for the exam. woooooo! i'm excited this semester's almost over.....except for the fact that i have mr. hogan next semester in a portable (gross). but change is nice. i like it.
i don't know when i'm going to eat dinner today. i think i'm gonna call hollie and see if we can con somebody into bringing us food at work....yessss :). i'm craving an everything bagel from tim horton's for some reason, i don't even really like everything bagels....oh well. (i'm also craving ice cream because thats what the old folks at the retirement home had for dessert today.....as well as something GREY. don't ask...)
wow i'm writing alot....i think this lack of blogging here has made me crazy. because i write different types of entries on here and howard. howard is more communication stuff, shorter. here i get to talk as much as i want about everything AND nothing. ha. i think i'm done now though....hopefully this won't STOP working tomorrow. Wednesday, January 9, 2002
shut up dan. just because YOUR pitas account works... Monday, January 7, 2001
so here's another attempt to blog on this page.....if it fails again, up it goes on howard. i just got up from a nice two hour nap. i feel VERY refreshed now, which is good because i have (a very expectedly busy shift at)kumon then sarah's coming over to go picture stuff for my school page and i have to do another assignment for comptuers too. stupid computers. we have these stupid calendars and it said somethign was due on wednesday, and everyone's like "well she won't really make it due on wednesday seeing as nobody knows what exactly is due" than she comes in today and says it IS due wednesday as its been on our calendars the whole time......well miss, we couldn't really be working on it if we didn't know WHAT it was could we? psycho. add to that i have a presentation for another assignmnt also on wednesday......bah
SO anyways, the first day of school wasn't so bad...shorter than i remember it ;) thank god. it won't be so bad i guess...except for the whole getting up early thing... i'm in a really good mood right now. i'm actually looking forward to go to work (though i'm willing to bet that'll change 5 minutes after i walk into the building...*sigh) and i think i might actually do some comptuer stuff now, before i go to work. bye!
note: this entry was created by adding on to my last WORKING entry because pitas still wont' let me update here... explaining the irregularities if you happen to notice them
Friday, January 4, 2002
bloop. stine hates that word now i think. tonight, i am the queen of balderdash.
soooo what else is new? i'm looking forward to this weekend, but not because it means three more days until school.....gahhhh. oh well. another week would be nice though...blah. today was mine and adam's 7 month anniversary. however, i didn't see him as his mom enrolled him and colin in a "skid control" driving course for today and tomorrow and plus he had to work.....*sigh. oh well..blah. weekend looks sorta busy. work tomorrow and saturday, possibly drinking tomorrow night, going to the no name store with hollie saturday, board game night sunday.....sounds fun. i should fit in some homework time in there too i guess....blah. it'll all work out hopefuly....i think i'm gonna go to bed now. nite! Thursday, January 3, 2002
i think in the spirit of new year's, i should make some resolutions (whether i actually do them or not is another story). so here we go:
jess' new year's resolutions:
Thursday, January 3, 2002
i tried to sleep. however, i'm having trouble doing so as i had some coffee earlier today, and as i know very well, coffee keeps me wired for most of the night. i wasn't very tired when i got into bed, and than i started thinking about school. school starts in 4 days. i have an assignment to work on. exams start soon. but most importantly, university scholarship deadlines are approaching. this has me worried. i don't know if i'm even going to apply for these (the McMaster Scholar Awards and the University of Waterloo National Scholarship). Most of the minor scholarships from the schools i applied to you're automatically considered for. But these are the big ones. the ones that could basically pay your ride through university. There's a pretty slim chance i have even close to a chance at either of these...but my guidance counsellor tells me maybe i should try for it anyways. or at least the mac one. she doesn't seem too confident about the latter...blah. so i'm wondering what to do,wondering if its worth my time to do some b.s'ing to make myself look like i'm worth more than i am.....getting references, writing an essay for the mac scholarship. i suppose i have nothing to lose, but i do have an ego and i hate the disappointment of wanting something, thinking you have a shot, even expecting it, and not getting it. especially academically. it kills me that i try and my grades are good, maybe better, and its still not enough. i know there's always someone better than you at everything, but i guess like everyone, i wish i had something i really excelled in.... i'm thinking nobody cares about all this babble anymore and i'm kind of depressing myself, actually. so i'll stop. blah. this solved nothing Thursday, January 3, 2002
helloooooooo. tonight i went to see ocean's eleven. it was REALLY good. i highly suggest it to anybody. i also went to volunteering (and got food spit at me, not too pleasant) and work (and re-read harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban) and had chinese food at adam's house (and heard stories about new year's at their house... funny stuff).
me and adam played MASTER LABRYNITH tonight. its a good game. i'd never played it before, so i lost. it was still fun though. i'll kick your ass next time adam ;).
in other news, canada beat the swiss today in semi-finals of the world junior hockey championships AND russia beat finland which means canada and russia play for the gold on friday. yay. Wednesday, January 1, 2031
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