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Sunday, May 19, 2002 10:13 a.m.
Well, there is only one way to describe my weekend, IT SUCKED!!!! It snowed, my hair sucked, I crashed my mom's car (which I have to pay for now), I broke my corsage (yes broke), we left late because of pictures, my camra doesn't work anymore, we got lost, we got to the prom a hour late, we left two hours early (yeah the music sucked but we could have tried to have fun (I know that this will start some quality "lets pick on Miko" time in history tomorrow)), we went to Barnes and Nobel and then Wal*Mart where I got "attacked" by a crazy lady, we went back to Ishiko's and died. Now I have to do my Prob. and Stats. homework and write an English paper (due tomorrow), and I have to work at 4:30!!!!!! So basically I felt like I just wasted $300. Oh and I just got my tuition bill for scholl next fall, $6,416.39!!!!!!!!! I also just punched a wall so my hand really hurts, I am really stressed out, mad, and I don't think I have ever cried so much for no reason in one day.
So, yeah, that is my account on my senior prom, basically no good memories that I can think of (didn't we learn about that in psychology Yuki, bad moods leading to bad memories???).
Saturday, May 18, 2002 08:39 a.m.
I woke up this morning, prom morning, and I looked out my window. I looked out and I was WHITE, yes, WHITE!!!!!! It was snowing!!!!! SNOWING!!!!! I quickly shut my eyes thinking that it was just a dream or that I was seeing things. Nope, the snow was still there. We were just joking when we said that it was going to snow for our senior prom. I always kinda knew that it would rain but, I never expected snow. I guess the only good thing about this is that if we do pictures by those flowering trees across form Kimball's the snow could add a nice effect.
The joys of prom night in New Hampshire!!!
Wednesday, May 15, 2002 08:25 p.m.
What a day!!! My feet are ready to fall off, I am tired and I don't even know why I am writting because I am not really in the mood to do so...
Today (as I am sure everyone knows if they read either Yuki, Ishiko or my blogs) we went down to Cambridge, Mass dressed as Gothic Lolitas to do some shopping instead of going to school. The trip was going pretty well 'till we couldn't find a place to park in the parking garage at the train station and Melissa's (another friend who came) car got a HUGE hole in the front right tire. It was cold and windy and it took us over a half an hour to change it. The spare she had in the car was only one of the really little ones which, needless to say, would not get her home but, we figured we would deal with that later. While we were running around trying to find parking spaces and changing the tire I noticed that my hand was covered in blood. Blood??? Where did that come from??? It got all over my little bag I had made but, I didn't mind because it reminded me of Kyo.
The rest of our time there was basically that we couldn't find any J-Rock magazines (which I really wanted) or clothes, blah, blah, blah. Nothing was really going well. I did, however, get this really cute purse with Kuririn on it at the Sanrio store. I didn't really NEED it but, I hadn't found anything else I wanted to buy, so I bought it. Poor Ishiko didn't buy anything. She did see this really cool pair of powder blue, sparkley shoes at the Garment District, but Yuki snatched them up before Ishiko got a chance to try them on, throwing her in to a downward spin for the rest of the day.
The trip home was the worst part of the day though...As we were hobbling in our sore feet trapped in our "not ment for walking vast distances, but they look really nice" high heel shoes some guy came up to me and said "hey, great outfit!!!" Too bad he was kinda on the old side and UGLY!!! Then after getting on the wrong train several times and having to pay extra money and were cramed on to the subway we made it back to where we started. Melissa and Matt went to go get a tire as the rest of us headed home, hoping that we wouldn't get lost but, we did. We ended up going in a huge circle at one point and we got home probably 45 minutes later than we should have.
So anyway, that was our day...long, stressful at times, yet I guess I still had fun...I hope the prom goes better...
Sunday, May 12, 2002 08:57 a.m.
It was sooooo busy at work last night. I think everyone in the surrounding towns had pizza parties last night. It didn't help that our air conditioner was BROKEN!!! We survived though.
I mentioned to my parents today that I wasn't going to school on Wednesday and they compleatly FLIPPED OUT!!!! I don't know why they are sooooo concerned about it being "ok". It is a half day and we don't even have any classes becasue it is "wellness day" (we just do stupid activites and stuff). I told them that they couldn't make me go becasue I was just using one of my sick days, so HA!!!!!
You are a very colorful person! Even though you may not wear much makeup sometimes, your other features (such as your long bright red hair) make up for it! You're a very fun person to be around, and you like playing around, imitating and teasing other people. People love you for this (as well as your beautiful hair...*envious*) and you get a lot of attention.
I have to go call Yuki to find out when she wants Ishiko and me to come over so we can FINALLY die (oops, not you die but...) dye my hair. It has been a few months and it looks really bad.
Friday, May 10, 2002 05:21 p.m.
I really need to change this layout, I am getting kinda sick of it (sorry Emiru, you know I still love ya!!!)
Today at school there was an assembly about drunk driving, a whole two periods long!!! And there was NO way that Yuki, Ishiko, Amanda and I were going to sit through that. So, along with the rest of the senior class, we skipped. Amanda and Ishiko had it the easyist because they had lunch right before but, Yuki and I had English. With the help of the art teacher we hid out in the dark room for about twenty minutes waiting for the building to clear out so we could make our escape. I think there was a lack of oxygen in there because the two of us went compleatly CRAZY!!! We finally stopped hearing footsteps in the hall so we made our break for the outside. And...WA-LA...finally freedom was ours!!! We had wanted to do this for so long (skip school activites like this) and we finally did it!!!
But anyway...I have to go finish my EGL skirt for next Wednesday when we skip school again and go to Cambridge, Mass dress in our EGL outfits. YIPPIE!!!!! I hope my parasal that I ordered comes in on time...
Thursday, May 2, 2002 06:12 p.m.
I am really pissed right now. At the civic center in town there is an art show that they have every year for the art students in the area to display thier work. There is work for kids in kindergarden to seniors in high school. One of the pieces I had sent in was, what I thought, the best thing I did all year in photography (it was originally a history project but hey, I can use it for more than one class). It was a swastica made up of pictures I took of a Nazi abusing a Jew in a consentration camp during the Holocaust (the Nazi being Ishiko and the Jew being Yuki). It was really powerfull and kinda disturbing to look at but, very effective. Anyway...the people putting the show together didn't display it!!! So today I went in to ask their reasoning for not showing it. Their response was, "well, there are a lot of little kids that come through here and we didn't think that they should see images like that. " WHAT THE HELL!!! They are worried about my piece "corrupting" the minds of the little children. Maybe they should look a little harder at the pieces that they did display. Like the pieces about 9-11 that portray all Muslims as killers, or even Yuki's abortion stuff. Why was mine the only thing not displayed?!?!?! As the jerk said, "This isn't a high school so, we have to be careful of what we show" but, they hang other high school students works. Yeah, mine is a a little more staight forward than some of the other stuff, but, IT IS A FUCKIN' ART SHOW!!!!!!!
I think that is enough ranting for tonight...JA!!!!!!!
Wednesday, May 1, 2002 06:39 p.m.
I am trying to find a hair style for the prom. No luck. I just spent over a hour looking and can't find anything. I think I should just shave my head and wear Yuki's white wig.
Tuesday, April 30, 2002 05:37 p.m.
ICK!!! I feel sooo gross right now, I think I ate to much. But, I didn't really feel like myself today anyway (I think I can blame that on a little case of PMS, fun fun fun).
I really need to change this layout. I was going to during vacation but, didn't really have time. I think I am going to use one of the pictures in the Pierrot book that I got with my cd, after Ishiko scans them in. Jun looks soooo increadably irresistable and he told me that he wanted a layout since Aiji got one!!!! And after all his birthday IS on saterday.
I really don't want to do my homework. I really don't want to go to school anymore...
Monday, April 22, 2002 08:05 p.m.
Do you know what I don't understand??? Well, if you don't I will tell you...For some reason people seem to get the impression that I am a whore. This completely baffles me because I act so innocent and cute. I don't dress like a whore, I don't act like a whore and yet people think that I am a porn star, a stripper and that I sell my body for drugs. Tonight at work the guys were asking me if I decided to become a stripper yet. When was I even thinking about it!!! I just don't get it!!! I'm not the one who got "pervert Kozi" like "some people" (Yuki) I got...
 Which Kozi are you? quiz by  sinergi
Monday, April 22, 2002 03:25 p.m.
New Hampshire weather really sucks!!!! Ishiko, Yuki and I were going to film part of our documentary today (all of the outside stuff) and when I got up it was snowing!!!!!! Yes, snowing!!!!!! It is almost May, and it was snowing!!!!!! We got together bright and early at 9:00 so we could start getting ready (make-up, costumes, etc.). This is were things start to get fun...Yuki had to take one of her cats to the vet for a shot but, the dumb cat had to go hide behind the couch, in the attic, and in the wall. It took over a half a hour to catch her making Yuki very late for the appointment. By 11:30 or so we were FINALLY ready, me looking like Yukito, Yuki looking like Daisuke, and Ishiko looking like Mana, we could start taping. We stepped outside and then ran back in due to the freezing temperature. After putting on a few more layers we headed to the beach were we fimed our portion on how we are crazy fan girls in New Hampshire. It came out pretty good condidering... Today we also filmed our introduction and stuff. We wrote the title and the credits on different parts of our bodies (pretty cool effect) When I got home I jumped in the shower to wash out the half a can of "Aqua Net extra super hold" hair spray. Definitely a wash, rinse and repeat. And of boy we get to do it all over again tomorrow!!!!!!!
Saturday, April 20, 2002 09:43 p.m.
When I woke up this morining my dad asked me if I had felt the earth quake. Earth Quake??? Around here??? Apparently there was an earth quake, and I slept through it. He said that it really shook the house and shoulded like a herd of buffalo. I was too busy sleeping to notice anything I guess...
Thursday, April 18, 2002 05:45 p.m.
That was one of the most fun afternoons I have had in such a looooong time!!!!! After school today Ishiko and I went to Kimball's to get our Kimball's special (Yuki couldn't come because she had to go serve some slop the the old people, oops, I mean 'residents', at the nusing home) I didn't think we were going to be able to eat the whole thing but, we did. It was the first training session Ishiko had for her attempt at eating a whole special before she goes to Japan. We then went and ran through the field across from the ice cream place, we had no real reason for doing this we just thought that it would be fun and it was. When we were done frolicing in the field we really wanted to go to the beach so, we walked to the beach (other wise known as 'boyance land'). The water felt so good on our hot swollen feet. I really wanted to dive all the way in but, I decided against that because it's not like I had something to change into and I didn't really want to walk around soaking wet. I did however find these 'cool' little kids sunglasses on the beach with pink lenses and tulips for stems!!! Since we were in such a summery mood we decided to go and get some lemonade. Why oh why do we still have to be in school?!?!?! It is soooo nice out, much to nice to be cooped up in school of all places. We were suprised that we didn't feel sick any more after eating all of that ice cream, I think the walking helped. We walked a total of about 3 miles. I really think that after our video is done we should walk around like that everyday, it was so fun and think of all of the calories we burned!!!!!! Yuki ~ we came up with alot of stuff for our movie today so we will have to have another 'meeting' tomorrow during fourth period.
Wednesday, April 17, 2002 09:02 p.m.
Yuki, Ishiko and I went to Keene today to get MORE stuff for our video and the prom. I had to spend $20 more dollars on my Yukito costume but, luckily Yuki let me use her 40% of cupon. We also went to Payless to get Ishiko her prom shoes and so I could get some new sandles because the ones I have now KILL me feet. There was a "buy one and get the second one half price" so my shoes were only $5!!!! HA, I am sooooo cheap!!! I also got some really cute fake nails for the prom (I tend to bite mine all the time so...'nuf said on why I had to get fake ones). They have really cute heart decals on them. weeeee!!!! Tomorrow Kimball's Ice Cream Stand (they have the best ice cream I have ever had) so, we all plan to go get some ice cream after school!!! I can't wait!!!!! Hey Ishiko are you going to eat the whole special???
Tuesday, April 16, 2002 05:47 p.m.
 I am Kami! The drummer and dream of Malice Mizer. Find out which Malice Mizer member you were meant to be here by miyabi Drummer of Malice Mizer and loved by all. Remembered for your love of pink and your optimism, you're a prime example that you can be gone but never forgotten. (We love you Kami) I really like Kami. Why did he have to die, he was my second favorite member of Malice Mizer. But anyway, no one wants to hear my rant about how cool Kami was because SOME people think I am stupid for thinking so... This is weird, I never blog more than once in a day but, I got sick of working on my scholarships. I have three more to fill out but, I just don't feel like writing about "what leadership means to me" and "how am I a leader". In the words of Yuki, "Ha, your not a leader!!!" It is also kinda hard to make the two seconds of community service that I have done over the past four years look like alot. I think someone should just come up to me and give me a million dollars...
Tuesday, April 16, 2002 02:01 p.m.
I got my Psycho le Cemu-Remembrance cd that I ordered from Mo~So yesterday. AAAHHH!!!! I love it so much!!!! I think my favorite song is the second one (don't know what it is called, "kan't" read Japaneese...), I like when they yell "DARK, DEAD, DEEP, Gazing" even though it just sounds like barking. I really want their album!!! The cd also came with a whole stack of flyers for a bunch of indies bands. I got two Due le Quartz ones if you wanted one Ishiko, I know they are your favorite band!!! I was looking through them yesterday and I noticed that the guitarist from eeeehhhh...(still can't read Japaneese...) some band looks like a cross between AYA from PlC and Yukito from Raphael. I don't know maybe it is just me... Yuki- since you didn't hear this after school today...during band everyone's favorite "Jesus freak Nazi" asked me to the prom. HA!!! I don't think so!!! Why would he ask me any way, I don't think I have ever said one nice thing to him ever. He is just so STUPID and ANNOYING!!! I thought that you would find that funny.
Saturday, April 13, 2002 04:02 p.m.
I feel so bad that I never wrote anything last Sunday for Emiru's birthday. I'm sure if I saw him on his birthday I would have shown him how much I care. And yesterday I didn't write anything for Ren's (the bass player in Gackt's band) birthday *pout*. Hopefully they will both forgive me someday... Oh my god...yesterday at work when I walked in my boss said to me "So, I hear the word on the street is that some college guy had been asking about you and thinks your are really cute." My response, "What are you talking about???" (really dumb, confused look on my face) Apparently this guy came in the other day and asked for the "short girl with the flowers in her hair". I asked the guy who this "mystery man" talked to and he said that he was about 5 ft 6 in and is one the college crew team. That is all I know. It is kinda flattering but, also kinda weird. Well, knowing my luck in this area of life I am sure nothing more will happen.
Wednesday, April 3, 2002 06:48 p.m.
UUGGHHH!!! I really hate being sick!!! It was all that I could do to make myself stay in school. why you ask...well, I guess you could say I am a very dedicated student but, I have too much to do right now...I don't have time to be sick and not feel like doing anything. I have at least 15 scholarships I have to apply for before the 19th, and a history project to do (atleast I am almost done with that). Yuki- it is looking like you are going to be sitting through Psycology, English and Lunch alone tomorrow. Oh, and I am glad you decided to give college another shot. I think I NEED to go eat some ice cream...my throat is killing me!!! (but, that could be good right???)
Wednesday, March 27, 2002 08:49 p.m.
Troy, the band guy, came to our practice today. He was going to bring his old PA system for us to use but, since it was so old it kinda blew up...but, he said that we could use the one he is going to get to replace it 'till we can get our own!!! When he was there showing us stuff I think we all realized how little we know and how much work we have ahead of us if we want this to work at all, at least I did. Well, here are a few quizes I took resently...
Ha!!! That's kinda funny that we all got the same thing Yuki and Ishiko!!!
So which letter of the alphabet matches YOUR personality, huh? Am I really that boring and normal???
 That quiz didn't seem to think I was that boring and normal... I tried on my prom dress Yuki is making (and not really enjoying doing it) and well, it wouldn't really fit over my shoulders. After getting it older my shoulders it was getting it over my "enormous" chest (ha ha ha!!! I think that that was the first time ever that I was too big!!!) We had to unpin part of the skirt and with the three of us finally got it on and it looks really nice, in a big, pink, shinny, princess sort of way. We better start getting ready for the prom like ten hours before it starts!!!
Saturday, March 23, 2002 07:28 p.m.
Yesterday, I had a major brake down about whether or not to go to school next year. That was all that I was thinking about as I mindlessly made grinder and pizza orders last night. I would change my mind every ten minutes or so. College or NYC, that is the question... I got home a little after 11:00 and after getting changed out of my smelly, grease saturated cloths I sat down and played my bass for about a hour and a half. I really enjoy doing that. Playing my bass has really become a passion for me, I think buying my bass was the best investment that I ever made. Well anyway...I finally had to make myself stop playing for the night because I had to get up for work the next morning (9:30, UUGGHH!!!). I had told my mom that I was having serious doubt about school again so, saterday morning (half a hour before work) my parents sit me down and basically yell at me for 45 minutes (me, I sat there and cried for 45 minutes) untill I finally said that I HAD to go to work. It was horrible when I got to work all puffy eyedbecause when I got there I compleatly broke down (again), I just couldn't help it!!! Well, after another 6 hours of mindlessly making grinder and pizza orders I thought and came to the conclution to go to college. I'm so sorry Yuki-chan but, it is the best thing for me to do...
Friday, March 22, 2002 03:09 p.m.
I am having such a crisis right now. Right now I am seriously, seriously thinking about giving up college (including the $20,000 scholarship the school gave me) and going to NYC with Yuki and Ishiko so we can have our band. We would have just kept the band and still go to college but, we would never get to practice together because we would be so far apart and a few times a month doesn't cut it. This has been stressing me out so much today. I failed my vocab test because instead of studying Yuki and I just talked about the band. During Art I couldn't stop myself from crying (really not like me, I never cry). I just don't know what to do... When I wake up in the morning all that I can think about is wanting to be in a band but, inorder to do that I have to compleatly turn my back on my parents and I don't think I could ever disrespect them that much. They just don't think that it is practical to be in a band. The way the band is looking right now we won't be playing anywhere anytime soon which has me a bit concerned because, how we support ourselves??? I was talking to the band director at school today and I told him about my "situation" (the bad thing is, though, is that he is pretty good friend with my parents) and at first he said don't give up school but, when I told him that all I could think about was playing in a band he said that he would go with the band. I am sooo confused!!! I know I am giving up a world of opportunity if I skip college but, like Yuki said, this is the only chance we are ever going to have to do this, if we wait 'till after college too many things are going to be different. I just don't know!!!!!!!!
Thursday, March 21, 2002 07:48 p.m.
Today at band practice it was only Yuki and me (Ishiko had to "go somewhere") so we planned on working on vocals. We sang 'Cage' (DeG) but, then got sucked into looking at pictures and things and then ended up talking about how we wanted to go to another convention so we would have and exuse to do some more cosplay. Hey Yuki-chan, maybe next time we sing we shouldn't be near the computer!!! But anyway...Yuki's mom's friend (the band guy) stopped by and he said that he would help us get our band going. It will be so nice having someone to help us who has band experiece!!! He aslo said that he might have some equiptment that he doesn't need that he would give to us like microphones!!! It was really funny after he left becasue Yuki and I started jumping around and acting really giddy but, it is so exiting!!! Well, 'Friends' is on...'nuf said
Wednesday, March 20, 2002 04:12 p.m.
 What Pattern Are You? Ha, I could see that a million miles away!!! I guessed it before I even say the choices.
Wednesday, March 20, 2002 04:04 p.m.
It's snowing...and today is the first day of spring!!! I know I live in New Hampshire where this happens every year but, right now I just want spring. Don't get me wrong I love snow, especially driving in it (I get such a rush out of just bearly being in control of the car!!!) but, if we get two much we will have a snow day and then graduation will be moved and then certain friends won't be in the country for graduation *pout*. So, in conclution...IT SHOULD STOP SNOWING!!!!!! All of the snow should just melt away and flowers should pop up instead of mounds of snow!!!!!!
Tuesday, March 19, 2002 06:50 p.m.
 Find out which LifeSaver you are. LEMON!!! I hate lemon life savers!!! But, anyway... Today during band practice we talked about were this band is going. We have been trying for what seems like forever to write a song and we came to the conclution that we just don't know enough to get a decent guitar part. I think as a whole we decided that we tried to fly to high to fast. So now we are going to go back and learn more before trying to write stuff. It is had though because we all want to be in a band so, badly and after June with Ishiko and Yuki going to Japan and then college...who knows what will happen...
Monday, March 18, 2002 03:58 p.m.
WOW!!! What a weekend!!! The school band has been practicing for the St Patrick's Day parade in NYC since October and saterday was the big day... I was so happy when Ishiko-chan handed me a bag of homemade cookies that she and kamijo had made. She told me to hord them to myself and not share, which I had no problem doing!!! After a five hour bus ride (sitting next to our very annoying majorette) we arived in Neward, NJ at our hotel were we quickly changed for the Les Miserables, the play we were going to see. Wow, I just love NYC at night. I usually don't like being around that many people but, I had sooo much fun. The play was absolutly wonderful. I loved the big pooffy dresses they wore during the wedding scene, and the scene with the whores reminded me of Yuki-chan and Machi (ha ha ha). I really wanted to walk around some more after the play but, we couldn't. On saterday we had some time to walk around and do some shopping. I was soooo exited when I found a Sanrio store, I could have stayed in there forever but, the other people in my group don't seem to appreciate the wonder that is Hello Kitty :-( Now here is the "fun" part of the trip...our band was supposed to step off at 2:15 but didn't untill about 4:30 or quarter 'till 5:00!!!! And I had *cough* "girl problems" and there was no place to go to the bathroom!!! But, when we finally did step off the band really kicked some butt!!! It was so worth all of the hard work!!! It was a real fun thing to do my senior year. But, I was very happy to sleep for five hours on the way home!!!
Wednesday, March 13, 2002 06:40 p.m.
Band practice today...very very long. We (meaning Audrey) have been trying to write this song...it was going pretty well untill we realized that its happy sound just didn't fit with the lyrics about either a girl killing her boyfriend or a girl killing herself because of her boyfriend's death (both not very happy, upbeat song styles like we had originally wanted). the music was just to "plucky" and happy sounding. I think it is Ishiko's guitar, it just sound to happy and not "evil" enough for the song. I really wish that I could write better guitar parts that are more interesting but, I have been a trumpet player for almost ten years and that certain kind of music (melody wise and lack of cords) is kinda ingrained into my mind. Why didn't I take music theory this year in school this year?!?!?!?!
Monday, March 11, 2002 04:28 p.m.
There Emiru, you happy? Now your lovely picture is up so everyone can see it. I war really ready to give up on my blog. I had to move all of my stuff to another site but, they couldn't send me my password because my e-mail is screwed up (among the other things I need to fix) so I wasn't able to upload anything. But, thanks to Ishiko every thing is better now. Emiru and I thank you!!! I gotta go to work so I can get some money.
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Name : BethNickname: Mikoto Sex: Female Birthday: 29 September Age: 17 Sign: Libra Blood Type: A+ LIKES: J-Rock: Lareine, Dir en Grey, Pierrot, Malice Mizer, Raphael, Kagrra, New Sodmy, Plastic Tree, Psycho le Cemu, Aioria, MUCC Other Music: Radiohead, and lots of crap form the late 60's and 70's Food: Granola, Kix, Fruit, Blueberry Pancakes, Little Children Drink: Tea Color: Pink, Red, Black, Purple Books: "Dangerous Angels" Movie: "Mystery Men" Art: Photography Season: Winter Manga/Anime: Yami no Matsuei TV Show: JAG OTHER STUFF: Bad Habits: Biting my nails, Tripping over everything, Making a mess, Being a dork and annoying (because of my weird sense of humor) Instruments: Trumpet, Bass Guitar Fear: Talking in front of people TEST RESULTS: Personality: Hippy Chick Smurf Name: Igneous Smurf Pirate Name: Mad Ann Kid Superpower: Invisibility Dog Breed: Golden Retriever Aura Color: Gold Flavor: Pink Grapefruit Brought to you by "Team Dork": ARCIVES: LINKS TO MY "AWESOME" FRIENDS BLOGS: |
