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Fall Semester 2004

Winter in the Ville: Week Two

Spring Jigoku 05: Week One

Spring Jigoku 05: Week Two

Spring Jigoku 05: Week Three

Spring Jigoku 05: Week Four

Spring Jigoku 05: Week Five

Spring Jigoku 05: Week Six

Spring Jigoku 05: Week Seven

Spring Jigoku 05: Week Eight

Haru Yasumi 05 (Spring Break)

Spring Jigoku 05: Week Ten

Spring Jigoku 05: Week Eleven

Spring Jigoku 05: Week Tweleve

Friday, April 8, 2005    11:48 p.m.


Chotto Ochikonde iru...
Yeah...I'm kinda sad. I'm so disappointed at my Econ test. I missed only two on the multiple choice. That made me really happy. But I got eight points off on the problem part. And I got another 89! Which essentially give me the same average as if I made something lower than an 89! So I'm mad. And even if I make an 80 on the final (unlikely, but hey, who knows--evil Econ man), I'll still only make an A minus regardless of my perfect attendance and homework portions of my grade. I couldn't be more mad. If I want an actual A I have to make a 95 or better. Too hard! Forget it! I have like seven exams to think about, though Japanese and Wellness will be right-offs. Oh, and Wellness, um, another same grade! Another f-ing 90! I can't stand it. That class I'm writing off as a B+, at best. I mean, last Tuesday I got points off for not having labs done that the teacher didn't tell us we had to do.

So I was so pissed. But half of the day was done by then. Later on, I had dinner with Mari and Mariko (she's the girl I talked about last Saturday whom I thought was a friend of Yuri's, but Yuri said she is just a girl that likes her, but isn't her friend) and Yuri. I joked a little, but I was down and still a little sick. I intended to go to a movie at 8, and it was soon coming to that time. So I leave to go to the hall bathroom and catch a glimpse of the literary magazine. They had published entries from the contest I had entered. I didn't see my story at all... I guess they thought it wasn't good enough even to just put in, regardless if I didn't win. I wasn't doing that to win, I just kinda wanted to be put in... But I was snubbed. So my mood went down even further. While I walked to the movie theater, my eyes were tearing up and I cried a little. I doubt it's because of the magazine thing and Econ, but my mood is just really bad and I guess anything can harm it further. Even now I'm still sad...

The movie was great. Lemony Snicket's a Series of Unfortunate Events. I loved Jim Carrey--I usually do--in it. There was something great about him being an evil jerk. I didn't expect to like it as much as I did, and I actually wished it would go on to tell more unfortunate events. My favorite part? Probably something Jim Carrey, aka the Count, said. Um... nothing comes to mind, really. I did like when he warned them not to go into the tower and he turns his back to them and grins (cuz I guess he was bullshitting them). Something about his villantry (word? dunno) worked for me. He kept trying to kill people and he was so bitter towards those three kids. Even Sunny, the little baby. That's just great. Sad though when Monty died. He was too nice. I'm glad the Count escaped at the end. Which means he can live another day to stir up trouble! Muraki (even Kuroudo, if you will), for sure. ^_^

Right now listening to Nina Simone. Outta be doing my review of Joined at the Head, which I saw yesterday. I didn't like it too much. It wasn't much because it was basically black boxes for scenery, it was more so it felt too self-involved with a character who narratored in between acting in the events herself. It reminded me of the early days of Sex and the City, which I hated. The main character, Maggie, even looked like Carrie a bit, which did not help me ignore this parallel. Plus, the play was about a lady with cancer and how it affected those around her. Um, no. I do not like dramas and/or tear-jerkers. I don't like thinking about cancer too deeply because, yes, it takes me back to thoughts I often have (too much of late) of my mother. Goes to show that regardless of how many years have passed, a death of someone close to you continues to jab at you with a sharp stick from time to time.

It rained yesterday, but it was still a pretty good day. The three days before that were all sunny. Very nice. On Monday I did my acting scene and it was pretty good. I didn't even really mess up and I did my best not to stand in the same place the whole time. My partner did mess up a couple of times and got significant points off (I'm guessing cuz I heard her gripe about it after she got her grade). My grade was good. Just 15 points off for blocking. So I did make an A, and that's all that matters to me. I already mentioned the highlights of Econ. It would have been better if he had given our papers back on Wednesday and saved me from bitterness today. I figured out that ECON can describe my teacher: Evil Crazy Old Nutcase. That's old man Econ. He's an ECON. I might use that for people now.

My accounting test I got a 97. Whatever. I'm assured an A in there, I think. I'd be too surprised if I didn't get an A. Japanese, the same (it's nearly impossible for that class). Theatre, I think is assured, as well... Management, I'm fairly sure too... I mean, I've aced all tests (why is there another one?? Geez! I hate being tested so much in there!), and the last two were perfect. I've done okay on the papers... and my closing case was pretty good. So all there is left is my time management paper grade, the last test, and the final. I think those three should go well. My Thursday class should be an A too. This week I actually did most of my assignment on Tuesday. I got sick around like Tuesday or Wednesday, and I asked Yuri to organize my portfolio for that class (it was just taking the handouts she gave and putting them into order). While she did that on Wednesday night for me, I wrote up a summary for her of three cancer articles. I told her, despite me feeling under the weather, I would write a summary and she could write a summary of my summary to prevent her from using other people's words (which she did on her other summary assignment and was asked to do over again).

I got intiated on Tuesday night to the Alpha Mu Gamma language honor society. Very guitar. I wasn't feeling well... Hmm, I guess that's when it started. Yeah, I started to get a sore throat and a headache (which I found out was due to a certain time of month later on) then because I remember telling Toya G so and mentioning it was weird... Cuz I truly don't ever get much headaches. The weird thing about the ceremony thing was that I got a pin, certificate, and something that looked like a gold credit card with my name and the society on it. I was like, "what the hell is this good for? Am I going to pull it out at sometime and be like, 'hey, I'm in Alpha Mu Gamma,' and I'll get some kind of special treatment??" I dunno. I grabbed some cookies afterward and left as soon as I could, but Furuhata-sensei tried to stop me as I was slipping out. No reason to stay.

This cold's been annoying me. Oh, it's been funny. All days this schoolweek Iku's been in our room. Sleeping. It's been weird, but nice. I don't really care. We have fun when she visits. Not to say we don't have fun on our own. Yuri and Iku were going to her house as I came back from the movie. Yuri was riding on a scooter (not electric), which she called a bike. I don't need to say how crazy she looked on it. I tried it and said it seems to dangerous. I hate falling down and skinning something, so that's why I don't like rolling skating or skateboarding. I mean, I saw Iku so much this week. And I went to the AIS meeting last night, mainly because I wanted to know when I was going to the formal tomorrow. 5 o'clock! So early. I mean, damn... And the food the girl mentioned would be there sounded not anything special. It better be better than at least guitar cafeteria food... By the way, I think I had lunch at least two times where it was just me and Mariko. I like her, but I dunno... After Yuri said she wasn't her friend, I felt weird. I don't think she cares though. Yuri cares about little. Even her birthday tomorrow, she cares little. She said she was just gonna drink (oh, like that's special). Way things are going, anyway, I don't know if I'll be up for the formal. A lot of people are going to be coming. I hope I won't be stuck there being bored (though people like Double T, Megu, and Iku will be there...but still...). I kinda don't wanna go. And that damn ceramic iron I bought is hard to use. It sorta works (I tried it again a little while ago), but takes so much time and concentration. I could burn myself if I don't pay attention.

But I have Meine Liebe to watch... and some Gankutsuou... Downloaded a lot this week and doing more right now. That Sakon anime (about the puppet who comes alive) finally did another episode and I'm starting a new one (and contemplating another). Oh! And the end of Tactics already came. Hmm... was that the anime that is at the end of its fall season and will start up again in the spring? It's some anime I'm watching... Can't be Gakutsuou. Not Fantastic Children (cuz I haven't downloaded that in a while). Something good, I thought. Ah! Kyou Kara Maou, I believe. Yes. It says it ends at like 39 or something, but a new season is coming, so... I may watch something tonight, I dunno. I don't feel like doing anything.

I wanna stay up and watch Tony Woods, who did this hilarious stand-up about fairy tales. The best one was about Godlilocks. Had me rolling. It's coming on at 3am. I dunno. Maybe I'll drink some tea and lay on my bed doing nothing. My esteem has been shot to hell. I feel like I'm the most least special person on the planet. There's nothing great about me. Not really good-looking, or smart, or good with people, or anything. *sigh* It's bad when I get like this, but it happens. Just feel like I'm crap. And forever shall be.

Quote from Tony Woods
Imitating Goldilocks: Ooo! This is too hot!
Himself commenting: Bitch, this ain't your food!


Current Favorite Animes:

  • Saiyuki (Gensoumaden, Reload, Gunlock)
  • Get Backers
  • Hunter x Hunter
  • Naruto
  • Kodomo no Omocha

Current Favorite Mangas:
  • Saiyuki
  • Get Backers
  • Yamato Nadeshiko Shichihenge
  • Hot Blooded Woman
  • Death Note

Currently Downloading/Watching Anime:
  • Kyou Kara Maou
  • Naruto
  • Tenjou Tenge
  • Harukanaru Toki no Naka de Hachiyoushou
  • Tactics
  • Beet the Vandel Buster
  • Fantastic Children
  • Bleach
  • Gakutsuou
  • Meine Liebe
  • Suki na Mono no wa Suki Dakara Shouganai (Sukisyo)
  • Gakkou no Kaidan
  • Gundam Seed
  • Nightwalker



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