Saturday, May 21, 2005
{ Blah... }

I got braces Thursday. -_- Invisalinge shit tho. Not bad, just no food or drink with them in aside form water....I'm going to loss so much weight fro just starving myself cause I hate taking the damn things out! I only took them out twice yesterday! To drink my morning soda, and then to eat dinner. I drank water the rest of the day. Not that water is a bad thing, but I only like it when it's ice cold. XP

Oh sheesh man, last night we had a power serge! x.x; It went out at 2am right as I was about to go to bed...It scared me so badly. My goodness and I didn't have a flashlight! I ran right to my bedroom as the lights were still flickering. it reminded me of one of those horror movies... x.x; I ended up waking up my parents to ask where the flashlight was after like...15 minutes of panicking behind my bedroom door holding it shut...I'm a big wimp when it comes to the dark...it's not as bad when your going to sleep but...when it just SUDDENLY goes out when your still awake and NEED it....x.x;;;;;;

Oi...Miako left on her trip Friday. ;_; I'm going to miss her so much. T_T She hasn't left this long since Hawaii last year...But...We're closer now so I'll miss her even more. D: MIAKO! CALL ME SOMETIME..

Oi...Me and James kinda had a...fight the yesterday. I don't wanna go into details, but it wasn't pretty...But it's over now, so no worries. ^^;

OI...(too many ois!!!! >>; ) I need to start my fic. I might do that since I got nothing better to do at all now..Since on the weekends, James isn't online, and Miako is gone. So I'M ALL ALONE!!! IM ME YOU PEOPLE!!!! KEEP ME COMPANY!!!!!!!!!! T__________T

...I need a new layout *lazy*

{ Numb - Linkin Park }

{ Melkoshi @ 01:42 p.m. }

Wednesday, May 18, 2005
{ Tests... }

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
Category	Your Score	Average
Self-Lovin'	58.3% Explored the pleasures of the flesh	65.1%
Shamelessness	61.9% It takes a couple of drinks	79.2%
Sex Drive	81.6% The Pope is envious	77.6%
Straightness	82.1% Just go fuck something, okay?	44.4%
Gayness	98.2% Repressed, are we?	83.8%
Fucking Sick	96.5% Refreshingly normal	90.1%
You are 79.8% pure Average Score: 72.6%
Take The Ultimate Purity Test and see how you match up!

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Moderate
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	Moderate
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test -- -- Personality Disorder Information --

{ nothing }

{ Melkoshi @ 12:37 a.m. }

Saturday, May 14, 2005
{ Well, I had fun. }

Okay, Miako and Amara just spent the night. Amara fell asleep at like midnight so it might of well just been me and Miako. As her and I stayed up till 7am! o_o; anyways. We had fun. Played sims2 and such things as that.

Then at the mall today, Miako couldn't come because she had a jam thingy... Anyways DDR is working now, so I played it. I ran into some old friends at the DDR thing. Nanuka and her friends pretty much. I'm most likely going to be hanging out with them alot if they keep on being near the DDR game. XP

All I know is...never eat right before DDR I paid for it...I puked at the mall. x.x; oi...not fun...

Nothing much else to type really, aside from I won't be home Monday and Miako and Amara might come over again Tuesday. Cause they are leaving for a two week trip Saturday or so. -_-; Maybe I'll end up becoming one of the punk people again. Who knows.

{ Give it up/Dirty Hot Sex - Pepper }

{ Melkoshi @ 06:32 p.m. }

Tuesday, May 10, 2005
{ XD; OMG }

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY
1. Mel
2. Koshi
3. Mitsubishi!

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD (and too lazy to change around ever since. I've had the first one since I first got the internet. :T)
1. outlawstar_fan
2. Mel Miyakai
3. Melkoshi

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. When it looks the way I want it to, my hair
2. That, I like to think of myself as, Irresistible
3. Um...I like my small hands? o_o;

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1. That I think of myself as fat cause of my body shape and weight
2. When I don't wash my face every day and pimples break out everywhere, my face.
3. My BOOBS...C size is too big for a 15 year old. Get them off D:

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. French
2. Irish
3. Hungarian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1. Horror movies...If I watch one...oh I can't sleep without a light on for weeks. >>;;;;
2. The dark...getting better tho, but if I’m scared...x.x;
3. ALIENS!!!! x.x;;;

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1. Internet.
2. My phone call from James...Which I didn't get this morning ;_;
3. My music collection. XD; 400 songs man!

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Torn old black pants.
2. Undergarments. Can't stand NOT wearing them...
3. Shirt.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS
1. Avril Lavigne
2. 3 Doors down
3. Um...I like alot of artist's so yeah...

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (at the moment)
1. "Hey Juliet" LMNT
2. "Barbie Girl" Aqua
3. "I Knew I Loved You" Savage Garden

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP
1. A sense of humor. If a guy can't me make laugh...it's over.
2. Understanding and respect. The last thing I want is a guy that can't or won't understand my POV.
3. Devotion. I look up a long lasting relationship when I date, and if the guy isn't up for the same..See ya!

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order)
1. I can bend my right leg around 190 and be able to walk...I look like a crab tho! x.x;
2. I have a scar on my left shin where I ran into metal stairs at the age of 6.
3. I pick my nose when no one's looking....and eat it.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. Reading up on junk. Education is your friend!
2. Karate...one more test, if I pass... black belt here I come!
3. Thinking up new plots for my fic and then never writing it. fun fun.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. Sit down and write my fic..But can't as I have writer's block. -_-*
2. Talk to James...
3. Loss my virginity...

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING
1. Artist for computers and crap like that
2. Physiologist
3. A freelancer at something, maybe.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1. France. Oh I'd love to visit Paris! x3
2. Canada! I can get to see my grandparents again!
3. Japan...with someone who'll buy me everything I want at stores. >>;

THREE KIDS NAME YOU DON'T LIKE
1. Christian. Just...bugs me.
2. Mickey. Or Buddy. Stupid names like that.
3. Names that aren't even names! Get a real name you people with SEASON names!!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. Loss my virginity...I am so not dieing without doing this!
2. Publish my novel...only two more chapters till it's finished! Then just needs editing!
3. Become a famous singer! ^^

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY
1. I'm stronger then you! ha ha! *flashes muscles* (>>;)
2. Dude, did you see that girl's cans!? (...Yes I'm a perv.)
3. I dress baggy, play video games...boy things.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL
1. Does this make me look fat? Or does this color match??
2. I wear MAKE UP. o_o;
3. Aw heck. I love romance.

THREE CELEB CRUSHES
1. Don't have any. o_o; and never even HAD one...
2.
3.

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW
1. Miako once she gets her blog.
2. JAMES
3. You there, hovering in cyberspace, who came upon reading this survey all the way to the end. Thanks for reading my crap. Now get yourself writing your own and lemme know. :D (Yes, I cheated so I could include everyone. D: )

{ Somewhere I Belong - Linkin Park }

{ Melkoshi @ 01:54 p.m. }

Saturday, April 30, 2005
{ Dude. What a vaction! }

Okay, I just got back from a week long trip to Kissimmee with Miako's family. My mom decided to finally paint my room too, so she did that when I was gone. It's PURPLE! ^^ However it used to be light green, but now it's dark purple. And I don't know if it's cause there is nothing in the room or not, but it looked WAY smaller then before I left.

Anyways...what happened on my trip!

Friday: Left home, and stayed the night at Miako's, nothing special really. RPGed with Ashley and stuff when she came over.

Saturday: Went to cypress gardens! We left at 7am and stayed there till 3pm. I thank god, packed sunscreen so I didn’t get sunburned the whole time I was gone! ^^ Then later we went swimming in their pool by their condo. Which was cool really, one was really cold, so we went to another one near by. There is like...16 pools at that resort! Goodness! x.x;

Sunday: went to the Holy Land experience! It was awesome! They had reenactments of things and stuff. And movie/plays and stuff. It was really neet. I bought a roman solder's hat for 20 bucks! And a sash like thing that covers my face for 15 bucks. It was funny when I put both of them on, I looked like a ninja dude! XD;;; Oh this one time when I was there, the roman dudes came up to us, they were in character of course and walked over to Amara and then said to one another. "Look, that girl has armor on her teeth. That must come in handy in battle." and She replied with "Not really, my lip would still get torn up!" it was funny. Oh and then we went to eat lunch, we then saw them AGAIN. And I quickly put on my sash thingy(I didn’t have the hat at the time. I got that after words) and one of them looked at me then went over to his buddy’s and said to them "Look at that girl, she's hiding her face. She must be a trouble maker!" and one of them then came over to me, at the time Amara also had her head covered to join in on the act. Well the dude looked at me and asked. "Wouldn't it be kinda hard to eat with that on?" and I laughed and said "I'm done, so I put it back on. I take it off to eat." he then laughed and said to Miako's father. "You have a very well trained mouse" it was funny! Then later on Sunday, we went to the Passover dinner thing. Which was neet. Aside form I accidentally took communion without knowing! o_o; the dude speaking said to eat this and drink that and I did...then Miako's mom said to me. "You know what? You just did communion!" o_o;;; we then got back home at like 11pm after that.

Monday: nothing much, we rode bikes, me and Miako anyways. Amara rode her skates. She fell down and hit her elbow and leg pretty badly tho. I also kinda..Forgot how to ride a bike...>>; I haven't ridden in SO long it was pathetic. I rode it out of the bike place...hit the gate thingy...then on the turn out of there I hit the fence. Miako wanted me to just stop and quit cause she was afraid I’d hurt myself more but I said one more try. And I got used to it from then on. I got a burse on my knee tho from the fence post tho >_o;;;. Later we went to a Monday night movie thingy for Miako's church. They were currently showing a dating movie kinda thingy. The one that night was about the bride price in the bible. And basicly, the necklace James gave me kinda count as my bride price. O_o;;;; Yeah....

Tuesday: Basicly we rode bikes all day and I believe we went swimming aswell. I bought goggles and sandals too. I wore my shoes to the pool on Saturday and they got so wet it was pathetic. Me and Miako also found the arcade and made it OUR place to hang. Amara never stepped foot into there nor did we take her there. It was fun...Sadly all they had that was fun was air hockey and a skateboarding game. Which Miako was the only one to get to level 3. -_-;;

Wednesday: We went back to cypress gardens! I wore good clothing this time. Before I’d always wear my blue kill bill shirt and black pants, but this time I just wore a black shirt and blue jean cut offs. Earlier we played tennis too, which was fun..Hot tho as it was sunny. I played in my black skirt tho. It's easier to move around in. Nothing else happened I don't think that I can remember.

Thursday: We rode bikes nearly every day practically, we also did a scavenger hunt! It was mainly all questions then bonus points for items you bring...the prizes suck, and also WE CAME IN 4TH PLACE!!!!!!!!!!! >_O;;;; That is what got me so mad! We were rushing and everything..However we made one mistake, we could of just looked at the map to find out the name of the of the pools...but NO we had to go up there! >_o;;;; god... Anyways after that we pretty much were mad then we decided to go swimming but we never did that, cause I had remember karaoke was on that night. Me and Miako did it! I sang Hit me baby, Hit me with your best shot, Believe and You were mine. Miako said believe and hit me baby. Then at 8pm Amara wanted to go watch survivor so we did that..But we didn't care much, so Miako and I decided to go back to doing karaoke because we'd rather do that then watch survivor. So we got to sing two more songs as a little girl with a HORRIBLE voice was hogging the machine. -_-; So Miako and I only sang. Wide open spaces and you were Mine. We sang together. It was so much fun! ^^ I WANNA DO IT AGAIn!!!1!

Friday: we went back to cypress gardens. Didn’t really have alot of fun really to be honest. I got more junk then anything. I got a nice bird plushy which was 15 bucks and a gift for my mom, a dream catcher out of the Indian store for 7 bucks. (All I had left at the time. ^^;;; ) then after that we went to this one person’s house.;..Waited for them to get home and then left when they didn't show up for 3 HOURS! We stayed them from 4pm-7pm! And THEY GOT BACK HOME AT 9!!!1 >_O;;;; so I’m glad we didn't stay that long. Anyways Amara kinda got sick. So me and Miako went swimming. We were just trying to see who could swim faster, longer and such like that. I lost at everything but holding your breath under water. >>;;; I CAN'T SWIM VERY WELL ;_;...Then we ran into these two guys. They originally asked if we wanted to play some games with them. Miako played first and looked like she was having alot of fun. Then they changed the game and I decided to join it. It was fun! One of them was 14 and another was 17. I got to mainly play with the 17 year old and Miako got the 14 year old...now you get to guess what I truely mean by the word "play"... ;) lol

Saturday: check out day. We got back to Miako's house at 11am. I checked my email and such. I got my letters on Gaia and etc and stuff like that. Then my mom came and picked us up at 2pm and took us to the mall and...THEY HAVE DDR AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_________^ YAY!!! However the coin taker thingy was broken -_-;;; But I had asked the guy to fix it and he gave us 3 free games! So really! YAY!!! ^^

And now...I’m sitting here writing this. Oh! Miako is getting a blog soon! I'll be making her one! Hopefully she'll use it like I do and such. Yeah...

{ Rakuen - Inuyasha 4th movie. }

{ Melkoshi @ 05:59 p.m. }

Sunday, April 17, 2005
{ Archived }

I oddly felt uneasy leaveing that post up for soem reason. So it's Archived.

{ Keyboard keys clicking as I type. }

{ Melkoshi @ 12:48 p.m. }