Sunday, August 29, 2004
{ Man..today = weird. }

Okay first...I was able to get up at 9:30am when I went to bed at 7am...Thats a BIG first for me. O_o;

Anyways, I hanged out with Ashley at the mall, as Miako and Amara were grounded this week. -_- Ah well. Anyways, I mainly looked at CDs and clothing with her..Man if only I had 26$ I would own the most GREAT gothic outfit on earth!...At least to me anyways. Man...I oh so wish I had enough for the skirt at least! T_T...and I ended up having to give the money back to my step dad..plus 2$... >_o So I'm like..broke 100%.

Man...I don't know what else to put in this....Oh, Me and Ashley both entered a contest for Avril Lavigne Concert tickets and backstage passes. So hopefully(hell, we'd hit the lotto before winning this.) if we do win, I am so going to die happy. I mean...Getting to go to a 100% free Avril consert AND meeting her? I mean..what more could ya want? XD Oh well...I'll be going to one of her concerts before she goes out of the biz...Even if I have to pay 40$ for some ticket in...no where's land.

..I need a new layout...and a job....Why do I have to wait till i'm 16 to get a job?! >_o Stupid parents...

{ Get Over It - Avril }

{ Melkoshi @ 12:35 a.m. }

Saturday, August 21, 2004
{ God...Men are such babys. =/ }

Yes..Another James post..But don't worry, it'll be my last.

I tried break up with James again...This time it worked, but too well. He thinks I hate him now, when I even SAID I still loved him, just ..wasn't ready for the relastionship yet.

THATS not The worsest of it either. I tried talked to him, to get him to understand. And he ends up BLOCKING me over AIM and blocking my email! I tried calling, he HANGED UP on me. Like WTF?!

God...and I thought he was the one too...Sheesh, man was I wrong! Now...I just need to get over him...God, now I regret everything I've done with him...Anyone know of a way to get rid of those memorys?

But..I have to admit it, it wasn't even fun well it lasted. I was always worried, or deperessed when with him, so I guess this is for the best...I hope it is anyways, as it's not going to change.

...Man I need Miako now...

{ nothing }

{ Melkoshi @ 11:47 a.m. }

Wednesday, August 11, 2004
{ Whoa, haven't posted in a while. o_o;; }

Sheesh...well last weekend I didn't post as I only dueled that day. x.x No Miako or Amara to hang with...so yeah.

This weekend, I got to spend the night over Miako's! ^^ Yay! I got to see her EVIL new puppy! Raygin..or Ray, or Rayray...Sheesh that dog has more names then anything. x.x

Anyways, Miako and Amara weren't allowed to go to the mall, unless they did all of thier chores...Two of which were washing the van AND car. I helped them, as I wanted them to go to the mall more then anything. XP We then went swimming, then around 1pm had lunch.(KFC. Yum. X3) Then by like..4pm we FINALLY got to the mall!. Sheesh...So we stayed at the mall for only an hour, but it was alright, as we just went window shopping and the like. ^^;

Miako wants to buy eyeshadow now! XD...and I lost mine...*wonders if she stole it* o_o;;

Btw, I have sort of an update on the James thing...I got to talk to him online saturday. We keep on argueing over "why won't you understand?!" ...I told him before that maybe we should just respect his mother's wishes. So now he thinks i've "moved on" and is being all...depressed. Well if your reading this James, I have reasons of why I think we should just..do as your mom says. Also, plus, I personal don't know if I even had real feelings for you, now that I think about it. I'm still a tad too young to understand such emotions! So is it my fault I want to just be friends? Do you want me to end up useing you?!..Sheesh....I might aswell go gay after this.

Okay, plus I have a crush on a sertin singer. o_o; God thats a first for me. >>;

...I got pixle bock, so i'm taking another break from my shop..I'm going to draw this month, I already got two sort of done. But they need alot of fixing up. XP

I got to go now! Case Closed is on...and I need to use the bathroom too. >>;;;

{ Case Closed Opening on TV. }

{ Melkoshi @ 1:01 a.m. }

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