Monday, May 31, 2004
{ well..not really much to talk about this time. }

Well, as most of you know. There has been a little..problem on DA lately for me. But it seems to have been settled. ^^(For details check out my DA page. I don't feel like typeing up everything that went on.)

Well, another weekend without James. Meh, I haven't talked to him in a week.(Nothing, not even a short email or anything.) I'm starting to wonder if he even cares any longer.

I now oddly have a habbit of chewing on my jelly bracelets. o_o;;

I sold some of my ygo cards saturday for cash...My extra shineys that is. XD Which were, a mirro force, Raiginki and Harpie's feather duster...got riped tho, I sold them all for 30$. -_-;; But I had talked my way to that. The guy was only going to give me 20$. But I sort of have a in with the owner of the card shop, but I pulled some strings. >>;

I got two things with that money, the new Avril cd(I personly love it.) and a fishnet top. Not a tank top like the other one I have, but a long sleve shirt. *nods* I'm thinking about buying a tablet, once I get the cash. Tho, i'm still wonder how one even works. >_>;;

Meh, i'm thinking about takeing singing lessisons. But my mom most likely won't let me. Meh

{ Who Knows - Avril Lavigne }

{ Melkoshi @ 07:41 p.m. }

Wednesday, May 26, 2004
{ Gah.. }

Quick poist to tell you all I got rid of backblog..I got fed up with having to rejoin. XP So I'm trying out..whatever Yoru is useing. >_>;

Also, btw. Chapter 3 of IY:TToaD(Inu Yasha: The Tale of a Demon, for those who don't know.) is almost out...I just need a beta reader... . .;

{ I Am - Hitomi/Inu Yasha }

{ Melkoshi @ 03:15 a.m. }

Saturday, May 22, 2004
{ whoa...a good day...WITH OUT JAMES!! O_o;;; }

Yeah, I didn't get to see James today. -_-; But it's okay! I got to hang out with my girls today! XD Miako and Amara told me, that they think it's good to spend time with me and me alone is good. Cause they feel...uncomfertable(spelling?) when talking about somethings when James is with us.(Not that we don't like you James, just girl talk! Like how hot Mioh is! XD)

Anyways, I ran into Celeste, Matt and Tai at the mall. And hanged out with them till I had to leave. Meh, which was for like..10 minutes if anything. Meh, it's good to see them form time to time. ^^ Even tho I don't really fit into thier little..goth/punk theme like group. >_>; Conpaired to them I look like a prep! >_>;;

Meh, not really much to talk about...I swear this one weird kid at the mall likes me. O_o;; He like..talks to me whenever he gets a chanse, even if it's just a walk by hi...

Oh, I got a new CD today! ^^ It's basicly all love songs...it's a Christian CD. >_>;; Don't hurt me! I don't know why..but I like it! I couldn't even tell it was Christian music either!..At least, till I saw it was in the Christian music part of the store...Meh, bite me for all I care. I like the music. XP Sides, Miako might be able to listen to it too! Her mother doesn't let her listen to anything with a beat..so maybe this Christian music she might be able to listen to. *nods*

Also, i'm planning to have James come over now of these days before he leaves! XD You can just GUESS what we're going to do. XD;;

Also, fear how I always link to the person's DA page/blog whenever I say their name now. XD;;;

{ Last Flight Out - Plus one }

{ Melkoshi @ 09:43 p.m. }

Wednesday, May 19, 2004
{ God, I don't know what to think anymore... }

Meh, okay if anyone has been fallowing my personal life that I sometime talk about. You'll know James is moving right? Well, I found out it's within the next couple of months, before it was only a maybe but now it's for real.

Tho my thing is, i'm torn between thinking I should be angery, or depressed. depressed for the obvious, angery cause even tho I KNEW he was moving, I STILL went out with him. I'm starting to wonder if I should of even gone out with him at all, KNOWING he'll move away and such. Tho..i'm wondering, was it worth it? Was going out with him really worth all this heartack? On one hand, I've had some of the best times with my life with him...On the other hand, I feel I could of pervented all this heartack by just ignoreing him back in march, like I did back in november.

I'm also torn between two things I can do now. I could break up with him now, so that it wont be as heartbreaking when he does leave. Or try and work out a long(REALLY long) distance relationship ...or a bit of both, by breaking up with him after he leaves... Which I think would happen anyways, since long distance relationships never work out..at least not this far I bet. I mean he's moving to HAWAII and i'm in FLORIDA. Thats basicly all the way across the USA...

(If you really care about all this, then highlight it to read this part, this is to keep idiots form yelling at me.) Tho he told me he'd vist every summer till he can move back here at 18...but i'm not sure if things will last till then. I mean..we're only 14 tho(Okay he's almost but still..whats two months?) and we're both eachothers firsts boyfriend/girlfriend. But...I know people will most likely yell at me and tell me i'm being idotic, but..I sware I love him..and I know he loves me.

Oh and also, i'm going to keep re-joining backblog cause of thier stupid 5 comments thingy, god that sucks...does anyone know of a better place? o_o;

{Four Seasons - Namio Amuro/Inu yasha}

{ Melkoshi @ 11:32 p.m. }

Monday, May 17, 2004
{ So shoot me, i'm bored... }

You have a surprise kiss! Your partner is always
pleasantly pleased to have you jump outta no
where to dote them with a fun peck on the cheek
or more passionate embrace. super markets and
work places are your favorite places to attack
your loved one with all your love =p

What kind of kiss are you?
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...Um, thats quite true really... o_o;

Playful

What's your sexual appeal?
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...I got something diffent then innnocent finally. XD Meh again, that result is rather true. XP

Which Wolf's Rain Character are you?
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...Meh, I didn't get my fave character? ;_; *wanted Tooboe*

Meh, yes quizzes...Havn't posted any quizzes in awhile. XD Now I need to go take care of this zit on my upper lip. o_o; Meh, god I hate zits...

{ Push Me Pull You - Alexz Johnson (I found my old so weird music files! XD )}

{ Melkoshi @ 02:36 a.m. }

Saturday, May 15, 2004
{ Another good day for moi. }

Yeah..today was a good day..I'm really tired right now, so yeah, but i'm going to post...

I went and seen Van Helsing today..one word, KICKASS! It was one fucking GREAT movie! ^^ If you EVER get a chance to see it, SEE IT! It was GOOD...Or well, Kickass as I like to say. XD

Yeah as you guessed I had a date with James today too. I got a frenchy at the movies. XD Thats all the detail i'm giving too. XP I dueled him aswell..Beat the crap out of him with my NEW SMALLER DECK! XD Who rules now? Who does? Me! I rule! XD..Okay enough bragging.

My mom was oddly VERY nice today and INVITED James to come to dinner with us. O_o;; It was odd..But cool too. XD I hope my mom does something like that again too. *nods*

Oh! and Also!...OMFG! PICTURE OF ME AND JAMES!!! XD It's been..at least a year since I last posted a picture of myself. Oo; Meh, I just really wanted to show off my outfit!...BELLY SKIN SHOWING! XD Also, you can hardly tell thats a fishnet shirt and not a tanktop. Oo;...Evil camra/Miako's scanner..

Also, my mom says I can get my belly button pierced! O_o;;

Um yeah thats it..Now I need something to keep me wake till Inu Yasha and such...meh...I'm SO tired..but I want to see Inuyasha... X_x;;

{ Don't Tell Me - Avril Lavigne }

{ Melkoshi @ 09:46 p.m. }

Saturday, May 8, 2004
{ Woah..odd day. O_o;;; }

Okay first off...When did guys start checking ME out!? O_o;; I noticed 3...Count them, 3 GUYS stareing at me...Like, never looking away from me as I walked by..It was odd. O_o;;..

Meh, I got some new clothes today..a fishnet tank top, and new mini skirt. XD I got a new outfit to put together for my date next weekend!(Yes James canceled on me..AGAIN. -_-;) I also got some FISHNET GLOVES!!!! ^__^ Thier so cool! I just love fishnets okay. >_>; Leave me alone...

James and I are kind of fighting. O_o; I think he's lieing to me about somethings, and he has yet to prove to me that he really likes me and such...I'll give him 3 more weeks(starting next weekend of course.) to prove to me and such, or else we're over.

Today, I saw cops at the mall. O_O; A kid at the ygo league tried to steal cards and such, he got caught.(My step dad saw him take them.) So now he's not allowed in the store. XD Serves him right! I mean..it's kind of low to steal cards...and the guy was 13 for the love of anime! I mean really...

Next weekend I had better be going to see Van Helsing, you hear that James!? If you cancel on me AGAIN, I'll hurt you next time I see you! I mean it! (XD)

{ How Soon Is Now - T.A.T.U }

{ Melkoshi @ 08:45 p.m. }

Friday, May 7, 2004
{ He'll do anything huh? }

Flamemagex13: Melody, You know I'll do anything for you. Just name it.
Mel Miyakai:: Wear a skirt.
Flamemagex13:...ANYTHING BUT THAT.
Mel Miyakai: XD

Yes that was apart of our chat yesterday. He talks big, yet doesn't act big. Meh this post was only to make someone laugh. So yeah...random post.

Also, I need to find my mom's mother's day gift. o_o; I lost it... >_>;

{ Come - Inu Yasha - Namio Amuro }

{ Melkoshi @ 07:05 p.m. }

Saturday, May 1, 2004
{ Meh... today went from horable, to good, to great then back to horable... }

Please forgive my spelling, i'm having an off day.

Okay now, anyone that knows me, knows I plan EVERYTHING ahead of time. Well, now James told me he wasn't comeing to the mall, yet HE LIED! O_o; WTF?! Was it SO FUCKING HARD, to tell me that he was going to show up?! I had planed to spend the day, all alone, so a packed my drawings that I need to finish...so yeah, I ended up not doing that.

Miako and Amara also got back today, but at least THEY TOLD ME they were comeing to the mall, before showing up...Yay. I had a day with all my friends, when I thought I was going to be all ALONE.

I found out one thing today. Miako and Amara hate James. They think he's too immature. Which I have to agree on, sometimes. They asked me if I could ask him to act more mature. Which I have ALREADY did...I'll ask again. Since if my friends hate him, and can't get along with him. Then it won't work out. I won't give up my best friends for just some guy.(Okay, he's more then 'just some guy' but still, you get my point.)

Meh, this post was mainly to rant about my day and such. Also, I found out that telling my parents the truth is a BAD thing...They always asked if I got any 'sugar' when we're going home, or leaveing the mall. I told the truth this time, and basicly my step dad made this, most EMBEARASSING comment at dinner. When I was begining to eat my dinner, he handed me a pack of sugar and said "Here, have some sugar. You already had some today, but this kind isn't wet and sloppy." O_o;;; God I hate my parents sometimes...

Meh, next weekend I'm going to go see Van Helsing..Hopefully. I never can depend on James much, he gets grounded WAY too much. So it's always a maybe and such. Tho he had better not get grounded this week, since he owes me BIG time still. Owes me what, however, I don't know. XD;; Meh...

Well, anyways, you all must and I mean MUST drool over this picture of Mioh I drew. XD LOOK AT IT DAMN YOU!!!!...o_o;, I'm hyper at the moment, so...yeah forgive me.

EDIT: God damn it, why do I ALWAY forgot to Archive my page BEFORE I post?! -_-

2nd edit: I for some odd reason felt like saying I got myself a new nickname...Koshi-Woshi...It's an embearassing one, but a new one. >_> If you hadn't guessed yet, yes James gave it to me...Tho, it's not as bad as me calling him Flamey. XD (I was hyper at the time I made that nickname up. o_o; so yeah.. >_>;;;;...)

{ Four Seasons - Inu Yasha - Namio Amuro }

{ Melkoshi @ 07:12 p.m. }