Sunday, March 28, 2004
{ A quiz thingy... }

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{ Papercut - Linkin Park }

{ Melkoshi @ 08:21 p.m. }

Saturday, March 27, 2004
{ Blah, thought I'd post... }

But first, please note that I'm not in a great mood, so I'm a bitch at the moment. Bite me.

But anyways, I went to the mall, like normal. I saw Miako and Amara after like 3 weeks! Thats a while! *nods* Blah, anyways, I spent a lot of money for some reason...Got myself one of those portable beyblade arenas... o_o; I had to okay! Or else I'd never blade! Those big 5$ ones don't fit in my backpack! o_o; Anyways, I got myself a new cd aswell, tho a friend of mine says I got riped off,(It was only 13$, at least I didn't pay 20$ for it.) but you know what? They can bite my fucking ass for all I care! Like I care what they say, I can't take it back so really, YOUR NO FUCKING HELP! So shut up, and leave me alone!(You know who you are.)

ANYWAYS, I needed to get that out. o_o;; Gah...Anyways, I also found out Clares sells those Jelly Bracelets(Shut up, I like them. I don't do the 'Snap' game either.) so I ended up getting some. I got 6 on my arm right now, 3 black and 3 red, I also gave Miako and Amara 2 each(One black and one red.) because I was nice...And they wanted one. >_>; So yeah...I want to get more colors later, I want the clear looking like ones, those looks neet! *nods* Also I don't care about what they mean, to me thier just bracelets, and if anyone snaps one thinking I do that 'snap' game, I'll slap them and make them pay for it. *nods*

Other then that really, Miako and Amara and I ended up talking for like an hour. o_o; We had alot of stuff to talk about...For once.

For Miako's 13th birthday, she's spending friday night over here. Amara might not be comeing, maybe tho I'm not sure. Oh well.

I have almost no money left over from my shopping spree. ;_; I had 55$ and now I only have 19$...Thats got to be bad. >_>; I'm going to go play on Gaia for a bit now...ONLY 500 more gold till I can get my Kill Vo Pants! XD

{ Place For My Head - Linkin Park }
(Shut up I like that song)

{ Melkoshi @ 11:59 p.m. }

Tuesday, March 23, 2004
{ Blah...Bored and yeah...You get it. }

...I am now a copycat, since ANOTHER person did this before I...Gah. Oh well. I had this written down but never posted so yeah. Bite me.

If you call me...

Melkoshi: You are someone online who doesn't know me
Mel: you know me, or you just want to shorten my name for some god damn reason.
Melk: You are one of my more childish/insane friends.
Melody: you are someone who knows me in real life, and doesn't know me well either.
Lisa: You are someone who happens to think my name is a lie and calls me this.
Marissa: You are someone who has forgotten my name, and calls me this.
Koshi: You are one of my friends who uses this in real life aswell as online.
Windy: You are Miako or a childish person.
Melky-poo: You are in need of help BADLY... *cough*JAMES*cough*
Koshi-cakes: You are someone who thinks I'm your girlfriend. You need help BADLY, more then ANYONE else.
Anything insulting: You hate me and wish to see me dead. Good for you.

FYI, the really stupid names (Melky-poo and Koshi-cakes) were made up by James....That evil son of a bitch... If he can't grab my pony tail, he calls me idiotic names over aim... -_-; Use ANY of them and you'll make my block list...I'm not jokeing either.

{ What's New Scooby-Doo? theme song - Simple Plan? It sounds like them o_o; }

{ Melkoshi @ 03:04 p.m. }

Sunday, March 21, 2004
{ *dies* I GOT MY DEVIL TAIL!!!!!!! ^__^ }

LINK,LINK,LINK,LINK,LINK,LINKY!!!1!!! ME TAIL! I GOT ME TAIL!!! ^____^ I had to sell almost everything I had, but I got my devil tail! GO LOOK AT MY LAST BIT OF CLOTHING!! XD;; ...I need a NM headband now. >>; *cough*

Anyways, I went to the mall yesterday, Miako or Amara OR James didn't show up. Gah I was all alone! ;_; Tho I did hang out with Nick for a bit, playing Yugioh. Blah it's SO boring now, I need better cards, I'm back like 4 card sets already! >_>;

Nothing is really much happening at the moment, I need to go buy all my clothes back on gaia...I HAVE NO SHIRT!!! O_O;;... XD! And James is out of the state for a whole week so blah. No talking to him there, it's FUN to annoy him for some reason. XD

Also I would like to thank Daisuke001 on Gaia for helping me get my tail! *nods* He found a seller, sold most of my stuff for me and everything! Such a nice guy! ^^ Now I need to go, blah dinner.

{ Come - Inu Yasha - Namio Amuro }

{ Melkoshi @ 06:48 p.m. }

Sunday, March 14, 2004
{ Bored...Took a test, Blah. }

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

I guessed I had those two things. o_o; Oh well, blah. I didn't go to the mall yesterday, my parents had to work, nothing big.

{ Grip - Inu Yasha - Every Little Thing }

{ Melkoshi @ 04:26 p.m. }

Wednesday, March 10, 2004
{ OMFG! It's one of those survey things! }

name = Melody
nicknames = Mel, Melkoshi, Koshi, Windy, Lissa(don't ask), Melk...And thats all I can think of for now.
birthday = January 23rd 1990
piercings = Ears
tattoos = None
height = 5'4" If I remember right.
shoe size = 6 1/2
hair color = Brown with blonde streaks.
length = Shoulders, tho two long pieces go down to my chest.
pets = 5 Cats, 2 dogs and 1 bird.

LAST:
movie you rented = I forgot.
movie you bought = I forgot, I don't BUY movies.
song you listened to = I'm Just A Kid - Simple Plan
song that was stuck in head = In The End - Linkin Park
song you've downloaded = One Day, One Dream (Full Version)Inu Yasha - Tackey and Tsubasa
cd you bought = Simple Plan - No Pads, No Helmets... Just Balls
cd you listened to = Simple Plan - No Pads, No Helmets... Just Balls
person you've called = Miako
person that called you = Miako
tv show you've watched = Pokemon.
person you were thinking of = Miako(I havn't talked to her in two days. So really.)

DO:
you have a bf = Sort of...Well no. >>;
you have a crush on someone = I'd perfer not to say...Since they read my blog. >>;
you wish you could live somewhere else = I don't know, I'd love to live in Japan.
you think about suicide = When ever I'm highly depressed
you believe in online dating = Not Really, it's online dating, it should stay online if anything.
others find you attractive = If anyone does, they need help.
you want more piercings = I'm thinking about getting one in my lip. Maybe one in my navel or more in my ears.
you drink = Nope
you do drugs = Nope
you smoke = God, NO.
you like cleaning = Sort of, I only clean when I find things dirty.
you like roller coasters = Most of them, but not really insane ones.
you write in cursive or print = Print, somethings all caps if i'm lazy.
you carry a donor card = No
teenage smoking = No
doing drugs = No
premarital sex = I Don't Care
driving drunk = No
soap operas = No

BEST:
tv show = Don't know. But for ANIME tho, I'd have to say Inu Yasha.
thing in the world = Friends, family, artwork and music
thing to collect = Cards
colors of all time = Black, Red, Blue and Gray
thing to do on a rainy day = Stay Inside like everyday and play Gaia Online.

FAVORITE:
food = Fast Food
song(s) = More or less, all Inu Yasha music.
thing to do = Hang out with my friends, also being online.
sport = Shotokan Karate
drinks = Pepsi
clothes = Normaly anything thats black and has chains hanging off of it.
movie = The panic room just HAS to be one of my favorite movies of all time! Most anime movies are good too.
band = Linkin Park, Simple Plan and alot more that I can't remember.
holiday = Christmas

HAVE YOU:
ever cried over a best friend = Yes
ever cried over a guy = Once but that was a mistake.
ever lied to someone = All the time.
ever been in a fist fight = Not Really
ever been arrested = Nope

WHAT:
shampoo do you use = Bed Head If I remember right
cologne,deodorant do you use = Dove I think
shoes do you wear = My Red and white sport shoes.
are you scared of = the unknown

NUMBER:
of times I have been in love? = 0
of continents I have lived in? = um, what?
of drugs taken illegally? = 0
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? = 3
of people I consider my enemies? = A Lot Of People Hate Me
of cd's that I own? = about 9
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = Once I Think
of scars on my body? = 9 on my right arm alone.
of things in my past that I regret? = So Much

HAVE YOU EVER:
Fallen for your best friend? = As in got a crush on one? Yeah
Made out with JUST a friend? = No
Been in love? = no

HAVE YOU/ARE YOU/DO YOU:
Considered a life of crime? Not Really
Considered being a hooker? NO
Considered being a pimp? No

ARE YOU:
psycho? = Probably
Split personalities? = Most likely
Schizophrenic? = Um what?
Obsessive compulsive? = Um what?
Panic? = Yes
Anxiety? = Um what?
Depressed? = Sometimes
Suicidal? = When depressed
Obsessed with hate? = No
Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? = a couple of times a year
Understanding = I Try To Be
Open-minded = I Try To Be
Interesting = I'm Really Boring
Hungry = Yes probably because I don't eat much
Friendly = I Try To be
Childish = Not Really, tho I am when I want to be
Healthy = Probably Not
Difficult = I tend to be
Attractive = Hell no
Thirsty = Not Really
Responsible = Sort of
Sad = sometimes
happy = Most of the time
Trusting = I Try To Be
Talkative = Not Really, tho with close friends, I am.
Different = Yeah
Lonely = Not really
Floss daily? = No
Own a webcam? = Used to, it died.

CURRENTS:
Current Clothes = My Red and Black shirt with a Black 'M' on it(Only so called 'cute' thing I own.) and dirty old black baggie jeans
Current Mood = Bored
Current Taste = Gum?
Current Hair = Pony Tail with ear tails
Current Annoyance = Stupid shows on TV
Current Smell = Nothing.
Current thing you ought to be doing = Homework
Current Book = Nothing really
Current DVD In Player = Nothing
Current Refreshment = Nothing
Current Worry = My Grades
Current Crush = I'd perfer not to say

ON DATEING:
Long or short hair? = SHORT hair, I can NOT stand long hair...Well, short-ish long-ish, but only long enough to be able to have spikey hair. *nods*
Dark or blonde hair? = Blonde hair, or really dark.
Tall or short? = Taller than me
Sensitive or Funny? = Both but more funny.
Good or bad? = Um, Both?
Dark or light eyes? = Don't care, just aslong as it looks normal.
Hat or no hat? = No hat.
Pierced or no? = Don't care.
Freckles or none? = None

ON PREFERENCES:
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? = Hot Chocolate
McDonalds or Burger King? = Mcdonalds
Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? = Both
Sweet or sour? = Sour
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? = Ew neather.
Sappy/action/comedy/horror? = Comedy or Action, horror kind of scares me now. o_o; And I used to love horror movies...
Cats or dogs? = Both
Ocean or Pool? = Pool
Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? = Both
Mud or Jell-O wrestling? = Jello
With or without ice-cubes? = With
sunshine or rain? = Both, I LOVE it when it rains and it's sunnie. XD;
Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? = Autumn and Winter.
Vanilla or Chocolate? = Vanilla
Gloves or mittens? = Gloves
Eyes open or closed? = Closed
Fly or breathe under water? = Fly
Chewing gum or hard candy? = Both
Motor boat or sailboat? = Motor
Lights on or off? = Off
Chicken or fish? = Chicken

It's been forever since I did one of those. X_x; and that one took a while...Since I'm trying to play Gaia Online at the same time. XD;

{In The End - Linkin Park}

{ Melkoshi @ 04:58 p.m. }

Monday, March 8, 2004
{ Forgot to post last night. }

Yeah, I forgot to post, big whoop. >_>; Oh well anyways. I went to the mall yesterday, like always. Miako and Amara were out of town, so I was ALONE all day basicly. So I dueled alot, won every game, Yay. Nick showed up and helped me fix my deck up, but wouldn't duel me. He made he duel his LITTLE 7 year old brother! X_x; He's mean! Oh well, I beat his brother rather quite easy. Then I dueled some kid by the name of John, and ended up talking to him more then dueling him. Oo; I ended up finding out he was a friend of James's, and ended up seeing James aswell. The duel with John took like a half hour or so, like I said we talked more then dueled. Found out he was a Beyblade fan, and thats all we talked about for a while. XD; Seeing James after like 3 months was quite nice, tho him pulling my ponytail I didn't miss at all. Why does he even do that? It's so annoying. -_- But when I did ask him why he does that he said something like "It makes you mad, and that makes me happy." If anyone can tell me what that ment, I'd be very happy. I ended up also getting his new email, and gave him mine in exchange. *nods*

I also ran into some REALLY old friends of mine from 2000! Tai and Nick(other Nick, not the one I just talked about.) from the old Pokemon card league. I hadn't seen Nick in like 3-4 years! Tai for about 2 years now, since she moved and goes to another highschool now. I WOULD of saw Matt aswell but I had to leave before he got there. T_T I hadn't seen him for a couple of years now! I wanted to SO catch up with my old friends. Tho, I did find out that Tai AND Nick aswell as Matt are ALL on DA! ^^ Thats good enough for me. *nods*

Anyways, other then all of that. Nothing much really happened other then all of that. I fould an old link to FlashFlashRevolution.com today on my old computer. That is quite fun if Gaia and Neopets gets boring. *nods*

On Gaia I have an offer of about 60k for my Devil Tail now! ^^ Yay! Only like 30k more to go! I hopefully will get my tail soon, or at least before it goes up once again. *nods*...Um, also a little help would be nice. ^^

{ Bring Me To Life - Evanescence }

{ Melkoshi @ 12:45a.m. }

Friday, March 5, 2004
{ New layout. *nods* }

Yep, new month, new layout. I felt like a dark/red layout this time... With KOROSU!!! XD; She for some reason, is my favorite out of all my characters, maybe cause of how much she reminds me of Kikyou. Oo; Don't know, don't care.

Yeah, I know I didn't posted much last month, but there wasn't all that much to really post about. >>; Blah.

I got a karate test next friday, and I'm learning Takie Shodon(sp?), which is a brown belt kata is I remember right. >_>; Oh well, it's REALLY easy, but I'm most likely only going to be able to do Haydon godon(sp?) on my test, which is the 5th kata. Blah, I bet i'm boring you all to death.

On Gaia, i'm questing for a devil tail. Yay. I'm about half way there, but I need to get about maybe 40k more. ;_; But, i'm getting some march letters sometime this month, and I'll sell them to make up at least 20k. Yay. But any help on my quest would be nice, if any gaians vist here.

Now i'm going to go, dinner time.

{ One day, One Dream (TV size) - Inu Yasha - Tackey and Tsubasa }

{ Melkoshi @ 07:50 p.m. }