Meimi? is sixteen (tanjoubi 11/18), is generally a genki person, but her cheerful and innocent appearance masks an evil fangirl mind. XD Sparkles at friends, drawing, shopping at Mitsuwa, manga, shounen ai and yaoi, fangirlism as a way of life Has been reading Gravitation Has been watching Buffy, Trigun, Furuba Has been listening toChara, Cascade, Buriguri Wishes she could stalk Imonoyama Nokoru, Seguchi Touma, Hayate, Sasame, Souma Yuki, Souma Ayame, Souma Akito, Sei-chan, Youzen, Ran, Ishida Yamato, Ichijouji Ken Wishes she could also stalk (albeit with less enthusiasm) Kusakabe Maron, Kaoru Kozue, Sumeragi Hokuto, Ohkawa Utako, Awayuki Mawata, Haruhara Haruko, Souryu Asuka Langley, Katsuragi Misato, Sakurazuka Setsuka Can be found by email at meimi@strawberrymoon.net or AIM at KSaintTail Current layout: My first non-anime layout, unsuprisingly Buffy-themed. Tara didn't really impress me at the very start the way other characters did, but she developed so much. In roughly the words of Alica, "I mean, look at the way Tara used to be - and now she's like...my hero!" Watching "Villains" broke my heart, after everything had just come full circle and was at last perfect.
Wednesday, May 29, 2002 np: Tsumetai Hana - the brilliant green
I have clearly reached my limit with the phony acts put on in high school. I refuse to put up with girls twirling their hair and exclaiming, "Oh noo! I don't care if I fail; I'm not going to study!" and then afterwards, when their brilliance has been proven and their image is set, they brag about how they studied till three AM every night all week. You know, the week where they claimed the whole time they hadn't picked up a book.
I personally think: if you're smart, just SHUT UP about it. I've got my 4.0, but you think anyone around me knows about it? The only people who know are my family, and any friend who comes by my house and sees the report cards tacked up on the fridge door. In exchange, don't bother putting on an act to somehow dumb yourself down. If you're smart, PEOPLE KNOW YOU ARE. Trust me, people know who's in the honor classes, people know who raise their hand, people know the ones who have a clue. Don't go out of your way to put on an airhead act; it just leaves people suspicious of your motive, wondering if you're mocking them, or hating you for the phony persona you create.
And yeah, while everyone does it and this year I've had it up to here...today I personally wanted to rip Ali's throat out for her little act. She does it all the time, but today she was in rare form. 'Fail' the history final, hah like FUCKING HELL.
Ironically I had already had my fill before the morning began. In the middle of a general bitching session with two other girls in my history class (we found it more effective than studying), I could really speak my mind about it. Those two really have actual brains, it's impressive. And then I found out that Rachel was leaving.
Now Rachel and I aren't that close, but I always saw her as a really remarkable person that I wanted to get to know better. She's dazzlingly talented, she's brilliant, but above all she says what she means. It fascinates me, as a great deal of the time I feel as though I'm the only one who speaks her mind. You can have an intelligent conversation with her; she's amazingly sweet in a way that's delightfully real. It makes me sad to know she isn't coming back next year; she's decided to graduate a year early and go to college.
Sigh. I'm just fed up, but still haven't registered that tomorrow is the last day. I, by the way, have NOT studied for my math final tomorrow. I think I'll just get in a lot of last-minute cramming in tomorrow. At Ali's house we opted to watch the HP DVD. Snape is still gayer than gay is gay, and it doesn't cease to amuse no matter how many times you rewatch parts.
Siiiiiiiiiigh. she was under your spell @ 07:52 p.m.
Wednesday, May 29, 2002 np: Pray - Sasaki Yuuko
*clears throat*
If you are fucking brilliant and have the spaces for valedictorian or salutatorian locked up, please spare me the nausea of having to listen to you first squeal over how you're afraid you "won't pass" the final when you got best in the year. Then spare me you making yourself a martyr by bragging about how you were sooo moral not to answer the marked questions on the exam if you didn't know the answer already - and then to admit later that you only refused to fill in ONE QUESTION.
In exchange, if you are a teacher determined to always be perfect, do not give us a final with more than half the answers marked on the test. Not that I particularly mind all that much, but I'm slightly miffed since the two or three hours I studied could have been more wisely spent.
If you are an amazing, beautiful, genuinely interesting person...don't spring on me the fact that you're graduating a year early like that! I'll miss you!
If you are a DVD that boasts deleted footage from the movie, do not make me cry with a confusing DVD setup that injures the brain. Ali and I watched it today and I think we messed with the second disc for an hour and a half - still haven't gotten the new footage. Don't tell me though, that's part of the fun - but still.
If you are immature, annoying, and above all IF YOU ARE A SOPHOMORE, do not speak to me. Just don't. The whole class annoys me.
If you are a teacher, please take your own final. Please. Save us the grief of mislabeled questions, answer selections that have nothing to do with the question itself, missing passages, and endless other errors. It's rude and disrespectful to the students. In exchange, if you are in the honors English III class, do NOT tell me to suck it up when he gives an exam like that. I'M not going to get a bad grade just because he's so moronic that he can't even write a proper test.
If you are going to make disapproving remarks about how I am not thin enough, then FUCKING STOP INSISTING THAT I HAVE DESSERT. If I had enough willpower to refuse eight times, I would be fucking THIN NOW WOULDN'T I. I'm giving up food this summer, I swear.
I think that's about it for comments on my day. she was under your spell @ 07:37 p.m.
Monday, May 27, 2002 np: You Were Meant For Me - Jewel
Exams start tomorrow. Blah. Have I studied? Hell no.
For everyone's listening pleasure, I present Young Soul Rebel, which is officially the most amusingly bad song in the universe. I'm at the point where I think it might amuse me more than "Daisuke to Ken no Kaimono Carol", so that should give you an idea of how bad it is. I have no idea how much my domain can handle, so I figure I'll get rid of it around Friday, so download while you can. :3 she was under your spell @ 10:59 p.m.
Monday, May 27, 2002 np: Young Soul Rebel - Please Save My Earth
And I heard this was the WORST SONG EVER, so I never downloaded it.
Trust me. It is. But don't misunderstand like I did. Just its being the worst song ever shouldn't stop you. EVERYONE should hear it if you like PSME, the Issei/Jinpachi dynamic, or Okiayu/Morikawa rapping about their gayness.
I'm not kidding. Lyrics: "yume ja boku wa onna, korya chotto tsurai na! sorya omae wa omae de nayami wa atta kedo! nn jya, bokura no gei souyuu kankei datte!", with the "gei" cleverly written with the "theater" kanji. Really. I'm already sure I'll never watch the OVAs with a straight face again (just as a note, THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS when you don't let Yoko Kanno compose, and it is BAD). The worst of it is that it's EXCELLENTLY sung. Let's all clap for Okiayu and Morikawa, for the great job singing this without dissolving into hysteria. ("kono mama de itara, bokutachi *PIII* suru koto ni naru!" "ehh?! joudan ja nai ze! ore nigate nanda!" "boku datte yada yo!" "tokoro de, *PIIII* tte nanda?" "nani tte...") And the chorus is "honmouuuuu, mou honmouuuuu~~!!!" and at the end of the song, Jinpachi yells, "demo /homo/ ja naiiii!" XD
This has been yet another Yaoi Fangirl Public Service Announcement. she was under your spell @ 04:45 p.m.
Monday, May 27, 2002 np: Till the End ~owaranai ai wo - Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne
Just so everyone can understand exactly why I love Les more than anyone. XD
Les: hmmm. . .*squints* no, his leg is definitely still between kamui's. . .and there's the other one with Kamui's hand practically on fuuma's crotch. . Meimi: Hmm...are you sure? Because I heard someone else complaining how theirs was edited, and then I checked Ali's set and his leg wasn't between Kamui's in her book either... Les: You are referring to the pic where they're both in green wearing the headsets, right? Meimi: Yeah. Les: Umm. . .maybe I just got the sick set? Meimi: Lucky you. XD Les: Well, wait, did they edit it to look like his leg was in front of both of Kamui's? Meimi: I'm pretty sure it was edited to look behind Kamui's.
(Meimi takes a moment to stop and consider the conversation topic, and happily revels in the fact that THIS is INTELLIGENT conversation.) Les: Because right at the bottom of the picture there a slightly lighter green splotch, like someone did a really bad job with editing, and they might have tried to make it look like it crossed in fro -
oh. yeah. this _is_ intelligent conversation. Les: Anyway, mine still looks sick. Les: *smug*
Sunday, May 26, 2002 np: Kaze ga Fuku Hi - Sakamoto Maaya
Have spent the last two days moping around the house, wallowing in self-pity and self-hatred and all that good stuff.
Ate four of the seven packs of crunchy M&Ms out of pure misery. Should not do this, because I'll only get fatter, and then I'll feel worse about myself than ever.
Had a Esca mini-marathon. Van and Kyou are still Seki's best roles.
I love Les more than anyone in the entire world, because she can make me happy when even ten episodes of pretty winged boy and Yoko Kanno music can't.
And that is all. she was under your spell @ 10:16 p.m.
Saturday, May 25, 2002 np: Nagai Tameiki no You ni - buriguri
Buffy finale! Wheee!
Alica told me Giles was back, but that didn't stop me from being taken aback when he showed. I do not deny I stood up and hopped around the room and squealed, "GILES! WAS! SO! COOL!" as soon as it cut to the CM after he appeared. Really. I always liked him tons, so I was overcome with joy seeing him back. It was great - "you cut your hair..." That and the scene where they laughed. I'm unspeakably fond of that Giles/Buffy father/daughter dynamic, ever since...ah, whatever that episode was with her eighteenth birthday. ^^;
Props to the writers for the way they handled Dawn. I hate her, you hate her, but as I discussed with friends, they could actually fix that now. *_* I didn't know it was fixable! I was totally taken aback to find she can even hold her own in a fight...
Willow didn't really suprise me. She did just about what I thought she'd do, and some more. What suprised me was Xander. *_*
And it was nasty, nasty mean of them to title the last episode "Grave". I thought at first it would feature some kind of Tara funeral, but about halfway through I was terrified that they'd kill Giles off...blah.
Cheap ending, though, with Spike - usually I count on them giving a nice sense of closure. What the hell? @_@ Return his soul? Why? What's he going to do with a soul? Be all whimpery and sniffly and boring like Angel? (I hate Angel, obviously. More of my standards about acting ability and how his is nonexistent.) But then Spike could never be as...ugh...as Angel was. Angel was even a bad villain. So, bad poet Spike? Who knows. :D Anyway, Xander finally got to save the world from destruction: good for him.
she was under your spell @ 07:29 p.m.
Saturday, May 25, 2002 np: Route Venus - Sailormoon
So. Class Day was yesterday.
I still don't feel like school is (basically) over. This may possibly have something to do with the fact that I haven't begun studying for finals yet. Yesterday was kind of a blur...I actually bagged the art design award this year! But since this is my last shot at an art award, methinks it was a pity vote (seriously, I haven't done ANYTHING in that class for a full month). Everyone gets the same awards anyway, by junior year you can almost always guess who's going to get what.
Many hugs to graduating seniors...pictures...the only part of the day that was otherwise significant was the capping of the juniors (i.e. "why do they call it that, it sounds like the seniors are shooting us"). School tradition is that each senior selects someone in the junior class, and creates a personalized hat for them to truly make them "seniors". It's a big secret who will cap who, and I was racking my brains trying to figure out who was going to cap me - I absolutely thought it would be Stacy, but no. Moni did it, which makes more sense as she's one of my oldest friends. I recieved a sombrero (which is kind of unusual, most people make their caps homemade from cardboard and paper), which had flowers and bells sewn all over it, and inside were a bunch of little paper graduation caps that each had a letter on the top, spelling out my name and "class of 2003". Inside the rim of the hat were seven packs of crunchy M&Ms...because of the dancing bear episode last Valentine's, I also got a stuffed bear she hung around my neck with ribbon. The bear carried a little sack of markers since I like to draw...and with the words, "have a cow, it's your senior year," she also gave me a little stuffed cow. Incredibly cute - yeah, the whole event is a disgustingly cutesy tradition, but we are a fairly small all-girl's school, so what're you gonna do?
All in all, though, I decided I'm ready for summer. I'm going to the community college to take a class - whether photography or graphic design, I'm not sure yet. I'm tired of the immature idiocy of teenage girls more than I am of schoolwork, really. How do I fall in with the rude, disrespectful, fucking MORONS, huh? Seeing as I'm none any of the above (or if I am, not to such an extent)? The last two days of school, I was this close to killing them all while they babbled, giggled, and signed yearbooks through the last church liturgy and Class Day. None of the teachers were hanging around our seating section, and so I had to be the one who tried to shut them up during the service. Is that so much to ask, honestly? If they weren't snickering or reading books they were trying to hide, they were making cracks about the service itself, fuck them, it's rude to start with, but those things take literally hours to put together. Decorating the theater, selecting readings, dividing up parts, some people write clever skits to accompany the homily. While granted, I'm one of the only girls in school who loves attending, just a tiny bit of politeness?
But no. They didn't shut up even after I sweetly asked them to. Ugh. Of course, they're always like that, but for the final days, it was just the last straw...I'm sitting up front, far away from them next year. *snort* Oh yes, and yesterday they also sat on one of the junior quad benches and bitched at a junior girl who asked them to leave. Granted, the girl is nasty and rude herself (and lied to try to make them leave), but not only should they have not been sitting there in the first place, you fucking leave when an upperclassman tells you to get out of the space they deserve.
We won't get into how they also sat in the junior section at the last rally, at which point they successfully made every single junior girl angry at them. Good job.
So, yeah, I'm almost ready to become a senior now. If it only means that I can escape the idiots in classes below me, and maybe find some people who act their age. Hah. she was under your spell @ 03:23 p.m.
Thursday, May 23, 2002 np: Nothing in my hands - Tomokazu Seki
Yearbook signing!
The most creative signing being (from Alicia to Geri), after we'd been discussing "Restless":
"I wish Spike really did hire himself out as an amusement park attraction, because that's one ride we could get on again...and again...and again..."
"Alicia..."
"What? XD"
"...nothing. Have I mentioned today how much I love you?"
And then I didn't want to buy lunch even though I was hungry, but I reluctantly went, which is HAPPY because Kathy (bad her!) spoiled everyone for the Buffy finale. Bad, bad Kathy - I returned to the group to find my friends shrieking in agony. I remain happily unspoiled.
Isn't it though? If I had the energy, I'd want to hunt through the X manga and the musical episode, looking for choice characters in similar poses to prove how perfect it is. Maybe I'll make it a summer project, but too lazy at the moment. she was under your spell @ 08:04 p.m.
Wednesday, May 22, 2002 np: Buffy: Once More With Feeling
Winamp: o/~ I've got a theory~ it doesn't matter~ Apocalypse, we've all been there~ The same old trips, why should we care~
Subaru: Chikyuu no mirai ni wa, boku wa nan no kyomi mo arimasen kara.
Meimi: STOP IT.
Winamp: To save the day~ or maybe melt away~ I guess it's all the same...so I will walk! through! the fire! 'cause where else! can I! turn?
Kamui: *squeaaal* Subaru! Save meee!
Fuuma: *smirk* No. You're going to be my underworld QUEEN, "Kamui".
Meimi: Quit it. All of you.
Winamp: These endless days are finally ending in a blaze~
X cast: *belting that one out while dangling from Tokyo Tower*
Meimi: It makes sense to ME. Except I don't want it to. *whimper* she was under your spell @ 08:15 p.m.
Wednesday, May 22, 2002 np: Butterfly - Dance Dance Revolution
Snape skin.
I think that's all that needs to be said about that. she was under your spell @ 08:14 p.m.
Wednesday, May 22, 2002
I'm...so...tired. Need sleep.
Found out (after having my brain ripped out for asking) that you cannot exempt finals for honor courses. So I can only exempt my fine arts exam...and lame as this may sound, I almost don't want to. ^^; I mean, it's fine arts! It's FUN! It's so easy it almost seems a waste to not take the final! But I guess I will since last quarter I had 98% class average and probably about the same this quarter, and I don't want to even think about bringing that down. *ufu*
Took marriage&parenting exam, which was also fun. Have yearbook signing party tonight. Have 17 pages of Bound inked completely, and five more pages that I'm blinking at. Either I'm not done inking them, or I haven't decided if I want to use them yet (old pages, concept sketches, or just not my best work). Either way, at 17 pages the manga is an actual weight in my hand when I hold it. I just feel all dokidoki holding it and realizing I've done this much.
Tomorrow: at least attempt to finish all sketches for the remaining pages. Got lazy with photoshopping them, I'm already three pages behind. Bad me. So work on that if I'm feeling any more entergetic than I am now. Shiori-chu, don't stress over it. Good luck with your new job ne...mail me the profiles so far when you have time/they're finished? Same for chapter two, I'm excited to see both...
I feel very boring lately. But really, it's all been school, study, sleep. That's been it, with not much time for actual thought. ^^; I'm off to go draw some more, I think... she was under your spell @ 03:10 p.m.
Tuesday, May 21, 2002 np: Ask D.N.A - Cowboy Bebop
*_* Just watched "Restless", auugh, that was like the best episode EVER.
Thing is, as far as just about anything is concerned, I'm a total addict for good direction. Good camerawork especially grabs me - I honestly watch "The West Wing" for the camerawork. I drool over the transitions down the halls. I can't help it, though it does irk everyone else when I have to ask what the hell just happened plotwise since I've been concentrating only on the droolworthy camerawork.
And oh can Buffy be excellently directed. But that one just had me gaping at the transition. It was like the trippy sequencing of Utena, except live action. Jumping from room to room through the set, from the school, to the basement, to outside, to a bedroom, to the dorm...spectacular.
I continue to get the idea that I'm growing up too fast to try all the things I want to do, but...I want to look at directing too. It just fascinates me.
Shiori, I'm entering the Bound home stretch. I'd really like to start seriously working on the page. Really, it's gonna be done with edits and all by next weekend at latest, but I'm inked up to 17 and sketched up to 19. Methinks six more max. Twenty-five would be a nice number. she was under your spell @ 07:39 p.m.
Tuesday, May 21, 2002
Sooo tired. T_T I know it's because I haven't been eating much lately, but I hate spending money on food at school (saving up for Buffy season two set - so so so sl0red ^^;) and everyone in the house has been too busy to bother buying food. I've mostly been sleeping the days away, anyhow.
The last week of actual school is painfully pointless. I'm going to end up with four exams, which is pretty crazy - I'll exempt one, so I would have had five in all. A lot considering I only take six classes. ^^; First is Friday, the remaining from next Tuesday to Thursday. In the meantime, most of my classes have slowed to a stop. English, art, and math are pretty free...fine arts still has actual learning...we're watching infomercials in marrige&parenting...and videos in history. Pretty easy for the remainder of the year, but also rather scary. My classes have been so easy this past month or so that I haven't even been counting the days till vacation in anticipation...and won't be ready when it comes, as I'm not really planning on studying hard for any exams at all.
The thought of being a senior scares me. I don't want to reach that point yet - this is the first time I've ever really felt too young for something.
(But it appears that next year I'll be taking ten classes total, and only four classes the first quarter. *_* Sure, I'll have night class, but four classes? Crazy.) she was under your spell @ 09:33 a.m.
Sunday, May 19, 2002 np: Goodbye to You - Michelle Branch
Ingrid, glad you approve. And yes, Warren so deserved what he got. *just finished rewatching it* That was undeniably exactly what he deserved - I cannot really think of a more painful, deserving death. ("Aliiica! Does Willow KILL him?" "...oh, it's FABULOUS." "*eagerly* Does she snap his neck?" "BETTER. SO much better." "...better? O_O") Except I'm saddened that Willow had to become a murderer for a jerk like him...she was all Vamp-Willow-esque at the end, even...
But most of all, I just feel sad for Tara. To tell truth, I never particularly liked the Tara/Willow relationship much, but in this season I was delighted because everything I didn't like about it was fixed to make it perfect...just by Tara becoming a wonderful, stronger character. So joyous perfection and seeing the relationship come full circle for what, forty minutes. T-T
And randomly, I keep finding all these people insisting that Aaya is not gay. I mean, really. This is not an issue of whether Aaya and Mine are the cutest thing ever (because Mine's wonderful). It's just about...Aaya's way of life. The "Oooh, but Gure-san wouldn't let me sleep last night-" ("Hey, now. Not in front of the kids."). The endless sparkling over the peach. The fact that he owns a store dedicated the "men's romance" and is known to skip around said store in a wedding dress. This isn't a mere matter of fangirlish delusions. Aaya and Mine could get married (but who would wear the dress?) and have kids and live happily ever after, and Aaya would still be gayer than gay.
Right. Maybe I need to get back to school. she was under your spell @ 09:59 p.m.
Sunday, May 19, 2002 np: Wish I Could Stay - Buffy: Once More With Feeling
Oooh, not a manga layout. What is my mind coming to? *ufu* Lyrics are from this and "Goodbye To You" by Michelle Branch.
Haven't really felt like blogging all weekend. Friday was absolutely the best day ever though. Les couldn't come over till much later, but Ali and I spent the morning watching two episodes of Buffy, three of Chobits, one of Utena, and three of Sailormoon. Then Les came over and we got into her car to go see Star Waaars! Les wasn't all that enthused since she hadn't planned on seeing it at all.
But oh, was it fun.
Basically first scene of the movie* Meimi: *jiiii* Obi/Anakin: *appear* Les: *JABS me with her elbow - they hadn't even SPOKEN yet* Meimi: OW- ohhh.
Indeed, the movie was crap. I'm not exactly a Star Wars geek, and when I say that, I mean that YES, I ACTUALLY BELIEVE ACTING SKILLS are REQUIRED in a movie. Either they were just plain bad (Anakin! Anakin! Anakin!), or just didn't seem "from a galaxy far, far away" (Natalie Portman, Samuel L. Jackson). Ewan McGregor and the Saruman guy were good, but not in the movie enough. Considering a steady 40% of the movie is Amidala and Anakin, I was bored out of my mind due to their endlessly crappy acting skills.
What plot there was went over our heads when Anakin and Obi were on screen together, because Les and I were silently SCREAMING with laughter of the slashy fangirl variety. We wouldn't have been able to stop seeing it if we wanted to, and as it was we were so hysterical ten minutes into the movie that we agreed we'd already seen our five dollar's worth of entertainment.
Then, after the movie, we got the bright idea to go look in Toys 'R Us for action figures...and started thinking up slashy 'features' they could have. Leslie had to literally push me out of the store.
Then we headed over to the mall, and by that point I was absolutely out of control and apparently attracted a lot of stares in Suncoast while I was shrieking over gayness levels. Bought Buffy magazine. Then we went to McDonalds and headed back to Ali's house...
....to watch the Buffy musical. See, after that AMV Les gave me some time back to "Under Your Spell", I had it firmly lodged in my head that Tara=Kyou and Willow=Tooru. If you think about it too hard, it works entirely too well, but the point was to watch the musical while envisioning those two. Then while daydreaming in class, I'd also decided that for the musical, Buffy=Subaru, Spike=Sei-chan, Sweet=Fuuma, and Dawn=Kamui, all for various reasons that made perfect sense to me.
I explained it to Ali and Les, and we watched it with all that in mind. And broke our brains. *niko*
Nyo...anyway, it was an absolutely fabulous day~~ she was under your spell @ 03:13 p.m.
Thursday, May 16, 2002
Tonikakuuuu, Bell, you said before that you didn't want to hear about the finale so the evil (and thus the PAAAAIN, the HORRIBLE HORRIBLE PAAAAAAAAAAAAIN) would be delayed? Did you mean it? Because if you want to hear, I'll do the usual detailed summary. *niko*
*whimpers* I hate the evil Friends people....but hey, this is gonna be the last year I ever sit around squirming in Friends finale-induced hysteria... Kind of makes me sad that this is the last time I'll be screaming myself hoarse and running through the house...
Anyhow, we're getting Les to cut classes tomorrow (technically nonexistent AP ones, I think), so I'm waking up earlier than usual, getting dropped at Ali's house at some unspeakably painful hour of the morning, we'll wait a few hours for Les to show up after her morning classes, and then we're going to see Staaaar Waaaaars! Because we don't have school and can possibly beat some kind of crowds.
Thanks. *glomp* Ooh, and I rewatched (for the THIRD! TIME!) 23 today (AT! LAST! IN! SILENCE!) and it was pretty good except I opted to turn off the subs so I could focus on the animation and voice talent...but animation in that episode is not as sparkly as it could be. Is it just me, or do Vash and Meryl constantly look better than everyone else in those final episodes - especially Meryl? Hrm...anyway, was really good, but it's Milly's screaming at the end that's the really heartbreaking moment, I think.
......someone actually found my blog looking for "Hobbit smut". I don't know if I should be more suprised that my blog isn't the only site showing up on Google, or that it's not the first on the list. she was under your spell @ 09:41 p.m.
Thursday, May 16, 2002
To: The writers of Friends
Re: The season finale
Previously I have expressed a desire for all of you TO ROT IN HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.
I'd say the same tonight, except that doesn't exactly convey the hatred and anger that CONSUMES MY SOUL, DAMN YOU ALL.
.....my throat is sore from screaming. Really.
......I hate all of you, and good night. I'm off to watch Will and Grace, to hopefully have a slightly nicer evening that does not CONSUME MY SOUL DID YOU HEAR MEEEEEE. she was under your spell @ 09:06 p.m.
Thursday, May 16, 2002
*gleefully* I passed my permit test, and only missed ONE QUESTION, and wouldn't even have missed that if not that 'Kaasan was in a rush. HAPPY.
And sparkly Friends season finale tonight.
And maybe will go out this weekend...Ali and I were wishing that we could somehow get to the mall around 7 AM so we could have a PRAYER of catching Star Wars sometime that day, buuuut such an idea is somehow doubtful. Have no ride home in any case, and while a thirty-minute walk to her house isn't bad, the drivers are scary in that area so I didn't like the one time we did it. So will just stay home tomorrow, probably.
Wheeeee. I'm so glad my class gave their all this year so we won the day off tomorrow. *kira* she was under your spell @ 05:51 p.m.
Wednesday, May 15, 2002 np: When You Say Nothing at All - Alison Krauss
*chokes*
NO, NO, NOOOO. I refuse to even...oh ew, ew, ew...do people just spend afternoons coming up with sick search inquiries to freak me out? I sincerely hope so, because if someone was even thinking about that seriously....eeeee.
Ingrid, I hear rumors of spectacular things for Neville in book five, if you make it that far. Why do you keep reading the books if you hate them, though? o_o
And now for sparkly, wonderful, good day news!
I GOT 81% AVERAGE THIS QUARTER IN MATH ANALYSIS. HELL YES. There's not a chance in hell I'll get a B for the semester, but I'm very, very proud of myself. This is enough for me. More than enough- and I swear after this I'm never getting another C in a class again. If possible I want to completely get straight A's next year and make my GPA nicer. *squeak*
Alica struggled not to spoil me for Buffy this week, but (mostly) succeeded. Except for:
Alica: Ooh ooh, but I HAVE to tell you this one part. XDXDXD Meimi: ....okay... Alica: Since Willow walks out right away and DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING, guess...who...finds. the. body? XD Meimi: ... Alica: ... Us: *in perfect unison* DAWN. Alica: *mimicks* How could they take Tara away from MEEEEEE? Why did this have to happen to MEEEEEE? ME! MEEE!! MEEEEEEE!!! Meimi: ...she really said that? XD Alica: .....no, but she was THINKING it. You KNOW she was.
I'm sure you had to be there for it to be funny, but she was making hilarious hand motions and...yeah.
And my class has no school on Friday. So tomorrow I just have to sit through school which has no math class and make sure Alica shuts up about spoilers, get Friday off (during which I shall rewatch Trigun ending), and have a hopefully splendid weekend. *kira* she was under your spell @ 08:45 p.m.
Tuesday, May 14, 2002
Am soooooo tired.
Understood why 'Kaasan was annoyed with everyone when my sister began my morning with a full-scale tantrum over how since 'Kaasan cleaned their bathroom she couldn't find a thing. I woke up more than slightly angry for a reminder of how stupidly, slammed the door on my way out of the house, and was generally miserable all day.
And I ate more junk food than I should have been allowed. Ugh. Bagel for breakfast, bought chocolate bar since a friend was selling them for a fundraiser, bought apple juice, and didn't want to eat after that but came home and had dinner and ice cream. Ugh.
And my body is annoyed since it now constantly demands no less than eight hours, and for the past two days I've been crashing into bed way early. I can understand it tonight, because I cried so much last night and crying is just so exhausting. But it's still somewhat irritating...
I can't wait for Friday. So much sleep to catch up on. she was under your spell @ 09:19 p.m.
