np: Smashing Blue - Kotani Kinya Forget waking up early, blah. I'm pretty much caught up email and blog-wise now...tomorrow I'm tackling FFnet and my own art. O_<;; Shiori, I know this is a silly question, but...where are your blog archives? ^^;;;;;; I may just be missing it, but I really looked... o_O And I want to catch up on the weeks I missed ^^* Randomness: When I was in PA, I bought those jeans that I was throwing the hysterical fit over last month. The exact ones I wanted. My GOD they were expensive; I can't believe a pair of jeans can cost SEVENTY DOLLARS. Gaaaaaaaaaah. I didn't get my hair cut because when 'Kaasan heard I wanted it "cut" she thought I meant CHOP it off, when I really want it kind-of trimmed and a new style. Soooo next time 'Neesan calls, we will ask where she got hers done, and I'm getting it layered and blonde highlights there. X3 Excited~~~!! Alexa, if you need a translator for the next Tanemura series, I'll help if you need it~~ I'm so suprised to hear that Kyoko is ending! O_O I'm really disappointed- I really thought that a new story arc would begin once they awakened Ui...but I'm behind since I don't even know what happened in the new chapter yet since I just came in the door a few hours ago? ^^;; Sunday, July 15, 2001 03:37 a.m. np: Anti Nostalgic - Kotani Kinya *crashes* Tadaima. I just waded through 1000 emails, and since it's 3:30 AM on my old time zone, I don't think I'll be up that much longer. ^_^; I'll start the major blog-catchup tomorrow, because I won't remember anything I read now anyhow. XP I'll babble about vacation-hell tomorrow probably- Nina-chan and I /did/ have some fun, and it was a little better than expected since she stuck with me nearly every day of vacation for three weeks. I wuv her. She kept using food money for Rayearth2 tapes...the anime is soo much nicer than the manga. The love triangle-ness... I now present the MRK Drinking Game: ONE SIP every time Hikaru demonstrates her innocent, cutesy, indirect abilities as the Ultimate Chick-Magnet. That's all. Do we NEED more...?...seriously... Anyway, I've pretty much confirmed that I can survive with about 20 mix CDs (Charaaaa. Mirukuuuu. I think it saved my life multiple times over there) and my art supplies. Shiori, I wish there were a faster way than scanning, because I have a zillion pictures. Designs, sketches, covers, who knows what else. All for you- (almost, I'm sure there's a Haruko or two in there somewhere) all Bound. Will probably start that tomorrow...gaah...my Goooood I'm drooowning... I'm alive, to all those who wondered. T-T Jiiiin, I'm home so let's be evil soon, yes? XD Adeline, could you send me that wallpaper? *_* Pretty pretty pretty~~~!! For all those who were as desperate as I (NONE, DAMN YOU, *NONE*!).........I called Ali in a fit for homesickness (I think my words were, "Aliii...the fangirlism....it's DRAINING from me and leaving me a SHELL...."), it turns out that she headed down to LA and DAMN HER she actually FOUND the SEI-CHAN X CHARACTER FILE. Which I searched for desperately. And devoted many days to its finding. And it was never ever found. And she found it, and I'm jealous (*sulks* well, she didn't even TRY~~!!), but I have seven blank CDs right here and she said I could burn it. X3 Amichi and Meg get one when I can steal it from Ali; deshou...anyone else who's been as desperate as me for it? XP The Yuuto one is on there too. I care not. I think Setsuka's my life role-model now. She's so fun. And everything I get back about that fic seems frightened. Leslie says she thinks she's the only one who thought it was Fun and wasn't creeped out by it, because she got to listen to me act out the entire script for that drama over the phone. XD;;; Randomness from vacation ponderings: whatever happened to the Clover music video released back with the first CCS movie in theaters? Did it just vanish afterwards? O_o;; I wanna see~~~!! The ads in my Amie issue look so pretty, and I'm curious about the music... Owwww...I ache all over. I should really go to bed...and get up early and call Les-chan tomorrow XD ohohoho....because she got lots of stuff when I was gone, and she said we'd do Something when I came home. She got more Inuyasha anime~!! More Fluffy for meeee, she said~~!! XD And I think we need to go to Mitsuwa, mostly to at least see Kix once!!! and also because I'm madly rich, because 'Kaasan's behind two weeks on allowance and that'll be like EIGHTY DOLLARS~~~!!!! *___* And I will fight Les-chan for any Gravi manga they have, oh yes. I missed all my friends so muuuch... T-T I wanna call Leslie since I ran out of phone card before I ciould call her during vacation...yadaa.. Sunday, July 15, 2001 12:52 a.m. Meimi: *awakens* Clock: 5:45 AM Meimi: NrrrrghbacktosleepNOW.................oh Touuuuumaaaaa darliiiiiing.... XD *drags self out of bed to run downstairs with Gravi tapes* Eh. I feel a LOT better now. We watched some Rayearth2 with Eaaaagle H_H in it, and then the seventh tape of Slayers Try (XD Xelloss was FUN~!!!) and then the beginning of CLAMP School, and just this morning I watched about five eps of Gravi before everyone woke up, and then Nina-chan came downstairs and we watched the second tape of CLAMP School. Gravi and the Suoh/Nokoru episodes back-to-back really helped improve my mood. H_H Gaaaah, Nokoru and Ryuuichi both give you SUCH this incredible urge to GLOMP them and NEVER EVER EVEEER let go~~~!! XD I forgot how precious Nokoru was in the first episodes...*kirara*...and Ryuuichi just makes me smiiiile every time I watch him. XD Cuuuuute~~~!!!! "Pika pika~~!! Kore wa, uta da!" *_* *kiraaaaan* I feel better. But I'm also going back to 'Kaasan along with Nina-chan after lunch, which isn't so bad. And we're going to NY tomorrow, which'll be fun! XD Because small chidren really annoy me in large numbers. =_= Make them all go AWAY, damn it...I sat around at lunch yesterday suggesting the idea that maybe it was a stupid idea to fight over who sits on which (identical) sofa three times every day. Or at least to stop doing it in my prescence. Iyaaaa...of courseanyone who lives with each other should argue because it's unavoidable from time to time, but ARGHHH they're worse than just the usual annoying fights in other houses I've been to. Of course I don't argue with Aniki because he's an idiot and not worth my time. XD; Jin, no Taito? ;___; Oh well; it looks like FUN even with Yamajyou....by the way, are you still working on the Vampirefic? XD I'm looking forward to the revamp of Stranger Candy...kyaaa, I'm so happy you're getting a domain agaiiin~!! XD Nyooo, must go finish checking mail and things...I probably won't get back to the comp for another couple days. =_= Nn jyaaa...must go pack things up. Thursday, June 28, 2001 09:43 a.m. T-T I just reread the mail I sent to Les-chan yesterday- wow, I sounded pathetic. o_o I feel somewhat pathetic, though. XP I'm out of anime except for Gravi, which makes me saaad and, as I explained, I'm going through "Touma withdrawal". It's sad and frightening. (It's not just Touma, it's more like "fangirlism withdrawal"...iyaaa...I went and petted Soujirou's image on the back of the Kenshin DVD today, again...it's not helping enough~~) By the way, Adeline, where did you get that pretty pretty Touma wallpaper? H_H I love your Touma-chibi, too~~~ *kirara* Welllll, back I go...we're watching Rayearth2 right now, which is Good and will hopefully save me since there's EAGLE in it. Wai. I just like that part in the second tape where he goes "Ikemaseeeen deshita neee~"...why, I don't know... o.O And she has the second-to-last Try tape, too....so now I'm off to watch. XD Wednesday, June 27, 2001 03:51 p.m. *mutters* I'm certain I'm here so that God can remind me how nice I have it in life. It absolutely amazes me that no matter how many times I come to this house, my cousins don't mature at all. Three kids who never change, is far too many little kids. T___T Tasuketeeee. I just sent a mail to Leslie (my only contact with the outside world! XO) to please mail me that tape, because I'm completely out of sparkle-material. I'm not able to watch my Gravi tapes HERE because while I love corrupting the young, there's only so far that I can go. XP We watched all of my CCD already, I started them on CCS upstairs, and after that I'm out of episodes. Iyaaaa. And I was so depressed yesterday when we went shopping that I stood around the DVD section and petted Soujirou's image for a few minutes. And then I hugged Saitou on the box. But *I* was the one who needed a hug~~~ XO I hear small children screaming upstairs. I guess the Sakura's done. >_>;; Jin, fic looks FUN; will there be sparkly Taito in it as well so that I can let you off the hook for a bit? XD Kyaaaa. Nina-chan lost interest in Digimon. How boring. I have nobody to wail about sparkly Daiken-ness to, because she quit watching last year when Ken went good. Iyaaaaaaaaan. T__T Want to go SHOPPING. Tuesday, June 26, 2001 08:43 p.m. Nyo. At their place now. =_= The trip in was okay; I slept the whole way to catch up on sleep...got in... "DEAR! You look GREAT!" ">_>; Uh, thanks." "No, really~!! You've lost SO MUCH WEIGHT~!! XD How many pounds have you lost?" "*twitch* Uh..." There is a limit to how many times I can be asked that question, deshou. =_= I fled with my itokotachi to their place upon arrival, thank God. I'm staying right here until my grandmother gets good and used to the idea of my being here. >_>;;; Good to know that nothing around here's really changed except for the furniture in my grandmother's living room. Me: *mumbles* Here they come. In a sec she'll be up here, hugging me, making a fuss, and then asking if we've all eaten properly. Grandmother: XD HELLO~! Me: *hugs her, turns my face so she can kiss me on the cheek* Grandmother: *pulls away* Why are you turning away!?! Aren't you going to kiss me? *walks off >_>* Me: ... Grandmother: *from the kitchen* And did you all eat? 'Kaasan: Yes, mother, we ate. Grandmother: *asks about ten more times before the night is over* And then my grandfather had a debate about education, where he got to yell really loud rascist comments at the top of his lungs at the rest of the room. I had already fled by that point, thank God; I spent about five minutes in their prescence in all. I want out already. I think I might have to ask Leslie to mail that tape. =_= I feel my sanity...slipping....slipping....away...I wanna go HOME... Monday, June 25, 2001 11:12 a.m. np: Gravitation - Sleepless Beauty (I wuv this song now- I didn't use to at first, but it completely grows on you. *_* The scene where Nittle Grasper played it on the TV show.. H_H Toumaaaaa darling...pretty prettyyyy, oh yes...) I'm almost finished packing. This is Meimi's Survival Kit~! XD Besides the obvious things to pack, this is what I think I require to stay sane for the next few weeks. -About twelve episodes of CLAMP School. (Leslie didn't even call, but if I get desperate and begin to feel my sanity slipping, I'll mail her money to ship the extra tape to me directly. ^^;), the last two tapes of Gravi, and volumes 15 and 18 of CCS. -My marker set and random Copic and Prismacolors, my inking set, and a ton of paper. *_* Along with my artwork files. -The KKJ artbook, X 10, 12, 13, and 16, Evangelion 6, KKJ 7, Kyoko 1, CCS 12, Nervous Venus 1, DNAngel 1-2, and the last two tanks of Tokyo Babylon. (It really didn't look like that much, split between three bags. o_O Maybe I'll take a couple out, since I need to bring back all the CCS ones I left last summer. ^^;;) -My CD player and about 20 CDs. =_= I need a new CD book badly (the kind that holds 40+ =_=), but they're so expensive... -A blank journal I bought a few weeks ago- the most useful tool in keeping my sanity, since I find that writing out about my torture helps ease the pain greatly. >_>;; Shiori, if I don't see you on tonight (and I plan to stay up till it's time to leave, so hopefully I will), take your time on the script, neee, and just e-mail it to me when it's done at my Yuri address. If I do see you tonight, hopefully I'll get it before I leave. ^^* And I need descriptions for Yuki and Mamoru, too... XD; Without, I don't think I'll get very far, since usually one or the other is in all of it... ^^;; Thank you to everyone who wished me well on my trip (I'll try hard, anyhow XD;)...I should still pop up online about twice a week or so at Nina-chan's house, anyway; but I'll be home on the 15th of July. Hopefully I won't kill my relatives. XD; Saturday, June 23, 2001 10:52 p.m. np: Sleepless Beauty - Gravitation We leave. Tomorrow. XD; I'm contemplating just staying up till we leave for the airport around four AM...but I don't know if I can do it since I stayed up till 7 AM this morning or so. XD I got to talk with April and see the sunrise~! XD Burning CDs for cousins. And me. Nyooo. Must finish packing. I'm not bringing the entire fricking anime video library with me, damnit, and I decided I honestly don't care what she wanted me to bring. I'm bringing CLAMP School (I don't think Leslie's coming with the new tape, but that's okay ^^*), CCS, Gravitation, and the last tape of Marmalade Boy. And I will be happy. XD Sadly spent all my money today, though...gift bags are expensive. ;_; Oh well...I just hope they got some nice new stuff at the local comic store in the past year, for me to spend my money on. X3 *prances off to pack some more* Saturday, June 23, 2001 06:29 p.m. np: Moon - Rebecca *tired* Got to talk with Leslie on phone- she's so nice. She's going to copy the CLAMP School tape for me after all, even though my house is out of the way tomorrow. ^^* Had a long long phone conversation too...I didn't know she hadn't seen any Rayearth2 at all o_O I told her to go steal the tape that Ali stole from me, since she hadn't seen Eagle yet. XD; *kirara* I think I got her hooked on DNAngel completely now, too. XD Wow, I'm tired. It's three AM. o_o Better sleep. Finish packing tomorrow. My room is a compelte disaster area, especially my bed; and Aniki is sleeping downstairs. *hiiiiiss* To anyone I don't talk to tomorrow- I'll miss you lots. ^_^' I'll be around a little bit in the next three weeks, but not nearly so much. ~_~; Mouuuuuu...*brightens at the idea of CLAMP School, though* Saturday, June 23, 2001 02:54 a.m. np: The Rage Beat - Gravitation Lalala- updated links. I think I've finally found enough blogs to keep me busy enough reading. *_* I didn't know Adeline had a blog, but I found it through the TSK one. XD How fun, she likes Gravi and Touma too~! Some reflog fun... "reasons that say why sora do not marry tai" 1. Yamato. 2. Yamato. 3. Yamato! How's that? (Those can be read in whichever context you prefer. XD) "lee and takato yaoi" I know everyone thinks that because the Taito and Daiken was so obvious in the other seasons, then Lee and Takato should just automatically follow...but...they're so friendshippy... ~_~ "marshmellow street drugs" ... o_O ...?!! "digimon kensuke kiss fanart" Sou sou~! XD Friday, June 22, 2001 04:50 p.m. np: Sleepless Beauty - Gravitation (*and there were many sparklies* XD) Rewatched my Gravi tapes for the first time last night- it's amazing how...um...listening and watching to it...helps with understanding what's going on. XD; Since we (alitachi) watched it all together, we had a tendency to go off on tangents as the show played. Cackling, "Touma is a GOD~!!" and "I *LUUUUUUUUUUUUUV* HIROOOOOOO~!!" and things like that. X3 I barely heard a word of the show that time, actually. I lost a large chunk of the plot in the cackles. XD Hiro's seiyuu is Matsumoto Yasunori. I did NOT see that last time I played with seiyuu database. GAH. But it's such a good fluffy show, for the most part. I don't regret watching it with everyone else the first time, anyhow. The comments stay with you on the rewatches. XD Yuki: *aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaangst near the end* Leslie: <3 Oh...he was a bastard. Get over him. <3 Us: *jiiiiii* Leslie: Sorry. But....it's TRUE~<3~! XD XD XD Us: UN. XD XD XD And I finally got to hear Sakuma's last line, which now makes the whole "todokanai..." bit make sense...anyway...what amazing fun that show is. XD Touma is just so SPARKLY no matter how many times I watch him. The sight of him cooking in that pink apron.. *__* Cuuuuute~! And I think I appreciated Sakuma a lot more this time. When he's chibi, you want to pick him up and give him a biiiiig hug~~!!!! XD His voice is so cute, too... Meimi: *telling Leslie about clips from the dramas, and thus imitating them* And then he goes, "YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII~!!!"......um....damn.....even I can't be as shrill as Seki can. XD;; Leslie: XD Meimi: ....that's kind of sad. ^^ Friday, June 22, 2001 03:23 p.m. np: Nobody Wants to be Lonely - Christina Aguilera and Ricky Martin (Don't look at me like that; 'tis Les-chan's fault. XD It's SO Subaru and Sei-chan it's scary.) I had my first driving lesson today. XD Meimi: *worried* Don't I need a permit before you start teaching me to drive? John: Naaah. It's just the parking lot. Meimi: ...okay. XD X3 Waaai. I had soo much fun; I wasn't too bad at it, either. Today we did Lesson One (learning/playing with all the buttons inside, learning to steer and brake), tomorrow we're going back to finish Lesson Two (accelerating XD), and start Lesson Three (parkiiiing~~!!). I was considering waiting for taking driver's ed till later, just because I'm lazy...but I'm signing up right after we get back from vacation. n_n; I got excited, and I've never particularly cared about driving at any point in my life previously. But I need to learn, need to get my permit, then liscense, and need to get out of this house more often on my own. 'Kaasan's paranoia of the world is making me weary, and I'd better start on getting my liscense now, rather than after I actually snap. I'm tired of missing out on fun stuff, just because she's convinced everyone in the world (i.e. all my friends' parents >_>;) are drunk drivers or drug addicts or insane murders from hell. >_>;;; I am also going to go insane this school year, when I'm going to be stuck at school forever and ever since she gets out later from work, and the city bus is "not a likable idea" and catching a ride from a friend (um, the one who drives Aniki to summer school everyday?) is "too dangerous". I think that the only way I'm going to fix this is by driving myself places. =_=; After all, I won't be able to go with Ali after school in her first six months of being able to drive alone; though I'm currently a lot more happy about the idea of learning than she is, so I wouldn't be in the least suprised if I'm done before she is. XD; Probably...will not have a car before she does, though... Anyway, boring day besides. n_n; I need to figure out how the hell I'm getting my art supplies to PA; most of them are fine but the ink makes me nervous. But no way am I leaving the inking set behind, I need it~! *siiigh* Thursday, June 21, 2001 05:59 p.m. np: Tsubasa - Sister Princess I'm...so...tired. Far too much walking; I was over with Ali-tachi over twelve hours. @.@; We all met up, I gave Rocchan her goingaway presents right then and there (I refused to cry, and I knew if I gave them to her when we said goodbye I'd start sobbing), and then Alyse-chan showed up. Her mother graciously drove us to the mall, which was a good thing because I think I might have collapsed later on. We went into the mall for a bit, sparkled over DVDs, and suggested destroying the Cardcaptors merchandise display we saw (Rocchan chased after Ali with the talking Kero XD;;;). Then we headed over to the theater, saw the movie which everyone else liked, and I didn't mind seeing again. Then Leslie drove up and we all ran over to the mall...we just really wandered from shop to shop, spent about an hour trying on sunglasses, and then we hit Macy's...and Leslie wanted to look at the hat section. It was a very bad selection of hats, but we spent over an hour, probably, putting hats and scarves and flowers on each other. It felt like dress-up again. ^__^ Wandered...wandered...spent about three hours wandering. Stopped, ate, talked...evil Leslie could drive home but we had a huge walk. XP It took us a half-hour (busy streets *^^*) to walk back to Ali's house. It was hot. And long. And dusty. And idiots in cars kept honking at us. >_>;; We arrived back to Ali's very very tired (except for Leslie), and popped in MB tapes...all screamed insults at Miki's face, I had already seen it so I yelled at characters not to do stupid/bad things, and we realized that there would be no difference in the show if Michael was a puppy. A scream rocked the house when Bill bitchslapped Jinny. XD Then Ali's parents came home so we all split up; everyone else went to play the piano and Leslie and I sat around and talked (school, teachers, Gravi XD). Had dinner and then got driven home. I didn't cry hugging Rocchan goodbye, but it's not like I won't be talking to her on the phone. ^^* Seriously, after walking nonstop for about five hours I'm tiiiiiiiired and I can't even remember all the stuff we talked about anymore. @____@;; Though it was funny and H and all that nice stuff. *yawn* I was given a cute idea for a picture while we were shopping; wai. And I'm going to bed, because I only had about foru hours last night and now after all that walking I'm about to fall asleep on the keyboard. Wednesday, June 20, 2001 11:09 p.m. np: Meeting on the Planet - Two-Mix Yatta ne- Ali-tachi and I are going to go see Tomb Raider tomorrow. (minus Leslie, since she saw it and doesn't want to again. But she'll come over to shop later on. :3) We meet, walk to mall, see movie, meet up with Les-chan to shop, walk back to Ali's house (evil Leslie can drive, but can't drive us! XO that's baaad~!) and watch some anime, it seems. Leslie said she'd bring the Megami-sama movie! XD I dunno...it was oen of the very first anime series I saw; the second series outside Sailormoon I saw. The first couple always are special. X3 (The first was Nuku-Nuku, and I am appalled at the amount of my friends who haven't seen it. I hope a DVD release soon...?) Anyway, I like sappy romance, good music, and pretty animation- and the Megami-sama will probably have them all. XD Mitaaaai~! But Keiichi's new design annoys me... Leslie and I are going to possibly swap tapes yet again, and she said she'd drive by my house on the weekend for returns. XD She'll drop off a few copied CLAMP School episodes for me too, and that will probably give me over half the series to show my precious cousins, which is good. XD I can seriously watch that show over and over without getting sick of it...eh, not all at *once* (insulin shock, Peony Pink going on loop in my brain, and Akira himself..hitting all at once- it's just not pretty) since once we watched three tapes one after the other, and it was Bad. XD It's a good thing to bring along for summer. I pretty much decided that all my CLAMP School is going, my Gravi is going, a couple MB, and a few Utena tapes can go-but that's it. Art supplies and manga keep me saner in the long run. *cringes at the idea of selecting only a few manga to go* Anyway, I need to get to Ali's house at nine-thirty tomorrow, so...sleep... Tuesday, June 19, 2001 10:53 p.m. np: Don't Cry - Maeda Ai & Aki *crashes* Need. Nap. Woke up early at last, but not happily. 'Kaasan cleaned out the garage. She found about five SAT prep vocabulary skills books. ~_~ And old school stuff that needs to be organized. But she also found my ancient pastels, amazingly enough- I haven't used them since about fourth grade, but they're fine despite being through several moves! o_O; I thought for sure that they'd be a melty mess...hah. XD I found my old paint set a few weeks ago, too! *ohoho* The FUN I'm going to have... But for now, I have to organize all the crap I brought up, while trying not to fall asleep in the process. >_>; Where are those books gonna go? Tuesday, June 19, 2001 04:17 p.m. np: Moon [remix] - Rebecca Ooooh. I like this LOTS better than the English version she did for TB. XD The remixing of it isn't very noticable, though... I planned to talk to Leslie, but she wasn't home so I called Ali...and we talked for an hour... @_@; About anime, getting together this week before *everyone* hits the road for their own respective trips, and books- Harry Potter (she just won't read the first, and I bought it for her! She's had it three months and hasn't gotten past the prologue! XO), the Narnia Chronicles, and Madeline L'Engle. Am I the ONLY person who's read the Vicky and Polly books?!! XO Of course everyone has read the Meg books, but... ~_~; ...I like the Vicky and Polly books better. A Ring of Endless Light, Troubling a Star, and An Acceptable Time are my favorites. Anyway...despite the time I woke up this...afternoon, I'm completely exhausted. Seriously exhausted. I haven't had that feeling in a while, so I'll take advantage of it and get to bed now; and hopefully fix my sleeping schedule. ~_~ Ali-tachi are going to get together this week, thankfully...I need to swap tapes with Leslie again and give Rocchan her goodbye presents. We're thinking of going shopping at the mall, and then going to see Tomb Raider all together. I saw it today; very very good. :3 Nobody else saw it yet, though; so I guess we'll go and cackle together. Only one more meeting with Rocchan, it seems. She was as charming as ever today. >_>; Meimi: Neeee, you still haven't seen Tomb Raider, and I don't mind seeing it again. And I know it's the movie Rocchan wants to see before she goes, so why don't we meet up, shop around the mall since I want to find those shoes, and then go to the movie? You and I haven't gone shopping together in a whole *year*. Ali: That sounds good. Ro~! Get on the other liiiine~! Rocchan: *picks up* Hm? Ali: We're going to all get together to walk to the mall this week. We'll go shopping first, and then we're gonna go see Tomb Raider. Is that okay? Rocchan: *sourly* Shopping? We're going shopping?! Who's idea was that? Meimi: Mine. I kind of need to find- Rocchan: *cuts me off* Well, how nice of you. "Oh, I need to go shopping so everyone else has to get dragged along." Meimi: ..................*vein pop* What the fucking hell is her PROBLEM? *rips hair out* That is most doubtlessly going to be the final straw for me. And I hate myself for thinking, "Well, thank God that's over," now that I know she's leaving in two weeks, but honestly I can't help thinking so. I've never said a bad thing to her in the entire school year, and I get treated like that. And I don't like being the kind of person that thinks that; that looks forward to people walking out of my life. I want to be a person who tries again and again, and finally makes it work. But I try and try and she still treats me terribly; and...I don't see why I have to be stuck like this. Whenever she says something nasty to me, I always end up asking later, "Are you angry at me? What did I do?" and she looks at me like I'm from Mars, and says, "What are you talking about? I'm not mad." What do I do to deserve all this? Every single time she's done this, I've never even been nasty back to her- just confused. I need to calm down about it. >_<; I'll see her for the last time this week; she'll get her plushie and CD, and then it's goodbye...I just need to stop myself from getting upset for one last day. Parting in anger is one of the stupidest mistakes a person can mistake, after all. So. Forget it. I'll do my shopping with Nina-chan next week. XP ...despite the fact that I'd endlessly prefer to shop with Ali. She's amazing fun to shop for with clothes. I can get her...to try on SKIRTS when we shop. XD I've never attempted to go clothes-shopping with Nina-chan since whenever we're let loose at the mall we prefer to stand and drool over anime at Suncoast for a full hour, but I think she'd probably find it boring since she doesn't really care one way or the other (I just like wearing cute things~ *shrugs*), and...I have this vision of her trying to kick me if I suggested that she try on a skirt. I dunno. Maybe not... XD ...but it could be entertaining either way. X3 Going to bed now. Monday, June 18, 2001 12:17 p.m. np: Version Up - Digimon (Sutaato wa, yume ni kurikku! XD Mirai he to janpu!) Woke up at TWO-THIRTY PM today. This must stop. @_@; 'Kaasan isn't home yet, and she said we'd go to the movies at DMC today when she did. I actually just want to go back to the Limited and try to convince her that the ruffly skirt she hated yesterday is really very cute. And...I want to look for those SHOES~!! XO I sound like a spoiled brat- but I really need clothes desperately. I don't have anything to wear through the East Coast heat; it's COLD here. XP And anything that might have been appropriate is now too big, as I've dropped sizes. ~_~ And the ruffly skirt is very cute, despite not being the sort of thing I usually wear. It just needs the right top. *gleams* Meg, I leave on about the 24th or 25th, right. (I think the 25th.) I come back the 14th of July. >_>;; I must clean my room. This instant. *leaves* Monday, June 18, 2001 03:30 p.m. np: Cheri Cheri - CLAMP Gakuen Tanteidan Shiori, I'm sorry- got to go to bed. I'll talk to you tomorrow, though; kay? It's almost 4 AM over here. ^_~; Monday, June 18, 2001 03:46 a.m. np: Pure Snow [rij remix] - Sasaki Yuuko Ow. I feel like my body is in several seperate pieces. And it hurts. I guess I walked around today an awful lot more than I thought I did- though walking the entire mall (center, whatever it is) from the beginning to end, reaching the end to browse through the shoe store for those strappy shoes, and walking all the way back...is probably what did it. @_@ OoooOOOOOoooow. But while I walked around an awful lot it doesn't seem like enough to feel this awful. And FFnet is down. So I'm broken, bruised, and Kensuke-less. Life...could be better. Monday, June 18, 2001 02:38 a.m. np: Be My Angel - Angelic Layer I looove this song~~ XD Well, went shopping at long LAST. XD I went on my initial quest to lose weight because I wanted a pair of cute Express jeans. (I never used to be a jeans person; but I think theirs are amazingly cute. *sulks* And I lost enough weight recently that my old jeans are completely impossible to wear.) And I told myself I was allowed to buy a pair when I could reach my size. (They group them at our store to size; with 1/2 at the bottom shelf. @_@;; Yeah. Right.)...it sounded like a good idea/goal at the time, but I needeeeed clothes, so I cheated and found a pair hanging around on a rack in the size just above the shelf I could reach. And happily tried them on, and they fit. <3 But they were too long. So I went off to find the kind I wanted: short length, flared, dark blue. Apparently... *snarl* ...they do not MAKE short jeans in my size. The helllll~? XO I'm a VERY short person and even the regular length was about three or four inches too long. Kind of destroys the flare effect. >_>;;;; Meimi: *waiiiiil* I waaaant these!! So BADLY!! XO And see how CUTE they are?!! 'Kaasan: And aren't you proud of how nice you look in them~? XD Meimi: I WANT ONES THAT FIT. There is absolutely no reason to be happy if I can not BUY them. 'Kaasan: Then let's ask at the register for them to call the store at the other mall, and see if they have them. And I'll pick up a pair for you tomorrow. Meimi: *brightens* Wai! 'Kaasan: *returns* The other mall doesn't have them either. Meimi: ....I hate my life. This is not a major loss, because in a week I'll be on the disgustingly hot East Coast where there are four malls very close by (one of which is a giant outlet mall). And if THEIR Express doesn't have what I want, someplace else should have ones CLOSE. But. I wanted THOSE~~~ *sobs* But it can hardly be said that I didn't leave happy, because I got a new skirt, and two new shirts between Express and the Limited. :3 And new hand lotion, and brown ink and a new eraser at the art store. (And went searching for those shoes that're popular now- they're made of that brown material (?!) and are strappy and cute. The outfit I bought today requires them. Could NOT find. >_<;;) I was gonna buy an anime DVD, but they didn't have much...the MTT! DVDs have *two* episodes each. That's *robbery* for $25 each! XO $75 for *six OVA episodes*, when for a little more than double the price you can buy the second Rayearth Memorial Boxed DVD set, which seems to have *six DVDs* in it; possibly more. Which I was drooling over. XD; The box for it is SOO pretty~!...and it's $200... >_>;;; I must go find drawing paper and play with my new ink, and see if it makes a difference in the finished product. X3 Sunday, June 17, 2001 05:51 p.m. np: Morning Coffee - Morning Musume (Why does the title sound so peppy, when this is the calmest of their songs I've heard? o_O;; I think it's my favorite; it's pretty~~) Natsumi-san: Un. My friends don't all watch Digimon on a regular basis, but they know enough to not stop me in my evil Kensuke rampages. ^^; (XD I want to get to know the freshman in our club...she's the only one who watched Digimon weekly and agreed with me completely that Ken and Daisuke were a sparkly couple without me having to explain a word of why I thought so. But I didn't know till practically the last day of school~! ;_; Though I did get her to listen to the Kaimono Carol song to sparkle at the prettiness of Ken's seiyuu~~~ XD XD XD Yeees, awaaaay from the dub, Katie-chan...) Glomps and plushies are both appreciated. ^_^ Good luck on the fic contests~! XD Sunday, June 17, 2001 11:16 a.m. np: Namida Yori mo Toiki Yori mo - Kihara Satomi Natsumi-san~!!! XD You've SAVED me~!! I've only read some of the fics you reccomended (sign of fangirlism overdose: "Oh, the 'you know you liked it when he rode you down the hill' fic! XD ....wait, what was that fic even ABOUT? >_>;;;...I should probably go reread that, and absorb something other than that line into my brain. Yes. Good idea.") Strawberry Kiss Kiss was lovely, as was the sequel and Siblings. XD I still have many many more fics to go~! Thank you thank you thank you~~ XD Hrm. A few more days of this and I might be reduced to a mindless, cackling puddle of Daisuke/Ken fangirlism. ...but there are worse fates, right? XD It's rare that I'm thankful we don't have any caffinated drinks in the house; but I am now. I think something very bad might have happened to me by this point. Ken: Is this day four, or five of the fic spree? Meimi: X3 I lost count a while ago. Ken: o.O; Meimi: XD ...I hope I get out of the house tomorrow. XD It might be good for me. Saturday, June 16, 2001 11:23 p.m. np: Slash! [full size] - Digimon Tamers Watched the second CCS movie again. XD; That movie is so CUTE that I find myself SQUEALING at the television. XD; I loove the bit where "Arigatou" plays and Chiharu throttles Yamazaki-kun. That entire movie is so CUUUTE~!! XD I WANT IIIIT~!!! ...but I think if I asked Leslie to copy, it'd be a REALLY bad copy. =_=; I looked more closely this time and really most of the movie has a wavy picture. XP Oh well. I'll just content myself with watching it too many times, while I have it. X3 Saturday, June 16, 2001 06:49 p.m. np: Slash! [Shinka size] - Digimon Tamers Jin, you're EVIL. While I was reading that Cheesecake fic, THAT song started. X3 ...do you know how much more FANGIRLISH the experience of reading that is, when you've got this song chanting, "Gotta SLASH~! Yuuuuujou no taaaaaame~!" the entire time?!! ...I should REALLY get to bed. Saturday, June 16, 2001 01:56 a.m. np: My will - Inuyasha Jin, thank you~~ *_* I was entertaining myself tonight by re-reading Reflections, which deserved to be re-read. :3 Sadly, I think I've been much too bored at FFnet for my own good lately. In the past three days, I managed to have already read the Daikenkeru by Rachael Lynn (and most of her other fics), Daisuke's Song by Faded Jae (once again, with most other fics), and probably more Daiken than is healthy, however! The Disco Dream and the PWP threesome fics I have NOT seen before! XD So! I shall continue on with that tomorrow, as I sit in the house terribly alone. And a Taito rabbit? Jin, if I *had* a Taito rabbit to give, I most undoubtedly would have written it by myself by now. XD; And you're going to Texas? o.O Wonder if I won't see you again before my own (dratted) trip. *glomp* So. Um. I haven't even a Taito idea on my fic list to give. Though I figure if I can't find enough Daiken fics to save me tomorrow, I might cave in and write that Daikenish piano fic I've always wanted to write. >_>;; ...but we're talking about cackle-worthy Taito. Right. XD; You know, not until now have I ever given thought to mental images of a plot bunny. Yet, the Taito rabbit invokes IMAGES. (...... XD) And about the doujinshi- I still need to send you Ikuhara-sama's autograph. *pets her own prized signed poster* I lost my address list with the old computer, though; so maybe you could email yours to me? @_@ And I can get the autograph in the mail.....I must struggle with the pressing moral decision of whether or not I should keep Wormmon-plushie hostage any longer or no. X3 Saturday, June 16, 2001 12:48 a.m. np: Miruku - Chara ....please, let me get out of the house soon. o_O I've barely left at all since I got out of school, except for the trip to SF. Nyoooo. Leslie said maybe we'll get together at her house sometime before I leave (I've never been /inside/ her house! XD) but I dunno. I hope so. I need...a fic to write, or more daily read blogs, or more drawing paper, or something; because I've been entertaining myself with nothing much but FFnet for several days now, and I'm about to go insane. Jin, do you know of any reaaaally long, really good Daiken series fics I can entertain myself with? XD; I'm getting desperate for new material. Ohohoho. *wanders off* Friday, June 15, 2001 08:15 p.m. np: Koi wa C'est si Bon - Sasaki Yuuko Last week... Gravestone: I hope to Heaven his soul is gone. Us: *confused* ...what a gravestone...? Leslie: *just now* AH!! I GET IT~!! XD It's "I hope to Heaven his soul is gone!" like "I hope his soul has gone to heaven!"...not GONE. XD Me: ....well, THAT makes more sense. :3 Couldn't sleep last night- was reading the new DNAngel chapter. I can safely say it gave me a sugar rush, because that was the most disgustingly ADORABLE manga chapter I've EVER seen. Just thinking of it makes me want to go brush my teeth. XD; Friday, June 15, 2001 01:09 p.m. np: Only One - Digimon02 Awaaaaay, angsty feelings. Helloooo, Daiken fangirlish cackles... XD Shiori, I leave around the 24th or 25th, so if you want that chapter, I kinda need the script before I leave (preferably a little before, so I can ask questions about design, setting, and anything else needing clarification). I know you're busy with school right now though, so don't push yourself if you can't finish it...but if you can... ^^;; Things I am looking forward to during vacation: -Yummy food at the restaraunts. (*twitches* Against my will, I am getting very WEIRD longings for food I can only get THERE. The aforementioned Italian restaraunt's appetizers, and the yummy desserts in general since we go out to such fancy-ish places...) -My aunt and uncle from NY. XD I love my aunt sooo much; she's very adult herself, but I get the idea she hasn't forgotten what it's like to be a teenager. I looove her for that- it's so refreshing to be treated like an actual person when she comes to visit. *squeals* One of my favorite memories from last years' trip was her taking me shopping- just me. XD Daaisuki~~ -Nina-chan... -Possible trip to NY; but I doubt it. I'd like to take Nina-chan around though, she'd go crazy at the anime shop. Isn't there a Kino's in NY? Or isn't it in the actual city? -Better shopping overall. =_= They have about three malls nearby; and I need clothes. -New hairstyle- 'Kaasan said I should get it at this place she goes to over there; wai. :3 I've never really cared enough to do much with my hair besides just trimming, but now that she brought it up I'm looking forward to it. I'm thinking of getting it slightly layered, and maaaybe blonde highlights. :3 I dunno; just something to make it look neater. I'm not really in a rush to look older myself, but I kind of like the idea of making my hair that way. ^_^;; Oh, what the hell. I want to look a little older. XD; I must look around for a nice style...nyo...people always say that my hair is my best feature, so I guess it's time to actually do something with it in general. I think I need to change something...suddenly just by thinking about it, I wanna get my hair changed now. ;_; I'm suddenly overcome with the longing to change my image, though I didn't completely realize it until just now. ^_^; I'm really not a person who cares that much how people in general look or dress. But I suddenly want to be a cuter, prettier person for myself. I want a new hairstyle, and I want to keep on losing weight this summer, and I want to switch back to contacts next time I have an eye appointment, and I want to just be the best person that I can possibly be. I don't need to look different to please others, I don't think, but I want to do it for myself. I think I need a change somewhat, I guess...? But not in my own personality so much. I can't quite explain why I want this so badly, but I've made up my mind already. :3 Is very strange...I want this summer to be a time for myself. I want to do the things I want to do, and not look back at the end and say, "I wish I had..." or "If only I were...". I want very badly to set goals for the next few months, and reach them, and set new ones again. ...and I wish I didn't feel so dramatically genki to go out and change my world at one-thirty-eight AM. Why don't my good thoughts occur in daylight? XD; Anyway, I'd better get to bed. I feel better right now than I have in ages, though. Like I want to change things. Like I can change things. It makes me very happy. Friday, June 15, 2001 12:52 a.m. pitas.com: not as yummy as some bishounen, but hey! XD what is?

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archives... MEIMI... Age: 15 Page: M-T Email: meimi@time-stranger.net AIM: KSaintTail Computer: A cute, slightly mischievious PC named Nokoru. PLAYLIST... FANFICTION... FAVORITE... Anime: Digimon/02, Gravitation, CLAMP Gakuen Tanteidan Manga: Tokyo Babylon, KKJ, Evangelion Fun Girls: Kusakabe Maron, Ed, Tachikawa Mimi, Yamazaki Miyu, Ohkawa Utako Pretty Guys: Sei-chan, Imonoyama Nokoru, Seguchi Touma, Ishida Yamato, Ichijouji KEN. XD Songs: Miruku (CHARA), Super Girl (Digimon02), Dakishimetai (GALS!) Quote: "Sayonara...Aizawa-san..." -Touma, Gravitation OTHER BLOGS... allegretto applesauce basic black cat's delicacy chotto matte complete strangers convent girl disintegration doushita no?! echoes from the void eyes unclouded innocent masquerade kaijuu ga iru kelemenopy kyoko pensieve pillow book tegretol dreams that damn duck the bishounen diaries tokyo darling truth two-faced valhalla vanity & suspicion which way is up?