Erin-chan! XD Otanjoubi omedetouuuu~~~!!! I'll try to send your present as soon as I can~<3 I *heart* Gina-sensei. XD I deserved a progress report in morality, but she didn't send one~! XD Because she said she knew I'd take care of it. <3 Which I did. And once I find a homework assignment, my 89% should hopefully bump back up to the A (if get a B in an idiotic class like that, I'll scream). And as I buried myself in my algebra book every waking moment of my life that could be spared for these past three days...I think I did decently on the test. Yatta ne. Amichi, I did *so* tell you how much FUN Gravi was. And you liked the YnM anime? >_>;; How much of it did you get? I'm never going to get sick of ranting about that. That was the poorest transition from manga to anime I've seen in a -long- time...I'm not even going to ask Leslie to copy it for me. I don't want it. The seiyuu were nice but the story was compressed and all the good parts got taken out. >_>;;; Poor character designs, all my favorite minor characters (Saya, Yuma, Terazuma, etc.) weren't in it- and no, two split-second glimpses of Terazuma don't count. >_>;; I suppose I ought to be comforted with the appearance of Wakaba, but what's the point without Terazuma? o_O; And the Kyoto Arc was so poorly done. (Yeah, Mariko! Sure, Tsuzuki's trying to murder you! Yes, it's really obvious how he was out to leave you in a bloody heap with the way he just threw you out of the way of that moving car and saved your life! >____<;;; Just had to love how she started screaming about that directly after he rescued her.) And the way Tsuzuki was banging his head against the wall was so dramatic- as opposed to poking out his eye, that is. >_>;; (I'm biased. The anime was damned to hell the moment Muraki kissed Tsuzuki. But I still wouldn't have liked it even if he hadn't.) Wednesday, May 9, 2001 03:25 p.m. Oh, hell, I didn't put those pictures on disk *again*. >_<;;;; But Shiori-chan, what did you think of the black and white ones? If I'm ungrounded I'll scan in a new one of Haru and Kongo tonight- I played with my pen&ink for real last night (I never bothered to switch sizes before), and I liiike them. :3 *_* 'Kaasan found out yesterday- she got the job. So now 'Kaasan is the vice-principal of the elementary school. Nya...I'm happy because she's happy, of course, but there is the minor fact that unlike most juniors, next year I shall not be able to drive on my own. ><;; And that job means she's gonna have to get there at like seven AM, and leave around six PM. That basically means we won't be going to school together anymore (no way in hell you can get me up THAT early o_o I couldn't, anyhow, school might not even be *open*) and she won't be picking me up. >_>;; Yeah, it's a selfish thing to be thinking of, I know. But being the last kid to be picked up at school already, for most of my life, is just really not fun. Ugh...I'm so tired of being stressed out. I have a major project due in less than a week that requires an A, and I haven't even started it. In a week, I have to revise my health paper. In less than two weeks, I have to write a play. In that following week, I have to remember my five-minute oral report from human anatomy to use it again for health. And then I have to take finals. In the meantime, I have roughly three weeks to try to save myself from flunking out of algebra, and to learn all the body parts of that rat to save myself from human anatomy, and turn in a bunch of missing assignments in both algebra and morality (which, by the way, I'm getting a *C* in- but it'll only take a day to finish those study guides ^^;;; and get myself back to an 88%, which can easily become an A after she finishes grading everything else)....mou. *buries head in hands* I'm supposed to be ungrounded tonight (supposedly >.<;;), but I don't think I ought to even be on that much at all. It's painful, the stress of these last few weeks...at least I'm feeling better in regards to my friends lately, but I haven't even gotten the chance to be treated nastily as I've been burying myself in a mountain of books in the morning, at study hall, at lunch, after school, and all my classes in between that I could manage it. Oookay. I think I'm gonna go write myself a schedule for the next three weeks. =_= To everyone else that's trying to get out of these last few weeks alive: ganbatte! Wednesday, May 9, 2001 07:40 a.m. You know, until I met Rocchan, I never realized how far you could stalk a person over the internet. In her case, Yoshiki. With the knowledge that he's in the L.A. area...she found five possible phone numbers and somehow narrowed down the possibilities to find his assumed recording studio. And she's emailing the studio tonight and is going to call them up if they don't answer her mail. o.O;; I think she previously tracked down possible addresses as well, but she claims he never goes home anyway so the studio is a more likely bet. ....kowai yo...*shiku*shiku*shiku* What on earth is she going to do if she actually finds him, though~? o_O;; I wonder if she realizes how far away L.A. really is... Tuesday, May 8, 2001 03:51 p.m. I studied. I studied last night for about two hours, studied during art today, during lunch, during morality. So of course you know she moved the test to tomorrow. XP Just as well. Daisy lent me the last three Shocomi, and I got to see the end of Imadoki!....I'm getting so sick of Watase stuff, suddenly. In her stories, all the really good characters either get shifted to the side in the end. Or they die. T_T In FY I liked Nuriko, in Ayasere I liked Chidori, in Epotoransu! Mai I liked Kate and Orie...sure, in Imadoki! I liked everyone, but everyone but Kouki, Tanpopo, and Erika just got tossed to the side in the end (and I liked Aoi so much~~). I wanted to see Saionji and Aoi end up together, and all we get is one little last panel of her screaming at Aoi and Kouki saying, "I'm getting the feeling they'll end up together and I think they're a good pair"... >_>;;; Mouuuu...and I wanted Erika to be someone I really liked in the end. The kind of, um...villain you really feel sympathetic for. But it wasn't good enough for me- I still don't like her in the least. ~_~ Maybe her meeting up with Tanpopo-tachi in the end, and seeing her actually being changed by Tanpopo the way everyone else was, could have done it. Oh well. It was such a good story, too... ;___; At least the Kouki/Tanpopo parts were adequately waffy. ^^ Tuesday, May 8, 2001 02:56 p.m. *just...stares* O_O;;;; Oh...my..."A'ise churi omou isu iru'toe miena kuuru, goto wo aru kedo- soun nadoki oshi atekureda, suyo kaanja nani mo rendai"...? Try "Taisetsu wo omoisugiru to, mienaku naru koto wa aru keredo- sonna toki oshiete kureta, tsuyogatteccha nanimo mamorenai." O_o;; And my day got off to its fabulous beginning. Teacher: *cheerfully* Now, you cut doooown the rat's neck and then you break its jaw!! XD You'll hear it go SNAP~!!! Our class: *half the class covering their eyes and waiiiiling* Teacher: XD Have fuuuun~~!! This wasn't the cleverest of choices for dissection. We have a class full of girls squeaking, "I don't want to touch it! YOU touch it!" or shrieking, "I'm SOOO SORRY, Mr. Raaaat~~~!!" (or some of the less squeamish, who named their rats things like "Chompers"...) as they cut down his poor little stiff throat. >.<;;; Yes, it is gross and sick and all that, but it doesn't really bother me that much. XP I just don't like the accompanying "dissection smell" that follows me throughout the entire day. *shudder* But still, I don't think it's necessary to have wails of, "I'm going to have to pray a THOUSAND times for doing thiiis~~~!!! To the RAT GOD~~~~!!" going on the whole time. >_>;;; It only makes things worse. Tuesday, May 8, 2001 09:24 a.m. >_>;; Geh. I was honestly starting to believe I had outgrown my allergies. I haven't had a reaction this bad in years. And I'm absolutely positively miserable. Six hours of sleep (was alternating between algebra cramming and CGing), a throbbing head and eyes on fire, an algebra test, and a rat dissection first period do not a happy day make. >_<; (And I forgot to save the pics to disk so I could upload theeem now... ;___;) Not to mention between the allergies and not quite enough sleep, I look terrible. Like the walking dead- my eyes are all red and puffy and squinty. ><;;; Yes, I'm sufficiently miserable. XD After today things should improve (though the rat dissection is a week long- yatta >.>)...I think I'll attempt to make a new layout tonight if I can. Though I am still rather fond of this one, eh... Weeks like this I wish I didn't feel so badly about asking Leslie to copy stuff for me. XP I somehow feel as though if only I had that Gravi tape, I could do anything. Which is not true, of course- it would mean I'd spend half my time awake glued to the screen watching it over and over, drowning in my own sparkles...and not do anything at all otherwise. XD But hey, anything to take my mind off my sinus headache... Maybe I'll just go home today, kick Aniki off the sofa, and curl up to watch the TB DVD for the zillionth time (fastforwarding through everything but the Sei-chan bits XD). Or maybe the end of CCD again~<3 Which is another thing I wanna ask Leslie to copy for meee...the Duklyon (well, any where they make an appearance XD), and Miyuki-chan, and 20 Mensou episodes...I'll buy the whole series when and if it comes out on DVD, but till theeen... ;___; But I really shouldn't. I ought to be working on my human anatomy project. ><;;; Mou. The end of school is in sight and all, but~ Tuesday, May 8, 2001 07:47 a.m. Shiori-chan: check the regular folder, it's harucros, haruchin, ribbon1, and ribbon2. I didn't get around to inking the Rekka one or scanning my painting, so they'll have to wait for another time when I can sneak on. =_= Monday, May 7, 2001 07:12 p.m. Math class. "So...what did you get on the quiz?" "XD You know, sixteen percent isn't THAT bad, right?" "....I hate this class, I HATE this class, I HAAAAAATE THIS!! CLASS~!!" 54%. Wai. >_<;;; I require a 100% tomorrow on the test to possible rescue myself from the clutches of that D. Possibly. >___<;;; I. HATE. THAT. CLASS. Anyway. Meimi: Whatcha doing? Rocchan: Stalking Yoshiki. Meimi: Oh. Thought so. *turns back* I still don't know why she doesn't call those five phone numbers she tracked down a few months ago. o.O; Though today she thinks she found his recording studio... Monday, May 7, 2001 03:58 p.m. She just...scares me, sometimes. O.O;; Note from human anatomy teacher to our class: "I'll drop in soon to your classes, with Hannah- we're sooo excited to be parents, and can't wait for you to meet her! However, she's slightly jaundiced (remember: the liver, if it is immature, will not be able to break down all the bilirubin from red blood cell destruction and it ends up overflowing into the bloodstream)..." etc. o__O;;; Monday, May 7, 2001 09:37 a.m. BWAH. HA. HA. HAH. XD Meimi: *eyes a shop window a few doors down* Sanrio window: *50% OFF EVERYTHING IN STORE.* Meimi: *_* I think I died and went to heaven. *fleeeeeeeeee* And yes, I do realize that $45 ($90 at regular price *_*) is an obscene amount of money to spend on cute fluffy/plastic junk I'll never use- but come ON! XD It was FIFTY!!! PERCENT!!! OFF~~~~!!!!!! Over half of them were gifts, anyhow. Meg and Amichi, I didn't forget you two when I whirled past the Landry sectiooooon~!!! XD In fact I bought at least one of nearly everything in that store with him on it. (Seriously. The only things I didn't buy were the plastic (i.e. highly breakable) tape dispensers and the rest of the change purses and wallets since I bought one type already. And the beach bag, though I was tempted...) And they had the Hello Kitty plushies from that international line they'd done ages ago. I dunno what country she was, but there was this one in a really cute pink dress. I'd bought it as a get-well gift for Ali two years ago when she got sick on her tanjoubi/Christmas, and had wanted one for myself REALLY, REALLY badly. Unfortunately $12 each is Too Much if you're buying more than one plushie, but... XD Now~!! Ali! Leslie! Rocchan! And I! Shall ALL have MATCHING PLUSHIIIIES~!!! I'm really pleased with myself. ^^;; It was also quite amusing, because Ali and I were talking on the phone Friday (kind of, I was really tired so she was talking to Van and Meruru while I listened ^^;) about how funny it would be if we happened to go to the movie at the same time...but we don't go to the same theater, so we knew we wouldn't. However... Meimi: *standing in line for popcorn with Aniki in tow*pikupiku* Leslie: *squinting at me on the other side of the lobby* Meimi: XD ! LESSSSLIIIIIEEEE~~!!!! Leslie: o.O;; Oh. Hi. ^^; We just saw it, so I have to gooooo. Meimi: Byeeee~!!!! *turns around*pikupiku*.....JESSICA~~!! XD Jessica: Hiiii~!! XD *runs up and hugs me* How are you~~? Meimi: Good~! I MISS you~~~!! XD XD XD And we all went to see the Mummy Returns, and I really really loved it. XD I just giggled through the entire thing because it was so ridiculous in a good way. ^^ I also had some odd dreams this weekend. I had one with Leslie in it, where we played a UFO catcher game and won the Sei-chan drama CD (we can only dream... =_=;;;), and one with Kix in it but I don't remember it very well. ^^;; Shiori-chan, I miss you too. ;__; You wouldn't believe what I did with my weekend- I drew (and inked~!) a bunch of pics for both MW and *shock* Bound. I think I might need to play around with Rekka's hairstyle a bit, though- my style's changed so I just can't draw her hair the way I used to~!! (Or rather, I can but it doesn't look right. =_=) It's quite frustrating. ><;; I'll probably have a bunch more by the end of the day, even. ~_~;; If my mother could ground me from drawing, she'd probably do it. XP And I have to face the wrath of algebra again today. Not only that, but I have to ask her for a conference. And. I'm. SCARED. >_<;;; Monday, May 7, 2001 07:42 a.m. np: Miruku - Chara I ended up staying up till one AM last night, writing a really long post about everything that was going wrong. Reread it. It ended up being 10K, and I was disappointed in myself for writing something like that longer than most oneshot fics. Deleted it. I feel much better now. I think I feel much, much better now. Obviously, we're not going to J-town this weekend. Hontou ni ikitakatta no ni...I wanted to go to get my mind off things...kedo yappari nani yori mo Leslie no koto shinpai shiterun da ne. Nandaka aitai naa...sugoku shinpai da yo. I think she might be feeling worse than I was this week. That's scary. Anyway, I'd better get some information for my human anatomy project, which was my excuse for sneaking on anyhow... Saturday, May 5, 2001 12:09 p.m. *breaaaathes* ....the day is basically over now. All easy classes here on out. I can do it. XD;; I thought this was cute: Substitute: Mrs. Thurlby had her baby! Class: Yay! Yay! (etc.)...*cheers die down*...... Vivian: ...you guys, I know this sounds REALLY *BAD*, but do you think she graded our tests? XD Girl: *vaguely* She might have. Someone: ...don't you think she might have been a little busy yesterday? =_=;; Girl: *dryly* You know she wrote and called in our work for the rest of the week, on the way to the hospital? Class: . . . . you're kidding. Vivian: *decidedly* We love her, but she's crazy. *cackles* We aren't DOING the rat dissection on Moooooondaaaay~!! XD XD XD As a random thought...why is it, in manga, the only (main) charaters that die are the really cool ones? *_* How come the one you always want to die sticks it out to the end, when the one you loooove dies in the middle? ;_; (Sei-chan. Nuriko. Chidori. Potamosu (in the WP manga version ><;). And the list goes on and on...) It's not fair. ;-; For goodness sake, I would have killed off every single one of the X cast before Sei-chan. Except for maybe Subaru, because then what would be the fun? *_* *sparkles* Oh, and I *finished* my MW painting yesterday, Shiori-chan. XD I'll try to get ahold of it today and maybe scan it, though I think it'll be a poor scan. ^^; It turned out better than I thought it would in the end- though I just never managed to fix poor Shiro. ^_^; Friday, May 4, 2001 09:39 a.m. *curls up into a little ball in the corner* This has been, most undoubtedly, the worst week of the entire school year. To make a long story short, my algebra grades (which I will maintain are a result of literally not being taught, not, we my teacher claims, "a bad attitude" from every single student in the class >_<) finally caught up with me. >_>;; And yes, I am one of those students who, while I don't get disappointed at B's in math and science, I prefer my A's otherwise and C's are UNHOLY. And I've never gotten one. E. Ver. ><;;; So yeah, I was kind of...miffed when I saw my progress report grade and discovered it was a fucking 67%. ....>_<;;; However this is without my make-up work and without dropping my bad test. I technically have a 75%, which still really really sucks, but not counting finals I only need to inch my way up to a 78% to get a B for the semester. >_>;; You know, I might have a CHANCE at this if my teacher did something beside sit at her desk or take forty-five minutes walking around the room to check off everyone's homework like we're in kindergarten. Unfortunately, I'm already poor at math and there's only so much you can teach yourself out of a book (which often forgets to explain three or four steps involved in solving a problem anyhow ><) Thus, until my teacher calls my mother (which she hasn't done all week since we left the first message, so the chances of her doing it this weekend, of ever, are slim to none), I'm grounded so 'Kaasan can confirm I'm not lying about really having a C. >_>;;; (She, of course, is about to acquire those fangs and glowing red eyes and wants to rip my teacher to shreds. Because, she says, she does not pay High Tuition Fees for me to Not Get Taught, nor in turn to Get A C.) This was, simply said, the LAST STRAW for this week where I've been snapped at and given the usual crap and been raaather depressed in comparison to my usual self. I'm not happy, simply said. >_<; Last night I just sat in my room and depressed myself further, with lack of much else to do. I was angry with my teacher, mostly, because I was being punished for her being such an IDIOT and then turning it around on me (not me specifically, but the entire class who's also, by the way, doing terribly) by saying I had a bad attitude. And I was mad at my friends and family, because nobody really gave a damn that I was upset (and all I really wanted was a hug, really...). And I was mad at myself for not trying harder and for making everyone disappointed in me. I don't know whether I ought to be or not. And now I'm so sick of being angry at people and at myself and at the world, because it's really not typical of me at all and I want to stop. But what with nobody around me caring if I'm sad or not, there's only so much I can do to cheer myself up on my own. =_= Geh....oh, and Kix, we have a 50/50 chance of going to Mitsuwa on Saturday (I swear if we don't I'm gonna SCREAM, because I need out of my house and out of my room now), but since I'll assumedly be grounded from net all weekend I won't be able to tell you if we are or not. Lovely. And my allergies are making me completely miserable. And I jumped out of the car and closed the door too soon this morning (basically hitting myself with the edge), so I ended up with a nasty bleeding gash across my leg. >_<; *sulks* I want nothing more today than to go home. The idea of meeting the day with my usual smile makes me ill, and I want to go HOME and crawl back into bed. And pretend the world never happened. >_<;;;;;; Friday, May 4, 2001 07:40 a.m. np: Hontou no Tsuyosa - Digimon 02 Just when you think a song is impossible to corrupt... XD XD XD *kicks Sorafic* Needs revision. I decided I had to go where I didn't want to go, after all. At least it makes the point I want to make more obvious. >_>;; The OOCness of Sora in Taito fics makes me ill. I don't particularly care for Sora, but for goodness sake it's not because she gets Yamato. XP (Shockingly, I thought this beforehand. ><;;) It's just I don't find her particularly interesting- but she got so little screentime and lacked (IMO ^^;;) Mimi's cuteness and charm...so while I don't think she got the deepest character out of the lot (probably in the least interesting three of the 01 cast)... ...that isn't an excuse for her to grow fangs and aqcuire glowing red eyes and bring the apocalypse early if she discovers Yamato and Taichi are together. O_<;; If anything was learned about her, it was that she was a caring, (overused term >_<) mothering person. I.e., not the Ultimate Jealous Bitch. =_=;;; And randomly, I found myself remember back to last summer. When I had declared that Digimon was for One Character, And One Only: Yamato, Yamato, Yamato. Hora ne. o___O;;; (Well, he IS still the most important thing, coupled with Ken. ^^) And plus I never cared about the Digimon themselves unless there was some aspect to them that was really angsty (Gatomon, Wizardmon ;___;), or just something related to them in fandom that was REALLY *WRONG* (Patamon, Tsunomon)...and while these haven't changed much (I expanded my horizons to include Wormmon, Gabumon, and Terriermon o_O) suddenly...today I found myself glued to the computer screen, and going... "*SCREEEECH* OH MY GOD THAT THING IS THE *CUUUUTEST* THING I'VE SEEN IN MY *ENTIIIIIRE* LIFE~~~ I WANNA PLUSHIE~~~~!!! XD XD XD PLUSHIIIIE~~~!" ........at Culumon. *_*;; (It's cuter when its ears are big. But it's SO FREAKING CUUUUTE~!! XD XD ...and I swore I wouldn't do this. But I can't HELP it. *_*) Though now that I took a closer look at the Tamers opening, I'm kinda annoyed. The thing with Digimon that's been annoying me lately is that there just can't be any ordinary cast members outside parents. They have to be a Chosen Child/Tamer/etc. >_>;; I mean, the thing I'm appreciating most about Tamers is that the cast is tiny, and so nobody's loses screentime. But when I squint at the shaded kiddies in the background, it appears that Hirokazu, Shuichon, and Juri will all become Tamers. >_>;; And probably some more thrown in as the line of kids keeps on going...but those three kids are all the kids in the cast right now besides the one unnamed kid who plays with Takato. At least Ruki was really cool in this week's episode. *_* I just loved how she went, "Rei nara iranai," at Takato and Lee. XD XD XD Wednesday, May 2, 2001 07:27 p.m. np: Super Drive - Gravitation Just came back from Ali's house. *_* Rewatched the first fifteen minutes of Gravi before 'Kaasan came and dragged me away from the screen. Me: *screeches* NOOOO~!! I WANTED TO SEE MOOOOORE OF PRETTYPRETTYNOKORULOOKALIIIKE AGAIIIIIN~!!! Ali: I haven't even watched it yet. o_o Me: *shriek* IKITAKUNAAAAAI~~~~!!! ...I think Touma's unable to be called anything but that, now. ^^;;;;; (At least we quit calling Hiro "The Smart Understanding Guy". *_* ...and while Yuki also has his own name now, "DIE!" seems to be an add-on to it. XD; Yes, I know I need to see more.) And as soon as Rocchan makes up her mind on whether or not to be bitter and nasty (and go to "the stupid play"), or to have fun this weekend....we'll find out if we're going to Mitsuwa. >.>;; I dunno which she'll pick, but...I'm not getting my heart set on going. *rolls eyes* I should figure it out tomorrow, I s'pose...though I dunno if I'm even invited soooo~~~ Wednesday, May 2, 2001 04:21 p.m. np: Miruku - CHARA Jin: ;_; It's innocent~?! Do they not even kiss or anything? ><;;; ...I'm disappointed TOO. XO Demo neee, are you back online at home? ;-; I MISS you~~! T-T ...my whole family thinks I'm sick now, because I collapsed into bed (in my uniform =_=;;;) sometime REALLY early last night. I wanna say around eight, but it was probably earlier. ~_~ I ended up with nearly twelve hours of sleep and a really weird dream, which was another reoccuring one (all my dreams reoccur till I recall them completely, is really weird)...which involved a class retreat. But the new bit added in had Kirsten (school friend who I've halfway converted to being a Tokyo Babylon addict o_o) having all the CHARA CDs and both of us walking around singing "Sweet". o___O;; (Can't tell what I've been listening to, oh no. XD) And Meg, mooore of the karaoke bit~? XD Pweaaase~?!! Wednesday, May 2, 2001 06:44 a.m. np: The Biggest Dreamer - Digimon Tamers *yawns* I feel slightly better. I'm totally exhausted, but I'll just go to bed early. Again. =_=;;; At least I'm home. And I think I just needed to eat and leer at Lee-kun. *niko* Syaoran: =_=; On behalf of all fifth-graders you scary fangirls cackle at- Meimi: But~!! He's SO cuuuute~~!! XD Just loook at hiiiim. He's no 01 Yamato or a Ken, granted, but who could be~? *cackles* I liiiike Lee-kun. XD And Terriermon is cuuuuuute. I hope image CDs come out sooon. XD Tuesday, May 1, 2001 06:35 p.m. *crashes* I want nothing more right now, than to go home and crawl into bed. It's all I want. Unfortunately this is quite impossible, as I'll be sitting here in front of the school's glowing screen for at least another hour, and I have my followup appointment from surgery directly after that. =_= If they make me wait a half-hour I swear I'll scream. I haven't felt this edgy in forever. >_<;; The day was, simply, too much for me. I think I didn't get a B on my human anatomy test, and I know I flunked the algebra one beyond belief. ><;;; And all I want is to go home and relax, and hopefully I'll stop feeling like I'm going to explode. I'm not gonna touch homework tonight, because frankly I don't care. >_>;;; At least today, my painting started to look niiice (*jumps* it's gonna get -framed-~!!) and my human anatomy project got pushed back a week. So if we go to J-town (it looks iffy) this weekend, I'll be FREE. XD BBS: Erin-chan, arigatou ne. *hugs back* Wuv. Shi-chan, but I HAD to send it because he's sooo pretty and you neeeed to seee iiiit~!! XD Is the anime that impossible to find for you? o_o And Shannako, scans would be sparkly and lovely and worshipped, if you would~ ^^ And now I'm going to concentrate on calming myself down. o.O I feel like if someone tapped me on the shoulder right now and suprised me, I'd probably shriek and flatten them with a mallet. That kind of feeling. o_O;;; Tuesday, May 1, 2001 03:04 p.m. np: Miruku - CHARA ("Kagami no nai sekai...kagami no nai sekai..." XD) I dunno what it is with me lately. I've been getting really nasty mood swings these days... ~_~ I don't like being short with people, and I really dislike using stress as an excuse for it, because I generally don't believe stress is a valid excuse for treating others badly. (Purely on principle of being treated like that by certain people, who use "stress" as their excuse for everything in life, including common courtesy.) But that's because I rarely get stressed...but honestly the way things are going with my school friends now, combined with a little bit more work than I can directly handle this week- it's just...really messing me up. ^^;; I want to be happygenki, and I can for the most part, but I'm going through my phase (which hits every few months or so) where I reach my limit of being treated like crap. There's only so much I can manage when I'm only getting it from my friends. >_< It gets...tiring. It just picked a really bad week for me to feel like this. *_*;; It's been going on for a while, I'm aware, but I hit the worst of it today (and two hard tests to study for didn't help matters ><). I'm sure I'll recover soon enough and be able to cheer up to go back for more >_>; but for at least part of this week I'm just staying either quiet or far away. I need a break from being hurt, simply said...I'm sure everyone has their own reasons as I do mine, but they just -won't- let up. I want, somehow, just to have one friend at school where I feel it's somehow an equal friendship. I don't like being the only one who makes others feel better, or hugs them, or tries to put a smile on my face every day. Because it really is that way. Because I just get left behind when I'm not important anymore... At least tonight Leslie-dear was on Napster. Sore dake de, mou chotto genki ni natta yo. XD It's...I don't know, refreshing somehow to talk to someone when I really feel we enjoy each others' company. I never get that kind of feeling everyday, anymore...I wish she went to our school, I really do. I don't feel like anything's -expected- of me when we talk. It's a lovely thing, that...it wasn't some kind of genki cackling spree (far from it, really ^^) but it was somehow what I needed to hear. Hard to explain. And I feel much better already, actually. So I'm going to crash into bed, and hopefully I'll be able to wake up early tomorrow and watch the fourth episode of Tamers, and study some more. Ganbaru~~! XD Monday, April 30, 2001 11:43 p.m. *yawns* I figured it out; what annoyed me about Daisuke. I was trying to figure out before I went to bed last night: why I wasn't ever annoyed by Taichi when he would talks about his fair share of generic inspirational leader crap. (For lack of a better term, of course XD) Those last few episodes...seemed to basically say in the end that Daisuke could stand well enough on his own...the others mostly seemed to be holding him back till the end, and he prefered to go ahead, believe in himself, and fight a hopeless battle with one Digimon that wasn't even jogressed. It wasn't really appropriate- more like something Daisuke ought to have done in the very beginning, but not near the end. It's not a very good thing to ditch the rest of your team when they get you down, and considering how I've been thinking that Daisuke was a better leader than 01 Taichi.. >__<; Before the end, it was like...oh, forget you, Ken. You don't believe we can do anything so I'll just go on ahead while the rest of you get your priorities straight. >_<;;; I need to start watching backwards and mark the point before the series went to hell. >_>;;; Mou. *yawns* However, I did wake up early this morning to watch the rest of episode 50 (blah, I think Yamato had one more line outside the previous clips and I only look for excuses to hear that H_H voice~~ Mimi-chan was REALLY cute when they flew into the Digital World, though) and the first episode of Tamers. Which was pretty decent...I'm looking forward to watching episode two when I get home. ^^ I didn't get much sleep last night, but t'was worth it. The mascot-thingie in Tamers is the CUTEST thing I've EVER seen. XD It -can- talk, but it keeps using sound-words. And half its lines in the first ep were, "Ururuuuuuuuu~~" XD Monday, April 30, 2001 07:31 a.m. np: "Yamesaserun da, Motomiya!" *__* *kirakira* You know...I just wanted to APPLAUD that moment. XD I figured there wasn't that much Daiken left for me to see...but after being disappointed as all hell with episode 50, going BACK and seeing stuff like in, oh, episode 47 makes life good. XD It wasn't very heavy on the waff, but I'll take what I can get. I will agree that Daisuke really annoyed me near the end. >_<; He's most certainly my second-favorite of the 02 kids, but I was just really upset with how boring they made him at the end. I'm not talking about the ramen thing (n_n while I think he would have been better off as a soccer coach for little kids)...it's just he spouted nothing but inspirational crap the last couple eps. ><;; Actually seeing it, the fact that he is Ooh, PERFECTLY Happy With Life In Every Way really made me go >_____<;;;;; even more than previously...I guess that Daisuke as a character really focused largely on his interaction with other characters for the majority of the series (mostly Ken, obviously) and they just didn't have anything to work with when it came time for him to stand alone. >_< At any rate, it annoyed me... But~!! There was definitely some good stuff in there. Oikawa definitely amused me (how anyone could NOT go XD XD XD when he started SINGING with the kiddies is beyond me ^^). The Daikenish bit. The illusionary dream world, which yes, did remind me of Eva....I especially liked Takeru's (:3 Yama looked positively drop-dead gorgeous- he was wearing the pretty black concert outfit XD and was the best-animated I'd EVER seen him) and Hikari-chan's was very cute; I liked the outfit she wore. ^^ And Koushirou's mom is *so* cute~!! XD I really like how they show the families in Digimon, though. It's nice having them central to the story...particularly Koushirou's, Ken's, and Yamato's. (And they all have really cutesy moms. XD) The thing with Daisuke and Ken, though, is how they switch back and forth between calling each other by name or no. o.O Eh, moreso Ken, I guess. The only point I can really remember him doing it is when they opened the gate that one time. o.O Wonder if there's an explanation of some kind...I need to see more episodes. ~_~; Monday, April 30, 2001 12:33 a.m. np: Miruku - CHARA If anybody around me cared about what I listened to, they'd be wondering how I didn't get sick of this song already, as it's been basically the only thing playing since I woke up. :3 And when we went out, I sang it all day. XD I wonder how much longer this can go on... I'll clean my room later this week, I decided. I opted to window-shop online (kore ga hoshii. ;-; The Kaworu one. But I'd probably mess it up since I've never painted one before...) and to play with my pen&ink set today. Insane fun...found some nice cels, too. I need to get myself one of Nokoru- there're a few I'd just kill to get my hands on. And Iiii'm downloading ep 49 of Digimon02 nooooooow~!! XD XD XD If I lose my connection or something tonight, I'm going to SCREAAAAM because I'm at 70%~~~!!! XD Goals for the week (so I remember ><): Start studying tonight for my test tomorrow (even if it's only 15 minutes o_o I need to start~), work on anatomy project due next week before the night it's due. >_> I wanna go to J-town this weekend, I hope we do...but if it's not done 'Kaasan probably won't let me go. ><;;;; So it's best to plan on it, I guess. n_n;; Only two more projects to go after that, and I suppose they're the easier ones (though I just don't want to write a play >_<;)... Sunday, April 29, 2001 10:12 p.m. np: Watashi wa Kawaii Hito to Iwaretai - CHARA *sulks* I have this urge to rip my entire room apart and reorganize every single inch of it. >_>; When we first moved here, I had to take this room because it had the phone line connection and that was most important to me. XP Unfortunately it's TINY. I don't mind for the most part, because 'Neesan got my bed set which I don't really care for (well, that's not true, it's -really- pretty...I just don't like having a queen-sized bed XP I *like* twin-sized)...but I unfortunately don't have room for a dresser in my room. O_o;; I have those folding paper drawer sets in my closet. XP I don't mind, they're just really hard to keep organized. And I'm not a neat freak or anything otherwise, but I'm REALLY picky about my room. XO I don't like feeling like I live in an ugly place, I guess. ^^;;; So. I suppose I'm off to go tear everything apart. o_O I also need to go shopping, dammit; because all the clothes in my drawers I NEVER wear. ~_~; I'd like to get rid of them, and I did send half of them to Goodwill recently, but I keep saving them because of my school's stupid dress-up days. >_>;;; They have stuff that's weird as all hell... Oh, speaking of which...*sparkle-sparkle* Our school has an ongoing competition each year for class points. And whatever class accumulates the most points at the end of the year, gets a free day off. And it's usually just assumed the seniors win every year, but we won~<3 ...I'd be happier but I'm even considering to come to school anyway. It's what I get for my two hardest classes not being sophmore classes. Damn. >_< I'm gonna assumedly miss a day of the most important dissection in anatomy (not like I'll miss opening up a rat, but our last test is an identification one on the dissection >_< and I need to get a good grade on it; I can't afford to flunk) and right now I'm trailing behind in algebra and probably can't afford to miss a day if she keeps on with her, "Forget all of you, we're moving on whether you understand or not," attitude. >_>; ...and to finish it off, Mr. Y scheduled a rehearsal for Fine Arts night on that day after school. >_<; And I have no way to GET to school unless Ali picks me up or something...I'm really glad we're getting together to do parts of the play again (we picked the -cutest- scenes~~!) but this really is annoying. >_< And it's not like I can say "I don't need to go to practice" because I haven't done the play in over six months or so. o_O; I think I know most of my lines still...but everyone's scripts have gone missing ^_^;; So anyway, it's a bitter victory. XP Sunday, April 29, 2001 09:53 a.m. np: Miruku - CHARA I've become a CHARA addict. O_<; I've downloaded more songs than should be healthy in the past two days. Some of them are kinda ehh, but when they're good, they're REALLY good. XD I like this one and Sweet best, I think, though I haven't listened to all the ones that finished while I went to dinner. ^^ And we went shopping briefly today, and I was really tempted to buy a DVD...they had four PSME ones...but I talked myself out of it. >_<; Because manga amuse me endlessly more, and we could be going this weekend (I think Ali's mom needs to go grocery shopping there or something so she wants to go soon ^^) and I could buy many many more manga. n.n; Nyaaa...so instead we went to the art store and I broke down and bought some supplies for pen-and-ink. Because I signed up to take art this year because the description said we'd learn, and it turned out to be Sharpie markers. >__<;;; Geh...and I bought two Prismacolor markers but didn't get the right ones because 'Kaasan was calling me to hurry up. XP And I picked up one of the drawing ink bottles and guess what~? Some idiot had opened it and failed to close it all the way. >_> Thank GOD it only splattered all over my hands; the outfit I was wearing today was reaaaally cute. XD But 'Kaasan saw me and sent me STRAIGHT to wash my hands, and even though I left her my purse she paid. ^__^ Which was really nice of her... Oh, and I shouldn't be allowed to have so much FUN drawing in school, when it's things like this: Ohohoho. XD Saturday, April 28, 2001 09:07 p.m. np: Sweet - CHARA Erin-chan: Un. But Erin-chan, about movie Hitomi...I really don't think she needed a reason to be depressed or afraid of being alone. TV Hitomi was never a character I especially cared for. From what I understand, TV Hitomi was created for the purposes of being the Ultimate Normal Girl: meaning when I heard that, I expected her to be a character I'd relate with. But I really didn't. *shrug* Movie Hitomi, though, was a character that took, IMO, serious courage to create. She really isn't shown having any truly redeeming qualities at first, nor does she believe she has any. She's afraid of being alone, but just as afraid of opening up to a friend who (she thinks) would never understand her. And in response to what you said before, I don't think Hitomi needs reasons to feel like this in the least. While personally I'm not saying I'm exactly similar to her in that way, I think the way Hitomi is portrayed in the movie is an honest image of how everyday teenagers feel- for no other "reasons" other than just feeling alone. Not everyday, necessarily, but how many people can actually say they never felt like her at least once? The person who can say they've never felt alone, misunderstood, or questioned their self-worth on occasion...they get a cookie. XP And then here she is, thrown into this world where she finds someone who's as insecure as she is. And they understand each other more than anyone else they've ever met- because they are the same. And after I dealt with the initial disappointment of the ending, I decided that for the same basic idea, it fit better in the movie. Because I don't think the movie, while it initially seems that way on the surface, was really meant to be a love story between the two of them, even. It was about a troubled boy and girl, finding someone for the first time that understood them. And it wasn't about some fairy-tale romance (which I appreciated muchly in TV, don't get em wrong XD), it was about them opening up to someone- something they were too afraid of doing; too afraid of getting hurt. And after they do that, they return to their old lives to do what they can with that knowledge, without having to be afraid of living anymore. So...as I've completely spun off the topic and thus the point I was trying to make...I think it was movie Hitomi who ended up being the *real* Normal Girl in the end. ^^ Thursday, April 26, 2001 09:47 p.m. np: Morning Moon de Aimashou - Sailormoon I was saying how cute her hairstyle was today and she just stared at me. With her, "You're an childish idiot," look. And it really hurts, when I want so badly for us just to get along. What does it take for her to smile back at me and say thank-you? But really, I had a nice day. 'Kaasan-tachi went off and I stayed home and watched the fifth and sixth eps of CLAMP School...mwah. XD I can never get sick of that anime...particularly those episodes. XD I think I might ask Leslie to copy my favorites for me someday..(the baseball episode, the play episode, the 20Mensou episode, the Miyuki-chan episode, I'm sure there's more~~).I just hate bothering her for things like that, though. *siiigh* I forgot how much I loved this song. Last night I was struck with this mad urge to listen to it, so I promptly snagged it off Napster. I haven't really loved Sailormoon since sixth grade, though I still hold a large amount of fondness for this movie- it's the only SM tape that I'll still watch on occasion...but listening to these songs makes me feel all...nostalgic and stuff. ^^ I think I'll go hunt down some more of my old favorites now... Thursday, April 26, 2001 07:01 p.m. Shannako: Un un. XD; I usually get no more than five hours of sleep a night (more often closer to four XD) but... ^^ I usually make up for it all at once on weekends. XD But that comic's FUN... H_H Jacques (?) is really, really prettyyyy~~~ XD Erin-chan UN. Alyse was watching Esca all the way through for the first time, and we hit that sceeene~~ Meimi: *crawls under a pillow* I don't want to hear this AGAIN. Everyone: o__O;;;;; Alyse: ...why? O.O Meimi: *muffled* Because he's SUCH a freaking IDIOOOT in this SCEEENE, and if I have to watch it AGAIN I might be reduced to throwing large heavy objects at his pretty pretty image. Everyone: o___O;;; Rocchan: *watching it contentedly* It's so sad. He can't telllll her how he feeeels because he doesn't know how. Meimi: ....he's lucky he's so prettypretty and otherwise perfect. >_>;; I'm sooo happyyyy. XD I finally found Leslie on Napster last night and we cackled together till not quite one AM. XD Talking with her always makes me all happygenki. *beam* And the mental image of Subaru in white silk pajamas, asleep and cuddling a Sei-chan plushie, is very cute. XD Thursday, April 26, 2001 07:27 a.m. np: Ne! - Super Doll Licca-chan I just discovered Windows Movie Maker. O.O I've been having SO. MUCH. *FUN*. XD XD XD Unfortunately it wouldn't accept my Digimon clips, or otherwise my entire family would be listening to Only One on loop as I threw all the Daiken ones together. Oh. Ali got X 16. >_>;;; After I mourned and had hysterics all over again (because seeing the scans and knowing all the dialogue by heart is an entirely different thing from SEEING it >.<;;) we got back on the resemblance topic. And because I haven't really made anyone go O.O in a while on that one... Because in one of the frames in the Sei-chan sidestory, he looks like a (happier) Subaru. So, I decided going back to previous discussions, if Subaru looks like Sei-chan, and Sei-chan looks like Fuuma, and Subaru looks like Akira, then THAT means.... "ORE WA KAMUI DA.......kaichou~<3~!!!" ...I think we've completely corrupted Akira now. At a few giggly moments at three AM after another CLAMP School marathon and MUCH wrongness, Akira's never been quite the same since...but I got two images. One was of the last scene in the X movie, only it was Akira switching between flying around Fuuma-Style trying to kill Kamui with the Shinken but breaking into the Akira-Run every few seconds. And the other was Fuuma in the elementary CLAMP School uniform, which was wronger than anything else. XD Ali. "*leer* I'm going to kill you and destroy the world, Kamui........*beam* But first I have to go make apple pie~!! XD XD XD" ...I think I might need sleep. o_O Wednesday, April 25, 2001 11:16 p.m. As I'm desperate and have only huge fonts, does anyone know a good, simple (small) font I could use for something like this? ~_~; Erin-chan: Nani ga atta no ka wakannai kedo...genki dashite ne...? Shannako: Un~! ^^ Do you know how long I've been looking for the link to this, though~? XD Thank youuuu so muuuuch~!! Mornings should be cursed for forcing people to get out of their nice, warm beds. I could care less about being woken up, it's being thrown out of my bed that upsets me. Thus my morning routine is something like: John: *down the hall* Get up. Your mother's getting ready. Meimi Nrrrrghhh. *snuggles deeper under covers* John: She's going to be ready sooooon... Meimi: Mmmmmph. *scowls, stumbles out of bed and gets up and dressed*.......*crawls back into bed* Waaaaaaarmmmmm. John: *down the hall* She's brushing her TEEEETH...are you UP~? Meimi: *sing-song* Yeeeeessssss, of course I aaaaam~!! *throws covers over head* John: Gooood~! XD Meimi: Waaaaaaarmmmmm. XD ....is very morning for me. Wednesday, April 25, 2001 07:47 a.m. I thought I'd seen everything when I saw this, but then I went here and found a link to this. I'm honestly torn between going o_____O;;; or cackling... Tuesday, April 24, 2001 04:19 p.m. There are some times where I just looove my human anatomy teacher. ^__^ Really. I went in with questions for my report (which is due in less than an hour, but it's more than half-done: hora neee, Erin-chan, I'm still brilliant at the art of procrastinating XD) and I'm really glad I did, because she explained my question sooo well and I feel like I understand my whole paper better. I wrote a whoooole page on my question. XD XD XD Oh. And I think I've been swept up on the Lee bandwagon or whatever after last night. My GOOOOOD that kid is SOOO CUUUUUTE~!! XD XD XD XD It must be the name or something. *cackle* Though I suppose I missed the point where Takato got his goggles? Ergh, I really wanted to know, too. Jiiiin, I miiiiss you. XO Has the doujin come in yeeet~? XD XD XD Is it yaoi or s-ai~? Tuesday, April 24, 2001 09:12 a.m. np: The Biggest Dreamer - Digimon Tamers And while I'm thinking of it...I forgot to sparkle over Tamers last week. XD I'm getting the clips from this week right now...and I'm going "..." at myself because Lee is really reallllly cute. *__* Y'know, it's sort of odd- all the kids this time around seem really quiet and calm. XD; Terriermon is so cuuuuuute it's practically sinful. XD Tada Aoi has the most ADOOOORABLE voice, and I'm so glad she's playing a Digimon this cute. But given the third episode where Terriermon evolved and snapped, it was really freaky because as she cackled gleefully while leveling an entire parking lot...I could reaaaally see Ed doing that. Same laugh. o_O;;;; otherwise... Terriermon: *bounces into the middle of Renamon/Gillmon battle*beams at Renamon* Tsuyoin da neeee~!! Mou dore kurai tatakatta no-mou shika dekiruuuu~? CUUUTE. XD Monday, April 23, 2001 09:12 p.m. np: Rival! - Pokemon I'm suddenly liking this nearly as much as "Mezase! Pokemon Master"...and I never thought I would. o.O; I like songs that randomly come out of nowhere and start to grow on me. ^__^ Like "Butter-Fly" from Digimon. I actually hated it the first couple times I heard it... n.n;;; Now I play it at least three times a day in the car. XP It's undeniably a wonderful song to sing along to in the car. ^__^ What is it about Esca that seems to demand to be watched all at once? o.O I seem to have to watch at least three hours of it at a time before I tear myself away; no matter HOW many times I've watched the series over and over again. (And I've decided, for the thousandth time, that if the choice were mine, I would first glomp Van for being peeeerfeeeect, and then give him such a smack for being an idiiiiiioooooot. XD Allen I would just smack, on the other hand~<3) And I've gotta get working on my paper. >_>;; I've watched three hours of Esca and was rereading bits of the fourth Harry Potter book since I got home. Um. Technically a page and a half to go, since I haven't double-spaced it yet. Yay. Monday, April 23, 2001 07:06 p.m. Meimi: *thoughtfully* You know, I think I might have forgotten something this morning. Locker: .... *has no algebra book, Tale of Two Cities, or notebooks for any classes in it* Meimi: Yes. Yes, I diiiiid. .........crap. The thought crossed my mind, but I was too tired to look so I made myself believe I'd left everything at school. T_T; God only knows where everything is, as I haven't seen any of those all vacation. I need a nap. Monday, April 23, 2001 07:39 a.m. np: Change the World - Inuyasha *announces* I. Am going to bed. But I'd just like to mention that I have half a page of my health report done. And it's not due till Tuesday. I think I hear hell freezing over right about now. Monday, April 23, 2001 01:13 a.m. np: Saa! - Mamotte Shugogetten Why the hell do people email me asking if they can host my translations, if they're just going to put them up before I answer their mail? I swear I do not know why the hell I bother. I REALLY don't. Sunday, April 22, 2001 05:32 p.m. np: Toki no Iro wo Kaete - Himiko-den o_O; I sure hope I'm done catching up on sleep. If not, I'm wondering if there's something wrong with me. I slept in till one-thirty today, which is twelve hours of sleep and much MORE than anyone ought to need. >_>;;; I'd just like to take this opportunity to mention that I loathe quarter projects. They're combined efforts of teachers against students to drown us all in work at the same time. *scowl* (I've got four due right now, but it might as well be five because the English one is ridiculous.) *whines* And I wanna finish drawing the Haruko sidestoryyyyyyy.... Things I Must Do: 1. No matter how much it may be against my nature, try to get working on projects before the day they're due. 2. Finish drawing the MW sidestory. Draw first chapter when I get the script. Buy more screentone, and try to find the proper one for Haruko's hair. 3. Fic. 4. Ask 'Kaasan about going to AX. 5. Buy more blank CDs and tapes. Ask Leslie to copy Gravi and the second CCS movie for me. 6. Get to Japantown. Buy Gravi and Inuyasha manga. O_<; Make an attempt to finish TB by the end of the summer. And Meg and Amichi: your envelope is sealed, addressed, and only needs to be put in the mailbox. XD Sunday, April 22, 2001 04:14 p.m. np: Tobira - Digimon 02 Ureshii yo. XD Shiori-chan is back~~~ XD And after I finish (start? =_= I'm dead- I've barely read up on it at all, much less written four pages of it) my huge research paper due Tuesday, I'm devoting my week to MW. XD;;;; Shi-chan: Sankyu~! XD I'm gonna try to get it done by the end of the week...I really wanna say tomorrow, because unless another middle scene creates itself the main bit of it should be done tomorrow. *_*; I think. But I still have to go back after that, which might take a while. Maa ne. I feel better that I'm writing something at long last, though. And I'd better go collapse into bed. Sunday, April 22, 2001 12:52 a.m. np: Takeshi no Paradise - Pokemon If this song isn't the most hilarious thing I've heard in forever... XD "Lalala nante suteki na, lalalala kotoba no hibiki, lalalala nante suteki na! Lalala boku no paradise! Lalala, sore wa, lalalala, sore wa: O!! NEE!! EEE!! SA!!! NNNNNNN~!!!" XD n_n;; Anyone who AIMed me recently and didn't get an answer yet again...gomeeen. >_>;;; I've been totally exhausted lately and keep falling asleep so randomly. ^^;;; While connected. Though at least I haven't fallen asleep in front of the comp. Yet. O_<; *sulks* 'Kaasan said she's gonna give me double allowance this week. And a trip to J-town is nowhere in siiiight...this time I sweaaaar I'm not gonna spend more than $10 at Nikaku. T_T Want. MANGA. Saturday, April 21, 2001 06:03 p.m. np: For You - Marmalade Boy Ack, Kix and anyone else who might have AIMed me last night, gomeeen. ^^;; I was lying down on my bed drawing and unsuprisingly fell asleep at some disgustingly early hour. @_@ But...I haven't had a night to catch up for lost sleep in over a week, though I managaed at least an hour-lnog nap everyday it still wasn't enough...I think I'm all better now, though. ^^ But~! Even if she had to leave right away since it was late her time, Shiori-chan was on and back alive and everything~! XD I'd been sooo worried her comp was permanently broken or something...I hope we talk tomorroooow~~~ XD Saturday, April 21, 2001 11:03 a.m. np: Hesitation - Hayashibara Megumi Well, after that rantish bit, I figured I'd archive so I wouldn't have to look at it over and over. XD; And as I feel much better after writing it...I can think much more happily now. You know, Leslie was saying last week that she was talking about me to someone and called me "her friend", and was laughing how it was the first time she'd done that. Because I've always been referred to as her "cousin's friend". Of course I went into very fake and dramatic sobs about, "LESLIE~!! I wasn't your friend before~?! I feel UNLOOOOVED~~~!!!"...but it made me really, really happy. Because I've always wondered if that was what I was the most, in Leslie's eyes. And to all my friends...I love you all. *glomps* Yeah, those at school may really seem to depress me on occasion...but everyone outside makes it worth it whether they do or don't, and that means all my online friends especially. *hugs* I don't know what I would have done without all of you. All of CCi-tachi, Clover-chan, and Shiori-chan most of all. Thanks to everyone, really. Daisuki. Thursday, April 19, 2001 07:13 p.m. pitas.com: not as yummy as some bishounen, but hey...what is? XD

archives... MEIMI... Age: 15 Page: M-T Email: meimi@time-stranger.net AIM: ksainttail PLAYLIST... FAVORITE... Anime: Digimon/02, Cowboy Bebop, CLAMP Gakuen Tanteidan Manga: Tokyo Babylon, KKJ, Yami no Matsuei Fun Girls: Tachikawa Mimi, Kusakabe Maron, Kannuki Wakaba Pretty Guys: Sei-chan, Ishida Yamato, Ichijouji KEN. XD Songs: Miruku (CHARA), Super Girl (Digimon02), Dakishimetai (GALS!) Quote: "Demo, onna no ko dakara, sukoshi tsukarechau toki mo arun da. Tsurai no wo gaman shitari mo surun da. Dakara sono toki wa, nee, anata...maioriru kara...yasashiku dakitomete ne..."-Maron OTHER BLOGS... allegretto basic black cat's delicacy convent girl doushita no?! kaijuu ga iru kelemenopy kyoko pensieve pillow book tegretol dreams that damn duck the bishounen diaries tokyo darlings truth two-faced valhalla which way is up? zooSTATION