[Sunday, February 1, 2004 ]
Mood: Not too shabby
Music: Sounds of the Superbowl...

FIDDLER ON THE ROOF OPENED ON THURSDAY AND KICKED @SS!! It was great, I was happy. I thought it was going to suck because our rehearsals didn't seem to go so well, but then show night came and it was AWESOME. Huzzah for Fiddler! Then next night went pretty well too, except for some tech problems. At least the audience didn't notice and we got to fix them during intermission. Oh yeah, during one of the shows, Abby Westman and Mrs. Westman were in the dressing room on my side of the stage (Abby's in the show!), and then Abby decides to show me her "story." On a sheet of paper, she had written "The moUsE thREw uP." She also had pictures to go with it! She's an adorable little thing, but still... -_-;
Anyway, so the shows rocked/are rocking but I shouldn't jinx us, so I'm gonna try to keep a realistic look on things. That doesn't mean I shouldn't be excited though! Yay! Come see it! Final showings are this Friday and Saturday.

Okay, and there is definitely development. No body believes me, but there is. So just leave it alone.

The Superbowl is on as I type this. I haven't been keeping up with the game, but they've got 9 seconds left and they're tied 29 to 29. Holy crap.

Hokay, so... I have to study for Euro History, so I should do that.

[Butterflies fluttered at 09:14 p.m.] :: [ ]

[Monday, January 26, 2004 ]
Mood: BUSY
Music: Fiddler on the Roof - Matchmaker

I really shouldn't be blogging... With all the homework that I have, I really shouldn't be doing this. But I am. So ha.

Yeah, all that stuff I said about telling him?
Um. Just kidding.
We're talking more, so I'm figuring that if we get to know each other a bit better, than I'll have a better chance.
True? True.

Aside from that, there's LOTS of rehearsal and shiznit going on because WE OPEN THIS THURSDAY!!! Just in case some of you didn't know. The show's lookin' great and everything, come see it! This Thursday, Friday and Saturday + next Friday and Saturday. Yay.

Anyway, I should get back to work, so yeah. I'll do that.

Or will I?

Mmmmmmm... pudding pops...

[Butterflies fluttered at 09:40 p.m.] :: [ ]

[Monday, January 19, 2004 ]

I'm scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak

What if
There's another one he's thinking of
Maybe he's in love
I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don't know what to do

I've been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance
To love him pass you by
Tell him

~~

I think I'll do that.

Thanks, guys.

[Butterflies fluttered at 09:47 p.m.] :: [ ]

[Saturday, January 17, 2004 ]

I'm feeling a bit better.

Walk with Jessica. Dinner at the mall. Big Fish with a lot of people.

It doesn't hurt as long as I don't think about it.

So I won't.

Ow.

[Butterflies fluttered at 09:42 p.m.] :: [ ]

[Saturday, January 17, 2004 ]

I need to talk to him about this, but I can't. Things were looking better, only to come crashing down because of his ideas on the subject.

This is stupid. I'm stupid. I'm upset. He's oblivious. It's ok. No, it's not. I'm not making any sense. Nothing's making any sense. This is exhausting.

I need to talk to him, but I can't.

[Butterflies fluttered at 05:23 p.m.] :: [ ]

[Tuesday, January 13, 2004 ]

For every two steps forward, we take four steps back.

Why do I do this to myself?

[Butterflies fluttered at 06:24 p.m.] :: [ ]

[Saturday, January 10, 2004 ]
Tee heeeee...

There's been lotsa theatre work going on. Lotsa frustration and then success. Followed by more frustration as THOSE plans are changed and redone. Theeeennn... SUCCESS AGAIN! Yay.

Last night, some of my work got peed on. Literally. Mrs. Kurzym's husband came and he brought their dogs with him. One of them ran up to me and I was like "AAAaaaaawwww..." then Mrs. Kurzym goes, "Oh, he's peeing on the wood..."
I look over, and sure enough, there's a puddle on my luan... -_-;

Oh well, she apologized and cleaned it up for me. At least I wasn't completely done with that portion, so meh.

Anyway, musical's lookin' great. Set looks great when we get things done and acting looks great (well, as good as can be expected at this point of time).

What else? What else?

Ummm... oh yeah!
<3 <3 <3

Ok, if you wanna know what that means, let me know and I'll tell you. (maybe, tee hee)

[Butterflies fluttered at 11:48 p.m.] :: [ ]

[Thursday, January 8, 2004 ]

If I caught the world in a bottle and everything was still beneath the moon
Without your love would it shine for me
If I was smart as Aristotle and understood the rings around the moon
What would it all matter if you love me

Here in your arms where the world is impossibly still
With a million dreams to fulfill
And a matter of moments until the dancing ends

Here in your arms when everything seems to be clear
Not a solitary thing would I fear
Except when this moment comes near the dancing’s end

If I caught the world in an hourglass
Saddled up the moon so we could ride
Until the stars grew dim
Until

One day you’ll meet a stranger and all the noise is silenced in the room
You’ll feel that you’re close to some mystery
In the moonlight and everything shatters you feel as if you’ve known her all your life
The world’s oldest lesson in history

Here in your arms where the world is impossibly still
With a million dreams to fulfill
And a matter of moments until the dancing ends
Here in your arms when everything seems to be clear
And not a solitary thing do I fear
Except when this moment comes near the dancing’s end

Oh if I caught the world in an hourglass
Saddled up the moon and we would ride
Until the stars grew dim
Until the time that time stands still
Until

~~

If only, if only...

[Butterflies fluttered at 08:42 p.m.] :: [ ]

[Saturday, December 27, 2003 ]
Mood: BORED
Music: Fiddler on the Roof - To Life

I haven't updated in a while, so... Since my last post, exams came and went. Some were good and some were bad. Bleh. Right after exams, I went to lunch with Trish at Cafe Express. Turns out the Initiations Committee was having their meeting there, so we sat with them and ate with them while they talked stuff out. Then I had to leave early to go see Lord of the Rings: Return of the King with Cassie. I showed up late, and they were showing it at two theatres. I went to both to find her. I couldn't find her, so I just sat down in a theater, which turned out to be the wrong one. -_-; Anyway, the movie rocked. DEFINITELY best out of the three, and it's definitely Oscar material, if you ask me. After the movie, I saw Luke working there. I talked to him for a while, then I went to look for Cassie. Found her, and agreed to see it again TOGETHER sometime. Heh heh. Oops.

Next day, I went to Katrina's openhouse. Her family REALLY goes all out with the Christmas decorations. Spiffiness. There was also a lot of food and la dee da dee da. We ended up staying upstairs for a while with Philip, Will, Ray, and Whitney. In the end, Katrina let me borrow her Fiddler on the Roof soundtrack, so I'm listening to it now. Yay.

Skip over to Tuesday. HALO PARTY. Yeah. Lotsa halo, popcorn, rice crispy treats, soul caliber, and super smash brothers. Then we went to TGIFridays. Mmmmm... food. Afterwards, we all went home, and I find Justin and Jonathan Wei there. We hung out while their parents talked. Me and Cindy also introduced them to Gunbound. Bwahahaha. Another addict. It was GREAT.

Next night we went to a party at William and Judy's house. Um, the food was good... After a while, one of William's friends came over, so they went to his bedroom and played computer games while me, Cindy, Judy, and Andrew just watched TV. Judy didn't say a word the whole time. Way to spend Christmas Eve.

Next comes Christmas... yay... No tree, no decorations, no "Christmas cheer," no snow, not even any cold weather. There was lunch with Johnathan, Justin, and his parents. Oh, THAT came with boba. w00t w00t. That's it. Bah, Humbug.

Random things within all that time? This is Spinal Tap. BWAHAHAHAHAHA. "These go to eleven." If you haven't seen it, do so. There was also Cindy's cheesecake. Mmmmm... cheesecake. She's trying to make us fat again. I also rediscovered Starcraft and started playing that obsessively again. THEN of course, there's Gunbound. Bwahahha. I played that for five days straight. It was intense.

What's the CURRENT deal? BOREDOM. If you want to do something, let me know. Really. If no one does... next assignment: Attic Cat and something to do for New Year's.

TO LIFE!

[Butterflies fluttered at 02:05 p.m.] :: [ ]

[Monday, December 15, 2003 ]
Mood: Bah Humbug
Music: Eric Cartman - O Holy Night XD

CURSE EXAMS!!! CURSE THEM ALL!! Grrrr... I still have Christmas shopping to do. Most people probably won't get their gifts until after break, cuz I'm slacking on gifts this year. Sorry guys. I'm too tired to go shopping, or to study for exams, at that. -_-;

Naps are good. I think I'll do that...

ZzzzZzzzZzzz...

[Butterflies fluttered at 04:41 p.m.] :: [ ]

[Sunday, December 14, 2003 ]
Mood: TODAY WAS A VERY GOOD DAY!!! =D =D =D
Music: Goo Goo Dolls - Name

WOW. Just wow. Good day. DEFINITELY a good day. =D But before I do anything else...

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. Intolerance
2. Emotion
3. Guys (bwahahaha)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1. Losing my loved ones
2. Dying without being able to do what I want to
3. Being alone in dark and unfamiliar settings (Memories from all sorts of scary movies pop up at those times. It creeps me out.)

THREE THINGS I'D LIKE TO LEARN
1. How to play piano by ear
2. How to focus for textbook readings
3. Lotsa different languages

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. Jared's gloves
2. My silver skirt with the flower pattern on the side
3. My grandmother's silver bracelet (I never take it off anyway)

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. A computer (duh...)
2. Lunch bags (with pockey in them!)
3. A stapeler (ummm, random, I know. Whatever)

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. Find love (Cheezy, I know, but really... How much would it suck to die without ever experiencing love?)
2. Overcome my stage fright
3. Find something that I LIKE to do for a job ('What can you do on 15 shillings?!' 'Well, it doesn't really matter')

THREE GOOD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. I have patience. (according to some people... I dunno, they've probably never seen me drive)
2. I listen to people.
3. Uuuuummmmm... ?

THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. Procrastination!
2. Easily distracted (and amused, for that matter)
3. Sometimes I let emotion take over... -_-;

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE
1. CHINESE!!
2. Sandongnese (from San Dong Province)
3. uuuummm, yeah...

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. my hair?
2. ...
3. ?

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. My butt
2. My thighs
3. My stomach
4. My back
5. My nose
Wait... only three?

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. Curse it!
2. Your MOM!
3. *insert random sound effect here*

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
1. Paris
2. Venice (Italy in general)
3. Taiwan (again)

THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY
1. Katie
2. Kai-dih (Chinese name)
3. Katherine... I guess... (In case you didn't know, that's my real name. *GASP!*)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE OR HAD
1. WeaselGoesSquek
2. MisaoXsv
3. er...

That survey was stolen from Christine's blog, which stole it from somewhere else.

[Butterflies fluttered at 12:47 a.m.] :: [ ]

[Friday, December 12, 2003 ]

CURSE YOU ALL!!!

You know who you are... grrrrr...

[Butterflies fluttered at 09:39 p.m.] :: [ ]

[Friday, December 12, 2003 ]

One thing to say.

Katrina, you don't have to keep reminding me. He's doing that already. =D

[Butterflies fluttered at 03:39 p.m.] :: [ ]