Alex not talking to me, don't know why the fuck why. Fuck. Got in a fight with a friend today. Resolved. Classes at school are out, and I'm behind on my hours. Tough. Missed an outing today I wanted to go to. Damnit. Achan is grounded. Fuck everything to hell, because I can't live without her. (Read: Holy fuck, I'm dying of Achan deprivation, damnit.) Casschan told me to update my blog. Done. >D
Oh, and a bit of a convo between m'self and Jeremy. Who I'm not even going to put on my 'people' list, because he ain't worth it. And if you didn't guess already, I deleted all the parts where his s/n was. Ain't I nice?
: Heya!
SilentFutility: Hey.
: N' how are you/
SilentFutility: Shitty, how's life treating you?
: Fine I guess..what's up with you?
SilentFutility: Just a lot of shit that I really don't have the emotional capacity to deal with at this point in time, and my world is collapsing in on itself. Almost poetic, isn't it?
~*~
Oh, and I got all these books on lying from the library. WOOT. I read them, and they're so kickass. And my school play thing went well. Well, off to memorize.
You know you love me. All of you. Pity I can't say the same.
WHY is my brother being such a GODDAMNED FUCKING ASSHOLE?! I'm TRYING to help him with his HOMEWORK, god DAMNIT. He doesn't have to be fucking FIGHTING me ever FUCKING STEP OF THE WAY. I HATE HIM. I HATE THAT LITTLE SHIT. WHY IS BE BEING SO FUCKING HARD TO LIVE WITH, GOD DAMNIT? I HATE HIM, AND I HATE EVERYTHING, AND IF I HAD A CHANCE TO DIE RIGHT NOW I WOULD, GOD DAMNIT, BECAUSE BY HURTING HIM I'M HURTING MYSELF AND I'M FUCKING CRYING AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE GODDAMNED MOTHERFUCKING REASON, GOD FUCK IT. JUST FUCK EVERYTHING. FUCK. IT.
today, my rapture's tainted
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Name: Courtney, Hisphere, or my personal favorite; hey, you, move.
Age: Thirteen
Birthday: December 2nd, 1989
Occupation: Homeschooled student
Height: 5'6"
Weight: I'm an effing cow.
Music: Rock, J-pop... Hell, truthfully, I'll listen to anything.
I'm me. Take me as I am, or you can fark off. I'm sick of putting on facades and acts, so here, I'm dropping it all. No charades. I'm thirteen, living in Washington, crushing on a guy that has no and never will have any romantic feelings for me, and although I feel my life sucks, it really doesn't. Say what you will.
--The almighty Courtney
(Friend to yaoi-lovers everywhere)
Samchan (aka Ceyx or Aiguma)
Samchan is my best friend. Ever. She's ALWAYS been there for me, through thick and thin, helped me through the toughest times, and is such an amazing person I couldn't even begin to scratch the surface; nothing I could say would ever do her justice. She has such a caring demeanor, and though she's been hurt, like me, we help each other bounce back.
Cassie (aka EnsignofEnigma)
Cassie is one of the most kickass, friendly people I know. She writes amazing poetry, and is one of those really special people that you meet, and never, ever forget. She's also left such a huge impact on my life. I love her dearly, not queerly, as one of her favorite sayings to me goes, and is just.. Truly, truly amazing. You gettin' all dis, Junior? ^_~