Name: Ky
Age: 19
Birthday: April 28
Location: Chicopee, MA
School: HCC
Movie: Barbarella
Anime: Sailormoon
Game: Anything Squaresoft, Para Para Paradise
Music: Malice Mizer, anything Super Eurobeat!
Hate: Dubbed anime
Site: Shudaika.com
Playing: Various PS Games, Game Boy Advance

AIM: Sailor Kuchibiru
E-mail: BaekJiYoung@aol.com
Personal Site: Desperation *down*
Archives: Previous Posts

Alli: Trip Machine
Cass: Spiritualized
Jiyu: Memoirs
Adam: Pens Have No Feet
Dan: Seal Spell
Stosh: Livejournal
Sue: Livejournal
Chris: Livejournal
Bessy: Livejournal
Cheez: Livejournal
Cam: Livejournal
Amanda: Livejournal
Aaron: Livejournal
Brianne: Livejournal
Cassie: Livejournal
Carolynne: Livejournal
Noel: His Profile
Matt: YMNJ

Friday, August 16, 2002 -- For a Change!
Music -- Lee Jung Hyun - Ba Kkwo
Thought It was a must to trust you now I CRUSH YOU! Analyzing My brain.. la la la la SARONG!

Alli slept over yesterday... Eh, who knows what we'll do today for the next couple hours... Well I made a new buddy icon ::YATTA!::... ::Shrugs:: I just don't know anymore...

Thursday, August 15, 2002 -- 02:52 p.m.
Music -- Masami Okui - Toki ni Ai wa (Live)
Ano yakusoku... motto ai!

::switches to Merry Angels by Neo Furil::

Wedding Bell... Afureta Merry Angels!

Alli, I wanna see the end of you wedding peach tapes ^^;;;;
Yeah, I hope you're available tonight at 9, too....

Thursday, August 15, 2002 -- 02:35 p.m.
Music -- Bellini - Trance de Janeiro
I'm so confused, I just don't know what to do about anyone... I'm so fucking sick of all the drama... all the backstabbing... all the lying... all the manipulation... all the two-face'dness... I just don't know what to do... Or if I can believe the people I once trusted... Should I trust anyone anymore... I'm too trusting to not believe people...

Wednesday, August 14, 2002 -- 11:49 p.m.
Music -- 2MB - Trip Machine (luv mix)
Wow... I just sit here and laugh at the absurdity of the whole situation... ::shrugs:: I don't get it... No one tells me anything and the people that are my friends lie to me... JESUS!
I'm really glad I met Merrill he's wicked cool... Too bad he came at such a rough time....

Wednesday, August 14, 2002 -- 11:35 p.m.
Music -- 2MB - Trip Machine (luv mix)
Ways that you hurt me:

You KNEW!!! I can't believe you didn't tell me... You knew as much as Laura if not more... Why didn't you tell me...

You were a totally selfish when I asked you to protect Laura's feelings... When I asked you to not say anything to Jay about Laura telling me... You were like "I dont think I can do that... ANd then like 10 minutes later you say "I think Laura's friendship w/ Jay is going to be torn apart, but that's ok cause Jay and I's friendship will get stronger..."

You introduced Merrill to Jay and when Merrill said "I've heard alot about you..." You replied, "Don't listen to what they've said... Jay's a good kid..." (Oooh I wonder who you ment by that....)

You told Jay, "Kyle knows..."... When I asked you not to!!! What you waited 24 hours?

You said you didn't want to take sides, but you obviously have taken sides... I mean you didn't even attempt to say Hi to me at the mall tonight...

Thanks Carolynne! You're a True Friend!

Tuesday, August 13, 2002 -- 11:19 a.m.
Music -- Fushigi Yuugi - Tokimeki no Doukasen
... I know it all now ... It's over ... Tokimeki no ...

Monday, August 12, 2002 -- 11:13 a.m.
Music -- Be For U - Break Down!
Summer Threats: West Nile Virus, Killer Heat, Sharks. Which do you fear most?... I woke up to that on AOL... Gods people are stupid... You should fear real threats like... Gangs, Guns and Knives ^_^;;
On another note, I have an appt. for Wed. Morning w/ Sonny's Auto Repair...

Monday, August 12, 2002 -- 12:40 p.m.
Music -- Megumi Hayashibara - Touch & Go
They all came back from Boston too late, Jay was exhausted. I really need to talk to him. It's so important. I hope I can get a chance to hang out with him tomorrow.
My mom is mad. I REALLY hope Cheez moves her stuff. Like before she goes to sleep. Before things get scary. ::shudders::
Well, I don't think I should stay up any later. I'm tired. Night Night!

Saturday, August 10, 2002 -- 02:06 p.m.
Music -- Dali - Moonlight Densetsu
I just don't frickin' know! O.x;;;;
The universal balance is gone...
THANK YOU CAROLYNNE!!!!!!
I'm happy ::smiles::
Something bad is going to happen O.x;;; I'm too happy!
Cass is coming over in a few... her tire is fixed... and I have work at 4-9...
Teehee, Jay asked what I was doing later tonight, I told him to just call me when he gets back from Boston...
;____; I feel for her!
It was all revealed yesterday!
Shinjite Iruno.... Miracle Romance!

Thursday, August 8, 2002 -- 11:59 p.m.
Music -- Rhapsody - Knightrider of Doom
God, I hate work...
Cass, Lisa and I went to Fairview Auto Salvage to pick up a Harmonic Balancer for my car. I hope it's the right kind. Getting it was really scary cause I REALLY don't think the guy wanted to sell it to me. He gave me a hard time. At least he didn't start speaking hetero, I think I would have cried.
Well, I hung out with Cass, Heather Dawson, Cheez, and Lisa today. We went to Cha Cha Cha! I nearly choked on my steak taco several times and then one final time when i ate a piece of steak from Lisa's Fajita... Thus reminding me why I told like eating steak, If I chew something for over a minute; and it's not gum, and I haven't swallowed it yet, I lose interest. We had a really nice parking space too!
Today, Cass was passing people and did over 80mph and ran some yellow lights! I'm so proud of my little Cass... She's growing up!
There is a TON of construction on my street and on an Unrealted note Cass's tire exploded. So we didn't go to the Hampshire Mall nor did Jay spend the night (Because he was tired). Oh well, stuff happens.
ANYWAY! I cleaned my room, we have food, and Jay is hanging out and spending the night tomorrow. So all is good. ::hums:: I wonder what we could do.
Final thoughts, Damien is leaving tomorrow! SADNESS! And I think I might go to the mall. And time for bed!

Wednesday, August 7, 2002 -- 11:29 p.m.
Music -- Juvinile - Back That Ass Up
I need to get the part for my car tomorrow... Cass is gonna bring me w00t! Tomorrow is going to be such a good day... I hope ^.^;;;;;... I think Carolynne is dead... I haven't heard or seen from her in years O.x;;;;... Some Losers broke our DDR Pad again! GOD, I HATE THE NEW PEOPLE!! ::grumbles:: ....... ::laughs:: I wonder how Damon is doing...

Tuesday, August 6, 2002 -- 12:42 p.m.
Music -- DJ Sammy - Heaven
I got my haircut... Hehehehe... ::blinks:: I need to call around for a harmonic balancer... Where the hell is Carolynne???? ::screams:: I hate work! I gtg... I'm so confused...

Monday, August 5, 2002 -- 02:40 p.m.
Music -- Nothing.
I'm so confused... Where is everyone... Falls over... Alli? Carolynne? Betty is sounding worse and worse... I'm at my dad's waiting for him so he can hear her... Well I spent the night at Jay's it was fun... I'm so tired though... I'm gonna go lay down and watch TV now...

Sunday, August 4, 2002 -- 10:56 a.m.
Music -- Bellini - Trance de Janeiro
**Now for today ^^;;;;;**
My plans for today are all "In theory":
Jay and I are going to hang out...
Jay and I could be going to DIVAS... ::blinks:: I'm scared o.x;;
Bring my car to my father so he can have a look...
Clean up house! (whoops I need to go finish my laundry)
I made a new SN don't know how I feel about it "Eldritch Discord"
I hope Jay can use his mom's car seeing how mine is being a SLUT! ::cries:: Why Betty WHY!?!

Sunday, August 4, 2002 -- 10:41 a.m.
Music -- Bellini - Trance de Janeiro
Yesterday was a grab bag of good and bad things. First we went to Seekonk to play DDR MAX2, that was awesome. Then we went to the mall and I had some bad thoughts that were brewing in my mind, due to a couple of people, put to rest. I talked to Damon, I think I was just having such a good day that I just didn't care. Then I forgot my car keys in the Arcade, but Damon got them for me. Jay was scared and didn't understand. For a brief period yesterday my hatred for everyone in the world dissolved, but then Steve McMahon broke the arcade wall... anata baka! Then sat at the mall till like 10ish. Jay and Damien went home and Cheez, Alli, Nate and I went to Denny's. Well when I started my car it now produces a third horrible noise. I'm scared. I don't want Betty to die. Well we go to Denny's and who do Alli and I see Krisha and Frank, we had talked about them in Seekonk O.x;;;;... So we see them I hug everyone and then I talked w/ Krisha we re-bonded. Frank and Krisha left at like 11. We sit around Denny's for a little while. Then we made some new friends that were at the table next to us. Cheez apparently knew 2 of them. There was Bob - The Magic Card Man, Kat - The Girl That Knew About Cars, Seth - He works at H&M ::hmms::, Natalya - She's ::waves hands:: CRAZY! ^_~;;, and Jay - That makes 1.5 million Jay's that I know... Well I'm starting to ramble and not make sense to myself so I'm going to start cleaning up... IT'S SUCH A MESS!!!

Saturday, August 3, 2002 -- 09:25 a.m.
Music -- Bellini - Trance de Janeiro
Oh a lighter note, I used all 36 of my sparklers last night and I hope I can go to the beach on Sunday... Seeing as how I miraculously got Sunday and Monday off from work o.x;;;;

Saturday, August 3, 2002 -- 09:17 a.m.
Music -- Bellini - Trance de Janeiro
On a scale of 1-10... I'm a 10! For sadness that is... God it's like this cosuming feeling deep inside and it just gets bigger and bigger... until I weep insanely for an hour or so... But what can you do... I saw something I LOVE but I can't grab you... ;_____;

Wednesday, July 31, 2002 -- 11:27 a.m.
Music -- Koyote - Party Party
Last night, Jay, Cheez and I went to the EE (Erotic Empire)... Franny let me drive his SUV, w00t!, at 1st it was like OMG it's a flippin' bus! But by the end it was so much better than Betty... Well aside from that Jay got some cheap porn ^_^ and Cheez got a breakfast sandwich from Dunkin' Donuts... and my hope was reinforced...

Tuesday, July 30, 2002 -- 10:50 p.m.
Music -- DJ Sammy - Heaven
Yeah, so today... I went to Hampton Beach for the 1st time in my life... It was Jay, Damien, Laura and I... We got to the beach went into the freezing water... oh it was fun... I didn't get burned for once... Hmm.. We walked down the boardwalk and ended up finding a Techno Motion machine o.x;;;... It is the Geneva Convention Machine of Pump It Up and DDR... It was a dollar for 4 songs but it kept eating quarters... so maddening... It had awesome songs and it was so good... C'est Ce Bon... Oh yeah I even bought some pyrotechnics (Sparklers)... It was a nice day... Except my hair was really stripped of its color... But I regained some hope...

Tuesday, July 30, 2002 -- 10:27 p.m.
Music -- DJ Sammy - Heaven
Well today was interesting to say the least... Ooh need shower finish post later!

Monday, July 29, 2002 -- 05:44 a.m.
Music -- Banya - Beethoven's Virus
It was hard not to cry around him yesterday:
Carolynne, Jay, Damien and I went and saw Austin Powers... I went because I wanted to see him... He wants to be friends but my feelings for him are much stronger than that... I feel like I don't know what I can do around him... I almost felt bad hugging him goodbye... I guess the only reason I haven't lost my mind yet is because we could always start dating again... but ::sigh:: I sound so pathetique, but I love him what else am I supposed to do...

Sunday, July 28, 2002 -- 06:47 p.m.
Music -- Kazuko Hamano/SkyGunner - Wishing for an Eternal Sky
Harukana Sorani Chikae....

Sunday, July 28, 2002 -- 10:07 a.m.
Music -- Lee Jung Hyun - Ba Kkwo
::weeps:: Well the crying finally began...

Saturday, July 27, 2002 -- 10:49 p.m.
Music -- Lee Jung Hyun - Nuh
Miyoko Asada is the crazy actress

Saturday, July 27, 2002 -- 10:42 p.m.
Music -- The sound of my soul weeping...
Jay and I are now just friends again... I want to cry... BUt the tears don't come... I miss him already and It's been 5 seconds... I love him...

Saturday, July 27, 2002 -- 10:22 p.m.
Music -- Nothing ^^;;;;... I watching Iron Chef...
I love the crazy mental escapee actress on Iron Chef...
"Fukui-san, the challenger seems to be luring an unsuspecting audience member into her clutches using a blend of paprika, oregano, and ground pepper..."

Friday, July 26, 2002 -- 03:27 p.m.
Music -- BoA - Listen to My Heart (English Version)
Well... Today I beat Double Maniac End of the Century... I'm so happy... And I went to tell Alli and this was the result...

Sailor Kuchibiru: i beat Double Maniac End of the Century today ^^
Maya Cecile: i beat bob's butt out of frustration-mom

::shrugs:: Oh well... I'm going to lay down...

Thursday, July 25, 2002 -- 10:49 a.m.
Music -- Khia - Lick My Back
I HATE THEM AAAALLLLLL!!!!
Well on another note... I almost enetered the DDR Tourney... but I read the list of people laughed and realized that I would probably win the 1st round again and then just quit...
I miss Jay ;__________;
My day started so well... Sushi and 4th Mix.... GAH!

Wednesday, July 24, 2002 -- 03:23 p.m.
Music -- Lee Jung Hyun - Trance(?)

Hey, guess what? I'm a--

I'm a Pink Yoshi!

What color Yoshi are you? Come take the quiz!

Wednesday, July 24, 2002 -- 11:47 a.m.
Music -- Baek Ji Young - Dash
Time for work!

My Senshi Colors Are:

Blue: Emotional, Sensitive, Dreamy

Yellow: Wacky, Funny, Silly

Get Your Senshi Colors At SailorOrion.com

Wednesday, July 24, 2002 -- 09:10 a.m.
Music -- Bayna - Turkey March


Find Out Which Senshi You Are At SailorOrion.com

Tuesday, July 23, 2002 -- 10:05 p.m.
Music -- MAX - Hikari no Veil (Hyper Euro Mix)

Center of fun, you are. Bouncy and sassy, with more of a grownup air than Puyo Puyo, you know how to enjoy yourself, whether in the middle of a crowd, or all by yourself. You make your own fun, and everyone thinks you're great to hang out with. Meow, baby. ^.~

Which Pump It Up Song Are You?

Thursday, July 18, 2002 -- 03:52 p.m.
Music -- DJ Mystic - Castles in the Sky
The google game for "Kyle is":
"Kyle is a bold talent who can weave a spell of danger or delight with equal skill."
"Kyle is blessed with 1940s matinee idol looks."
"Kyle is encouraged to ride alternating hands in the air getting a good stretch in his shoulders and helping with his balance."
"Kyle is now a very active 5 year old who just started kindergarten and who played t-ball this summer."
"Kyle is Senior of Year."
"Kyle is a little purple at first, but ... His color improves in a few minutes."
"Why Kyle is Loved More than like, LOVE!"
"Kyle is not only my WTC boss he is also a friend." (World Trade Centre)
"Kyle is very particular about his flooring!"
"Kyle is approximately 914."
"Kyle is 5.022 sq. kilometers."
"Kyle is dead."
"Kyle is in."
"Kyle is a cute virgin swimmer-boy whose man-of-his-dreams Jason just happens to walk into a gay youth group meeting!" **This was the 4th entry on the 28th page... I'm scared... Google is trying to steal my soul...

Thursday, July 18, 2002 -- 03:46 p.m.
Music -- ??? - We All Come From the Goddess
We all come from the goddess... And to her we shall return... Like a drop of rain... Flowing to the ocean...

Thursday, July 18, 2002 -- 03:30 p.m.
Music -- DJ Sammy - Heaven
::weeps:: I feel tired, sick and out of it... but i can't sleep... I have this false energy and I just want SLEEP!
::sighs:: This is going to be the longest day of my life...

Thursday, July 18, 2002 -- 09:45 a.m.
Music -- Lee Jung Hyun - Nuh (Techno Remix)
::cackles madly:: It's Jay's B-DAy! He's in my room ^_^;;... Time to shower!

Wednesday, July 17, 2002 -- 08:17 a.m.
Music -- Kosaka Riyu - true... (Trance Sunrise Mix)
Made another new buddy icon... Archived... Did laundry... Fixed template... Hehehe... Jay is sleeping over tonight! XD XD XD